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Wednesday 1st January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, we are beginning another year 1964! What will it be like? A year of separation? or a year of union? Since I trust Your powerful arms, why worry?
Already forteen years since my director has been directing me! Thank You, my God, for this great favor of having a guide inspired and chosen by You. Thank You for Your merciful love. Thank You for Your intimacy. Thank You for the beautiful year just gone by. How abundant the graces received from Your love! Yes, I had the pleasure of receiving You in Holy Communion 196 times, not counting the spiritual communions! The many absolutions… 107! The advice received from my director, the encouragement to continue my journey!... With Your grace, I was able to accept what You asked of me. I had to struggle, but with You, I felt stronger! Without You, I can do nothing.”
“Ô my God, my loving Father, I am at Your feet asking You to bless Your little girl, to bless my ideal, to bless my struggles, my efforts, to bless my work, to sanctify me through my sufferings, to bless those I love, to bless the members of Your beautiful little Team of love. I ask You to bless my family, my friends and my enemies. Bless my thoughts, my desires. I offer You each heartbeat as if they were acts of love, of thanksgiving, of perfect contrition. My God, grant me the grace to love You more and more, to serve You with fidelity in the least of things. Increase my desire to suffer more with Your Divine Son for Your glory. My God, may Your Holy Will be done in me. I abandon myself with love and confidence into Your Fatherly arms.
Do with me what You will in all things. Yes, I offer everything out of love and through the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven. Ô Immaculate Virgin, offer me to God the Father with Your Divine Son. Thank You for loving me, ô my Gentle Mother whom I love!”
Thursday 2 January 1964
– Jesus: “My Beloved, during this year, your ideal will come true and Ours as well. We have been so happy accepting the Holy Will of Our Father over Us.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, from all eternity, We wanted you. And Our Father, in His infinite mercy leaned over you with love. He filled you with graces of choice. How He loved you to unite you to My sufferings! He allowed you by a special grace to become My little spouse, Our little host of love, Our little victime of love. We are so comfortable in your little soul, Our home. Thank you, My Beloved for receiving Us, for speaking with Us, for listening to Us. It is by living with Us in great intimacy that you were able to understand a little Our love for you. We have asked you a lot, but we wanted to lavish you with graces.
You have received in abundance Our favors, for you needed them to fulfill your mission. I know that the path of love is very narrow, plus, there was the path of silence that was very difficult to accept and follow, but with the help of the Holy Spirit and Our help, you were able to come to Us at a rapid pace. We have given you completely all Our love and Our peace so that, in spite of trials, crosses, sufferings, you might be Our little ray of love. Yes, may you radiate Us everywhere in your midst. May your good humor, this peace of soul, this tranquillity of spirit, this serenity in the face of suffering be an example, a comfort for souls that approach you, for they will understand what it is like to love Us, to believe in Us, to live a great intimacy with Us.»
– Jesus: “This is so easy for a soul that abandons itself into My arms with love and confidence, under the guidance of the Holy Spirit and the protection of Mary… The humble, confident, sincere soul has nothing to fear and everything to gain.»
Friday 3 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. We are once again together at the beginning of a new year! I need You so much to help me. I am suffering so much. Please help me pick myself up. My Beloved, give me Your smile so that I may give it to others. I know that with You, my suffering will be hidden.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will do so for today but I must also allow your little nature to work and struggle with suffering in order to atone and merit for souls… Your moral accepts, but your physical condition cannot always follow you. The laws of nature are powerful but with My grace, you will be able to accept. My Beloved, be patient. Take courage! I know that the struggle is fierce. I am with you forever.”
Saturday 4 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for being here this morning, ô Holy Trinity! Come into Your little home. I desire You so much! I ask myself how long I must wait before being near You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you don’t have to wait since We are presently in you. Yes, we are here with all Our love. Thank You, dear children, for the beautiful Team work. You suffered much but each member also had its share. We are so consoled and you are so privileged!... You know that Our love is a mystery and Our suffering an exchange. Yes, you must accept to follow Me without understanding too much… trusting Me. A single “yes”… in answer to Our call places the soul at Our disposal, renders it agreeable to Our eyes, and if this soul is miserable, weak, We come to it with more love in order to manifest Ourselves to it.”
Sunday 5 January 1964
Feast of the Holy Name of Jesus
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Holy Trinity for coming this morning! I am so pleased. Three consecutive days in receiving You. I adore You, ô Blessed Trinity! Before Your divine Majesty, I prostrate myself with love to adore You, to thank You for Your love. I ask Your forgiveness. I want, ô my God, to unite my poor actions to the infinitely perfect actions of Your Divine Son. Detach me from everything, from myself, in order to lose myself in You, I who am nothing hide myself in Your immensity. Grant me the grace to always answer “yes” to Your call, to never think of myself but always of You, to never calculate the extent of my trials, my sufferings. Keep me nailed to the cross with Your Divine Son.
Give me the strength, the courage to struggle, to walk unceasingly with You on the road of suffering and love. May I remain faithful… I am so wary of myself! How I have to struggle against my human nature!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I do not ask you to struggle but to overcome your little nature in the least important actions of your life. Yes, this little life hidden from human eyes but seen by Us.”
– Mimi: “Ô Eternal Father, receive our homage. We are here with Your Divine Son to accomplish Your Holy Will over us. We offer You everything and give You thanks.”
After a long struggle and being exhausted, my Beloved consoled me for a brief moment.”
– Mimi: “Yes, blessed moment during which my soul was pierced by His love! How I wanted Him to stay! Yes, I understood what it means to say… being One with Him… and what is union in love and suffering. I cannot write everthing that happened to my soul. After such gentle moments, it was martyrdom to come back to reality… I give You thanks. I am so unworthy of such favors.”
Monday 6 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for everything, especially for yesterday. I have not yet recovered from my emotions! I keep thinking of it and I can’t help doing so… I weep. Why, my Beloved, did You leave so soon? We were so happy! My little soul cannot endure this separation and my little heart is in pain. To have nothing is very sad, but to receive everything at once of what I so desired and to lose it in a few seconds is very difficult, but with Your grace, I accept everything out of love. I know that I don’t deserve so much happiness. I can’t find words to express my gratitude. Thank You, my God, ô Father infinitely good and merciful towards me. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for sharing with me Your intimacy. I am so happy with You. I huddle myself in Your arms in order to breathe in Your love. Yes, my God, I accept everything till the very last minute and if at the moment of my death I am unable to say that I love You, remember the moment yesterday when We were but One.”
– Jesus: “Now do you know, my Beloved what Our intimacy is like? What merciful love is like? All that went on is nothing compared to what you will experience soon. I allowed this to express Our gratitude for the beautiful Team work you did. How many souls you have helped! The sight was so beautiful, so consoling to Us. You were so happy together! You were so generous that you didn’t even have time to think about your sufferings. Your sole preoccupation was to do Our Holy Will to show Us your love and to cooperate in saving souls. The numbers that your enemy gave you are nothing compared to reality.”
Tuesday 7 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me. I am suffering so much today.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you must not be surprised. From now until Our perfect union, there will be no respite. Sunday, I prepared you for all that you will have to suffer with Me. Haven’t you accepted everything? A great trial will descend upon your family and you will be the one most affected. Presently, you are suffering for three persons.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, if it is the Holy Will of Our Father, I offer You my life to save this soul. I give it over to You.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, do you believe that offering your life for this soul will be more effective than to keep on suffering for this soul? It is more important to leave you near them. You will be able to sustain them by your prayers and example, your silence, your sacrifices. You know that the loving acceptance of your cross helps them carry with confidence, faith and love their cross.”
Wednesday 8 January 1964
– Mimi: “My God, “do with me what You will”. This is the time to say it.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you only knew how much I am suffering with you. I am sharing your three agonies. Fear not! Your moral suffering is Ours and your physical sufferings belong to Us for the last forty years. It is Our heritage, your “jackpot” as you say jokingly. We will not allow any human being to use it for useless research. We will come for you before then… No one can discover the cause of death of a victim soul. Some will discover the apparent cause, but never the real cause. Even for Myself, the soldier thought that the sword had put an end to My sufferings, but My Divine Heart was already pierced by love. It was not possible that the Son of God should die by the hand of man. God alone has the right over life and death. My dear children, you came to meet Me and I manifested Myself in all My love.”
Thursday 9 January 1964
– Mimi: “My God, what suffering there is in this world! And my suffering is greater when I see my helplessness. How I would like to see everyone happy! How can I make them understand Your love in times of hardship? My God, forgive them, they know not what they are doing or saying. Forgive them. In the name of the merits of Your Divine Son, be merciful to them. Forgive their movement of revolt in the face of suffering. They are bitter. They don’t have enough faith to approach You. This makes me suffer so much.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, rejoice! After having humiliated you, criticized you, insulted you, despised you, these persons latch onto you. How many are jealous of you? If these persons knew about Our intimacy! If they knew about My love! No, they don’t have the time… when all is going well. But on the day when in My infinite mercy I arrive with My cross, these souls are already flattened just looking at it. And if I place it on their shoulders, it is with cries of revolt, weeping that they reject it. And yet, this cross is a visible sign of Our love. If these souls had more faith, more love for Us, they would lovingly kiss this cross and accept it with respect and bow to Our Holy Will. If souls knew all that is contained in this cross! They would ask Us on their knees, to nail them to the cross forever! More there is love, more the cross is light, because, in My infinite love, I help souls of good will, sincere and humble. In spite of everything, aren’t you happy to be with Us?
If these souls had what We have given you out of pure goodness, their attitude would not be the same. Ask for them. Draw from Our treasure of love what you would like to give them, but especially in order to give Us these souls. We must first be served by you.”
Friday 10 January 1964
– Mimi: “Another day with You to love You, serve You in order to glorify You and also to cooperate with You, ô my Beloved, in the salvation of souls. My Beloved, please help me. The road is long and tiring. I long for You so much. Even with Our great intimacy, there is still an emptiness.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, that is what total detachment is about; to own nothing, and detachment from oneself is to keep nothing of what I gave you out of love. Yes, you must come to Me with a free spirit, free hands, but with a heart filled with pure love. How many souls look for Me everywhere in prayer, in books, in nature, but few look for Me in themselves. And yet, We are there, quite alive, as present as in the manger, as at the last Supper, as present as on calvary, on the cross. The narrow minded who do not admit Our intimacy in souls make Me think of the pharisees. I know that we cannot show ourselves in souls where there is pride, mistrust. What can We do in a soul that knows it all and that is all powerful? How can the Holy Spirit do anything? How can a soul accept Our Holy Will if it keeps its own will? How can it come towards Us if it refuses help and walks alone? To come to Our Father, one needs a lot of love and acceptance with the humility of being led. In the past, My people walked fearlessly upon hearing the voice of My Father, the voice of the prophets, the voice of angel-messengers.
I obeyed the Holy Will of My Father; My Divine Mother was submissive, Saint Joseph obeyed. The shepherds, the Magi were guided by the star and later on, all those who accepted to be guided by love. Peace to men of good will! Is it really of good will to refuse Our intimate love?”
Saturday 11 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me, for loving me! If I did not have Our intimacy, I don’t know what I would do. Why did I not believe from the beginning? You were speaking and I turned a deaf ear. How ungrateful I have been towards You! Out of pride, I refused to believe in Your intimacy because I didn’t understand. Poor Jesus! How You suffered because of me!”
– Jesus: “My dear little beloved spouse, you aren’t the only one to have acted this way. Even among consecrated souls, this evil exists. How many understand My love? Many souls ignore Our intimacy, others don’t believe in it and won’t have anything to do with it. It is a grace I grant humble souls and those who ask Me for it. If I had wanted to be loved only as God, I would not have come on earth and would not have taken a human form. I would never have loved you with a human heart. You would not have had the joy of receiving Me, of eating Me as nourishment. You wouldn’t have had the joy of living with Me in great intimacy, yes, to taste this gentle peace of soul. Isn’t it a consolation for the soul to be able to say: “God dwells in me”? And for Us, it is a great joy to find lodging in a soul.
If I hadn’t come, how would you have known about My intimacy? You would have only been able to reach Me through faith, adoration, prayer, by lifting up your spirit towards Us. By coming on earth, I came to bring My message of love. I came to give Myself to souls by giving Myself entirely in My sacrament of love. I gave them the means of finding Me quite alive in them. I was opening wide the door to My intimacy so that they might feel Our Divine Presence and accept to speak to Us heart to heart with love, respect, confidence, sincerity.”
Sunday 12 January 1964
Feast of the Holy Family
– Mimi: “I am so happy on such a beautiful day! I had the pleasure of receiving You! Thank You for so much kindness. Thank You for Your love. Ô Eternal Father, Father of our large family, look with love and mercy on your children of the earth. We are very miserable, we are weak. In the name of the merits of Your Divine Son, God and Savior, have pity on us.
Ô my Father, You know about all human miseries, each one in particular. All souls came from Your hands as Creator. May You be praised and blessed, ô Omnipotent God and may You be glorified by all these souls. Thank You for Your infinite love. Thank You for Your mercy. Thank You for giving us Your Divine Son, for creating us and for giving us a Mother who loves us and intercedes for us. Mediatrix of all graces, have mercy on us, now, but especially at the hour of our death. Come and present us, introduce us to Your Father.
Ô Holy Spirit, Spirit of Love, of Truth, give us all Your gifts so that we may all be reunited in the house of Our heavenly Father. Awaiting this hour of happiness, help us love one another, to practice charity among one another, to have enough humility to recognize our faults, our errors, our sins. Allow us to be sincere with You and with our neighbor, ourselves. Give us this spirit of sacrifice so that we may accept in our lives this real presence of a living God. Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten us on the road we must take that leads to You.
Ô Blessed Trinity, inspire us how to speak to God present in us. Bless my spiritual family, my family. In their name, I ask You to bless all of us, and all families so that in each family may reign in love, peace and happiness in You.”
Monday 13 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping us make another triduum of communions. I am beginning to count my communions.»
– Jesus: “My Beloved, Me too! If I could multiply the number! However, with your spiritual communons, We are filled. How many souls think of giving thanks with a triduum of love, of sufferings? Many thanks to Our dear representative for this kind thought. It is the greatest homage that a soul can render by receiving Us with a love that is pure, respectful and humble. It isn’t enough to receive Us! One must keep Us, pray to Us, adore Us, love Us sincerely. How We love dwelling in souls where We are expected, desired! This is why We have chosen you.
Your mission is to make Our love known through suffering and also Our intimacy. You have everything you need to do this… a very affectionate heart and a sensitive soul for moral suffering, and a sickly body. Though it was crumbling, We protected it in a special way. For the last 42 years, the doctors have been searching for the cause of this incurable sickness. They have operated over and over. The results? Complications!... In spite of all the efforts of doctors, no one has been able to understand this mysterious illness. Yes, my Beloved, your suffering belongs to Us. It is Our property. We have placed it in you.”
– Jesus: “From the early age of six, you experienced moral and physical suffering. Your director was inspired, when in 1923, he told your mother that you were very young to begin suffering, but that God wanted you to get used to following Him on the road of suffering.”
If there had been other ways, God would have shown us, but it is the only way.” (Father Joseph Gamache, s.j.)
Tuesday 14 January 1964
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are going to remain on Our cross today in order to save souls for the glory of Our Father through Our sufferings. Yes, these painful moments are of an infinite price in Our eyes. It is a great privilege to understand and accept Our love through suffering. What a favor to cooperate with Me in saving souls! My Beloved, offer up all your sufferings for those who don’t want any and who rebel in the sight of pain. How many useless graces! How many favors lost for these souls! If suffering souls accepted lovingly… I do not ask them to understand everything! I only ask them to answer “yes” when We visit them with illness and trials. We ask them to open the doors of their soul when We knock with Our cross. Yes, with the cross, I bring them the assurance of eternal life, a ticket to heaven.
The cross is a regal gift that comprises all Our infinite love, Our mercy, Our intimacy. It also gives confidence, security, happiness and peace. The soul that accepts to follow Me with love, with its cross, does not walk in error, in darkness. By walking in the footsteps of its Divine Master, it cannot take the wrong road. Each soul has its way of the cross to follow. For certain souls, to carry the cross is a chore because these souls do not have enough faith or humility to accept and not enough love to follow Me by giving a sincere “yes”, not only in words. What We want is an answer to Our call, Our love.”
Wednesday 15 January 1964
Feast of Saint Paul
– Mimi: “Thank You for the great joy of receiving You! My communion was offered to thank God for giving us a Pope who carries such a beautiful name, Paul VI, and also, our dear Cardinal Paul-Émile Léger. I prayed for all their intentions. How great is their mission and what a responsibility of souls!”
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, watch over them in a special way, sustain their efforts, give them courage to continue their journey so that they may bring to all souls the message of love, charity and peace. Through them may they open up horizons of love, fellowship among all peoples. Guided by the Holy Spirit, may they bring light to souls to enlighten them in their darkness. How many are prisoners of their errors. Saint Michael, protect our spiritual leaders from all their spiritual and temporal enemies. Ô my God, bless them, bless their ideals, their labors. Keep them healthy. I offer myself to suffer for them. Bless also my dear little brother P… and especially Your dear apostle Father Paul Mayer s.j. who has a beautiful mission to fulfill. His apostolic mission is vast and the needs are so great.
My Beloved, watch over him, his health. Be present in his heart so that he may spread Your word lovingly and be present also in his mind so that he may bring light to the souls that You have given him. In the name of Our love, for Our Father and in order to glorify Him, allow all the souls he will encounter during his ministry to be offered to You for the greater glory of Our Father.
I unite my intentions to his Mass, to his prayers, to his sacrifices. With You, I want to do my little share for him, my God. Bless all the Pauls of the earth so that they may become courageous saints like their patron.”
Thursday 16 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! The suffering is getting worse. I am so exhausted! If I could only sleep a few hours to rest up.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I cannot give you the rest that you desire. In asking for this, it would be as if you would ask Me to fold my arms on Our cross, to detach you in order to change position. My Beloved, according to the Holy Will of Our Father, you must remain solidly nailed to the cross with Me. I know that humanly speaking you are suffering a lot, but morally, you are Our privileged child. Fear not! I am always within you. My dear little beloved spouse, yes, Our little victim of love, take courage! There is so little time left to save souls. There are so many souls who need help.”
Friday 17 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your help. I have to do battle to hide my suffering. By smiling, I have the impression of being a hypocrite. If I listened to myself, I would grimace.”
– Jesus: “I know how you feel! I also was tempted to grimace because of the pain that you caused me by your conduct, your sins. But I endured everything out of love for you. To follow Me, one must suffer a lot and carry ones cross with love, submission to Our Holy Will. No matter what you are suffering today. With Me, My Beloved, your suffering has infinite value in the eyes of Our Father. Offer everything for those who must appear before Us and who during their life abandoned Us to satisfy their passions. How can they recognize Us, love Us after having ignored Us on earth.»
Saturday 18 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for Your beautiful visit, ô Blessed Trinity. Ô my Beloved, please help me fulfill my mission with souls. Do not allow a single soul to die in the state of sin because I neglected to pray, to suffer for it. Give me the strength, the courage to offer everything so that souls may not commit sin. My Beloved, give me souls. With You, I want to offer all of them to Our Father in order to console Him, that He may be glorified.
My God, I adore You present in me and I thank You for Your infinite love. How I regret not having understood Your love sooner, having neglected to answer Your call. When I think that I wanted to silence this little interior voice that was always following me.”
– Jesus: “Do not cry, My Beloved. All is in the past and is forgiven. Today, it is I who am shedding tears of joy. In spite of your weakness, you have shown your good will. With the help of the Holy Spirit and of your Gentle Mother of heaven and the love of the Father, you have been able to rebuild your little life under the guidance of Our dear representative.
This little interior voice that We have deposited in you was working in unison with the little voice of your conscience to prepare Our intimacy, for you needed this little voice to sustain you at every moment. You needed Our intimacy to accept everything. You needed Our love to love Us, to follow Me up until the total giving of yourself on the cross.
Our dear representative had prepared the earth and watered it with his tears, his blood mixed with Mine. The earth was ready. The Spirit of Love could work under the gaze of Our Father. Your Gentle Mother of heaven saw that nothing was missing in order to give thanks to God.”
“A little nothingness that became everything in the hands of God… Mystery of love!”
Sunday 19 January 1964
The week of Unity!
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, the great week for Unity has begun! It is Our week! Yes, we are expecting a lot for souls. We must pray a lot so that the kingdom of Our Father may come. It is a duty for everyone to pray, to mortify ourselves for the success of this week. It is a duty of justice towards Us and a duty of charity towards ones neighbor. If only each soul made a good examination of conscience and put its life in order! First of all, to examine ourselves, meditate and study the word “unity”.
What is the meaning of unity? With Us, with our neighbor? Unity with Us consists in loving Us, adoring Us as God and accepting Our intimacy which is nothing other than Our unity with the soul. To be one with Us in pure love, in submission to Our Holy Will, to be one with Us through intimacy, which means to recognize Us as God and also as a God living in souls.
To live with a loved one is to speak to him, to take care of him, to ask for his advice, to listen to him in silence, to find means to please him and avoid hurting his feelings. It is also to seek his presence, to feel lonely when he is not around. It is to want to be one with him, to unite his will with ours, to forget ourselves in order to give him first place.
My dear little spouse, if souls wanted to accept Us in their lives like they would a friend, We would be so happy to live intimately with them. Their whole spiritual life would be transformed.
It those who want to direct souls wanted to look at this problem of unity of God with souls, and unity of the soul with God… Yes, to be one with Us as I have been one with My Father.”
Monday 20 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me. With Your grace I am managing to get around in spite of my extreme weakness. My God, protect my director. He is suffering as much as I. However, he brought me communion. I was so happy to receive my transfusion of Divine Blood that is running drop by drop into my soul, into my whole being. What miracles are happening each day in a soul, in a human body. Yes, it is the work of God, my Creator. Thank You for having created me out of love! Thank You Almighty God, my Father whom I love! I am so happy to live with You permanently, to share in Your intimacy.
How I regret the time when I used to consider You as a far away God, a terrible Judge, and in spite of this false concept of You, I still felt attracted to You. I wanted to love You, but I didn’t dare. A mysterious force was holding me back. I would have liked to have had a heart to heart talk with You, but I would remain silent, mouth and heart shut tight. I would have liked to run to You but I would remain frozen. I would have liked to follow You but I wouldn’t take the same path.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my dear little host of love. There was a well developed spiritual life in you. You knew nothing and yet, your little soul had a hidden ideal that your director was able to detect with the help of the Holy Spirit. A very difficult task but he had placed all his trust in Us. Finally, We won. The battle was fierce but the triumph all the more grand and beautiful for Our greater glory. You are the perfect witness of Our merciful love.”
What we accomplished in you, We would like to do for all souls if they only would call Us with sincerity, if they would only answer Our call with love. Pray a lot so that My consecrated souls may educate souls spiritually, explain Our love, Our intimacy, in what Our love through suffering is about…»
Tuesday 21 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for spending another day with You. I am so happy, and yet, I suffer for not loving You as much as You deserve and as much as You wish. I beg You, if You please, give me the love You desire. I am doing my best to love You, but my love is so little, so poor! However, to show my love for God the Father, I use the love of His Son, of the Holy Spirit, and to show my love to God the Son, I use the love of God the Father and of the Holy Spirit, and to offer my love to the Blessed Trinity, I use the love of my Gentle Mother of heaven. To show my love to my Gentle Mother of heaven, I use the love of the Holy Trinity and of all the saints, of all the blessed souls. It is a means that the Spirit of Love gave me. This way, my whole life, my poor little actions are offered with love and are purified by infinite Love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you make Me so happy when you want to love Me even more. Your wish will come true at the moment of Our perfect union. Meditate on what Our happiness in the dwelling of Our Father forever will be like. Our intimacy is nothing compared to what We have in store for you in terms of happiness. I am preparing Our encounter. May your little soul rest in peace. Yes, this silent peace of the mysterious presence of a God in three persons. You will have a lot to suffer. It is the most precious time for Us, for We need many souls. For with Us, you will be able to intercede for souls, but for now, you are meriting, your are praying, you are suffering for them.
Your enemy will wage a terrible battle against you. Fear not! I will be present. However severe the attack, We will triumph.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what a long time to wait until tomorrow before receiving You! My Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your soul to be ready to receive my Loved Ones.”
Wednesday 22 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for Your beautiful visit! I need You so much, ô Blessed Trinity! The more my strength leaves me, the more I attach myself to You, ô my Beloved. How I would like to be near You always! Time drags on! I miss You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, don’t weep. I also miss you. I am looking forward to your being finally with Us. For the moment, adore Me present in you. Live with the contemplation of the Blessed Trinity in your soul, in silence and solitude. Look at all that We have done out of love for you. I did not spare my generosity and Our Father filled you with graces of choice. You have been spoiled by the Holy Spirit, dear child of My Divine Mother. Your director has been very generous!
My dear little spouse, I beg you in the name of Our love, wait patiently for Our hour. I know what it’s like to wait. So does your director. Offer Us this suffering and tell yourself that you are not alone. I am here in you and I am waiting with you. We are not the only ones waiting. The souls are also awaiting everything from Us and a lot from you. Pray especially so that souls may learn to know Us intimately and to know themselves… How many souls refuse to look at themselves with their faults, with their qualities. Even in spiritual life, many souls ignore what they are exactly. For certain souls, spiritual life consists in perfection and as they try to attain it, they try to imitate the great mystics.
In comparing themselves with these great souls, and in spite of great efforts, they realize that they are unable to attain certain things. In their blindness, these souls are on their own in directing themselves. They did not want to accept what they were! In His masterpiece of love, God did not make two souls nor two bodies exactly the same. There is always a nuance. If souls would only accept themselves as they are and recognize themselves before Us as children who expect everything from their Father.”
Thursday 23 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid! Strike me, but if it be Your Holy Will, spare the members of my family. How I would like before my departure that all would be happy and live in the peace we only find in You, ô Blessed Trinity.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I also desired that all of them be happy! In spite of the total gift of My whole being, of all My love, how many have remained faithful till the end?... Yet, I had chosen them, called them by name. Today, how many souls answer My call, correspond to My love, to My intimacy? To be intimate with Me is to trust Me, to recognize Our infinite, merciful love, to believe in Our omnipotence.”
– Jesus: “To adore us as God and also as Creator and Savior. Before Our Divine Majesty, souls must prostrate themselves to adore Us, to pray to Us and offer Us praise in offering Us their love, their hearts. Yes, to accept being one with Us. To be intimate with Us does not consist in being too casual or speaking to Us without respect, treating Us as equals on the human level. No, it is more than that. Our intimacy must be understood in a supernatural way and Our love must be placed at the highest degree of spirituality. In order to merit understanding Our intimacy, the soul must empty itself, become docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, have enough humility to ask Us how to understand Our love, Our intimacy, how to obey, to have enough faith in admitting Our presence in the soul as a living God.”
– Jesus: “We would be so consoled if souls spoke humbly to Us, with love, respect, simplicity, like a child speaking to His Father, to a Brother, a Friend. How many souls stifle their love because they are afraid of My intimacy. Yes, the word “intimacy” misunderstood by the narrow minded, the scrupulous or the vulgar, this word “intimacy” that We have chosen to help souls understand Our love so that they may live closely to Us in the unity of the Father, Son, Holy Spirit, is given another meaning.”
Friday 24 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! Please help me carry my cross. I feel so weak and my cross is so heavy! I don’t know what is going on in me. I feel tired just looking at the work to be done. I don’t wish for anything. Everything around me is insignificant. I don’t even feel like eating. Food has a bitter taste in my mouth. But out of love for You, I force myself to eat burnt toast… this helps atone for my greediness. Do You remember the fudge of 1953?”
– Jesus: “Of course I do and many other things. I especially remember your love, your repentance…My dear little spouse whom I love, offer Me everything. This weariness before an effort is quite normal at the present moment, but, fear not, I am with you. I will sustain you till the last minute when Our union will be perfect. Meditate the following well: Our union in love and suffering for the glory of Our Father and the salvation of souls, many souls. If you knew the number of souls awaiting Our help, especially with Our apostle Paul Mayer s.j.
This oasis of love in suffering and prayer will always be full to the brim. For Me, it is another Cenacle where I encounter souls. Everything is made ready by the Holy Spirit and the collaboration of Our dear apostle, so generous. As your director, he is a good instrument who is working well. We expect a lot from him, for the harvest is abundant and he will have to widen his horizons for Our greater glory. By a special grace, We are helping him in his gigantic ministry of souls. Sustain him with your prayers, your sufferings. For the members of the Team… a special intention for this oasis of love and its guardian.”
Saturday 25 January 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy with You, ô my Beloved! Keep me in Your arms. I don’t know what is happening to me… In spite of my great desire to go to You, I experience a fear of the unknown.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, fear not. I also experienced moments when I trembled before My Passion… With My human nature, I wanted to bypass these trials. You must not be surprised; your little human nature is still there. In spite of the diagnosis, you should have died several years ago, but Our designs on you had a different interpretation.Your illness is Our portion, and by keeping you nailed to the cross with Me, you are certain to do the Holy Will of Our Father. For the moment, We are holding you by the hand and are letting you live in spite of everything and against all odds. The miracle of Our love is renewed each day in your soul, but also in your body. It is by a special grace that you are able to do everything. I receive everything… even the hours of rest. There will be no other rest than in Me.
My Beloved, I am suffering with you. Let us offer Our sufferings in order to glorify Our Father. My dear little host of love, if you could see the number of souls that We must save! Through your sufferings, you are collaborating a lot. I am carrying all the miseries in My Heart and you are carrying all the miseries in your body in order to help souls. My Beloved, what you are experiencing today is quite normal. Everything is foreseen in Our itinerary. This fear of coming to Us is only a trail, a temptation. Now, my dear little G…, My spouse whom I love so, We are living a great intimacy! We are but One and we are so happy!
