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Wednesday 27 February 1963
Mimi will be 48 on the 8th of July 1963
– Mimi: “I am beginning Lent with a lot of moral and physical sufferings. I have such a headache! The least noise makes me suffer!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Me everything. Think of My crown of thorns that you placed heavily on My head. I was not as hard headed as you! And the blows I received, do you believe I didn’t feel them? I accepted it all out of love. I wanted you all to Myself forever. If I place you on Our cross today, it is because I need you and your sufferings. Yes, My Beloved, look at Me on Our dear little crucifix, this dear treasure consumed by love, relic so precious to Us. Yes, the dear little crucifix that is the strength of Our Team, the standard of Our love, Our property in love and suffering.”
– Mimi: “I could hardly get to sleep. I was constantly awakened by someone asking me: “Are you fast asleep?” My Beloved, please help me offer everything up. Give me patience!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, little host of love, think of Me. How many times I would have liked to doze on your little heart, but it was too excited by all kinds of projects. It was so distant from My poor head!”
– Jesus: “It is because I love you that I allow you to undergo some of the sufferings I endured out of love for you. It is a preparation for what I expect from you. Remember that you must die as a victim of love. Fear not! Your agony will also be My agony. Both on the same cross! Ponder on this as you look at Our dear little crucifix. To human eyes, there is only one victim on this little cross and yet We are two. It is the image of Our union in love and suffering since We are but one. It is your turn to take on the replacement.
During this sacred time of Lent, offer up more for souls. My Divine Heart is wounded by the abuse of people especially during carnaval time. What a preparation for a time of penance! My dear little children whom I so love, members of Our beautiful little Team, continue to remain faithful to Me by living properly your commitment to love and suffering, and being very attentive to the inspirations of the Spirit of Love over you. Be My witnesses. Live more and more Our beautiful prayer of TOTAL GIVING. Do not allow yourselves to be troubled by your enemy who hates you. And say to yourself that I love you. The more generous you will be, the more you will be confident, the more you will give Me love, especially in moments of trials, the more I will be your strength. I will be closer to you. I will be with you, in you, and the power of Our love will conquer all, even your formidable enemy. If you abandon yourselves into My arms with love and confidence, you have nothing to fear.
Thursday 28 February 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today, we are going to work for the success of the Ecumenical Council so that the Spirit of Love, of Truth may inhabit all souls, that minds may be enlightened, that humility may take first place.
During My public life, how many souls understood My love? What interested them were the miracles, regardless of My sufferings, My passion, My death. How many loved Me enough to follow me till the end?
My Beloved, today, after so many signs of love, My heart is still suffering from the indifference, from the contempt of the world. All that counts for them is the god of money, pleasures, love in all shapes and forms, comfort. Their hearts are filled with the desire of possessing, of world domination. Their minds are blind, disorientated. They don’t even have the time to breathe, to live in peace. It is a time of haste, yes, in a hurry to be born, in a hurry to live, in a hurry to die. How many shorten their days with speed and all kinds of abuse. However, I am a patient and merciful God. You know something about it. What things I did for you, My dear little host! I want to do the same for all souls. Help Me, I beg you to save souls for the greater glory of My Father so that My Precious Blood may not be wasted on the earth!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved whom I love and adore with all possible respect, I want to drink Your Blood! Yes, give me to drink. I so need to be purified! I thirst for Your Love! I am never satisfied. I beg You, pour a single drop of Your Precious Blood upon this earth so that it may be purified!
Friday 1st March 1963
– Mimi: “At last You are coming, my Beloved! How I find the time long! Each minute seems like hours! How have I been able to live far from You for so long? You know how great is Our intimacy. I need You so badly, to feel so little in Your powerful arms. It is the only place where I feel secure, where I wish to live and die. Yes, my Beloved, keep me pure always. If You knew how I miss You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, My dear little host of love, do you think that I don’t miss you? How many years did I wait for you! The time seemed like centuries! Each day, I, your God, would look at you, call you, but you would turn a deaf ear to My calls. Even the voice of your director left you indifferent. However, in spite of your conduct, I still loved you. I wanted you to be all Mine. This is why from the beginning, I spoke through the voice of your director. Do you remember these words: “God wants everything from you!” You didn’t understand the importance of these words, but he knew the extent of these words, of this call to a special mission as victim of love. The prayers, sufferings and mortifications of your director drew upon Us a look of mercy and love. With the help of the Spirit of Love, of your Gentle Mother of heaven, you finally understood Our love for you, spoiled child of Our mericiful love. We did more for you than for others who deserved more by their conduct. But your misery was so great! I have already told you, there was a complete overhaul to be done on you, a spiritual life that you completely ignored. After having emptied you, the Spirit of Love was free to go to work on you. With the cooperation of your director, with his firmness and patience, We were able to realize Our work, Our plans for you. You are the living image of Our merciful love.
My Beloved, you console Us so well from your ungratefulness and contempt of the past when you lovingly kiss Our dear little crucifix of Our union, of Our love. My dear little host of love, as you look at the little crucifix, do not show pity on Me. I need much more love than pity, than consolation. It is for Me to have pity on you. If you want to please Me more in preparing your communion, meditate on the offense done to God, offer Us your miseries. You have all that you need for this. It isn’t for nothing that I asked you to make an inventory of your whole life. You know, My Beloved, this is your last Lenten season in bed. You will have a lot to suffer in all kinds of ways. Accept everything out of love in order to be prepared to follow Me during Holy Week, that is, the week when Our union will be perfect. Meditate on these words, live in silence in your surroundings in order to prepare my coming properly. I won’t be alone on the cross. You will be with Us.
Yes, My Beloved, offer me your sins so that I may glorify My Father. Consider how much We love you!”
Saturday 2 March 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for the great happiness I had this morning of receiving all Three of You. With the soul and heart of my Gentle Mother of heaven, in the presence of the Celestial Court, of my guardian angel, of Saint Michael, of my little sister Thérèse, of Saint Ann, we prostrate ourselves to adore You, to thank You and implore Your mercy for souls, especially for poor sinners. Yes, in the solitude of my little room, I should rather say of our little sanctuary, how good it is to be here! I don’t have the time to miss the world. And in darker moments, I look out the window and say to myself: I am not alone. My Beloved is here, in me. And on the other side of the street in the beautiful chapel and sometimes during the night when I can’t sleep, I speak to Him, I blow Him kisses. I know He is there and is watching over us.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, how many times I look at you. If you knew what joy I would have to speak to you face to face, eye ball to eye ball. You know that your dwelling is Mine. This is why you had the privilege of receiving Me on New Year’s day with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass celebrated by your director. Yes, I your God sacrificing Myself with you and offering Myself to My Father through the hands of your director. We were so happy! I knew that at the offertory, you represented the other two members of Our beautiful little Team of love. Heaven was in jubilation. My Father was so moved at seeing Me with you on the paten. Yes, a little living host that had been the cause of My death and that was now resurrected with Me forever.”
– Jesus: “This morning, My Beloved, I would have liked our thanksgiving to last all day. Didn’t it feel good to be in My arms, My little spouse spoiled like a little baby? Now that you have experienced divine love, you are never satisfied. Many thanks to Our dear representative whom We so love for giving Us this pleasure of living in you, of resting in you. Perhaps you will be surprised if We tell you that We are happy in your little soul where We find our delights. We could not have told you this in the past. We used to be upset just looking at you. Your little body was like a corpse. We were obliged, by a special grace, to protect your director from infection. He did not fear dirtying himself by drawing you out of your well of misery. You cost him a lot of trouble.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, during the most beautiful moments of Our intimacy, you reminded me of these ugly moments, and I cried.”
– Jesus: “Don’t cry, My dear little G…, My little spouse. If I am speaking to you about these painful moments, it is to show you how far Our love for you has gone. What can We not do for a soul purified by Our merciful love! You came from far, and with Us, you will go far. Ask your director to offer Me more this evening.
– Satan: “Poor little one, why do you believe all these lies? When you die, you will come face to face with reality, and what chastisement you can expect! I fear for you and even look forward to this day for you will be with me forever. You believe that your God is asking you to mortify your body, your spirit, your heart. It is your pride that inspires you these things. Poor little one, you have always dreamed to be His forever, but it is too late.
Sunday 3 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for this marvelous weather! However, my little heart is sad. I miss You. You are my reason to live. You are my sunshine, my hope. You are my God, my all.
I was watching Mass on television and weeping at the thought that so many consecrated Hosts would remain in the ciborium. Only a few persons came to the Alter rail to receive. A sudden wish took hold of me. Yes, I would have liked all these Hosts to be mine. You know that I am never satisfied.
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, do you think that I am satisfied? I have given everything out of love: My Body, My Blood. Seeing such indifference, don’t you think that I am also weeping? I am also thinking about all the sacrilegious communions.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come close to me and weep on my little heart. I so want to console You from my ungratefulness. I have caused You sorrow. I ask Your forgiveness, ô infinite Love! I never want to leave You alone!”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. I recognize your little affectionate heart, your love for Me. The greater your love , the stronger your intimacy with Us will be.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know that without You, I can do nothing. I beg You, increase my love for You. I am confident. You alone can fill in the emptiness. If You want me to love you more, please give me this love that You wish for me so that I may love You as You deserve to the glory of My heavenly Father so that His Kingdom may come.”
– Satan: “Poor girl, why write such things? You can see that your God is never satisfied. He is now begging for love. Where is the power of this God of love? How foolish He is! He has already forgotten that you have cost Him death and that His Blood has been useless for you. I don’t need to be nailed to a cross to have souls! I only need to want them. I respect the freedom of souls. I give them freedom of action. I don’t have to beg for love! Those who follow me have it abundantly. When I think that you believe in divine love!”
– Mimi: “My God, how painful it is to write down all these lies, these blasphemies. My heart is sad!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do not cry, do not be sad. It is out of obedience that you must write according to Our wish, Our intentions for you. Remember also how happy We are about our conversations in Our dwelling where reigns perfect love of a God with His little spouse of love; where Our intimacy grows day by day till Our perfect union forever. You know that your enemy is enraged. He is especially upset since We have formed Our beautiful little Team of love where all its members console Us by remaining faithful to their vows of love in suffering.”
– Jesus: “He totally hates your director who is taking care of his little soul in order to render it completely purified by My Precious Blood mixed with the human blood of Our dear representative. He is jealous of My glory, of My love. Does your enemy have little souls who offer everything out of love and who give themselves freely forever in love and suffering to save souls and to console Us? No, never. Your enemy has never had souls for him alone. The souls who are lost belong to him indirectly and involuntarily. The love of money, of passions, all kinds of sins are the direct cause and not love for himself. He always uses the same tricks to deceive you. He is blinded by his pride. What can he be proud of? What can he do without Our permission? In the presence of My Divine Majesty, My Precious Blood, My Love, what can he do? He is disarmed. You know that even the consecrated fingers of your director, his stole, holy water, his priesthood make him tremble. He runs away. Afterwards, he thinks he is strong. He can only boast of his defeat and be disappointed, nothing more. Good night, My Beloved.”
– Mimi: “Till tomorrow, my Beloved. I believe it is very late!”
– Jesus: “Good night, My Beloved and mortify your curiosity. Don’t look at the time. The time doesn’t matter. What is most important is the present time and Our intimacy. Time passes but Our intimacy will last forever. Do you find the time long during Our conversations, in My arms?”
– Mimi: “Of course not, my Beloved! You know that the time seems so short when I am with You, when We talk about Our projects, Our love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. I wanted to hear you say that. I love the impulses of your little heart so sensitive, so affectionate. This consoles Me greatly.”
Monday 4 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please give me the strength and courage to do Your Holy Will. In the state I am, I need to struggle so much against my little nature that is so sensitive, against my faults. I need Your help. What a great spirit of faith I need to discover You in all circumstances, to see You in my neighbor.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, that is what struggle and love is about. To see Me in all things. To look at Me with the eyes of love, to accept everything without knowing why. Yes, to give all, to accept with generosity to show Us your love and console Us. Fear not! I am always with you and I love you.
– Mimi: “This evening, what patience it took to listen to the idiocies of a person!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t talk that way! If I spoke to you and said the same things as this person, would you consider them idiocies? Well, sometimes, to help you merit, I use persons and circumstances. And don’t judge them too quickly. There are perhaps idiotic things in her mind, but also a lot of charity in her heart. To please Me, go and apologize; kiss her cheek and ask forgiveness, and from now on, listen attentively to the least detail, even the most insignificant things. Between Us, My dear little spouse, isn’t there a bit of idiocy in doing this after having given Me everything out of love?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness for what I did. You see how weak I am! Help me! I need a lot of forgiveness.”
Tuesday 5 March 1963
– Mimi: “A terrible combat between my enemy and myself.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I can’t go on! I don’t want to get discouraged. However, my Beloved, do with me what You will.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, fear not! I am here, present in you. Be courageous. You will have a lot to suffer during this time of Lent. Think of all the souls who will approach Me, My sacraments. How many of them will be sincere!”
Your director and yourself will be quite busy. You will soon receive the help of your little sister W… now that she is an active member of the Team. When I will fetch her to come and work for souls, her visit with Us will not simply be a moment of rest, of relaxation. It will first of all be Team work done out of love for Us and for souls. Don’t forget that each visit with Us will purify her, strengthen her. She will return with greater courage, a greater love for Us and for souls. Her interior happiness is so great that she hardly feels her sufferings. Each time, her hatred for her enemy is growing as well as her contempt. Completely huddled against Us, she trembles a little, but remains confident. What can he do to Us, to Our representative?
Your little sister C… will also have her turn. For the moment, she is not ready. She has to strengthen herself with her vow of love and meditate a lot on Our beautiful prayer of TOTAL GIVING.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, It seems to me that Our intimacy is spreading.”
– Jesus: “But of course, My Beloved! This is necessary for Our greater glory. I want more. Even Our intimacy must be shared with your two little sisters W… and C… All the members must be one with Us. Your director and you must help them understand the love of God, the love of suffering, the love of souls.”
Wednesday 6 March 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will have a lot to suffer today. We will go far. If you knew the needs of humanity! I who have given everything out of love! What love has been lost and merits because souls do not know how to ask with humility. They refuse My love. They prefer love of the senses, love for profit that is detrimental to their health, to their well being, to their eternal life.
My dear little host of love, if you knew the great happiness that your director has given Us by bringing you communion this afternoon in spite of the storm and his sufferings. He did not hesitate, to please Us, to console Us. He cannot imagine the extent of Our love for him, Our faithful servant who represents Us so well. Pray especially for Our dear apostle, Paul Mayer s.j.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming after having heard Mass on the radio. You are now present in me. I am so happy! I would like to travel the world to preach Your merciful love! If all souls understood Your love, lived in Your intimacy, how peaceful it would be! I humbly ask forgiveness for not answering Your love sooner.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, don’t cry! If you had understood My love sooner, would you be where I want you today, attached to the cross out of love? You know, with your inclination to pride, the love you would have had for Us would perhaps have becom a love of interest and not pure love. Today, you have given up everything and you only have your love and your miseries to offer Us, and this satisfies Us because it allows Us to fill you with Our merciful and infinite love for you. This is what happens to each soul who desires Us.”
Thursday 7 March 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved!”
– Jesus: “Good morning, My dear little spouse! This morning, I will be the first one to speak. I have so many things to tell you, to entrust to you! Isn’t Our intimacy at its highest, presently! How good it is to be together! I have a little secret to entrust to you. Come close to My Divine Heart and listen. Close your eyes to better perceive these precious moments. You know, my dear little G… you whom I consider to be My little spouse, you are the gift of infinite love of My Father. From all eternity, He wanted you. He wanted your little soul forever. For a long time, you turned a deaf ear in order not to listen to Our call. We were bitterly disappointed, but Our love was too strong. And since then, Our love has grown. If you only knew how much I love you! I also am someone who misses you. I bless the day when Our union will be perfect. Sometimes, I am tempted to beg My Father to come and get you right away, but from My cross, I look at souls who still need Us.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I, too, miss You! I am anxious to see You face to face, for I think I will be able to love You even more.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I know that you love Us. Do you believe that in heaven you will be able to love Us more? Believe Me, My Beloved, the greatest sign of love that you can give Us is to live your intimacy with Us by receiving Us, consoling Us, remaining attached to the cross with Me your Spouse and helping Me save souls.
My Father did not send Me to condemn the world, but rather to save it through love and suffering on the cross. What do you think of it? Two on the same cross to glorify and console My Father!”
Friday 8 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is with a heart full of sorrow that I look at You. Physical suffering is almost nothing compared to moral suffering. However, out of love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, don’t hesitate to cry on My Divine Heart. I know that your cross is heavy to bear. Tell yourself that I am here. I also look at you with sorrow, but I must submit Myself to the Holy Will of My Father. He who is infinite goodness needs so much to be loved and consoled. At the moment, you are consoling Us by living your vow of love so that Our kingdom may come. Your sufferings offered in union with My passion have an infinite price in Our eyes and are applied to the salvation of souls. On this day, honor My sixth wound, the one caused by My cross on My shoulder. You remember our conversation on this subject? For the time being, the Team is firmly working out of love.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, it is time that you open your eyes. Do you believe in the love of God? Where is His love for you when He treats you this way? Where is His justice? He pretends to love you. He makes you suffer continually. He is just. It is an injustice to place you on the cross with His Son. Where is His power when He needs such a little soul like yours to help Him save many souls? What is His mercy worth when He continues to speak to you about your sins? Remember your last retreat. I took a lot of pleasure in seeing you work ! Your damn director I hate! You had reason to tremble at the sight of your sins.”
– Satan: “Wait for judgment day! I am looking forward to that day for you will be mine forever. You will know the truth but it will be too late to face the reality. You will admit that you made a mistake in believing yourself loved by Him as spouse and in saying that you loved Him.”
Saturday 9 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would love to sleep forever in Your arms. I feel so little. Thank You for coming this morning. My Beloved, do You know about what I am thinking? When I was small, I would say to mom, to show her my love: “I love you so much I could eat you alive!” And today, my Dear Love, it is You who are eating me alive. You are my whole nourishment. I am always hungry. I am never satisfied.
After my communion, I was making my prayer of offering alone. There was like an emptiness around me. I was missing the presence of my director. Luckily, I had near me my Gentle Mother of heaven, my guardian angel and all my good friends.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I allowed this to help you understand the sorrow I feel when, after receiving communion, certain souls leave without keeping Me company for a few minutes. There is emptiness around Me and yet, I am still present in them. They wouldn’t even dare receive friends this way. Yet, I am more than a friend. I am their God. Poor souls! Why do they receive me and then cause Me sorrow? What offends Me most is their lack of faith in receiving My sacraments. This pain is worse when these failures come from My consecrated souls. You know the routine, concerns, work… Some souls place Me on the same footing as a clock, on the hour, to the minute, nothing more. Yet, I love them. I think of them every moment. I love them from all eternity.”
– Mimi: “Poor Jesus! When I think I was one of them and even worse. I ask Your forgiveness!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… don’t forget to think about your cup of coffee after your communion. I think of it and your director has not forgotten it.”
Sunday 10 March 1963
– Jesus: “Finally, My Beloved, We are alone! I am so happy about Our intimacy. Let me rest for a few moments. Yesterday, I was telling you that My consecrated souls wounded Me a lot by their negligence, their failures. How do you want other souls, easy going, unconcerned about their passions, to follow Me?... Poor souls! What can I offer them more than My Precious Blood? Each day, I sacrifice Myself for them. How many souls are sincere? How many of them approach Us with a pure love, that is, with a disinterested love, with a love that is humble and confident in spite of their indignity? When they approach the sacraments, We would like them to look upon Us with love, yes, with the eyes of faith and not as hypocrites who draw the looks of others as if they were angels. What are they in the presence of the divine Majesty? If only these souls gave Us a sign of love, repentance, humility. Certain souls believe that in giving them the privilege of receiving Us, everything is theirs, that they have nothing to fear. They don’t even think about committing sins of pride.
My Beloved, if you could see all the beautiful little souls who are lost because of spiritual pride. Even through My sacrament of love, of penance, few come with a feeling of love, that is, with true repentance for having offended a God infinitely good. Confession is not a question of mathematics, but a question of love, for We forgive out of love all souls who are humble and sincere, who have the firm purpose of amendment in order not to offend Us. Many have the firm purpose of starting over again as soon as possible.”
Monday 11 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! I am so happy! Thank You for coming this morning! My God, do with me what You will. It is truly the time to say this in the state I am in.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for giving Us the occasion to work in your little soul. There was so much to be done in this miserable well in order to render it agreeable to Our Father. We were so happy to be able to show you Our love, Our mercy. We waited for such a long time this “yes” full of love, gratitude, submission to our Holy Will. If souls could only stop for a moment to listen to Our voice, to try and understand Our love for them. Yes, to take the time to look at the cross without blinking, to reflect and meditate alone, to empty themselves and create a silent surrounding.
How many christians believe that it is enough to be baptized to be saved! Do they really understand what it means to be a christian? To be baptized? To be a child of God forever? My dear little one, if all baptized souls could live their baptism, that is, see the effects of their baptism in relation to My passion, and with My resurrection! To be a child of God is not only a title but a reality. It is a living reality that one must develop and discover with the Holy Spirit. Yes, to live in a great intimacy, to feel Our presence, Our love. Yes, to speak freely without restraint; to speak with confidence, humility, but especially to speak to Us sincerely and lovingly like little children.”
– Jesus: “How many souls will come before Us at the last judgment with the life of a baptized christian that has not borne fruit. Their hands will be empty, their souls anemic because they shall not have been nourished by love. Yet, We had deposited grace and divine life in them. Whether they like it or not, some day, they will have to give an account of their baptism, of the gifts received and of the graces We had given them out of love.”
Tuesday 12 March 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. What can I do for You today?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I want everything for souls who are blinded by their passions and who make no effort to correct themselves. They refuse My love. This is the category of hardened souls. Of this number, many wait till the last minute to put their souls in order, and how many others won’t have the time. How can a soul hope to be saved when it has always lived far from Us without loving Us?”
– Satan: “You see, my dear little girl, how your God exercises His mercy! By threats, injustices!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… you can see how far goes the jealousy of your enemy. He interprets My words falsely in his favor to try and trouble you. Even though I am God, the Creator, I respect the freedom of souls and give them My love. Even on the cross, I love them with an infinite love, in spite of their ungratefulness.
Wednesday 13 March 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for being present in me. I need Your help. I am suffering a lot, but I am happy and wouldn’t change my place.”
– Jesus: “You are right, My dear little host of love. To be the spouse of a God after having forgotten Me for such a long time! Don’t cry My Beloved. If I say this, it is to show you how great is My mercy and My infinite love for you! Today, My Beloved, you are going to work with the Holy Spirit in word and example with a lot of patience towards three souls I will send you this afternoon. Consider them as if it were Myself. I am present in their sufferings. Do not spare your love for them in spite of their age. They are your spiritual children. They are coming for their food and some comfort to continue their journey.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, why don’t these souls go directly to You? You are God Almighty, a God of love?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, am I not within you? Be content to be Our little instrument. Does a little instrument ask the laborer how he is going to put it to work? No, it is docile and abandoned. You are Our little instrument of love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved for being docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. Thank you for making Us known, for speaking about Our love. Do you see the importance of a useful conversation and the difference from a useless conversation? Have no fear now that Our Mother of heaven is going to live in this house. Everything will be transformed. These two souls have left with confidence for they were carrying the little statue of the Blessed Virgin. Their hearts were filled with love for Us.”
Thursday 14 March 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, pray today for all the souls who do not understand the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. During Lent, many souls say: “I am going to make a sacrifice by attending Mass.” Poor souls! If these persons took the time to think before speaking! By saying this, they show their ignorance. Mass is an assembly of christians, that is, a reunion of members of the same family to take part in My Sacrifice, My passion. Souls must play a large part and unite themselves completely to the prayers of the celebrant. They must not remain indifferent, silent during the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.
Are they really the ones sacrificing themselves or is it I? These souls who calculate a few hours of sleep, of rest, reproach Me when they talk this way. They wouldn’t even dare speak this way to a friend saying: “I’ll come to see you, but I will be making a big sacrifice!” And being at their friend’s place, they would show no interest in the conversation, looking at their watch, allowing themselves to sleep, or using prayer time to think about material things. What would this friend think of this? These souls are present only in body. Their hearts, their minds are preoccupied, distracted. This is why My Precious Blood flows uselessly on these souls. If they took the trouble to shut everything out around themselves, within themselves, and then look at Me with the eyes of faith, speak to Me with compassion and love. I am not asking them to immolate themselves in My place; only to take part, to participate in My offering. What wounds Me is the indifference.”
– Jesus: “Yes, some souls are moved and cry just looking at a wounded person. They cannot stand listening about an accident, an operation! And yet, I am there, present on the cross at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Because they do not see, they do not believe!”
Friday 15 March 1963
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, come close to Me, listen to Me! I need to feel loved. If you could see in what state I am! My soul, My spirit, My Heart is suffering only at the thought of the sacrilegious communions that will take place at Easter. How many souls under the pretext of making their Easter duties will come and offer Me a sacrilegious communion after having made a bad confession or having omitted to do so! If these souls looked at Me on the cross, do you believe I would not speak to them with love? No, they don’t even dare lift up their eyes towards Me and My pleading look makes them uncomfortable. If only they would look at My Divine Heart opened not by a lance but by love, for the opening that the soldier made was a human gesture but My Divine Heart was already opened by My love for souls. I had already given everything and the cardiac arrest of My Divine Heart came directly from the Holy Will of My Father who is the only one to give and withdraw life when He wills. It will not be said that the Heart of the Son of God was opened by a human being. I repeat: God the Creator, alone, has the right of life and death on a human being and on all things created. How many souls do not want to admit this truth! Even theologians, the learned, only base themselves on accomplished facts. They don’t have the spirit of humility to admit it, the faith to believe it, and with all their science, their narrow mindedness, how can they hope to explain, to discover the mystery of merciful love, of infinite love? I know that you don’t understand it all. No matter! Write it down!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would like to understand the meaning of Your words!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I only ask you to be humble, flexible to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit in order to better understand My love. Don’t worry, even My apostles didn’t understand My Love.”
Saturday 17 March 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the present time is so precious for Us. It is a preparation of what We expect from your director and yourself. The other two members of the Team will also have their share. We expect a lot from Our beautiful little Team of love. The sufferings will be shared. Each member will have to suffer in the bottom of its heart with moral sufferings and the body will suffer physically. The temptations will be greater. This is when they will really live their vows of love through suffering. May they strengthen themselves by meditating on their vows of love. Together, We will give thanks to God, and Our resurrection will be one of joy, of pure love.”
Monday 18 March 1963
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I am already beginning My agony at seeing how certain souls are preparing the holy days of Easter. The time for penance is not yet over and these souls are preoccupied in buying clothes, gifts, receptions, meals and alcoholic drinks. After all this, how will they clothe their souls? What gifts will they offer Me? After their meals, will they be filled by Me? My Precious Blood, isn’t it a beverage that strengthens and purifies? Poor souls! They have never really tasted My love. If they only showed me a bit of good will! I love these souls so much! My love is infinite for each one. Yes, these souls wound Me. Their only good will is for evil and in ignoring My calls.”
Tuesday 19 March 1963
Feast of Saint Joseph
– Mimi: “What a beautiful day! The feast of Saint Joseph! Thank You, my Beloved for coming!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, it is for Us to thank your director for this beautiful triduum of communions. We were so happy to see you count the minutes. You are like a real child who does not know how to wait. Yes, I repeat, a child spoiled by Our merciful love, a child cuddled by the Spirit of Love and also by a few souls.
What do you think of the beautiful surprise of Saturday? You remember two weeks ago when you were telling Me that the purchase of a costume for your profession in the Third Order of Our Lady of Mount Carmel was very expensive? To which I answered: “Don’t worry, My Beloved, is a spouse like Me, a God, not able to provide an outfit for His little spouse?” For more than a year I have been waiting for the day when you would be recognized in the eyes of the Church and the world that you are My spouse! To show you Our love, the name We have chosen for you is quite symbolic. Yes, your name from now on will be, Sister Loved-by-the-Blessed-Trinity, but for Us, you will always remain Our little host of love, Our little G… My little spouse so loved, after having been a miserable little girl who cost us so much, your director will agree, are you not happy to be loved by Us and to have received this beautiful name, Sister Loved-by-the-Blessed-Trinity? Prepare this beautiful day in contemplation through prayer and sacrifice. We are preparing Ourselves!”
– Jesus: “Your Gentle Mother of heaven is so happy to have one more soul in the Order that bears Her Name. And remember also by what privilege you were accepted. You will be the real little sister of the little Thérèse of the Infant Jesus; even the costume is identical. When you will be given the white mantle, symbol of purity, you will be completely envelopped by Our love.
Wednesday 20 March 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. The closer I get to You, the more I desire You. I need so much to feel Your presence in me. You know how much I have to do battle; my enemy is enraged. He advises me to destroy everything I have written since the beginning.”
– Satan: “You must destroy all these lies before you die!”
– Mimi: “Ô Spirit of love, of truth, please enlighten me. Increase my strength, my courage. My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me prepare and take advantage of my communion. Lend me Your soul so pure, Your heart full of love to receive, adore, and keep in my soul the Blessed Trinity forever. The road leading to You is rough and long.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, My dear spouse, I know very well what is going on in you, in your head, but I also know what is in your little heart. Your poor sensitive soul, so delicate, is tormented by your enemy. What more can he do? With his great temptations, your enemy is helping you save souls for Our greater glory. Be assured, I forbid you to destroy the writings in your possession. No one has the right to destroy the work and inspirations of the Holy Spirit. We consider it a theft, a lack of respect for the word of God, an injustice to souls. Like Our little crucifix, We maintain it. It belongs to Us and to the Team. My Beloved, it is with Our conversations that Our intimacy and Our love have grown with God’s approval.
– Jesus: “Your enemy, the father of lies, how can he dare advise you not to lie?... Do not fear, it isn’t he who will be your judge. You will be judged on the love and obedience towards Us and Our representative in charge of your little soul that he will giving Us soon. When this temptation of destroying everything appears, reject it as a grave sin towards Us who love you so.
Thursday 21 March 1963
– Mimi: “My God, please help me! I am suffering a lot from this spiritual drought. I am before you like an empty jug at the wedding feast of Cana. I am empty of love and hope; I am thirsting for truth. Where are You, my Beloved? My Gentle Mother of heaven, ask for a miracle in my favor, if it is the will of God. My Beloved, fill this little jug with Your Precious Blood.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I cannot fill the little jug as you ask, but I will fill the chalice of bitterness, so that with Me, We may drink it together out of love for souls, to console and glorify Our Father. I know My Beloved that your little soul is thirsting.”
Friday 22 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have waited for such a long time! Where are You hiding? My God, have pity on Your little girl. The temptations are getting worse! Please help me!
In the state I am, I am not able to recite the beautiful prayer of Total Gift. My director is such a great help while my enemy is raging. Holy water and the stole make him suffer so much. After an hour, we are exhausted!
“Ô Spirit of Truth, help me, enlighten me. Give me the strength to resist. No, I don’t want to lose my Beloved. My God, is this what You want from me? My Beloved, how do You want me to be Your little spouse, that I accept everything out of love while my poor little heart is crushed, my spirit filled with doubts. I am walking in darkness. The only ray of light is You and You are hiding! Do not allow this to be forever! You know that without You I can do nothing. I would like to say: “May Your Will be done, ô my Father!” My soul is alone like in a prison without light or love. If I could only believe in Your presence in me. I am doubting and afraid. I am choking. I would like to believe everything. I beg You, come to my help! I can see now that I cannot be Your little victim of love.”
Saturday 23 March 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how can You feel comfortable in my poor soul? Thank You for coming. If I could only receive You worthily! My Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your heart so pure, so holy, to receive, adore and thank Your Jesus.
I cannot speak. I don’t even hear His voice, His heart beating in unison with mine. I feel my strength leaving me. I feel like I am going to fall into an abyss. I’m frightened!
– Mimi: “My God, look at me! My Beloved, if You love me, lend me a hand, please. I don’t want to perish. If I could have enough faith to believe that all this is willed by God! And yet, my God, in the bottom of my heart, this little ray of hope and love is reaching out to You, my Refuge. Is this the agony of the heart, of the soul, of the spirit? Without understanding I accept it all out of love. With my Beloved, I offer everything up to God the Father for His greater glory and the salvation of souls.
My enemy has come to tell me :
– Satan: “Poor little girl, how do you dare look towards God while I am present in you? You believe you are enduring a difficult trial, a temptation. On the contrary! For a long time, your God has rejected you. See where your pride has led you! You were telling yourself that you were the spouse of Christ, God’s little girl, a host of love, a living victim. All lies! Open your eyes! Look at reality face to face. If you were really His spouse, would He let you suffer? He wouldn’t flee from you. He leaves you alone! He knows very well that His Blood was shed uselessly for you. What more can He do for you? In your blindness you believe you can merit in such a state. Of course not! You have what you deserve! Do you believe after taking advantage of the sacraments that He is present in you? You are mistaken! It is I who am in you. Through my power, I have chased Him away long ago. I am king and master of you. In the state you are, dare show me the opposite! ”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, let me cry on Your shoulder. You know that I want to love You always.”
