Monday 4 October 1954
– Mimi: “How empty is my heart! My Beloved, fill this heart with love for You and for souls. I need souls. ”
– Jesus: “My dear beloved little spouse, I knew what I was doing when I gave you an affectionate nature for I knew that this love would come back to Me some day and forever. Your artistic soul and sensitivity make you suffer. I know. This is how you merit.”
– Mimi: I was making the way of the cross a little fast.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, what would you have said if I had made My way to calvary in a hurry? It would have been ridiculous, don’t you think?
Would I have had the time to reflect properly, to think of you? Why do you do this?”
Tuesday 5 October 1954
– Mimi: “I feel nothing and I am happy just the same to be working with You. I am happy because I know that I am doing Your Holy Will.”
I am preparing the noonday meal when He calls me.
– Mimi: “Here I am, my Beloved, at Your knees. Let me kiss Your divine feet. Let me weep over my sins and the sins of poor souls. From the bottom of my soul, I repent for having offended You, my Beloved Spouse.
My God, I thank You for having thought of me in giving Your Beloved Son… and in return, how ungrateful and unbelieving I have been. I ask Your forgiveness. For the remainder of my life, I want to love You. In order to love You, I must know You.
I ask the Holy Spirit for all the gifts I need to better know You, to serve You with love and fidelity.
Note :I had just been uncharitable towards two persons:
“What a hypocrite! I didn’t think she was so proud.”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, how quick you are to recognize the faults of your neighbor. If I didn’t hold you back, what would you become? Remember your past and the faults you find in your neighbor. You had them too.”
Wednesday 6 October 1954
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother, look upon Your child who wants to love Him.”
– Jesus: “May your director not deprive himself of food to mortify his body but refrain himself from smoking.”
Thursday 7 October 1954
– Mimi: “Ô my Beloved, I prostrate myself at Your feet to thank You for all that You are doing for me in spite of the aridity in which I find myself. I am sure that You are in me and that You are holding me in Your powerful arms. All that I do is in order to please You. I so want to prove to You my love, my gratitude because I want to repair my lack of confidence with acts of love and an entire submission to the Holy Will of God who has done so much for me who didn’t deserve it. Thank You, ô Infinite Goodness. In return, I accept to suffer for the salvation of souls. My Beloved, have pity on all of us and be merciful.”
Visit to my director to inform him of Our conversation.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I’m afraid of having hurt his feelings in telling him what You asked me to say. I don’t want to refuse You anything. If I hurt his feelings, console him with Your gentle caresses. With what humility he accepted what I was telling him.”
8 October 1954
– Mimi: A great temptation against faith. I am going through a crisis and a terrible struggle.
– Mimi: “Immaculate Virgin, keep me in Your arms. Protect Your little girl! Keep me pure.”
How good is my director. He has helped me get through this crisis. Being already in a state of spiritual aridity, how dark it was.”
− Jesus: “My dear little one, remain at your post as a faithful spouse.
Remain in the state in which I have placed you. Is it not true that you love Me? Prove it by accepting everything, even though you don’t understand. If you knew the degree of love I have for you! For you are so little and poor. You are like a little rose bud in Our hands. I have to hold you securely for you are so frail and the least gush of wind, temptations, shake you up. Poor little flower of My garden that I found almost lifeless among the thorns of sin.
Now that I have snatched you from death, I must shelter you from all kinds of bad weather caused by sin, violent temptations. I want you to become strong. I will give you plenty of sun with My ardent love. Yes, my little flower, I will keep you in My heart as in a greenhouse, so that some day, you will blossom in heaven to the glory of My Father. Do not hesitate to weep in My presence. Your tears are soft and salutary to water the little rose bud and help it develop day by day. It is long and patient work.
My dear little beloved spouse, accept the great temptations that I reserve for My friends. You please Me when you ask your director for help. This shows that you are too little to walk alone. Remain little! Show your director that you trust him by telling him everything. Speak to him like you do to Me. He represents Me. He knows what I expect from you. This is why I placed him on your path as a special privilege so that he might be your guide, your encouragement in the spiritual and temporal order. Do as he says! Give him your hand and close your eyes. Let yourself be led with confidence.
Don’t try to see where you are going. Be fearless as you walk with him. It is with Me that you are walking and in obeying him, you can be sure that you are on the right path. If you knew the joy and love that the heart of a priest experiences when he sees at his feet a little soul miserable, sick and crippled who is looking for help and relief. What wouldn’t a priest do to save this soul? Think about what your director has done for you. Your soul has cost him a lot! Tell your director about Our conversation.”
Saturday 9 October 1954
– Mimi: “My Beloved, give me lots of patience.”
Great temptation
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, protect Your child struggling to remain pure.”
– Mary: “Ask your director to consecrate you as a child of Mary.”