Why fear Our perfect union? You were so happy upon seeing but a feeble image of what I am. Close your eyes to the things of the earth and open them before Me. Yes, look at me with love, confidence, in spite of this difficult trial of the unexpected for you and the expected for Us.”
Sunday 26 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what do You think of me?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I think of you what a God usually thinks of His creature. However, I consider you as My beloved spouse. I look at you with the eyes of My mercy and I think of you as being all Mine forever. I think about how costly your soul was to Us. Now that I possess you, I hide you from human eyes. Yes, I hide you as a treasure that no one can take from Me. With My graces, you have shown Me your good will. In spite of your efforts, you remained feeble, but with your transfusions of Divine Blood, your little soul got better, breathed freely thanks to the effects of My grace.
The Holy Spirit supplied your spiritual life and My love completed the rest. My Beloved, I looked at your efforts, your struggles, but what consoled Me most was your love and confidence in My infinite mercy. Yes, to trust Me in everything and everywhere, especially during your last struggles. I will not abandon you in spite of the attacks of your furious enemy. Your director and I have won the battle. The triumph will come soon. My Beloved, if Our Father allows you to suffer more, that you undergo the attacks of your enemy, it is to enjoy delving into the depths of your love during the three agonies you will endure this week. With Me, offer everything up. Remain faithful in following Me through prayer, sacrifice, but especially through your confident love. In spite of your weaknesses, miseries, offer Me this little portion and it will be enough for Me.
Yes, My Beloved, I am a God of mercy. My love is a mystery… My mercy… Even through Our mystical union, it is a mystery for you but not for Us.”
– Jesus: “What joy to discover all these mysteries when you will be with Us. Do not stop. Walk on, look with the eyes of faith. Offer Us your love even when all is dark. Offer Me your nothingness to console Me.”
Sunday 26 January 1964
– Mimi: “In the evening, after I finished writing my little spiritual notes, I was thinking about the beautiful feast of the Purification of our Gentle Mother of heaven and I asked my Beloved what we could do to please Her and what gift She would like to receive: a triduum?... a Mass?... Team work?... my life?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved for having thought of all this. We are very grateful and honored, but what would make Us happy would be to receive in Our beautiful little Team of love R… G…. Yes, how My Divine Mother would be happy to accept her and present her as My spouse! Our happiness is so great when We receive a little soul completely purified, completely inundated by My Divine Blood, a little soul wrapped in Our merciful love.
In becoming My spouse with her vows, she could reach her ideal and Ours. We have chosen her out of love. She is so sincere, generous! However, We must respect her freedom. If she accepts to follow Me on the road of love and suffering, she will have to be offered on the 2nd of February 1964 In the meantime, she will have to pray a lot to the Holy Spirit, meditate on the beautiful prayer of Total Giving, and read the message of the Team.
My Beloved, you are going to suffer a lot. Offer everything for your little sister. We would be so pleased to offer Our Father this beautiful soul through the Hands of Mary Immaculate.”
– Jesus: “It would also be a beautiful gift for Our dear representative. In receiving Our dear R., it is like receiving C… for with her motherly heart, she watched over her. If she cannot accept for a reason she believes justified, We will keep her just the same in Our love, for she will always be My little spouse whom I love. Inform your director of Our decision and of Our choice for Our greater glory.”
Monday 27 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for being with me today. When I have the joy of receiving You, I am so happy. My happiness is so great! I hardly think of my pain.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I have something to tell you… Do not ever say “my pain”, for your suffering belongs to Us. It is Ours forever. From now until We come to get you, you will have no respite… no rest. We want more for souls.The present moment is most precious for Us, for you, for your spiritual children. Like a little spiritual mother, you must see that nothing is missing before your departure. Like Us, go to the most miserable ones. Receive with love, charity all the souls that I send you and if some persons seem to abuse your time, imagine that it is We who are visiting you. Give them your sympathetic smile for it is My smile that you are giving them since We are but One.”
My dear little spouse, this interior peace that you have must be shared with souls. You know, there are many souls who, when they enter Our home feel obliged to say: “How good it is to be here and to rest … everything is so peaceful”… It is with regret that they return home and yet, in certain places, there is comfort, things of great value, but I do not have first place. That is why they experience emptiness. This is why, when I wish to enter a soul with all My love, My power, I ask this soul to empty itself within and around in order to fill it.”
Tuesday 28 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, How I am suffering! I can’t go on! Allow me to cry onYour Divine Heart. My director has just announced to me his departure. What a difficult trail for us! For we were supposed to meet on the 2nd of February to receive in Your beautiful Team of love our dear little sister R… We were to have Mass at Our place celebrated by our director.
My Beloved, everything is crumbling. My director was ordained 44 years ago on the 2nd of February 1920. But, I submit to Your Holy Will and accept it with love, though my poor little heart is suffering. Following the example of my director, I want to be courageous and generous. After going to confession, his offering had a heartbreaking effect on me. I can still hear his words: “My God, I offer her to You, etc…” These words were like a cry coming from his soul, a supplication! I suffered so much not being able to kiss You on Our little crucifix before leaving. However, I am happy to know that You left with him. I know that You will keep him in order to help us.
I am stumbling more often than standing. Father Paul Mayer is so far away! Please come to our aid!
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I also am suffering. I was telling you, Sunday, that you would suffer a lot, that you would experience three agonies. Moreover, it was I who was to pierce your heart directly with this new trial. Humanly speaking, there is emptiness, forsaken by all human help!
Everything is being realized in you as foreseen by Us for Our greater glory and the salvation of souls. Our dear representative is also suffering and experiencing the three agonies. Be courageous, faithful to your vow of love in suffering. The whole Team is working well. We are so happy and consoled by you. I am always in your midst. I remain your Leader. Be confident! I am watching over him.”
Wednesday 29 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I suffer! I was hoping to receive You this morning. I had prepared everything… I hardly slept all night! When I think that we could have spent hours of joy with You, having the pleasure of Mass at Our place on Sunday. My God, do with us what You will. All the members of Your little Team accept everything with love. Yes, my God, my Beloved, following the example of my director, I accept, smiling, but with sorrow in my heart. On the moral level, I rejoice in suffering even more, but I have to struggle with my poor human nature.
“Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me. Give me the strength to accept everything. I offer everything for my director. I entrust him to You, my God. You know that we still need him, his advice in order to continuie our Team work. My Beloved, come to my aid! My enemy is enjoying the situation. He is constanly on my heels.”
– Satan: “See what the love of God is about! After asking you for everything, taking everything away from you, He dumps you! He has rejected you forever! He refuses to immolate himself at your place because He knows that you are not worthy of receiving Him. He is making fun of this damn Team where all the members are on duty. You are all mistaken. Do you still believe in this love? What are you going to do? No director to help you! Encourage one another? I am happy to see that I was right. I knew very well that one day you would be all mine forever. You are going to die abandoned by everyone. Your director was sorry for having directed you! He has fled. He is now afraid of you!”
– Satan: “At last, you will be alone with me. This is the result of your mystical illusions! This is what it is like to love an invisible God, to want to share His intimacy, believe in His love. You have the proof.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, speak to me, please, so that I may forget all the lies of my enemy. My God, I believe in Your infinite love for me. I love You and I accept. I thank You for helping me. Without You, I can do nothing!”
Thursday 30 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I suffer! Another day without news from my director. However, he has left with Our dear little crucifix. I am confident that You will return together. My enemy rages against me. He is trying everything to discourage me. My Beloved, I beg You, please help me. Speak to me. I greatly need to hear Your voice. Already three days without receiving You in Holy Communion. I accept everything out of love and especially for my director. We need him so much on our Team. Without him, what will become of us? What will become of the Team if all its members are scattered?”
– Satan: “Poor little idiot! You have reason to fear. You were always mistaken with your director. From the beginning, he did his utmost to direct you, to help you, but you were a hopeless case. You were already lost and rejected by God. Today he realizes that he was wrong in taking care of you. What could he do with a soul that is damned? Where is the power of his priesthood? How many times he laughed at me! He believed in his power over me, but today, he can do nothing against me. I am beginning to use you to mislead beautiful little souls who could have been saved, but are lost unfortunately because of you, of your pride in writing falsities. Your director has fled from the danger. He is quietly retiring. He knows quite well that there is nothing that can be done since God has done nothing for you. Look at what He is doing at the moment! Everything is dark for you. You are alone, abandoned, one trial after another. This is what He wanted to make of you… a human wreck, rejected by all and by Him.”
Friday 31 January 1964
– Mimi: “My day began with a lot of sorrow. Why, my Beloved, are You hiding from me today? I would so like to have You near me. Where are we going, all the members of Your little Team of love? My God, what is sadder than to live in a state of uncertainty? Is this really what You want? If it is the Holy Will of our Father, I accept out of pure love, to cooperate with my Beloved through my sufferings for the salvation of souls. All I want is to do Your Holy Will.
My enemy is always near me. How hard he is working, so, I will take refuge in Your arms and hide. He is looking for me, but with You I fear nothing. No matter what he does to me, with Your grace I know that You will sustain me and always protect me.”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! How sick must you get before understanding that your God has rejected you! He doesn’t even take the time to answer you. Why carry on? What is He doing for you?
Each day He brings you a new cross. He takes pleasure in oppressing you. Is He really loving you by making you suffer? You are suffering three agonies. Is He around to console you, to help you? Open your eyes while there is still time! Take advantage of the absence of your director to come to a decision. Tear up all the writings. Do not receive the other members of the Team. Ask your God to show His power and intervene in the present situation. If it is true that the intimacy with your God is so great, why do you experience an empty feeling? If it were true, in spite of the trials, He could give you an answer.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. You do not speak but I have the pleasure of looking at You on our little blue cross. How happy I am to have this privilege! You are always as beautiful, powerful. W… has taken good care of You.”
Saturday 1st February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would have liked to receive You this morning! How I suffer! I have no news from my director. My Beloved, I believe in You and in the word of the Holy Spirit. You said that R… would become member of the Team on the 2nd of February. In spite of all appearances, I believe that You will go and fetch our director for this occasion. Thank You for sending me W… and R… Together, we waited, hiding our sorrow by laughing. Hours went by! No news. My enemy did not stop tormenting me saying:
– Satan: “You see! I was right in telling you that you were writing lies. Look! You pretend that R… will become a member of the Team. You have had no news from your director. He won’t come. The time has come for him to understand the situation.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I place my confidence into Your hands. May Your Holy Will be done in me and I accept everything out of love. My Beloved, we are looking forward to tomorrow so much! We are confident. We believe in Your word. With You, nothing is impossible, ô God Almighty!...
The day went by hiding our sorrow. Thank You for helping us offer everything up with love. And to pass the time, we took the time to relax instead of weep. This helped us laugh heartily. My enemy raged at seeing the way we accepted this trial. Finally, everything seemed over for us. We had to wait until tomorrow for news. Totally resigned, we waited with confidence.
Finally our director arrived in the evening around 8 pm.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God! What joy to find ourselves once again close to him. My enemy was disappointed by this beautiful unexpected visit . Thank God!”
Sunday 2 February 1964
Feast of the Purification
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for giving us a Mother so pure and who loves us!
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, please ask for me the purification of my soul, of my spirit, of my heart, of my whole being. May all be purified: my prayers, my work, my writings, my sufferings, my joys, my sorrows, my death. I place everything into Your arms so that You may offer everything to Our Father. I am so pleased to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity!”
– Mimi: “I am so anxious to receive You after having fasted for five days! What sublime moments We spent together after communion! One hour and a half speaking to You, but especially listening to You! I would have liked my thanksgiving to have lasted all day.
Such a moving moment for us!!! After Team work, prayers, etc., we were so pleased to offer everything. Our director was very generous in spite of his fatigue! He has given us an example of what it is like to give everything out of love. How I suffer more at seeing him suffer! When seeing him in action, I forget all my little sufferings.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, what you are suffering is so little compared to what I endured out of love for you. Today, I rejoice. How filled We have been, how consoled and honored this afternoon seeing the whole Team at work! How many souls you have saved! For with your merits, the other members merit also by taking on a large portion. We take on everything: love and suffering, to purify them. Thank you, My dear children! R… was overwhelmed for the first time. Thank you for your generosity, thank you especially for your love.
My Beloved, have you recovered from your emotions? Wasn’t it beautiful? What will Our perfect union be like? In the meantime, continue to offer everything out of love.”
Monday 3 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping my director. I was able to receive You. I am so happy about the happiness I received yesterday. My Beloved, after such sublime moments, it is so painfull to face reality. Is it possible for my heart to contain so much love?”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. For We are One and My love is infinite. Now you understand perfectly what it is like to be a victim of love. It is nothing compared to Our perfect union. No matter what you may suffer, I will always be with you as I was yesterday. We have such a need to be loved, consoled, plus there are many souls to be saved.
The Ecumenical Council is not finished. We need you, your sufferings in order to cooperate with Me. We need your love to console Us. We are so happy to have Our little Team of love in which there are little souls that are so sincere. The bond that I have established in your souls will be greater after your death. Each member will feel it and Our Divinity will be glorified because each soul will receive in abundance Our graces, Our love. You will be witnesses of My merciful love. Do not hesitate to speak about Our love, Our intimacy with souls. You must make known what love in suffering, in resignation to the Holy Will of Our Father is about. There is greater joy to accept than to refuse, to give than to receive. Many thanks, once again, to the whole Team for loving Us, for working with Us for the salvation of souls.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank You for loving us, for accepting us in spite of our unworthiness. I do not include my director.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it goes without saying. You know what I think of your comments.
Tuesday 4 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for all that You give me. However, increase my hope, my faith. My enemy does not stop tormenting me. My Beloved, please deliver me from his lies. My God, everything is against me. There has been an increase in my rent. In such circumstances, this becomes a problem for us. I beg You, my Beloved, allow us to keep Our home. Think of Your little Team of love. We want to work but we need a place where we will be secure. Think of the happiness we have in our little sanctuary where You have come so often to work, pray with us and also console us. My Beloved, I abandon myself into Your arms. If it be Your Holy Will, allow us to remain in Our dwelling and have the money to pay for it. I wouldn’t want my companion to suffer and have a hard time. She is so good to me in spite of her attitude in the present situation.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my Beloved, she is a good instrument who works well. Thank you, My dear little children for your delicate attention towards her. Sunday, We were happy to see you receive her at your table as an important guest. This is what true charity, pure love is about! My Beloved, if you received much, Sunday, it is because you accepted to live this critical situation where Our instrument is accomplishing faithfully what We want and have foreseen for you and for the sanctification of your soul. This way, We can act freely for there is emptiness in you and around you. You are enriched by Our love and filled by Our suffering. Humanly, you are crushed by your cross, but with Us you will triumph with Our cross.”
Wednesday 5 February 1964
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come with Us today. We are going to visit Our dear little spouse, C… She needs Us. I would have liked to allow you to rest a little but for the time that you have left, We want more. It is the most precious time for you, for souls, for the Team! Each second is calculated, each act of love is recorded, each suffering is received. Everything is counted in order to give greater glory to Our Father. How many souls suffer uselessly when a single act of their will could change their whole existence.
Why suffer alone when I am present? Why refuse My love that I give them? My Beloved, we must pray a lot for sinners but especially for the dying. The last moments are of utmost importance. If persons in the presence of these poor souls could see the state of their soul! These persons would allow those who take care of souls total liberty to accomplish their duty without difficulty… Under the pretext of not disturbing the sick person… how many christians act this way during the illness of their loved ones! Others are continually at the side of the sick person and do not leave him a moment to think of Us and help his departure in prayer. Who can help a dying person by receiving visitors?
How many persons have died with secrets, sorrows, sins, because, in the presence of persons, they could not make a gesture, say a word to the persons who could help them spiritually. How many priests, religious could help these souls if the latter could speak freely.
Many persons in these moments are looking after their interests. They are afraid that a comment from the sick person might jeopardize their heritage. If these persons could scrutinize the bottom of hearts, see the pathetic state of some souls! Even after having received the Sacraments, souls need to be alone with Our representatives, with Us.”
Thursday 6 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I will pray a lot for the dying. I confide all of them to my Gentle Mother of heaven, to Saint Joseph. My Beloved, at the moment of Our perfect union, grant me the grace, if it be the Holy Will of Our Father, that I have nothing to distract me, not too many eye witnesses. Keep my enemy away from me. My Beloved, I want to tell You today that if I am unconscious during the last moments of my life, know that I love You, that I thank You for loving me till the total giving of Yourself. Intercede for me, present me to Our Father. If my mouth cannot speak, listen to the hearbeats of my little heart as if they were acts of perfect love, of thanksgiving, of contrition. If my eyes are closed, open them to the celestial light. If my little head becomes heavy, place it near Your Divine Heart. If I cannot breathe freely, please help me with the breath of the Holy Spirit, with Your grace. May Your divine breath give me eternal life. If my limbs are unable to move, in the name of Our love, place them on Our cross where You have already attached me. Keep my body as a temple of the Holy Spirit. From this moment, I place my little soul into Your powerful arms. By Your Precious Blood, detach me from everything, from myself. With Your grace, I hope, I believe in Your infinite mercy. Do not permit me to disturb too many people, nor that it should cost too much.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, after having dressed you up for Our future union, do you believe that I am not capable of preparing Our great departure? Concerning the money that the members of your family will have to give for your service and at the cemetery, have no fear, this will give them the occasion to do something for you, that is, for your body, but for your soul, it is We and Your director who will have all the rights.”
Friday 7 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. It is a happiness that increases each time I receive You! My Beloved, why must we wait any longer before Our perfect union? I miss You so much especially after having spent such wonderful moments! I would have liked so much for the other members to share my happiness. Thank You for Your love and Your infinite mercy. What more can I do to please You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, continue to offer up everything, to accept everything out of love. You will need a lot of patience to endure in silence all that I will send you this week. Open your door to souls who will visit you today. You must be charitable and receive them with kindness if it tires you and tests you. I will be the One visiting you. For certain persons, it will be the last time they will have the pleasure of seeing you… Yes, My Beloved, give abundantly what you have received out of love. You must work till the last moment.
You have a mission to accomplish on earth. With Us, you will have another. For the moment, you must love Us, console Us, be docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. With your frequent communions you are strengthening yourself in order to serve Us better. As a suffering member of My Mystical Body, you have a duty to fulfill. Your duty of state is to suffer out of love for Us, for souls, for the Church in order to obtain this christian unity in the love of God and neighbor. Charity is the law of love. If you love Us, you will love Our Church, the Holy Father.”
– Jesus: “Pray especially for His Eminence Cardinal Léger. His mission is so important for the souls. Help him with your prayers, your sufferings. He is so generous! He deserves it! We love him and watch over him, his mission as a Good Shepherd, for he gives his love and extends his confidence through his great charity. Near him, love and confidence is renewed.”
Saturday 8 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You! I have the pleasure, once again, to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! My Beloved, please help me do our triduum in honor of our Gentle Mother of heaven and the apparitions at Lourdes. My Beloved, what is going on in my soul? I have never felt so lonely! I am sad, yet, in receiving You, I am so happy. But suddenly, there is emptiness. I cannot even pray and during the recitation of the rosary, I sleep soundly. In the presence of all events that surround me, I remain unconcerned. What I used to love, leaves me indifferent, music, etc. What are you going to think of me after so much goodness, so much love?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little spouse! What I think of you is that you are now experiencing this preparation of detachment from the things of the earth and of yourself. Do you remember when you would ask your director the meaning of detachment from everything? He answered that one day, you would understand, that God had His hour. Then, with the help of the Holy Spirit, you began walking on another road, that of detachment. My Beloved, after our wonderful encounter of 2 February 1964, you are no longer able to live with the world, that is, during the time remaining, you must not be preoccupied too much by troubles, persons, things that surround you. With your neighbor, do not look too intently at the human side but rather the supernatural and spiritual side. Pray especially for the needs of their souls. Do not ask me so much to relieve people I am testing for their greater good.
Ask the Holy Spirit to enlighten them and give them the strength to accept everything out of love. May you lift up your soul to Us. May your spirit remain focused on Us so that your heart, your body may remain with Me on Our cross to the glory of Our Father, our unique Hope.”
Sunday 9 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. How I need You, Your help, Your grace to accept everything out of love. I beg You to enlighten me. I don’t even understand what You tell me, and in this situation I have to write it down. I only I know what You wish, what You expect from me. My Beloved, in spite of my unique desire to possess You forever, I tremble before these words: “This is your last time of Lent”. That was in 1963.
Does this mean that I will not begin to observe Lent? Or will I begin it without terminating it? Why do I have this fear at certain moments? With
You, I know that I will march joyfully towards Our Father. Is this fear an obstacle to Our future union?
Is this a lack of confidence in Your infinite mercy? Yet, You know that I don’t want to lose You, to offend You by doubting, because of discouragement. How I have to struggle in order not to give in to these ideas! If I could be sincere with myself when I make an act of faith before a situation, but no, on the contrary, there is emptiness. I feel flattened. I am like in prison where my soul is without light. I cry for help and I only hear the echo of remorse. I knock on the door to leave but I seem to be knocking on an iron door. My Beloved, where are You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am here, within you. I can see what you are doing. It’s quite normal. It is human detachment, the struggle, the battle before victory. My Beloved whom I so love, why do you want to strutinize Our Father’s plan concerning Lent? Put your trust in Us. This is all I can tell you to reassure you and satisfy your spiritual curiosity which isn’t good for a victim soul of love.
So, you will be at the precise place where We wan’t you. Wherever the place may be, you will be with Us in love through which you will experience peace of soul.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I’m sorry but I don’t understand. However, do with me what You will.”
Monday 10 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for helping us make this beautiful triduum. I am so happy to receive You after the day of moral suffering I endured yesterday. My Beloved, You desire the detachment of Our conversations. Lately, I have been preparing myself slowly for the separation from my writings. This morning, when my director spoke to me about it, I had a moment of hesitation, of surprise, of sorrow. I was like a mother from whom someone would want to kidnap the child she is carrying. For, my Beloved, these writings contain Our whole life, Our intimacy, all Our unveiled love that I have kept silent. Yes, this little life hidden to human eyes during which We were so happy to live together in love and suffering. How weak I am in moments of sacrifice!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, how I understand you so well! I will tell you that this consoles Me for this proves that this intimacy was very real, very much alive in you. Otherwise, if all the writings came from you, you would not have grieved so much by giving them away. Now that your sacrifice has been offered and accepted by Us, you must now put things in order… I advise you strongly to review them before giving them to Our dear apostle Father Paul Mayer s.j. It is his heritage. Review 1956. Consider all that We have given you in abundance. Leave everything for souls! That is your mission to make known our merciful love, love in suffering with a total giving and Our intimacy with souls. These are the three ways of embellishing the soul and guiding it towards Us. Even its spiritual life will be affected for it will become humble, confident, submissive. The spirit and heart will be detached from everything. The soul will be filled with pure love.
My Beloved, one must not be selfish with the gifts received out of love. You have received much. You must give much for souls. My Beloved, it isn’t the end of everything. It is the beginning of everything. I will be with you. Our intimacy will continue to grow.”
Tuesday 11 February 1964
Feast of the apparitions of Our Lady of Lourdes
– Mimi: “I have the pleasure of receiving You!... Happy Birthday my Gentle Mother of heaven! Thank You for visiting Your children on earth. Ô Immaculate Virgin, protecte me. I need to feel secure in Your motherly arms. Please ask for me the strength and courage to follow Your Jesus till the total giving of myself, and at Your example, I accept the Holy Will of God over me.
With You, ô my Gentle Mother, I want to give my Fiat each day. I want to be generous in the service of God. I also want to be generous towards my neighbor. Help me better understand the humility of the heart, of the soul, of the spirit.Help me be very charitable towards everyone. Mediatrix of all graces, please ask for me pure love, yes, the love that God wants to give me.
My little heart is so cheap. I am so poor, so miserable. I am begging for love. My soul thirsts for Your Precious Blood, my Beloved. I hunger for You. The more I receive You, the more I feel the need to feed on You. I am never satisfied. You alone can fill this gap that is in me. I am always hungry for Your love, Your truth, Your mercy, Your justice and it is in Your Sacrament of love that I can find everything that I need to sustain my spiritual life and Our intimacy, to nourish me each day.
Yes, I am a beggar of love. I seek You each day. I look for You in my neighbor. I look for You in trials, in events. I find You always on the cross where You gave Your all out of love. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for Your Eucharist where I find the gentleness of Our intimacy.
Thank You for the beautiful visit that encouraged me so much. My Beloved, You are correct in calling him Your dear apostle, Your instrument. By this visit from Father Paul Mayer s.j., I better understood the importance of each soul in the Mystical Body. Yes, to be exactly where God wants us to be for His greater glory.”
12 February 1964
Ash Wednesday!
– Mimi: “I am beginning the blessed time of Lent! I am so happy to receive You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I also am happy after having received so many signs of love, of generosity. Thank you, dear children. How greatly inspired you have been by the Holy Spirit in offering Us these six days of communion! You could not offer Us more. Yes, two triduums prepared by sufferings and trials! You are happy but your happiness is nothing compared to Our joy of receiving such a beautiful homage from our little souls so loving and sincere.
In spite of his age, his illness, your director was courageous and generous. His love for Us is so great that he does not calculate the extent of his sufferings.
And you, My dear little spouse, how happy you are when We visit you! We are so overwhelmed that We cannot refuse you anything. What could We refuse a little beggar of love who is humbly asking for her food, that is, who needs Our love to keep on living? Come, My Beloved, and take refuge near Us and in the great depths of your soul cherish the delights, the gentleness, the peace of Our intimacy and receive fully all its virtues. If souls could seriously meditate and believe the following : “He who eats My flesh and drinks My Blood dwells in Me and I in him.”
– Jesus: “Is this not a visible sign of Our intimacy, of Our love? Yes. To want to dwell in souls and be united to them by a supernatural bond! If souls wanted to give Me first place in their lives, they would find rest, peace, love, confidence and their spiritual life would be renewed.”
Thursday 13 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what can I offer You more than my love and my sufferings? With You, I want to do my best to smile when I would rather weep. Ô my Father, have mercy on me. I offer You everything with Your Divine Son. I unite my sufferings with Your Passion, Your merits, Your death so that You may be glorified, loved, consoled.
My Beloved, I thank You for being present in me. Thank You for Your intimacy where I can rest, strengthen myself from the fatigue of my illness, my sorrows, my disappointments that are so severe at times. Please give me the strength to continue on my road with You.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you must not be surprised. There comes a moment in life when one must stop and look where we are going, question ourselves about our ideal, examine ourselves about our duty of state.
But many souls don’t have the time to think about spiritual things, but about receiving a salary increase, reaching a human ideal, desiring to own riches, honors, health, pleasures. These souls don’t have enough time to calculate, to think about how and by what means they can reach their goal, even at the expense of great sacrifices, efforts almost impossible to make.
But to put their soul in order, they would have to stop for a few moments to consider where I am and where their love is. Very few souls visit Me out of love or affection. How many do not even know how to speak to Me! There are souls who use books to speak to Me, who speak to Me out of interest, who speak to Me with a preoccupied mind,who speak to Me with a cold heart, an indifferent soul.
These souls recognize that I am God, but no more. When we search for God in material things, it is more difficult toe find Him. In spite of all this, I look at all of them and I await with love and patience for their love, their good will.”
Friday 14 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day for You! Time seems endless before Our perfect union!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, be patient! You must live one day at a time. Fear not! Each moment is a precious gift for Us, for souls. We are in such need of souls to console Us!”
– Mimi: “Thank You for such a great sign of love! How I need greater faith, but I am confident that with You, I will accept everything to console You and to cooperate in saving souls. Thank You for the beautiful surprise! I am so happy to know that I will be receiving You tomorrow.”
Saturday 15 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I have the great joy of receiving You. Since I cannot go to church to adore You during the Forty Hour Devotions, I adore You present in me. Ô Divine Majesty! With my Gentle Mother of heaven, all the saints, the angels, I prostrate myself to adore You and to thank You for Your love, Your infinite mercy. Ô my Beloved, increase in me the love of suffering so that I may cooperate more closely with You in glorifying Our Father and for the salvation of souls.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My little host of love, adore Me present in you. With your physical, moral, spiritual sufferings, your poor little body is for Us the most beautiful monstrance altar where We dwell night and day and that we keep forever.”
– Mimi: “Thank You for the beautiful visit of my dear little sister nurse. It seems that my poor little heart is very weak and yet, You are present, ô my Beloved. As long as there is Your love, there is life, and as long as there is life, there is hope. I am confident.”
Sunday 16 February 1964
– Mimi: “Another communion received! I am so happy to receive You this morning. See, my Beloved, how brave my director is! It is out of love for You and also because of the need of my soul that he has come.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am well aware of his great love for Us and his conformity to Our Holy Will. His generosity has no limit and We are consoled by that. Follow his example so that you may be worthy of being his spiritual daughters and members of Our beautiful little Team of love.”
– Mimi: “Thank You for the beautiful visit of our dear R… My director came. There was Team work to be done. We offered everything out of love for souls. I hope that You accepted all of this, my Beloved.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, why ask Me such a question.You know very well that We are but One. So, what is yours is Mine, and what you offer Me out of love belongs to Me forever. I know, My Beloved, that you have suffered greatly. I also wept with you. When I see you doing battle with your enemy and experience at the same time the three agonies of the heart, the soul and the spirit and seeing your poor little body suffer … and I suffer even more for according to the Holy Will of Our Father, you will have no respite. There are so many souls needing to be saved.”
My Beloved, whatever the state your little soul is in, be convinced that I am with you forever to help you fulfill your mission of making Us known in love and suffering through a great intimacy. And it is before Our dear little crucifix that you were able to understand My love. My Beloved, by looking intently at the crucifix, are you not discovering joy! It is so beautiful! Do you see the importance of Our intimacy, of Our love hidden to human eyes?”