Sunday 24 March 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, the storm is over while waiting for the next one.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you. You now see what it is like to console a God, a Father. To be one with His Divine Son for the salvation of souls. Isn’t it easy to cuddle in My arms during the storm, in the face of danger, like a child in its father’s arms, awaiting with confidence for it to end? For a humble soul, it is so simple to remain God’s instrument, to wait patiently for Our hour, to be docile to the inspirations of grace under the guidance of the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Love and Truth.”
– Mimi: “In the afternoon, I imagined visiting my Beloved. I was adoring Him in the monstrance. If I were rich, I would place precious stones on the monstrance in order to make a royal gift in Your honor.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the tears of love, of repentance that you have shed and are still shedding in Our presence within you and on Our dear crucifix, Our treasure, are for Us as many precious stones. Isn’t your little body in pain Our monstrance where We live permanently? Your love is so strong, your kisses of love, your acts of perfect contrition, your tears of repentance have touched Our love and have detached Me from the cross.”
– Jesus: “Look at Our dear little treasure, Our crucifix, a witness of Our union, of Our love in suffering, now that I am detached from the cross to attach you more solidly in My place. It is a tangible sign of your death where everything will be consumed by love. I am so anxious that I am counting the days after having counted the years. My Beloved, My little host of love, to please Me, to decorate Our monstrance with stones more precious than the tears of love, of repentance, offer Me the 527012pearls that only a God can buy. They were expensive. Your director was a witness to that.”
Monday 25 March 1963
Feast of the Annunciation
– Mimi: “On this beautiful day, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, let me give You a gentle kiss on the forehead. I thank You for having given Your Fiat out of pure love. Yes, I congratulate You. How I would have liked to be near You to celebrate this beautiful day. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me accept everything out of love. I want to follow Your example each day and say with You the Fiat. Advise me, teach me how to better serve and love God the Eternal Father and to maintain the heart of a child, a blind confidence, an entire submission to His Holy Will in all things for His greater glory.
Mediatrix of all graces, intercede for me so that I may always remain very little, very humble, and that I may correspond to the love of Your Divine Son. As a spouse, may I remain faithful to Him. Into Your motherly arms, I take refuge forever. I need Your help to do battle against my enemy. I am not immune to temptations. But with You I am secure. Because of Your power, You crushed the head of my enemy. The fact of pronouncing Your Blessed Name, ô Immaculate Virgin makes my enemy flee.”
– Mimi: “I was so happy this morning to be able to offer You my communion. Yes, it was a feast day for me. It has been thirteen years that my director has been directing my little soul and allowed me to take vows. On that day, I had no idea all that God wanted and expected from me. For me, the word “all” became very important in my life.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, my dear little host of love, I also was very happy to celebrate this beautiful day with Us to glorify My Divine Mother so loved! Didn’t your director and yourself feel the same way? Yes. I was in your midst like on Passion Sunday. Remember? The word, My Beloved, that your director said one day under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit : “God wants everything from you!” It has become a reality. And, one day, I told you: I want everything. I will take everything and it will be so forever.” Today, I can say: Yes, this little soul attached to the cross with Me is Mine. I am her Everything and She is entirely Mine. I have everything.”
Tuesday 26 March 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today, we are going to begin a new purification of all your senses, in order to atone, merit and save souls for My greater glory. Let us begin by the eyes.
Yes, My dear little host of love, mortify your eyes, abstain from looking at the time, of looking into the mirror when you comb yourself, do not open a letter that you receive, only a few hours later. When you mortify your eyes, you are helping other souls to see clear, to consider life with the eyes of faith, to look at the transparency of a soul in the state of grace, to look at the beauties of nature, and you also help those who cannot see, for when you pray for them, you help them find a gentle interior enlightenment. You also help sinners look at the enormity of their sins and consider My infinite Mercy. You help the dying consider death not as a punishment, but as a delivrance, a reward. You help consecrated souls look at their vocation, to see all that needs to be done in order to give Me more love. As for souls blinded by their passions, they will learn to look at My infinite love, My merciful love, to the future with love and confidence.
If souls took the time to consider the splendor of a soul in the state of grace! To consider the three Divine Persons present in them, to consider Our infinite love, to look at what We have done and are doing each moment for each soul, to look with love and gratitude at all the beauties of nature: the sun, the moon, the stars, the clouds, heat, cold, snow, trees, forests, flowers, boulders, water, etc.”
– Jesus: “This is nothing compared to what We are doing in souls and in their bodies. No, souls no longer have the time to look up to Us and heaven. Their eyes are glued to the earth. How will they open their eyes when they come before Us and consider Our infinite splendor?”
Wednesday 27 March 1963
– Jesus: “Now, consider your little nose! Mortify your nose. You help souls smell the balm of a pure soul. How many souls are choking in their soul that has become a cell without air or light. How many souls offend Me with their nose by smelling the odor of perfume, alcohol, etc.”
Thursday 28 March 1963
– Jesus: “Today, My Beloved, you will mortify your mouth. Yes, by mortifying your mouth, you console Me. No useless word! Drink only water. Do not add to your food pepper, salt, sugar, dessert; eat only what is necessary. Yes, by mortifying your mouth, you help souls dying of hunger and who cannot nourish themselves with My Flesh and My Divine Blood.
You atone for sacrileges, blasphemies, slander, calumny, gluttony, a lack of charity of all kinds.
Yes, the tongue that is so precious and that should remain so pure because it occupies a privileged place where I am able to rest and be ready to penetrate the soul. How many souls respect it? Very few are those who thank Me for giving it to them for Our glory, for prayer, to feed themselves!... How great is the joy of a mother upon hearing for the first time the cry of her child! During his life time, he will be using it every day. How consoling it is also for parents and children to hear the last words of a dying person! In spite of all that, how many souls abuse it and use it to offend Me instead of glorifying My Father. Yet, they would have so much to say about Our love!
For certain souls, what is important is to use their tongues in order to enjoy themselves as much as possible! With the tongue, we can destroy in a moment: honor, reputation, purity, etc. There are souls who become generous and mortified. They say with an air of false modesty: “I am not hungry. I hardly eat anything” and yet, these souls eat (slander) their neighbor non stop.”
Friday 29 March 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, now for the ears! Mortify them by avoiding to listen to long conversations, music, etc. When you mortify your ears, you help souls listen to My voice. How many souls lend an ear to Our voice? Certain souls don’t even listen to the words of Our representatives speaking about Us, about Our Gospel. Many priests are preaching in a desert. These souls will not listen to any advice. Their ears are closed to Truth. However, they are avid listeners to blasphemies, calumnies, evil talks. They spend hours listening to programs on radio, television, politics, songs. But to listen to the word of God each Sunday tires them and bores them. How many souls also who listen attentively and enjoy Our Word and answer Our call! To hear a talk on love by human beings is much more interesting that to hear a talk about Our infinite love, to hear Us preach about love, to listen to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit.”
Saturday 30 March 1963
– Jesus: “Now, let us talk a little about touch. By mortifying the touch, you help souls to respect others’ property. How many souls use their hands to offend Me: bad actions, thefts, sacrileges, yes, the theft of souls especially. Even among My consecrated souls, there are also religious souls who wear a ring as a spouse of Christ and yet who keep pride preciously in the bottom of their soul, and make it their ideal. How many consecrated hands are empty! How many evil books are written by impure hands. Yes, these hands that are so useful to man in his work! How many souls take the time to join them to thank Us, to pray to Us, to implore Our mercy. For certain souls, the rosary is so heavy that it becomes a chain, but in committing evil actions, everything becomes easy, light.”
Passion Sunday
31 March 1963
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, we have now reached the mortification of your will. Accept everything out of love. Do not seek to do what you like. Accept the advice from persons even if it seems ridiculous. Make no decision before speaking about it to your director. Do not speak about yourself; always agree with your neighbor even if you are perceived as a deranged person. When remaining silent, always keep smiling when contradicted. Allow yourself to be shoved around without complaining even by your enemy, your neighbor, events. Walk on, do not try to understand where Our intimacy will lead you. In accepting everything, you are helping souls not to rebel against Us during trials, to submit themselves to religious and civic authorities. All sins are committed through the will.
Monday 1st April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, by the mortification of your spirit, you are helping souls to place the Spirit of God, the Spirit of Love in their lives. The spirit and the heart are one. How many things need to be mortified in the spirit, that is, to put everything into Our hands, to remain very humble, very hidden in Our arms, never try to prove oneself, to consider that the intelligence we have is a gift and to use it only for Our greater glory. To be very attentive to the inspirations of the Spirit of Love. In spiritual life, never to be self-satisfied. To commend your spirit to God by abandoning yourself to His infinite mercy. How many sins are committed by the spirit! Yes, sometimes, the spirit of man wants to dominate over the Spirit of God. The world has a spirit of pride, of rebellion. The spirit of evil engenders all sins. How many think seriously about having to commend their spirit to Us one day?
Tuesday 2 April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, now for the body. How many souls abuse their body! This masterpiece produced by Our hands, created by God! For certain souls, their god is their body. They don’t have enough time to use their body for pleasure, a body that one day will know corruption and return to dust. Poor body, idol of so many souls! One must not wear out this body, work but not overwork. Yet, how many souls spend hours dancing, walking in order to do evil things. Others, out of pride, for passion, by excessive drinking, wear out their body. By mortifying your body, My dear little host of love, you are helping souls to respect their body and use it only for God.
As baptized persons, how many souls think of keeping their body pure as a temple of God, as a monstrance where We are present night and day. To celebrate the holy day of Easter, some souls don’t think of clothing their souls. All they think about are clothes, meals, drinks, parties. In other words, we must take pleasure and use every means to caress, decorate and love this poor body. The mortification of generous souls is ridiculous to them. Why make one’s body suffer? Poor souls! They don’t understand that in mortifying their body, I am giving them a sign of love, a chance to purify it, an occasion to atone, to merit. By suffering, I associate them with My Passion in order to be one with these souls for the glory of My Father. How many souls reject Me! They prefer their body to My Divine Body, to My Precious Blood.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, ask permission from your director to offer Me more. There are so many ways to mortify your body. When you are in great pain, don’t say that you are tired. Even during great temptations, you are working for Us. Mortify your body by not making it comfortable. Avoid talking about the cold, the heat. The Spirit of Love will tell you what you must do with Us during Holy Week.”
Wednesday 3 April 1963
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, We have now reached the heart. Yes, the poor human heart. You know something about it. With your little heart so warm, so affectionate, so sensitive, in the past so evil, indifferent, so hard towards Us, so cruel towards Us.
My dear little spouse, don’t cry! I wanted to show you and help you mortify your little heart. I know this little heart so well and which belongs to Us forever. My Beloved, if I had not spoken about your little heart, your purification would not have been complete.
My Divine Heart who has loved souls so much and has given so much out of love! How many souls honor Me and thank Me for loving them! How many souls will have the courage to follow Me during Holy Week with a pure heart full of love for Us! For certain souls, it is asking them too much to make room in their heart, in their soul. In creating man, My Father saw what was most beautiful in such a heart. He had placed in it pure love, goodness, gentleness, charity, self-denial, sincerity, honesty, all the qualities that a human heart can possess.
As children of God, how many souls think of offering Us their heart? We are there, We want hearts that are pure, generous in following Us, loving and faithful.”
– Jesus: “But what We seek most are hearts who suffer, who are filled with miseries, simple hearts who need Us and who ask in all humility for Our help, little hearts who love Us so little and who offend Us so greatly! My Beloved, you remember the little girl who had so abused her little heart that it was in pieces. There was hardly any piece of love left. But, in My infinite mercy, I kept preciously in My Divine Heart this little heart where there was a bit of love left, and there, in My Heart, I purified it with My Precious Blood and nourished it with My Love, and today, it has become My little spouse. I satisfied it. It’s heart has expanded so much, is so filled with love for Us that it will soon die a victim of Our love. Her prayer has been answered : Jesus, meek and humble of Heart, render my heart identical to Yours. With Us, her love grew. Yes, this little heart that used to be so cold is now warm, burning with love for Us and for souls. Her little heart that was so ungrateful, is now filled with gratitude. This little heart that was so indifferent is now attentive to the inspirations of the Spirit of Love. Like Me, with Me, this little heart loves suffering, the cross, for the greater glory of My Father. My Beloved, isn’t this the picture of your little heart? Yesterday’s and today’s? And if you could see tomorrow’s heart that I jealously keep in order to offer it to you completely purified! I am anxious to offer it to you with Mine to My Father forever!
My Dear little G… mortify your little heart! No human affection, only spiritual affection of souls and for the members of Our beautiful little Team of love. Love your parents, your neighbor out of love for Us. Love your enemies, those who make you suffer most. Love them with all your little heart, with all your soul, with all your strength.”
– Jesus: “It is a duty of charity towards them and of justice towards Us. By mortifying your little heart, you are helping souls not to waver between divine love and human love, so that their heart may glorify Us and not offend Us. Ask Us often that souls make room in their hearts so that We may enter it with Our love. This is what We wish with all Our heart. As man, I loved them with My Heart of flesh and as God, We love them with an infinite and merciful love.
Thursday 4 April 1963
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, now that We have looked at your little life, your two little sisters W… and C… could also profit from this. We would be so consoled and happy. The Team work will be complete if each day of the week, you mortify your senses or something else. At first, it will demand an effort, a lot of attention, but in thinking more about Us, it will become easy and the Spirit of Love will show you ways of doing it. This way, the Team will be stronger and your little souls will be continually united. Out of love, offer Us everything by mortifying everything for Our greater glory. Yes, make room in yourselves, detach yourselves from everything, from your faults, from your failures. Each day, you will be mortifying yourselves in order to be purified before appearing before Us. Out of love, be faithful. Here’s how to proceed. Each day, you will read and meditate on the subject to be mortified. On Monday, mortify the eyes. Tuesday, mortify the nose. Wednesday, mortify the the mouth, tongue, taste. Thursday mortify the ears. Friday, mortify the touch. Saturday, mortify the will, the spirit. Sunday, mortify the body, the heart.
My dear little hosts of love, W…, C…, G…, such is the development of the soul rising towards Us out of love. However, I leave you free to accept. It is the complement of your two loves. Read once more the first message about the Team.
Friday 5 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer myself to You to console You. With Your grace, I want to be today Your little victim of love. Consume me in Your love. During a temptation, I was suffering so much that I thought I was losing my head.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you wouldn’t have been losing much!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, are You laughing at me?”
– Jesus: “Of course! My dear little spouse! My little one whom I love to tease! Everything is so simple in Our intimacy. Sometimes, you are like a little tiny baby. This consoles Me and relaxes Me to be near you. I am not always a God who is sad, melancholic, severe, distant, cold. Look at My love, My infinite mercy. You know, My Beloved, sometimes I find much more love in a sinful soul than in a pious and indifferent one. However, these souls could experience My intimacy. My dear little host of love, do you believe that there are many souls that I tease? Even in the spiritual life, there are still souls who do not understand Me. They believe that to please Me, they must not laugh and walk with their heads down and their eyes almost closed. Poor souls! All I ask of them is to look at Me as I am, a God of love, yes, a Spouse trying to show, to give His love, each moment. If these souls could receive Me, welcome Me with respect, with love, how great Our intimacy would be! I would be able to enjoy, love, weep and even laugh with them.”
– Jesus: “I am for certain souls a distant God, an invisible God, a God at whom we do not even look. And yet, I am truly a living God, present in each soul and I have given them everything out of love.”
Saturday 6 April 1963
– Mimi: “My God, out of love, I offer You this suffering. No one, except my director, knows all the love I have for You. I long for heaven! I am weeping and miss You so much! It is a long agony to await Your visit when Our union will be perfect and forever.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the agony from physical suffering is nothing compared to the agony of the soul, of the heart and of the spirit that I accepted out of love for you. Only My souls chosen as victims of love will receive this favor, this gift of my three agonies. All the members of My Team of love will receive this privilege. We are so consoled by Our beautiful Team. During Holy Week, you will have a lot to suffer. Be faithful in following Me out of love so that I may not remain alone during My agony that will also be your agony.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, out of love for You, I beg You, please grant me the grace to love the cross more and more in order to die of love on the cross with You. My God, my All whom I so love! Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, offer to God the Father Your Jesus and His poor little girl. Offer us as victims of love for His greater glory and for the salvation of souls, for the needs of His Church, for the success of the Vatican Council. My Beloved, today I am so weak. I am not walking quickly for souls. I am dragging myself towards You. However, I accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is no longer you who must walk towards Us. The hour has come when We are coming towards you in great strides though your Gentle Mother of heaven is walking faster in order to prepare Her little girl to receive Us.”
Sunday 7 April 1963
– Mimi: “My God, as heiress of heaven, please give me my share of heritage on earth, that is, the love, suffering, the cross that will be my share, my treasure. This way, I will be sufficiently rich.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, like Myself, you will be consumed by love and hidden from human eyes like Our dear little crucifix that your director has chosen. This dear little crucifix is truly the image of your present life, that is, attached to the cross and detached from everything, consumed by love, hidden from human eyes. Yes, dear little crucifix so precious, relic of love for Us, for the Team. Your director is its guardian. We are so happy. We have confidence in him. When we gave him your poor little soul, We were sure that he would return it to Us completely purified for Our greater glory. My dear little G…, this week, your director and yourself will undertake a new journey upon which the strait path leads directly to Us. It is the path of perfect love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, where is this path?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is close to you, in you. May your spirit and your heart be lifted up closer to Us. May your director speak to you often about heaven. May he prepare you to appear before Us where Our union in love and suffering will be perfect. In Our Team of love, may there be no hesitation in revealing the state of your souls.”
– Jesus: “Your little souls must be strengthened between yourselves to identify yourselves with God. Be faithful in following Me till the end for the brief time that remains for you to live. You are beginning your ascension towards Our infinite love.”
Monday 8 April 1963
– Mimi: I was looking at our dear little crucifix.
– Mimi: “Poor Jesus who suffered so much for me, for us! You know, my Beloved, how much I regret all my sins. You also know that I want to love You. I do not ever want to cause You sorrow in the slightest way, but I also know that in my weakness, I happen to offend You. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness.
I was kissing with love and respect Our dear little crucifix: “You know, my Beloved, if there is anything I can do to please You, tell me. With Your grace, I will do it. And I looked at Him straight in the eyes. It seems to me that He was looking at me with love, but His gaze was sad.”
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, what’s wrong with Your Jesus? My Gentle Mother of heaven: “You must know!” I seemed to hear Her say :
– Mary: “Of course, My dear little girl! My Jesus is sad and is suffering from the ungratefulness of mankind. He is suffering more today than when He died on the cross!
At that time, He could tell His Father as an excuse: “Father, forgive them for they know not what they are doing”, but today, He cannot say the same after so many signs of love over the past centuries. This is what he is saying from His cross and in His infinite mercy. His final call to His Father is : “Father, forgive them for they don’t want to accept Our love.”
As a Mother, I have come to speak to My children. They do not even hear My voice. No matter My advice, My warnings, My love, My tears! Must all My children be the same? Heartless, without love, without pity in not allowing themselves to be moved by the sobbings of their Mother? I am not like other mothers. I am the Immaculate Virgin, the Mother of God, the Spouse of the Holy Spirit, the Daughter of God. I am your Mother for all eternity and I love each one of you individually, and My favorite children are the sinners, the miserable ones, and those most spoiled are those who offend My Divine Son. My predestined children are those who are suffering out of love in union with the sufferings of My Divine Son for the greater glory of God. Yes, these dear humble children, who out of love for God have been attached to the cross with My dear Jesus to console Him. They are little victim souls of love. I am constantly near them at the foot of the cross, for these little souls remind Me of My Jesus with their sufferings joyfully accepted out of pure love. They are cooperating in the salvation of souls.
My dear little girl, what saddens My dear Treasure, My Jesus, is that souls no longer seek Him. In their blindness, they do not want to recognize Him as their God, their King, their Creator.
If these souls had the faith to consider Him as a Brother, and their God as a Father! Men today only seek what science can give them. They have spent millions to find what? In the meantime, there are nations that are dying of hunger, misery, and in their pride, they say that science is evolving. However, it is evolving towards evil, sin, the destruction of what only belongs to God alone. Yes, what God has created for man’s greater good and for his moderate use and utility in order to better serve Him out of love.
My dear little girl, tomorrow We will continue to speak about what makes My Divine Son sad.”
Tuesday 9 April 1963
– Mary: “My Beloved, how we must love My dear Treasure, your Jesus! How many souls act as insane persons, not satisfied in wanting to destroy all things on earth, they now want to conquer space. They believe they can attain anything, discover everything, possess all things. They will never attain the power of God. In certain countries, souls are not even able to look at the clear sky, and it is sometimes with fear and anxiety that they look up, for they never know whether a plane or a rocket will put an end to their lives. God did not create the stars to destroy the world. On the contrary, it is in the sky that the sign of the coming of the Lord was given to the world, and it is in the sky that God will come to judge the world.
What makes My Jesus sad is the lack of religious vocations, of priests. Certain parents refuse to speak to their children about the needs of the Church, of the necessity for missionaries, but rather speak about sports, adventures, clothes, comforts, pleasures. From childhood, the child is made ready to possess all things, little treats, fancies and grows in this climate with these principles. How can an ear of corn grow in a field where there are only pleasures of all kinds? Sometimes, there are a few beautiful souls sown out of pure love but who perish from a lack of care. They have been sown in a field surrounded by evil, disorder, pride and hatred. Even in certain catholic families, there is no more charity and love. The members live together sometimes as enemies.
Parents no longer have any authority. Roles have been reversed. It is the children who command and the parents who obey. The fourth commandment of God is no longer in fashion. No more respect or obedience! No more love. Till tomorrow, My dear little host of love!”
Wednesday 10 April 1963
– Mary: “What makes My Jesus sad is the pride of mankind. Governments try to find solutions to peace.They forget or do not want to ask Us our help. They do not believe in a confident prayer to their Father, the Almighty. They seek peace through war, destruction of all things and We consider this as a theft. I call it a “theft” from God who created all things for man’s use. The judges on earth become stricter for holdups, but how many souls are robbed by supposedly clean hands. I am thinking of such pure souls of dear little children. My dear little girl, if you saw how My dear Treasure is sad at seeing so many souls refuse His love, His forgiveness and His mercy for each soul.”
Thursday 11 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what a beautiful day for Us! For the Team! However, I would so like to have received You! I offer it all out of love!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, the more you suffer, the closer I am to you. We are present in Our home, your dear little soul. Adore Us with your Mother of heaven, Saint Michael, Saint Thérèse, all the saints. We are so happy! My dear little spouse, don’t cry. Do you think that all the souls who visit Our monstrances do so out of love? Respect? There is a lot of human respect, pride, curiosity. Think of Our sorrw at seeing so many souls flee from Us during My agony. My dear little G… stay close to Me today. Decorate Our monstrance with the 527,012 precious pearls added to your tears of love. What you have done today for your neighbor in writing is more meritorious. Don’t forget that you are but a small instrument in Our hands. Thank you for speaking about Us, about Our love.”
– Mimi: “I was meditating on the Passion of my Beloved, and I was weeping thinking of all my sins.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you could see the state of your little soul that I have filled with My love, My Precious Blood, you would weep for joy! When thinking of your past sins, think especially of My wounded love. You have cost Us so much! Only your director can understand, he had a large part. What consoles Us is Our beautiful Team of love that is working so well. Each member has its place in the same spirit of love for Our greater glory.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I notice that in Our conversations, You hardly ever speak of souls who console You, generous and faithful souls.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, do you believe that a person who suffers and finds someone who loves him, listens to him, talks about joyful things? My dear little spouse, can a spouse not confide in the person he loves? If I give you these favors, it is because you have suffered a lot and that you have a heart that can understand. In the past, I used to talk to you and you didn’t listen to Me, you didn’t even look at Me. My love for you had made Me blind. I didn’t even see your numerous sins. I could only see My love, My mercy. I was deaf. I didn’t want to hear your blasphemies. I only wanted to hear the heart beats of your little heart for Me. There was but a murmur of life in you. I also remained silent to your contempt, your ungratefulness. I liked to remain silent and yet I would have liked to speak to you with love, to tell you how much I wanted your little soul forever, and what I expected from you, but I respected your freedom. Finally, the battle was fierce. Your director knows what I mean. But today, you are all Mine, forever My spouse. Some day, you will know what it is like to be attached to the cross with Me. You will perhaps receive part of the heritage you were asking for.”
Good Friday 12 April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, accept everything out of love. Your agony of the heart, of the soul and of the spirit is beginning. Don’t hesitate to weep on My Divine Heart. I also wept, even tears of blood. At the moment, I am suffering to see you suffer, you so little, so weak, so sick, but by the Holy Will of My Father, you must follow Me. It is out of love for you that He is giving you the privilege of being with Me by satisfying you with the Royal gift of the Cross.”
– Mimi: “In the afternoon, at three o’clock, my director came to put my little soul in order. After absolution, the great temptations began.
I am suffering terribly, physically and morally. I feel emptiness in my soul, disgust. My spirit fogs up and I begin insulting my director. At this moment, I hate him, despise his priesthood. I do not dare write down the blasphemies against God and my Gentle Mother of heaven. I feel alone, abandoned, in an abyss. I am afraid! My enemy is there, triumphant. I don’t even have a glimmer of hope. God seems to be hiding and to have left me alone. If only I could believe that this suffering is useful, willed by God, but no, I don’t even know whether I love Him. My director continues to offer everything in my name and to offer me, to make acts of love for me, thanking God for these favors. He blesses me. Each time, my enemy is enraged and attacks me more violently.
Then, suddenly, I don’t know what is happening to my soul. Great peace and my spirit is so united to My Beloved!
I was placed with Him on the same cross! His sufferings were mine. He was looking at me with such love! His embrace was so strong! For a brief moment, he held my hand like a Spouse to encourage me to suffer. He was trembling with happiness. My love was so great, so strong, that I no longer felt the suffering. I was so dizzy! My poor little heart could no longer endure such happiness! I thought I was going to die of love!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… My dear little host of love, We were so happy together! To be with Me on the same cross! Our cross like on Our dear little crucifix. It was an honor for you and a happy moment for Me. My dear little host of love, you are not able to realize everything and understand what is going on. What a beautiful spectacle to see a crucified God with His poor little creature! Yes, the most insignificant, the most miserable one transformed by love. And it is to help you better understand the value of love, of suffering that I allowed you to experience the exhilaration of love on My cross. My Father was looking at Us with love. He was so happy! The blood of His Son was not wasted on you. Your Gentle Mother of heaven was also present. She was standing near the cross and near Us. At the moment of your death, the spectacle will be even more beautiful.
What a privilege for your director to be a witness of our love, after having been a witness of your numerous sins, presently transformed into precious pearls by Our love. If you knew all the souls to be saved that were present! In spite of the sufferings, the great fatigue, you director was generous and offered everything out of love. Your enemy was raging against him. But we were present. What more can he do? He is not even able to leave.”
– Jesus: “The time is determined by Us. We control him so well and in his pride, he does not dare insult Us. If you knew how he suffers when your director makes him recite the Salve Regina and other prayers. He suffers more when he is obliged to say what he sees and repeat what he hears.Your director has power over him because of his priesthood. Each day with the other members of the Team, thank God for such goodness and love. We are so pleased with Our beautiful Team of love that has worked hard and generously, out of love, to give Us souls especially during Holy Week. W… and C… were faithful in following Us out of love, each one at their post. Many thanks to all the members of Our Team of love.
Saturday of Holy Week, 13 April 1963
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved, for rising so early to work with Me for souls. There are so many souls that need salvation. After so many signs of love, they refuse to come close to Me, to My sacraments, and yet, I am their God, their Father. What more do these poor souls want? I gave them everything out of love at each moment. I watch over them. Their lack of trust is a grave insult to Us because God is infinitely good and is all loving. He never refuses to love. His favorite children are the little ones, the humble, the sinners. It is their misery that attracts Us.
My dear little host of love, today, you will have a lot to suffer. I want everything. How many souls have not taken advantage of Lent to approach Us. They don’t have the time to stop and come close to Us. In Our love for them, we must respect their will and sometimes wait a long time like We did for you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know how much I regret all this. I would like to roam the earth for Your love, Your mercy. Yes, with You, I want to cooperate in saving souls.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, through your silence, you are helping My representatives to preach, to speak of My love in order to touch their hearts. Sometimes I use a word, a trial, an illness, circumstances, events to reach My souls.
In the solitude of Our home, with My grace, you can reach many souls. Since We are but one, it is a good thing to work together. My dear little host of love, what would you say if I asked you to cooperate with Me in obtaining 527,012 to glorify Us and decorate Our Celestial Court? With such a number, you have time to think about it!”
Easter Sunday 14 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, like Mary Magdalene, I am anxious to see You, but especially to receive You. Happier than her, this morning, I possess my Beloved crucified and risen, out of love. It seemed such a long time to wait until 10 o’clock. I did not want to take any liquid. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I was counting the hours and minutes. Finally: “You are there, ô Blessed Trinity! Be glorified and blessed , ô Eternal Father, through the Precious Blood of Your Divine Son risen out of love for us.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, during the Easter Octave, recite this beautiful little prayer, another gift of the Holy Spirit : Thank You, ô Spirit of love!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, after having been near You on Friday, grant me, if You please, the grace of the resurrection with You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, on this beautiful day of the triumph of My love, I am still leaving you on the cross. The cross must not remain without a victim. Are you not Our little victim of love?
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what have You thought of Your little victim of love who slept on the cross from one to four pm? Poor Jesus!
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I was watching you suffer. You were accepting everything out of love. Because of your sufferings, you were contorted on the cross. I had pity on you. I approached you and in a loving embrace, you fell asleep like a tiny little baby. Because of your desire to suffer more, you consoled Us just the same.”
– Mimi: “Ô my Beloved, grant me the grace , if You please, that each day of my life be a resurrection in love through love, after having deserved death through sin, that I may deserve eternal life with You. May the Alleluia of Easter be in my heart each day. May the joy of Easter be continually in my soul in order to glorify God and radiate Christ everywhere through love and total giving.
Monday 15 April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, stay near Me! There are so many souls who have not understood My love. For them, the day of My Resurrection is a day for all kinds of pleasures. They do not believe in the triumph of love. The only thing that counts for them is human love, the love of money. But the love of a God,of a Father infinitely merciful, does it really exist for these souls? In their pride, they refuse to believe it and close ther eyes and heart in the presence of My love. I know that the infinite love of a God for His creature is a mystery, but the love of a Father for his child can be realized through faith.
But how many souls pray asking Us to understand Our love, to love Us as We deserve and wish? How many thank Us for Our love in joy and in sorrow? If souls only had enough humility to recognize Our love! In giving the cross to a soul, We satisfy it. It is a Royal Gift. We never send the cross unaccompanied. Our love is there to help it, strengthen it, sustain it. Once this soul has understood the value of the cross, it no longer wants to abandon it. Without it, this soul would feel forsaken, abandoned by Us. A soul that carries its cross with love and fidelity, no matter how long the road, will never be alone to ascend Mount Calvary. Its agony will be gentle because it has been placed on the same cross to die with its God, with Jesus crucified. Such is the Royal Gift of the cross and one day this soul will rise glorious with Christ who is all love. To love suffering, the cross is the wager of eternal life. Yes, to love ones daily cross out of love for God is the secret of holiness.”
Tuesday 16 April 1963
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, let Me rest on your little heart filled with love. If souls wanted to believe in My love, live with Me in great intimacy, how their lives would be changed! Everything would be made easy. This peace of soul and happiness so desired, the need to love and be loved, everything would be transformed by love. The need to love, to give everything out of love is what I desire. This is why I became little, to be loved. Then, as a man, I gave everything out of love. But souls did not understand My love. After so many signs, they do not want to love Me. From My cross, I looked upon them with love, but their gaze was full of hatred, contempt. I called each one by name but this invitation to love leaves them indifferent.
Before such ungratefulness, My Divine Heart could not resist the desire to give more. This is when My Heart filled with love opened to pour out My Precious Blood on each soul. Seeing this spectacle, the souls abandoned Me. Were these poor souls frightened by their God? I who had endured everything in silence and even allowed Myself to be nailed to the cross! These souls feared My merciful love. Yes, they were afraid of My love because they did not believe in My love for them, after so many signs, miracles, they were there, near the cross, facing reality, believing that they had vanquished love through death. But I vanquished death with the triumph of love. On judgment day, I will return with the same power, the same love to judge them on their love towards Us, towards their neighbor.