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, he believes I have already been received. I am one in my heart.”
− Mary: “Speak about it to your director. Do as he will tell you.”
Sunday 10 October 1954
– Mimi: “Today, I don’t want to refuse You anything. I want to chat with You as long as possible. I want my thanksgiving to last all day long.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t feel that I did much for souls.”
– Jesus: “My dear beloved little spouse, you offered Me each one of your thoughts, of your desires. You offered Me each letter, each word as acts of love, of confidence, of thanksgiving. You did great work and I am pleased for you did not calculate the time nor the fatigue. Your love for Me and for souls is stronger than anything else. Remain abandoned to My will.
My little spouse, you saved souls this afternoon by writing for you obeyed Me. You did not believe that you were saving souls with so little.”
Monday 11 October 1954
– Mimi: I was looking at the leaves. How fast they were falling!
– Jesus: “Yes, my dear little one. It is the same thing in the spiritual order. When the wind of passions shake up certain souls, they fall as easily. Pray for these souls.”
– Mimi: “Today, I want to remain little, very little, like a small baby so that my Gentle Mother of heaven may cradle me in Her arms and careass me. It is with these feelings of confidence and love that I abandon myself into Your arms.”
Feast of the Maternity of the Virgin Mary.
– Mimi: “Today, rest, my Gentle Mother of heaven! With Your grace and the help of my Beloved, I want to work in Your stead for souls. Thank You, ô Gentle Virgin Mary for giving me Your Jesus, for accepting to become my Mother. I thank You for such goodness. I would have liked to offer You flowers out of gratitude but I believe it will please You if I offer You instead my little heart full of love for You. I know it isn’t much for I am so poor.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, I beg You, hear my prayer. Grant me the grace to love souls very much. At Your example, I want to give birth to the souls of poor sinners. Grant me to love them as my children. Give me the heart of a mother. This way, nothing will be mine, for I shall have given everything for the salvation of these souls because of this heart of a mother.
I ask You for more self-denial, more sacrifices. I want to be more compassionate. I want to be more understanding towards my neighbor. I want to make those who suffer happy. I want to help my neighbor with my prayers and small sacrifices, united with Your life filled with sorrows.
I ask You to purify my intentions and my actions. I wish to remain humble, very little and submissive to God like Yourself. I wish my work for souls to remain hidden to the world. I ask You to grant me this grace. Give me perseverance. Since I have given away everything, I don’t want to take it back.
I thank You for Your love and also for Your patience towards me. How I must have made You suffer in the past, through my ungratefulness, my lack of confidence. In spite of this, You interceded for me to God. You did even more. You gave me Your gentle Son as spouse instead of rejecting me as I deserved.
You offer me to live with You for all eternity. Thank You, my Gentle Mother, thank You for saving me. Thank You for giving me a new life. I am counting on You to help me do the Will of God in every way. I want to atone and to show You my gratitude, I want to offer You much love and many souls.
My wishes are great, aren’t they, for a little girl so poor in virtue? But my confidence in You is without limit. This satisfies me. I am sure my wish will be granted for You have given me so many proofs of Your love. I know that You do not reject my humble and confident prayer because You are the Mother of a merciful love.
I trust in You, refuge of sinners. This is why I place myself especially in Your arms with the souls of poor sinners, the unhappy who are secure only in Your heart, Immaculate Virgin, Most Pure. Protect me, strengthen all of us who are struggling on earth.”
I am happy for I have not refused anything to my Beloved.
– Mimi: “Thank You for the love, thank You for the help of Your grace. Do not leave me.”
Thank You, my good angel for spending the day with me.
Wednesday 13 October 1954
– Mimi: During my holy hour, complete emptiness, I could not even meditate.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, why are You hiding? I need You so much. Since You are hiding, I will look for my Gentle Mother of heaven. With Her, I am sure to find You. However, if You prefer I continue to look for You, I accept Your Holy Will. How sad life is without You.”
Thursday 14 October 1954
– Mimi: “Always in the same state of soul. I can no longer meditate, the temptations are so great.”
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother, teach me how to pray! You, my Jesus, increase my perseverance! Give me the desire to love so that I may always please You. With Your example, I want to remain humble, little. I want to remain pure. Protect me! Give me the strength to resist temptations. I trust in You. You will not refuse me this favor.
You are all powerful on the heart of God. I beg You, come to my aid! Allow me to weep on Your heart! I so need to feel secure in Your arms, for the devil will not leave me alone. He is attacking me on all sides. How I suffer while my Beloved is hiding.
I can understand Your sorrow, Your pain, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven. You had lost Your Gentle Son during three days. I can also understand the anxiety of my Gentle Mother of heaven while she looked for Her Beloved. My Gentle Mother, give me the strength to accept with submission this pain! Give me enough faith to walk in spite of the obstacles.