Monday 17 February 1964
– Jesus: «Thank you, My dear children for this beautiful triduum of communions and of the beautiful Team work. It is so consoling for Us and so encouraging for you. With Me in your midst, you are secure and We give glory to Our Father through Our sufferings accepted and offered out of love. Yes, souls are costly. We cannot buy these souls without giving! Each one has an infinite value in the eyes of Our Father and the price varies according to the state of this soul, of its love for Us.
My dear little spouse, you are suffering more, but I am nearer still. You must not be surprised by your weakness yesterday. It is the usual state of a victim soul. It is love overflowing, it is the need to possess Me, to return to Our Father, it is the spiritual bond of the soul with Us, with God the Creator, the Almighty. And at times, the victim soul is so close to Us because of its love, its suffering, its intimacy! We would like to come immediately to fetch it.
We approach it with love to help it, console it, for the moment of separation is more painful than the waiting period. The soul affected by Our love cannot survive very long without Us, without Our intimacy, without Our presence. Even its human heart is affected… this soul needs a lot of patience to await Our hour and a lot of submission to Our Holy Will to continue on the road leading to Us with a smile on its lips and a heart filled with love for souls.
And to increase the merit and try its love, We withdraw Ourselves in order to see this little soul looking for Us, wanting Us. At times the struggle is fierce and the trial very difficult, but We are always there to sustain it.”
Tuesday 18 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me through this trial. I know that I don’t understand everything but all that I ask is not to lose You, ô my God, my unique Love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, why would you want to lose Me? Am I not in you? I know, My Beloved, what you are suffering. I also went through the three agonies, without forgetting the agony of My Body. I accepted everything out of love for you, for souls. Yes, My dear little G… I could see in what condition you were. I could see all your miseries, your weaknesses, your sins, but I could especially see you with your love. From all eternity I wanted you. I gave you everything.
Today, in spite of this difficult trial, the dryness of your little soul, I am always present in you. We are One. Continue to offer everything up. If you are unable to speak to Me, look at Me. I understand. In the state in which We have placed you, remain confident in Us. The spiritual combat is not a question of feeling but of will. Yes, in spite of all the obstacles, to will with all ones might. Yes, to struggle without being discouraged until final victory.
Yes, with Me you will be strong, courageous till the end that will be the beginning of Our perfect union. No matter what you are suffering today… suffering passes but Our love remains and Our Father is awaiting you to live with Us for all eternity where Our happiness will be eternal. Pray a lot for souls that have to fight because their faith is blinded by sin and trials.
The victim soul is continually under Our care for all its possessions are Ours: joys, trials, struggles, victories. But Our love in it is always the same. The love of God cannot change. Are you happy now?”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved and I thank You. I trust in You. With You, I am in security in spite of the attacks from my enemy.”
Wednesday 19 February 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You this morning! You alone can help me. I beg You, in the name of Our love, come to my aid. I feel so alone and abandoned. My enemy doesn’t stop tormenting me. Ô Spirit of Love, enlighten me to discover the truth when my enemy disguises himself as an angel of light to deceive me. And this is what he says when he imitates the voice of my Beloved:
– Satan: “My dear little spouse whom I love so much, there is an obstacle to our love. This is the reason why I cannot come to fetch you. In the interest of your little soul, you must destroy all the writings that are full of lies, falseness inspired by pride. The souls have all they need with my Gospel and the Holy Spirit is always there to help them. If you don’t put all this in order, you will be judged more severely for in these writings, you mocked God, placing me on the same level as yourself with your intimacy that I hate. You compromised the Holy Spirit and ridiculed My Mother. Yes, my dear little girl, your pride is going to lose you. If you only knew the number of souls you are going to trouble and lead into error. All I can do to help you for the last time by speaking to you as I do, I ask you to remain silent… This way, you will deserve my forgiveness on condition that you obey and destroy the writings and don’t do it again.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your help. I confided in my director. He immediately discovered the truth.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… your enemy is raging. He hates you. By asking you to destroy the writings, he wants to destroy Our love, Our intimacy and the good that is happening to souls. In his pride, he thought he had found a good weapon. Fear not! You will be judged by Us on your love and your obedience to Our representative. My Beloved, to show Us your love, your obedience to Us, continue to write for Our greater glory.”
Thursday 20 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t go on! Come to my aid! Come close to me! If I could rest but a few hours. You know, my Beloved, without You I can do nothing, I am nothing. The closer I want to come to You, it seems the farther I am. Yes, I am afraid. I am afraid of dying, I fear judgment. In the state I am in, everything is dark around me. There seems to be a thick wall between Us. I am ungrateful, unkind to speak like this. I am so unworthy of Your love, of Your favors. Consider my misery. I cannot hide anything from You. I suffer from this state I am in! I do not have the strength to do battle. The cross is crushing me and yet, I must continue to walk with You and tell myself that You are with me, that You are present in me, that the state I am in is willed by God to make me atone, merit. This demands an effort from me to hang onto You, to believe.
Everything is emptiness in me, after having received everything from You. It is martyrdom not being able to express my gratitude. At certain moments, I would like to remember all that You have done for me, Your love, Your intimacy, but it’s the contrary that takes place in spite of my good will. I only have my sins before my eyes… I would like to hear Your gentle voice speak to me about love, mercy, confidence and all I hear is my enemy blaspheming against You, insulting me, threatening me. He laughs about his apparent victory saying:
– Satan: “Look at me closely. I am king and master of the situation. Your God can do nothing for you. Why hang onto Him? He hates you and has rejected you forever. This is all you have merited with your life as a victim. What has it given you to want to love Him, to follow Him?
Even today, you are too proud to admit that I was right. No, you persist in saying the contrary. What is your faith worth in such a state?”
– Mimi: “My God, I believe, I hope, I expect everything from You, ô Blessed Trinity. Please give me the strength to believe and to love, to offer everything up.”
Friday 21 February 1964
– Mimi: “This morning, we are beginning a triduum to thank God for all He has given us and also to render homage to Our Gentle Mother of heaven for her special protection She has given us from the beginning. On the occasion of my director’s birthday, I was able to receive communion. I was so happy! Ô my God, shower on him Your blessings.
In spite of his 82 years, he is doing his utmost to please You. It is he who thought of offering You a triduum of thanksgiving and love. Watch over him, his health and his ministry. You know how great is his ideal for You. With You, he helped direct my poor little soul. He taught me to know You, love You and serve You in love and suffering according to Your Holy Will. He attached me solidly to the cross with Your Divine Son, my Beloved. Yes, my little soul cost You dearly and him as well! How many prayers, sacrifices were offered in my behalf! My debt of grattidue is so great!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, have no fear. From the beginning, I have kept him near My Divine Heart. He has been faithful in following Me and has been united to this paternal Will of Our Father over him. During his ministry, he has never thought about himself, his comfort. He has never calculated with Us, nor with suffering accepted out of love. At certain moments, he had a heavy cross to bear, but with courage, he continued to serve Us. He did not look for honors, pleasures, comforts. His only consolation has been in Us and Our intimacy is his strength and joy. Trials are for him graces and the cross is his only hope. My Beloved, it is by a special grace that We have chosen him to direct your little soul.
He has fulfilled his mission well since you will be his sacerdotal coronation for Our greater glory. The direction of a victim soul isn’t always easy, but with Us… nothing is impossible. Pray a lot for those who are in charge of souls, especially for Our dear apostle Father Paul Mayer s.j.”
Saturday 22 February 1964
– Mimi: “Second day of our triduum of thanksgiving. In spite of my spiritual aridity, I am happy to receive You. However, with the grace of God, the help of the Holy Spirit and of my director, the prayers of my little sisters of the Team, I succeed in offering everything out of love. My Beloved is hiding. He seems so far away. I miss Him terribly. The 2nd of February was a great joy and at the same time a terrible affliction for my poor little soul that is pining after You, my Beloved, my Jesus whom I love.
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved, for telling Me that you love Me. Do you see that with the teachings of the Holy Spirit, you are learning about love, suffering and joy with desolation? The spiritual night you are experiencing during these sombre days console Us, show Us your love. It is a degree of spiritual immolation. Yes, to give Us everything out of love, even your spirit, your will, your consolations, your joys, your sorrows, your doubts, your great temptations that are more frequent, in order to give you greater merit for souls, for the success of the Ecumenical Council. Out of love and to help you more in attaining your ideal, to attach you solidly to the cross, We allow you to undergo many sufferings, yes, physical and moral sufferings with trials. You know, my Beloved, on Sunday evening when your little heart was enduring loneliness, this weakness came from Me. I wanted you to experience a little of My agony.
I chose the moment when you were alone… this choking, this lack of air… this little heart that was so weak became frightened with fear, the fear of dying alone, abandoned by everyone. It was almost apparent death, not being able to ask in any way for human help. A time of trial… I consoled you. ”
Sunday 23 February 1964
Feast of the Transfiguration of Jesus
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping us make this beautiful triduum. It was good to receive You in Holy Communion. In the state of spiritual aridity, I wanted to understand the real sense of the transfiguration of my baptized soul. I could not even remove the veil that was hiding this truth.
My Beloved, You know the desire that I have to know You even more, to penetrate more intimately into Your life, but today I ask of You to renounce these spiritual joys though legitimate for a victim soul. Therefore, I accept to give back everything to You: my will, my spirit, my desires. Receive everything as if they were acts of love, of contrition, of thanksgiving.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, to understand the real meaning of My Transfiguration, like Myself, you will experience three transfigurations: the first one was the day I chose you as My little spouse. Everything in your spiritual life was transfigured. Your little soul that had been so sombre became so radiant by Our presence, our Divine presence: your spirit that was preoccupied became free, your will so unsteady became strong, courageous in moments of hardship. Your second transfiguration is the present moment where your life is transfigured by the loving acceptance of the cross, and your submission to the Holy Will of Our Father when He asks your director to attach you to the cross. Since then, We have been looking at you with love for suffering has transformed your soul and this luminous radiance of Our presence in you penetrates your hidden life.”
– Jesus: “You will also have a public life through your writings. You do not understand the meaning of what I am saying. No matter. Your director understands. Trust him. He is on the right path. Follow him. You will be transfigured by Our presence, by Our merciful love. Our radiance will shine upon you and on the souls you will help. The soul in the state of grace is the image of My Transfiguration.”
Monday 24 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for coming into me through Holy Communion. If I didn’t have this Divine presence in me, I don’t know what I would do. The temptations are so great. There is almost no respite. I feel so wicked, so hypocrite. What do you think of me, my Beloved?”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, from now on, I don’t want you to call me your Beloved. What do we have in common? I have rejected you for such a long time! Why do you want to hang onto me? Especially in the present situation. You shouldn’t even be speaking to me, nor raise your eyes on us. You are hoping against hope. My blood was wasted on you. What can I do for a soul that is damned? Your pride, your disobedience towards us will lose you.
I forbade you to write or do team work. It is a loss of time. If you had shown good will by obeying my words, I would perhaps have forgiven you, but it is too late. Your obedience to your director is nothing compared to my commands, my word. How offensive! I who am the truth. I wonder why your director persists in giving you communion, in directing you. Do you think I am happy to be in a soul possessed by another? You are so mistaken to the point of telling lies. During this time of penance, I was hoping that perhaps you would put your life in order instead of writing down lies. You would have had sufficient time to examen yourself seriously. Why does your director turn a deaf ear when you speak to him about your doubts, your fears? Don’t you understand why? It is because he fears the worst. He is afraid you will become discouraged, that you will despair. He has tried everything to help you without success.”
– Mimi: “My God, I can’t go on! In spite of it all, I believe in You. I want to believe with all my might that You love me, that Your mercy is infinite towards me, your miserable creature. Thank You for giving me the strength to do battle. I want to believe that You are present in me, and that I love You.”
Tuesday 25 February 1964
– Mimi: “My God, another day with You, with my Beloved on the cross. I would have liked to remain in bed to get my strength back, but no. Everything was in place to do the laundry and ironing. My Beloved, please help me. You know how I love to work , but today, everything repels me, tires me, annoys me. I am working anyhow, but without interest, and I say to myself, what good is there in keeping Your home clean, in order? You remain hidden! A small sign would help me so much today! Your silence makes me suffer. I miss You! I am tempted to say: why have You forsaken me?”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, you ask why God has abandoned you? It is because He has rejected you forever. Will you finally understand it? He gives you a visible sign. He does not answer. Out of pride, you persist in wanting to believe that God loves you, forgives you. You are fighting against yourself, against your will, and yet, in the bottom of your soul, you know, you sense very well that you belong to me forever. Whatever you do to try to stifle, to erase this remorse that gnaws at you when you look at your life, your sins, your little tantrums, your writings, etc., you will never be able to end our alliance. By any means, you are mine and I am keeping you for your God has rejected you and has given me the privilege of taking care of you, of speaking to you in His place. With all His power, what has He made of you? What has His Blood done for you? Even your director doesn’t understand you. He is anxious for you to die. He is tired of you. What has it given him to direct a soul that is damned?
Your God misled you when He told you He was hiding you from human eyes. It was because He was ashamed of you. I am pleased to be as important as God since you take the time to write down our conversations. Your God hides, flees from you, but I remain. Thank you for the beautiful Team work. I was there. Where was your God?”
Wednesday 26 February 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You my God for Your help. With Your grace I was able to receive communion this morning. My God, I believe, I accept! Thank You! I need You so much to tell You over and over these four phrases. Your silence makes me suffer and it is near Your dear little crucifix that I get my strength to struggle in peace and love. You alone can fill this emptiness in me.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, my confidant whom I love. Do not tire yourself by looking at the crucifix. I ask myself about the purpose of looking at a piece of wood upon which there is someone who has been rejected by everyone because of His teaching about a love that no one wanted to accept, except for the senseless souls who want to believe in the folly of the cross.
Is it logical that a God who pretends to love a soul make it suffer? How many times did He answer intelligently to those who sought to know, to understand…? “I am speaking to you in parables”, he said.
Furthermore, He pretends to respect the freedom of souls, but He tells you not to do this or that, followed by a cortege of threats, afflictions, death penalties, eternal chastiments. In His pride, He will not admit His defeat. He blames me. Meditate on what I have just told you and I am sure you will understand. Continue to write down our conversations to make the truth known. I have no fear, I will not hide.”
– Mimi: “Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me, please! Should I be writing what my enemy is telling me?
“Ô my Beloved, You know how much I want to cooperate with You for the salvation of souls, but if You believe that writing down the lies of my enemy could harm or worry the souls that might read these notes… Inspire me what I must do for Your greater glory.”
– Satan: “Why seek His glory? Is it glorious to have died on a cross?””
Thursday 27 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, look at my misery. Please sustain me. I need Your help to continue my journey towards You. Give me Your hand. Without You I can do nothing. With You I can offer everything out of love in order to glorify Our Father and save souls.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl! What good is there to want to touch the heart of your God by your pleas, your prayers, your tears. He cannot and will not do anything for you. He cannot even contradict you. He is jealous of me, of my victory over souls. All that is needed is a simple suggestion, a small temptation… Souls accept everything without arguing with me. They obey without constraint because I give them something they can enjoy, benefit for their own satisfaction and in every field. It is so easy for me and there is no shortage of occasions. I don’t need to beg for love, to shed tears, tears of blood, to search, to wait after souls. His doctrine is not like mine: Many are called, few succeed. For me it is: Many succeed thought few are called. For the souls who want to follow Him are senseless, foolish. I don’t need this category of souls to give me glory.”
– Mimi: “My God, have pity on me! I ask Your forgiveness for having to write down all these lies, these blasphemies. How anxious I am for You to return, to hear Your gentle, consoling and encouraging voice. This is trying… With You, I accept out of love, but, between Us, I would rather write down Our conversations than hear the voice of my enemy whom I hate.”
Friday 28 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer You everything out of love. I beg You, help me! I cannot even pray! Each time I take my rosary I don’t know what happens to me. I feel numb and fall fast asleep. I would like to chat with You, yet, I do not know what to tell You. Complete emptiness! And yet, You know what I would like to share with You. You hide, but in spite of this, I see that You are present in me. My Beloved, increase in me faith, hope, charity, love. Give me enough love to follow You till the end. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to give my Fiat each day. Ô Immaculate Virgin, Mediatrix of all graces, keep me in Your motherly arms. Look upon Your child who is suffering with Your Jesus for the greater glory of God.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you have to be mentally ill not to understand that in spite of all these means that you take to deaden the remorse that knaws at you concerning your life of hypocrisy, your lies, even your writings… To free your conscience and deaden the interior voice that pursues you with reproaches, you imagined hearing this voice to your advantage and placed your God first with the intimacy you believed was real. You simply write what you would like your God to tell you. You admit that you feel an emptiness without Him. So I was correct in telling you that He has left you and rejected you. Do you think that calling on Mary you can obtain something? She has to obey the Father’s orders. What more than God can she do?”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for giving me an enlightened Director. He advises me to continue writing to frustrate my enemy who made me doubt the writings, Our conversations.”
Saturday 29 February 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, in the state I am in, I need a special grace to receive You, to adore You. My Gentle Mother of heaven, look upon Your little girl. Speak to Your Jesus in my favor. I unite myself to Your prayer, Your adorations before the Divine Majesty. You alone can speak to Him with love, respect. I trust in You, in Your intercessions. You are so powerful on the heart of God that He cannot refuse You anything. Tell Him that I love Him, that I accept His Holy Will over me. Sustain my courage! I have so little strength left.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl so loved, you are finally admitting that your strength has diminished. In spite of all the warnings I have given you, you still persist in remaining in error. From all eternity it is written that you will die in my arms. We understand one another so well and it honors me that you write down our conversations. It is a good way of penetrating directly into credulous minds. I am repeating that your God is jealous of me, of my beauty, of my strength. Everything was so pure. I did not know about the malice of sin. He, the Almighty, out of vengeance, and regretting having made me so beautiful, placed this revolt that I ignored within me. Having succumbed, He rejected me without taking the time to listen to me. Where was His justice? His infinite Mercy? Now, He wants to draw souls to Him by telling them that He is a just and merciful God. Do you think this was fair to His Son to make Him suffer and die on a cross for the mistake He had made towards me?
Meditate on what I have just told you, and if the Holy Spirit is intelligent, so strong, let Him answer you. Ask the question to your director, this priest so enlightened to direct your soul! Do you believe that Father Paul Mayer s.j. will be able to answer, to prove the contrary to me?”
Sunday 1st March 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy to have received You this morning in spite of the menaces of my enemy towards my director during our Team work last night that ended with great joy. This afternoon we worked well for R… is with us since this morning. W… and C… are sorely missed. Everything was offered out of love for You, for the glory of Our Father and for souls. What complications before our Team work!.. I remain confident. You are going to protect us. Thank You, my God, for everything.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, thank you. When you will be with me, I will give you the main role of the comedy, for, with me, you are able to capture the attention of your director and of R… You play your role marvellously: laughs, tears, mimics to entertain or to make others cry according to circumstances and all this until being on the wooden cross. Are you able to receive consolation before the plastic image of Christ? It is amusing to see the emotions on the faces of the insane! How severely you are going to be judged! But, don’t you worry, your sentence has already been decided. I will be the first one to receive you. From now till your imminent death, your God has allowed me to act freely in you under the pretext of merit, but it is the contrary that will take place. You are all mine and you are working very well for me, for my glory. I am so happy! I didn’t think I would obtain everything before your death!”
– Mimi: “My God, have pity on me!... I have returned to reality after having had a few moments of happiness. I thank You my Beloved for sustaining me during my trial.”
– Mimi: “My God, protect this soul that is in danger. In the name of the merits, the sufferings of Your Divine Son, have pity on us, on my family. Please help me to carry this new cross. With You, I offer up all my sufferings for these souls. I ask Your forgiveness for them.”
Monday 2 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for coming this morning. I need You so badly, Your love, Your help! The struggle is terrible and You are hiding. Thank You for sustaining me with Your love. Increase my faith, hope and charity. Yes, faith to believe that You are always present in me when I am in this state, this trial. The faith to believe that my suffering is useful for souls. The hope for I need it to hope to reach heaven, to hope that during this trial I can show my love, my gratitude and that I am doing Your Holy Will. The charity I must have to contribute my sufferings for souls, and my love for You, my God, my Beloved Mendicant of love whom I love so! How I look forward to Your return!”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, you admit that you have lost your God, since you are anxious for His return! You are now aware that the intimacy you thought you had was but the effect of your imagination. You know, many souls are with you because they wanted to be what they were not. Beautiful virtuous souls, after having walked with Him, and are now with me forever because the pride in their spiritual life is something difficult to get rid of. Even virgins are with me. They are souls who took advantage of the sacraments, who thought they were loved by God, capable of saving the world by their examples, their sufferings, their prayers, their dedication, their advice that they gave with an air of holiness, intimacy they thought was eternal. They lost everything because, in spite of their love, they hid their pride from human eyes.”
– Satan: “You see what it gives you to have love, intimacy… suffering with Him. Anyway, you know that I am here to help you. Does your God speak to you like I do to tell you the truth?»
– Mimi: “My God, please help me to accept everything out of love!
You who will read these writings, please pray for me.”
Tuesday 3 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You to accomplish the Holy Will of Our Father. Yes, I believe that You love me, that Your love is stronger during this trial. How I am suffering in not being able to speak to You as I would like! I look at You on Our dear little crucifix and everything disappears… no precise memory of the happiness I used to have. There is emptiness in my soul. I look at this dear little crucifix, a witness of Our love, of Our sufferings… I would like to remember these gentle moments of Our intimacy when We were so happy to be together on the same cross, where we were offering Our sufferings to Our Father in submission to His Holy Will to glorify Him and give Him souls! But, now, I have nothing to hang onto! Even Our intimacy that helped me so much in my spiritual life is no longer there. My love for You seems to be so little, so weak. If I could only remember our conversations, but I can’t. There is but emptiness, dried up love, and this makes me suffer. I re-read the writings and I have the impression that it is about another person. Everything repels me, bores me. This is far from encouraging my director who has done more than his best for my soul.
– Satan: “Poor little girl, I have been telling you for a long time that your director is tired, exhausted, fed up with you. At his age, he needs to rest. What more can he do? He hopes to assist you when you die. It is better for him to get ready to avoid seeing a soul that is damned and whom he was the director! He would not have been mistaken if he had obeyed when he should have exorcized you, but no, because of his pride, he wanted your soul to give it to your God who doesn’t want it. I am doing my best to make you understand and you do not want to.
Soon, you will hear the voice of your God. You will then listen to your sentence which will be: “Go, lost daughter. I place you into the arms of your enemy whom you have served so well. There is nothing more we can do for you.”
Wednesday 4 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for being here! Yes, I believe, I adore You and I love You! Yes, my Beloved, I believe in Your presence in my soul. I believe in the presence of the Blessed Trinity in me.
I believe that with Your presence, Your power, You are helping me and that Your grace is sustaining me at every moment. Without You I can do nothing. I know, my God, that during this trial, I do not understand everything You want from me. I bless You and bow before Your adorable Will. I am confident that everything will become normal if it be Your Holy Will. All I have to do is continue to love You with my dry love, to serve You without asking questions, to walk without knowing where I am going and to accept everything, to offer You everything without experiencing joy or consolation.
Yes, in order to struggle, my will must be united to Yours, ô my Beloved, that my heart be with Yours, united in love, that my soul be raised with You towards Our Father, that my body be laboring in suffering for the glory of Our Father. Yes, to do everything as if everything was going well!”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, it is sad to see you in such a state… to still hope and believe that God hears your prayer. Think about it! Isn’t it ridiculous to talk, to act as you do? It is insulting your God to tell Him that you want to love Him with your dried-up love. He doesn’t like left-overs… Yes, a love that lacks sincerity. He rejects the lukewarm! What is He going to do with your dried-up love? You want to walk without knowing where you are going? Such language is folly!
You want to offer your sufferings without feeling any joy? Have you ever seen people suffering who are happy? No, suffering has entered the world as a chastisement. Is it not the law of God, of nature? He created man to make him suffer during his life and after his death.”
Thursday 5 March 1964
– Mimi: “My God, do with me what You will. Increase Your actual grace in me. Yes, my Beloved, I need You so badly. Only Your grace can help me accept everything. Today, I feel a new strength to continue my journey because I want to believe that You are present in me. All my strength is in the word “I believe”, in spite of the state I am in. My Beloved, look at my misery, my weakness, but look especially at my love. Yes, I want to believe with all my might that I love You even with my dried-up love. I know that my love is very poor, unworthy, weak, but I know that with Your pure love, your infinite love, Your merciful love, You can, if it be the Holy Will of Our Father, change my heart, make it similar to Yours. Yes, my Beloved, open wide the wound of Your Divine Heart so that I may enter with my love and also with all my misery and good will. In spite of appearances, You know that I want to be sincere, that I want to be obedient towards You and my director. Even though I do not always understand what he asks of me, I do not want to do my will. It isn’t an easy task for him to direct my little soul.”
– Satan: “As you know, your soul cost him a lot but to no avail. I hope he will be humble enough to admit his defeat, for you know that his pride as a priest will lose him. In spite of the warnings, the signs that God has rejected you, he continues to want to believe the contrary. He persists in hoping, in figthing me for nothing. On judgment day, he will have to give an account to God of all the time he lost in directing a soul that was damned.”
– Satan: “If he persists in disobeying God and continues to direct your soul, it will be his loss. And we will be so happy! Instead of one soul, we will receive two. The soul of a priest and of a victim soul. You will be the crown of his priesthood… God did not say where the coronation would take place.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am so happy to receive You! It is in receiving You in Your sacrament of Love that I find my strength, the courage to live and to follow You. Yes, my Beloved, I depend on Your grace and I hide in Your arms to rest for a brief moment. The struggle is terrible for me, so weak, but it is salutary for my soul. Thank You, my God for the beautiful surprise! W… and R… will be coming this evening!”
Saturday 7 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for helping me prepare my communion. My Beloved, how Your silence makes me suffer! My Beloved, thank You for coming this morning. Please help me keep smiling in spite of my physical and moral sufferings, so that my two little sisters W… and R… may take advantage of their visit and leave encouraged, their souls in peace and their hearts joyful.”
In the afternoon, our director came. We did Team work with W… and R… We offered everything up. C… and Father Paul Mayer are not strangers to our work. Thank You, my Beloved, for the great favor obtained from Our dear little crucifix, Our treasure. It is so precious for us!”
Sunday 8 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, increase in me the courage to continue to follow You with love and suffering and the patience to await Your hour. Thank You for coming this morning! It is when I look at the Host that I find You. Yes, to look at You with love, with the eyes of faith, to see You in all Your splendor. When will I receive this favor? This afternoon, Team work. I was looking at You on Our dear crucifix! How many memories so beautiful, so pleasant! Thank You!”
Monday 9 March 1964
– Mimi: “Another day with You in suffering for the glory of Our Father. When I receive You, I feel stronger, my love grows, but I am never satisfied. I always hunger for You. I need to hear Your voice. I need Your intimacy to live, but especially to die when Our union will be perfect forever. If You only knew, my Beloved, how I miss You! How anxious I am to be presented to Our Father as Your little spouse who cost so much and that You bought with Your own Blood! Yes, this precious Blood that quenches my thirst and that purifies me more and more. The more I receive You, the more I identify myself with You, My Beloved, my God, my unique Love in whom I place all my trust. I know that You are hiding, but with the help of the Holy Spirit, I understand that Your Heart is constantly watching my soul and that my Gentle Mother of heaven is protecting me from my enemy.
Thank You for helping me detach myself from everything. You know, when my director asked me yesterday to give him the writings of 1963, I felt I was getting weak. It seemed as if he were tearing You from me, so great was Our intimacy. It was a part of my heart that was leaving. During 1963, what gentle moments We spent together to glorify, console, love Our Father. Each day, I would find You with our intimacy, our love, our suffering.
“Eternal Father, my God, with Your Divine Son, I offer You this sacrifice out of love. The time has come to say: “Do with me what You will!” I must not keep, selfishly, what You gave me out of love and pure goodness. I hope that the writings will give as much love, happiness, peace to whoever receives them, for God brings His love, His peace, His grace. And the Holy Spirit gives forth His strength, His light, and God the Son gives himself out of love with a great intimacy to the soul who opens the door to Him out of love, confidence, abandonment.”
Tuesday 10 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how anxious I am to see You. I miss You! I am looking everywhere and in me, You seem to be sleeping. Wake up, my Beloved! I need to hear Your voice so badly in order to recover Our intimacy where We are but One in love and suffering. Increase in me this desire of the cross. At times, I feel so weak in following You. But, my Beloved, see all my miseries, my weaknesses. Look at me as I am… nothing more than nothingness in Your powerful hands. My Beloved, I thank You for helping me in this struggle. Do not leave me, for left alone I am nothing and can do nothing. Humanly speaking, I need You, Your help. And spiritually, I need You as well. In spite of spiritual aridity, with the help of the Holy Spirit, I take refuge in the arms of my Gentle Mother of heaven and I await Your return, for You cannot stay away very long from Your Divine Mother, my Mother as well. I place myself under Her protection. Mediatrix of all graces, She is watching over me and interceding for me.
I greatly need prayers, light, to accomplish with love, sincerity the Holy Will of God over me.
This afternoon, I had a long chat with my director. I told him about my doubts, my fears. With his usual charity, he was patient and listened to me. My enemy was raging because I had been very open with him as I told him about the needs of my soul. He spoke to me about trust, about Your merciful love, about the importance of obedience. He advised me to help me through this trial to say often: “I believe, I hope, I love You, I adore You.”
And to do battle with my enemy and avoid hearing his voice, I have begun typing the writings of 1957. My enemy is enraged. My mind is so preoccupied in finding the letters to avoid making too many mistakes! My enemy takes flight for a while. Thank You, Holy Spirit, for inspiring me to use this means to avoid my enemy.”