Wednesday 17 April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what a beautiful day for Us! The Magnificat and Alleluia of Easter were heard once again. My Divine Mother was radiant with joy as She looked at Her little girl put on the habit and make her profession in the Third Order with Her Name as well as the one of Saint Thérèse.
From now on, you will be known as Sister Loved-by-the-Blessed Trinity, the name We had chosen for you to show you Our love. To be loved by the Blessed Trinity and to carry its name as an exterior witness.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for having chosen me as member of the Third Order of the Blessed Virgin Mary of Mount Carmel and of our Mother Saint Thérèse of Jesus. I never thought I would have this pleasure.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I sent your director by a special grace to protect you from your enemy who was raging against you. This morning, you had accepted this trial, for your director couldn’t come , but I arranged everything… Nothing is impossible for Me. He was My witness. My dear little host of love, I am so happy! Think about the privilege you had to make your profession with Us, in front of My two representatives and your little sister with two other witnesses. The invisible audience was more numerous. Several times, your enemy wanted to intervene, especially at the moment when you read your profession and when the chaplain was blessing you, and during the Te Deum.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my beloved. Still filled with this celestial joy, I am unable to write all that I would like to say. My soul is radiant with joy. My little heart is filled with love. I think it is going to burst with happiness. I feel enveloped with a gentle peace. Aren’t We happy, my Beloved? In Our home? Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for your love and mercy.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, as a gift for your profession, you are beginning your ascension in love and are coming rapidly towards Us.”
Thursday 18 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have not yet recovered from all my emotions of yesterday. I don’t deserve this great happiness. I am not worthy.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I know. It is precisely because you are nothing that I can have the pleasure of giving you everything. You admit that you are not worthy. I believe you, but as Spouse, I have a duty to fulfill, to love you in response to your love. My dear little host of love, it is a good thing to recognize your smallness, but don’t sin by an excess of humility for you could wound My love and not give justice to My infinite mercy.
Now, as member of the Third Order of the Blessed Virgin Mary and of Saint Thérèse, take advantage of all the privileges to rise up to Us out of pure love. Enrich your spiritual life with all the advantages, indulgences, prayers and merits of your little Carmelite sisters and brothers.
My Beloved whom I jealously kept on My Divine Heart, hidden from human beings, you are not made for the world. In spite of your poor life, you had a religious soul, an ardent desire to be entirely Mine, a hidden ideal, a love stifled by sin. But today, My love has triumphed, your director has won. It was for Us very costly. My dear little host of love, you must walk quickly towards Us, rise up each day and come to Us through love and suffering in order to cooperate more closely with My Passion. You know, My Beloved, a victim of love must spread and preach love through prayer and suffering, silence and total giving for My greater glory.”
– Jesus: “By exercising your vows of love, you are fulfilling these conditions. You know, the 527,012 precious pearls are not purchased in one single day. We need many souls to decorate Our home. With Us, accept more, especially the souls of all the retreatants that Paul Mayer s.j. has confided. Exercise your Team work. His apostolate is of a great variety.”
Friday 19 April 1963
– Mimi: “My God, do with me what You will. My Beloved, in the name of Our love, what do You want from me for souls?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in spite of your sufferings, keep on smiling, be charitable, give to others. Souls are in great need of a smile, love, to feel loved and understood. You know, sometimes, a soul feels the need to confide in someone. Accept everything out of love. One must forget oneself in order to make others happy; one must suffer in order to obtain happiness for someone; one must die in order to give life. Yes, to die to oneself in order to appear before God stripped from everything like Me on the cross. On the day of resurrection, the more a soul shall have been stripped and forsaken, the more it will be filled, spoiled with love because it shall have given everything out of love.
My Beloved, through your mission of love and suffering, you must preach love through prayer, example, confident abandonment, conformity to My Holy Will through actions, writings, in order to be My witness of love. Everything in your life must exhale love, represent pure love in moments of joy as in moments of suffering, in important moments as in moments of lesser importance. Let your little heart overflow with love. Quench the thirst of those who thirst for a consoling word, give food to those who hunger for truth.
My dear little host of love, you have been filled. You must share with Us. Your work will be made easy but also very painful. Ask for the help of the whole Team to buy and nourish all these souls for Our greater glory.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved to offer Me each letter as acts of love, of perfect contrition, as acts of thanksgiving. This way, the souls are going to be fed.”
Saturday 20 April 1963
– Jesus: “Today, My dear little host of love, you will need a lot of patience. Offer everything out of love. If souls had in their heart, in their spirit, love, yes, love in their actions, there would be peace in the world. My Divine Heart suffers at seeing so much hatred, so much pride. Egotism reigns as king, as master. We attach so much importance to the word “me”. How many souls have based their lives on this “me”. Love, charity are no longer important, for the word “me” has taken their place. Certain souls don’t have the charity of loving Me. How can they have pity on the human misery of their brothers? Before a calamity, they will say: “Poor people!”, but in their hearts, they are happy to be better off. We must not become too upset about human misery, they say, for we have so little time to enjoy earthly possessions, riches and pleasures. If only souls wanted to live according to My doctrine of love! To practice charity out of love for their neighbors.
My Beloved, what saddens Me is to see among My consecrated souls this malaise, this lack of love, of charity. The love of Us and neighbor is so foreign, charity is unimportant, Our intimacy only an illusion, but the lack of charity and jealousy become very important. These short sighted souls pretend to love Us, to serve Us with devotion and prayers. They will no doubt be faithful in following the rule… but to the detriment of Our love, that is, of Our intimacy.
In spite of all their science, their rule, their spiritual life will remain in suspense because they will not have connected their lives with Ours by living in the intimacy of Our love.”
Sunday 21 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me, I am suffering so much! If only I could get some sleep. Mother, please cradle me as Your child. Press me to Your heart as You did with Your dear Jesus.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, I cannot cradle you today. My Divine Son wishes to keep you on the cross with Him.”
– Mimi: “Mother, if You can’t cradle me, sing to me something. It would make me so happy.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, do you think I felt like singing when I was at the foot of the cross? No, My dear little girl, your suffering must be accepted out of pure love like My Son’s. My heart suffers for not being able to help you move, change position, as you are attached to the cross as a victim of love. What am I able to do without God’s permission? My dear little girl, offer everything out of love for the thousands of souls who refuse to do their Easter duties. If you could only see Our pain! My dear little girl, by accepting, it is you who console Us. Your pain is such a gentle hymn. Yes, a hymn of love. Your suffering is in harmony with that of My Divine Son. Have no fear. When you die, I will be there. Your agony will be soft because I will cradle you. I will press you to My motherly heart giving thanks to God with the song of the Magnificat.
You know, my dear little girl, a little victim of love must be offered each day, be available at each moment in order to correspond to God’s plan and cooperate with My Divine Son in the salvation of souls and for the glory of God.”
Monday 22 April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t be discouraged by your enemy. He will try everything to prevent you from writing, to discourage you. Don’t cry, My dear little host of love. This dislike for writing is only a great temptation. Because you are suffering, I am closer to you. This agony of the spirit, offer it to Me with love as if I were really there. Think about our love, Our intimacy, about the souls who do not understand the love of God for them. Many receive Me, adore Me briefly and then forget the rest of the day that We are present in them. This lack of respect,of love towards Us who have given them everything, why does this exist among my privileged souls?
My dear little host of love, in the state of aridity where you are at this moment, are you not happy even if you don’t understand? Tell Me that you believe that I am in you. Adore Me whom you love, even if you don’t believe it. I understand and I love you. If you are unable to speak, look at Me on Our little crucifix. Kiss Me with love and respect. It will make me so happy. Your enemy hates you. He wants to destroy these writings by every means. Have your director bless them with holy water. These writings are Our property, the product of Our Team and for the souls to help them understand Our merciful love.
My Beloved, through your vow of obedience, you must write, even if you dislike it. Do it out of love for Us and for souls.
Tuesday 23 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, because of the state I am in and to counter the attacks of my enemy, with You, I want to make the way of the cross. You know, my Beloved, when I say : way of the cross, I mean the way of love, yes, the way of love through the cross.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are right. It is love that led Me to the cross. Thank the Holy Spirit for making you understand this.
– Mimi: “The love of my Beloved is so powerful that it makes me transform everything into love: the sacrament of Penance represents the sacrament of merciful love; the sacrament of the Eucharist is total love; the sacrament of the sick is the sacrament of eternal union in love; the sacrament of Baptism is the sacrament of infinite love; the sacrament of Holy Orders is the sacrament of love through total giving; Marriage is the sacrament of the love of God with His creature in cooperation for the glory of God. Everything in my poor life as an invalid exhudes love in the smallest detail. Even trials, my moral and physical sufferings have become a cause of joy that I share with my Beloved, for the daily cross brings me His love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My dear little host of love for your courage and for remaining faithful to Me. Don’t you feel stronger with Me to do battle? Think of Me. Weren’t My physical sufferings united to My moral sufferings? You will have a lot to suffer. Your pilgrimage on earth will cost you a lot just as the salvation of your soul cost Us a lot. But your love will pay for it.
Wednesday 24 April 1963
– Mimi: “I was reading this thought: God lives in the heart of the one who prays while suffering.
My Beloved, You must feel at ease. You know how much my poor little heart is suffering and praying. I thank You for coming this morning. I can find in Your love the strength to carry my cross. You know, my Beloved, that I am never satisfied. I thirst for Your Precious Blood and I hunger for Your Divine Body. The closer I get to You, ô my Love, the more I become aware that We are but One. Our intimacy is greater and Our love stronger… The more I suffer, the happier I am because I am sure that You are always present within me in spite of my enemy’s attacks. Even when You hide, I believe in Your love for me. Yes, I believe it with all my might, soul and spirit, and if I didn’t suffer for an hour, I would be sad, forsaken, so lonely. I love You too much, ô my Beloved, to leave You alone. Our love would feel it.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for smiling in spite of your suffering. Isn’t the school of love a demanding one?”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, and school is far from being over.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, do you believe that on earth everything is over? Of course not, on earth one searches for love through suffering, the cross, with Me. In heaven, one will possess pure love for eternity and the coronation of little hosts of love by Him who is Love.”
Thursday 25 April 1963
– Jesus: “Today, My Beloved, We are going on a beautiful trip in pure love to glorify My Father.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, could it be my great trip with You forever where Our union will be perfect?”
– Jesus: “No, My dear little host of love. Understand Me well. We are going to Quebec to offer more. You know, we must not wait to be in heaven to give pure love in order to glorify My Father!
My dear little host of love, don’t cry and look at Me with a beautiful smile. You are like a baby! You were hoping for your great trip. Fear not! You will be making it soon. Do you see what detachment from yourself is about? Even in spiritual things, they are more meritorious. I know that your cross is heavy, but a little victim of love does not carry a cross of roses. I know that you miss Us a lot. My dear little G… your mission is not yet over. My love is consuming you slowly, very slowly, in order to prolong your agony in pure love and suffering. If you knew the number of souls we must save! If My Father shortened your days, you would prevent Us from the happiness of having many souls glorify Us. As a suffering member of My Mystical Body, you are associated to My Passion. You are marked with the sign of My privileges through your suffering accepted out of love for Us and for souls.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, in spite of your poor miserable life, you had a hidden ideal and it is this ideal that We want you to reach forever. In the meantime, aren’t We happy in accepting out of love the Will of My Father who loves you so much and is anxious to see Us near Him for all eternity?”
Friday 26 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me get up to work for souls. I feel so weak! I beg You, give me the courage to continue my journey towards You. I don’t want to stop on the way, much less return where I came from. Without You, I can do nothing, and am nothing.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, this weakness, this weariness is part of Our program. I do not ask you to get up. Today, I only want you to raise your eyes towards Us and remain on Our cross. You must even obey your nurse. Your little heart needs rest. Offer Me this out of love. My Beloved, keep your strength for writing. You will not be judged on your house cleaning, but on love and obedience towards Us and Our representative. Your duty towards Us is to serve Us in love and suffering out of love. Remember how happy you were when your director attached you to the cross forever. Have you already forgotten these happy moments of Good Friday? Recite the beautiful prayer of the total gift. What more can We hope for? By such a touching prayer, everything is complete. It is the greatest homage that a creature can offer God: love, abandonment, total gift. We are so consoled when all the members of Our beautiful Team of love recite and practice Our beautiful prayer with love to glorify Us.
My dear little host of love, this beautiful prayer of total giving will have its hour. This masterpiece of the Holy Spirit will not remain hidden to little souls.
Saturday 27 April 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning, ô my Beloved! Now that through Your grace, my director has emptied the poor well of misery, please fill it with Your Precious Blood where You will be able to quench Your thirst, where Your little girl will come to drink and give others to drink.
Yes, My Beloved, I am always thirsting for Your Precious Blood. I hunger for You. I so need to be purified, to be strengthened by You. This need of loving You is growing more and more. My little heart suffers as it waits for You, but I offer everything out of love and also for the success of the Ecumenical Council. Ô my God, please protect Your Church and the Holy Father. Allow us to keep this good pastor a long time so that Your sheep may not be scattered.
My God, receive the total gift of my poor little heart and of my whole being. I offer You my little life for the success of the Council and for peace in the world so that souls may love You and serve You with pure love for your greater glory.
My God, You know me so well. I am so little, so weak. The Holy Father is so useful to Your Church, for nations, for the whole world. As for myself, what use am I to the world?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is my wish that you be nothing to the world, but that you be all Mine.
Pray more for the Council so that the Holy Spirit may penetrate all the minds and live in all the hearts, so that during these days of grace, confidence, love, humility and charity be present, that is, the principal goal, before studying and meditating on the problems of My Church and about peace. Among these souls, there are swollen heads! Pride is always at work!”
Sunday 28 April 1963
– Mimi: “Feast of the Good Shepherd, that is Our feast! Thank You, my Beloved for Your love. Yes, like a Good Shepherd, You lowered Yourself to take me in Your powerful arms. You healed my wounds. I was wounded by sin. In spite of it all, You didn’t want Your little lamb to die.”
– Jesus: “But of course, My Beloved, I wanted you to be all Mine. My love is so great and infinite for souls! Even if, My dear little G… you had been the only one to save, I would have come. By dying on the cross, My love was the same for each soul. Each day, I continue my journey in my quest for souls. I lean over them with love, but few listen to My voice. Others don’t even answer My call. What more can I give them than My being and My love? Souls are purchased with love and total giving. This is why I am asking you to cooperate with Me. You are beginning to understand the value of a soul. Your director knows something about it in your case. You cost Us a lot. He wasn’t afraid to dirty himself by going to pull you from the infested ruins of sin. You were hardly breathing. We had to do spiritual resuscitation to help your little soul survive among the ruins. How could your little heart survive with only a glimmer of love, a small sparkle?
My dear little host of love, it is with this little spark that I lit the brazier of Our love that is so powerful, that burns night and day in order to consume you slowly with love. In Our intimacy, I feed each day this fire of Our love, so that souls may be purified and consumed by this fire of love.”
Monday 29 April 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the time has come to recite, to live Our beautiful prayer of total giving, a masterpiece of perfection, a triumph of the Spirit of love for little souls.
Today, We are going to travel to a foreign country in order to help missionaries in their pastoral work for souls. There are so many souls who do not know Me and who could serve Me faithfully, love Me sincerely. In civilized countries, there are many souls who know Me and do not love Me, do not want to serve Me. These souls don’t really know Me. They do not want to make the effort of understanding My love. Yet, it is so easy to love. I am not asking for the impossible, only for a little love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, do with me what You wish. I am in Your arms. I am so happy! Thank You, my Beloved, for Your love. To console You, I am going to offer You each heartbeat of my little heart as if they were acts of love, adoration, perfect contrition, thanksgiving for Your infinite love. I am also offering You all the heartbeats of all the human beings You have created in union with Your Passion. I am offering You all the sufferings, the crosses, the labors, the joys, the pains of all those who do not think of offering everything out of love to the glory of our Father. My Beloved, from Your cross, You know the human miseries of each soul. In their name, I ask Your forgiveness and I implore You with my Gentle Mother of heaven for these souls.”
Have mercy on us, increase Your love in us!
Tuesday 30 April 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day for Us. I offer You everything out of love. Please help me to accept everything out of love and in silence. My enemy is always near me. I find it very difficult to write because I am disturbed by the telephone and by visits, etc. My Beloved, keep me in Your arms. I am trembling just knowing that W… is coming to work with Us. My enemy is enraged and takes it out on me.
My Beloved, help me! The work I have to do is man’s work. I don’t feel strong enough. It is Your wish. I accept out of love.
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I know that it is painful work, difficult for a sick person. You say that it is man’s work, but you are not alone to do it. I am the Man-God and I will help you. My dear little host of love, all these sufferings have already been applied to souls. Be generous till the end. The life of a victim soul isn’t always easy, but one must continue to struggle, to accomplish one’s duty of state with love. The road to Calvary is long and bumpy. To follow Me, you must walk in My footsteps and carry Our cross out of love. Think of all the steps I took for you!... Look at My infinite love, at the attention I give you at each moment. Do all souls have the privilege of living in a great intimacy like Ours? Take courage! Look at Me on Our little crucifix!”
Wednesday 1st May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I offer You everything out of love. In the state I am, I am not able to write, to think of You. Yet, my little heart contains so much love for You. I would like to tell it to everyone, to write about it, but it is the contrary that takes place. Even in front of Our little crucifix, I look at it and remain silent. It seems like the door of my soul is closed, and that Our intimacy is not what it used to be. My Beloved, You know that I love You!”
Thursday 2 May 1963
– Mimi: “I was getting ready to do my Holy Hour from 11h to midnight. I was sleepy. My Gentle Mother of heaven, if You see me sleep, pinch me, please, to wake me up.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, do you think that a mother would pinch her sick little one who is sleeping with confidence, with love, in the arms of her Father? My dear little girl, you are so exhausted by the attacks of your enemy! Continue to do battle with Us. You will be victorious. Offer up everything without understanding. Yes, offer everything out of love in union with the sufferings of My Divine Son. In the state of aridity in which you are presently, know that God is watching over you and that My Divine Son is looking at you with love and that the Holy Spirit is protecting you. God has not changed in spite of appearances. He loves you more because you accept eveything out of love. This is called pure love, giving ones Fiat each day out of love.”
Friday 3 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for coming this morning. I was afraid. My little heart was beating so fast. I was so anxious to receive You. I need You, to live alone with You. I am yearning for heaven.
My Beloved, give me the strength to see You in my neighbor and to love him. In the state I am, I would like to flee, far away, however, “Do with me what You will!” it is surely the time to say it.
– Mimi: This evening, someone came.
– Mimi: “She took every means to ridicule me, humiliate me. Finally, she repeated several times that I was crazy, and thinking that I didn’t understand, added : “All you are doing is ridiculous, your manners, etc.” A person living with me tried to intervene, saying : “Don’t talk that way!” And so, she repeated: “I am telling you she is crazy and she knows it!””
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it’s funny! I was crying and at the same time, I was happy to hear her say that I was crazy. For, I am crazy with love, crazy about You. I am crazy about souls, crazy about suffering, and with all this, I am hoping to attain the folly of the cross.
You know, my Beloved, I thank You for changing my heart, my spirit, my soul. In the past, with my little proud nature, I would not have put up with this person a single moment. I can assure You that my enemy wanted me to defend myself and answer her accusations. But I couldn’t. My love for You is so great, and I remained silent out of love for You and for souls.
Saturday 4 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for helping me last night. After having been insulted by this person, you are asking me for more.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. In order to prove to Me your love, you must kiss the cheek of this person and ask her forgiveness as if you were guilty.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me so that this kiss many not be the kiss of Judas.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, do you believe that with Me present in you, you are able to repeat the error of Judas?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I apologize and ask Your forgiveness. I did not want to offend You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it consoles Me to see you asking My forgiveness, but I hadn’t accused you. I simply made a remark. I wanted to verify your intentions, your attitude and your love in the face of injuries.”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! It is your turn to tell yourself. Why obey your Spouse? His doctrine is false. He pretends to be just and orders you to accuse yourself of being guilty. He is making you lie, He who is truth. What about human freedom that He pretends to respect? Open your eyes!
He is doing with you what He wants. I didn’t think you were so crazy about Him. Why not keep this love for living creatures? It makes me laugh when in the midst of your sufferings, you believe in His love. You feel happy near Him. You are His slave. He is using you to spread error with your words and especially with your writings. How are you going to repair so many lies? In your pride, you believe that your God is asking you to take notes. If He sees everything, why must you write it down?
Sunday 5 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, intercede for me. I would so much want to love God like You, serve Him faithfully and say at each moment the Fiat. I would like You to fill my soul with the love that You kept so pure for God and for Your Divine Son. Sometimes, a blood transfusion is necessary to save a life.
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, please give me a transfusion of love, that is, the Blood so pure of Your dear Jesus. It will penetrate my entire being so that my soul and body will be purified for the greater glory of God. My Gentle Mother of heaven, I am confident. You cannot refuse what I ask. You know, a child needs the blood of its mother to grow. Ô my Mother, I need Your Blood so badly! I thirst for the Blood of Your Divine Son. You know, sometimes, to identify a child, one needs the blood of the mother. Me, I will need some till my death. When I come before God, Mother, You will be able to identify me by saying to God: “Look, my God, these are My two children. Look at their blood. Do You recognize the Precious Blood of Your Divine Son that is in this soul? Don’t forget that it has been fed with this Blood, that its soul has been purified by this very Blood.” I am certain that God cannot refuse You anything. Thank You for being my Mother. I am so happy to be the child of Mary, the Mother of God.”
Monday 6 May 1963
– Mimi: “Being obliged to write, I was lonely for my Beloved. I felt He was so far away. I thought of calling on Him.”
– Mimi: “Hello! Heaven?”
…Yes?”
– Mimi: “May I speak to my Beloved?”
…Who’s calling?”
– Mimi: “His little spouse.”
…Which one?”
– Mimi: “From His little spouse who is always thinking about Him.”
…I can’t disturb Him.”
– Mimi: “Tell Him please that it is from His little girl, G…”
No answer.
– Mimi: “Will you tell Him that it is from the most miserable of His creatures, the weakest one, Madelene No.1!”
No answer.
– Mimi: “I was suffering so much! Always this silence!”
– Mimi: “I beg you, I must speak to Him.”
… Why? What do you want to tell Him?”
– Mimi: “I simply want to tell Him that I miss Him, that I am anxious to see Him and especially that I love Him, that I would like to love Him even more, that I regret all the sorrow I have caused Him and ask His forgiveness.”
…One moment, please.”
– Mimi: “My heart is pounding!”
– Mimi: “Hello! It’s You, my Beloved, my Jesus, my Love! I can finally speak to You. Between Us, I can tell You that it isn’t easy to speak with You.”
– Jesus: “But, My Beloved, it is so simple. I wanted to see how strong was your confidence, your love, your humility. My dear little girl, My Beloved, the next time you want to call heaven, always ask to speak to your Mother, the Immaculate Virgin. She will know how to satisfy your little soul. She won’t make you wait long. Her wish is to give Me to souls. Like Us, Her joy is to give everything out of love. You must always ask for everything through My Divine Mother, Mediatrix of all graces.”
Tuesday 7 May 1963
– Mimi: “Another day for Us! I want to offer everything out of love. God is in such great need of being loved, consoled. We must not hesitate to speak to Him about love. I know that He is presently very close to my poor soul. He was at the door for such a long time. He waited so long for me to open wide the secret door of my soul. He became the beggar of love in order to respect my little will. He, the Almighty, lowered Himself to await my love. What love I had to offer!
This is why I constantly ask Him to purify, sanctify and strengthen my love in order to love Him as He deserves and the way he wants me to love Him.
On this beautiful day of the month of Mary, I want to ask my Gentle Mother of heaven to teach me to truly love God, to love Him no strings attached. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to say my Fiat each day out of love in union with the passion of Her Divine Son. In spite of the trials of life, separations, crosses, temptations, I am convinced that God alone will remain faithful to me with His infinite love, His merciful love. It is so consoling to know one is loved by God, our Father after having searched for Him for such a long time. I thought He was so far, so distant! Yet, He was so close and was looking at me with the same love as today.
Many thanks to the Holy Spirit and to my director for making me understand what the intimacy of God in my soul is about.”
Wednesday 8 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning! I am so happy! In spite of the rain, I want everything to be beautiful and gay around me. I would like souls to see life through pink glasses! I know that sometimes it is difficult when everything is dark near us, in our temporal life, but in the spiritual life, everything is so beautiful and good with Him who is my Love.
In the eyes of faith, my sufferings, my crosses, my trials, my joys become roses of love, especially if I offer them with the love of my Gentle Mother of heaven for Her to present them to God.
It is with love that She bends over to look at Her little girl who is sick and frail, but whose heart is full of good will and whose arms are filled with little roses. She quickly comes to her aid in order to offer God, our Father, the precious roses of love! And what will my surprise be like when God my Father comes for His little girl and makes me walk on a bed of roses leading me to eternal happiness with my Beloved after having walked during my life on the way of the cross.
Ô Spirit of Love, enlighten me so that all my actions may be like roses of love. I would like to make a beautiful crown of roses to decorate the head of my Beloved to atone for the crown of thorns I placed on His head by my numerous sins. My Beloved, give me the thorns and I will give you roses of love!”
Thursday 9 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! I would have liked to go to the pilgrimage of the sick at the Fathers of the Blessed Sacrament. Yes, spend an hour in Your presence, to look at You, adore You, to pray and thank You. On each pilgrimage, I felt so close to You when the stretcher was placed in the sactuary. The hour went by so fast! We had so much to tell one another. Remember, my Beloved, how happy We used to be!”
– Mimi: “On my last pilgrimage at the church of the Immaculate Conception, the parish where I was baptized, it was with regret that I had to leave! I would have liked to die there so as to never have to leave. I was saying to myself that probably the next time I come to my church, I won’t be lying on a stretcher but in my coffin.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you want to daydream, think of Me. Come closer. You know, if you had taken the risk in spite of the interdiction of your doctor, your nurse, S.M., to make the pilgrimage, Our intimacy would not have been the same. By staying at home, We were so happy to be alone! Isn’t it true that two spouses are more comfortable when there are no eye witnesses?
As for myself, My dear little host of love, I have no regrets. What more did you want to tell Me over there? Happily, the sacrifice was accepted with love, even though there were little tears of love in your eyes. Poor little human nature! I also shed tears, tears of blood, but it was because I was thinking of you, My dear little spouse.
Look at me! Today, I am shedding tears of joy. I am so happy to be in you forever. Close your eyes! Lean your little head on My Divine Heart and let us relish together this happiness where Our love is so great. Do you think I would have been able to do this if you had gone out?”
Friday 10 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, the time has come for me to say: “Do with me what You will” or “I accept and ask for all the crosses that, in Your infinite Wisdom, it pleases You to send me.”
My Beloved, help me, please, to accept everything out of love. How I need a great spirit of faith to live this beautiful prayer when all is dark around me. My Beloved, is this what is called the agony of the heart, of the soul and of the spirit? My Beloved, have pity on me. Is it possible that We are not able to keep Our home because of circumstances? We were so happy in Our home. I beg You, come to my aid. My sole refuge is in Your arms. I am crying so much! Press me very close to Your Divine Heart where I feel secure. My sole confidence and hope are in Your powerful arms.
Like You, my Beloved, I have never felt more lonely and abandoned than this evening. My director knows nothing of this trial. I no longer have my parents. Charity obliges me to be silent. I cannot even confide in the other members of my family. You alone, my Beloved, are a witness to my afflictions. I don’t want to lose anything. I abandon myself into Your arms. I am suffering all this out of love for You and for souls. My Beloved, the tears I am shedding are not only pearls of love but a torrent of love. I am about to drown! My enemy is rejoicing about all this.”
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, I beg You, come to my aid! Protect me from my enemy. If only my Beloved would give me a sign of life! From the bottom of my little heart, thank You my God for everything!
Saturday 11 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, the present situation saddens me. Poor human nature, with my little heart so sensitive! I am living at this moment the real detachment from myself! But what consoles me is that, in spite of the silence of my Beloved, I know He is present in me. It would be much more painful if I lost my Beloved!
My director is doing his utmost to clarify the situation, but with little success. The will is something difficult to lead. When I think that also because of my pride, I once defied God and His representative. Poor Jesus! How You suffered because of me! I ask Your forgiveness. My director has been so good!
My God, do not allow that my director when he speaks in Your Name be ignored. Allow his priesthood to triumph over our enemy!
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten this person. Be present in its heart, spirit and soul so that it may understand exactly what You want for its greater good and the salvation of its soul. By the merits of Your Divine Son, and with the hands of Mary Mediatrix of all graces, come to our aid, protect our home. What would happen to the members of Your little Team of love? We truly want to work but we need a place to stay, a space where we can meet like at Bethany. However, my God, may Your Holy Will be done. Thank You for making me understand Your love. This way, I am confident.
I know that You will not abandon me and the day I will no longer have a place to stay, You have prepared one in heaven where I will never have the worry about losing You. Yes, I accept everythng out of love. I am in Your hands. I am confident and waiting like a bird on a branch.”
Sunday 12 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your presence. The situation is always the same. The more I suffer, the more I feel so little in Your arms. I am like a little baby who expects everything from its Father. A misfortune is looming over me. My enemy is very amused and tells me:
– Satan: “Poor little girl, why wait with confidence? What is your God doing to help you? He can do nothing. That is why He is hiding after having promised you to be always with you to protect you. No one can help you. Your love for Him has made you blind. Look at the situation. Why hope since you will be with me in a short while, for you won’t be able to put up with the situation. Then, you will see my power over God. No more communions, confessions, far from your director I hate. No more visits from those two idiots, W… C… I shall have won. I have known for a long time that I would have your soul. I have been preparing this plan for years and now I have triumphed forever. It is easy to say we are God, we are mighty. Is He able to change things? He has removed everything. He has left you in misery. Yet, He pretends to love you. Don’t tire yourself struggling for nothing. The only solution is to end your life. Anyway, it is I who will come and claim your soul. What pleasure we will have! It isn’t every day that we have the pleasure of receiving a false victim and we are going to take advantage by offering the damn host of love that has already been purified by the Divine Blood and that is like the others. We now have proof. Why pray? He has rejected you, can you deny it?”
Monday 13 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me accept everything out of love and in conformity with Your Holy Will. I am in Your hands. I am confident in spite of everything. My enemy is trying hard to discourage me. He doesn’t stop following me. He is using every means. I am all Yours, ô my Beloved, whatever my enemy does. He cannot remove my confidence in You and my love. My enemy is taking advantage of the situation, but the more he pursues me, the more he wants to discourage me, the more I hide in Your arms, the more I am confident and happy for I clearly see in all this a trial and I accept it with love for Your greater glory and for souls.
A Spouse does not abandon His little spouse who loves Him and is doing her best to serve Him. My Beloved, think about all Our children whom You have entrusted to me. Homeless children are so unhappy. I trust in You who are the Truth. How many times have You not used the word, in speaking about Our dwelling, “Our home”? You have already come twice to immolate Yourself in Our home in order to be closer to me, with me in order to be offered to God Our Father, out of love for Him and for souls.
My Gentle Mother of heaven will not forsake her wounded and sick child.
You know my Beloved that in spite of everything, I love You and am Yours and accept everything with love for You and for souls.”
Tuesday 14 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for allowing me to accept everything out of love.
The situation is the same. Not a sign of hope on the horizon. On the human level, I have nothing left: health, money, security, affection, etc. Yet, I am happy, no matter what You want for me. I accept everything out of love for Your greater glory and for souls. I thank You for making me understand Your love in spite of the attacks of my enemy.
The scenery is getting darker all the time. No matter, I am in Your arms. I bow before Your Holy Will, even if You wish to strip me from everything, from myself.
Ô my Beloved, think about Our union, about Our love. What would become of me without the sacraments? You said it Yourself: “He who eats My Flesh and drinks My Blood will have eternal life”. I desire this life with You with all my soul forever where Our union will be perfect.
My Beloved, please increase my courage to do battle. Without You, ô my Jesus, I can do nothing. Look, my Beloved, at my weakness. To keep smiling and appear calm as if I had no sorrows, I need a special grace. You know, my Beloved, that I am suffering and under the disguise of a smile, a grimacing face is hiding at times.”
– Satan: “You see that I was right to say that you were proud. There is no more hope. Yet you are smiling as if everything were going well. Ten days from now, you won’t be saying the same when you are alone, forsaken, driven out of Your home. He will show you that you don’t deserve His love, that all that you thought was love was only a dream.”
Wednesday 15 May 1963
– Mimi: “My God, come to my aid. I can’t go on! My strength is leaving me. My enemy is always there. The attacks are getting worse. The situation is becoming critical. I trust in You, my Love!
Thank You, my Beloved for this little ray of hope. I have just found by chance this beautiful little picture of You in all Your majesty and these words: “I must enter and dwell in your house”.