My Beloved, I believe that you are present within me. I believe You are watching me struggle. I believe that without the help of Your grace, I would not be able to resist even though I do not feel the presence of Your hand. I believe that You love me. In return, my Beloved, believe in my love for You. You know how much I want to please You. Because I love You, I want to remain where You have placed me in my spiritual poverty.
With the impossibility of doing more, all I can do is to say over and over again that I love You, my love, my God.”
Friday 15 October 1954
– Mimi: There was a hurricane warning. The radio had given the alert, warning the population to be careful, not to go out between 4 and 8 in the morning for the hurricane was headed for Montreal, having caused lots of destruction in the United States.
In church, during my holy hour, I asked (God) to protect our city, our churches, my church, our priests and schools, hospitals, thinking especially of little children and the elderly, the sick. Protect my family. Have mercy on sinners. However, my God, I believe we deserve this chastisement and since I offered myself to suffer for souls, I ask Your forgiveness.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, offer Me more! Mortify your body. I will spare many. Call your director. Tell him there will be no hurricane.”
Believeing that it was a suggestion of the devil, I did not dare phone him. And the next day, nothing extraordinary happened. To everyone’s surprise, the sun was out and the temperature was very mild. Thank You, my Beloved. Thank You in the name of my neighbors.”
− Mimi: “My God, purify the earth with this rain coming from heaven! As He takes care of His plants, His trees, His fish and animals, what would He not do for (….). It was raining. My Beloved, I offer You each drop of rain as an act of love, of thanksgiving!
Saturday 16 October 1954
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, accept the state I have put you in. You are quite deserving. Come visit Me each day. Come simply to tell Me you love Me, that you accept My Will. I will be satisfied. To prove to you My love, I will grant you what you will ask for your parents, friends and neighbor. I will answer your prayers for souls. Don’t ask anything for yourself for I am not able to answer your prayers.”
My director advises me to say:
− “My God, I accept with love Your Holy Will. Give me the grace never to offend You through sin. I am weak, save me.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t understand why You cannot answer my prayer. You once said: “Ask and you shall receive!” You are my Savior.
My Beloved, all I ask for myself is to love You, never to offend You. I ask You the strength to follow You on the road of Your Passion. I ask You to help me carry my cross each day with love and submission to the Holy Will of God. However, I thank You for the promise of answering my prayers for my parents, my neighbor and for myself. I submit myself to Your Holy Will.
I cannot explain this attitude for I was not asking You for honors. You know that I scorn them for I want to remain humble and little like my Gentle Mother of heaven. I don’t ask for health. You know how I need to mortify my body. Moreover, in suffering, I want to share Your sufferings.
I want to shed the last drop of my blood to save souls, to help Your Church and to prove my love for You. I do not ask for riches for I want to remain poor like You, detached from everything. I want to detach my heart from all affection, even legitimate and honest ones, and from everything else. I have offered You my will. I want nothing for myself. I want to come before God the Father, poor and detached from everything.
After having given everything for souls, my heart will be free at the moment of my death and I will be able to say: “My God, receive me. Receive my soul. This is all that is left. I place it into Your hands. I expect everything from Your infinite mercy.”
Monday 18 October 1954
– Mimi: Always in the same state of spiritual aridity. To obey my director, I do everything as if… Great temptation during the way of the cross.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I criticized once again. Help me, please, correct this fault. To atone, I sincerely asked Your forgiveness and I mortified myself.”
Saturday 24 October 1954
– Jesus: “My dear little one, go frequently to the sacrament of love for you will need special graces. Only the hand of God will uphold you and His love sustain you. During this coming week, you will suffer a lot. Be faithful to your holy hours and the recitation of your rosary and don’t forget the souls in purgatory while making the way of the cross.”
− Mary: “Thank your director for he did a lot for you during the night of Thursday to Friday. He will obtain what he asked this morning at mass. Offer Me a few sacrifices and mortifications. Ask your director what you must do. Do nothing on your own.”
My dear little one, listen to Me carefully. In a short while, Montreal will suffer a curse. Only sacrifices, prayers, acts of mortification, the rosary recited faithfully with fervor and confidence by My consecrated souls will appease the justice of God. For God must take back His place in the world and reign over the universe. His Son must be loved and honored. Mankind must submit and give the Holy Spirit the power to enlighten them, direct them, govern them through His gifts.
Mankind must also recognize that I am its Mother, and learn to know My heart, a heart full of love and compassion for each one. This merciful heart, this heart that will never cease beating for you, My dear little children.”
Saturday 30 October 1954
− Mary: “My dear little girl, My Son thanks you for trusting your director to tell him immediately My wishes. He suffered a lot for you. He has done a lot for your soul. He promised not only to save your soul but also to sanctify it. I beg you, let him work freely in your soul. Help him by telling him everything. Be very obedient. Submit your will to his. Don’t forget, Voices of your superiors, Voice of God!