Wednesday 11 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for this beautiful visit! I was so happy to receive You. It is with all the sincerity of my heart that I want to tell You that I adore You, I hope and I love You. In the state I am in, I want to believe with the faith of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to hope like Her and to love You with Her pure Heart. With my Gentle Mother, I want to give my Fiat each day. In Her arms, I am in security. I am suffering a lot, but I want to be sincere and offer everything out of love through the hands of Mary Immaculate, my Mother whom I love so much.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are now aware that you no longer have faith. Why should you want to believe, hope and love in spite of everything? Do you think that in asking for the Virgin’s help, everything will go into place? If She were so powerful, She could have saved Her Son instead of letting Him die for nothing! Do you think She is going to take care of you? What can She possible do for you?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I suffer!... I just learned the sad news, that is, the trial that has befallen our family. Everything that You predicted on the 7th of January 1964 has happened. Morally, I am very affected. However, ô my Beloved, may this trial be accepted as a great grace and an atonement. May peace and love reign among the members of my family from now on. May movements of revolt be silenced and may everyone submit with humility to Your Holy Will. I ask Your help to sustain them, Your love to work in their souls. I give all the them to You. Ô Holy Spirit, Spirit of Love and Truth, enlighten these souls so that they may recognize their mistakes and ask forgiveness to God.”
“My God, I thank You for all that You have done for me, to help me.»
Thursday 12 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I unite this trial to Your Passion. With Your grace, I accept everything out of love, for You, for souls…»
– Satan: “Poor little girl, why do you want to touch His Heart by telling him that you want to unite yourself with His Passion? What pride to want to be with Him on the same cross! He had asked His Father to remove this chalice from Him… Is your strength greater than His Power? Do you think that God the Father is going to look upon you? … He is just. You take pleasure in offending Him, misleading Him, mocking the Holy Spirit! As for myself, you serve me almost with respect… I am equal to God and even more so, for you take the time to write when I speak. Your God doesn’t even take time to look at you, or even speak to you. He is hiding because He is afraid of you, of your shabby love, of your hypocritical prayers, of your lies, of your imaginary moral sufferings, of your useless physical sufferings. Even your writings show how crazy you are. You write simply what you would like to be. During your whole life, you had an ideal but you were never able to attain it, so, facing such a lost cause forever, what can you expect? What can you expect from life in happiness, peace, security for the future, for eternity that will bring you nothing, the end of everything?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, after a long silence… I would like you to write a word on the occasion of the anniversary of Our instrument who is working so well for Us. Thank her for everything, especially for helping you carry your cross. With this daily cross and Our instrument, We can realize in you Our plan for Our greater glory and for your sanctification.”
Friday 13 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for coming briefly to help me. I believe, I hope and I love You. I believe that You are presen in me. I believe that You are present during this trial willed by Our Father.”
– Satan: “I ask myself by what means your God, the Almighty will make you understand that you are in error. You are going deeper more and more into the abyss. You believe that you have freed your conscience by telling all to your director. He doesn’t even want to pardon you by the power he has. Yet, the facts are there. The writings are against you. What lies! Do you think that the Spirit of Truth is taking part in this comedy? No, this Spirit will condemn you on judgment day. You should tremble with fear. I wonder if you will have courage when your God will judge you more severely than others, because you have spread errors through these writings. You have betrayed His love. You have not respected the secrets of His intimacy. How many times He told you that He was hiding you from humans to protect His love, His intimacy! He said He was hiding you as a treasure. You did not obey, you were not discreet by writing and allowing your notes to be read. What could possibly be interesting in reading the life of a soul that is damned? What a waste of time in reading these notes, these lies. There are certainly enough books inspired by God that are more useful to souls. Your chastisement will be terrible, for you will suffer from the need to possess Him, for on earth, you were never satisfied. This is spiritual greed. This separation from your God will be torture because you were but one with Him. You experienced and loved the intimacy that God gives only to His friends.
You will have as much pain as you have written pages. You can see from here what you will suffer. If you stop writing, I promise you, when you will be with me, to be indulgent because you shall have done your best to work well with me.”
Saturday 14 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me prepare my communion. Lend me Your heart so pure, your soul so holy in order to receive, adore and thank God, but especially to keep the Blessed Trinity in my soul. My Gentle Mother, look upon Your little girl who is suffering and struggling! You know in what a sore state I am in. I cannot hide anything from You, and yet, I would like to tell You how much I am suffering far from Your Jesus. The more I want Him, the more He hides. You understand me, don’t You? You know what it is like to look for Him! … I have been looking for Him for three days. Help me find Him, please. I can’t go on! The cross is crushing me! I don’t have the strength to walk. I no longer have the courage to follow Him! I am looking everywhere. I am looking for Him in this trial, but there is emptiness. Everything is dry! No more pure love! No more intimacy! If I could be sincere in telling Him that I believe, hope and love Him!
“My Gentle Mother of heaven, so pure, please help me purify my spirit, my soul, my will, my body. Give me Your hand. I am trembling with fright before the week that is beginning. Will I have the courage to accept everything? Yet, I promised I would before Our little crucifix. My director was a witness. He advised me to say over and over whatever my state of soul might be: “My God, I believe, I hope and I love You.”
– Satan: “The situation is really critical. You soul is in danger and your eternal salvation lost. Don’t lose your time by invoking the Virgin. What more can She do? Her power is useless to you.”
15 March 1964
Sunday of Passion Week
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for coming. This day reminds me of the 7th of April 1957. Your message was so consoling to us when You spoke of Our dear little crucifix. Yes, this dear little crucifix that was the object of Our union in love and suffering, that was a witness of Our intimacy, that has become my strength, my consolation, my shield against my enemy. Yes, my Beloved, I kiss with love, respect, confidence Our dear little crucifix. In looking at You on this little cross, how can one not think about Your love for me.”
“Yes, my Father, my God,with Your Divine Son, I bless this cross and I accept it with love. I unite my sufferings with the Passion of Your Divine Son. With Your grace, I want to follow Him by carrying my cross each day.”
– Jesus: “My little G…, My little host of love that I love so, with the permission of Our Father, I come to tell you once more My love. I come like the angel to console you, to help you during your agonies. Through Holy Communion, I come to strengthen you for your mission is not finished. Together, let us remain attached to Our cross. No matter how long, how heavy your cross may be, it will always remain Our standard of love. Yes, Our cross will be Our strength, and Our love will be Our triumph in glorifying Our Father. Yes, Our love will triumph over life, death, souls, especially over your enemy who rages against you. He has layed down a challenge for Me for he has sworn that you would lose your soul. My Beloved, be brave, do battle, accept everything. The battle will be fierce, painful. You know, to do battle with your enemy is an important grace that I give my little victims after giving them the royal gift of the cross.”
– Jesus: “In associating you to My Passion, My Sufferings, you are identifying yourself with Me. It is the most beautiful sign of love that you can give Us, to accept to be One with Me forever. Be very obedient to Our dear representative for you will have to do battle with your enemy. Your director, through his priesthood has the power to bring him down. I will always be with you.”
Monday 16 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how happy I am to see You. I know that You are going to help me in battle. Thank You for consoling and encouraging me. Everything was so dark! I know that I will have a lot to suffer in order to cooperate with You in the salvation of souls. With Your grace, I accept this cross for I believe that You are with me forever. Yes, my God, do with me what You will for Your greater glory.
And thank You for giving me the opportunity to repair, atone, merit… I give You everything in the name of Your Divine Son, in the name of His merits. I beg You, keep me very united to Him, to His Passion and if my poor nature trembles, hesitates, is afraid, attach me once more to the cross with Your Divine Son, for You know very well that in the bottom of my heart, I can refuse You nothing. You know, my God, the needs of my soul that pines for You. I thirst for the Precious Blood of Your Divine Son. I hunger for Him, I am never satisfied with Your presence, ô Blessed Trinity, my joy, my hope, my salvation.”
“Ô Spirit of Love, be my guide, enlighten me in moments of darkness. Sustain my faith, strengthen me, give me the courage to struggle during this battle that my Father permits for the greater good of my soul. Yes, this soul that cost so dearly… God was so good, so merciful towards me. To show Him my love, my gratitude, I accept to be attached to the cross with my Beloved in order to give Him glory and for the salvation of many souls.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl! You don’t know what’s coming! Your God has accepted the challenge. He was so afraid of losing that He was awaiting your consent. Where is His power over your soul? How are you going to do battle with a fearful God? Your Beloved is hiding in order not to see the battle. Your pride is going to lose you, the smallest of His creatures, for wanting to do battle against me, the King of darkness. Do you believe that your love of God is a powerful weapon?”
Tuesday 17 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, I am always happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity!
My God, have pity on me. I lift up my eyes in confidence. You alone, ô my God, my Almighty Father, You alone can save me. From the depths of my abyss, I cry unto You. Listen to my voice. My heart is suffering. My soul pines after my Beloved. Come and help me do battle against my enemy who is raging and who is attacking my whole being with violence. My soul is troubled, my will is inert. My love remains cold, indifferent even before Our dear little crucifix. I have the impression I am walking alone in the night, surrounded by phantoms. The struggle is terrible. With the permission of my director, I will offer even more. Ô Holy Spirit, give me the strength to do battle. My Gentle Mother of heaven, give me Your hand, please. Saint Michael, protect me.
My God, I believe, I hope and I love You. My Beloved, I trust in You. I don’t trust myself. With You, I want to offer up everything out of love. Yes, my God, my Father, may Your Holy Will be done within me. I expect everything from You. Without You, I can do nothing. During this struggle, do not allow me to lose You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am here. You must be victorious even at the peril of your life. But your soul is protected. We are here. The battle is very serious, dangerous. You have been placed like a good little soldier on the line of fire. Whatever your wounds, you will not fall under the attacks of your enemy. Physically, you will have a lot to suffer, but your soul, he is not able to attain. My Beloved, if My Father has accepted the challenge of your enemy, it is to confound him, to crush his pride. By accepting the struggle with Us, you give Us glory. You know the battle of your enemy is not over. It isn’t easy for him to do battle with a victim soul, a soul saving other souls for Us”
Wednesday 18 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for the great happiness of receiving you during six consecutive days. I believe, my God, that if I had not had the chance of receiving You so often, I would not have had the strength to accept everything. Yes, my Beloved, You are my whole strength, my hope, my support. With You in me, I want to accept the Holy Will of Our Father. I want to walk with love in order to glorify Our Father.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, how naïve you are in believing that your God is going to help you! I ask myself what you are thinking of by accepting everything, even to do battle with me. You know, spiritual combat is not a game and all chances will be on my side for your God gives me total freedom to act. So, I can do what I want with you. This way, your God, the Almighty, announces His defeat, for it is I who will give orders. I am very pleased with this battle. God has given me the privilege of seeking revenge over you. You want to be attached to the cross with Him?...You want to cooperate with Him for the salvation of souls?... Have no fear! To have the pleasure of seeing you suffer with Him, I will not back away from physical and moral suffering. I won’t be alone! My dear little girl, Think twice! You can still retract your commitments. Your God has not been fair with you. How? He pretends to respect your freedom but He doesn’t stop pressuring you. You are invaded by His love. How do you expect to be free since you are One with Him? There is still time to pull yourself together and recover your freedom. You only have to refuse to do battle.
You won’t therefore have suffered in vain. You will recover your peace. Your God, in accepting to do battle, was only thinking of His interests. He wasn’t thinking of you. In His pride as Creator, He wanted to show off His power over your soul and be victorious. But who will have suffered? You, not Him.”
Thursday 19 March 1964
Feast of Saint Joseph
– Mimi: “My director and myself have made two triduums to celebrate this beautiful day. We also were celebrating God the Father. Thank You for giving us Saint Joseph. Yes, the foster father of Your Divine Son. We were also celebrating our Gentle Mother of heaven, for we cannot separate the spouses. It is through You, ô my Beloved, that we can offer so much happiness to Our Father, to Our Gentle Mother of heaven, to You, to Saint Joseph and to ourselves. These two triduums have helped me so much to accept everything. Without You I can do nothing.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank Our dear representative. In spite of his age, eighty-two, he does not back down before sacrifices to show Us his love and to please Us. To the members of the Team: follow his example and his advice. “He who hears you, hears Me”. And when a priest speaks in Our name, he can never be wrong.
My Beloved, during this trial, you have to live your faith for all spiritual help will come from your confidence. Hang onto Us with love. I am with you to do battle. With the presence of the Blessed Trinity in your soul, you have nothing to fear.
I love you, My Beloved, and I will stay with you in spite of the state your soul is in. I know that you will suffer much. During your three agonies of the heart, of the soul and of the mind, you will also have to do battle with your enemy. Be assured of My love that will sustain you till the end. With Me you will be victorious for Our greater glory. If you only knew the number of souls that will benefit from this time of suffering! The more you suffer, the more Our love will be strong, powerful and I will be in you with My grace.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, I hope you won’t believe this, words that don’t make sense. He says that the more you suffer, the more He will be in you, physically, Who will be suffering? You! His love will sustain you… Have you ever seen victory won by love? I have power over your body, your senses. I will also have your soul, your mind, your will. I am free. I shall win.”
Friday 20 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for visiting my soul. With Your presence, I feel stronger and I place my trust in You. I believe, I hope, and I love You. Yes, I want to tell You this often.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little host of love, I thank your director for having placed into your hands the three powerful weapons against your enemy. Yes, the faith to believe in the depths of your abyss that I am with you and that I love you; to also believe that this trial is willed by Our Father for His glory and for your sanctification.
My Beloved, if you only knew the incalculable number of souls who will resurrect with Me! I should say Our triumph, for you will have played a large part in My pascal joy after having followed Me on the sorrowful road of My Passion, of My agony and of My death.
With hope, confidence in Us present in you, you have nothing to fear, whatever your physical and moral wounds will be. I will bandage them. Your Gentle Mother will put balm on your wounds, and Our love, even stronger and more alive will heal over your wounds. Think of Me and look at Me on our dear little crucifix, a witness of Our love in suffering for the salvation of souls, many souls, especially those from the colony of Our dear apostle Father Paul Mayer, where souls will come like bees. We will place in these souls Our message of love and peace that will be gentle and smooth like pure honey.
And it will be with delight that these souls will savor the words of Our dear apostle who is working so well for Us, for Our greater glory. We expect a lot from him. The more you will accept and suffer, the more you will help out in his ministry. Love and suffering must not be only for the members of Our Team of love. Our merciful love must go all over the world and Our message of peace must envelop all souls in the same love through charity.”
Saturday 21 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am so anxious to rest in Your arms forever. With my communion of today, we have been able to offer You a beautiful novena of communions. I am so happy! I need You so much!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are so happy and consoled to be able to come into your little soul. I also need to rest before the great week. Unite your sufferings to My Passion. Offer up everything out of love for Us and for souls. Yes, My Beloved, it is during Holy Week that most sins and sacrileges are committed. Yet, it is a time of love, a time for forgiveness during which My mercy is abundant, when I would like to extend my graces to all souls. I am present and waiting. You will have much to suffer for souls that will approach the sacrament in the state of sin. How many souls under the pretext of accomplishing their Easter duties will come to receive the forgiveness of their sins and will not even be sincere. Their contrition is superficial. How many souls receive Me without preparation, without love, without sincerity.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, aren’t you tired of hearing Him complain every day? Your God pretends to respect the freedom of souls. What does He do? He isn’t fair. He spends His time complaining, making reproaches. Where is His power over souls? Your God does battle. It’s ridiculous because you are the one who will suffer… All my weapons are ready. I will have more souls than your God and I don’t have to weep to have them, to complain in order to have sympathy.”
22 March 1964
Palm Sunday
– Mimi: “My God, may Your Holy Will be done! Yes, my God, my Father, I trust in You. Please place me in a situation where I will be able to serve You well during this week. Whatever state my body, my soul, my mind will be in, I want to follow My Beloved during His Passion. With Your grace, I want to accept everything out of love till total giving, till the cross. Please give us souls for Your greater glory. I thank You for your beautiful visit. I am so happy to receive You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today you begin with Me your mission as victim of love. Thank You for the beautiful Team work. I know that you are suffering a lot. I have a real sign that you are attached to the cross. How I awaited patiently for this day when you would answer yes to this struggle! The battle began this afternoon. No time off! Offer Me everything. You know, My Beloved, I also am suffering with you, but in cooperating with Me, you lighten up My pain, you put balm on My wounds. You console Me when, during your trials, you kiss with respect, with love, Our dear little crucifix. With Me you are secure. I do not fear! Your enemy hates you. This afternoon, he was obliged to flee before Me and yet, I was not in all My glory, in all My power. He cannot look at Me on the cross. I should rather say, Our cross.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, your God pretends to be so humble and in His pride, He believes that I am afraid of looking at Him on the cross! If I do not look at Him it is because I loathe Him. Moreover, it is not He who interests me at the moment, it is you. He does not respect the challenge. It is with you that I must do battle and not with Him. He wants to give you the merit and sends you help with the presence of R… who has come for a few days. What more can she do?”
23 March 1964
Monday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “Thank You. I am so happy to receive You. After a night of physical and moral sufferings, I gather strength for the day in order to continue to do battle with my enemy. I have such a headache! My Beloved, please help me hide my sufferings. I offer You everything out of love. This afternoon, the struggle was terrible. Thank You, my Beloved for helping me use the important means and offering a lot more. With the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I was able to say: “My God, I trust in You. I hope in You and I love You. Each time, my enemy is enraged and attacks me all the more. Thank You for helping me. My enemy has taken flight.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host, am I not correct in saying that you believe in My presence within you? Remain united always. Your director has prayed a lot for you as well as Our dear apostle Paul Mayer. It is a moral support for you. Thanks to Our dear Team for consoling Us. I am so happy to be with you this week. Remain with Me during My Passion. There are so many souls to save. Offer everything for those who want to accomplish their Easter duties, but who hesitate because of the effort it takes to make a good and sincere confession and a good and fervent communion with the only reason being love. If souls allowed themselves to be led by Our love, by Our spirit of love, they would find peace in Us.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, your God believes that souls are naïve and stupid enough to believe in His love that gives no tangible results. The love of your God brings suffering, trials, deprivation, war, hatred, death. He wants souls telling them: “Come to Me, follow Me, take up your cross.” Only idiots want to follow Him. When I want souls, I don’t even have to speak. I only have to show them love in all shapes and sizes, carnal, sensual love, the love of money, pleasures, honors, and with me souls are really able to live and enjoy themselves.”
24 March 1964
Tuesday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I found the time long before receiving You at 4h pm! Thank You for coming! Thank You for helping my director! He is so ill, but to please You, he does not consider his sufferings. He offers everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I am so consoled. You have a difficult mission to fulfill. Fear not, I am present in you and remain your Spouse, your Beloved. My Beloved, remain united with Me. Your enemy is enraged. He is trying by every means to harm you.
Be very prudent, very attentive to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit who is guiding you to Us. Your Gentle Mother of heaven is watching over you.
Thank you for the beautiful Team work. If you knew the number of souls you helped through your prayers and sufferings united to My Passion. It is through a special privilege that you are united with Me to the glory of Our Father. My Beloved, your enemy is very skillful. It is through a special grace that I have allowed your director to discover your enemy. By his sacerdotal power, your director has total power over him. Your enemy rages against you. Whatever his attacks may be, he can do nothing without Our permission. The more he struggles with you, the more you merit and the more We are consoled. The number of souls to be saved are so many and the generous souls are so few!”
– Satan: “You see, my dear little girl, your God admits there are few souls to serve Him, love Him. Look at the cross! See the image of His defeat! You are suffering for nothing. There is still time to renounce this life of suffering that He has chosen for you. After this, He says He respects human freedom while you endure a real martyrdom.”
25 March 1964
Wednesday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “Barely a few hours of sleep after doing battle with my enemy… I was able to sleep briefly but was awake very early. I could no longer sleep. I was too anxious to receive You! It is always new when I receive You. I am never satisfied. A day of thanksgiving! It has been fourteen years since my director allowed me to make my vows (25 March 1950). I was so happy, ô my Beloved, to be Your spouse. I am finally Yours forever.
After thanksgiving, I renewed my vows. What wonderful memories for us! I wept for a long time in silence! Tears of joy are so gentle in His presence. During this time, my enemy was close to me. He wanted to trouble my senses and distract me from Our conversation.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse so loved, how happy We were under the gaze of Our Father. At the moment of Our perfect union, your little soul will be invaded by Our presence almost visible to certain ones. Yes, this day so eagerly awaited by Us when your little soul will be consumed by Our love. My dear little spouse whom I love, yes, I will come to fetch you in all My glory. My loving embrace will be so strong that your poor little heart will not be able to sustain so much happiness.”
– Satan: “How your God knows how to mock you! What ridiculous promises! He is having a discussion with you to win time, but as for myself, I don’t have any time to lose. This is why I don’t leave you any respite, even at night, for you know, even at night, I have many souls serving me. Your God has so few. You see how ridiculous is your God. When I am near you, He pretends that you are meriting.”
26 March 1964
Holy Thursday
– Mimi: “Finally, I can receive You today on this beautiful Holy Thursday. Yes, my Beloved, what joy to receive You in all Your splendor. You are so beautiful! Your love is so great, so powerful in transforming my little soul. Only Your merciful love can do this in me.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my Beloved, it is I who operates in you through My grace, My mercy. What a beautiful day! It is also a feast for Us. Yes, my dear little host of love, this morning after your communion, My embrace was too strong. Your little soul experienced the effects of My glory, of Our presence in you. This is nothing compared to Our perfect union, for what happened is only a repetition of My offering to Our Father. Yes, I was telling Him: “Here I am, ô My Father, with My beloved little spouse, Your little host of love, who by a special grace, has answered “yes” to Our call by accepting Your Holy Will. Yes, My Father, look upon her as Your little host, I should rather say, like Your large host, for I am with her forever. Tomorrow, consider her as Your little victim of love, who by special mission, must cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls out of love and suffering by living in perfect intimacy with Us present in her little soul in which We delight. We never hesitate to come into her soul that desires Us and invites Us with love and opens her door to Us. Therefore, We enter with Our power, Our glory. We fill her by depositing in her Our intimacy.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, more daydreams, illusions! Take advantage of the last hours remaining. Tomorrow, you will be attached to the cross, but not with Him. It is I who now have complete power over you. The challenge has begun. I must be victorious for a soul that wants to save other souls has a lot of value in my eyes.”
27 March 1964
Good Friday
– Mimi: “What a beautiful day! Good Friday! I am so happy to be on the cross with You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you for having accepted everything out of love for Us and for souls. During your Team work, you merited a lot for souls. Your enemy wanted to prevent you from working. How many souls have benefitted from your prayers, your sufferings!
My dear little host of love, it is the first time that you are wearing royally My crown of thorns. I have placed it on your head so that you may merit through your sufferings. At the moment of Our perfect union, this same crown will become your crown of glory. I know that you suffered a lot when I told you that I was not coming to get you definitely. I also would have liked to arrive with you before My Father, but with your vow of immolation, Our Father is demanding more from you for souls, for the Holy Father, for the success of the Ecumenical Council, for the souls of Our dear apostle Paul Mayer s.j. Your mission is so great! Like Myself, you must wait and submit yourself to the Holy Will of Our Father. This trial is terrible for you not to receive Us today and your moral suffering is worse than your physical suffering.”
– Mimi: “He was attacking me violently and wanted to trouble me, even wound me so that I would resemble “your God”… did he say with a laugh. The attacks got worse when he went to get help. He said:
– Satan: “My dear little spouse, take an overdose of pills in order to die quicker to see your God. He won’t judge you severely since you wish to be near Him as soon as possible. He will be so pleased to receive you. Your director will not be able to object, for if he is really sincere, he will have to forgive you in the name of God. Then, you will get to heaven sooner. No one can blame you. Even your God says that the greatest sign of love is to give ones life for those whom we love.”
28 March 1964
Saturday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “Another day without receiving You! I am so anxious to receive You! I am suffering so much! How I would have liked to be with You Sunday!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come, don’t cry! You are happier than Mary Magdalen, for on Easter morning, she was still looking for Me, but you, because of Our intimacy, Our love, you only have to look at Us present in you. With your Gentle Mother of heaven, give thanks for all Our love, Our graces. Tomorrow, My Beloved, your little soul will resurrect with Me, because of your desire to follow Me to the cross, in the total giving of yourself. Even today, your little soul has been tried. You suffered terribly for souls that wait till the last minute to go to confession for Easter. Each time a soul defiles My Divine Body, it renews My agony, My Passion, My death. This is why you suffer more during Team work. It is pride that is at the root of everything. Your poor little head is suffering. I also am suffering when the thorns sink into my head.
My dear little host of love, We are so consoled by the beautiful Team work! I thank your director for being so generous and faithful. R… fulfilled her task. W…, C… also suffered. Paul Mayer is a skillful laborer for souls. My dear little spouse so loved, thank you for your love for Us and for souls.»
– Satan: “After so many signs, how can you still believe in His love for you? He has no right to make you suffer by placing His crown of thorns on your head. By this useless gesture, He admits defeat. You now see where the folly of the cross leads you? Yes, this cross that is your unique hope. How sick in the head one must be to believe that you are a victim soul. You are rather a victim of your pride in believing that your God loves you by associating you to His Passion that was His defeat for all eternity. And you are walking with Him to your defeat. I wanted to mock you by telling you that your God placed His crown on your head. You were so convinced that it gave you a headache.”
29 March 1964
Easter Sunday
– Mimi: “Easter! You are finally here my Beloved in all Your glory! May You be glorified, ô Eternal Father, by the Passion, the Blood, the Death of Your Divine Son risen out of love for us. Thank You for coming this morning! I was so happy! These two days of separation seemed endless! Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me to await patiently even spiritual things.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, let us give thanks to Our Father. On this beautiful day, behold the triumph of My love, of My power over souls, over life, over death. My Beloved, I would have liked Our union to be perfect today, but, according to the Will of Our Father, you must wait. The death of a victim soul is at times very slow. By privilege, you have a mission to accomplish, to make known love in suffering through intimacy. If you only knew the number of souls We have given you and that you must save with Me! The more you will suffer, the more I will be near you, because during My Passion, My agony, My death, you were near Me, your love sustained Me. During Team work, how I looked at you suffering with Me, attached to Our cross! Our Father was consoled looking at this beautiful scene representing the triumph of love through suffering! With the help of the Holy Spirit, you accepted to follow Me, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls.”
– Jesus: “In spiritual life, there isn’t only good will, but also a lot of love for Us and a lot of love in accepting Our Holy Will. You must never stiffen up in My arms. The soul that is flexible, docile, humble, confident, abandons itself and remains peaceful.
29 March 1964
Easter
– Jesus: “Receive, Heavenly Father, with this white host, all that I deposit on the paten. I offer You My life and that of G.F., My beloved spouse, whom You chose from all eternity. Through My merits, My Passion, her love, receive her for Your greater glory and the salvation of souls.
Accept her as a consecrated host so that Your Holy Church, in the name of the Eternal Father, may purify all souls.
“Ô Almighty God, Eternal Father, by the merits of My Passion, My Blood, My Death, My Resurrection, receive her as a victim of love.
Ô Almighty God, may You be blessed and glorified by this little victim and by all the souls You have entrusted to her.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, watch over this soul, Your child. Protect her from the assaults of her enemy, and after having accomplished her mission as victim, of having made known love through suffering in a greater intimacy, she may receive eternal happiness. Amen.”
Monday 30 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming! I am so happy to be with You to begin my day! I am so exhausted that if I listened to myself I would stay in bed and rest.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know that you are suffering a lot, but I want more for souls that refuse to approach Me in My sacrament of love. If these souls understood My great desire to give Myself to them! I look at them individually with so much tenderness! Upon the cross, I wanted all of them in order to offer them to My Father for His glory.”
Tuesday 31 March 1964
– Mimi: “My God, have pity on me! I am suffering so much! My heart aches so much! My Beloved, I am afraid of dying this way. This choking that surprises me when I least expect it… Is this Your Holy Will? My Beloved, help me accept everything. My enemy is near me to trouble me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, take courage! You will have no respite. No matter if your enemy is near you. I, your God, your Beloved, am in you. Your soul is Our asylum where We permanently abide. In spite of the attacks from your enemy, remain peaceful with Us. By following the advice of your director, you may walk without fear towards Us. For the last forteen years he has been directing your little soul that We entrusted to him and that he must return to Us completely purified. His task hasn’t always been easy. Painful at times. In his humility, he would ask Us to enlighten him, to help him. With Us, he has attached you to the cross. He knows what We want and expect from you, Our little victim of love.”
Wednesday 1st April 1964
– Mimi: “We are beginning another month! Will I be able to finish it? Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. Thank You for helping me speak to my director. With Your help, I was able to describe the state of my little soul. I am so tormented. I feel as if I were living in a dream. Everything I would like to know, understand, becomes for me a mystery, an uncertainty. I would like to walk on a strait path and it is the contrary that takes place. I always end up at square one. I am going around in circles. And yet, You know how I would like at times to stop in order to get my strength back and better serve You.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you mustn’t be surprised, especially in the present situation that is part of Our program. By your vows of immolation of body, soul, mind, it is not permitted for you to know if you are walking on the right path or if you are going around in circles, if you are back to square one or if you have stopped. My Beloved, all that you need to do is to trust Us and obey your director in charge of souls. He is journeying with Us. By a special grace, he knows what We expect from you and from him, for with Me, he also must cooperate in your mission. You must not doubt your union with Me in love and suffering and all that is going on during the Team work. It is not a dream but a reality, and My merciful love for you is not a mystery, but a love that is alive, powerful. My Beloved, what I have done for you, I can do for all souls. My mercy is infinite. My love has no limit. Before a miserable soul, a guilty soul, I reach out with more love. I need to forgive, to give Myself to it, especially if this soul is humble, sincere, loving.”