Yes, my Beloved, come into Our home. Be King and Master. Your little spouse has opened wide the door forever. I need You so much. I place myself in Your arms with confidence. I accept and give everything out of love.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are still hoping. You should rather count the days. If you knew how anxious I am to see you driven out of Your damn home. Everything could be arranged if you only let me. You would even have more money, no worries. You could rent a room to someone. He would take care of you, comfort you, bring you security, love. Your poor body offered as victim would become more useful than by suffering. Your body is made for pleasure. Why not take advantage of it for the little time remaining?
Think about all that. No more need to beg for love from an invisible being. All your days would be filled, satisfied. You need love to live. You wouldn’t need to ask for money. You would have plenty of it.”
Thursday 16 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for my dear little sister W… is coming today. We have been looking forward to this visit for such a long time. In the afternoon, my director came. All three of us, we offered everything out of love for You and for souls.
– Mimi: Great temptation! My enemy was enraged at seeing my little sister W… near me to help my director.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, don’t you see where your pride is leading you? Consider my power during this temptation. Did your God come to your aid? I did with you what I wanted. You blasphemed the name of the Blessed Virgin, of your Spouse, you insulted your director, you made your little sister W… cry. You were cursing Father Paul Mayer s.j. Now, everything will be discovered. This is why your director is pleased to have witnesses. Paul Mayer is setting a trap for you when you give him your writings. He will use them to prove that you are crazy. There is still time to destroy all these damn notes. Do you believe that the Holy Spirit is inspiring you to blaspheme?... this damn priest, the consecrated souls? If God is so powerful, why does He use you to reach souls? You know what you are. I should not complain. You are working for me to spread errors in the world through lies and hypocrisy. You can see very well that all this is false. You can’t even remember everything that is going on. You don’t even remember what you have said.”
Friday 17 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. How happy we are to be with You among us. Time is going by so fast! We never have enough time to speak about You, about your merciful love for us.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will ask a lot from you during these days of blessings and graces. The beautiful Team work consoles Us. Your little sister C… is also working and is joining Us through her sufferings.
My Beloved, through your detachment, you are offering Me more. Have no fear! Our love will be protected. If I allow Our intimacy to be known a little by your little sister W… and Father Paul Mayer s.j., it is in order to help them understand perfectly My merciful love and what the intimacy of a simple soul with her God is about.
You know, even in religious life, many souls do not understand yet My Love, My intimacy. Some wish to love Me but with their own love as if they could do everything by themselves. They tell Me: “I want to follow You to the cross.” These poor souls are not able to follow Me to the manger where My love and humility were determined forever. Why not live with the familiarity of a child who loves and abandons itself into the arms of its Father? It is not We who place an obstacle to Our love. Our intimacy has no limit for the soul that is humble and docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. Only humble souls that are docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit are able to understand this.”
Saturday 18 May 1963
– Mimi: “Everything out of love for You and for souls! Thank You, my Beloved, for allowing my little sister W… help me prepare my communion. There was emptiness in me. Yet, You know how much I want You and love You. My enemy was already near me and taking over all my senses. I could not even pray nor swallow the host. My director, seeing this, ordered my enemy to withdraw and told me to swallow the host. His power as a priest is so great against my enemy.
In the afternoon, another temptation lasted about one hour. We were all exhausted, but everything was offered up out of love.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, the situation is getting more serious! You have witnesses of your folly and lies. Because of your pride, it is you who invent these great temptations to get attention. Also, you want to please your director. After insulting him, you tell him that he is loved by God, that his eyes are merciful and always ready to forgive in the name of God, etc. Then, to encourage your little sister W…, you tell her that her soul is as pure as crystal because you know that it will please her. In her naivety she believes you. And, to attract favors, you speak about Father Paul Mayer, another whom I detest because his ideal is too great and too beautiful. To want to save souls out of love, through suffering, how ridiculous! My power is so great that you were overwhelmed. Your two witnesses thought there was something extraordinary happening in front of the little blue crucifix. You can see how your folly is getting worse. You are not even able to remember all that happened and what you said.”
Sunday 19 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for allowing me to follow You. Please increase my courage. I so want to love You and serve You faithfully each day. Thank You for allowing me to understand Your love better. If You were not there, I don’t know what I would do. You are the only reason for me to live. My Beloved, tell me once again that You love me. I need to hear Your voice. I miss You!”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! You are now aware that your God has rejected you. He doesn’t even take the time to answer you. He doesn’t even look at you. He knows very well that it is time lost for you are all mine. But in your pride, you refuse to believe it. You are struggling with reality.
In great temptations, I am closer to you. As for Him, what does He do? I am free to talk, laugh, insult you, agitate you. I can do with you what I will and your director believes that these are great favors. Look at where your confidence and blindness are leading you. You think you understand His love.
Why believe in love that is invisible? What counts is visible love, real love, love with results and not love that gives, that is hidden by total giving.
Before it is too late, think about all I am saying for the greater good of your soul.”
Monday 20 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! After having received so many good things from You, and then to return to the earth to face reality and accept everything out of love, I am asking You for a special grace, if You please, through the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven. It seems to me that I no longer have the strength to do battle. The road that remains seems so long. I miss You so terribly! My Beloved, when are You coming to get me?
I was meditating on the Resurrection and the joy that My Beloved had in seeing His Father. How beautiful and consoling this must have been!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My joy is even greater when I see a soul resurrected from sin. Meditate on this and think about Our future happiness when Our union will be perfect and Our love infinite. Offer everything up. What you are suffering at the moment will be rewarded by a degree of eternal love. The greater your suffering, the more you give Us a sign of your love by accepting everything. By your mission of victim you cannot understand everything. Walk without fear, look with the eyes of faith in spite of your doubts. Offer up everything out of love. Love in spiritual darkness is more meritorious than love with spiritual consolations. The victim soul must be blinded by the love of suffering as I was blinded by tears of love, tears of Blood.
Tuesday 21 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I who love You so, why must I feel so weak today?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, don’t be sad. It is quite normal in your case. A victim soul does not walk on a path of roses. The more this soul approaches Us, the more it experiences humiliations, abandonment, contempt. The cross is its allotment. Love is its strength.
My Beloved, do not rest on the road to Calvary. Take courage and look at Me. I am always here. After so many efforts, your little soul was very costly to your director and Myself. Now that We are one, do you think I am going to leave you alone to do battle?”
Wednesday 22 May 1963
– Jesus: “Now for a slight remark. Saturday morning, during the great temptation, you director and your little sister W… should have adored Me present in you instead of being preoccupied with your enemy.”
– Mimi: “But my Beloved, You were on the edge of my tongue! You could have fallen!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you believe that I don’t see everything? I allowed this to show you how I was visibly near you during this temptation. Do you believe that with My power, I would have allowed My Divine Body to be profaned? How many times have I not fallen out of love for you? I am making this remark because I love you. From now on, be more confident! I will always be there to protect you and My Divine Mother would never allow the Blessed Species of Her Jesus to fall. The power of the priest over your enemy is powerful. What more can he do without My permission?”
Tuesday 23 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have to work lying down. My fever won’t leave me. I am so thirsty! But I offer You everything out of love. I think about your thirst for souls. Forgive me, my Beloved, I can no longer write. I have such a headache. My eyes are closing in spite of me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, all that I desire and expect from you is love. No matter the place or the position. Think about my crown of thorns. I also suffered with my head. I accepted everything out of love for you and for souls.”
Friday 24 May 1963
– Mimi: “Another day for You and for souls. How much suffering is necessary before dying in order to be purified. One must be so pure to merit heaven.
My Beloved, I believe in Your infinite love, Your mercy. Please grant me the grace to do my purgatory on earth, for You know that I would suffer too much to be separated from You even for a moment.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, is it you who would suffer most from this separation? I beg you in the name of Our love, never ask Me again for this. Do you believe that when My Divine Mother goes to fetch a soul, it is in order to send it to purgatory? Especially a little soul that is frail, sensitive, sick like yours? I promised you to protect Our love and Our love is in your little soul where We are so happy to live forever. My home will be My abode.
Saturday 25 May 1963
– Mimi: “My God, my All, how I love to meditate on these words! Yes, to have God is to have everything, that is to have His love, His mercy, to possess Him through love, suffering and the cross. The Holy Spirit made me understand that I did not have to be dead to possess God, but by living a great intimacy, I have everything and with love, I can obtain everything.
Thank You, my Beloved for the beautiful surprise. My dear little sister W… is once again near us to work.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, We needed more for the Ecumenical Council and the dying. I wanted to give you a little lesson. Isn’t it easy for Me to fetch your little sister W… two times in a row? Now, are you going to doubt about your other little sister C…? Didn’t I fetch your director when you were on the brink of death? And you, My dear little spouse, you were very far gone when We went to get you. Your director had a long walk! You were very costly! I waited with love, with patience!”
Sunday 26 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would have so liked to receive You today, but I offer You everything out of love. Great temptation accompanied by a lot of physical suffering. And my suffering increases when I see my director so exhausted. Luckily my little sister W… is there to help us.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t even remember everything that went on during this great temptation.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, why do you wish to remember what you offered Me out of love? Your director and your little sister are My witnesses. That is sufficient.”
Monday 27 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. I hardly slept. I was too anxious to receive You. My happiness is so great! I am counting the hours. Please help me walk. I offer You everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you could see where Our steps are leading Us because we are walking on the road that leads directly to My Father. And with Our love, We are roaming the earth. My Beloved, there are times when you are really like a tiny little baby in Our arms. You must not be surprised if I ask you to drag yourself. No matter the position that you must take in order to serve Me, to work for Me. Only the disposition of the soul, of the spirit directed by Divine love is necessary.”
Tuesday 28 May 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will have a lot to suffer. The more you suffer, the more I am in you. By a special grace, I unite you to My sufferings while waiting to identify you to My Passion. Isn’t My cross a visible sign of My love for you, a token of Our union in love and suffering?
My Beloved, if souls could understand the real meaning of suffering! How many graces are lost, merits that are not fruitful, lives without a goal, souls who have died stifled under the weight of their cross. And to think that this cross accepted out of love could have been their salvation.”
Wednesday 29 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am so happy when I have the joy of receiving You. I need You so badly!
My God, I accept everything out of love. The situation remains the same. In spite of this, I remain confident. I believe in You. Nothing is impossible to God. He alone can arrange everything. If it is a trial, I accept it in conformity with Your Holy Will over me. I abandon myself with love into Your powerful arms.”
Thursday 30 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid! The sea of temptations is very agitated and I am being tossed about in Our little boat. I know that You are here with me. My Beloved, I beg You, in the name of Our love, wake up! You are sleeping so peacefully and the danger is so great. It is a menace to Our home and to Our beautiful Team of love! You know very well that without You I can do nothing.
My Beloved, keep me close to You during this storm. I trust in You in spite of Your silence, Your deep sleep. I know that Your Heart is watching over Your little spouse. I am confident that You will maintain Our home in spite of all the odds. In the past and at the present moment, You are giving me so many signs of love. I have total confidence in You. A little spouse must not doubt her Spouse nor His love for her whom she loves so much. Thank You for everything.
Friday 31 May 1963
Feast of My Gentle Mother of heaven, Mary Queen of the World.
– Mimi: “I am so happy. I received my Beloved this morning on this beautiful feast day. I prostrate myself with the whole Celestial Court to praise You, to thank You, to congratulate You, ô my Gentle and Beautiful Mother of heaven. Yes, Queen of the world, Queen of the Apostles, be praised and glorified! Thank You for having accepted to become my Mother. Poor Mother of heaven, how ungrateful I have been towards You. I ask Your forgiveness.
Thank You my Gentle Mother for Your love! Thank You for helping me to love and serve God! Thank You for helping me do battle! Thank You for Your assistance in all my needs especially during great temptations. On this day, I place my soul into Your motherly arms.
Thank You for giving me Your Divine Son forever!
Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, I am before You. Words escape me to sing Your praises and express my love. However, receive the language of a poor little girl, the most ignorant one on the Team. All that my little heart would like to tell you can be summarized in these words: I love You, ô my Gentle Mother and with respect, I lovingly kiss Your gentle forehead. I place myself with confidence into Your motherly arms. On the last day, watch over me, protect me, assist me in my last moments.
If I am placed on the cross through my sufferings, look upon me as You looked with love upon Your Divine Son. This look was His strength, His comfort. And if I am not in a position to offer everything, speak in my place, if You please. Offer me to God with Your gentle Jesus, my Beloved.”
Saturday 1st June 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for the joy of receiving You once again! My day will be to honor my Gentle Mother of heaven I love so much! How I would like everyone to understand Her love for each soul! Since Her Fiat, she never ceased for a moment to love us, to protect us from all dangers, to sustain us in our struggles. She is Mediatrix of all graces. She intercedes for each one of us in our spiritual and temporal needs. She lovingly watches over the little ones, the sick. Sinners are Her privileged children and I am one of them. The dying are secure in Her arms. The souls in purgatory find hope in Her. How can we go towards God without the intercession of our Gentle Mother of heaven? If She accepted to become our Mother, it was in order to give us God, to offer us Her Divine Son and it is with love that She gave Her Fiat by accepting the Holy Will of God over Her with Her Divine Son. She walked by His side. She loved and accepted the cross. The triumph of Her risen Son has become Her glory. Since then, She has never ceased loving us. She speaks to us through the voice of the Church, through its Chief, the Holy Father, through its representatives. She speaks to us as a Mother speaks to Her children. She shares our sorrows and our joys.
A child cannot live without the help of its Mother; a soul cannot survive without the help of Mary.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you in the name of My Divine Mother. We are so happy to be living in the soul where Mary is honored and loved. It is a token of eternal salvation.”
Sunday 2 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “What a beautiful day! Pentecost Sunday! Be blessed and glorified, ô my God by the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Love, the Spirit of Truth! Thank You for sending us Your Spirit. By this Spirit, we have found peace, light, love, security and mercy.
Ô Spirit of Love, with You I want to walk constantly under God’s gaze. With His grace, I want to be docile to the inspiration of Your Spirit over me in order to accomplish the Holy Will of God with love. I ask You for a great purity of soul in all my actions.May my heart be transformed by Your love, may my spirit always be guided by You. Ô Spirit of Truth, be my Guide in moments of darkness, my Hope in my distastes, my Strength in my struggles, in moments of great temptations. Sustain me! Be my Light in moments of doubt, spiritual consolations and joys. Share with me this great moment of happiness that I do not deserve. Grant me, ô Holy Spirit, all the gifts and their fruits in order to better serve and love God. I ask these same graces for the whole world. May this Spirit of Love, Charity and Justice be alive in our hearts so that God may be glorified and that we may have peace on earth.
On this day ô Holy Spirit, breathe on our souls your breath of love so that the earth may be purified and that our hearts may be united in love. Protect Your Church and all the souls. Enlighten those who are in charge of governements and countries. Watch over Your priests and missionaries. Envelop in Your Love the Holy Father who is dying. Sustain Your Church and may the sacrifice of the Holy Father be accepted for the success of the Ecumenical Council.”
Monday 3 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am very sorrowful. I have just learned of the death of our Holy Father Pope John XXIII. On the other hand, I am happy to know that he is with You forever.
Saturday, my director had offered me to God and if it was the Holy Will of God, to come and get me instead of the Holy Father. I bless Your Holy Will. Between us, the Holy Father was much more useful to the world than myself. The Council is not over yet. The Holy Father had opened wide the doors of the Church to souls, to the population. His heart and his arms were open to everyone out of love. How he wished unity for souls, hearts in a spirit of charity, justice, love and peace! My Beloved, has my sacrifice been accepted?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you little sacrifice has been accepted. You have your sign for you are still alive. We wanted to receive for today only Our beloved son. You, My Beloved, you must remain here for a short while. We need your sufferings. Have no fear, We have accepted with love the sacrifice of your life for the success of the Ecumenical Council that is not finished yet. As a living witness, you will have to suffer a lot for this cause. There must be a renewal in Our Church, in all the souls. Even at the Vatican, a spirit of love, charity and justice is lacking. At times, the hearts, spirits and ideas are obstacles to the Holy Spirit in these souls. How can one preach about peace in the world if, in the Church, this spirit of love and peace is not recognized and accepted in all humility and submission?
The Holy Father sowed this thought in the Church. His successor will harvest the results. By his prolonged agony, John XXIII left to the world his spiritual testament, that is, the love he had for Us and for souls; his charity, humility, submission and patience. His agony was only a reflection of his love and intimacy with Us in Peace. Remember these words. They will help you.”
Tuesday 4 June 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I suffer from not understanding everything You tell me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, does a baby always understand the language of its parents? No, the only thing a child is able to understand is the affection, the love of those who love him. So, remain little like a baby in Our arms and be assured of Our love. Write and carry on without understanding. You will be judged by your obedience and love.
You know, My Beloved, the Holy Spirit does not like to work in a soul that tries to understand everything and believes it understands all Our designs. There are so many souls who justify themselves, others condemn themselves without thinking about Our love, My mercy for them. If souls had confidence in Us and accepted out of love Our Holy Will, peace in the world would have made great strides towards unity. Through Our Spirit of Love, We sent the Holy Father as a good shepherd in order to assemble souls in a spirit of charity for future peace but many did not hear his voice. Yet, he always walked under the guidance of the Holy Spirit. In a short while, he accomplished a difficult, delicate and painful task. From the beginning, he experienced hours of moral agony and his last one was a prelude to love and suffering on the cross. Love, charity and peace were always in first place. His successor will walk in his footsteps but souls must understand the real meaning of the Council. It isn’t only a gathering of cardinals and bishops, an exchange of ideas. It is foremost a meeting of members of the same family in the Father’s house in order to know one another, to love and help one another under the gaze of the Blessed Virgin and to better serve and glorify God.”
Wednesday 5 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “What joy it is to receive You in Your Sacrament of Love and to receive Your visit. With this great suffering… I accept everything out of love for You and for souls. My Beloved, how I regret not having understood Your love! With the help of the Holy Spirit, everything becomes so simple, so easy! And with Your love, everything is so beautiful and consoling, even in moments of great temptations and darkness. There remains this little glimmer of love hidden in the most intimate part of my little soul. Yes, to have and keep this conviction of being loved! Yes, one must believe in spite of everything.
How one must struggle to maintain this peace of soul! When all is well, it is easy. But when everything is about to crumble, everything is dark, that is when I try to represent my Beloved in the white host and ask Him to come to my aid so that my soul may remain pure in spite of the darkness surrounding me. I ask Him for the strength and courage to do battle. My poor little creature is often tempted to rebel in the face of so many trials, but my Beloved only has to look at me and I lose all my weapons. His look fascinates me, His love transforms me. In His presence, I feel so little, ashamed. But I quickly run and jump into His arms. I hear His Divine Heart beating and this reassures me. My enemy hates this habit I have of running to my Beloved for the least little thing. He would like to discourage me.
My Beloved! Grant me the grace to live and die in Your love and accept till the end my vow of love.”
Thursday 6 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for the great joy of receiving You this morning. Please give me the strength to accept everything in silence. It is difficult to live in uncertainty. I place all my trust in You and I am convinced that all is well. I place the situation in Your hands and remain confident.”
– Satan: “You can see that your God has abandoned you. He doesn’t even take the time to answer you. He knows very well that He can do nothing to help you. Your boat is drifting and sinking. If He really loved you, would He leave you by yourself? Where has His power been for the last month? What are you going to do without money? What is your King of love doing for you?”
Saturday 8 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “In spite of the difficult trial, I am so happy! For You have come this morning. I huddle close to Your arms. The temptations are getting worse. Only Your love sustains me. I trust in You. I offer You everything out of love.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, do you think that with the love of God you are going to pay your rent, buy food, etc? But if you accepted human love, it wouldn’t take long before having enough money and love to be satisfied.
Why waste your time writing, praying? You have enough sufferings to endure! Why not put an end to all this? Go for the operation and all your miseries will be over forever. Look at what your God has done for you. He sends you sufferings, crosses, worries, bereavements. He leaves you by yourself, abandoned, without money, deprived. After all this, He asks you to love Him, to serve Him, to write. He pretends to hold you in His arms and drops you. His hands are weak! How can you write while living in such a situation?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, protect me! With Your grace, I want to love You more and more. Wherever I may be, no one will be able to take Your love away from me. With it, I am sufficiently rich. What more do I need to live? I believe in You. I know that You cannot leave me alone to do battle. I am so weak. In spite of Your silence, I know that You are here in me and that You love me. With all the signs of love that I have, I can only thank You for everything. I accept Your Holy Will over me.”
Sunday 9 june 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, my director came to give me communion on the occasion of Our feast. I say “Our” because of my new name, Sister Loved-By-The-Blessed Trinity. I feel more intimately united to You. I am so happy for having had a triduum of love.
Ô Blessed Trinity, I prostrate myself before You and greet You. I unite my prayer to the praises of my Gentle Mother of heaven and all the saints. Thank You, ô Eternal Father for giving me Your Divine Son as my Spouse. Thank You for Your merciful love. Thank You for creating me and making me Your child. Thank You for allowing me to participate in divine life. I believe that You are present in me and that by Your grace, my soul is in the image of the Blessed Trinity.
You are here, ô Eternal Father, and God the Son is present as my Spouse. The Holy Spirit is present as God of love. With this thought, I already possess heavenly happiness. In heaven, I will have the pleasure of seeing You, but today I already possess You. You are presently living in my poor little soul. You are at home in Your home. May You keep it this way forever. Increase in my soul the life of grace, purify my spirit, detach from my heart all that could harm Our intimacy. Protect Our love, Our interior and exterior dwelling. I am knocking on Your door and asking You to keep me with You forever.
I know that You open to those who knock and ask You in all humility and sincerity. Open wide Your door! I hunger for You! I thirst for Truth! Give me Your love! I am so poor! In my trials, help me enjoy Your presence, ô Blessed Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, whom I love.”
Monday 10 June 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I feel sad. No communion this week. My director has begun his retreat. My Beloved, during these days of grace, watch over him. Spirit of Love, direct him, enlighten him in order to guide my poor little soul towards God. With Your Divine Son, I ask You to grant him all the graces he needs on the temporal and spiritual level.
You know, my God, how costly my soul was to him. With my Beloved, he accepted everything out of love. He did not spare his sacrifices and identifying himself to my Beloved, he even shed his blood because of me. He did everything to save my soul and direct it towards You. He was patient, humble, meek, but remained firm in all that You asked of him.
Thinking about everything that he did for my soul, I am ashamed of my conduct, of my ungratefulness towards him, especially when I didn’t want to believe. How I lacked confidence in You, in him! Out of pride, I listened to the voice of my enemy. This struggle was long, the battle was fierce. Yet, he didn’t get discouraged. If I am now able to lift up my eyes towards You, it is thanks to the merits, to the Blood of Your Divine Son.
My director was not selfish with the gifts received. He did not count his sufferings in order to give You my soul. In spite of his age, he continues to offer everything out of love.”
– Mimi: “My God, you tell me that I will be the coronation of his priesthood. My God, place me in a state of receiving this privilege and grant me the grace of giving You my soul purified by the Precious Blood of my Beloved and whom he directed towards You. Following his example, I want to love You and serve You with love till the last minute.”
Tuesday 11 June 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for helping me smile. If You were not there, I would grimace. But You are living in me and present during this trial. I accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will still have to suffer for the needs of the Church. You know My dear little host of love that Pope John XXIII was a pope of transition. Now that the Holy See is free, during the conclave that is about to begin, you must must accept a transaction with Us. The more you will give Us love and suffering, the more you will obtain for souls and for the Church.
You know, My Beloved, that with love, We can always make concessions. With suffering, We can obtain everything. With the cross, We can win everything and triumph out of love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, with your help, I accept everything for souls and for the needs of the Church. My Beloved, I beg You, give us a pope, a father. Do not leave us orphans for too long. I ask this of You in the name of all the souls. I am knocking at the door of Your Divine Heart. I am confident that You are capable of granting us this grace on the feast of Your Sacred Heart. I ask this grace through the intercession of our Gentle Mother of heaven.
Ô Holy Spirit, be present in the hearts and minds of all the cardinals so that their choice may be God’s choice for His greater glory and for the salvation of souls. And by the grace of God, may the Church be filled with love through the unity of souls in love under the gaze of God our Father.”
Wednesday 12 June 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am suffering when I think that I will not be able to receive You on Your feast day. I offer this suffering out of love for souls and for the Church.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. There is a lot to be done for the success of the Ecumenical Council. The plan elaborated by the Pope was inspired by the Holy Spirit. His successor will have a heavy cross to bear, a long agony before establishing peace in the world. And it is up to victim souls to work for this. It is their duty of state to offer Us more sufferings and love for the rehabilitation of the Church. It is also a duty for each person to pray and work towards this end. The success will depend on the love and generosity of everyone. Each one must make an effort to put their soul in order, to place God in their lives, to come under the guidance of the Holy Spirit by being very charitable towards their neighbor.”
Thursday 13 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for the beautiful surprise! I am so happy that I am overwhelmed with love! You know how much I wanted You for this day!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is not a question of being overwhelmed but to dive into the infinite ocean of My mercy. Do not be afraid of the depth. You were once in a well of misery!
Come, My Beloved, My dear little spouse, do not weep. If I said this, it is because I love you. Don’t hesitate! You know that your tears give me so much happiness. They are precious tears of love. We were so happy to come this morning. We wanted to come to Our home and be honored in Our monstrance that is your little soul. It was so beautiful, so consoling. If you could have seen the splendor of your soul by Our presence, you would have died of happiness. Some day in the near future, you will experience this great happiness which will last forever.
My Beloved, before experiencing, possessing this great privilege, I must have you walk in My footsteps, on the road to Calvary. Yes, you must follow Me each day with joy or sorrow. Carry your cross with patience and courage. Carry it as a standard of Our love. You are living perfectly your vow of love. Thank you for the Team work. We are pleased. Each member has a large share of suffering and love.”
Friday 14 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for the gentle peace of soul in the present situation! My Beloved, I would have liked You to reassure me concerning Our home.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I must do the will of My Father. I must first of all see to Our home on earth, that is, see to the needs of the Church and establish a chief. The successor of John XXIII has already his name in Our Heart. In a short while, the whole world will learn Our choice. One must act swiftly. The need is urgent. A family without a father is at risk of being divided. The family climate does not have the same respect. The bond and love of its members are sometimes divided.
My Divine Mother is constantly watching over Her children. After so many trials, She is carrying you in Her arms and I in My Heart.”
Saturday 15 JunE 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, no communion! I feel lonely. I miss You! However, I believe that You are present in me. I thank You for Your love, Your intimacy. What would become of me without You, without Your love, without Your power over my soul?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved! And I would be so sad without you, without your love. I also find the time long until Our union will be perfect. But in order to obey to the Holy Will of My Father, I must wait.
My Beloved, continue your journey of love and suffering. After all, the length of the road is not that long in order to possess Us forver.”
Sunday 16 JuNe 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I am anxious to see You! In heaven, will I have the privilege of being in Your arms like today, to speak to You about love, to feel Your embrace?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, why worry about what you will be doing in heaven? Haven’t I told you that Our dwelling, Our union would be perfect? Does a little spouse ask her spouse : “How is our love going to be in our home?” No. She is so happy to be near the one she loves. And for you, My dear little spouse, this spouse is a God of love. What more do you want? My dear little host of love, it is now that we must prepare Our future happiness. Our love in suffering has so much merit and value in the eyes of My Father. It is very hard; offer it all up.”
Monday 17 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I thank You for Your help. I need so much patience! The situation is always the same. And You, my Beloved, You are sleeping peacefully. Would You allow me to sleep a little if You please? This way, I could forget a little what is going on around me. I have such a need to rest.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, there is nothing I would rather do than to cradle you forever in My arms! What would become of the salvation of souls if We both slept on Our cross?.. Don’t you believe I deserve to rest a little?.. How long did I remain awake to hear the answer to this invitation to love? It is now your turn to offer everything out of love. Then, you will know this joy of sleeping peacefully in My arms.
My dear little host of love, sometimes you think I am sleeping because I do not answer you. If you knew the desire I have to open my eyes to reassure you. But to obey My Father, I sleep, but My Heart is awake. Be assured, My dear little spouse, that during your great sufferings, My eyes are half open and I am looking at you with more love. My dear little G… My love, yes, My love is infinite. My merciful love has triumphed forever. With the help of Our humble servant who is your director, We have won and are victorious. We are so happy to have conquered your little soul. We are taking possession of a multitude of souls that We are gathering together. The more you offer Us love, the more these souls will advance in pure love to glorify Us.”
Tuesday 18 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “Another day for You, ô Blessed Trinity!”
Thank You, my Beloved, for helping me to keep smiling though my little heart is suffering. What an effort it is to hide my tears! Poor human nature! You also, my Beloved, experienced these hours of moral and physical anguish when the cross gets heavier more and more. You alone can know the extent of my sufferings. Moreover, I am suffering for my director. He is doing so much for this soul… and yet, it refuses to understand. I am suffering for the other members of the Team. Where will we take refuge? The only place is in Your Divine Heart and I am confident. You alone can make things right. You have done so much for my soul. I must not doubt about the rest.”
Wednesday 19 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am so comfortable in Your arms. I forget everything. With You, I feel the strength to accept. You know, my Beloved, I never thought that an ideal could be bought with so much suffering and love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, yes, My ideal was the salvation of souls and a conformity to the Holy Will of My Father on the cross for His greater glory.
My Dear little host of love, you must not be surprised by what is happening to you. It is the normal thing in order to fulfil your mission as a victim of love. All that We accept is love, confidence and suffering. This is your lot. Offer Us everything and even more love.”
Thursday 20 JuNE 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am so happy to be attached to Our cross. In spite of the sufferings, I experience great peace. I know that I am in security with You. I believe that You are present in my soul. Without You, my Beloved, I couldn’t endure the cross. It is really true that You are living in me though my little heart is filled with sorrow. I have so much love for You that I forget that I am suffering.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, through Our mystical union, We are but one in the same love and the cross is the bond that unites Us in the same suffering for the salvation of souls and for the glory of Our Father with the help of the Spirit of Love. We have the same ideal.
Friday 21 Juin 1963
Feast of the Sacred Heart.
– Mimi: “Happy birthday, my Beloved! Thank You for loving me. Yes, this Divine Heart that has loved me so, giving His life for me.
On this beautiful day, receive my little heart forever; this little heart filled with love for You alone. Poor Jesus! When I think that I did not understand Your love and that this love had always existed! And at my birth, it manifested itself. Since that day, You filled me with special graces of protection, my Beloved. In the name of Our love, render my heart similar to Yours. Purify it, free it from all that could harm Our love. Be King and Master of my little heart. Reign over it. Keep it forever near Yours. I will then be in security.”
Saturday 22 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You to work for souls. How great was my desire! I wanted to do more, but I must remain in bed. Poor little body that is crumbling!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse whom I love, remain on Our cross. You are sure to be where We want you. I am the one who wanted more. I need so much to be loved! I feel less alone when you are with Me on Our cross. Are you not happy to be near Me? With Our beautiful prayer of Total Giving you have been prepared for what We expect from you. And your director was faithful in directing your little soul towards Us.”
Sunday 23 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept out of love all that You wish for me. I place myself in Your powerful arms.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your sufferings will be for the needs of Our Church and for her new Chief. Like Pope John XXIII, he will walk in his footsteps. He will be the Pope of peace and unity through love. He will have a great responsibility. It is not enough to assemble the minds but one must touch all the hearts and teach them to love, to get along in order to work together towards a just and lasting peace so that God Our Father may be loved, consoled and glorified.
You know, My Beloved, mankind lives as if there were but one life to live. How many think about preparing for eternal life, the life of their soul, to feed it with My sacrament of love?”
Monday 24 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, keep me securely in Your arms. I feel so weak! My enemy is tormenting me. I beg You, give me courage to do battle. The combat is fierce. But with You, I am confident that all will go well for Your greater glory and the salvation of my soul. I really don’t trust myself.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, the present moment is so precious to Us and you. Think of the souls. One day, I will reward you a hundredfold for the love you are giving Me.”
Tuesday 25 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what will become Your little spouse?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, what you will become will be according to the Holy Will of My Father. By a special privilege, you will have to journey on the same road as I. Each day, you are going to Calvary with Our cross. I am there with you. I look at you and weep with you. There are so many souls to be saved. Your sufferings and crosses are not limited. A single act of love, suffering accepted, are of an infinite price in Our eyes. The cross carried out of love, united to My passion is an inexhaustible treasure of merits. I know that from a human point of vue, the situation is intolerable. Everything is affected! Like Me, you are stripped of everything, of yourself. Your only richness is Our love, and I am your Spouse who is suffering and who loves you in silence.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl! How reassuring and consoling is all this! Your God can very well be silent! He has nothing to say. And anything that He can say is in order to mock you or deceive you.”