If you want, My dear little one, to reach your ideal, be obedient to your director. You must submit and accept everything, even without understanding. Look at My Son. He was obedient unto death and I, his Mother, was obedient to God from the very first moment of My conception. Don’t forget that obedience is the first step on the road of virtue, of perfection. Obedience saved mankind and disobedience lost it.
Remember this:
Obedience and humility. Love of Jesus and submission of Mary. These four virtues must never be isolated and are the basis of perfection.
Give full confidence to your director. He deserves it. We chose him for you. He represents My Son. He knows what God expects from you. The devil hates him.
In spite of the obstacles, show him your confidence by telling him everything like a little girl speaking to her father and when the devil closes your mouth, make a act of humility. Ask your director to bless you. Your enemy will take flight for, as a priest, your director has the power to chase him,
Only your director is able to understand you for he has suffered a lot in his life. He carried his cross with resignation and love for he has always been obedient. You will still need him till the last minute, for your end is getting more and more close. Prepare yourself with prayer and sacrifices. Accept everything with love, detach yourself from everything even from your will. You will have a lot to suffer. Trials of all kinds. You must be purified. Be confident and you will never be alone to struggle.
For the moment, My Son seems to sleep, but fear not. His Heart is awake. He is considering your struggles. His grace is upholding you and you don’t seem to understand. This makes Him sad. You pay more attention to your enemy and his suggestions than to the words of His representative and to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for speaking to Your child so ungrateful, so weak in the service of God. I repent for my lack of confidence after so much proof of Your love. I am counting on You to help me correct myself. There is so much work to be done in my soul to render it agreeable to God. I thank You for opening my eyes to the importance of obedience and humility in my life. Like You, I want to remain little, humble so that Jesus may visit me with His grace.
Like You, I want to be obedient in order to accept with love and submission the Holy Will of God in all things. Immaculate Virgin, keep me pure in Your motherly arms. Grant me the grace to accept and afterwards, ask me whatever You want.”
− Mary: “Do you see, My dear little one, the importance of unity in the spiritual and temporal life? We must always admit it as a fact. So, in the future, meditate on this and put it into practice. Therefore:
- One God to know, love and serve.
- One Son to imitate and love as spouse.
- One Holy Spirit who enlightens and guides your path.
- One Mother where you will find refuge in Her arms.
- One single road to take.
One cross to carry.
- One life to offer Us.
- One heaven to merit.
- One hell to avoid.
- One goal, to save souls.
- One past to atone.
- One director to guide you.
Take note, your director and He are one.
The examples are numerous:
- One Pope.
- One Church.
- One Redemption
- One Resurrection.
- One Immortality.
- One Immaculate Virgin.
- And so many other examples.
Sunday 31 October 1954
– Mimi: I was tired after several interior struggles and felt the weight of the cross. I was still praying in spite of the state of my soul. I could feel nothing. No consolation. Only faith sustained me and the love of God and souls. And, to please God, I offered myself once again. I was almost finishing a holy hour. My Beloved asks me to make the way of the cross for the poor souls in purgatory.
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse. I asked you to suffer all your life to save souls and help My Church. This includes also the souls in purgatory!”
– Mimi: I had just finished the way of the cross. I was very tired. I was praying with difficulty. Suddenly, the organist began playing a triumphant march. How beautiful, I thought. I was still kneeling, eyes closed to better listen. Suddenly, my imagination is struck by what seems like lightening. I don’t understand what is happening to me. It was as if I were dreaming. I could hear the organ, I could see God the Father, assisted by the Virgin Mary. How beautiful She was!
Then, I was walking in an aisle leading me directly in front of Them. How happy I was for I was walking accompanied by my Beloved spouse who simply held my hand and often looked at me. Ô gentle gaze filled with love! Then, a little child was walking before me, carrying a cross with pride and joy. And on either side, many souls who were smiling.
My Beloved bent down and told me:
– Jesus: “They are the souls you saved by accepting to suffer for them. And the little child preceding Me is the image of humility, that is, by always remaining little and carrying the cross with love and pride for the love of God. If you remain faithful to your commitments, this is the reward that We reserve for you some day in heaven”
– Jesus: “However, do not leave Me a single instant. Offer everything. Do not take back anything no matter how you feel for, everything is Mine, only Mine. I will keep you jealously in My Heart. Tell me that you love Me, that you believe in My love. This will please Me. Always remain little, very little in My arms.”
– Mimi: My happiness was so… I could not hold back my tears of joy. I was weeping abundantly. How I would have liked it to be real! It was so beautiful, so consoling. Thanks anyhow for these gentle moments. This encouraged me to carry on my day filled with sorrow.