Thursday 2 April 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for Your help. Without You I can do nothing. I beg You to give me the strength to follow You till the end, till the total giving of myself. I have such a need to be alone with You to listen to You, to speak to You without a witness present. Yes, my Beloved, speak to me. I need to hear Your voice to reassure me of Your love. You know that I can hide nothing from You. But I am sad at the thought of losing You. I still have to struggle, to hang onto You, for You are my only hope… Yes, my God, my only refuge. According to the advice of my director, all I have to do is obey and say over and over again: “My God, I believe in You, I hope in You, and I love You.” In the present situation, in this time of trials, I wonder how far is my faith, my hope and my love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you want to know the extent of your faith? Look at Me present in you and you will understand. Do you think that Our intimacy is only an illusion? This need to love Me, to follow Me, to serve Me, to suffer with Me, to cooperate with Me for the salvation of souls is proof that your faith is very much alive in you. Pure faith does not consist in a tangible faith. My Beloved, in spiritual life, faith must be purified, tried. Before appearing before Us, the soul must follow an obscure path during which its faith must be purified before seeing its radiance before the Divine Majesty. Ponder well the following: you will be judged on your faith in the love of God, in Our merciful love; your faith in the Holy Spirit, your faith in the presence of the Blessed Trinity in you, your faith in Our intimacy, your faith in Our union in love and suffering, your faith in your mission as victim of love and of a living host consecrated by Our love.
You will be judged on your faith during trials, spiritual aridity, your faith in moments of great temptations and during your Team work, your faith in Our conversations and writings, your faith in your director. Faith and confidence are two concrete elements and the bond of Our love. Everything must return to Us with love.”
– Mimi: “My God, please increase my faith and love.”
Friday 3 April 1964
– Mimi: “Finally, You are here, my Beloved! To get my strength back, I come to You, for I believe you are presently in me. I was so happy to receive You this morning. I was meditating on Your merciful love towards me. I saw again each moment of my life where Your love protected me, sustained me, enlightened me, directed me. In spite of my conduct, there was at the bottom of my little heart this need to love You, to suffer with You.
From the age of six, I experienced moral and physical suffering. How many times I wept in silence, not daring to trust anyone, not even my dear mom. Yet, the heart of a mother understands everything. How many times I would have liked to confide in her, rest my head on her heart to make it easy. But not being able to share Our intimacy, I kept it a secret. Using a smile as a mask, I hid many sufferings.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your director and Myself waited a long time to see what was going on in your little soul. Even today, you have remained mysterious for certain persons, but not for Us… With your little soul that is open, affectionate, sincere, there is no mystery between Us for We are One. Your director received a special grace to direct your little soul, to unveil well hidden at the bottom of your little soul, all your little secrets, Our conversations, your mission as victim of Our love. One day, your director said: “God wants everything from you.” That day, he knew what We wanted and expected from you. With Us, he directed your little soul. He cooperated with Us. He purified it. Now that you are attached to the cross, all you need is to obey him without even understanding what is going on in your soul. The mystery is now yours. With Me, you are in security.”
Saturday, 4 April 1964
– Mimi: “After doing battle with my enemy, all I could say to hang onto God was: “My God, I want to believe that I believe for everything is so dark.” There was emptiness. No more intimacy that used to sustain me continually. Everything had disappeared. Thank You for Your love. After communion, I felt strong. With You, what do I have to fear from my enemy?
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, with Me your Spouse who am present in you! I am here with My grace, for you must ask Me each day for the grace of state to accomplish your mission and also the grace of the present moment, for it only takes a moment to commit an error in spiritual life as in the case of material things. In a single moment, a soul can depart from Me and lose Me forever. But the soul who makes it a habit of asking for these graces is not afraid of losing Our love, Our intimacy, for We are with it at each moment. My Beloved, you must have total confidence in My Divine Providence. To have confidence when all is going well is good, but to have confidence when all is going bad, when everything is crumbling, everything is dark is to have pure faith and full confidence.”
– Jesus: “With faith, hope, love and confidence, you can walk without fear in spite of the attacks of your enemy. He cannot get near you.”
– Satan: “You see how your God is mistaken! During great temptations, I attack your senses. What do you have to say about the choking, the physical falls, etc?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you see how far the pride of your enemy has gone? If he attacks your senses, it is because We allow him to do this. Our Divine Mother bothers him and humiliates him. So, he attacks you with violence in revenge. During this time, you suffer, you merit, you are cooperating with Me in saving souls that My Divine Mother recuperates for Our glory.
Sometimes, there are souls that are very difficult to reach, especially consecrated souls, souls who have taken advantage of My grace, of My sacraments. To take possession of these souls, I am obliged to obey Our Father and come towards these souls with My merciful love, My crown or thorns, My cross. At times, the conquest is quite long, but I always win.
Yes, My Beloved, My little host of love, Our little victim whom We so love, continue to love Us, to follow Us faithfully without understanding everything. Tell yourself only that We are One in the same love, on the same cross and that Almighty God, Our Father loves Us. It is an honor for you to suffer with Me and it is a joy for Me to suffer with you.”
Sunday 5 April 1964
– Mimi: “How I found the time long before receiving You, at 10 o’clock! Thank You, my God, for helping us. We finished our triduum to celebrate our Gentle Mother of heaven. She is so good to us! She watches over us. Thank You for Your very special protection, for Your visible love in the presence of my enemy’s attacks.”
My God, it is time for me to say: Do with me what You will. With Your grace, I accept everything from You. What can I possibly refuse You after so many signs of love that surround me in spite of my unworthiness?
« Ô my God, Father infinitely good and merciful, thank You for Your love. I cannot hold back my tears of joy, of gratitude for having given me Your Son as Spouse. Ô my Father, You must have had to close Your eyes on my miseries. On the other hand, You opened Your Heart and Your powerful arms to receive me as Your prodigal child. Thanks a million! How great is my debt of gratitude towards You, towards my Beloved, towards the Holy Spirit, towards my Gentle Mother of heaven, towards all those who prayed for me. It is with the help of the Holy Spirit that I am able to walk with You.”
– Mimi: “Ô my Beloved, with You I want to accept and accomplish what Our Father expects from His little girl, so weak and frail. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please teach me to remain well hidden from humans so that I may not harm the designs God has for me. Obtain for me the humility of the heart, of the soul, of the mind. I have a great need of graces and prayers to follow Your Jesus as a total gift on the cross.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you will never understand exactly the importance of your mission as victim of love! Yes, to be a victim with Me in Our love through suffering, to be victim with Me on the cross. Yes, My Beloved, your mission of making known My love, that is, Our love through suffering is great. By making known Our love, you also show the importance of suffering with Me.
Love and suffering can be reconciled with My intimacy. How many beautiful souls love and suffer without understanding the importance of their trials, their cross. Yes, to accept to suffer with Me… How I could help them even more with My intimacy, for, with Me, this presence would become real. I would be a living God. By practicing intimacy with Us, with Me, the soul would quickly learn to receive Us, to accept Us in its life.
As God, I would fill this soul, and as a friend, a brother, a Spouse, I would constantly speak to it. It would completely change its spiritual life. On the cross, those who had the privilege of being near Me were souls who shared My intimacy. By intimacy, the humble, sincere, respectful soul lives constantly in Our presence. To be a child of God does not only consist in being baptized, to pray morning and night and during the day according to schedule, to receive Us in the Sacraments, but to live ones baptism well, for We have entered this soul with Our love, Our power, Our intimacy. We want souls to pray to Us, to adore Us, but We want especially the soul to speak to Us intimately, without detour, simply, like a child speaks with love, with confidence to its Father who is God.”
Monday 6 April 1964
Feast of the Annunciation of the Blessed Virgin
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, Mother! I had the great joy of receiving Holy Communion. Thank You, my Beloved! What souvenirs for me! Already forteen years since I received the grace to make my vows. From that day on, everything in my life has changed, transformed by Your love. I am suffering so much today! I can no longer write!
N.B. The Annunciation of the Blessed Virgin was the 25th of March 1964 We can conclude that Mimi did not transcribe this text before the 6th of April 1964 / S.D
Tuesday 7 April 1964
– Mimi: “My God, do with me what You will for Your greater glory! With Your grace, I accept everything out of love in union with the Passion of my Beloved. When God speaks through suffering, His voice becomes more intimate. To be united to my Beloved through love and suffering is my great desire, my ideal, my joy, my peace.”
Wednesday 8 April 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning to comfort me, to help me accept everything. My Beloved, the mission to which I am called is tremendous for my size, but with You, I want to cooperate. I lean on You with love, confidence and I expect everything from Your infinite love. The physical and moral sufferings are increasing more and more.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, it is your ascension towards Us. It is not surprising for Us that your little heart should experience resistance to everything. It contains so much love for Us, for souls.”
Thursday 9 April 1964
– Mimi: “My God, help me, please. I can’t go on and yet, You know, my Beloved, that I want to follow You to the cross. Give me the strength to walk with You and if I should fall, carry me in Your powerful arms. In the name of Our love, sustain me, please. My God, I accept everything. I must remain solidly attached to Our cross.
Small hemorrhages of the tongue have started again. My religious nurse and the members of my family are worried. My Beloved,I love You!”
Friday 10 April 1964
– Mimi: “How anxious I am to receive You! I have to wait till tomorrow! My sufferings are terrible. My Beloved, I do not ask You to suffer less! I ask You, please, for the grace, the strength to hide my suffering in order not to worry my entourage, my family. You who wanted to hide me from humans, hide me till the end.”
Saturday 11 April 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for being with me! In receiving You I recover my strength. I need You so much! I am finding the road so long, so dangerous! Give me Your hand to lead me to Our Father. I wonder whether it is a good thing to take pain killers to dull the pain. In obeying my doctor, am I doing Your will? Am I fulfilling my duty of state as victim?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, fear not! In spite of all remedies, no one will be able to calm your sufferings. Your moral pain, who can relieve it? Your sufferings are Ours. If at times you find some rest, it is We who give it to you so that you may build up your strength to do battle.”
Friday 17 April 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming! Already a year since I made my profession in the Third Order of Our Lady of Mount Carmel. What memories since then! What graces received! Thank You, my God, for everything. My Beloved, stay with me on the cross! I am suffering terribly.”
Saturday 18 April 1964
– Mimi: “Still another communion! I am so happy to be able to receive You! My Beloved, how generous is my director for You and for me. Please help him. He is suffering so much.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am watching over him as I am over you. Souls are not only purchased through prayer. Your director knows this well.»
Sunday 19 April 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for helping us to begin a triduum in honor of our Gentle Mother of heaven, the 22nd of April, Queen of the Company of Jesus.
“My God, please bless all the Jesuits throughout the world and all those who one day will replace them. Give us many religious and missionary vocations so that they may be good and holy priests. Bless my director whom You have chosen to direct my little soul. He will have to give it to You purified for Your greater glory. Bless Your dear apostle Father Paul Mayer s.j. to whom You have given such a heavy task of preaching to souls, to place Your love into their minds and hearts.”
Saturday 25 April 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for so much love. Think of my happiness in receiving You each day 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 25…
– Jesus: “My Beloved, think of My joy of coming to you. Thank you, dear children! We have been touched by the kindness of your director and by his love and generosity. We have been fulfilled. It is by a special grace that We have received it, for, rare are the priests who are doing ministry at 82. May this be an example. With faith, love, confidence, humility, your director has always directed his steps towards Us with an entire submission to Our Holy Will. As a victim soul chosen by Us, he has answered “yes” with love by accepting suffering of all shapes and shared the cross he accepted as a gift. This has not prevented him from being happy!”
Sunday 26 April 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t know what is going on in me. At five o’clock, I woke up suddenly, believing I was to receive communion, but I soon realized that it was only a dream. My Beloved, I cannot hold back my tears. I miss You so much. I count the days. I find the time so long! How anxious I am to see You! To be near You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, be patient! Your ascension towards Us has already begun. Offer everthing up, even the blood you shed during your little tongue hemorrhages. This blood is useful for souls, for it is united to My Precious Blood. You know, each victim soul must, sooner or later, shed blood. In your case, it is a question mark for the doctors and others. I allowed you to receive Me each day during this trial. By receiving Me in My sacrament of love, you can recover your strength without human help.
My grace sustains you and My love is your strength. Humanly speaking, it isn’t possible for you to live with so much moral and physical suffering. But each day, the miracle of love is renewed in you. Faith, love, confidence are powerful weapons for combat. My Beloved, when a soul has emptied itself, it is then that We have total freedom to act, to work with it. The more this soul recognizes its nothingness, the more We are in it with Our love, Our power.
The more it feels its smallness, the more We fill it with important graces and if this soul is humble, sincere, We give it Our most beautiful gift, love in suffering through the royal gift of the cross. Like Myself, the ideal of the victim soul must be love through suffering till its supreme gift.”
– Jesus: “To reach this ideal, the soul must be humble, docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, must submit to Our Holy Will in all things, must believe in Our Presence within it, must live in great and constant intimacy with Us. To be a christian is to accept being loved by Us and to love Us. If the soul has understood this well, its love will be transformed, centered on Us, for it will understand what We expect from it, in whatever state it may be, the extent of its trials, spiritual aridity, its struggles, its joys, its victories. This soul will always remain in Our love and will maintain in spite of everything total peace and Our intimacy. No one will be able to steal these gifts from it.”
Monday 27 April 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I thank You for coming this morning. I am never fully satisfied. I miss You. Today, my Beloved, You are keeping me on the cross with You. Increase my strength, my courage to remain where You have placed me, and where You want me to be.”
Tuesday 28 April 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for helping me. After several hours of physical and especially moral sufferings, I am able to rest near You, my God whom I love, I adore.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I also want to thank you for giving Me the occasion of resting in you. My dear little host of love, the more you suffer, the more you are close to Us, for by elevating yourself close to Us through physical suffering, you are detaching yourself from your body and through moral suffering, you are detaching yourself from yourself, from your will and you are elevating yourself close to Us with your mind and your soul.
My Beloved, it is at the school of the Holy Spirit that one learns to love, to suffer in order to desire one day the cross. Yes, to receive it sincerely, to accept it at every moment, to carry it the way God gives it to you, prepares it for you. At the moment of death, the soul will be judged on its love and the cross it shall have carried with resignation and conformity to Our Holy Will. You know, the mystery of love and the mystery of the cross are inseparable.”
Wednesday 29 April 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You! I am suffering so much! My Beloved, please help me remain standing in order to receive these persons. Be in my heart, on my lips so that I may help them. They are suffering so much! If You would only, my Beloved, speak to each one of them. They need so much encouragement. I am doing my best, but if You spoke to them, I am certain they would recover the light, the peace, the love that they need.
We are beginning, my director and myself, a triduum to prepare the feast of Saint Joseph.”
Thursday 30 April 1964
– Mimi: “My God, please help me. I am so happy to receive You! My Beloved, I need You so badly! I am suffering so much today. I must help my neighbor. I don’t feel I have the strength, but with You, I know that I will be able to do this work.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. I am in you. Today I am asking a lot from you. We need more sufferings for souls and a lot of love for Us. If the person gives you money for your work, give it to your companion. You are not working for money but for the love of Us and of souls.”
Friday 1st May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. I am so happy! With Your grace, we have finished the beautiful triduum in honor of Saint Joseph. How I found the time long before receiving You! Another month is beginning! Yes, this beautiful month is consecrated to our Gentle Mother of heaven.
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother, I beg You, look upon Your little girl so exhausted. Give me Your courage to continue my journey. Give me Your patience to await the hour of God. Give me Your love to better love and serve my God. Give me the wisdom in all things.Give me Your submission to the holy will of God. I take refuge in Your motherly arms. Protect me from my enemy who is raging against me. He is using every means to prevent me from offering up everything.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, have no fear. We are watching over you. If you could see with what attention My Divine Mother is preparing Your ascension towards Us. May your gaze be directed towards Us more and more. In spite of the attacks of your enemy, remain solidly attached with Me to Our cross.”
Saturday 2 May 1964
– Mimi: “My Director came to give me communion. Thank You, my God for helping me. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for helping me hide my suffering. In the afternoon, we did Team work with R… Each time, we are so happy to work together. Our director gives us the example.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, you still have a lot to learn and understand. However, We love you as you are, for We know that you expect everything from Us. You are realizing this more and more.”
Sunday 3 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming to fill me by Your presence, my Beloved I so love, my Spouse chosen by Our Father. I cannot think about all the merciful love without shedding tears. I have not done anything to deserve so much happiness, peace and love. You have given me the proof by coming into my poor little soul and yet I am never satisfied.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will be in this state until Our perfect union. Courage, My dear little host of love! Time is advancing with giant steps.”
Monday 4 May 1964
– Mimi: “It is always with joy that I receive You, my Beloved. All I can say is thank You. Yes, thank You for Your love. With You, I want to offer everything to Our Father.”
Tuesday 5 May 1064
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. Each time I have the joy of receiving You, I feel new strength within me to accept everything. Thank You for helping me hide my suffering. Thank You for helping me carry my daily cross.”
Wednesday 6 May 1964
– Mimi: “Still another communion! I am so happy to receive You in Your sacrament of Love. My Beloved, what more can I tell You? It is always the same language. Yes, to say over and over again that I love You, that I thank You for everything.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is the most beautiful and most touching language of a child. Does a Father tire hearing His child tell Him its love and show Him its gratitude? Does a spouse turn a deaf ear to the avowals of his little spouse? My Beloved, it is with the repetition of your love that Our intimacy grows.
Thank you for thanking me. Thank you for telling Me that you love Me. Each time you accept to suffer with Me, you console Me for I see that you love Me. And with each act of the will united to My will, it is for Us an eternal thank you.”
Thursday 7 May 1964
Feast of the Ascension of Our Lord!
– Mimi: “Thank You for helping in making this triduum on the occasion of this beautiful feast. My Beloved, how I would have liked to go with You today. I cannot hold back my tears. I am so lonely!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I also am anxious to see you with Me forever. My Beloved, because of your mission, your vow of immolation, you must sacrifice your immediate happiness in leaving with Me. Your sacrifice united to My sacrifice will be very salutary to souls. Fear not! Your ascension towards Us has already begun. The more your love grows, the more you ascend. The more you suffer, the more you are lifted up. The more you distribute your sufferings, the more you detach yourself from yourself. My Beloved, remain solidly attached with Me to Our cross. Your mission is so great. Think about the happiness you possess and think about the souls who are suffering and await your help. I need you to cooperate through your love, through your sufferings.”
– Mimi: “How the voice of God sounds different when I listen to it with faith and how the human voice has a different sound when it is the Holy Spirit who speaks.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t forget, it is love that transforms and purifies the soul, and it is the Holy Spirit who operates through suffering. Intimacy does the rest.”
Friday 8 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me understand Your intimacy, to make me love suffering. My Beloved, the most beautiful prayer I can offer You is suffering accepted out of love.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, when you suffer, you are cooperating with Me in the salvation of souls. You are strengthening the Mystical Body. You are enlarging the horizons of My love. In remaining solidly attached to Our cross, you remain Our little victim of love whom Our Father looks upon with love, compassion, for with Me, you become another suffering Christ since We are but One, I, the Infinite, identified with you, Our little nothingness. But Our sum total is in spiritual love and Our intimacy.”
My dear little spouse, you must not be surprised by this way of talking with Us. If I am doing more for you than for others, it is because I knew that some day, you would be all Mine forever. This does not mean you will not have to struggle, on the contrary, the battle will be longer, more dangerous, for you will have to defend Our love. You must protect Our intimacy in order to accomplish your mission as victim. Always be available to Our will.
Thank you, My Beloved for speaking to Me, listening to Me, loving Me, adoring Me as God. It is with love that I come to you when you are praying and suffering. It is so easy for you because Our intimacy has no limit and Our love is endless.”
Saturday 9 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming into my little soul. My hunger for You is growing more and more! How anxious I am to be with You forever! My Beloved, You are asking me to do even more. I accept, but give me the strength and courage, please. I understand, now, how much You must have suffered because of me and I have learned how costly is a soul. How great is my debt of gratitude towards You, towards my director who has done so much for me. My soul has cost him a lot. How I regret everything… and sincerely ask Your forgiveness. With Your grace, I want to love You, repair, atone and merit.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse so loved, don’t cry. Come near Me. Don’t look at Me with such sad eyes. My Beloved, you want to atone, merit, repair, what are you doing when you accept everything out of love by remaining attached to the cross with Me? If I allow you to suffer morally of uncertainty and have a feeling of emptiness in you, it is to have the pleasure of hearing you call Me for help, to feel your smallness in My powerful arms. I know that I am asking a lot from you, but I have filled you by associating you to My Passion and to My Redemption. Did you not receive the royal gift of My cross? What do you think of My crown of thorns to decorate your little forehead? Were you not chosen to honor my sixth wound on your shoulder? This is nothing compared to what I am preparing for Our future union. Your poor little heart will not be able to endure this embrace.”
Sunday 10 May 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, would You please wish my Gentle Mother of heaven a “happy birthday” and also to the mother of my director as well as to my dear mom who is near You, I hope, and a “happy birthday” to the dear mother of R…, C… and W…, without forgetting the mother of Father Paul Mayer s.j. and all the mothers of the world.
My God, bless all the mothers and those who some day will become mothers.
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, thank You for agreeing to become my Mother. Please teach me to remain humble, very little, to remain silent during trials and sufferings. Mother whom I love, Mother of my God, allow me to rest on Your Motherly Heart; I need You so much! I need Your help to accomplish my mission as victim whom God in His infinite love has chosen. With You, I want to accept everything out of love. I want to be docile to the Holy Spirit. Being such a feeble instrument in the powerful hands of my God, my Father whom I love, I need strength to do battle, graces to accept everything, light to walk constantly towards my Father.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you must not consider only what you are. You must consider especially what We are in you. Don’t remain stuck on your past, It belongs to Us. It is Ours and We are so happy to own it, for it has given Us the occasion of showing Ourselves to you, of manifesting Our infinite mercy in a special manner, of filling you with Our love by giving you the privilege of being associated to My Passion.
From all eternity, you were chosen to accomplish this beautiful mission in love and suffering, in order to cooperate with Me in the salvation of sinful souls, especially of consecrated souls. Through Our great intimacy, I was preparing you to be My witness. Yes, to give witness to My merciful love, My intimacy, My power, My suffering until total immolation of my whole being on Our cross. To be My witness, one must know My Gospel, study it, practice it, love it, insert it in ones life and use it for everyone. Each soul needs to nourish its spiritual life to make it bear fruit, to purify it, to direct it towards Us.
To understand My Gospel, one must constantly ask for the help of the Holy Spirit and for His gifts. One must also be very humble to accept in spite of all the importance a soul gives itself in wanting to understand everything, to know everything. Without Us, it can do nothing. The proud do not understand My Gospel, because everything is humble, simple, pure. The hypocrite may use it but does not live it, for everything is so beautiful, so clear. Truth explodes in all directions. My Gospel is a weak part of My love, of My infinite mercy. Only souls that are humble, docile to the Holy Spirit, submissive to Our Holy Will can, with the help of Our grace, live My doctrine of love. I speak to souls and the Spirit of Love, of Truth allows the soul to understand and Our Father gives everything.”
Monday 11 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, my God, my All. I am so happy to receive You. I am suffering so much today. I ask myself how I am going to be able to remain standing. Come to my help! I can’t even comb myself. It demands a great effort, and to think that in the past, I could spend an hour combing my hair in order to look just right. Thank You for giving me the occasion to repair my pride, my vanity.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my dear little spouse, there was so much pride in you. So many things in that little head of yours! But I have to tell you something: you must not become crestfallen by this and become unconcerned about yourself. I don’t like My consecrated souls to become negligent, for I love beauty, purity, cleanliness. Remember Our presence in you. Out of respect for Us, even if this may require a great effort on your part, be dignified in living in Our dwelling that We want clean inside and outside. What would you say if you saw My temple in disorder? You are the living temple where We live with all Our power, Our glory. It is a sign of love for Us to appear clean, gay. Don’t forget, you are carrying God. You are a child of God, My spouse. If I allow Myself to make this remark, it is because I want more. I want to be proud of you. I will help you. If you are not able to comb yourself, to wash yourself, ask for help. Offer Me everything.”
Tuesday 12 May 1964
– Mimi: “Welcome to Our dwelling through a spiritual communion. I am so anxious to receive You tomorrow. Thank You, my God, for giving me the desire to receive You, for giving me the appetite to eat You. Thank You for giving me the faith to believe that You are present in me. Thank You for Your merciful love. Thank You for giving me a good director who understands so well the state of my soul and the desire I have to possess You. Thank You for helping him to direct me. Please help us prepare the beautiful feast of Pentecost and the coming of the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Love, of Truth, of Peace, of Light. With Your grace, I hope to receive all the gifts You desire to lend me for all that I have is Yours. Yes, my Beloved, my God whom I adore, I abandon myself with love and confidence into your powerful arms.”
– Jesus: “My little spouse, thank you for thanking Me. A simple “thank you”, a sign of gratitude, a simple look towards Us consoles and rejoices My Heart. Souls that are grateful for gifts received, whether joys or sorrows, are Our privileged children.”
Wednesday 13 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, My Love! Ô Blessed Trinity, how happy I am to receive You in my little soul! My Beloved, I offer You everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, each time you offer Me everything out of love, you nourish your spiritual children, you strengthen the Mystical Body. By your suffering that represents work, you are helping Our Church enormously, especially during this time of the Council. You sustain My souls that are working for Us. You give Us souls. I am associating you with the ministry of your director and of Our dear apostle, Father Paul Mayer s.j. that you are sustaining with your prayers and our suffering. The harvest of souls is abundant and difficult at times, but the work is fruitful.
Today, I am asking you more to help your director and the other members of the Team.
My Beloved, by your hidden suffering, you are giving courage, strength to souls that We have given you in your mission of love and suffering. Each victim soul has a certain number of souls that need help. This is why you must live in a great intimacy with Us in order to cooperate more closely in the salvation of souls. Redemption was realized through love and suffering and what sustained Me and helped me during My mission, My life on earth, My Passion, was My intimacy with the Father and the presence of the Holy Spirit.
My Beloved, always keep Our intimacy intact and Our love will be protected.”
Thursday 14 May 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me. We wish to begin a triduum of communions to celebrate the Holy Spirit, to thank Him for His constant help, His love for us, His presence in us, His help, for all His gifts. Without His spirit of Love, truth, light, peace, how many times I would have taken the wrong road!
Thank You, Ô Holy Spirit, for everything. Thank You for leading me where God wanted me from all eternity. Thank You for enlightening me, guiding me even when I didn’t want to believe, nor believe what my director was saying concerning my mission as victim, about temptations, God’s merciful love towards me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you have been very ungrateful towards the Holy Spirit and distrustful towards Us and unfair towards your director who had as mission to direct your little soul towards Us. You were very costly to Us. In spite of everything, We knew that you could not flee from Our love, from that interior voice so clear, so clean, so pure that was pursuing you constantly and which at times you wanted to silence because you didn’t understand its importance. It was then that out of pure goodness and by order of Our Father, the Holy Spirit was able to act just the same in you, in spite of yourself.
Don’t cry, My Beloved. I know that you regret everything. If I make this remark, it is to show that the Holy Spirit is at work constantly in souls. In spite of their state, He is working continually to realize His commitment to Us and in the souls of the baptized.”
Friday 15 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning. We are beginning our triduum. My God, I thank You with all my little affectionate heart. I am so happy to receive You. My God, ô Eternal Father, my Father, please help me prepare this beautiful feast of Pentecost.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to remain near You constantly. Like the Apostles, it is with You that I want to receive the Holy Spirit and His gifts.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the presence of My Divine Mother was necessary near My apostles to help them prepare the coming of the Holy Spirit, this unknown God whom we consider at times a simple dove… The Spirit of Love, of Truth is more than that. He is God. His Spirit is filled with Love, wisdom, power. He is the Dispenser of graces. It is He who leads souls towards Us. As soon as a soul is baptized, He commits Himself to this soul in order to help it, guide it, enlighten it, lead it towards Us. He inspires the direction it must follow. He enlightens it in the choice of its vocation. Whatever its state of life might be, the soul that is sincere, humble, loving is always under the care of His spirit, of His wisdom and of His gifts. Like Us, His happiness is to give it to souls. It is a need for Him to penetrate each soul in order to deposit in it all His gifts and to share His intimacy. He cooperates with Me in the triumph of Our love and in the salvation of souls. No soul can be saved without the help, the assistance of the Holy Spirit. To understand Our love, one needs the help of the Holy Spirit.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when I want a soul, it is through the Holy Spirit that I obtain it and if this soul is sincere, humble, docile, the Holy Spirit transforms it. Even the most miserable soul, through Him, becomes agreeable to Our eyes. The soul that is abandoned, He fills with His gifts and shares with it the fruits of His riches.
To the soul that does not believe, He brings faith, light. To the tormented soul, He brings peace, security. To the soul that is struggling, He brings strength, courage. To the soul that has fallen into sin, He picks it up and raises it. To the soul that despairs, He brings heavenly hope. To the ignorant soul, He gives instruction, guides it, strengthens it, gives it knowledge to understand what We expect and want of it. Without the help of the Holy Spirit, the soul is unable to accept suffering. The Holy Spirit is the Sanctifier, the hyphen between Us and souls. What marvels He realizes with a soul that is humble, sincere, with whom He lives a great intimacy and a perfect union of love with Us. Like Us, He is overjoyed when a little soul invites Him, wants Him in its life, in its little interior dwelling. If this little soul show Him its love be being docile to His inspirations, abandoned to Our Holy Will, He dwells permanently in this soul. How many souls believe that the Holy Spirit passes through their life like a gust of wind when He is actually present with His gifts?”