Wednesday 26 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am so happy to be with You to begin this day! Together, let us glorify Our Father with our sufferings!
Ô Spirit of Love, make me understand the value of the cross and the power of love through my trials so that our Father may be glorified, loved and consoled. With this great trial, I bow and accept with love Your Holy Will. I adore You, love You and give You thanks.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, I didn’t think you were so stupid! The more your God makes you suffer, the more you believe He loves you. If you have time to lose, ask the Holy Spirit to give you some intelligence! If your God is so good, how can He rejoice in seeing you suffer? He pretends to love you and is happy to see you suffer. He takes everything away from you. Then, He tells you that you can do nothing without Him. Where is His love when He overburdens you with so many trials? After that, to laugh at you… He says He is glorifying His Father. Who can glorify suffering? Only idiots!... You are one of them! Why don’t you take advantage of the occasions I send to help you? You are too proud! You would rather suffer in all kinds of ways than accept. If your God is so just, good and merciful, how will He be able to judge you, condemn you because you take the means to succeed without His help? You need to eat sufficiently and be secure. If only you would follow my advice! It is in your interest and that of your companion. It is being charitable towards her; a debt of gratitude. I could send you someone who could help, someone discreet, for the little time you have left to live, be happy!”
Thursday 27 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I beg You, hide me in Your Divine Heart. My enemy is enraged. He wants to take every opportunity and take advantage of the situation to discourage me. My mind is tormented by all kinds of suggestions. I would so much prefer to think only of You, to feel Your gentle presence.
My beloved, how can You remain in my heart so agitated, in a soul so troubled? I have the sensation of experiencing the three agonies. I no longer have the strength to offer everything out of love. All I can offer You is the little love remaining. How ungrateful and evil I am to act this way. Forgive me for telling You these things, but I am taking advantage of the fact that You are sleeping and yet, I would like to love You more than I do. If it is a trial, help me accept everything.
Enlighten me, ô Spirit of Love. I don’t know what direction to take.
My Beloved, I beg You! Speak to me! Wake up! Tell me You still love me, that You will not abandon me. Where would I go if I should die in such a state? Your silence is killing me! I am like a useless creature in space. Will I rise up or go down once again into my well of misery?”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, why insist? Your God doesn’t even want to look at you. Much less listen to you. He has turned a deaf ear. How can He enlighten a soul living in darkness? Do you really believe He loves you? Think of me. I don’t abandon you. If you simply said “yes”. Everything is easy for me. You will be in peace, security. You will be able to live with your freedom and in full health.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t go on! Come to my aid! Mother of heaven, let me cry on Your Heart so pure. Ô Immaculate Virgin, protect me. Mediatrix of all graces, intercede for me. Virgin of Hope, look after the Team of Your Divine Son and His home.”
Friday 28 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! The condition of my director worries me. The situation is very alarming, painful. What more can we do than to offer up everything out of love? If it is a trial and the work of my enemy, we accept with resignation the hour when You will deliver us from our enemy.
My God,I believe in Your power. I believe in Your love. Ô Spirit of Love, enlighten me so that what we ask may be according to the Holy Will of God over us for His greater glory.
My God, if You wanted to give me a present for my birthday. There is little time left before the 8th of July! Yes, if You came to fetch me. I miss You so much. There, my Beloved, You would no longer worry about me and I would no longer have this fear of offending You, of losing You through sin. I would be so happy to be with You forever where Our love would never end. You know, my director would be so pleased to give You my poor little soul, for he would no longer have to worry about me, about lodging, etc. In Your home, I would be so happy with You, ô my Spouse whom I love, my God, my All. Tell me You will come to fetch me on the 8th of July. However, may Your Holy Will be done if You still need me on earth.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse whom I love, don’t you believe that your desire is also Mine?... You know, My Beloved, a little girl who is well mannered doesn’t ask her father for a birthday gift! She is confident and awaits patiently for the pleasant surprise.
The day of your demise will be a feast day of celestial rejoicing. Isn’t it a beautiful surprise for you to know that you will die a victim of love for Us and for souls?
Saturday 29 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day at Your service! The situation is always the same. My Beloved, I am entrusting this concern to Your Heart. My director has spoken in Your name. We have taken every possible means, gentleness, rigour, patience, prayers, sacrifices, masses, silence and after so many efforts, we still have nothing before us. And You, my Beloved, are still sleeping! If only You could talk in Your sleep, or dream out loud, we would know what to do! Forgive me for being so blunt but I need to tell You about my sorrow. I know that You have been aware of it for some time. I abandon myself into Your arms and I place the situation in Your powerful hands. Do what Your Heart tells You and come what may. I am counting on You, on Your love. I trust in You. Sacred Heart of Jesus, I trust in You! My God, may Your Holy Will be done.”
Sunday 30 Juin 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what a beautiful day for the Church and her members. Thank You, my God, for giving us a new Pope in the person of Paul VI. I am pleased to learn that he will be walking in the footsteps of Pope John XXIII and that the Ecumenical Council will continue.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you know that the coronation of Pope Paul VI gave Us joy but don’t forget that the tiara placed on his head represented the crown of thorns and his vestments Our cross. By accepting it all, the Pope consented to follow Me to the cross with love and suffering. His reign will not be without great difficulties. Satan is always roaming the world seeking the the ruin of souls. But Our Power, Our Love will always triumph over souls, Our Church and the entire world.”
Monday 1st July 1963
– Mimi: What a beautiful month is beginning!
Feast of the Precious Blood.
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for so much happiness. You came this morning in Your Sacrament of Love. On this beautiful day, my Beloved, purify me with Your Precious Blood. Ô Blood of my Beloved that was shed for souls… And today, I am inundated by this Precious Blood! Ô my Beloved, shed abundantly this Precious Blood on all souls, on the whole world so that Your Blood may not be wasted. Quench the thirst of all who thirst for Truth, of all who are never satisfied of Your love, of all who are sincerely searching for peace, for Your love. Please console the souls of purgatory! Ô my Beloved, through Your Precious Blood, may a source of graces, light, peace and love inundate us so that God may be glorified and souls may be filled with this Blood so pure, so precious.”
Tuesday 2 July 1963
– Mimi: “Hail Mary! Feast of the Visitation of our Gentle Mother of heaven. On this beautiful day, You brought me Your Jesus. What a beautiful surprise! Thank You for visiting me with Your grace, ô Mother of heaven. I needed You so badly. You are no doubt aware of the menace hanging over Our home? Are You the one who cradled Your Jesus to sleep for such a long time?”
– Mary: “Why no, My dear little girl! It was you!”
– Mimi: “Who, me?”
– Mary: “You heard me! It was you through your love. Yes, the song of the Magnificat during your sufferings and the love of the other members of the Team as a complement. My divine Son was so happy to see you at work that He peacefully fell asleep. Fear not! Your director did not work in vain. Everything counts in Our eyes.”
Wednesday 3 July 1963
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved, many thanks to your director always faithful.”
– Mimi: “Finally, my Beloved, You are no longer sleeping?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I am so happy. I thank you for the beautiful Team work, especially for the beautiful triduum of love. I could no longer remain silent after so many signs of love. If you knew the number of souls who benefitted from these sufferings. We were the first to be glorified by them. Your director did well by speaking as he did. He has cast the net. Now, We must bide Our time with great patience and charity. You know, My beloved, there are souls who are difficult to reach. Your director knows this quite well.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, does this difficul trial come from You or from my enemy? We accept everything.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, no matter where the trial comes from or its duration. Nothing happens without Our Holy Will, even temptations. Everything must return to Us. Be assured that everything was accepted even though your enemy played an important role.
My dear little children, you will still have to suffer. There are so many sins that are committed during the holidays. But I am always there to help you and especially to love you.
Now, my dear little spouse, you will have a heavy cross to bear. I am asking you for lots of patience, to especially love this person. Accept everything as if it were I. Forget yourself for her. Love will overcome everything. May money not be an obstacle to My grace. With this trial, you are accumulating infinite richness and practicing much charity. Nothing is lost in My service. This soul will cost a lot because of its blindness. Be confident! Accept everything out of love. Lights will come on for Our greater glory even before you die.”
Thursday 4 July 1963
– Jesus: “Thank You, My Beloved, you understood the meaning of what I wanted from you. Another step in your spiritual life. With the Holy Spirit and the help of your director, you will obtain a higher degree of what you are demanding.
Yes, My dear little host of love, before reaching your last agony, you will have to pass through a very narrow path, one of immolation of your mind, of your heart, of your whole being and even of the little strength you have left. May everything be offered out of love for Us, for souls, but especially for your companion. Be My slave of love for her. Always give in. Smile and give her your attention. Share everything with her and offer Me more. If you feel tired, rest on My Heart.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know that I accept everything out of love. Your love has transformed my whole being, my whole life. Whatever the sacrifice, You look upon me with so much love that I cannot refuse You anything. And I am so little! Your love disarms me. I feel Your presence so much in every event, in persons. Thank You for Your assistance and for Your love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, now is the time where your vow of love will be made according to Our wishes. My dear little G…, by your vow of love, you accepted the agony of the heart, soul and spirit. Now, your ideal will be realized by the detachment from all that you have accepted out of love. My Beloved, take advantage of all that I give you out of love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You. But, between Us, am I not taking advantage of it also from a physical point of view?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t surprising, with the abundance of graces that I deposit in you through My sacraments, your sufferings and great love! I play an important part and I am never satiated by your love. Remember that in the past you tried to put on airs.”
Friday 5 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning to help me. The only ray of hope has just vanished. My Beloved, since it is what You wish, I accept everything out of love.
Humanly speaking, I was weeping. You know that I can’t refuse You anything. I was near my beautiful statue of the Sacred Heart. I was weeping on its shoulder.
– Mimi: “If you knew, my Beloved, how anxious I am to see You face to face. It’s a good thing that You have given me faith because it isn’t only with a God made of plaster that I like to find rest. I thank You, ô Blessed Trinity, for being very much alive in my soul, with my Gentle Mother of heaven, Saint Joseph, my guardian angel (George), Saint Michael, Saint Ann, my little sister Saint Thérèse and all the members of the Celestial Court.
For my thanksgiving, I invite all of them to come and adore, glorify, give thanks to God and ask that His kingdom may come on earth and bring peace to all hearts.
Ô Blessed Trinity, I prostrate myself before Your majesty. Do with me what You will for Your greater glory. I abandon myself into Your hands. I trust in You. Yes, my God, I believe that you are going to help me, enlighten us so that we may recover peace and joy in our home.”
– Eternal Father: “My beloved, have no fear! Wherever I am, there is love and peace. Continue to offer everything to console Us. I repeat that all sufferings offered out of love in union with the Passion of My Divine Son have an infinite value in Our eyes. My Beloved whom I love, the more you suffer, the more present I am in you. Yes, We are there, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. What joy in your trials! You have been deprived of everything, but you have everything by the presence of the Blessed Trinity in your soul and no one can remove it from you. It is Our good and yours. What is Ours is yours forever.”
Saturday 6 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for coming this morning into my poor little soul. I need You so badly to accomplish Your Holy Will. Thank You for helping me. In spite of the trials, I am always feeling this peace because I know that You are present within me.
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me please so that I may always walk under Your leadership and go whever God wants me and wherever He expects me to go.
Ô my Beloved, with You I accept everything out of love. Do not allow my will to become an obstacle to Your love. With Your grace, I want to keep Our home in perfect order.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, fear not. I have never disappointed those who trust in Me with confidence, love and humility. It is so easy to love Us, so simple to walk with Us under the guidance of the Holy Spirit. The Immaculate Virgin, Our Mother understood this mystery of love. Why? Because She was humble, submissive to the Holy Will of My Father, flexible at the inspirations of the Spirit of Love, of Truth, and by accepting whatever God expected from Her. She had understood the love of God for Her. By accepting… She answered this call of love and therefore showed Her love by total giving. Yes, She sacrificed herself for souls and sacrificed Me out of love. Ask your Mother of heaven to be always present when you offer yourself with Me to My Father. If only consecrated souls would offer everything through the hands of my Divine Mother!
I gave you the example on the cross at the moment of My great sacrifice before offering everything to My Father through the total giving of My love. My Divine Mother was the first witness, the only one to unite Herself and to understand My sacrifice by total giving. She made the sacrifice of living in order to help souls. As for Myself, I made the sacrifice to die for the salvation of souls.”
Sunday 7 July 1963
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved, aren’t you happy to be with Us?”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, and I thank You. Ô Blessed Trinity, I feel stronger because I am enveloped with Your love. Yes, the merciful love of my Father, the infinite love of my Spouse and the spoiled child of the Holy Spirit. I know that I am unworthy of all these favors, but I also know that Your love has been greater than my misery. Thank You for Your love.
How many times, my Beloved, You could have rejected me, but no, Your love attracted me. I tried to escape, but You would always recover me with a word of love, a trial or through my director. And now, when I feel the weight of the cross, I am certain that I am really attached to the cross with You and that Our love is one.
You are right in saying these words to me. No matter the trial, how long it lasts, since everything comes from You and must return to You, ô Blessed Trinity.
How much time is left for me to live? I should rather say how much time is left for me to die. Yes, I must die each day, prepare myself to die to everything I have loved. To get used to the idea of being separated from loved ones, things, thoughts, desires, even my writings where Our intimacy is slightly revealed.
And it is each day that I must die so that the day of my death may be the day when I begin to really live, where lights will come on, real joy, where real union will be perfect.Yes, to finally live with You, my God, my Beloved, where Our love will be endless.
At my death, the only regret I may have will be to be unable to offer sufferings out of love. Yes, by Your grace, the desire of the cross has been my ideal, because I wanted to possess You, to love You as You loved me. And it is by looking at Our dear little crucifix that I could find You, that I understood Your love. Isn’t it true that You also were consumed by my little love on the little crucifix?”
Monday 8 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank Yo for coming on my birthday. I was so happy to receive You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are the ones who were happy. Many thanks to Our dear son, your faithful director. It is really a feast day for Us. If you could have seen the beautiful spectacle at the moment of communion and during your offering. We were filled with happiness. You know, My Beloved, it isn’t every day that We receive the offering of a little victim soul of love offered by Our representative, by your acceptance of immolation out of love, and We were so moved when your director united himself to this offering. Now, you can add the immolation when you recite your vows of love.
Yes, My dear little G…, you must accept total immolation, become My slave of love at Our disposal and at the service of souls, especially of your companion. This is the most beautiful gift We could offer you today. We would have been deprived of this great joy, that is the one of seeing you accept the immolation out of love. Your director shared Our joy. Understand, My Beloved, that We would have been very happy to receive you, but you would have deprived Us of so many souls who are awaiting Our sufferings in order to find the right road and to be raised up to Us with love.
Now, My dear little children whom I love, look at Me in the eyes. I have a remark to make concerning the present situation.
Why the commotion on Our boat of love where you have taken your place with Me? If you continue to act this way, you are going to capsize by your own fault. You, My dear little J., you have cast the net. So now, you must await Our time with a lot of patience and charity. And you, My dear little G…, stop being preoccupied by the situation. You have received a special grace to uphold you. Don’t lose it. Thank you for accepting this morning what I asked of you. And now that We are settled on Our boat, hold on. We are setting out on the infinite ocean of My mercy to conquer souls.”
Tuesday 9 July 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I thank You for helping me do battle. It’s no joke, You know! You told me that I had to walk on a narrow path… I have the impression that I have to walk on tiptoes. You know that I have trouble with my balance!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know very well that in order to keep your spiritual balance, you continually need Our help and the assistance of your director.”
– Mimi: “You know, my Beloved, with the new stage of my spiritual life, don’t you find that it is a slap?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you deserve a slap for such a remark even though it is cute. You are like a little girl who speaks her mind with simplicity. But, I am always considering the depth of your loving little heart. Now, come closer so that I may give you a little tap of love.”
– Mimi: “Between You and me, my Beloved, I would prefer a gentle kiss!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… whom I love, aren’t We happy together? You are making me laugh today! This is the way you must approach Me, with love, confidence, respect, simplicity and especially with great intimacy, not only with chosen words.
You know, My Beloved, sometimes I turn a deaf ear to the language of the proud, and I listen to the little ones, the humble. Everything becomes so simple, so pure, so clear and spontaneous. Yes, always remain little in My arms. This is the way I love you. Aren’t you happy to live with Me in a great intimacy?”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I am happy! I thank You from the bottom of my little heart. A good thing I don’t write about all Our intimacy. I rather live it each moment. You can see, my Beloved, that We can’t live without one another. I am anxious to possess You forever.”
Wednesday 10 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity. I am so happy to receive You. It is a great feast day, the anniversary of my baptism.
Thank You, my God, for creating me, especially for having loved me. Thank You for filling me with Your graces and Your infinite mercy. Thank You, my Beloved, for having redeemed me. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for accepting me as Your spouse. Thank You, Holy Spirit, for your aid, for your continual presence, for Your inspirations, for Your advice, for Your love. Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, for Your love and protection. Thank You, All the Saints who intercede for me, especially my faithful friends, Saint Joseph, Saint Michael, Saint George, my patron saint, Saint Ann, Saint Thérèse, my little sister. Many thanks to my director who is guiding my soul towards You.
Do you know what, my Beloved, I am thinking about the priest who baptized me. His name was R.P. Joseph D, and if my director assists me on my dying bed, it will be R.P. Joseph G. Strange circumstance! The door that opened to my spiritual life by R.P. Joseph D at my baptism and to eternal life, the door will be opened at my death by a R.P. Joseph G, without forgetting my friend Saint Joseph. With three Saint Josephs, I hope to be well received.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, at the moment of your death, the celestial cortege will be so great! You won’t have enough of eternity to thank Us for Our merciful love. My Beloved, the day of your death will be more beautiful than the day of your baptism because Our union will be perfect forever.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, weren’t You happy on the day of my baptism?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We were happy to take possession of your little soul, but We were sad to see that some day you would abandon Us who loved you so!
But it was for this reason that We sought you in a special way. Your director helped Us and his reward will be immediate and at the moment of your death. I should rather say at the moment of Our union, his joy will be complete and We will be satisfied. Our love shall have conquered. To live with Us for all eternity where Our love will be endless and Our love eternal. Tell yourself that each step is a step closer to Us where We await you with love. We are so anxious!”
Thursday 11 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for making me understand Your Holy Will in the present situation and with Your grace, I accept out of love all that You want for us. My director and myself are so happy to serve You out of love.
The other day, my Beloved, You told us to hang onto Our boat of love, that we were setting out on the infinite ocean of Your mercy. So, there will be more storms?”
– Jesus: “Yes, my Beloved. Do you think that the sea is always calm even if the infinite ocean of My mercy is always there! You know, My Beloved, there will always be souls to save. Have no fear, My dear children I love so much. Continue to offer up everything out of love. Everything will fall into place for Our greater glory. Remember, your director has already cast the net and We have caught a little fish that is worth an immense whale in the net of Our love. Your director is a skillful fisherman! It was almost a miraculous catch! The little fish thought it was more skillful than We! Have you ever met this kind of fish? Now that the other net has been cast, We must patiently bide Our time!
I know, My Beloved, one must be prudent and use human means, but I consider the virtue of charity more important in the present situation. And in using human means, do you think that they are more efficient, more rapid than divine means? Only the Holy Spirit has the power to enlighten a soul.
My dear children, with your love, your patience and the acceptance of Our views over you, you console Us. These days of tribulations will serve in spreading over souls an abundance of graces, blessings. Our dear apostle, Fr. Mayer s.j., and W… and C… will benefit greatly from your sufferings for Our greater glory. Thank you , My dear children.”
Friday 12 July 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! How much energy I need to get up! But out of love for You and for souls, I will get up. I cannot refuse You anything. My Beloved, in the present situation, You tell us to await Your hour. On earth, we were in a hurry. We are on daylight saving time!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know. Another invention by mankind. For humans, standard time is not in fashion! In doing this, do they think that they will be in control of time? How many souls think of thanking Us for the hours that We have given them to love Us, to serve Us! There are so many souls who do not think about their last hour. How many souls would like a delay to put order in their spiritual and temporal affairs! But Our hour has tolled!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I don’t have the strength to write!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Me more. If I am asking you to write, it is not for nothing. You are only Our little instrument in Our hands. Does a little pen ask its writer why he dips it in the ink to write? And you, My Beloved, you are Our little instrument. Our little pen that We dip in the Precious Blood, and if you don’t have enough of My Precious Blood, there is still the infinite ocean of My mercy.
My Beloved, I want to tell you a little secret. The writings will be a light for many souls. Through Our intimacy, they will better understand My love and My mercy. Don’t forget, My dear little spouse that in order to correspond to your duty of state, you must give birth to many souls, feed them each day with your love, your sufferings united to My Passion for the greater glory of My Father. By the detachment from your writings, you are helping souls to feed on the Spirit of Love and Truth. A single sentence can satisfy them. Be charitable! Give souls what We are giving you. Be flexible, light as a feather in Our hands!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is difficult. Yesterday You were comparing me to a huge whale and today to a feather. Have You ever seen a whale with feathers?”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. I’m looking at one!”
Saturday 13 July 1963
– Mimi: “I thank You, ô Blessed Trinity, for coming this morning. I am so happy! I would have so liked to remain in bed! We were so comfortable in the silence of my little room. I could talk to You. Yes, talk about love, Our projects. You know, my Beloved, I need Your help. I want, with Your grace, to walk on the little narrow path that leads to You. You know that to maintain this peace of soul, heart and spirit in the present situation, I continually need Your assistance. The struggle is fierce. My little nature is shaken and it is by looking at You on Our dear little crucifix that I gather courage. Fortunately, You are present in me to help me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little host of love, with the acceptance of the immolation that We have asked of you for Our greater glory and the salvation of souls, We were giving you such a precious gift! For the moment, you are happy to accept. Before your imminent death, you will have the joy of possessing it for We wish you to add it to your vows of love, with the permission of your director. You know, My Beloved, in spite of the situation, We are so happy to be at home. We are able to rest in your little soul. Even though We are present in you, your poor little nature is shaken. This is quite normal for a victim soul. It is the work of the Holy Spirit who causes each string of your little nature to vibrate. He is playing as on a harp with your love, your feelings, your detachment from everything. The high pitch sounds are given out of love and suffering. The three agonies, the immolation, the cross are a summary of Our union.
My dear little host of love, We are cradled by this soft silent melody of love, peace and joy in Our arms forever. Yes, My Beloved, this is what it is like to be Our slave of love for souls.”
Sunday 14 July 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for this beautiful day. Time seems to stand still! I would have liked so much to receive You today. I miss You! I know that You are present in my soul and I adore You. It is agony to await Your hour, but I accept everything out of love.”
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, it is also difficult for Us, but We need so much love. Yes, We need sufferings in order to cooperate with My Divine Son for the salvation of souls.
How many souls think of thanking Us for this beautiful day? Yes, for this sun. How many are going to abuse by exposing their bodies and especially their souls. It isn’t because I condemn sunbathing. It is good for the sick, relaxing. But there is abuse. How many expose their bodies to the ardent rays of the sun! If only the sunburn served to glorify Us, or served a good cause, to atone for their sins, for their purgatory or to show Us their love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Us more to console Us. We are so happy to be alone with you. I know that you are suffering from the heat, but think especially that you are with Me in Our boat of love. Come and quench your thirst with My Precious Blood and if you are still hot, dive into the infinite ocean of My mercy. Come with many souls. After this salutary bath, they will all be purified.
My Beloved, during these days, offer Me more and the heaviness weighing on you. Walk for Me, for souls. Think about the heaviness of the cross I carried out of love. You know, My Beloved, it is only after your death that all will understand what you suffered morally and physically. Your sufferings are for Us and for souls. This is why We want you to be constanly with Us and hide you from human observations. Hide your crosses and give your love with a smile.”
Monday 15 July 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved! Another day to glorify the Blessed Trinity present in me. I had the pleasure of receiving You this morning. The weather is sad. It’s raining! My God, I offer You each drop of rain as an act of love, of perfect contrition, of thanksgiving, of requests. In Your infinite love, purify the earth.
Already three years since my dear mom has been near You! How I would like to die like her, peacefully, under the gaze of her heavenly Mother. In spite of the separation, the pain… with Your grace, I remained interiorly joyful. Only faith can help us. I know, my Beloved, that the situation was more critical, no more parents, no money, no home, ill, in debt, abandoned except for my director. I accepted it all out of love for You and for souls. Since then, You have filled me. I thank You from the bottom of my little heart. Thank You, my God for Your love, for Your infinite mercy.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it is for Us to thank you for your love, your confidence. Have no fear! Surely, the death of your mother, the situation was hopeless humanly speaking. We allowed this to detach you from everything, from everyone and to verify your love, your confidence in troubling moments. Seeing with what love you responded to Our call, with what generosity you served Us out of love, even when your little soul was in the dark and during great temptations, We looked for a trustworthy guide for you. With his help, you have come to Us. But you know that your director was first to come.”
– Jesus: “With great charity and patience, he showed you how to take your first steps in the spiritual life. You owe him a lot and We owe him all Our gratitude for directing your little soul towards Us. With Our help, he cooperated with his love, confidence and humility in attaching you to the cross for Our greater glory.”
Mass and communion for my dear little sister …, 25 years at Your service!
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thanksgiving especially for having become a member of Our Team of love. She has worked a lot. She understands better My love and the value of Total Giving. ”
Tuesday 16 July 1963
Feast of Our Lady of Mount Carmel.
– Mimi: “I am so happy about Your visit to my soul. Thank You, my God. It is a beautiful day. As a member of the Third Order of Our Lady of Mount Carmel and of Saint Thérèse, My God, I offer You all the indulgences to obtain the delivrance of the souls in purgatory, for peace in the world, so that Your kingdom may come on earth, for the missionaries, for sacerdotal and religious vocations, for the needs in the Church, for my parents, for my friends, my enemies, for all the souls. From Your cross, ô my Beloved, You are aware of all the human miseries, the needs of each soul. You alone know the value of the cross. I beg You, look with pity on us. Enfold us in Your love.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, intercede for Your children in need.
Ô Holy Spirit, send us a breeze of peace, of charity so that we may be true children of God, that we may be humble, submissive to Your Holy Will in all things, that we may live our lives of baptized christians so that one day we may be with You forever near our Father and experience on this day a greater love for You. May You come first, ô Eternal Father, in serving You out of love.”
– Jesus: “Thank You, My Beloved, for thinking about everyone. Yes, if every soul wanted to live its life as a baptized christian, develop the gifts it has received, consider Our love, Our mercy! Yes, if it took the time to know Us, read the Gospel, apply it in its life and not read it in a distracted manner, with a cold heart, narrow minded and indifferent, if it had enough humility to ask for the help of the Holy Spirit and Our representatives in order to read Our Gospel with respect and not like a book containing stories we tell children to put them to sleep. How many souls take advantage of the reading to fall asleep! A soul who places the Gospel at the centre of its life opens the door to Us forever.”
Wednesday 17 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! How happy I am about Your visit this morning! Many thanks to my director who has given me the occasion to offer You this beautiful triduum of love. My debt of gratitude towards You and him is so great. Look at his love for You!”
– Eternal Father: “My dear little host of love, it is for Us to thank you. The happiness is even greater for Us. Whatever the degree of holiness for Us, rare are the souls who are able to discover Our love and it is by living in great intimacy, having constant humility, total abandonment, endless confidence in Us, in Our love, Our mercy, and it is in obeying the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, in struggling without allowing the enemy to discourage you, but in coming to Us with great love, faith and confidence in Our love for each soul as if it were the only one to be loved, to be saved. Souls who seek perfection outside of Our intimacy are not walking on Our path and cannot attain Our love. There are very beautiful and pure souls who try by every means to approach Us through penance, mortifications, small devotions, etc. With all that, they ignore what Our intimacy is about. These souls believe in Our presence in them at communion, but afterwards, there is emptiness. Intimacy is what makes love grow. It is so easy to be simple with Us, to act as little children who expect everything from their Father. You know, My Beloved, love and intimacy are concrete things. It is a gift We give each soul. But, how many souls take advantage of it?”
– Eternal Father: “You know, We can do everything for the soul who abandons itself into our hands. I may be honored, respected, loved as a God, but I am first of all a Father who loves His children and as proof, I gave My Divine Son and a Mother to each soul.”
Thursday 18 July 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, Blessed Trinity! I adore Your presence in me. My God, I offer You the Body, Blood and Soul of Your Divine Son. I unite my poor life to His and my sufferings to His Passion.
If You were not there, I don’t know what I would do. I am losing my strength and yet there is so much to be done. You know, my Beloved, the cross is heavy to carry for Your little spouse. I am so exhausted! Please give me the strength to continue my journey towards You. You know how anxious I am to see You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse whom I love, take courage! I am here! I am not sleeping. I am constantly watching over you. You know, the state of victim soul is not given to every soul. It is a privilege and the cross is the most beautiful gift one can offer a soul. Think about Our union. I, God, come to share your life. I give myself to you with love. I come to live with you forever. We are always together to offer, suffer, pray, eat, even laugh. This is about the intimacy of a soul who wishes to live with Us and who believes in Our love. This is why We are so happy about Our intimacy with you.
My Beloved, make known to souls Our intimacy, Our love, Our mercy for them. Yes, We would be so happy to enter souls with love and live with them a great intimacy. There are many souls who will be uncomfortable when they come before us because they will consider Us as strangers.
Even among certain consecrated souls, a lack of faith or ignorance separates them from Us. They don’t even dare speak intimately with the Infinite God. It is precisely because I am Infinite that I have the right to extend My love. I give Myself as food and once I am present in this soul, don’t I have the right to speak to it about love, to listen, to live with it in great intimacy that is respectful and simple? We are so happy to live in a soul where We are comfortable, where there is love!”
Friday 19 July 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You to love You and serve You.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved was asking me to offer more.”
My God, I offer everything out of love so that Your kingdom may come on earth and also in union with the Passion of my Beloved for souls.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is for me to thank You for helping me and giving me the courage and strength to do what You ask of me for Your greater glory. Receive the heartbeats of my little heart as acts of love, of thanksgiving for all the graces received. What more can I do to thank You, to show You my love, my gratitude?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, a slight reproach. Why did you brusquely tear up the little piece of paper? Did you do it to please Me, or to show Us your love? In doing this, you bent over a little too much on the edge of Our love boat. A good thing I held onto you!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness for this movement of impatience. I wasn’t very charitable. I am right in asking You constantly for Your help. Poor nature! But You know, my Beloved, this movement of impatience exhausted me!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, what pleasure I have with you! You make me laugh by what you said. You were exhausted by this movement of impatience, and We, if you had seen Us! The gesture was so abrupt that We jumped in your little soul. Come, my dear little G…, don’t cry. We were only wounded in Our love. Come closer with confidence. Let Me wipe away your tears of love, of repentance. You see, My Beloved, it is by keeping you continually humble that We are able to enjoy and work in your soul.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, my soul is in humility and my body is in humidity, for I am perspiring from having written about these things.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, dive into the infinite ocean of My mercy. It will do you good. Give Me a gentle kiss on Our little crucifix of love to recover your peace.”
Monday 20 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for Your beautiful visit in my soul.”
– Mimi: “Today, people are awaiting impatiently for the eclipse of the sun, and I, Your poor little spouse, am waiting for You, with all Your Majesty, Your Power, Your Love. Come quickly, ô Blessed Trinity, come and strengthen my weakness. The struggle is so hard. But I know that Your love is stronger.
With You, ô my Beloved, I am walking with confidence to my Father, towards Our future happiness in Our home. If You knew how anxious I am to be with You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, We also are anxious to have you near Us forever, but your suffering is so precious for Us and for souls. You know, My Beloved, by leaving you attached to the cross, We are walking on Our Heart. We must think first of all about the needs of souls, of Our Church, of peace in the world, etc. In doing this, We are showing you Our love. Your suffering is strengthening your spiritual life and purifies your senses. How can one be identified with Me without suffering, without the cross? You know, My Beloved, in order to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls, there must be a perfect abandonment to the Holy Will of My Father, full confidence, and a lot of love. Many souls tell Me in a moment of fervor: I give You all, my God, and for many, their all is a left over. What hidden reserves are in their interior dwellings! These poor souls offer Me their love; it is a love that is stingy, absent minded and selfish.
We want a love that is simple, pure, constant, joyful in moments of trial. And for souls more advanced in spiritual life, We want a love that is perfect, constant and with great intimacy, total giving in Our service and for Our greater glory and the salvation of souls, a heart that forgets itself for others and is able to love till the end.”