Saturday 16 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God! With Your help, my director was able to come and give me communion. I had trouble sleeping. I was thinking of You, my God, my Beloved. I was meditating on Your mercy towards me, on Our intimacy, about Our projects concerning my mission and I was always seeing You with me, and my love would increase, and my desire to suffer with You for souls became for me an ideal.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. At the school of the Holy Spirit, you learned to love Me with My cross. I should rather say Our cross, like on Our dear little crucifix, We are two on the same cross… A visible Victim, I, and the other hidden little victim, you. Your director was inspired to attach Us together on Our dear treasure, Our dear little crucifix, symbol of what We are.
My Beloved, I need more for souls. Ask Our Spirit of Love to come and dwell in each one of them. How many souls prepared this beautiful feast of Pentecost? Many are already thinking about Expo 1967, but how many are thinking about the exposition of the Holy Spirit to the world, to the earth? Yes, the Holy Spirit exposes His gifts and deposits them in souls that are empty, free, simple, loving, docile, submissive. In a soul that is proud, pretentious, that knows it all, the Holy Spirit is unable to work.”
– Jesus: “But when a soul show Him its misery, recognizes its smallness, its spiritual nudity and asks for His help, His assistance and obeys blindly by abandoning itself to Our Father, upon seeing this sincere soul, the Holy Spirit operates in this soul marvels and transforms it by giving it His gifts. And Our Father allows this soul to do admirable things while remaining humble of heart, soul and mind. Our Father uses little ones to protect the world. He uses the sick to sustain souls. He uses victim souls to save, to cooperate with Him. He uses loving souls to spread His love, His intimacy. He uses sinful souls to exercise His mercy, bring them His love, His forgiveness. He sometimes uses ignorant souls to enlighten certain dominant minds and confounds them with all their science in order to make them admit their nothingness. Even among consecrated souls, this malaise exists.
Many live in the nothingness of the spiritual vanities of pride hidden under the mask of piety, sacrifice, prayer. By their lack of faith in their nothingness, these souls places obstacles to the grace and work of the Holy Spirit. If these souls asked the Holy Spirit to enlighten them, guide them, strengthen them, they could cooperate with Us, work with the Holy Spirit in saving souls by being a good instrument that allows itself to be led obediently to where We want.”
Sunday 17 May 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer You everthing! The day began with a hardship, a disappointment. My director phoned to tell me that he couldn’t come at 10h but rather at 4h pm. My Beloved, we were looking forward to celebrate this beautiful day. We were prepared to do so with a triduum of communions.
“Ô Holy Spirit, I beg You, come visit me, come dwell in my soul. Help my director come this afternoon. You know my great desire of not refusing You anything. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please carry him in Your motherly arms. He is Your child! He has the moral strength to come but his physical strength is missing. He is so exhausted! Happy Birthday, ô Holy Spirit, my great Friend! My Companion for life! Yes, it is a day of rejoicing for You bring us peace, the love of Pentecost. Yes, this Love that we need so much, that we are constantly seeking. How can we find it without You, ô Spirit of Love? How can we live this love without Your help? How can we love without Your presence? How can we give it to others without possessing You? How can we obtain it without obeying Your voice? Ô Spirit of Truth, how can we enjoy Your presence, Your intimacy without emptying ourselves? Grant me the grace of detachment from everything, from myself, from things, from persons that could distract me from You.
Please give me this peace of Pentecost, this peace of soul, of heart, of mind. Give us peace in the world, in all our souls, in Your Church. It is an urgent need for us. Yes, peace in us and around us.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse so loved, fear not! Your wish of receiving Me will be granted. We will come with Our love and the Holy Spirit will deposit in your soul and that of your director, an abundance of graces in order to strengthen you for what We expect from you, from the Team.
On this day, I come to bring the message of Pentecost, that is, the message of love, peace, truth. I come with all My power and the Holy Spirit deposits in souls His gifts, His light, His peace. But how many souls will have this happiness of receiving Him? It saddens Me to see that souls could have benefitted from Our love, from Our gifts. Like Us, He must respect human freedom and wait at times many years before showing Himself to these souls and I am waiting with My gifts to offer to them through the Holy Spirit. There are some souls that invite Us, others that don’t answer and souls that reject Us. Others ignore who We are.
Am I right to say, My Beloved, that your are happy this afternoon? And We were awaiting with joy this new encounter. Our little dwelling was so clean, so full of love. Thank you, My dear children. Thank you in the name of the Holy Spirit. Thank you for the souls you have helped through your sufferings united to Mine.”
Monday 18 May 1964
– Mimi: “I don’t know how to thank You for the great happiness of receiving You this morning. My joy is and my love are growing more and more. I am suffering a lot today! I would have liked to remain in bed, but circumstances oblige me to get up and give a hand.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, with your mission, you will have no time for yourself. But, have no fear, the Holy Spirit is continually in you like Ourselves. Continue to journey towards Us. May each day be for you a new resurrection, a new pentecost in your love, with Our love!
My Beloved, We have so many souls to help and save! With your hidden life, We have prepared you for your beautiful mission of love and suffering. At the school of the Holy Spirit, you learned what it was like to love through suffering, what Our intimacy was like. There are souls who believe that Our love is something tangible. How many souls place an obstacle to Our intimacy, and therefore to Our love in acting this way. If, when receiving Us in My sacrament of love, the soul does not feel palpitations of interior joy, it believes that it is all over. Of course not! We are still there with Our pure love, Our power, Our majesty.”
Tuesday 19 May 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I thank You for helping me get up. Thank You for making me understand and accept my suffering. Thank You for giving me Your love. And thank You for loving me!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you see the importance that the Holy Spirit has in your life. I am sending you suffering, physical and moral trials, and it is the Holy Spirit who is working in you, that is, who helps you accept your crosses. And with My love as a complement, you have come to love, to desire this cross, for with Me, with Our intimacy, by a special grace, you remain well attached with your heart, your spirit. Nothing can detach you from Our love. Ask Us to always place you in a position of loving Us, of working, of serving Us through suffering. Your enemy rages and seeks revenge by every means. I know that you are suffering but if you saw all sufferings that are wasted uselessly. Today, souls no longer want to accept suffering. They only want pleasure to the detriment of their health, money and happiness. These souls believe that by rebelling, fleeing suffering they will find peace, happiness. And yet, they lose an infinite prize. It is the only road to go to Our Father, the only one that I came to teach and accepted out of love. Each soul has its way of the cross. For some, this road is rough, crucifying, but for souls who accept to follow Me out of love, this way is gentle and leads them straight to Us.”
Wednesday 20 May 1964
– Mimi: “My God, thank You! I have once again had the pleasure of receiving You. I need You so much,Your assistance to help me. The closer I come to You, the more I feel unworthy. One must be so pure to appear before You. One must be so humble to resemble You. One must be so detached from everything to possess You. What is suffering worth without You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is what being empty of oneself is about. Yes, the emptiness of your soul to allow Me to enter it and dwell in it. To empty your heart in order to detach it from earthly things. Yes, detachment from human affections, vanities, pride, even legitimate pleasures. One must especially be detached from ones spirit, ones will. To give Us everything in a spirit of freedom. To be fully aware of this action. The more the detachment is complete, sincere, the more the soul comes closer to Us. Looking upon the generosity of this soul who loves Us with a pure heart, a sincere soul, a free spirit, We can no longer resist, and Our love for this soul is shown in a special manner. Even among My consecrated souls, many serve me out of obligation, routine, with distractions, with interest, with a superficial love. Even among these souls, there are some who dare to try make Us believe in their selfish love. We do not reject their love, but We are often more consoled by a soul who is simple, miserable, ignorant but sincere, loving, faithful in serving Us in every way.”
Thursday 21 May 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! We want to offer You a triduum of communions to celebrate the beautiful feast of the Blessed Trinity, our feast. How anxious I am!”
“Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten us so that we may offer the Blessed Trinity prayers, sacrifices, but especially our love.”
Sunday 24 May 1964
Feast of the Blessed Trinity!
– Mimi: “My feast! For I bear the beautiful name in the Third Order, Sister Aimée (Loved) of the Blessed Trinity!... Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! Prolonged thanksgiving. Were we not happy to be alone together?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I was sad at the thought that one of Our secrets should be revealed and especially in front of eyewitnesses.”
– Jesus: “Don’t be sad! As for Myself, I was so happy! Your director deserved this joy. Your two little sisters needed to see and hear… to help them persevere. My Beloved, in the state you were, it was the most beautiful gift you could offer Us. Thank you for your love.”
Monday 25 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You! I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity!
My enemy is enraged. My Gentle Mother, protect Your little girl. My Beloved, keep me in Your arms!”
Tuesday 26 May 1964
– Mimi: “Another communion! Thank You, my God! My Beloved, please help me continue our triduum in honor of the feast of my God.”
Wednesday 27 May 1964
– Mimi: “Communion! It is amidst great sufferings that I am preparing Your beautiful feast, ô my God, my All.”
Thursday 28 May 1964
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my God! I am so happy to receive You! I adore You, present in me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We also are happy to come and rest in you. Yes, My dear little host of love, We are so comfortable on Our monstrance altar, that is, in your body that is so ill. Our dwelling is in your little soul. Today, remain well attached to Our cross. It is the most beautiful gift you can offer Us.”
Friday 29 May 1964
– Mimi: “My God, please help me! I can’t go on! The physical sufferings are getting worse. After such a strong embrace, my little heart is suffering. I cannot breathe freely without feeling this sharp pain… this nostalgia for heaven is haunting me! My Beloved, how I miss You, ô my God whom I love, I adore. Thank You for Your love.”
Saturday 30 May 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. The more I receive You the more I want You. Thank You for Your help. You know that the trial of C… makes me suffer so much, but I offer You everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your sufferings are not over. Don’t worry! This trial will bring you closer to Us and is very salutary for your soul.”
Sunday 31 May 1964
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven. Yes, Mary Queen of the World, watch over Your children, protect us. I would have liked so much to offer You as a gift my communion. I was counting the hours.
As I was beginning to write, I saw a red glimmer on the windows of the Jesuit Fathers’ chapel, but thinking it was the reflection of the sun, I continued to write… But, suddenly, I heard shouts from people on the street. I looked through the window and saw flames coming from the house near us. Being alone, unable to escape by myself, all I could do was to ask my Beloved for help and the protection of my Gentle Mother of heaven. All I did was pray, bless the house by spraying it with holy water for protection. I was holding Our little crucifix in my hand and the statue of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I was sure that I was safe.
This fire lasted several hours. Twenty firemen were wounded. After an hour, I was told to be ready to leave on a stretcher for the hospital. Being unable to move around without danger, I had no other choice, for there was fear of further explosions. I continued praying alone, not being able to phone my director for no lines were working.
At the precise moment when the fire began, a religious sister, my little soul sister, E… was accompanying the statue of Mary Queen of Hearts that was spending three days in Beauharnois.
So, returning with this precious statue and being a few streets from my home, she begged Mary Queen of Hearts to protect me, to watch over me. She was praying for me without knowing about the fire, that I was in danger for the neighboring house was beginning to burn.
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for protecting us.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, yes, Our home was in danger. Our Gentle Mother covered Our home with Her mantle to protect it. Thank you for your confidence. I was sustaining you with My love, with My power. Your faith, your example was moral comfort for the persons around you. Our home was miraculously protected by Mary Immaculate. Think of those twenty families that lost everything. Pray for them. Your enemy thought you would be unable to move, to pray, for you usually faint, or are unable to move. But with Me, you have nothing to fear. We are One. I will always be in you, with you, My dear little spouse whom I love.”
Monday 1st JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning. After yesterday’s fright, the after effects are being felt. I cannot stand. I am suffering a lot. I have to remain in bed. I don’t even have the strength to pray, to write. I just want to sleep.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, rest in My arms. Abandon yourself. Sleep in peace.I am here. After so many trials, struggles, your little body, already exhausted, is feeling the after effects. This is quite normal.
My Beloved, during these moments of trials, anxiety, you weren’t alone. We were there protecting you and you had without knowing the help, the prayers of religious brothers and sisters and a lot of sympathy from people, from family. Everyone feared for you. Your enemy would have liked to take advantage of the situation to avenge himself. But what could he do? You were with Me and I was in you.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I am singing a hymn of gratitude, of thanksgiving for so much love and goodness.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is We who thank you for accepting everything out of love. Your director suffered a lot for not being able to help you. He remained in his confessional. There were souls who were in danger. Thank you My dear children.”
Mardi 2 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what courage I need to get up. I feel so weak. I can hardly carry my cross, my burden is so heavy. Yes, it is time to say: “Do with me what You will in all things.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I also experienced somber hours, this dislike in the face of suffering, bitterness in the presence of the chalice. I never stopped asking My Father’s help. My Beloved, to continue to walk towards Me, always keep your will united to Our Father’s, and may your little soul remain united to Me. Under the care of the Holy Spirit, you are secure.
Our Gentle Mother is watching over you and is protecting you in a very special way. You had a sign of this on Sunday. She was so pleased to hear you sing on several occasions the Salve Regina just an hour before the fire. She heard your call and it was the Holy Spirit who inspired you to cuddle up into Her arms without knowing why. We were so close to you.
Your enemy was raging. The struggle with Us was very fierce. He so wanted you to disappear and to destroy Our home where We find rest and are well received, an area of prayer and sacrifice. It is My Cenacle where We are able to meet and receive members of Our beautiful little Team of love.
It is the well chosen place to pray in silence and peace. Everything is calm and loving. This is why We come and take refuge in Our little home. Little children love so much to come to Our home. They feel the need for calm, to breathe Our love, to feel loved. They feel the need to enjoy this divine, mysterious presence in Our home. »
Wednesday 3 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. I am so happy to receive You. My Beloved, help us, please, to make this triduum of communions in honor of the beautiful feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Your feast, that is, Our feast, yes, the feast of love. It is with this Heart that You love me. How beautiful, how great it is to be loved by the Heart of an inifnite God who is good and merciful! How I would like to have Your Heart in order to love You as You deserve and wish. My Beloved, You know all that I suffer in not corresponding to Your love.”
I am doing my best but it is so little. My heart is so small. What is the worth of the love it contains? When I think about this heart so affectionate that I abused by sharing Your love You had placed in it. How I regret everything and ask Your forgiveness. Yes, my Beloved, render my little heart similar to Yours, according to Your desire. Purify my love so that I may love You sincerely with a pure heart, a free heart, a heart aware of Your sufferings.
Yes, to love You with a heart free from human affections. To have a heart ready to give away everything. Yes, to have a charitable heart ready to forgive, to forget, a heart that is not selfish. Please give me a heart that loves by giving all, a heart that knows how to be loyal and that seeks no personal satisfaction.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t seek too much what is missing in your little heart, in your love! Look rather at what you have. My Beloved, if you knew all I have deposited in this little heart full of affection for Us, for souls! What riches it contains! A heart purified by Us and redeemed by Me with the help of the Holy Spirit. My Beloved, it is so easy, so simple to love Us. Love sometimes escapes logic, especially love of the cross, merciful love.
Thank Our dear representative for having been docile to the inspirations of grace and to the guidance of the Holy Spirit. He has directed well this little heart full of love for Us and has lifted up your little soul to Us forever.”
Thursday 4 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for helping us prepare the beautiful feast of the Sacred Heart. I am more and more happy to receive You. Come, my Beloved, with Your love, with this Heart that loves me so. I cannot hold back my tears before Your merciful love, before this Heart that has suffered so much because of me. How stupid of me to have wanted to compare human love with divine love! Who was I to want to make such a choice? And during this time, You were there looking at me, loving me just the same with Your infinite love. Poor Jesus! How You must have suffered because of such an ungrateful conduct! I thank You for Your love. Thank You for giving me the occasion to repair such despicable conduct towards Your Divine Heart, such an adorable Heart formed near the Immaculate Heart of Mary my Gentle Mother of heaven!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, yes, My Heart was wounded by your thoughtless, negligent and despicable conduct but My Heart was especially wounded when you lacked confidence in Me, your God.
I did not only suffer in My Spirit, but, as Man-God, My human Heart was so sensitive, so fragile. This is why each sin wounds Me deeply, especially if this indelicacy, this offense comes from a consecrated soul. Very often, it is My chosen souls who make Me suffer most. Having been raised to a higher spiritual life, these souls believe they have reached a degree where they are sheltered from sin and are always in the same state. They pretend to love Me. They offer Me their heart. I ask for more than that.
Yes, my Beloved, I want sincere souls, pure souls, confident souls, but I especially want sinful souls who are humble, who have an ideal but who don’t only have wishful thinking.
In each human heart, there must be an ideal and to attain it one must have good will and full confidence in Us. One must constantly struggle to reach this goal. A life without an ideal is a life that is wasted, useless.
The human being was not created to remain static. No, the human being must struggle, work, serve, suffer and finally reach Us. And the soul must take the same road, for it must raise itself to Us through a pure love in order to reach its ideal which is Ours, to live with Us forever. Sooner or later, the soul must return to Us, return to its God, its Creator who awaits this soul with love. It is a necessity for Me to love, to forgive. If souls only wanted to understand My Love! Understand that I love them, not only as God but that I love them especially with My heart of flesh. Yes, this Heart that is beating with love for these souls, a Heart that vibrates at the least sound of a soul who is suffering, a Heart that always answer “yes” to the soul who hungers and thirsts for Me, a Heart that gives itself to a soul who desires it and humbly asks for it with sincerity, a Heart that corresponds to the love of Its creature.”
Friday 5 June 1964
Feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping us make this triduum of communions. On this beautiful day, allow me to give You a festive kiss on Your forehead. Allow me to rest on Your Heart. I am so comfortable and happy near You.”
“Ô my Beloved, why must I remove myself from You? Your embrace was so gentle to my soul! How hard it is to return to reality after having spent such gentle moments near Your adorable Heart where everything is so pure, so beautiful, so good, so consoling for a poor little soul.
My Beloved, I am sad for having so little to offer You on this beautiful day. However, I offer You the infinite love of Our Father. I offer You the Heart so pure, the love of Our Gentle Mother. I offer You the Spirit of Love in all its extent. I offer You the adoration of the angels and unite myself to the praises of the saints who decorate the Celestial Court. I offer You the love of souls, all the merit of the souls who love You and who want to console You, to serve You faithfully so that the reign of God may be made known in every soul.
I offer You my little heart so affectionate, so full of love for You. I offer You my whole life the way You want it. With Your grace, I accept everything out of love. You know, my Beloved, how I have to struggle, how much courage I need to continue my journey, to accomplish my mission. My enemy hates me so much. He tries in every way to discourage me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, no matter what your enemy does to you, you are Mine forever, with your little heart so full of love for Us, for Me, your Spouse.
My dear little spouse, the happiness you had when I brought you once again My love is nothing compared to all you can expect when you will be near Me. You didn’t know what more you could offer Me for My Birthday? Didn’t I make the right choice? Of course! My Beloved through this difficult trial. I wanted more by asking you to kiss the forehead of this person and apologize. You know, I am using My instrument to give you merit. In her eyes, you were wrong. Yes, I looked closely at what you were going to do, but I wasn’t disappointed. I was certain you would not refuse Me this joy. You are no longer able to refuse Me anything.
You are bound to My Divine Heart. You are attached to My love with a great intimacy that no one can remove. It is your possession, I should rather say, Our possession. Few souls can understand this and yet I am always ready to give Myself to souls who want Me, who want My love. I am ready to answer souls who speak to Me. I am ready to give Myself to souls who desire Me and ask Me humbly and sincerely to help them. With a single sigh of love, I cannot remain indifferent, so powerful is My love, so strong before a soul that is humble, loving, sincere.”
Saturday 6 JUNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I thank You for helping me make my spiritual communion. My director began his retreat last night. My Beloved, I recommend him to You. Watch over him, enlighten him, grant him, please, all the spiritual graces he needs for his sanctification and for the souls he is directing. Give him also the physical strength, in spite of his age (82).
His desire is as fervent as on the day of his ordination. He is still doing ministry and it is for You, my God, that he is working. It is to show You his love for souls. You are his sole ideal. It is he who made me know You, love You, serve You, suffer with Your Divine Son for Your greater glory. Since he has directed my little soul, he has always cooperated with the Holy Spirit in accepting everything out of love for You and souls… You know, my Beloved, how much my soul cost him.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, have no fear. He is with Us. I am watching over him as I am over you. Your two souls are so close to one another and I am the hyphen between you. Some day, you will understand all that he did for you, especially in directing your little soul. He had a mission to fulfill with you. Yes, to direct a victim soul isn’t easy but rather delicate, especially in discerning everything; the struggles with your enemy, your conversations with Us, your temptations and aspirations, etc. As of now, he has attached you forever. You don’t understand everything that is happening to you. No matter! Remain peaceful with Us.
You are in security with your director. No matter what state of soul you are in, remain very obedient. You are helping him fulfill his task, for he must give Us your little soul. Remind yourself of this beautiful day when I presented to My Father your little victim soul to Our love. Yes, my little victim of love, Our dear little host of love: “Receive, Heavenly Father with this white host.”
Such is the summary of what We are for one another, that is, what you are for Me forever.”
Sunday 7 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, everything is for You out of love! Too sick to write! I have remained in bed, attached to Our cross. I have a terrible headache. I cannot even keep any liquids down.
– Jésus: My Beloved, offer Me everything! Think of My crown of thorns that I carried out of love.
– Jesus: Think of My fast that I endured out of love so that some day, souls would be filled with Me. Unite your sufferings to Mine. There are so many sins that are going to be committed today. I am with you on Our cross! Aren’t We happy in Our sanctuary where We give thanks to Our Father through Our sufferings and Our love.”
Monday 8 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, the day is beginning with. “Do with me what You will.” At 7 o’clock,You were already prepared to put me to work. You know how I would have liked to rest a little after such a hard day yesterday. Please give me the necessary strength and courage to refuse You nothing. I need You so much, Your love, to sustain me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little spouse, today, I needed more. Humanly, you would have liked to remain in bed to get back your physical strength, but in the plan of God, Our Father, you have restored your moral strength. With your mission of victim, there is no respite. Your enemy does not take the time to rest.
I also, My Beloved, would like to rest, but there are so many souls to save. Faith is diminishing more and more. The morality of souls is getting lower. Certain souls believe they were created for pleasure. They don’t want to accept suffering. Penance and sacrifices are of the past, a loss of time. For them, My teaching about love and suffering is a ridiculous falsehood. My intimacy is senseless, the cross, an invention, a folly. And yet after so many signs of love!... It is with sorrow that I consider these poor souls living and functioning without any purpose. The journey of love is so easy to follow with Me. Everything that is strait is perfect.”
Tuesday 9 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You. How anxious I am to receive You! I am always hungry for You. For now, I am making a spiritual communion, but I would prefer to receive You entirely. My Beloved, it is Your wish to give Yourself as nourishment, not only in spirit.
I am living today our beautiful prayer of Total Giving: not only do I accept but I demand everything that, in Your infinite wisdom, it would please You to send me.
Yes, my Beloved, I expect everything from You, from Your wisdom. You alone know what my soul needs and what my body is able to accept in suffering.
You alone, ô Holy Spirit can enlighten me, direct my spirit. Strengthen my will in order to accomplish what God expects of me.
My Beloved, give me Your hand, I feel so weak. Only the assurance, the faith of Your presence in me gives me interior joy, hope of heaven and of Our future union. I miss You so much, ô my God whom I love, adore. My Beloved.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse so loved, I also am anxious to receive you forever. Believe Me, it is with regret that We are obliged to prolong your days on earth. The number of souls that you must help has been determined by Our Father, for the souls given to the victim soul are not limited.
For some, the souls are very costly and take several months, years, others are saved through a long martyrdom. Each victim soul has a mission to fulfill. This mission varies according to the state of the soul, the spirit, the heart and according to Our designs over it. For you, your mission is to make known Our love through suffering in a great intimacy. You will have to go to a total giving of yourself. Have no fear for We are but One. It is easy for you to make known Our love! And to make known Our intimacy, you only have to talk about Us, I and you… And to make known love in suffering, you only have to remain attached to Our cross and accept everything out of love. This way, you will be Our witness of love.
I know, My Beloved, that I am asking a lot! Come closer! Come and weep near Me! I understand you so well! If you could see the number of souls who are awaiting and asking for help to be saved and the number of souls who don’t want to cooperate is more considerable. They refuse Our love, turn their backs on Our merciful love and rebel and curse Our Father for having created them.
How can these souls believe in My love for them, in My Passion, in My Redemption? In such conditions, how can they be happy without loving Us, without hoping some day to come and live in Our Father’s house? They can’t stop a moment to reflect, to see where they are going. All that counts for these souls is “me” that is, their being with all the pleasures available and comfort. They care not about their soul, eternal salvation, suffering. Some day, they will have the time. And how many have not had the time to put things in order before appearing before Us.”
Wednesday 10 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have been waiting for You since 6 o’clock. I thought You would have surprised me. I am so anxious to receive You and yet, I have to wait for my director. Come, my Beloved! I hunger for You and I thirst for Your Precious Blood. My poor little soul is never satisfied. You alone, ô my Beloved, is my reason to live. With You, I am able to walk towards Our Father.”
– Jesus: “My Dear little spouse, thank you for accepting to follow Me. Today, We have walked a lot for souls. Don’t be surprised about the physical state of your little heart. Missing Us, your love for Us is so great that it is quite normal that you experience the consequences. Yes, My Beloved, I am consuming you in My love. The closer you are getting to Us, the more you will find the time long, for you will not be satisfied by My presence after having enjoyed My intimacy, after having tasted My love thanks to a greater spiritual bond. Thank you, My Beloved, for having helped your neighbor. I know in what condition you made this painful work. Now that you have accepted everything, share what you have received. Thank you for your love. If you could see the number of souls We have helped this evening for the glory of Our Father. Aren’t you happy to be with Me? What would you do alone?”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, don’t you see that your God is making fun of you? He loads you with trials, crosses, and afterwards, He comes like a hypocrite and asks you if you are happy to be with Him! He is lying when He makes you believe that you are saving souls. He isn’t fair with you.
He obliges you to work tirelessly for souls and to help your neighbor. During this time, these people have a good time, enjoy resting at your expense. What is He doing for you? To try to encourage you, He talks about heaven where you will never go. He talks about His intimacy which is nothing but pipe dreams, illusions. He talks about His love. Can He have some for a soul that is damned? In His pride, He hopes one day you will be with Him. This is why He calls you “My Beloved, My spouse” so that you may believe Him.
On the day when you will be convinced that your God loves you and considers you His spouse, you will be the proud one, for you will believe that you are the spouse of a God. Your God despises, condemns pride, and yet He is proud and jealous, for He would have liked to have me as His equal. Is His power superior to mine? Under the pretext that He is God, He thinks He can do what He wants. Where is His power over souls? I also am God for many souls. I am God in all shapes and forms, the God of pleasure, the God of riches and I am not a God begging for love, wanting to be loved, consoled. I never lower myself before a soul.”
Thursday 11 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, only a few hours of sleep! I was awakened very early!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if I woke you up with Our instrument, it is because your enemy is already near you. I wanted to be the first to say “Hello” and receive your little heart, your offering. Do not weep, My dear little spouse. I know that I am asking you a lot. I also am anxious to give Myself to you in My sacrament of love. Be brave! You are going to have a difficult day. Your enemy thinks he is powerful and strong. What can he possibly do without Our permission?”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, your God knows how to lie. In His pride, he wants to make you believe that He loves you and that He was the first one to come and greet you. Wrong! I am always near you. You are all mine forever. Do you believe He loves you by making you suffer the way He does? It is He who chastises you, then, he pretends that it is I. It’s easy for Him to say: Be brave. Do you believe this makes sense to act this way? What is His docrine of love worth? “I love you,” He says, but I am making you suffer. I bring you peace and afflict you with all kinds of crosses. “I am giving you everything,” and takes away the little you have. “You who are suffering, come to Me.” I will give you some more. “Come, blessed ones of My Father” to be condemned. I am happy that your director is on retreat. Eight days of rest, of peace! How I hate him!”
– Satan: “He had better think twice before it is too late! In his pride as a priest, he doesn’t realize that he is working for me, for, to direct a damned soul is a very delicate task, for, with you, there will be many souls. I wonder when he is going to wake up and see he is on the wrong road. For forteen years, you have been deceiving him. I shouldn’t talk to you this way; I am speaking against my interests! However, it pleases me to make known how powerless is Your God and the ignorance of your director. If your God were so powerful, would He have needed your director to direct your soul already lost for eternity?”
Friday 12 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid! I can’t go on! Listen to my voice. Will You remain deaf to my pleas? My God, I believe in You, I hope in You and I love You.
“Ô Eternal Father, ô Father, my Father, look upon Your little girl who is struggling against the attacks of her enemy. Please give me the strength to accept…and the courage to continue to stay with You. My Beloved is hiding. Where is He? I feel so alone! However, my God, I believe in Your presence in my soul. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I adore You and accept Your Most Holy and Adorable Will.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are acting like a nitwit. You notice that your God has left you and you are asking Him for help. You don’t even know what His will is and you pretend to accept it. Does a spirit have a will? It is ridiculous to believe that He is in you. Do you believe in the existence of a soul? It is an invention of your God to shake credulous spirits and to hide the defeat of His Son, for He had come to save souls, redeem the human race. But He was deceived. It is the souls that got away. He wanted to redeem the human race and it is I who has bought them with its entire humanity: pleasure, love, money, yes, pleasures of the body, the spirit. I give them everything to be happy: love in all shapes and forms, comfort, riches, pride, alcoholic beverages that are elements that draw many souls.
It is a powerful weapon against spirits. Without a mind of their own, how can these souls struggle, resist? And it is the first step towards the abyss, for drinking brings on a transfusion of vices, of sensuality that flows through all the arteries and occupies the will, the heart. And when looking at these souls, I can say like your God: everything is consumed by love.”
Saturday 13 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “At five o’clock in the morning, I began preparing my communion. Finally, my director phoned me to tell me that he was on his way to bring me my Jesus. What joy after having fasted! My heart was pounding loudly. My soul was filled with joy. You understand me, don’t You, my Gentle Mother of heaven? You also experienced and knew what it was like to wait!
After my communion, a long thanksgiving during which my Beloved made Himself known with a greater and stronger love. In the afternoon, Team work with my director and my dear little sister R… Everything was offered for C… and for Father Paul Mayer s.j. Thank You, my God, I am so happy! I am suffering but Your love is stronger than my suffering.”
Sunday 14 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for coming this morning. I am so happy. Only the love of God can produce this effect on my soul. After communion, a long conversation with my Beloved.”
– Mimi: “I don’t know how long these gentle moments lasted, during which Our intimacy became a reality. His embrace was so strong that I thought I was going to die in His powerful arms. Being alone with Him, I savored with delight His encouraging words.
It is in His sacrament of love that I feel most united to Him. Yes, to encounter Him with His love, His graces, His might, His mercy. I go to His encounter with my poor little heart filled with love. I bring Him my good will, my miseries, my needs, my sins, my weaknesses, my struggles. He is so good! He looks at me with tenderness. He speaks to me with so much love and mercy that my soul is flooded with joy. I am completely transformed, full of courage to continue my journey. How much courage I need to come back to reality. I rest so peacefully near His Divine Heart!
Now I understand why saint John loved to be with You, ô my God, my Beloved. And also why Mary Magdalene could not resist Your call, Your love, Your mercy. I understand why the good thief had this confidence in the face of death, this patience to endure and love your suffering. Isn’t it true that love and the cross bring me closer to You and help me discover many things? Without the help of Your grace and of the Holy Spirit, I could not even understand.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the little you have understood is nothing compared to what remains to be understood and what I have in store for you. My Beloved, if I hid Myself a little, it was to have the joy of hearing you call Me and seeing you look for Me. For a long time I veiled My face and hid My mystery of love so that you could discover it some day before appearing before Us (so that you could discover) what I am and how much I love you because you love Me by answering Yes to My love and remaining closely united to Me through Our intimacy in love and suffering for the greater glory of Our Father and for the salvation of souls.”
– Satan: Poor little girl, everything that happened this morning is nothing. It was I who was present in your soul and acted on your senses by immobilizing you for almost an hour. This way, I didn’t want prayers and offerings to be made after your communion, for I wanted you to profane the host without any witness. Alone with me, what could you do? Your director fell into the trap I prepared for him. By leaving you alone with me, he thought you were in great intimacy with your God. It is out of pride and to impress your director and R… that you held on. If your director believes that I am lying, why did he leave? It is because you played your role well. You are working well for me and your God gives me freedom to do what I want with you. He knows that everything is over between Him and you. He gave up His life for nothing.”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! My Beloved, I believe in You, I hope and I love You. My God, have pity on me. Mother, please come to my aid!”
Monday 15 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for coming to my aid. I am so happy to receive You in Your sacrament of love. I greatly need Your presence to sustain me. When I place myself on Your Divine Heart to rest a while, I forget everything. Only Your love remains. The more I taste You, the more I hunger for You! And I am never satisfied. I want to live for You, I want to love through You, I want to serve only You and not be served by You.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my dear little spouse, how many souls treat Me as a slave. They ask Me everything: I need this or that, and to please them, I should grant them their wish right away. They know not how to wait nor how to accept Our Holy Will over them. But if these souls insisted in asking Us right away for more love, more conformity, submission to Us, more charity towards their neighbor, more compassion for those who suffer, more obedience towards Our representatives, more respect for the sacraments, the Church, the religious and lay authorities.
These souls do not act as real children of God. Very often, they insist more on material favors than spiritual ones and at times, to satisfy their tastes, their fancies to the detriment of their souls. There are souls who ask for the rapid healing of a sick person, but how many ask with confidence, perseverance, the healing of a sick soul, make sacrifices to help this soul in danger of eternal death?... Some souls believe that this only concerns priests and religious. But, as members of the Mystical Body, by their baptism, many souls will have to answer for their negligence in praying, in helping their neighbor, for keeping selfishly what We had deposited in them.”
– Jesus: “It is a lack of charity not to pray for these souls and a lack of love for Us, a disregard towards the Holy Spirit who inspires, a lack of love towards Mary Immaculate who has given Her best for souls.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, this is ridiculous! The more you advance, the more you are sinking into the abyss of errors and lies by writing all this”
Tuesday 16 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thanks for teaching me about Your intimacy. I understand better Your love for me, and it is in Your Eucharist that I find peace and security. Yes, my Beloved, I love to rest in You.
Please grant me the grace of loving You more and more, of loving my mission, my duty of state. Sanctify my sorrows, my sacrifices. Purify my soul, my spirit, my will, my heart. I am so weak. Give me the courage to pick myself up to continue the struggle and tell myself: I will do better. With You, I can do anything. Help me attain my ideal in love and suffering. May my will remain united to Yours so that Your designs of love may be realized in me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, ask Us each day to always discover Our Holy Will, to find in My sacraments of love, Baptism, Eucharist, Penance and all the other sacraments, all the mysteries and graces that accompany them. If souls wanted to cooperate with Us! What graces, light, interior and exterior peace are lost uselessly because of a lack of will, sincerity, but especially of love. It is not always negligence among certain souls, but sometimes, there has been a lack of formation, moral education. Even among consecrated souls, many neglect this point. Many souls are concerned, undertake long studies in order to perfect their spiritual and cultural capacities.”
– Jesus: “After these years of study, efforts, struggles and sacrifices, they become aware that all that they have learned is so little. Many times… at the outset, spiritual formation is lacking. Others think they are safe because they have a limited knowledge of the spiritual life. Their souls always remain at the same moral level.
In Our Father’s plan, the soul wasn’t created to remain stationary but to elevate itself towards Us and return to Us with a stronger love. And it is on earth that souls must prepare their place by living as children of God and co-heirs of heaven. If faith were more vigorous, love more sincere, intimacy greater… to accept Our Holy Will unconditionally, without calculating the value of suffering, not to avoid trials, or refuse the cross. Yes, to offer Us everything out of love. With this program, how many souls would remain in Our love, in a solid and long lasting peace in awaiting the possession of an endless happiness with Us in the house of Our Father.
– Satan: “Poor little girl, aren’t you tired of hearing complaints, reproaches, the if’s of your God? Why did He create souls free and then impede them in all their attempts, their instincts, their talents and love. Yes, with a “if” I give them apparent freedom but I hold them back with My commandments, as I await to judge them. This way, He shows His defeat and the souls who want to follow Him are the weakest, the most fearful ones.”
Wednesday 17 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. How I find the time long before receiving You! With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I have prepared my communion. I have meditated for quite a while on Your love for me. How ungrateful I have been at times! You know, my Beloved, that at the bottom of my little heart so affectionate, there was love and an ideal that I could not perfectly discover. So, in Your love, You chose for me a good director who was enlightened, devoted, patient and generous. He did not calculate his time to direct my little soul. He did not calculate his sufferings, his sacrifices, his prayers to help me attain my ideal, that is, to love You more, to know You truly in a great intimacy and to serve You faithfully in a total gift of myself. With him, I learned to experience joy in suffering through immolation of myself. How costly for him was my soul!”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, still daydreaming! What results did your director obtain in directing your soul? Spiritual life only exists in the imagination of the foolish. You are constantly daydreaming! What nonesense! It is like a man sitting on a bale of hay and who thinks he is sitting in a comfortable rocking chair, or again, he is eating hardened bread, thinking it is a good meal. He is drinking water, thinking it is good wine. He is in rags, thinking he is well dressed, etc. Spiritual life is just as ridiculous, for it leads souls to transform their spirits, their will, their hearts towards an unknown ideal. Why try to spiritualize a human life when a human being is a subject of perdition!”
– Satan: “How can a soul want to attain an ideal with something it does not see nor understand? God does not care about souls and will answer: My love is a mystery. He did well to live a hidden life. He saw the defeat of His public life. Those who took pity on Him were among the most miserable, the rejects of society. It was quite an honor for someone to say He is King. And you, my poor little one, you believe in all these fairy tales? You believe that you are the spouse of such a God? You believe you have a mission to accomplish: To make known love through suffering. If your God did not succeed, do you believe you can change peoples’ minds? If you only had the mission of making known love in all its shapes and forms without the suffering! This is when you would be successful!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me forget all these lies. Ô Holy Spirit, purify my spirit and please strengthen my will! My Gentle Mother of heaven, keep my heart pure and protect my soul. Thank You for Your love.”
Thursday 18 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Good morning my Beloved! We started working early! Hardly a few hours of sleep!...I am feeling more and more the heaviness of my cross. At times it crushes me. My Beloved, please help me!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, why do you say “my” cross when We are in this together? However, Sunday, you were certain We were more than One! Take courage, my Beloved! I know your cross is heavier because you have more souls to save. With your mission, you are cooperating with Me. Look at Me on Our dear treasure, Our little crucifix.
Don’t allow yourself to be crushed by the attacks of your enemy who is raging against you. You haven’t fallen yet under the weight of Our cross. Think of Me. I had nowhere to rest My head and you, you have My Divine Heart. Your angel of consolation is your director that I have chosen for you, to direct your little soul. My Beloved, the heavier your cross, the more the merits will be great and agreeable to Our Father. Don’t forget you will always have to walk on the road of silence with love. I am asking you a lot, but, this way, you will not be able to have any personal satisfaction, for I allow these trials to detach you more and more from the world, from earthly things. Even in Our moments of intimacy, what do you have left? You don’t have the happiness, the joy of thinking about all that is going on between Us when I am with you. You would be too happy! After My loving embrace, I disappear and you remain there to face reality.
This is the reason why you suddenly find emptiness around you and that you weep. Some day, My Beloved, you will know true happiness near Me forever. Our union will be perfect in Our Father’s house.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are getting more and more mentally ill. You are hoping for union with your God. About what union is He speaking? If He is really risen with His body, it is therefore a carnal union He desires. So, He approves the union of two creatures who love one another without being engaged in the bonds of marriage! If this is what mystical union is about, why is He so strict? And you, how did you become His spouse? You believe it is enough to be chosen, called by name? Why does He chose a spouse if He can’t enjoy her? And you, in believing this, you are depriving yourself of great joys and happiness. Why did He give you senses if you are not able to enjoy them. After this, He wants you to be happy. After communion, He gives you a loving embrace and goes and hides like Adam. But if you want to act this way and have human love, He condemns it because He is jealous. But you, if you wanted, you could give yourself pleasure without being scolded.”
– Mimi: “My God, I beg You, come to my aid! I believe in You, I hope and love You. Saint Michael, stay near me, please. Mother! Give me Your hand. With You, I am safe.”
Friday 19 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t know why I feel nervous and impatient. I can’t even stand myself. Everything tires me, especially long conversations over the phone. My Beloved, please help Your little spouse.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, for sure I will help you. You don’t know why you are feeling this way? It is because I want more and this gives me the pleasure of hearing you call Me for help. My Beloved, with your mission, with your vow of immolation, I can only send you physical suffering. Moral suffering is what contributes most in saving souls. With moral suffering, you detach yourself more and more from yourself, you even detach yourself from joys, legitimate consolations in spiritual life. With these trials, there is complete emptiness of your soul, your heart, your spirit, your whole being. You are passing at that moment through the press of My love from which a source of graces will spring forth to quench the souls thirsting for love and truth. My Beloved, My love feeds you and you nourish souls.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, I am anxious to see how your story, your life is going to end. You have been deceiving your director for such a long time! To deceive the Eternal Father isn’t easy! How can you believe in a God who is deceiving you? He pretends to be food for the souls: “My Body is food and My Blood drink”, is what He said and taught and today, He is trying to make you believe that He is feeding your love so that you may feed souls. How ridiculous can one get to say such a thing? And He is the God of truth!
The Almighty needs the soul of someone damned to accomplish His mission! How can you cooperate in this? He speaks of spiritual life as if it really existed. He speaks to you about moral suffering that saves souls… In this case, why did He suffer in His Body? Why was He crucified? What are your physical sufferings worth now? Forty-three years of suffering!... Everything is lost, finished. All that is left for you to do is to find as much joy and happiness that life can give you.”
Saturday 20 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. How good it feels to receive you with all Your love! I am happy to be able to rest a little near You, my God, whom I love and adore. My Beloved, increase my faith, my confidence in the present situation. I ask myself why I have to lose time writing down all the lies and suggestions of my enemy. It’s enough for me to put up with them! My mind is saturated and my heart suffers so much!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, why again! Your director did well in scolding you yesterday. I think I have given you enough signs… Come, my Beloved, don’t cry. Look at Me in the eyes. If your heart is so sensitive, think about Mine that is so tender, so good, so delicate, so meek. The slightest indelicacy towards My love coming from you wounds Me in the deepest part of My soul.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am suffering more in knowing that You are suffering because of me. It is my turn to ask You to come near me so that I may wipe Your tears and ask You sincere forgiveness by kissing Your forehead with a kiss of peace. Yes, my Beloved, look at me in the eyes so that I may discover Your forgiveness. I cannot hold back my tears at the thought that I have caused You sorrow.
My Beloved, You alone are able to know all that is going on in me. I don’t know what to do. You tell me to trust You and not to try and understand and when the great temptations against faith arrive, etc…
You ask me to understand when everything in me is dark and there is complete emptiness. My director tells me to tell him everything, and when I do, he scolds me, and You agree with him. In great temptations, how can I understand, when I am unable to distinguish right from wrong? My Beloved, come to my aid. I don’t know where I am going. I don’t want to lose You. Ô Holy Spirit, please enlighten me and guide me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you must not be surprised by what is happening to you. You are only continuing to walk along the road that Our Father has designated for you. This road is not one of roses, but a way of the cross that will become after Our perfect union, a road of roses where gentle perfume will embalm Our home forever.
My dear little host of love, I know what you are suffering at the moment. I understand you so well. I also experienced these hours of darkness, weariness, disgust and abandonment. You know, My Beloved, at times in spiritual life, there seems to be a contradiction and souls must trust Us in spite of everything. Even among enlightened souls, there comes a day when nothing goes, everything is obscured. They must experience spiritual darkness before discovering the eternal light they will enjoy in Our home. And this light is Our merciful love, Our peace for all eternity with Us.”
– Satan: ““Amen” would say W… if she were near you. See how your God is deceiving you once again. He doesn’t even have the humility to excuse Himself for having scolded you. It is He who allows the situation, therefore, you are not responsible. All He wants is to make you suffer as much as possible before sacrificing you and finally damning you.”
Sunday 21 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “My God, come to my aid! My enemy doesn’t stop pursuing me. He attacks me violently. To protect myself, I use holy water and take refuge near my Beloved, saying: My God, I believe in You, I hope in You and I love You.
I who was so happy to be alone with You in our little home. My enemy takes advantage of the occasion to trouble me. My God, if it is a trial, I accept and if I am so evil, convert me. Please enlighten me.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, do you believe that your God is able to convert you? Don’t try to repent and draw pity on yourself. Your God has rejected you long ago and His Son despises you. The Holy Spirit mocks you with His suggestions that you believe are inspirations. With them, you believe you have a mission to save souls and with me you have a role to play to lose souls. You have all that it takes for this: a calm face, the voice of an angel, even to sing the Salve Regina, a quick mind, a superior intelligence to compose prayers to the Eternal Father, “Receive, Heavenly Father” etc… all this to impress your listeners. You prepare your game with extreme ease for your director and another person who will fall under your influence. I’m looking forward to it. You seem so sincere at the end of Team work and the tears you shed are only to impress your witnesses.
If what is happening came from your God, He wouldn’t allow you to deceive His representative and consecrated souls.”
– Satan: “Do you believe that He would allow you to write lies and spread error and doubt in souls? Why this remorse that eats you up day and night? And when you tell your director about it to free your conscience, he pretends that everything is clear, except that his eyes do not see what you are really like. When you will be with me forever, he will be sorry for not having listened to you and exorcised you.
However, I can’t complain for your director agrees with me by telling you to continue, “all is well.» Even your God gives me complete freedom, for He prefers to escape. He can’t put up with seeing a baptized soul work so well for me. With all you have received from Him, He has filled you, I should rather say filled us, for what you have received, it is I who has benefitted and I apply it to chosen souls. I also have chosen souls who travel the world for the loss of souls. For the moment, the one I love and prefer most is you. I ask myself why I shouldn’t call you also: my beloved, for you are mine forever.
Don’t cry! I am only telling you what you are.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, where are You? I can’t go on! My mind is full of his lies, his ideas. My heart suffers greatly in having to write all this.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… I love you so! Offer up everything, even the consolation of being true and in Our peace. This is what it is like to live in pure love, to love Us in faith, dry but sincere and trusting. Value has no price in Our eyes. Even if your enemy thinks that your director and Myself don’t see clearly. He didn’t see your eyes during Team work, especially after looking at Our dear little crucifix.
Monday 22 JuNE 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. I am so happy to receive You after yesterday’s storm. Near You, calm has returned. Thank You for giving me such an enlightened director. He encourages me to offer everything up, for the trial is almost over. I rather have the feeling that it is the end that is winning over me… My Beloved, help me, please, to live fully the beautiful prayer of total giving. “Do with me what you will”… If there is anything else I can do for You and for souls… I accept out of love even to live.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, if you knew how much your God is mocking you, your promises, your offerings. The situation is getting more and more complicated, and this amuses me a lot. It is nothing compared to the Team work that will take place in a few days. How I am looking forward to it! Your God is already worried. He is afraid of the results, He who says He is humble. He will have to admit defeat, and if He does not accept, He will be showing that He is as proud as I; the only difference is that I am not a hypocrite.
This is why He hates me. Because, when I enter a soul, I always speak to it softly. I proceed calmly. I am sincere with souls who listen to me. No promises. As for Himself, it is the contrary: a lot of promises and no action. A quantity of threats : Threats of losing Him as if it were something terrible, threats of losing His love. There are enough kinds of love without having to feel unhappy about not having and deserving His love; threats of dying as if death were something to fear. It is only a liberation during which the soul will no longer have to fear.”
– Satan: “The soul will simply go back to nothingness from which it came. It was where my rebellion began when I saw how jealous of me God was. To avenge Himself, He tried to compromise my power. Having been defeated, He wanted to exterminate all of us, but the contrarye took place, even so today. I did not leave alone. I had many allies who are still working for me. And at the end to time, I will return stronger in all my glory and power. And what is your God doing? He is always looking for souls. He is begging for love while I have it in abundance. He weeps and I am rejoicing. He is asking for everything and I am giving away everything. His law is a doctrine of fear, while my doctrine is unlimited freedom.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, my enemy is back. Please come to my aid! I suffer to have to write all this.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it isn’t he, it is I who allow these terrible temptations. He thinks he is strong! What can he do without Our permission? He even flees from the presence of your director. He is afraid of a consecrated soul. He is afraid of Us, the Blessed Trinity. He flees Mary Immaculate. He dreads your soul, Me and you. He cannot approach it. Saint Michael is constantly pursuing him. Yet, he says he is powerful. My Beloved, remain peaceful in Our love.”
Tuesday 1st September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, after being obliged to take two months of rest due to illness, I resume our conversations. What memories, what thanksgiving to be given, what praises to render for so much love, kindness and mercy!
Since I received the Sacrament of the sick, I am still not restored. The shock was too much for my little heart. But for my little soul, this loving embrace has left me with a wound, for since this day, I am suffering even more from being separated from You, ô my God. I never thought that Your love was so strong!
After receiving the Sacrament of the Sick, humanly speaking, I was sorry to live after having had such intimate moments with You. Thank You for helping me want to live. How I have to struggle in order not to appear sad before my neighbor!”
– Jesus: “This is nothing compared to the perfect union I have with a soul in the state of grace. My embrace is just as gentle with a soul that is repentant, sincere and loving. Before a sinful soul, I am not focused on its sins, but rather look at its love, its humility, its sincerity, its submission to Our adorable Will, and my welcoming will be greater when I come for it. I will give it the same welcome it gave Me when receiving Me. This is why the soul must always ask for the help of Mary, Mediatrix of all graces. A Mother never refuses Her child who recognizes its smallness and calls on Her with love and sincerity, especially if this child jumps in Her arms with confidence and abandonment.
Mary is My Mother and also yours.
Wednesday 2 September 1964
– Mimi: “Already two months have gone by since I received the Sacrament of the Sick and I am still here… Far from You, my Beloved, my agony is longer. Nothing interests me. Your love, alone, sustains me and helps me accept the Holy Will of Our Father. Yes, my desire of heaven is growing more and more. How anxious I am to receive it!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, that is what loving Me is about! To accept everything out of love! Yes, you must answer all the needs of souls that I send you and that Our Father has entrusted to you for His greater glory.
My dear little spouse, with your vow of immolation, you must walk with Me. After living a hidden life, you must widen the horizons with a public life so that Our love may grow in souls. If you knew the number of souls We have to purify… Our Father is so pleased to be consoled by His little Team of love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how many times You told me that We were so happy to be alone, that You were hiding me from other humans! Today, you are asking me to widen the horizons with a public life. What must I do? I must admit that I don’t understand exactly what more You want from me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, be calm, be peaceful. I am not asking you to cover the earth by preaching, praying in public, giving lectures!... No, My dear little G…, remain simply where you are. Yes, be Our little host of love, Our little victim. Remain attached to Our cross. By hiding you from people during fourteen years, I wanted to prepare you for your beautiful mission of victim. Today, I am asking more from you for Our greater glory and for souls. The souls I am sending you and that Our Father has entrusted to Us must return to Him. We must give them to Him completely purified. You must not keep selfishly what We have given you out of love and what you know about Us. By a special grace that your director obtained for you, you can now understand the value of a soul. With the help of the Holy Spirit, you can understand Our merciful love, our intimacy. After having received so much, you must now cooperate with Us to help a great number of souls. This contract with Us wasn’t made and accepted only in spirit. It must also become visible through actions. You will have no respite. Much will be asked of you because you have received much. You have been spoiled, treated like a queen, for Our Father deigned to give you the cross, this Royal gift of the cross that you accepted with Me, your God, your Spouse who loves you with an infinite love.”
Thursday 3 September 1964
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in accepting to become My spouse, you were accepting everything. Remember the word “everything.” Remember what your director told you one day after confession: “God wants everything from you.”He was inspired by the Holy Spirit. He understood the extent of the word “everything”. With the word “EVERYTHING” We were preparing you for your beautiful mission as a victim of love.”
Friday 4 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for coming this morning. Yes, I need You so much to accomplish all that You expect and want from me.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We expect a lot from you. To the souls I am sending you, you must especially speak of Us, of Our love, make known Our mercy, Our intimacy. Have no fear, the Holy Spirit will be in your heart, in your spirit, in your mouth, and We will be in your soul.
Yes, you speak of Us, of the needs of Our Church, of religious vocations, of missions. Yes, you must also speak of little ones, the sick, those who are suffering morally and physically. But, you must pray in a special way. Each soul has a duty of state to fulfill in the Mystical Body. A soul who lives without a supernatural ideal is like a senseless person who is content to live not knowing why. It isn’t guided by its spirit nor its will but by its feet. It speaks only instinctively. Its whole being lives in slavery.”
Saturday 5 September 1964
– Mimi: “Many thanks for having come this morning… I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You ô Eternal Father for your infinite and merciful love. My Beloved, please help me. Give me the strength and courage to accept everything.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you know that I never leave you. We want more from you. It is through love and patience that you will enlarge the horizons of Our love. You will receive these souls as a mother receives her children. This will be quite demanding in sacrifices but especially in love. You must be in communion with the sufferings and problems of your neighbor. What can a soul do before a closed door? Didn’t I open My Divine Heart to allow souls to penetrate? And you, how did you enter My Heart forever? Have you already forgotten the embrace of 30 Juin 1964 where your heart was unable to resist?... This overflowing love that you received, you must share with your neighbor. You must not be selfish by retaining these gifts you received.
How many consecrated souls keep jealously this fault called spiritual egotism?... Thank You my God for this new happiness!”
Sunday 6 September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for being in my soul through a spiritual communion. I adore You, ô Blessed Trinity and I love You. It is the right time to say: Do with me what You will and thank You my God for everything. Yes, thank You for allowing me to live the beautiful prayer of Total Giving.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved for accepting it in your life, this beautiful gift of the Holy Spirit, this masterpiece of love for little souls.”
Monday 7 September 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You in Your Sacrament of love. Yes, my Beloved, I come to You in the Host for I believe in Your love, I believe that You are truly alive. It is with confidence that I come to tell You my needs and those of souls You have entrusted to me that are even greater. My God, You who know about human miseries, have mercy on us! Help us and enlighten us!
“Ô Holy Spirit, guide us during these holy days. Be present in our will so that we may have the strength and courage to correspond to all that God will ask of us. Be present in our spirits and thoughts. May our desires be lifted up towards You, my God and my All! Be present in our hearts! Help us become detached from worldly things so that the love it contains may be directed to You alone, my Father, God Almighty.”
Tuesday 8 September 1964
Feast of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin
– Mimi: “I am happy to receive You on this beautiful day!
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to wish You a Happy Birthday! Thank You, my God, for giving Her to us as Mother. It is in Her arms that I wish to live and die. My Gentle Mother, protect me from my enemy. Keep my soul pure! Like yourself, I want to accept everything out of love by submitting myself to the most adorable Will of our Father. I unite my poor little life to Your life so active, so great, so full of total love. Thank You for accepting to become my Mother. In spite of my despicable conduct, You were always near me to help me, to protect me. How many times I never thought of thanking You. How ungrateful I have been! I did not think that the joys I had were bought by Your tears. I was selfish like a spoiled child. I thought that everything was my due, and yet, if God had treated me the same way I treated Him, I wouldn’t have received much. But in His infinite love, instead of rejecting me, He came to get me by giving me His Divine Son as Spouse.
Yes, poor Jesus! How He loves me with all my miseries, my weaknesses! Poor human nature… I am so unworthy of so much goodness! What am I worth in Your eyes, ô my God? I am nothingness!”
– Jesus: “Of course not, My Beloved, you are more than nothingness, you are a child of God, My spouse. By the state of grace, We are living in you in spite of the state in which your soul happens to be. Yes, We are living in you. You must not only look at your miseries. Have you thought about all We are doing in your soul? It is We who are operating in souls. Before the ugliness of a soul in the state of sin, we make it beautiful. Before a soul that is evil, We present it with goodness. Before a soul who is in despair, We give it hope. Before a soul who is lukewarm, We make it fervent. The more a soul is humble, submissive, the more Our love will grow. The more it feels small in Our hands, the more We will make it strong. Our love is always triumphant.”
Wednesday 9 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You! I have the joy of receiving You once more. My Beloved, in spite of my indignity, I am sure that it pleases You to come to me, into my soul to purify it, enlighten it, strenghten it and embellish it. It is Your favorite home. Help me keep it clean so that You may rest in it. You know how much I love to receive You!”
Thursday 10 September 1964
– Mimi: “Ô Holy Spirit, please enlighten me so that I may offer my Gentle Mother of heaven a gift that will please Her. You know, my God, how much I want to please Her. I love Her so! Ô Immaculate Virgin, keep me in Your arms so that You may offer me some day to God!”
Friday 11 September 1964
– Mimi: “My God, I thank You! The more I receive You, the more I feel the need to be with You. To a small child, one must give it little Jesus, and I am like a child. I always need my little Jesus. I should rather say, my great Jesus, my tall Jesus, my Beloved, my Spouse, but especially my God and my All.
My Beloved, please help me to prepare well the beautiful feast of our Mother. With the permission of my director, I can offer more. My enemy is enraged because I love my Gentle Mother of heaven, for, with Her I am in security.
– Jesus: “But of course, My Beloved, with the help of the Holy Spirit, you will be guided towards Us and led by Our Gentle Mother.”
Saturday 12 September 1964
Feast of the Holy Name of Mary
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Thank You for allowing me to receive You on this beautiful day. How beautiful it must be in heaven when it is the feast of the Mother of God, of Mary Immaculate! I unite myself to the hymns of praise of the Celestial Court to show You my love, my gratitude for Your special protection during my life and especially in great moments of temptation. Yes, my Gentle Mother, I was really protected. Thank You also for giving me Your Jesus. Thank You for allowing me to know God. Thank You for helping me do battle against my enemy. Thank You for being my model. How many times I wept over my faults and how many times I sang with You the Magnificat.When I recite the Salve Regina, I know that You are there with me and this gives me confidence.
I believe that You are interceding for me. You are my strength and I count on You. You help me do battle against my enemy. In my sorrows, I call on You and I am certain that when the hour of God shall ring, You will come to my aid. Your Motherly Heart cannot reject Her little girl asking for your help. Yes, asking to help her walk towards God, help to accept everything out of love, help in working solely for the glory of God, help to remain silent in moments of joy as in moments of sorrow, help to do battle against her enemy, help to live in intimacy with God.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, please ask for me all the graces I will need to love and serve God. Teach me to live in humility and self-denial in order to please God.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, may You be blessed and glorified by the gentle Name of Mary, my Mother!”
Sunday 13 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for giving Yourself to me in Your sacrament of Love! Yes, I often meditate on these words: “Come to Me, all of you!”… I cannot resist this call or remain insensitive before the Host. I am looking at You, my Beloved whom I adore!
I believe that You are really alive. I eat Your love, for You are all Love. Your Body is so precious and I drink Your Blood to strengthen me. You alone are the One whom we must seek and expect everything from You. Yes, expect Your Love. You alone can give it to me. My love that I believe to be so strong is so small near Yours. And yet, I want to love You with all my soul, all my heart and all my strength. My Beloved, consider my good will and sincerity.”