Sunday 21 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for allowing me to make a spiritual communion. This helps me so much in preparing for my sacramental communion and Our intimacy. I am constantly in Your powerful arms. Your love is so strong and yet so gentle. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, receive my hymn of thanksgiving for such goodness, for Your love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, peace to men of good will and peace to souls who are humble, confident, abandoned to Our Holy Will. With Our help, each soul can attain perfection. Be perfect as My Father wishes. We are putting everything at your disposal: Our love, Our mercy, the sacraments, graces, the gifts of the Holy Spirit, the counsels, and I give you the example each day at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. We give Ourselves out of love. I give Myself as nourishment to help, strengthen the soul to sustain it in its struggles and lead it towards Us. We never refuse Our help to those who ask for it with confidence, humility but especially with love. Can a Father refuse something to His child who loves Him and who constantly tells Him he does with sincerity in spite of its weaknesses and falls. He is always there to love him, help him. And if a soul is lost, it is its fault, because of its pride. It will never be able to blame Us. God, infinitely good, has given everything out of love and I have given Myself out of love on the cross. The Spirit of Love is watching over each soul. The saints and angels have a duty to fulfil towards souls. After all that, what more could We offer to give each soul than a Mother who loves them with such a pure love?”
– Jesus: “In spite of the weakness of Her children, She always intercedes and even at the last hour, a soul who asks for Mary’s help is never lost. She will always be the Mother of God’s children, Our Mother.”
– Mimi: “May You be blessed and glorified, ô Immaculate Virgin, our Mother. Thank You for loving us.”
Monday 22 July 1963
– Mimi: “Feast of Saint May Magdalene. For me, it is also my feast, the feast of love, of mercy. With Mary Magdalene, I see myself near You, kissing Your feet and weeping over my sins. Then, I place myself with her at the foot of the cross to show You my love unto the cross. Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, intercede for me so that I may experience the pain You had in watching Your gentle Jesus crucified because of my numerous sins. And you, Saint Mary Magdalene, ask for me to have a sincere repentance of my sins. After having followed your example in committing evil, may I walk with you on the road of virtue and love. And you, Saint John, grant me the grace of always being near my Beloved so that in difficult moments, I may always be near the Heart of my Jesus and at your example, I may preach the love of God peacefully.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My love is constant and My mercy infinite. At each moment, My Heart awaits with impatience and love the souls who will respond to My call. To answer “yes” to grace, to obey the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, to submit to the Holy Will of My Father with a heart that is free, a soul detached from everything, a spirit that is simple, to answer “yes” to the love of God out of pure love is what Mary Magdalene did. She was sincere. Her repentance was her strength and her love was so great that there was nothing that could stop her. We called her to Us with a thunderbolt of grace. She was floored by Our love. Her whole life was transformed by love. She was living only for Us. Her sufferings were a hymn of love, of gratitude. Any soul can approach Us with confidence and love. Our mercy is infinite. Nothing is impossible to God.”
Tuesday 23 July 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. I beg You, please help me. You know, to be Your slave of love for souls isn’t easy. My enemy doesn’t leave me alone. The situation is always the same. My Beloved, in Your boat of love, my director and I are seated. Are we going to come ashore so that we may rest a while? You know, my Beloved, I am sea sick from being tossed about!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, why do you want to stop? Don’t forget that We are on the ocean of My infinite mercy. You accepted to follow Me till the end. It isn’t easy to halt a boat on the ocean when the current is so strong and the wind of the Spirit is blowing on it. My Beloved, I know that it isn’t a pleasant trip from a human point of view, but think of Me, your Spouse. I am so happy to have you aboard. Be confident, My dear little children. It isn’t for nothing that My Father asked Us to undertake this trip for the conquest of souls. And if you are sea sick, come and rest on My Divine Heart. I know all about the discomfort you are experiencing. Take courage and tell yourself that We are pleased and that you are consoling Us. The length of this trial is so precious and useful for Us and for souls.
Tomorrow, We will go to Quebec and bring Our dear apostle, P.M., a gift. The souls will benefit by it for Our greater glory. You see, My Beloved, that in Our boat of love, we have some hidden treasures.
My dear children, don’t hesitate to take what you want in order to give it to souls. You know that what is Ours is also yours.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, during our journey, is our big fish going to follow us?”
– Jesus: “Of course not, My Beloved! It is in Our net and is thrashing about so much that it is exhausted. Be patient! Through your sufferings, you are helping W… make her retreat and C as well… Continue to offer everything out of love, We love you so. If you only knew the beautiful surprise awaiting you!”
Wednesday 24 July 1963
– Mimi: “Another beautiful visit this morning! Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! I need so much strength and courage to accomplish Your Holy Will.
You know, my Beloved, to be Your slave of love for souls requires continually Your presence near me. I can do anything with You. You are my strength, my light, my joy, my hope. You are my whole reason to live. Without You, I can do nothing. How anxious I am to be with You forever! To see You face to face, to place my head on Your Divine Heart and not on a heart that is cold, a heart of plaster! Yes, I would like to really experience the heat of Your love, hear the heartbeat of Your Divine Heart that loves me; to be able to see Your eyes full of love and mercy and not see the steady gaze of a statue; to see Your smile so welcoming and not a motionless figure; to hear the words of Your mercy and forgiveness and not see a mouth that is closed. You know, it isn’t that I don’t like the beautiful statue of the Sacred Heart, but it is You I desire, really alive. I know that You are present in my soul, but, my Beloved, this hunger for You, to possess You is never satisfied. It is a need that is growing more and more.
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse G… This need to possess Me is quite normal in Our union of love through suffering. This great desire to love Me, to serve Me is your role as a spouse. This peace, this interior joy comes from Our Father. It is a gift of the Holy Spirit and the result of the grace that allows you to rise up towards Us in a great movement of love and through your intimacy.”
– Mimi: “You know, my Beloved, the narrow minded won’t understand Our intimacy and much less Our love.”
– Jesus: “Yet, it is so easy for Me to love a soul and so consoling if this soul answers yes to My call and abandons itself with confidence into My arms in order to follow Me in love and suffering. It is through intimacy that it will find everything and will possess Me forever.”
Thursday 25 July 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I beg You, help me keep silent in front of reproaches. I am thinking of You with Pilate.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, I remained silent out of love for you and in the face of your sins. I kept silent, but, in the front of your love, today, I cannot be silent. Yes, My dear little spouse, if you knew how happy I am about Our intimacy. Our love is something live and real. In spite of your sufferings, everything in your little soul is a hymn of gratitude and your little life is as resplendent as the rays of the sun. Yes, My Beloved, You help Us radiate in you and around you. I know that you are both suffering a lot, your director and you, but continue to offer everything to Us out of love for souls. Like Me, remain silent, be patient, gentle, humble, with a heart filled with charity and a soul full of love. Do not calculate what you are doing out of love. Give everything as if it were Mine. After all, you are simply giving what I have given you. You know, My Beloved, with the gift of immolation that We have just given you, you must remain totally attached to your slavery of love for souls, especially for your companion. I am not too fond of this method of calculating on paper. Money must not be an obstacle to My grace and Our plans for you. Calculation is a detail for Us. Be more attentive not to lose the graces I give you out of love. The present situation is permitted and willed. The more We fill you, the more We want out of love and total giving. We only calculate love. It is more important for Us and more useful for souls.”
Friday 26 July 1963
– Mimi: “Feast of Saint Ann, my patron saint. With the Blessed Trinity, I wish you a happy birthday! My Gentle Mother of heaven, would You please give Saint Ann a gentle birthday kiss! You alone are worthy to offer her wishes with a pure love. Ô good Saint Ann, after my Gentle Mother of heaven, you know that I have chosen you as my spiritual mother and that I love you as my grandmother since you are the grandmother of my little brother Jesus. Grant me the grace to be, like you, totally given to God by practicing all virtues. I entrust to you my spiritual and temporal concerns. Ask for me, please, that I may walk constantly under the guidance of the Holy Spirit, that all my actions be directed with pure love towards God and that with the light of faith, I may keep preciously in my soul this intimacy given to me by God.
Ô good Saint Ann, my patron saint, when I appear before God my Father, say a good word for me, please. A good word is powerful on the Heart of God. Present me to God as you presented your beloved little Girl, the Immaculate Virgin. Intercede for me so that one day I may glorify God with you and all the angels and saints. Ô good Saint Ann, I was confident that you would ask for the grace we so desire. I thought I saw a ray of hope, of peace, but the opposite has taken place. It is lightening followed by a storm.
Yes, my God! I was meditating on these words : Peace to this house and to those who dwell in it!”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. I will be there, tomorrow. Do not be distracted by what has taken place, this afternoon. Because I love you, I always give you a beautiful birthday present. Your director knows how to do things properly for Us!”
– Mimi: “Yes, I will remember this storm! There was lightening in the eyes and a flood of tears. Luckily You kept the boat under control!”
Saturday 27 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You. I am happy when I have the pleasure of receiving You, ô Blessed Trinity. I was thinking about Our future union when Our love will be forever and this gives me the courage to continue my journey towards You, no matter the suffering on earth. I thank You for making me understand these things. It is an important grace that You give me to be able to accept everything out of love. With You I can do anything. With confidence, I abandon myself into Your arms. My God, is there something I could offer You to show You my gratitude, to demonstrate more love? I would so much like to love You as You deserve and in the manner You want. I know that You created me for You and that I must return to You. Each day, I detach myself from the things of this world and even of my will. I place everything in Your arms and at the service of my neighbor.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, this is what I want from you, to be the slave of My love in the service of souls. Like I did, give everything out of love. Prepare Our union. I know that you are suffering a lot morally and physically. Know, My dear little spouse, that I am suffering with you. By our sufferings, We are glorifying Our Father. It is a great privilege to be attached to the cross with Me. It is an honor for you and a joy for Me. Your director is suffering terribly, but have no fear, My dear little children, it is I who am guiding Our boat of love towards Our Father. We are advancing towards eternal happiness. Don’t think about what you are leaving. Look with the eyes of faith towards the horizon that is so beautiful, so calm, where peace reigns, where we only breathe love.”
Sunday 28 July 1963
– Mimi: “How wonderful it is for Us to come together once again, ô Blessed Trinity. My Beloved, on such a beautiful day, where are We going today?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today We are going to rest in your little soul. Then, this afternoon, We are going to make a little trip on Our boat of love. If you could see all the souls to be saved on the beaches and in holiday resorts. How many souls are wasting the magnificent time We give them out of love! Few think of giving thanks to My Father. They only have time for amusements. There are souls who calculate the time for prayer, but don’t count the time to offend Us. Yet, We await their love with patience when these souls will come back to Us.”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! This is where your folly leads you. You are living in great intimacy with beings you don’t even see. You believe in their love, their presence in you. You go on imaginary trips! Such is the attitude of a fool! To desire suffering, to have the folly of the cross and to accept immolation in the service of souls. You can see what it gives you to be His slave of love. Today is such a beautiful day! You could have friends, go out, enjoy different things. You could experience love, eat and drink, and no longer feel this intimate presence that is constantly following you. Look at you, alone, no fresh air, no visits, abandoned, forsaken by your parents and friends. You are not allowed any treat, you are His slave.
Instead of resting, you have to write! I don’t believe that the Holy Spirit is inspiring you to write lies! After making you an invalid, He burdens you with a heavy cross. After that, He pretends to love you. Where is His love?”
Monday 29 July 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for Your visit, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You for Your help. With You, my Beloved, I want to work for souls. Do with me what you will. I accept everything out of love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, continue to live the beautiful prayer of total giving. With this masterpieve of the Holy Spirit and gift of My Father, you have all you need to serve Us, console Us, love Us and glorify Us. It is with this beautiful prayer of total giving that you were prepared for your vow of love, and by your fidelity in accepting everything out of love, We have transformed you with the gift of immolation. It is a royal gift that We are giving you forever. Do you really understand the meaning of My words?”
– Mimi: “You know, my Beloved, that I am the most ignorant one of the group, but, with the help of the Holy Spirit, I succeed in understanding the meaning a little. And when it is You who speak, I am so happy to hear Your voice that I don’t try too much to understand everything. My sole preoccupation is to love You, to obey without understanding too much, to walk blindly on the path of pure love to reach my ideal, and my ideal is to love You, to serve You, to give You to souls, ô Blessed Trinity. Yes, to preach love in all shapes and forms, love as pure joy, love in suffering, love in working, in the duty of state, love through the cross, love in obedience and conformity to Your Holy Will, love through charity, patience, love of neighbor, love in the least little things, to practice the virtues through love.
How I would like all hearts to beat in unison to show You their love.
Ô Eternal Father, grant us the grace to understand a little Your love, to recognize the love of Your Divine Son, and to believe in the Spirit of Love in our lives. And after having loved You on earth, may we have the joy of loving You in heaven where our love will be eternal with Your infinite love.”
Tuesday 30 July 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how happy I am to be near You! Thank You for helping me. Since I accepted out of love to work as a slave of love, I am not out of work. I cannot express all my gratitude for so much goodness. Thank You for Your love, Your intimacy. Thank You for this peace of soul, heart and spirit. With Your grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, I no longer doubt, I am walking with a firm step towards You because I am convinced, I am sure of Your love and in obeying the Spirit of Love, I am certain to do Your will. With Your help and my director, I am detaching myself. I do not want to be self-centered in any way, I want to be considered as nothing in the eyes of others. Like You, my Beloved, I want to accept everything out of love.
I was so happy! I never experienced as much happiness in serving You while serving my companion. I could see You so well in her and under the circumstances, I was so physically and morally exhausted. However, my soul was in peace, my heart light, and my spirit free.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, many thanks! If you knew how much care We put into preparing this day for you. We accepted everything. And you, My dear little spouse, are you able to tell Us how many minutes you thought of yourself?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I didn’t have the time to count. All I wanted was to accept everything out of love and not lose a single grace so that You might be consoled and glorified. I also wanted to cooperate with my Beloved in the salvation of souls. That’s all.”
Wednesday 31 July 1963
– Jesus: “Good morning My dear little slave of love!”
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. Why are You calling me by this name today?”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, does this surprise you? Aren’t you My little spouse? My slave of love? And I, your God, your Spouse, am I not your slave of love forever? Yes, My Beloved, I have been your slave of love. Like a beggar, I awaited your love to satisfy Myself. I was thirsting for your little soul. I so wanted to quench my thirst in you. Like a slave, I worked a long time without any gratitude on your part. Your indifference left Me in the cold. I so wanted to find a place in your little soul, near your little heart so affectionate, so warm. With lots of love and patience, I awaited the hour when My Father would receive you with love and mercy, opening His powerful arms and pressing you to His Heart like the prodigal son. Yes, you are Our child spoiled by Our love, by the mercy of My Father, by the infinite love of your Spouse, and by the love of the Holy Spirit who doesn’t stop watching over you, acting within your soul for Our greater glory and for the good of souls. My Beloved, I gave up everything out of love for you. By Our mystical union, we signed a contract before My Father and two witnesses, the Holy Spirit and Our Mother, Mary, the Immaculate Virgin.
My dear little spouse whom I love, all that is Mine is yours. Take all that you want.”
– Jesus: “Use My love to love souls, My mercy to love sinners, My charity to help them, the Holy Spirit to enlighten them and all will take place in silence, solitude, out of love and in suffering for Our greater glory and yours in a forthcoming day. Your director, Our dear child whom we so love, knows what We mean.
Thursday 1st August 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for everything! How happy I am to live in Your holy presence, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You, Holy Spirit, for helping me understand what God expects from me. To live in a great intimacy with the Blessed Trinity whom I so love is the secret of my happiness, my strength, my inner and outer joy. Yes, to have a Father who loves me, a Spouse who has given me everything out of love, to continually have the presence of the Spirit of Love, of Truth, to have a Mother who is also the Mother of God! At each moment, She bends down to help me. She gives me Her hand to walk towards God.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, thank You for Your love, Your daily protection. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me prepare my soul adequately before appearing before my Father and my God, in order to dwell forever in His dwelling, and finally live with my Spouse, my Beloved where Our union will be perfect, where Our love will be eternal. Each day, I meditate on Our future happiness.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, meditate also on your resurrection with Me, for it is normal that, after having followed Me step by step to the cross and having shared the cross out of love for us and for souls, you share Our infinite happiness. By your vow of immolation, you will have a lot to suffer. There is so little time left before the great departure! Rejoice with us as this day approaches! Give Us what you can out of love, all that can make Us happy, that can glorify Us.”
– Jesus: “At the moment of your death, your director will be so happy that he will not live long with the happiness of giving Us back your little soul purified by Our infinite love. Many thanks to Our dear J. who cooperated so well with Us in directing your little soul.”
Friday 2 August 1963
Feast of Our Lady of Angels.
– Mimi: “I am suffering so much by not receiving You today. I have spent an hour preparing myself for a spiritual communion. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please obtain for me the grace to be able to receive communion today on the first Friday of the month. My director isn’t well. If only he could…You know with what generosity he serves the Blessed Trinity, with what love he fulfills his duty of state.
In the afternoon! What a surprise! What joy! My director brought me communion. I was weeping for joy!”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God! Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Many thanks to my director so devoted to souls.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank Our good servant. My dear children whom We so love, Our beautiful Team of love really consoles Us. All its members are faithful in offering everything out of love to console Us, glorify Us, and to save souls.
My dear little spouse, I feel the need to speak to you. You know that Our union will be perfect in a short while, in Our Father’s dwelling. Through immolation, you are in the last stage of your spiritual life. Your ascension towards Us has been quite long but your resurrection with Me will be very rapid. We have waited such a long time for this blessed day where your little soul will be Ours forever.
My dear little host of love, you will have a lot to suffer before the voyage of W…and C… This visit will be filled with the spiritual joy of graces and blessings, but will be above all a Team work where each one will make the inventory of the past year, of what each one received from Us out of love and what each one gave Us out of love. Your director will gather everything and place it on the paten as an offering. Then, he will offer you and attach you if necessary. And you, My Beloved, to help the other members, you will have great temptations, you will experience an aridity in order to enlighten them, and suffering to help them remain courageous. To merit these graces, offer Me more. Our dear C… will have her turn in order to strengthen her. She will receive a special grace to understand and believe. W… is already prepared.”
Saturday 3 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for giving me the opportunity of receiving communion on this beautiful day consecrated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, it is in Your Motherly Heart that I confide myself in the last moments of my life. With You, I do not fear the assaults of my enemy. Please help me to prepare my soul and if there is anything that displeases God, tell me so that I may correct myself and at the hour of my death, I may really be called Your child. I thank You for Your love. Without You, without Your protection, I would never have found God and I would not have had this great pleasure of being the spouse of Your Divine Son, my Beloved. Poor mother! How ungrateful I have been towards You. But I know that Your love is greater. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness for everything. ”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, as a Mother, I was suffering to see you suffer. You were so unhappy far from Us. But I was watching over you constantly. Yes, I was so sad at the thought that My Divine Son was suffering because of you. If you could have seen Your merciful Father bend over you to protect you in spite of your conduct. The Holy Spirit was constantly near you to enlighten you, to speak to you. Your director did his utmost for you, but your dear little will always had the upper hand, led by your enemy and by your pride.
Don’t weep, My dear little girl. Come close to your Mother so that I may wipe the tears of repentance and love. My Divine Son must not see you with tears in your eyes. He prefers to see you with a beautiful smile and eyes filled with love. My dear little girl whom I love, if I have spoken to you about your past, it is to show you just a little what I did for you. With the help of your director, We worked very hard. Your little soul cost Us dearly. Now, you have been placed in the Heart of My Divine Son. I no longer fear.”
Sunday 4 August 1963
– Mimi: “My God, it’s been long waiting for You! I would have liked so much to receive You this morning! At eleven o’clock, Mass on the radio. How I would like to be there in person at Holy Mass!
My God, may Your Will be done. I accept everything out of love. My Beloved, You know how much I need to receive You. Come, I beg You! It is today, Our feast of love! The feast of Your beautiful Team! Nothing is impossible for You, if You want to come. And You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, carry my director in Your arms, so that he may not get his feet wet. It is raining, a terrible storm! Your Jesus so wants to come!
Thank You, my God! I am so happy! My director is going to come, this afternoon. Why is my heart beating so loudly? When I think that my Beloved is coming! Ô mystery of love that has led me to You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, My Love is not a mystery! It is much simpler than that. It is the love of a Father for His child. It is the love of a Spouse for His little spouse. It is the love of the Holy Spirit for a soul. It is the love of a Mother for Her little girl. It is nothing mysterious! The infinite love of a God, a merciful Father, the love of God the Son, through total giving, the love of the Holy Spirit cooperating with Us in souls, the love of Mary Mediatrix, of a Mother for Her children!
My Beloved, don’t talk this way, saying “my death” but rather, “my union with my Beloved”, for the word “death” means the end of everything. But for the soul, it is the possession of everything. When a person dies, you say: it is going towards God. But in reality, it is God who is coming towards the soul.
My Beloved, I am going to ask you more for C… and W…
– Mimi: “My day has been consecrated for the needs of the Team.”
Already a year! We were so happy to be near our director. After communion, I offered myself to God in the name of my two little sisters. My director and myself felt an emptiness near us.”
Monday 5 August 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You! What a beautiful triduum in honor of Our Gentle mother of heaven and to obtain that all the members of the Team correspond to what God expects from them! Thank You, my God, for allowing us to meet one another.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We thank you. Your director, Our dear J. has been faithful and generous in spite of his age. He made great sacrifices to please Us, to glorify Us, to console us and for souls. You know, My Beloved, your ardent desire to receive Us helps him enormously. He is walking with you towards Us, and the work of the two little sisters, W… and C… helps, encourages and consoles him.
My dear little spouses, do you realize what We have done for you since you have been on the Team of love?
The first grace was to have met one another. This spiritual bond that I deposited in your little souls, no one can separate it, remove it. Keep it very preciously. It is such a precious gift. This interior joy, this peace of soul that your received and experienced transformed you into hosts of love. You have been sincere and so happy. Remain confident in spite of your weaknesses. I love you always as on that beautiful day.
Second favor: Out of love for you, I have kept your dear director. He deserved his reward but I knew that you would need him badly. You are so weak!”
– Jesus: “Yes, I kept him against all odds and human expectations. I wanted more love. I wanted to glorify My Father. With your love, your sufferings accepted out of love, I wanted to save souls. My dear little hosts of love, remain faithful in following Me whatever the journey may be. It always leads to Us.”
Tuesday 6 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, thank You, my God! What a wonderful surprise to receive You again this morning, on this beautiful day of the Transfiguration of Our Lord Jesus Christ. I am so happy! Many thanks to my director.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, do you think I didn’t see your desire to receive Me today? I cannot remain insensitive after the great signs of love that your director and yourself offered Us. Five days of communion! We were so happy and consoled. The other two little hosts of love, W… and C… also contributed.
Already a year has gone by for Our Team of love. On this day, did you read once again Our message of love? Did you make the assessment of graces received? Have you thought about what you have given Us out of love? Have you given thanks for the sufferings that We are giving you as presents for the good of your souls? Have you been faithful to your vows of love? Have you sincerely renewed your vows of love as little hosts of love consecrated by Our merciful love? Have you been faithful in following Me? Have you lacked confidence after all the signs of love that I was giving you? Have you doubted the privilege that I was giving you as My little spouses, little privileged souls? Have you been jealous of one another? Have you emptied yourselves to give me first place in your love, I your Spouse who loves you so? Have you been docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit? Have you accepted and executed the counsels of your director, Our representative, so devoted to your souls?”
– Jesus: “My dear little hosts of love, W…, C…, G… Before your meeting, make an examination of conscience about the failures, the negligence that you had towards Our Team of love, and, in spite of your weaknesses, come to Me with love and full confidence in My infinite mercy towards you. If needed, your director will forgive you in Our Name. Tell him everything. Be confident. You are not marvels nor angels.”
Wednesday 7 August 1963
– Mimi: “How can I express all my gratitude, my happiness, after so many signs of love? I am so happy to receive You this morning through the unceasing devotion of my director and of his great love for You.
We have offered two triduums of love:
- The first, in thanksgiving for all that we have received: joys, pain, sufferings and especially for the beautiful gift of immolation and also for having maintained our dear director.
- The second, for the Team of love, especially for our director and all the spiritual and temporal intentions, for our dear little sister W…, and our dear little sister C… so that, by Your grace, we may remain faithful till the end in our total giving and our vows of love.
A special intention for R.P. Paul Mayer s.j., and for all those who recommend themselves to the prayers of the Team members. Another intention for the Holy Father, the success of the Ecumenical Council, for cardinal Paul Émile Léger, for all the souls and for peace in the world.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it is for Us to express Our joy and thanksgiving for the two beautiful triduums of love. Without the devotion, generosity and love of your director, We would have been deprived from your love and from a few days of rest in your dear little soul, Our dwelling where there is so much peace.
Now, to show us more love, you will have to offer Us a triduum of sufferings and another of sufferings, of very great temptations, etc. You have eaten enough to feel stronger and to work even more. You have a mission to accomplish in your vow of immolation.
My dear little children, as usual, your sufferings will be shared. You are preparing the trip of W… and of C… for a very important meeting with Us and very useful for your souls. C… will experience what infinite mercy is about. Like W…, she will come back stronger, enlightened, shaken, but much happier! My Beloved, this day will be terrible for you. Have no fear! I will be present and your director with your two little sisters, W… and C… Offer me everything out of love.”
Thursday 8 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for Your intimacy. Thank You for Your love, Your help. How much faith is needed to see You in my neighbor, to consider You in what is happening. You know, my Beloved, after these two triduums of love, I miss You even more. How anxious I am for Our union!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you are really like a spoiled child who always wants more. Your ideal is so great!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know me so well! Yes, I always want more and even everything and all that is Yours. My ideal is to love You even more, to possess You forever. With Your grace, I want to follow You, to follow the narrow path that leads to Our Father.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, prepare yourself. Our boat of love is going to make a beautiful trip. We are going to visit Our two little sisters W… and C… Your director is ready.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, are we going to bring back Our little sisters in Our boat of love?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I don’t need a boat to go and fetch them. The trip would be too long. I have more rapid ways to fetch a soul. My arm is long and powerful. Your director saw this when I went to fetch you. You were so far away, you know!
Your director knows what I mean. Without his great help, his devotion, his love for Us, this need to offer Us souls… He cooperated with Us for your dear little soul. It cost Us dearly. We went to fetch your director. We wanted him to work especially to give Us your little soul. He was faithful in fulfilling his role. To show him Our love, he had the privilege of offering you as a consecrated host of Our merciful love and be Our representative on Our beautiful Team of love. After rude battles, he won over your enemy for Our greater glory.”
Friday 9 August 1963
– Mimi: “I adore You, ô Blessed Trinity! With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I am making a spiritual communion for tomorrow’s communion. How anxious I am! The time is so long! I am so happy just at the thought of receiving You, to carry You in me, just as present as You were near the Heart of Your Mother when She was carrying You. I, a poor little girl, who am I to carry God within me? I do not deserve such happiness. Thank You, my God, my Spouse whom I love, thank You ô Spirit of love, my faithful companion.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, yes, I am really in you and at the moment of communion and after, I am as real as when My divine Mother was carrying Me in Her womb. This is a reality, a fact, a truth, but how many souls have enough faith to believe this? It is by having a great humility of heart and spirit that a soul, docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit can admit these things. I know that it is a mystery of love but for the soul who lives constantly in a great intimacy with Us, by a special grace, these mysterious things become for it very simple, easy. Nothing is impossible to the soul because it places its faith and confidence in Us and abandons itself with love into Our powerful arms. When We are present in this soul, We rejoice in working within it. The soul who receives Us with love will also have to bring God to those who seek Him. There are souls whom We satisfy and who keep everything selfishly to themselves. In their souls, they hide and keep everything as in an attic, and in a moment of fervor, they say: My God, take everything. They should rather say: my God I keep everything. Is it out of negligence, blindness?”
– Jesus: “These souls are certainly suffering from the sickness of spiritual avarice. Among My consecrated souls, many are suffering from this illness. They believe that their spiritual intimacy would not be the same if they gave others some happiness by cleaning out their little soul, their “attic”.”
Saturday 10 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming, ô Blessed Trinity! My God, please give me patience, charity and a greater love. You know, my Beloved, with all this, I could work for You. I feel so nervous having my lady-in-waiting, she’s so annoying!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what have I just heard?”
– Mimi: “Don’t You see, my Beloved, it’s worse than crazy glue!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, come near Me, you are very nervous. Come and rest on My Divine Heart. Stay as long as possible. I’m not afraid of crazy glue. From now on, don’t talk like that, My dear little G… It is not part of your vow of immolation. If you had a bit more charity, you would have said that this person is charming and not annoying.”
– Satan: “You see, poor little girl, how your God is laughing at you. He knows very well that you are right but to humiliate you, He deceives you. He wants you to lie by saying that this person is charming. Why do you want to follow Him in a life of lies, of sorrows? I repeat, with me, you would be happy. No more worries! I respect the freedom of souls. I don’t ask them to carry a cross all their lives.
Where is His power? He wasn’t even able to carry His alone! And today, He is asking for your aid. Poor little girl! If you could see all the unhappiness that is hanging over you, the afflictions of the Father awaiting you at the moment of your death. You will shudder at the hour of your agony. Atrocious pain will accompany your despair. The judgment will be harsher for you because you shall have lived in a life of errors, sacrileges by abusing the sacraments. After having removed everything on earth, He will reject you for all eternity. Stop writing down all these lies. Rest for the time remaining. Take advantage of all you have and enjoy, be happy.”
Sunday 11 August 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, ô Blessed Trinity! My Beloved! Come to my aid. In spite of everything, with Your grace, I want to accept everything out of love. Give me a hand! Hold on tight! My poor being is trembling at what You are asking me. I beg You, do not forsake me as I do battle. You know how I don’t trust myself. I am so weak!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I know you so well. This is why I am near you and that I remain near you to help you and strengthen you. I do not direct all souls this way by living in a great intimacy with them. I loved you, and I wanted you to be all Mine forever. Your little love answered “yes” to My infinite love. Fear not! I am always with you since we are but one. The present moment is so precious to Us. In Our boat of love, We are going far.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, do You want me to row to give You a chance to rest a little?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am sorry but the Holy Will of My Father is that I lead you to Him as quickly as possible. So, no more stopping or resting for Us. The spirit of evil does not stop in his conquest of souls. You know something about it. So, no resting outside of My arms!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I bow before the Holy Will of Our Father. I submit to all that You desire for the good of my soul. I adore Your Divinity, Ô Blessed Trinity, present in me and I give you the key of my little interior dwelling.”
– Jesus: “And Me, My Beloved, what do you give Me?”
– Mimi: “You, my Beloved, I give You the master key.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. I am happy. I accept. I can now enter any time Our little dwelling that I love. In the past, I could not even enter. I would wait at the door with your director who was looking through the keyhole to try and see some light. Now that he has helped you do the house cleaning, Our dwelling is clean. You must always keep it clean for Us. Many thanks to your director. He has worked hard to make it agreeable to God.”
Monday 12 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You. I am so happy to receive You. In Your Holy Presence, I feel stronger to work, more courageous to do battle. My love is growing daily as well as the hate for my enemy. He is pursuing me. What things this father of lies can invent to deceive a soul.”
– Satan: “My poor little girl, you accuse me of being the father of lies and your God, what does He do? He says that He is the Father of mercy and on judgment day, He will be severe and punish you. He forgives, but allows Himself to seek revenge. Forgiveness, mercy and charity forget everything. Then, there is the doctrine of the Son! Forgiveness! Isn’t the story of Mary Magdalene, the good thief, the prodigal son, etc. amusing? Where is the forgiveness, the love if there is a judgment day, a chastisement? This is another lie. He respects the freedom of souls but condemns a soul to continually observe His commandments. You must do this or that. Poor souls! With such laws, they continually live in fear. Look! Even consecrated souls are affected and captive. Is this really freedom of soul, freedom to love? It is a life of threats. How can a soul live continually under the gaze of the Father? Even you are lying. You believe you are living an intimacy with your God. You believe in Him, in His merciful love. You’ll see on judgment day. He will be more severe for you because you spread lies by writing and talking about Him. You were lying each time. I shouldn’t be telling you such things. I am working against my interests. But it is to show you that your God and myself are on the same level, liars, and I am more charitable than He. I don’t judge, don’t condemn and I respect the liberty of souls.”
Tuesday 13 August 1963
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother, I beg You, protect Your little girl! My enemy is enraged because my director is going to give You a beautiful present. He is offering You a triduum of love for the beautiful feast of the Assumption of Our Mother in heaven. My Beloved, what could I offer Our Gentle Mother on that day? You know what She likes and what would please Her! I could always offer myself, but it wouldn’t be a beautiful gift!
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, on the contrary. Offer yourself with Me. This is what is dearest to Her. Her Son, Her Treasure! Don’t you think, that in seeing Her Child with His little spouse Her Motherly Heart will rejoice? For your little soul that has become a consecrated host through Our merciful love, a little victim to be offered with Me, with My Father, a little slave of love to serve Us, a small instrument to work, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls is the most precious gift that I can offer Her, a soul redeemed by Our love.