– Mimi: “A person, reading my notes said to me: “This is good, even very good, but there are a lot of repetitions.” I was sad. Then, I thought of You. You never complain of repeating myself when I tell You that I love You!”
– Jesus: “Of course not, My Beloved! I am always happy to hear you say it and repeat it. Isn’t My life a repetition of My Love? For centuries, I haven’t stopped repeating the same words of love and mercy. Even My gestures are the same. Meditate and look at Me on Our little crucifix. Have I not always had my arms extended to receive you? As a Little Child, I extended My little Hands. Later on, I extended My Arms to draw you from your well of miseries.
Then, one day, I gave you My Hand to walk with Me towards Our Father. And there, in My powerful Arms, I offered you to My Father as a victim of love. And, in accepting My offering, He attached you to the cross with Me. Then, there was the loving embrace in love and suffering. Our arms are extended towards Our Father to thank Him, to praise Him and to implore Him.
Everything in our lives is repetition: work, conversations, gestures, seasons, etc. Even the intellectual and moral development is a repetition. What is unique belongs to God, unique love that is infinite and merciful, the Almighty. From now till the end of time, there will always be repetition in souls, in the body, in the stars, in nature, in life and in death. In everything, only Our love is unique.”
Monday 14 September 1964
Exaltation of the Holy Cross
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for coming this morning! After communion, I renewed my vows. My Beloved, isn’t this a day of celebration for Us? Through the exaltation of the Holy Cross, Love is triumphant. It is the victory over our enemy!
My Beloved, how I love to look at You on the cross! It is there that I understand Your love, Your mercy! It is near the cross that I meditate, and with Your grace, discover what love in suffering is about.
“Ô my Beloved, I thank You for helping me carry my daily cross, and thank You for giving it to me as a gift.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is the most beautiful gift I can give souls. Yes, the Royal gift of the cross. The love of the cross is difficult to understand and painful to accept. Souls are looking rather for happiness and comfort. Poor souls! If they knew that the smallest cross accepted out of love has an infinite price in My eyes. How do they want to enter our Father’s house without the cross?
Yes, My Beloved, carry your physical and moral crosses with love. Don’t forget! The cross is the standard of Our love. Is it not a privilege for you to be attached to the cross with Me, your God? Thank you, My dear little victim of love!”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for speaking to me.”
Tuesday 15 September 1964
Feast of Our Lady of Seven Sorrows
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for coming this morning. Thanks also to my director. You know, my Gentle Mother of heaven, how much we love You! My director is always ready to give You homage, to show You his love. I am pleased for this allows me to receive the Blessed Trinity.
I was meditating on Your sufferings and all that You accepted out of love for God, for us and for me. I ask forgiveness for all the sorrows and sufferings that I caused You. How ungrateful and evil I was! How could I consider myself to be Your child? Instead of rejecting me, You came to get me, for, You knew how unhappy I was at being separated from God and being far from Your Divine Son! You know that in spite of my despicable conduct, I came to take refuge near You to weep over my sins! With You, I know that I am secure.
“Ô Virgin of Sorrows, help me see the enormity of my sins and have deep sorrow for having offended my God, infinitely good, my Creator. Lend me Your Heart to love Him, adore Him, serve Him always.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for asking Our Mother to help you. She is constantly watching over you. As She looks at Us on Our cross, She gives thanks to God. With your mission as victim, like your Gentle Mother, Mary Immaculate, you must give birth to many souls through love and suffering.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You can see that I am not refusing to have children! Each day, my spiritual family is growing.
“Ô my God, please help me teach them to love and adore Your Holy Will over them in all things. Help me nourish them with Your love. How can I feed them with the little I have? You alone can deposit in them love, confidence and charity. I am but a feeble instrument in Your powerful arms. I expect everything from You, ô my God, my Father whom I so love.”
Wednesday 16 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming to visit me in Your sacrament of love! Thank You for giving me the desire to receive You! Thank You for giving me the desire to eat You in order to nourish myself and drink Your Precious Blood to purify and sanctify me. Thank You for giving me the opportunity of receiving You so often. In spite of everything, I am never satisfied.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I also am never satisfied in visiting you. You are in such a need of Us and We need you and your love to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls.”
Thursday 17 September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is near Our little crucifix that I come for courage.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what things to be learned before Our dear little crucifix. I know that you are suffering a lot. You know, it is an art to know how to suffer with a smile, and it is a masterpiece of love to know how to suffer in loving Us. By a special grace, you have received both… It isn’t enough to have received… you must keep these graces very preciously. You need them to accomplish your mission in love and suffering.”
Friday 18 September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I feel sad. I would have liked so much to receive You. However, with a spiritual communion, I am able, by Your grace, to adore You present in me. Yes, today, I want to work with You. I feel the need to spread happiness and joy around me. And thank You, my God, for having deposited in me such a love for souls. How I would like the world to be happy!”
“Ô Eternal Father, deposit in all souls, love, so that they may have Love in their souls, in their hearts, in their spirits; so that they may live in a spirit of charity, confidence and peace. By the merits of Your Divine Son, please hear my prayer!”
Saturday 19 September 1964
– Mimi: “I am finally going to receive You this morning. I am so happy! Ô my Beloved, help me be more generous. It is a difficult science to know how to give oneself totally in words and spirit…, but to give oneself with ones heart and will requires Your help. How I need Your help to see You in my neighbor! I need the eyes of faith!”
“Ô Holy Spirit, please enlighten me! My Gentle Mother of heaven, guide me in my actions and words so that the souls that God sends me will return with more love of God and happiness in their hearts and peace in their souls. I beg You, please speak to me. I would like so much for souls to love You, ô Blessed Trinity! ”
Sunday 20 September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I come to visit You in my poor little soul. Yes, another spiritual communion! I am so anxious to see You face to face, to possess You forever without the fear of losing You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for coming to visit Us in your little home where We are so happy. Yes, this greeting, so affectionate, each day, We await it like you await the rays of the sun. It enlightens your soul. And with Our Divinity, We place in it this ray of love that you will give souls whom We have entrusted to you.”
Monday 21 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, a million thanks, my God. I don’t know with what words I can tell You my gratitude, all my love. I am so happy to receive You. Please increase in me the desire to always see You in my neighbor.”
“Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me constantly so that I may know how to give without restrictions what I received from God out of love. I want to give freely, generously, without stinginess, to give everything out of love till the end. I begin over and over again. I have to struggle against this spiritual egotism that creeps into me…Poor Jesus, what do you think of Your little spouse?”
Tuesday 22 September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I am so sad when I see a person living without any hope, without love, without ideal. I would like her so much to understand Your love. And when I think that I also in the past didn’t understand Your love and yet believed I was loving You. How I regret everything. How blind I was! I was walking towards perdition without opening my eyes. Thank You, my Beloved, for having redeemed me, for saving me, for coming to get me as the prodigal child by its Father, where He receives me with His merciful Love. Thank You my God for Your infinite Love.”
Wednesday 23 September 1964
– Mimi: “My God, thank You. I don’t know how to thankd You for so much love. I am so happy to receive You in my poor little soul that pines for You, my God, my Father, whom I adore in silence. Thank You for the grace You gave me to understand a little about Your Love, to associate me with the sufferings of Your Divine Son.”
“Ô my God, what can I refuse You after so many signs of love? I am so unworthy. The more I recognize my sins, my weaknesses, the more I discover Your merciful Love, Your paternal goodness, ô God whom I love so much!”
Thursday 24 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. I had the pleasure of receiving You this morning. Happy Birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven!
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, hear the prayers of Your little girl who puts her trust in her Mother. Please help me realize my ideal of loving God and souls. Yes, I want to unite myself to God more and more. You who possessed God, who experienced the action of the Holy Spirit, who enjoyed the presence of Jesus in You, ask these graces for me. Yes, may God the Father be for me my All, that I may really possess Him so that at Your example, I may give Him to others. For this, I need to be docile to the actions of the Holy Spirit in me. At Your example, I abandon myself to the action of the Holy Spirit in me.
With You, guided by the Spirit of Love and Truth, I will walk with You in humility, submission and love of God. By the presence of Jesus in You, You experienced intimacy where love and suffering are but one. Obtain for me this intimacy. May this love grow in my soul in order to give it to souls.
Thank You for all the graces You asked for me. Thank You for Your protection of every moment.”
Friday 25 September 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please grant me the grace of seeing You in all things and everywhere. Increase my faith in order to see You in my neighbor and in all the circumstances surrounding me.
Yes, my Beloved, I want to be in the place that You have given me in the Mystical Body. With You, I want to accept everything out of love. Thank You for helping me understand and accept my mission. After having offended You so much! Out of love, You give me the privilege of following You on the road of love and suffering. Thank You, my God! Many thanks to the Holy Spirit for guiding my steps and enlightening me. Thank You, my Gentle Mother for Your constant protection.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are aware that without Me you can do nothing. The more you depend on Me, the stronger you get. The more empty you become, the more I take possession of Our home in your soul. After having detached you from the world, from earthly things, from yourself, I wanted you all to Myself forever. My Father released your soul by having you experience three agonies of the heart, soul and spirit. And it is at the school of the Holy Spirit that you went through these trials, with the help of your director who was a perfect teacher in the least details. Our Gentle Mother watched over your spiritual formation. She was your model.
Saint Michael is protecting you. He is constantly near you with your guardian angel and your patron saint, Saint George who is taking a close care of your little soul. Saint Ann is interceding for you, for you have the joy of carrying these two beautiful names, dear to Our heart: Mary-Ann. The meaning of the name, Ann, in hebrew is very significant. Yes, a child of grace is what you have been for Us, after having been the child of Our merciful love.”
Saturday 26 September 1964
Feast of Holy Canadian Martyrs
– Mimi: “On this beautiful day, I received my three loves. Thank You, my God, for so much happiness! We are beginning a Triduum of communions in honor of Saint Michael, our great friend and protector! Many thanks to my director for his devotion.
My Beloved, please help me! You know his great desire to offer everything out of love. Sustain him! He is so weak, exhausted and is suffering so much. Holy Canadian Martyrs, please help him during his lifetime! He has suffered for the greater glory of God and for the salvation of souls. Being your brother in Christ, watch over him as you have watched over me when I was eight and in a coma! A Jesuit father placed on my forehead a relic of Fathers Jean de Bréboeuf and Isaac Jogues.
I regained consciousness to the joy of my parents. According to the doctor, there was no more hope. He was encouraging them to accept. How many times my mother told me about this. With her help, we had learned to love and pray to the Holy Canadian Martyrs. What favors we obtained!... Many thanks!
“Ô Holy Martyrs, watch over our parish and all the jesuit fathers, the families, the sick, the little ones. Please give us your faith and courage to struggle, your love to accept all things, your generosity to give all things till the end. Give us many vocations to the priesthood, to religious life, missionaries. Watch over our missionaries. Help them in their heroic vocation in the service of God.
Increase their love for You and for souls. Ô Holy Martyrs, make us understand the spirit of love, of sacrifice, of charity towards our neighbor, especially for those who do not know You, ô my God, and who need You. Ô Holy Spirit, please enlighten them so that we may find ourselves together in the house of Our Father.”
Sunday 27 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping us. My director came to bring me my Sweet Jesus. I am so happy! Ô my Beloved, my unique rest is in You. Yes, it is near You that I learn many things, that I understand better Your merciful love. I thank You for making me understand Your Holy Will over me. Thank You for detaching me from the things of the world. Many times, it was in spite of myself. I just didn’t understand. Thank You for giving me that freedom in detachment from the heart, soul and spirit. I can finally breathe. I feel this interior joy, this peace of soul. Yes, I am breathing Your love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this well being is nothing compared to the happiness I have in being received in a soul who empties itself. Thank you for receiving the souls that I send you. You are practicing charity by giving them your time. Don’t worry about what you will say or answer. Let your heart speak, lift up your spirit towards Us. Open the door of your soul so that Our love can penetrate and touch these souls. You have received so much!
You must feed your spiritual children through prayer, sacrifice and love. How many souls have died from a lack of spiritual food. The soul that is neglected no longer breathes and becomes anemic and risks losing itself. The will is no longer in charge of its human quality as a child of God because it no longer has the strength to say yes to God and no to the things of the world. And in what state is the heart? What is life worth for these souls? Pray a lot for souls who ask for a lot and who give Us so little or almost nothing in return.”
Monday 28 September 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for allowing me to receive You. I don’t deserve so much happiness. Many thanks to my director. My Beloved, please help me, enlighten me, guide me, so that the souls I will receive this afternoon leave with a heart full of God’s love and confidence in You. Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten them, please. Ô my Beloved, because of my public life, I have a lot of trouble writing. There are phone calls, visits. Do not allow Our intimacy to suffer by it.
My Beloved, please grant me the grace of not being complacent in my conversations. With You, I want to remain very little, very humble, patient, charitable in my thoughts, words and actions. My Beloved, I need You so much. I am physically exhausted!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, take courage! Your rest with Me will be eternal and Our love without end. Think about the souls I am sending you and whom We need. Each person you receive, do so without exceptions. It is I who is visiting through them. I know that this is exhausting you but remember that a little victim soul never has respite. Whenever you feel the pain of the cross, come and look at Me on Our dear little crucifix. Remind yourself of the happiness you had of seeing and tasting My merciful love. You were fulfilled. Your director is also exhausted. Look at all he is doing. He remains faithful to his priesthood by serving Us out of pure love and suffering. You know, My Beloved, the victim soul always abandons itself into My arms with love, confidence, humility and sincerity.”
Tuesday 29 September 1964
Feast of Saint Michael
– Mimi: “On this beautiful day, I am happy to receive You! Thank You for helping us make this Triduum of communions. Happy Birthday to my great friend Saint Michael! Thank You for protecting me visibly and invisibly from my formidable enemy. The combat was so hard, the struggle so exhausting. But with your assistance, I felt strong. How many times my life was in danger and I was protected in a special way.
Ô Saint Michael, I beg you, watch over my spiritual children, on all souls, especially those who are the most in danger. Protect our holy Church. By the power God has given you, watch over the Holy Father, Cardinal Paul Emile Léger, all the cardinals, bishops, priests, especially all those in Rome attending the Ecumenical Council.
Protect me now and at the hour of my death. Remain my friend, my traveling companion, my confidant. I know that my enemy is roaming the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Ô Saint Michael, travel the world seeking the conquest of souls for the greater glory of God. You know, my enemy hates me so much. But with you near me, I have nothing to fear, even though I must constantly do battle. At times, the temptations are very strong, but by the grace of God, I will do my best to remain where God has placed me forever.”
Wednesday 30 September 1964
– Mimi: “How I found the time long! With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I prepared my little soul to receive You with the pure heart of a poor little girl, though miserable. My miseries are so numerous. However, my ideal of loving You, serving You is still great in spite of my indignity.
What attitude must a child have before her father who loves her? And before God, who is my Father so loved, I must have a profound respect before His Divine Majesty. But I must especially have a lot of love, confidence, abandonment into His powerful arms. I am confident. I expect everything from You, my God, and I expect everything from Your love.
Thursday 1st October 1964
– Mimi: “What a beautiful month consecrated to Mary and to the recitation of the holy Rosary! How I love to meditate the mysteries! With the Holy Spirit, I want to meditate, but especially put into practice all the lessons contained in each mystery. My God, prostrated at Your feet, before Your Divine Majesty, please consider me as Your little loving servant. How can I serve my God as He wants, as He deserves, with pure love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are serving Our Father by serving your neighbor out of love for Us. It is so easy to serve ones neighbor through prayer, sacrifice, penance, silence, example, devotion, charity, generosity till the end.”
– Mimi: “May it be done according to Your word!”
“Ô Holy Spirit, please enlighten me so that, at the example of Mary, I may serve God with love and humility.”
– Mimi: “How I regret the past when I was serving my enemy! During this time, my God was awaiting with love and patience the moment when I would serve Him without constraint but sincerely. Poor Jesus who had given me everything out of love! All that God wanted was for me to love Him, serve Him faithfully and sincerely out of love. He didn’t ask me to serve Him like a slave, but to serve Him like Mary by remaining humble and submissive to His Holy and Adorable Will.
“Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, please show me how to be for God His little servant of love so that I may serve Him and my neighbor with all that God has given me out of love. Forgive me my God for my ingratitude and spiritual selfishness.”
Friday 2 October 1964
Feast of our Holy Guardian Angels
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You on this beautiful day. Poor Mother! How many times I forgot to thank You for accepting to become my Mother. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness!”
“Ô most beautiful Virgin Mary, temple of my God, please show me how to prepare myself to receive my God, my Beloved. Help me to be detached from everything so that my soul may be the temple where the Blessed Trinity may dwell forever. You who had the great privilege, the joy of carrying Your Jesus, help me keep Him, and may each communion be for me a spiritual renewal, that is, may my love be more intense, my intimacy greater, so that I may say with You: “I am carrying God within me!” In spite of my indignity, I am confident that God is present in me and that with His grace, may I give Him to others. Yes, with my Gentle Mother of heaven, I will give Him, I will not be selfish and keep everything I have received.”
– Mimi: “With You, ô Mary, I want to adore the Blessed Trinity present in my soul. Thank You for visiting me in Your sacrament of love, ô my Beloved whom I love. My Beloved, please grant me the grace of always saying “yes” to Your call and to go with haste towards my neighbor to help him. Following the example of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to bring love, confidence through humility, charity by remaining peaceful in my soul.
Saturday 3 October 1964
Feast of Saint Thérèse of the Infant Jesus
– Mimi: “Ô Eternal Father, I praise You and glorify You through the birth of Jesus, Your Son, my Beloved Spouse. Thank You, my God, for giving me Your Son out of love. My soul is full of joy upon seeing this dear little Jesus. What mysteries of love accompany your birth!”
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, how I would like to share the intimacy that you had when carrying and living with Your dear Treasure, Your Love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, have you already forgotten all the privileges that you received in sharing Our intimacy? Haven’t I filled you with special graces? Don’t forget that We are but One in the infinite love of Our Father. Yes, glory to Him through your little soul that is helping Me save other souls. We are glorified by the beautiful work of your director, the members of Our little Team of love, and also by Our dear apostle Father Paul Mayer s.j., so generous in Our service! How many souls await his help! Pray a lot for him!”
– Mimi: “Ô God Almighty, I want to give You glory through my love, sufferings and prayers. I would like to travel all over the world to praise You with all the souls. Yes, peace on earth to men of good will! Eternal Father, in spite of my indignity, consider my good will in loving You as no human heart has ever loved.
“Ô Holy Spirit, inspire me how to love God as He should be, as He deserves. Please give me this spirit of faith, of wisdom, this spirit of pure love that enlivened the heart and soul of my Gentle Mother before the Divine majesty, so that when I shall appear before God my Father, I may say with sincerity: “Here I am with all my love!”
Happy Birthday, my dear little sister Thérèse! Please ask for me the grace of walking with you on the road of pure love. Give me a hand to follow you on your little path that is also the royal way of the cross.
Help me accomplish my mission so that I may offer God the greatest number of souls for his greater glory. Ask for me a greater understanding of God so that I may allow Him to be loved and known by all. My means are so small and yet, my desires are great. I am filled with the desire to serve Him with more love till the very end. At your example, I want to live well in order to die well. You who know what perfect union is, I beg you to ask for me this grace that I don’t deserve but that my Beloved bought for me at the price of His love, His Blood.”
Sunday 11 October 1964
Feast of the Maternity of Mary
– Mimi: “My father, what can I add after hearing these words and seeing this beautiful image. I am so happy and unworthy. But God, infinitely merciful and Good has once again allowed me to understand His love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, peace be with you! What has taken place was willed by Us. It is not you who spoke and guessed all this hidden love. It is a great privilege that you have received to see in him another living Christ. Kiss with love and respect his wounds. He is identified with Me by the marks in his flesh. I am manifesting Myself in him. Do you remember, My Beloved, when I told you one day that I would identify Myself with him? Do you remember My transfiguration during a Team work when it was no longer he but I in him? Do you see how much I love you by giving you the same privilege I gave Mary Magdalene, and even more?
Your director was able to experience the happiness I have when I keep near My Divine Heart a little loving and sincere soul, even though it is a little sinful soul. Everything is so beautiful, so pure, near My Divine Heart who loves both of you so much! Do you realize all that We are doing for you?
My Beloved, when you lean with respect towards Me in him, yes, adore Us, speak to Us. We are listening in silence. We are so happy to be consoled. Then, as a sign of gratitude, I send this offering to My Father in the name of your director.
“Ô Heavenly Father, God Almighty, look at me in him as Your crucified Son. You see him. We are but One in the same flesh, in the same love. My cross is established in him, and he in Me forever. Receive Our love, Our sufferings as homage to Your Divine Majesty and for the salvation of souls, especially for Your little victim of love, My spouse, whom he has directed towards Us forever.
Ô Heavenly Father, watch over him while waiting to receive him in Your arms where his happiness will be eternal and his love without end, giving glory to You with all the souls You have given him and that he will leave You at his priestly coronation.
Monday 12 October 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what must we do in the present situation?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, who permitted this? Didn’t I assure you even before the doubts came to your mind? My children, allow your love to work for Us and souls. I will be with you.”
Tuesday 13 October 1964
– Mimi: “My God, what is happening to us?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what is happening to you is the most marvellous thing in the spiritual world.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for Your merciful love. Many thanks to my director for his generosity. I have not yet recovered from my emotions. What tears I cannot hold back, after having given me everything! Thank You, my Beloved! I am fully satisfied! I was so happy. I was feeling like a little child in Your arms. These minutes were so precious for us near Your Divine Heart.
At a certain moment, my little heart was beating so fast, I could have cried when I had to leave You. I was like a child whose mother refuses to breast feed, even though it still needs to drink. It was so pleasant to hear the heart beats of love from Your Divine Heart. Yes, this Divine presence was real! What more can I ask for!
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is nothing compared to all that I will give you forever. It was a day of celebration for Us. All heaven was giving thanks. Your Gentle Mother sang the Magnificat, it was so beautiful! By a special grace, I manifested Myself to your director. He answered “yes” to Our love with generosity.
– Jesus: “What more could I offer My Father than My Divine Blood! Yes, Divine Blood united to human blood so pure. Now, at the Holy Sacrifice of the mass, one can say before the chalice, I am there. And I will tell My Father: This is Our Blood, shed out of love for You and for souls.
My Beloved, you have been spoiled by Us and by your director. Do you remember? You would ask Me to help you nourish your spiritual children. Now, after having received My Precious Blood, you will be able to feed them. I was so happy to be in him. My heart was beating as fast as yours.
We hesitated to come and get you in a loving embrace. But We thought of Our dear representative, of his love and generosity. There was also the virtue of prudence, and in His infinite wisdom, Our Father wanted you to experience this love, this joy in suffering till the end.
If you only could have seen all the souls that Mary Immaculate came to give Us to render Us homage on this beautiful day! Thank you, my dear children. The triumph of Our perfect union will be even more beautiful. How anxious I am!
I identify Myself with him through My love, My mercy, My Blood, My wounds, My transfiguration. See what I look like in him, another living Christ!
Thank you, My Beloved for tending to My wounds. This helped Me forget many things! He wanted to give me everything out of love! I was royally served!
Friday 23 October 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You in Your sacrament of love. My Beloved, will You please help my director? He is suffering so much. You know his great desire to please You. He would so much like to do this Triduum to show You his love and to give You homage. What can I do to help him?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, rest in peace! I am looking after him as I am with you. I know he is suffering a lot. Don’t forget that he also is a victim soul. This is why I chose him to direct your little soul. He knows the value of suffering. He knows how costly a single soul is, and his wish, his ideal of giving Us souls is so great. His priestly life has been directed and lived in love and suffering.
If souls could understand My love for each one of them! If they wanted to meditate on My sufferings! Many times when a soul suffers, it rebels and distances itself from Me. It rejects Me even though I approach it with love to help it, to place it in security near My Divine Heart.
Trials are not always an affliction but rather a blessing. My Beloved, one must always look at it with the eyes of faith and spiritualize the least action.
– Jesus: “A single sigh of love consoles Us. A single gaze of love towards Us makes Us happy. There is no greater homage than to live with love in Our intimacy, and the most beautiful gift is to suffer out of pure love with an entire submission to Our adorable will. This means to meditate on it seriously, practice it sincerely, love it purely and guard it preciously.”
Saturday 24 October, 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am so happy to receive You. I don’t know what is happening to me. It seems that my little heart is going to burst, it is beating so fast. Is it possible that it is containing so much love for You, ô Blessed Trinity?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, yes, it is a reality since We are more than One. My Beloved, what more can I offer you after having received so many tangible signs of My love. The least of your wishes have been granted. There remains only Our perfect union near Our Father.
Yes, My Beloved, you have seen My merciful love. I showed Myself in My merciful love on the 30th of June: Through My Precious Blood, My divine wounds, my transfiguration. There remains the eternal possession of Our love. Blessed be this day and glory to Our Father, God infinitely good and Merciful. Let us give thanks together by showing Him Our love, by giving Him souls.
Have you noticed, My Beloved, that your spiritual children are increasing? The more you suffer, the more Our love becomes strong and powerful. Do you understand now the folly of the cross? Your director knows a lot about this. Thank you for having tended to My wounds. This has made me forget many things. How I love you when I see you little, humble and sincere.
Each movement of your heart, the least movement is filled with love, with Me in you. Your little soul is full. I see you in action. You are like a little mother hen near her spiritual children.
– Mimi: “True! My Beloved. Sometimes I have goose bumps in the face of suffering. But when I see You in these souls, everything is transformed. I become strong for I know You are there. Thank You for sending me R.
Sunday 25 October 1964
Feast of Christ the King
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday my Beloved, my God whom I adore, my King of love. I had the great joy of receiving You. Thank You, my God. It is with respect and love that I prostrate myself to give You homage, ô my sovereign King, but especially to thank You for Your infinite love. What better spot could I hope for than being at Your feet weeping over my numerous sins.
I can almost hear You say these words: “You love the Lord your God. How can you refuse this invitation? How can you remain insensitive to this call? Yes, the call of love.
“Ô my Beloved, You wish to be loved by me in spite of my sins against Your Divine Majesty, in spite of my ingratitude. Please enlighten me in order to make known to me the malice of my sins. I do not want to offend You any longer. Ô my Beloved who have love me so and forgiven me with love, with Your grace, allow me to live only for You. Purify my love and each one of my thoughts and actions. How anxious I am to see You in all Your glory and live with You in the kingdom of Our Father! On this beautiful day, what more can I offer You than my life and my love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Me what I have given you out of love. And if you want to please Me, offer yourself with Me to Our Father for His greater glory for He is the infinite Majesty, Love itself! Thank you for loving Me!
You also will experience the Royal triumph of love since you have accepted the Royal triumph of the cross, of love through suffering. Yes, I have filled you like a little Queen. All that is needed is th eternal possession of our love with Our Father. In the meantime, stay near My Divine Heart. Rest, My little Georgette, little queen of My love, of My heart who loves you so with an infinite love.”
Vendredi 20 novembre 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know our great desire to offer You more out of love, and also to show our gratitude to our Gentle Mother of heaven. What would You like us to do to correspond to Your divine plan over us? Is what we want to offer agreeable to You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, before telling you what We want, allow Us to thank you for this beautiful gesture of gratitude towards Us and your Gentle Mother of heaven, and of love for souls. Yes, a gesture accomplished in faith, confidence and gratitude, but especially out of love.
My Beloved, We are expecting a lot on this beautiful day. Everything should take place after communion so that everything may be purified. It is the best thanksgiving, the greatest homage given Our Divine Majesty present in your souls.
How many times, My Beloved, did you not desire this transfiguration, this Blood transfusion? And Our dear representative, how many times did he not shed his blood with Mine for your little soul? One day, your director and Myself have shed tears because of you.
Today, being One in the same flesh in the same love, We are shedding tears of joy. Our Father is sighing as He thinks about Our perfect union. Thank you my dear children.
Monday 7 December 1964
– Mimi: “My God, You know our great wish to offer our Gentle Mother of heaven a gift for Her feast tomorrow, the Immaculate Conception. My director is ready to offer more with all the prudence, wisdom and love possible. Confidence is not lacking since my Beloved will be with us and the Holy Spirit will guide us. If it be Your Holy Will, please tell us what we must do for your greater glory and for souls.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what greater gift could please Our Mother more than My Precious Blood shed out of love. Your little soul is never satisfied! It is a great privilege to receive Me under both species. Prepare yourself through prayer, sacrifice and silence.
Many thanks to Our dear representative! See, My Beloved, to what extent the love of a soul can go. He knows what I mean. Like Myself, he shall have given everything out of love for Us. We were right in saying that your little soul had been very costly. Now that you understand the price and taken possession of all this spiritual richness, of this spiritual value, of this incalculable richness, your little soul needed this love to sustain it on such a painful road of the cross and to help and feed your spiritual children.”
Tuesday 8 December 1964
Feast of the Immaculate Conception
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for the great joy of receiving You on this beautiful day! Thank You for helping Us offer everything out of love! Thank You for Your special protection. It is with respect, with love and full confidence that we have offered everything to You. Everything is so full of mystery around me and yet I am so happy to be near You! After so many signs of love, what more can I wish for? I thank You, ô God of infinite goodness, of mercy. Ô Holy Spirit, allow me to recognize each day what I receive. I prostrate myself before Your Divine Majesty to adore You, to thank You, to love You with all my heart.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is what the merciful love of God is about, in the presence of a little soul thirsting for greater love, with the sincere desire to love Us, to serve Us with submission to Our adorable Will.Yes, this little heart full of love for Us, for souls needed to be sustained. After drinking from the chalice of bitterness, you are drinking with respect , with love Our Precious Blood. Your spirit of faith so strong urged you to behave ardently. Everything was so beautiful, so pure! Thank you My dear children.
My Beloved, didn’t you look forward to this blood transfusion? Thank you, my dear children!”