My Beloved, to give more value to your offering, add on the quantity of beautiful precious pearls. They are rare and costly. Only the Mother of God is worthy of wearing these pearls on Her diadem of Queen of heaven and earth. And as for Us, We are wearing them on Our Heart. Thanks to your director, they have remained intact. It is Our treasure, hidden from the gaze of humans.
– Satan: “Poor idiot! See how your God is mocking you. He speaks of precious pearls, of a treasure you don’t even have. You have never been as poor as today. He pretends to love you. Let Him prove it. You can’t live on illusions! Do you think you can pay the rent, food, etc., with your precious pearls? Poor little girl! It is time you put an end to this life of illusions, of lies. What does it give you? You are suffering for nothing and are losing all chances of happiness, peace and human love.”
Wednesday 14 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping my director to come this morning and bring me communion. My director and myself have begun another triduum to celebrate our Gentle Mother of heaven. I was so happy, my Beloved, to be near You. I would have liked so much to be alone with You, ô Blessed Trinity. Yes, maintain this calm, this peace in Your adorable presence. During my thanksgiving that lasted half an hour, my enemy was near me to distract me. He is enraged and jealous. I am comfortable in the arms of my Spouse, of my God.”
– Satan: “I am correct in saying that you are crazy. I think that I am jealous of an invisible being? It is He who is jealous of me, of my power over souls. I can act in a soul only in thought. I don’t need to come on earth to beg for love, to preach, etc. What did it give Him? He died on a cross and yet today, He is still begging for love and when a soul answers Him “yes”, He takes it and makes it suffer. He has no limit. He is jealous of you. This is why He is always with you. You are not free. The least little mistake and He blames you. A simple little error and He over reacts. Even your sins gives Him glory! How ridiculous! He pretends He loves you. He holds your hand, and with the other, He hits you, awaiting the day to crush you. And this is the Being in whom you believe, whom you love? You put your trust in Him?
Look at the present situation! He tells you that this is permitted and allowed. So, you aren’t free to choose. Is that respecting your freedom? What is it going to give your director and you to accept everything out of love? He pretends that you are preparing the trip of the two other little girls. Do you think that the simple fact of suffering can prepare a trip? If travelling companies used these means, they wouldn’t make any money. Only angels and saints can believe such follies!”
– Mimi: “No matter what you say, I believe in God. I adore Him and love Him. He is my All, my Spouse, and that’s final.”
Thursday 15 August 1963
Feast of the Assumption.
– Mimi: “Happy birthday my Gentle Mother of heaven!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, would You please give a gentle kiss on the forehead of Our Gentle Mother of heaven? You alone are worthy to offer Her our best wishes. What joy You must have had in receiving Mary, the Immaculate Virgin, Your and my Mother. I would have liked so much to be with You in Your arms like a tiny little baby. How long will it be before I have the joy of being near You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t cry like a baby! You are before anything else, My Spouse! Have no fear! Our Mother is preparing your place. She has always loved you even before you could know Her. At the foot of the cross, She was awaiting Her little girl, She constantly watched over you at your crib, and during your poor life, She did not stop protecting you for a single moment, , giving you Her love, even during certain trying moments, temptations. She is always present. It consoles Her and honors Her when Our representative greets Her with the Salve Regina that your enemy detests because it obliges him to bow before the Queen of heaven and earth.
My Beloved, some day, you will have the joy of contemplating Our Queen. After having loved Her and honored Her on earth, you will be with Her to give glory to God. She gives thanks to Us for We have done marvels for you.”
– Jesus: “If you have become My Spouse, My little host of love, Our victim, it is because Our Divine Mother interceded for you in the past. She wept a lot because of you. Today, She is weeping with joy. You know that the tears of a Mother are never lost.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for Your love. By the grace of God, I no longer want to cause Your Motherly Heart to be sad. I take refuge in Your arms forever where I am secure.
Be blessed and glorified, ô gentle Virgin Mary, my Mother. On this day of Your departure, I would have so many things to tell You, to confide, but because my heart is too full, I am not able to express, much less to write them down. But You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, You know very well this little heart filled with the love of God, love for my Spouse, Your Divine Sion, for my companion the Spirit of Love and for You. I would like to roam the world singing Your praises. If I were better educated, I would write about Your marvels, but all I can do is to love You in silence like a tiny little baby who can’t speak but who can look lovingly and with confidence at its Mother and extend its little hands with a beautiful smile. Nothing else matters for him. Its only refuge is the Heart and arms of its Mother, and this Mother is You, ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother.
What marvels God has placed in You. You are so beautiful and pure! I beg You, I place at this moment my soul into Your arms. Please help me love my God even more by serving You faithfully each day out of love and may I remain docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit in blind obedience to all things, large or small, and thus enlightened by grace I may walk with You towards God and eternal happiness.”
– Jesus: “Thank You, My Beloved, for this beautiful testimony of love towards My Divine Mother. My dear little spouse, don’t feel sorry for not being well educated! Don’t we understand one another in Our intimacy? Love does not have a special language for two hearts that love one another. A simple sigh, silence, a tear, a look towards Us are understood. Many thanks to Our dear representative, J… for this beautiful triduum of love. We are so pleased, so consoled, so glorified. Without his devotion, We would not have this pleasure. We are proud of him and My Divine Mother is carrying him in Her arms like Her privileged child awaiting to crown him because of you. Thank you, My dear children whom We so love.”
Friday 16 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God from the bottom of my little heart. Thank You for helping my director. It is with a lot of difficulty that he came to give me communion and terminate our triduum of love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My dear little children. You have been faithful in accepting everything out of love. Sacrifices, fatigue, etc., during this trial of the agony of the heart. You have satisfied and even spoiled Us. Be assured that everything was appreciated and accepted. You know, My Beloved, if your director is so generous, so faithful in Our service, it is because he knows the value of a soul. He perfectly understands Our desire, Our need to give Ourselves to souls, especially the little souls, humble, frail but sincere. The more a soul recognizes its smallness, its miseries and weeps over its faults because they have wounded Our love and offended a God infinitely good, a Father infinitely merciful, in spite of all its miseries, this soul is closer to Us because it is suffering. We love and cherish it. If this soul empties itself, We will fill it. If it weeps and regrets its sins, We will wipe its tears and assure it of Our infinite love. If this soul wants to serve us, We will give it all it needs to work, that is, the love, confidence, charity and detachment from everything.
– Jesus: “Suffering and the cross are for chosen and privileged souls. Immolation is for a victim soul of love. And a special grace is added to total giving for the soul whom We choose as spouse and the soul whom We keep as a host of consecrated love through Our merciful love and hidden to human eyes in Our Heart forever. And this is the special privilege that you have received, My dear little hosts of love, W…, C…, G… Your director whom We love has a special place in Us forever.”
Saturday 17 August 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy! Another communion in thanksgiving to God! Thank You, my God for having deposited love in my soul… Yes, this stifled love in me and that I abused in the past and is now purified. And it is with Your Divine Son that I am able to lift up my eyes towards You to serve You, adore You and love You. Your love, ô my Beloved has transformed my life. With You, I no longer have a useless love.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, your stifled love is now a love that is free, clear and peaceful. A selfish love has made room to a love without limitations. By total giving in Our service and that of your neighbor, your selfish love is now a disinterested love by a detachment from everything, and this love with fear is now a love that is strong and powerful on Our Divine Heart. You can see, My Beloved, the work that We had to do to rebuild in you a life of pure love with the help of your director who understood so well Our love for souls, especially for yours that needed Us so much, that needed Our love to live, to grow and even to die. By a special grace, your director knew what We wanted from you. You had a mission to accomplish, a mission of love in suffering for Our greater glory. With Us and the help of the Holy Spirit and your Gentle Mother of heaven, We began the painful work of transformation. With the patience of an angel, Our dear representative, J…, worked ceaselessly to help you accept the pure love in all things, to make you understand Our love for you, Our merciful love.”
– Jesus: “Your director is a great observer and administrator of Our graces, and your little soul is Ours because it now contains Our love. Many thanks to Our dear J… for taking on Our interests and protecting your little soul and Our love.
Sunday 18 August 1963
– Mimi: “Ô Blessed Trinity, I love You, I adore You in my soul.
Ô my Beloved, I miss You! Your love is consuming me slowly. It is a long agony that I am enduring.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved. I understand. My agony for you was a long one. I endured everything out of love. You know that you must die a victim of love. This is why I am preparing you each day by depositing in your soul this great desire to love Me, to possess Me forever. Day after day, I consume you slowly in My love so that everything may be purified and agreeable to My Father. I could have made you a victim of love in a few moments, but the Holy Will of My Father wanted to give you a greater sign of love by making you go through the same journey as I, that is, through suffering, a long agony, immolation that would end on the cross through the total giving of your love for Us and for the souls in order to glorify Us.
My Beloved, the present moment is so precious for Us, but especially for you. Your director knows what We mean. He is following your ascent towards Us, and it is his privilege to direct and offer us your little soul. What you are suffering is nothing compared to the happiness that is awaiting you. This joy that devours your soul at the thought of receiving Me is nothing compared to Our perfect union that will be forever. The more Our love is strong and powerful in you through physical and moral suffering, the more We love you.”
– Jesus: “Supernatural love does not only consist in words and feelings, but in the will united to Ours, in actions made in union with Me and offered with love, that is, with Our love. The life of a victim soul must be directed by the Spirit of Love. Everything in this soul must exude love, peace and confidence in Us alone.”
Monday 19 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You! Another communion, ô Blessed Trinity. Many thanks to my director. My soul abounds with joy in Your presence. Thank You, my God, for Your infinite mercy.
Thank You, my Beloved, for Your love. I have such a need for You to do battle against my enemy. You are my strength, my guide, my light, my support. The situation is always the same. You know, my Beloved, that each day I need a special grace to accomplish my duty of state as victim of love. My poor body is crumbling. Your cross is getting heavier more and more. But with You in me, I have no fear.Your precious love is always there.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I know that your cross is heavy to carry, but don’t forget, you are My little spouse and you must give birth to many souls. So, a mother who is carrying a child must feel its weight and sufferings before experiencing a happy delivery. Afterwards, her joy is so great that she forgets that she suffered. My Beloved, remind yourself when Our union will be perfect in the dwelling of Our Father. You will then forget what you have suffered. In the present situation, We wanted more for souls. During holidays, We are so offended, forsaken, ignored, but with this great trial that your director and yourself have accepted out of love, you have consoled Us, satisfied Us by giving Us the occasion of visiting you and resting in your little soul while you were working out of love for Us and for souls. Our dear little sisters W… and C… were beneficiaries though they had a large part of the sufferings.
Tomorrow, you will have a lot to offer for Our dear apostle, P.M. The harvest is abundant. This oasis of graces consoles Us because the foundation is solid. Love, charity, mercy and confidence are in the forefront.”
Tuesday 20 August 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how long it is to wait until tomorrow before receiving You! Thank You for helping me accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. Our dear apostle has benefitted from Our day. He is enjoying Our love and Our assistance. His problems are also Ours since he is working out of love for us and for souls. His ideal is so great, so pure! You know, My Beloved, that sometimes there are some of My consecrated souls who place human interests before divine ones, under the pretext of giving thanks to God with what is most beautiful, most practical. By living in this ambiance, they are looking for comforts and even more. Blinded by work, they forget the principal object. I am telling you these things not because I condemn those who out of duty and obedience are administrators. They are needed, but I notice that there are some who forget too quickly the administration of souls. This malaise is even found among religious sisters. They practice their vow of poverty, but there are always improvements to be made in order to avoid mortification, and so materialism enters through a wide open door with its luxury, comforts, etc. Everything is well calculated for them, but what is there left for Us? This remark does not apply to the house of My Father. Out of respect for God, everything must be beautiful, clean, simple in order to facilitate prayer, calm, and not be distracted, critical, jealous and rebellious. Everyone must be peaceful in the house of My Father.
My Beloved, ask often that all My apostles be enlightened in their duty of state so that their work may be sanctified by Us and directed towards Us with a profound detachment from the things of the world. May they have a pure love, a love of souls. These consecrated souls ascend, each day, towards Us for Our greater glory.”
Wednesday 21 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for my director and myself have begun a triduum in honor of our Gentle Mother of heaven. Thank You for visiting me, ô Blessed Trinity!
My Beloved, what a beautiful day with You on the cross! Thank You for the beautiful visit and Your kindness in sending me when I needed it most my dear little sister. As a nurse, she is asking herself: “How is this going to end?” All she can do for me is to relieve me a little, to pray that I may have the strength to accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am very grateful for her kindness, her great love towards you in order to prolong your life. And as for Us, We are prolonging your sufferings. You must not neglect taking your medication to help your physical sufferings in order to better serve Us, but as for your moral sufferings, I alone know the remedies and your director knows the dose required. My Beloved, if I placed My crown of thorns on your head, it is because I needed more suffering for your two little sisters W… and C… and for Our dear representative P.M. He would be a good subject as member of Our beautiful Team of love. My Beloved, I know that you are exhausted, but I wanted more this evening. Poor little spouse I so love! I am walking on My heart by making you suffer. If you knew, My Beloved, how My Divine Heart is suffering more than you to see you suffer. Sometimes, I close my eyes in order not to see. My Heart is bleeding with yours.”
– Jesus: “With Me, My dear little host of love, let us give thanks to My Father by glorifying Him with Our sufferings, but especially with Our love. From Our cross, let us look at the souls of the poor sinners that We must save and offer Our Father. You know that it is a great privilege that We are giving you to cooperate with Me. Remain in My peace, in Our boat of love in spite of the strong waves this evening. Close your eyes and rest on My Divine Heart.”
Thursday 22 August 1963
Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my Gentle Mother! For a long time, my director and I have been preparing this beautiful feast day! What more can I offer You than thanksgiving and to sing Your praises, ô Immaculate Virgin!
Thank You for Your love. Thank You for accepting to be my Mother. Thank You for Your sacrifice in offering Your Jesus. You could see me and You knew that in spite of Your love, I would be ungrateful and a bad person. How many times I must have made You cry because of my conduct. From the bottom of my little heart, I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. With the help of my Beloved and of the Holy Spirit, I want to love You more and work with You. As a Mother, tell me what I need, to be more agreeable to God. Teach me how to speak to Him as You did, to serve Him faithfully each day with a pure heart, a detachment from things of the world. Yes, a detachment from everything, from my will and my heart. May my vow of love not only be words. With You I want to give my Fiat. Thank You for Your assistance in great temptations and for Your special protection from my enemy. At the hour of my death, take me in Your arms. I will need You so badly, ô Mediatrix of all graces. It is on Your Motherly Heart that I depend.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, have no fear! Our Mother will be near you when We will receive your soul. She will cradle you, close your eyes and put you to sleep. She will sing the Magnificat to give thanks to God for all He has done for you, poor little girl. Today, you are My little spouse and spoiled child of My Father and of the Holy Spirit. This is how merciful love transforms a soul of good will. All that We ask from souls is love and to believe in Our love for them whatever their sins may be. Our love is infinite and Our mercy is greater than their sins. Our love erases and forgets everything.”
Friday 23 August 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you. My dear little children, thanks to the generosity, the unceasing devotion of your director, We had the great joy of having a triduum of love. His love for Us is so pure, so great! He is so faithful in serving Us that sometimes he precedes Our desires. In his humility, he has never sought to be honored. You know where We went to get you? Don’t weep, My dear little spouse.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You tell me not to cry and You remind me of my past. You know how I suffer just at the thought of having offended You, ô Infinite Goodness. How ungrateful I have been towards God, my Father so good and so merciful!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, look at Me in the eyes. Listen to Me carefully. If I made this remark, and not a reproach, it is to show you how much We love you and how much the devotion of your director was dear to us. It is to show him Our love, Our gratitude, that he will have the privilege of giving us your little soul, and moreover, I repeat, you will be his priestly coronation. What more can We do for you, My dear little children?”
– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved. I ask Your forgiveness. I wrongly interpreted Your words.”
– Jesus: “Come close to Me! Are you still crying? Come and let Me wipe the tears from your eyes. Yes, these eyes that are constantly looking for Me. This loving look when you receive Me and when you look at Our dear treasure, the little crucifix. And when you are suffering and still look at Me with love. I cannot remain insensitive. And when you will sleep in My arms awaiting Our perfect union, it is I who will look at you with love, and when your eyes will open before the majesty of Our Father and of His love, His mercy, you will weep with joy and tears of love and gratitude will once again be wiped by Me, your Spouse, your Beloved.”
Saturday 24 August 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what is going on inside of me? After this beautiful triduum of love and suffering, a fear has taken hold of me and I am afraid of dying, of appearing before God. I who am weeping from boredom and find the time long, far from You. As much as I wanted You, now I am afraid of You, of being judged on my whole life, but especially on the writings that are only lies, illusions. How I would like to tear everything up. I am afraid of my director, of his advice. What more can he do? Everything in me is horrible. This cold heart is unable to love anymore. I hate the cross and all its cortege. My spirit wanders. I want only one thing: to be alone and cry. My heart is hurting badly. I can no longer accept the present situation. I am suffering too much! To suffer for others no longer interests me. If only I could believe in my director. I doubt everything: my eternal salvation, the intimacy I had with the Blessed Trinity, with my Beloved. It was folly to dream about eternal happiness with an invisible being. This steel door between God and myself is in my soul and is preventing me from seeing the Sun! I am choking!
My Beloved, if You still have a bit of love for me, come to my aid!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come and weep on My Divine Heart! You must not be surprised by what you are going through. It is the night of the senses. All victim souls, before appearing before Us must pass an exam on their spiritual life like someone going on a long trip must make sure he is healthy by having a check up. I have entrusted you to a good surgeon. You remember when your director punctured the abcess that was harming your little soul? Give him your hand. Walk without fear towards Us. I know that everything is dark.
This is the darkness of your agony before opening your eyes to the light before the Divine Majesty. My dear little G…, trust Me, accept everything out of love and continue your journey with Me. It is out of love that We are sending you this difficult trial. It is a preparation you must undergo, and in spite of everything, struggle and always tell yourself that I am here, your Beloved, in you as usual.”
Sunday 25 August 1963
– Mimi: “My God, have mercy on me! I can’t go on! My Beloved, help me, please! I don’t have the strength to pray. I am struggling and trying to make a spiritual communion. I feel a real repugnance, a lassitude, a boredom in accomplishing my duty of state. The physical pain is getting worse. I am wondering whether I shouldn’t go for the operation. I am tired of carrying this weight. My Beloved, I beg You, please help me. This cross is so heavy! If I could believe that this trial comes from You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, normally, I should have remained silent to increase your merit, but My Divine Mother was so insistant to My Father that He consented for Me to console you and help you carry your cross. You see how much We love you. Aren’t you privileged? During My agony, I only had one angel to console Me, but no one to console Me humanly. You, My Beloved, you have a God to console you, to love you, and you have more than an angel to comfort you; you have a priest. Yes, a representative of God to help you carry your cross, to lead you towards Us. I didn’t have the privilege that you have! It is by insisting that I was able to get help. Like for Myself, your Gentle Mother of heaven is walking with you. She is suffering with you. She gives Her Fiat for you, for She knows very well that Her little girl, the little spouse of her Divine Son doesn’t want to abandon Him and that she loves Him in spite of appearances. Your faithful Friend, your Counsellor, the Spirit of love is continuing His work in you though you don’t feel anything. He is always present in you and realizing in your soul what God wants and expects from you. My Beloved, My dear little spouse, this is the most precious moment for Us and for you. Offer everything out of love for Us and for souls. If you could only see the number of souls that you are saving during these days of trial!”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for Your love and for Your help. With You, my Beloved, I accept everything.”
Monday 26 August 1963
– Mimi: “My God, to prepare my communion, I asked my Gentle Mother of heaven to give me Her faith to receive You, to lend me Her Heart so pure to love You, Her spirit to accept Your Holy Will, Her soul to adore You but especially to thank You and keep You forever.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, grant me, please, all the graces I need to love Your Jesus and remain faithful to Him till the end. Mediatrix of all graces, intercede for me! Mother, ô Virgin Mary, cradle me a little to allow me to rest in Your Motherly arms so that I may forget everything.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do not be surprised if My Divine Mother does not cradle you today. Our Father wanted more to increase your merit. This is why you were upset by temptations of discouragement, even doubts after your director came to give you communion. My Beloved, I am suffering with you. Continue to offer Me everything out of love. Think of Me, your Spouse who loves you; think about what I did for you out of love. Do you think I wouldn’t have liked that My Divine Mother cradle Me in Her arms instead of being nailed to the cross? I also needed to rest. During My agony, I didn’t even have a place to rest My head. You have your Spouse, a God who loves you, a Heart to rest your little head. You have a Mother watching over you in a special way, a good Counsellor the Holy Spirit. You have an enlightened guide in the person of your director who has always been faithful in following our itinerary. Even through narrow and obscure paths, walk with him. Have no fear!
It is We who have chosen him for you because he has suffered a lot and has loved Us and served Us faithfully in a perfect abandonment to Our Holy Will. He knows the value of a souls so well, yes, a soul that saves other souls. Such is your role as spouse of Christ and God’s little girl. Remain Our little host of love forever!”
Tuesday 27 August 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You. I beg You, in the name of Our love, keep me in Your arms. Everything is so dark around me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t look around you. With the eyes of faith, look within you, adore us present in your little soul, Our dwelling. We are so happy! Everything is so beautiful, so clean. You know, nothing can compare to a soul in the state of grace.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me. With You, I accept everything out of love, especially for C…, W…, P.M. and J…”
– Satan: “What does it take you to understand? You are so convinced that your God is living in you! It is out of pride that you believe this! You are holding onto your will. You are struggling against yourself for in the intimate part of your soul, you know very well that your God has rejected you forever. How can you pretend loving Him? He doesn’t stop asking you to love Him, to serve Him. Isn’t it ridiculous for a God who says He is powerful and who begs for love, especially for your love so little for Him and so great for me. And to think that you believe in all this nonsense! Why waste time writing and hoping? With these lies, you have troubled the soul of W… Why write lies? Poor little girl, you won’t listen to me. You don’t even answer to what I tell you, for you place me at the same level as your God and even at a higher level for you don’t even dare answer me out of respect, whereas with your God, you speak to Him because you are afraid of Him.
You tremble before Him and after that, you preach love, confidence, mercy with the mask of sincerity and with such a soft voice you think you are reaching souls. Your director and you were so confident that W… and C… would come. There is only W…, what about C…? I didn’t believe that the Spirit could make you write lies, for C… was supposed to come. Now you see that all these notes were false.”
Wednesday 28 August 1963
– Mimi: “In spite of the state I am in, I am happy to receive You. My God, please have pity on my director. How many times will he be obliged to come? He is so exhausted. It is a drudgery. I beg You, help him, my Gentle Mother of heaven. Carry him in Your arms, for You know that if he falls, he is falling with Jesus! You know how fruitful his life of sacrifice has been. He has always been faithful in serving You. In spite of his great age, he is always ready to give You to souls. His love for You is so great and strong that he does not consider his physical strength. It is a suffering for me to see him suffer because of me. I should rather say because of Us, for it is for You that he is working. He does not want to refuse You anything. He is so happy to come and bring You to my little soul that is pining for You. When will I finally expire?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your last breath will be one of love that We are patiently awaiting. Have no fear! We are watching over Our dear J… Mary Mediatrix of all graces is interceding for him and is protecting him in a special way as Her privileged child. She is carrying him in Her Motherly arms and We are carrying him in Our Heart forever. We owe him a lot! Love, suffering, charity have been the basis of his priesthood. His love for his Mother of heaven and his great devotion towards Her have been his strength, his consolation. Docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, he has walked, struggled to bring Us many souls. He has understood Our love and corresponded to grace. He knows the value of souls, of the cross, of love. He has never hesitated a single moment to serve Us out of love. We are so pleased upon seeing the work accomplished in the past thirteen years in your little soul.
He has been an enlightened director. With love, he cooperated with Us in directing your little soul towards Us. W… and C… are privileged to be under his direction and members of Our beautiful Team of love. Father Paul Mayer s.j. will also be an active member. We have Our eyes on him.”
Thursday 29 August 1963
– Mimi: “With a spiritual communion, I was able to speak with the Blessed Trinity. I need so much to know that I am loved by Him. To live in uncertainty and doubt is a great hardship.
My Beloved, please sustain me. Spirit of love, enlighten me. Heavenly Father, look upon Your little girl. Have pity on me. In spite of all appearancces, You know very well that I love You and want to love You even more. Yes, to love You with Your love, with the infinite love of Your Divine Son, of the Holy Spirit, with the love so pure of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I would like to adore You like the saints, the angels. My God, please give me the faith, the strength, the courage of martyrs so that I may accept to die as a victim of love. I know that what I am suffering is so little compared to their life of devotion. All I have to offer You is love and suffering. Tell me, ô Eternal Father, my Father, that You accept my good will of loving You, of serving You with Your Divine Son, my Spouse. I ask for nothing more.”
– Satan: “How stupid one must be to ask for an increase in faith. He pretends it to be a gift. He gives you faith and then withdraws it. He leaves you in the dark. He burdens you with all kinds of crosses and trials. Then, He tells you that He is present in you, that He is Love, Light, Truth, Peace. Do you really have peace in your soul? He asks you to journey towards Him. Is it possible to walk, to see clearly in the dark. He removes your faith and afterwards He asks you to look with eyes of faith.
What contradictions! “Come to Me all you who suffer…” And when the soul answers “yes” to His call, He burdens it with a heavier cross. He preaches charity! He doesn’t even have any since He crushes the little ones, the weak, the humble with this cross that they drag all their lives.”
Friday 30 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for helping me get up and work for You, for my neighbor. This morning, I would have liked to remain in bed to rest, but I thought that a little mother could not remain in bed when her children expect everything from her. Yes, with my prayers, my sufferings, I must help my spiritual children. For this reason, I need Your help, my God. These souls are also Your children.
The day went by serving my neighbor. I was so happy! My happiness is to see others happy. Without You, my Beloved, I can do nothing. My Beloved, You know for whom I am suffering. I beg You in the name of Our love, give me this soul. Fetch it before I die, but, if it be Your Holy Will to take my life for this soul I love, I accept everything and offer myself with Your Divine Son through the hands of Mary Immaculate and of Your representative.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you really have the little heart of a mother. Your spiritual children are more and more numerous. If I had to take your life in exchange each time that a soul is in danger, you would die several times a day! But rest assured, each time that out of love for Us your director offers you with Me to My Father through the hands of Mary Immaculate, the offering is accepted. What can we refuse Our dear representative? I am very attentive to the voice of the priest. At Mass, I bow with him before the Majesty of My Father. I offer Myself with him. Every priest who lives his priesthood is another living Christ, higher in dignity than an angel.”
– Jesus: “An angel cannot offer God His Divine Son, and in the sacrament of penance, he forgives in Our Name. Then, in the sacrament of My love, he gives Me to souls in holy communion. If souls understood the value of a priest, his mission to save souls by total giving, these souls would have a great respect for the priest, for each priest is responsible for the value of a soul. Yes, dear souls, love your priests as if it were Me, with a love that is pure, respectful and confident. And you, My apostles, love souls as if they were Me. It is a duty of love to pray for one another. We all have the same Father.”
Saturday 31 August 1963
– Mimi: “You are finally there, ô Blessed Trinity! I am so happy to receive You. I need You so badly to accomplish my duty of state with pure love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is what you need to really live in a spiritual life. Yes, to have a pure heart to offer Me, to be pure of heart, of spirit, in ones thoughts, actions, duty of state, in ones offerings, sufferings, work. Each soul that has a pure heart even in doubts, spiritual aridity, hardships, crosses, and that accepts everything out of love and places its trust in Us, this soul, if it is sincere, already possesses the beatitude. Blessed are the pure of heart and who are walking rapidly towards Us. For the soul pure of heart, everything becomes beautiful and good in its life. All sorrows become an interior joy, all suffering new strength, his cross becomes his best friend, his support, for it can depend on it without fear. God is its strength. Its moments of aridity become its spiritual richness. In spiritual life, one must never be self-centered, but rather centered on God wherever He may be; placing God in First place and not in our place. Even among consecrated souls, many switch roles. These souls really want to be Our servants, and We end up serving them. If I should ask them to be generous, to make an effort, a sacrifice, to carry their cross with love and in conformity with the Holy will of My Father, these souls hesitate; they wait, thinking I will forget. But in My love for them, I have to serve them until they understand perfectly that they cannot serve two masters at a time.”
– Jesus: “But a sincere soul with a pure heart always answers “yes” to Our call and its love for us inspires it to precede Our wishes. Everything passes on in this world: affection, health, money. Love alone remains for the soul that is pure of heart.”
Sunday 1st September 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are undergoing a painful trial. Isn’t the path a narrow one to come to Us? This is why I ask souls who want to grow in spiritual life and walk towards Us with pure love to empty themselves so that We may enter with Our love and all the graces it will need to love Us, serve Us, in order to work for Our greater glory. The soul who wants to live the fullness of perfection before emptying itself, dying to created things and having mastered its will, its faults, this soul is not able to be sincere with Us and have a heart that is free, pure and a supple spirit to offer Us. What can We do in a soul that only has words and merits to give Us? How many consecrated souls lose precious moments and a great part of their spiritual life in searching everywhere instead of searching for Us in everything. What a loss of time is spent searching in books for light, truth and love! It is so simple to find the light with the Holy Spirit, and truth in My word, in My Gospel! Haven’t I given enough signs of love? And this love is renewed continually in each soul. The sincere soul who has enough faith has the right and the duty to say to itself: at this moment, there is someone who loves me, who is thinking of me, who has givin His life for me out of love, and who is the only one able to give me the light and to lead me to truth with love that is pure. Whatever the state of this soul, I refuse nothing to the soul who sincerely asks for it in all humility. And sometimes, I fill it with graces, enlightenment it does not even think of asking Us.”
– Jesus: “It is not that I condemn spiritual reading. It provides proper guidance. But a Father prefers that His child would speak directly to Him, heart to Heart, with confidence and love. This peace of soul, this intimacy is not found in books, but truly in My presence, in the tabernacle, in solitude.”
Monday 2 September 1963
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, are you finding Our trip long? Have no fear, My dear children! Our boat of love is not perishable. We are so pleased to be with you! Yes, if all souls could experience Our intimacy!
If parents taught their children to live in a great intimacy with Us, gave them the true picture of whom We are! With the little ones, I remain little. If they taught them very early that they have a Father who is God and who must come first. He is a Father who is infinitely good and just, all loving, not always ready to punish. His arm is not always raised to strike but rather to bless. He is a God of love. How many children, on their first day of class do not know how to make the sign of the cross, their prayers! All they know is that there is little Jesus, that’s all. But ask them to tell you the names of stars and television programs, the names of sports stars. They know them by heart. These poor little ones do not really know their God, their Father. Many parents say that a child cannot learn everything at once and that we must not overburden the intelligence of the child. Yet, these dear little souls have sometimes a remarkable intelligence in understanding things that an adult cannot understand with all his science and talents. Everything is so simple for a child. He does not complicate his life. If at times a danger looms over his head, he is not concerned. He continues to play and sleep peacefully. He trusts in his father. Why not direct this confidence towards Us, towards his heavenly Father who can give him everything out of love?”
– Eternal Father: “How many children receive Us for the first time with a pure heart? Whose fault is it? Pray for the parents and children. It is on the knees of the mother that a child’s future is prepared and in the heart of the mother that is formed the spiritual life of her child, Our child.”
Tuesday 3 September 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I need more today. From the top of My cross, I am suffering. If you could see the human misery. Offer Me everything. I know that I am asking you a lot, My dear little spouse. Fear not! I am in you forever to help you. Together, let us glorify My Father by Our sufferings accepted out of love. Your director is always on duty. Let us all take advantage of these hours of graces, trials that are blessings for our beautiful Team of Love and also for all recommended souls. Our dear apostle has a large part and the souls he encounters receive the benefit for Our greater glory.
You know, My Beloved, in a short while, Our beautiful trip in Our boat of love will be over.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, am I going to die since You are telling me that Our beautiful trip is almost over?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you believe that at your death everything will be over? On the contrary, everything will begin for Us, for you, for souls. Just being with Us will not put an end to your mission. You will always remain My little spouse giving birth to souls in joy, in love after having delivered through physical and moral sufferings the souls We asked you for Our greater glory.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I feel sad at the thought that Our beautiful trip will be over. My director and I were so comfortable with You in Our boat of love, following You in suffering and love for souls.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am pleased to hear you say this. Anyhow, your director is awaiting with love and patience for Our hour. You know, Our boat of love can end and take another direction, going further. We can take on other passengers. We can also go on vacation!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t understand. It is Your idea that I would like to understand.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My idea is the same as My Father’s.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I still don’t understand.”
– Jesus: “This is what you need. Don’t try to understand. Trust Me, that’s all! What is certain is that Our boat of love did not sink. In certain places, the catch was miraculous!”
– Mimi: “Not here! The net has been cast. Our fish is sleeping. Can we give it a pull?”
– Jesus: “No! You would risk destroying everything. I have a strong arm!”
Wednesday 4 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning! I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! My Beloved, look at the situation. Things are getting worse on the human level. Increase my courage to do battle. You know, my Beloved, to be a slave of love for You is so easy, but, to be a slave of love for my neighbor is more difficult. I need You continually, Your love, Your strength, Your aid. I don’t trust myself. Without You I can do nothing and am nothing.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, come close to Me. I know that your cross is heavy to carry. Think of Me, of My cross that I carried out of love for you and for souls. You know, yesterday, that I told you that Our beautiful trip in Our boat of love would end. You were trying to understand what that meant. It is so simple! Our Father needs more, yes, to glorify Our Father and to offer Him more souls on the occasion of the children’s and students’ retreats. Our beautiful trip in Our boat of love will end because you are going to be placed with Me on Our cross. You know what that means; more sufferings for us and for souls. During this time, your director who has always been a good guide in Our service and who is faithful in directing souls to us will take care of the boat. We are entrusting him with Our boat of love. It will be safe. We will need it to go and fetch other passengers. But, during the triduum We will make in honor of Our Mother, We will be on the same cross. The first beneficiary of Our sufferings will be C…, then, W… and P.M.”
– Jesus: “On the first day, you will experience the agony of the heart, the soul, the spirit, total abandonment even from your director. You will be alone with your cross, but I shall be with you through faith. Then, on the second day, I will still be with you on Our cross but in a sensitive manner. And Our Team work will continue for Our greater glory in Our boat of love. We will travel far, very far, all three of Us.”
Thursday 5 September 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is in prayer and sacrifice that I am preparing Our beautiful triduum in honor of Our Gentle Mother of heaven. I united my sufferings with Yours. With You, I want to offer everything to Our Father. Yes, offer everything out of love for Him and for souls. However, my Beloved, I am thinking about Our conversation, yesterday, and my poor nature is trembling. You know that I cannot hide anything from You. You experienced these hours of agony. I trust in You. I know that You will help me.
On several occasions today, I was preparing, with Your grace, my will to say: here I am, my Father, do with me what You will. You know how the presence of my director is helpful.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, it is for You that we will do this triduum. I beg You, come to my aid. You had a moment of hesitation at the visit of the angel! Like yourself, I am asking myself what will happen. I am so afraid of offending God. Who will help me offer everything? Pray for me?”
– Jesus: “Come, My Beloved, come near Me. Have no fear! It is not an angel who is announcing what Our Father desires, it is I, your Spouse, your God. How can you believe that you are offending Us when you do Our will? Your friend, Saint Michael, will be here, your guardian angel! Our Gentle Mother cannot abandon you! Little Thérèse, Saint Ann, all your invisible friends will pray for you. You know that it is through a special privilege that you will undergo this trial before coming towards Us. When I present you the bitter chalice, do not turn away.
The cross will crush you under its weight. There will be no human presence. You will be alone, like Myself, abandoned. I accepted everything out of love for you. Don’t you think I would have liked to have My Divine Mother near Me at the moment of My agony? At the foot of the cross, She was present to participate in the sacrifice of my life through total giving of My love offered to Our Father. At the moment of giving your little soul back to Us, near your cross, you will have the presence of Our representative to offer you to Our Father. You will die a victim of My love for the glory of Our Father and for souls.”
Friday 6 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You! Another beautiful visit! I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! I understand how we can die from loving God! I cannot doubt a single moment of His infinite love, His merciful love for me.
This morning, after communion, there was a great transformation in my little soul. How can I explain it? Only the presence of my Beloved, of the Blessed Trinity can explain everything. My enemy is already by my side. No matter! Since God is in me forever and with His grace, I do not want to lose Him for a single moment.
Several times during the day, my Beloved spoke to me. So many things to say to each other! Time goes by so fast in His presence! I love Him and want to love Him more. I want Him to be loved in all souls. I want to please Him more, console Him by always accepting His Holy Will. As I await the great day, I multiply acts of love in my poor little heart that loves Him and is suffering.
I desire so much for my will to be united to His. This is why I ask You constantly to keep me always in Your powerful arms, to increase my love for You, for the Blessed Trinity, for souls. By Your holy Presence, purify my body, strengthen my faith, sustain my confidence, enlighten me, guide me towards You.
May my will remain flexible to the inspirations of the Spirit of Love by being humble, submissive to the Holy Will of Our Father and in spite of all the obstacles, may I remain faithful to You till the end by having peace of soul, heart and spirit if it be Your Holy Will.”
– Mimi: “This very evening, I offer myself with my Beloved. Here We are, Father, to accomplish Your Holy Will over us. Ô Eternal Father, my Father, do with me what You will. Please give me the courage to accept everything, the strength to do battle, enough love to cover all my physical and moral sufferings. Grant me the grace that total giving may not only be words. Till tomorrow, my Beloved, on Our cross of love.”
Saturday 7 September 1963
– Mimi: “I have been waiting for You since five o’clock this morning with Our cross. This is the day! My enemy is near me. I have been preparing my communion with great difficulty.
My Beloved, increase my faith! I don’t believe in this presence in me, and yet, You are living within me. No matter how long this trial will last, I accept it out of love for You and for souls. Now the battle begins!
When I recite my rosary, the presence of my enemy tortures me. My whole body is trembling. I can’t make a move without experiencing sharp pain. I am alone and am breathing with difficulty.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, I have known for a long time that at the moment of your death, you will be all mine forever. In a few moments, it will be over. Take an overdose to end it as soon as possible. You are alone. You can no longer suffer for nothing. He himself has told you. Everything will end. He said He would leave you alone, forsaken by everyone. If it were a trial, He would give you the strength to do battle. I will take over everything, your senses, your body. You can’t even budge. In spite of it all, you want help from heaven! They cannot do anything for you. But I will listen to you.”
– Mimi: “How terrible! Here to serve you are all the devils that you have loved, pride, love, etc. followed by the cortege of my sins. It’s awful! I don’t even have the strength to look at Our little crucifix. What more can he do? If I could believe in all that He told me Thursday. This is too much! I can’t go on! I am choking! I would like to cry out in despair!”
– Satan: “Why complain? This is nothing compared to what is awaiting you. When a soul is rejected by God, it is forever. In a few moments you will die in my powerful hands. No priest. No one to pray, not even your God. You alone with me who loves you. You have a sign that I do. Your death will be so sweet with a few more pills and I can give you all the pleasures you want and even love. Isn’t it beautiful to die like someone damned as a little host of love, Sister Loved-by-the-Blessed Trinity? Are you better off in my arms or on the cross?”
Sunday 8 September 1963
Feast of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, Mother! On this beautiful day, I have the great pleasure of receiving the visit of the Blessed Trinity! My Gentle Mother of heaven, come to my aid. I am not very strong after yesterday. Thank You for Your aid. Thank You, my Father, my God for Your infinite love. Thank You, my Beloved, for watching over me during this trial. How good it is to be together!”
– Jesus: “Why yes, My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you! Even if I am with you on Our cross, all your physical sufferings are sweet compared to those of yesterday! You have understood the value of the cross and its heaviness, the value of My love and the value of a soul; the presence, the power of the priest in the midst of trials and dangers. My Beloved, I suffered with you. Your director walked on his heart for having to leave you alone during this terrible trial that Our Father wanted and desired for the greater good of your little soul. With this trial, you have increased your love for Us and for souls. It is a special grace that you received, a privilege in following Me during My agony. Now, you must enter the path of silence. During the sharpest pains, keep smiling like yesterday before these dear little ones who were so glad to visit you. By your example, by the silence during all your trials, by your smile in accepting the cross, We are so consoled. Thank your director for all that he has done for your soul and for Us. Our Gentle Mother of heaven is so happy about the beautiful triduum of love.”
– Jesus: “What a beautiful testimony of love, of gratitude on the part of Her two little children that She loves so much. Yes, the privileged children of the Eternal Father, spoiled by Me, cherished by the Holy Spirit and by Mary.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. Thank You, my Beloved. Thank You, Spirit of Love. Thank You my Gentle Mother. I am so happy to be Your child. Thanks for everything.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, It is for Me to thank you for staying with Me on Our cross. You accepted everything out of love and everything was purified after having been crucified in your body, your soul, your spirit. Many thanks to your director who prayed during this time. His prayer was heard even if he was not near you.”
Monday 9 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning! My happiness in receiving you is greater day by day, ô Blessed Trinity. Our triduum ended today. What is Your wish for us, my Beloved?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, what We want is to thank you for this beautiful triduum of love. Everything was complete! We were so consoled, glorified, loved. Our Heart was touched to see with what love and generosity you answered “yes” to Our call and accepted in a spirit of sacrifice everything We asked of you! Without counting the extent of your moral and physical sufferings. The cross was heavy. Again this morning, We were watching your director carry Us. With what love and a spirit of faith he continued on his journey to place Us in your little soul. He was so sick, exhausted. At eighty-four, he is still walking for Us and for souls! During all his life as a priest, he has always served Us out of love without hesitation. Total giving was his ideal: to offer Us everything out of love and for souls without asking anything for himself. Our Gentle Mother is watching over him in a special way and We thank him for loving Us and serving Us with fidelity.
Thank you My dear little host of love! Aren’t you happy after spending many hours in the service of your neighbor! You worked with love and accepted in silence the reproaches that were made because you were doing too much and overtaxing your strength. You answered kindly this person by saying: “We are never doing too much for God who loves us so much. He is present in my neighbor.””
– Jesus: “After another comment: “If I were ironing God’s clothes, I would be very attentive. So, I am doing it as if it were for Him.””
– Mimi: “Thank You for helping me this morning. When I think how much I was suffering yesterday! I couldn’t even move a finger without feeling so much pain that I could not sleep nor change position. And today, I did the washing and ironing. Thank You, my Beloved, for Your help, for Your love.
Tuesday 10 September 1963
– Mimi: “Through a spiritual communion, I visited my Beloved.
Thank You, ô Eternal Father, for all Your love. I thank You especially for the great privilege You gave me these last few days in being placed with my Beloved on the same cross and for sharing in some of His sufferings.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I thank you for your love for Us and for souls! You know that the time you spent during these trying days, I also was in agony. Your director was suffering also, but I had to submit Myself to the Holy Will of My Father who had foreseen and determined the time of this difficult trial for Our greater glory and the good of your little soul. The Holy Spirit had a duty to accomplish during this time. It is so easy to work presently in your little soul that has become so flexible, so docile to the inspirations of the Spirit of Love, of Truth. Since you emptied yourself, you are more attentive to the inspirations of grace. It is easier to work in Our dwelling and embellish it. And to think that in the past, We could not even enter!... My Beloved, do you believe that all souls have the same privilege as you? Even among My consecrated souls, how many ignore completely the happiness of living in My intimacy! It isn’t enough to read the Gospel. One must practice it and ask the Holy Spirit to understand it and apply it to ones life. To live in a great intimacy with Us is to have the spirit of the Gospel. During My entire public life, wasn’t I simple, humble, intimate with everyone? Even with My enemies? The intimacy I had with My apostles was so great that all their problems were also Mine.
If souls knew the number of graces they lose because they do not live in great intimacy with Us. Their love for Us would be greater and their spiritual life more fruitful. Two concrete elements: love and intimacy. This is what one must understand to come towards Us with love that is pure.”
Wednesday 11 September 1963
– Mimi: “How can I thank You for Your visit, ô Blessed Trinity! Tomorrow is the feast of the Holy Name of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I am beginning today to prepare my little gift. Thank You, my Beloved, for helping me offer everything out of love! My God, the situation is always the same. We are accepting everything with conformity and love. Increase my strength, please!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, thank you for everything. I have such a need for faithful friends to cooperate in the salvation of souls. Now, we are going to find Ourselves in Our boat of love in order to go very far!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, are We going towards Our Father?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you would really like to know where We are going? It doesn’t matter where. Tell yourself that everything you do out of love goes directly towards My Father. On the path of silence, you will walk at a rapid gait. You are surely happy about that! You know, My Beloved, the school of silence is a difficult school! It is as useful as the school of suffering! To know how to keep quiet, to remain silent out of love even in front of criticisms, accusations, contempt, total abandonment in the presence of the cross, to always answer “yes” with a smile. You will have to become very skillful in order to remain silent in front of your great physical and moral sufferings. It is by meditating on My Passion that you will find this strength.”
– Jesus: “Think of Me, of My silence before Pilate, before the crowd, during My agony and the crown of thorns, the scourging, on the cross, and finally, what do you think of My silence in the tabernacle? Of My silence before the ungratefulness of souls, in the presence of sins, etc…? It is during prayer and silence that I approach souls and speak to them. Our intimacy needs silence and it is silence that protects Our love. In the silence of your little soul, We are able to rest. To understand one another through silence is so easy. A simple look is sufficient. No need for words.
Thursday 12 September 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy! Feast of the Holy Name of Mary! Happy Birthday my Gentle Mother!
You know, my Beloved, how much I was looking forward to celebrate Our Mother! If You would like, I could offer Her my communion and my love. This is all I have to offer Her, but my director is not able to come. If You want, my Beloved, You are able to fetch him. I would so like to do something for Our Mother, to thank Her for Her love, Her special protection over me.
I waited, patiently… No phone call. 8h10.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, hurry, light the candles, your director is coming.”
– Mimi: “What a surprise! Thank You, my Beloved!”
– Mimi: “My director cannot explain how he came! It is only at the foot of the stairs that he realized what was happening.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl! Many thanks to your director. Isn’t a Mother able to take Her child by the hand and bring him where She wants? I was so moved by your request. It was the most beautiful present you could offer Me.
Yes, to receive the homage of the Blessed Trinity present in your little soul, in the soul of My little girl, the smallest one that I am surrounding with My love until I can cradle her in My arms at her final rest. You know, I will be with you always, especially during the beautiful triduum of love that you are preparing where you will be with My Divine Son on the cross like last week.”
– Mimi: “You know, my Gentle Mother, I wasn’t very strong while being alone during that trial!”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, tomorrow, you will have the help of your director and of W… This visit is Team work for C… and P.M… We are expecting a lot from this meeting of pure love and suffering. If We have come this morning in a special way, it is to strengthen you and to help you. Thank you for this beautiful day in the service of your neighbor, accomplished in silence, out of love for Us.”
Friday 13 September 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the beautiful triduum of sufferings begins today. You will receive a lot of help from your director and from Our dear little host of love, W… This voyage will be very important for her in her life. And We accept her with joy on Our boat of love. She is so tiny, she won’t upset the boat. She is secure. C… will also have her turn, soon.
What all three of you offered this afternoon was especially for C… and for P.M…, souls, many souls. We were so pleased! Your generosity in offering everything out of love surpassed Our expectations. You, My Beloved, you will undergo a difficult trial. In spite of the fatigue of your director, he has been generous till the end. The presence of Our dear little host of love, W… is a great help, for, without her help, this trial would have lasted longer. Tomorrow, you will have a stronger one. Do not fear! I will be with you in a special manner. My Beloved, I want more. We have such a need for more. We need to be consoled. The more you accept with love, the more you have sufferings and the more We are within you. You are working so well together, hand in hand, united together by the same ideal, that of serving Us out of pure love, of loving us in total giving. My dear little children, you understand Our ideal so well. Yes, continue to love Us through suffering. If you could see the number of souls that you helped and saved. Merit is shared like suffering, but you can tell yourselves all three of you that your love is the same, since it is offered out of love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, your enemy is enraged by the visit of W… and We are rejoicing. Our Team of Love is working so well. Take advantage of these hours of happiness.”
Saturday 14 September 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy. This is Our beautiful feast. The Exaltation of the Holy Cross. We are beginning our beautiful triduum of love. I had the great pleasure of receiving You. My dear little sister W… was near me. I was sad not having C.. with us, but I am confident, we will once again have the pleasure of coming together in Your dwelling. You know, my Beloved, that You have promised it to me!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, if you knew all the treasure you have accumulated for Us and for souls. The Team is being enriched more and more. Isn’t it true that We celebrated Our feast with love and suffering! By a special grace and the kindness of Our Father and Myself, you were exalted on Our cross during this difficult trial. I placed on your head My beautiful crown, that is, Our crown of thorns. I was so proud of You! How consoled We were! You know, to raise a little soul on My cross is the most beautiful testimony of love that I am able to give it!
Isn’t it true that the eyes on the little blue crucifix reminded you of happy memories? This is why you were stronger during this long temptation. The prayers of Our dear representative touched Our Heart and helped Our dear little W… to better understand her vow of love. Yes, to accept in word is good, but to accept and to live it in action is much better. It requires a lot of love through silence, detachment from everything, even from the smallest thing. During these trials, by simply looking towards Us with love opens wide the horizon of My mercy. Suffering attracts Me. I give away everything to satisfy a soul who is sincere and docile to the inspirations of the Spirit of Love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, isn’t it true that I give everything? You have experienced it. My cross is now Our cross, My crown of thorns is also yours and I even use it to decorate your little head. My Beloved, don’t I have the right to joke? Isn’t your enemy amusing? You had the pleasure of seeing this, didn’t you, during the great temptation! I myself was laughing when I saw you.”
Sunday 15 September 1963
Feast of Our Lady of the Seven Sorrows.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! My enemy has been near me since yesterday. My Gentle Mother of heaven, come to my aid, please! On this beautiful feast day, I unite my little sufferings with Yours. You also were exalted with the cross of Your Divine Son. How Your Heart must have been crushed with pain upon seeing Your Jesus suffer and die out of love for souls. His pain was Yours. His death was Your strength, Your consolation, because Everything was consumed by love. My Gentle Mother, Mediatrix of all graces, thank You for Your love for me. Thank You for having accepted to suffer for me. Thank You for Your tears that merited a look of kindness and mercy on my soul. Thank You for Your very special attention during the great temptations.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, please teach me to remain silent during the trials, to increase this desire to imitate You by accepting everything out of love and repeating each day the Fiat. Please ask each day for me the graces I need for the greater good of my soul and also for all the ones I don’t think of asking. Not only do I wish to imitate Your virtues but I also want to practice them with You. Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, I would like to have a soul that is pure, confident and carrying the living God like You. I would like to have a heart that is charitable, ready to give of itself, each moment, out of love. I would like to be humble in all my thoughts, desires and actions. I would like to be docile to the Holy Spirit and that, under His guidance, I would like to walk continually towards God.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my dear little children J…, W…, G… My Divine Mother was so pleased and consoled in not being alone to suffer. Some day, you will rediscover this beautiful reunion of Our Team of love. Thank you for spending an hour to console Us. It is with love and tenderness that We were looking at you. What a privilege you had to console a God on the cross and to share in the sufferings of your Mother of heaven!”
Monday 16 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping us make this triduum. Thank You for all the graces, especially for all the sufferings. Thank You for Your love during this trial. Thank You for accepting us to cooperate in the salvation of souls. My Beloved, are You pleased with us, with Our Team work?”
– Satan: “My dear little girl! I am the one who is pleased. It has been quite a while since I had such a detente. Your God, Himself, finds me amusing, and even had a good laugh watching you. Poor little W… who believed, who thought she was making a great effort and was sweating it out. What more could she do with her little hands so soft and gentle like sheep’s wool. This is why I hinted about the mittens. We should have sung: “Here is the gentle lamb!” She is so weak and yet pretends to be strong. “Do with me what You will!” and a simple scratch causes her suffering. I am anxious for C… to come. Then, we will have a good laugh! The fat C… with her baby face. She won’t have weak hands, but weak legs. She needs to be stronger rather soon.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, do you see what it is like to be proud? Your enemy thinks I find him amusing! This amused Me to see his act. He didn’t know what to do. He tried everything. By making you laugh, it prevented you from offering, from praying. But have no fear! Everything has been accepted and applied to souls, many souls. Even the few moments of laughter added a happy note so that you may remind yourselves in your moments of fatigue. Your director is very good at recalling certain events: “Miss” etc.
Once again, thank you My dear little children whom I love. Thank you for your love and for your help. Keep this interior peace and this exterior joy. Radiate love in souls for Our glory.
Tuesday 17 September 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, after a few days’ break, the situation is the same as before. You are right in having taken the path of silence. Please help me, I beg You. You have asked me to be skillful in hiding my suffering. Give me the courage to smile. If I listened to myself, I would make a face. I am exhausted. I could only cry!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, come close to Me! I do not forbid you to weep over your faults. Think about Us, about your director, about My Divine Mother and Myself who have wept so much because of you! My Beloved, when you receive Me, would you make a face? Of course not! Therefore, offer your smile just the same as if it were Me for I am there. The more you suffer, the more your smile is beautiful and has value, especially if it is accompanied by tears that shine like pearls of love.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, see how much your God is mocking you. He rejoices at your tears, your suffering, “Come to Me, all you who suffer!” and He doesn’t even give you a chance to complain a little. How many times does He tell you: “Come and rest!” and burdens you with trials. He obliges you to write! It is quite a chore for you. I am asking myself what the Holy Spirit will say when you will be judged on your notebooks filled with lies. You are compromising the intimacy of your God with you and making Him look ridiculous. In your pride, you are speaking for Him, you are thinking for Them, for the Blessed Trinity, the Blessed Virgin, etc. Do you really believe that the Holy Spirit is inspiring you to write all these lies? If you only knew the number of souls you are going to lose with these writings and that presently there are some who are troubled. They only see in Him as a strict God who is watching everything and letting nothing go by, not even the shadow of a failure and who places His representative to correct them.”
– Mimi: “Great temptation to destroy everything. My God, please help me find peace!”
Wednesday 18 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for helping me. I am in great need of physical and moral strength. When I have the joy of receiving You, I am stronger! You know, my Beloved, after the vow of immolation, I thought that everything was complete. But, to follow the path of silence, to accept everything without saying anything, is very difficult in the present situation. But with You, I am certain that everything will be alright. I accept with love Your Holy Will. But I beg You, please help me. I am so weak! I am in the habit of answering back and so slow in offering everything. I have to struggle, watch myself continually in order to accept what You ask of me. Luckily that We are living in a great intimacy! Otherwise, I don’t know what I would do!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the immolation was not the end of your trials, but becoming My slave of love, sacrificed on the cross, and moreover attached to it through silence. This is the path that a victim of love must take. Yes, to come toward Us with ones cross while remaining silent out of love. My Beloved, I do not forbid you to speak to Me. I want you to speak to Me! Do not forget, it is by a special grace that you are experiencing this difficult trial, so meritorious.
Many thanks to your director for the beautiful gesture and to W… for her attention to Our little instrument. All three of you have practiced charity perfectly. Your kindness touched Me, for I saw you in action. No one could know the struggle that you were undergoing to answer “yes” with love in the present situation. I should rather say, Our situation, because it was willed and permitted by Our Father.
Yes, you can never imagine all that you are accumulating in merits for souls, but especially for Us, for Our glory. To accept everything out of love is what consoles Us the most.”
Thursday 19 September 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am asking you for more, today. Come close to Me to console Me. If you knew all the happiness that you have given Us with your beautiful Team work. Each member is in his place. We have been waiting a long time for this day! You have satisfied Us with your sufferings and love of souls. I know, My Beloved, that the battle was fierce. You had to deal with seven different enemies: a proud person, a hypocrite, a liar, a blasphemer, an expert in physical sufferings, a skillful tempter and to top it off, a very witty comedian. But, with his priesthood, your director was able to defeat all of them and with the presence of Our Mother, the support of Our Father and of the Holy Spirit, Our power and the help of Our good friend Saint Michael, you obtained a great victory. What are a few hours of suffering in order to save many souls, to console Us? If only souls wanted to make an effort to understand the value of suffering! There are generous souls who want to serve Us, but don’t want to suffer. How many tell Us: My God, I love You and accept everything. And when We want to answer this love by bringing the cross, they turn away. Poor souls! They want to love Us and serve Us with their love, a love that is shabby, selfish, and with their pride, their spiritual vanity, they think they possess all virtues and with an air of satisfaction, they say that they are coming close to God. There are even some who are counting their little steps. Do you remember the little girl who wanted to take giant steps and who would fall because she was too little and weak?”
– Jesus: “Yes, these poor souls come to Us but don’t take the right road. Our road is one that is narrow, filled with love, sufferings and the cross. It is the only one that leads directly to the House of Our Father and that I chose out of love. How many souls follow Me with their cross, with their love?”
Friday 20 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for another day with You to serve You but especially to love You! Ô gentle patience, come visit me! My Beloved, please help me. I am exhausted from being tossed around. You know that without You I can do nothing. I beg You! I don’t want to lose You nor lose the grace that You give me to accept everything out of love. I trust in You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know what is going on inside of you. It is quite normal. Yet, you know how much your enemy hates you, despises you. He is jealous of you. He is furious against us, your director and Our two little sisters, W…, C…, whom We love so much. His hatred for Our dear apostle is growing day by day. The Team is consoling Us. All members are very faithful and active. Now that Our dear little W… is in Our boat of love, let us double Our efforts to go and fetch Our dear little C… whom We love so much.
My Beloved, it is the most precious time for you and if I didn’t send you trials each day, you would feel abandoned by Me. I know you well, don’t I, and I especially know your little heart that has a surprising reserve of love and is never satisfied until it has given its all. Humanly speaking, when you shed tears before so many crosses, interiorly, you are happy! By a special grace, you have understood My mercy, My love, My intimacy in your soul. These are the three most important elements in spiritual life and its basis must be love, humility and confidence. The soul who wants to come to Us in spiritual life and who does not have one or the other virtue is at risk of making a mistake.”
– Jesus: “No doubt, it will perhaps journey towards Us but with a veil over its eyes instead of walking rapidly with a peaceful soul, light-hearted, a free spirit, the eyes wide open to divine clarity and a soul that understands and accepts to live a spiritual life in this manner. This is the most beautiful masterpiece that has come from the hands of God.”
Saturday 21 September 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy being near You! Thank You for coming, ô Blessed Trinity! I need Your help so badly to continue my journey towards You. My enemy is closer to me than ever.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, no matter if your enemy be close to you. I am within you forever. We are so comfortable in your little soul, Our permanent dwelling. You are feeling weak? Draw on the gift of strength. How many souls do not even think of taking advantage of the gifts of Our Spirit of Love. Yes, We have placed these gifts in the souls in order to help them, to strengthen them. If souls asked the Holy Spirit to enlighten them! If they were submissive, docile to the action of grace, these souls would walk without fear, with confidence towards everlasting happiness, that is, towards Us who are their goal. Souls must allow the gifts received to bear fruit as well as their talents. They will be judged on their negligence, their indifference towards Us. There are souls who want to love Us without cooperating with the Holy Spirit. What can they do with their small means, their poor science that We give them out of pure goodness. Among My consecrated souls, many look for honors, titles. They cannot even overcome their faults. These souls work a lot, make great sacrifices to add on a degree. If only it were an added degree of love, of humility for Our greater glory. You know, My Beloved, it is a very important science to understand Our intimacy, to live it; and in order to develop it, one constantly needs the help of the Holy Spirit and have enough humility to recognize ones helplessness and lack of confidence. Yes, one must always ask for Our help in all things.
To understand Our love, Our intimacy, the soul doesn’t need so much science. Love, humility and confidence in Us is sufficient. My Beloved, does your ignorance prevent Us from speaking to you, to love you, to live in perfect intimacy with you? I do not condemn those who want to perfect themselves in different areas, but often, these souls are searching to better themselves instead of searching for Us.”
Sunday 22 September 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, my heart is heavy! Let me weep on Your shoulder. I miss You so much! This morning, I was meditating on my poor life, but I was looking at what care You had in protecting this life, with what love You took possession of my little soul. You strengthened it with the sacraments, You nourished it with Your love and still today, You do not cease to satisfy me with trials, physical and moral sufferings and with the Royal gift of the cross. What more can I hope for on this earth? Through Our intimacy, We are one. Through Our intimacy, Our love is growing day by day. You know, my Beloved, I feel Your presence in me physically and morally. Only divine love can produce this effect in my soul.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is so true. The bond that unites Us is so strong, so powerful and no one can disrupt it. It is Our love that binds it. By a special grace of mercy, you are riveted to My Divine Heart and attached to My cross forever. You know, My dear little host of love, the present moment is the most precious one for Us and for you. The crosses, the immolation are nothing compared to Our future happiness where Our union will be perfect and Our love endless. Come, My Beloved, don’t cry, take courage, place your little head on My Divine Heart that loves you so. Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix and tell yourself : “At this moment, I am attached to Our cross with Him, my Spouse, my God and soon I will be with him forever.” There are so many souls who are still waiting for the charity of your sufferings. I should rather say of Our sufferings, for the glory of Our Father.
The Church is in urgent need of sufferings, sacrifices, prayers and victim souls who are its strength and consolation. You know, the Ecumenical Council will start again. I am counting on you to help Me. With Our Team, We are going to work at obtaining peace in the world and for the success of the Council so that the Holy Spirit may penetrate in all souls and deposit in them Our love, Our charity and the humility of the Immaculate Virgin. The Council will be Our Pentecost of love.”
Monday 23 September 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, with You in me I am stronger. Ô Blessed Trinity, please help me fulfil my day with a work of pure love. How patient I must be and especially full of charity! My Beloved, help me keep silent in our situation. Yet, my Beloved, it would be so easy for You to arrange everything.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, it would be easy for me to arrange everything, to put things in order, peace in Our dwelling, but like you, I must submit Myself to the Holy Will of My Father. I also am suffering with you. Your director and you are generous to offer everything out of love! You know, to remain silent requires a lot of attention and love. With your vow of immolation, you are cooperating with Me in saving souls. We are very pleased. You really understand what We expect from you! Don’t forget, you are going to the school of the Holy Spirit and your director is a very enlightened teacher for he is acting under Our guidance. He has always been obedient to the word of God. He has answered “yes” to the grace in directing your little soul toward Us. He has received a very delicate task, a mission to fulfil for Us. With love and generosity, he has accepted everything without ever complaining. Together, let us give thanks to Our Father for all His love.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God! With Your Divine Son, my Beloved, I adore You present in my soul. I prostrate myself before Your divine majesty to love, serve and console You. Yes, I want to love You with the love of Your Divine Son. I want to serve You like my Gentle Mother of heaven. I want to console You like the Spirit of Love.
My God, please grant me the grace to love You more and more,to serve You with pure love. You alone can purify me, santify me. I trust in You. I abandon myself into Your arms. Do with me what You will. I don’t trust myself at all and place my trust in You, ô Goodness, ô infinite Love, my Father whom I so love!”
Tuesday 24 September 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, keep me warm! I am so cold that I am unable to hold my pen to write! You know, it isn’t easy to have a bum leg in a living body!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, think of Me in My manger and the cold I endured out of love for you! It wasn’t easy to see your little heart, so affectionate, become so cold in My presence. And, in spite of everything, I never stopped loving you, wanting you as My little spouse! After what I have just said, are you warmer?”
– Mimi: “For the moment, I am warm, even very warm! I offer You everything out of love. But, You, my Beloved, You had our Gentle Mother to keep You warm. And in the stable, there was the ox and the donkey that were a great help, whereas, I only have the head of a donkey near me.”
– Jesus: “Come now, My Beloved, who are you talking about? You or another? If it is you, I agree. Remember how stuborn you were. And if it is another, you are wrong. She is Our instrument. Don’t you forget it! Through your vow of immolation, you have accepted everything out of love and in silence. Don’t cry, My Beloved! If I am making this remark, it is to prevent you from being uncharitable and thus, lose the special grace you have at this moment to endure the difficult trial you are undergoing.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t understand! You say that I am Your little instrument and that I am wrong and that the other one is also Your instrument and she is always right.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, My Beloved! I am using you as an instrument to have you work with Me through suffering, love and total giving. The other one, I also use as an instrument to make you gain merit. With her, you have so many occasions to offer everything out of love. Now, I don’t pretend she is right all the time. At the moment, what is most important is to offer everything out of love in order that nothing may be lost. As for the other one, time is not far off when she will understand. Be confident. I am always with you to love you, help you and console you.”
Wednesday 25 September 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Me to thank you to give Me some room in your little soul.”
– Mimi: “But my Beloved! You know very well that the door is always open to receive You. My little soul is Your home.”
– Jesus: “I know, My dear little spouse, but I needed to hear it. For your dear little soul is really Our home where We find rest. We are so happy to feel loved, wanted, glorified and consoled. The only thing We want more is to have you with Us forever. If We thought only of Ourselves, We would come immediately to fetch you and if We think about the souls, We have to wait a little longer. You know, My Beloved, My love cannot be divided. If I think about Our love, Our perfect union, if I only think about you, in seeing you I cannot help but think about souls, many souls who need help. If I close My eyes on Our love and look at the needs of souls, I cannot help seeing you in them and Our love is always triumphant. And it is with love and respect that I bow before the Holy Will of Our Father. Do not think that I will come to fetch you like a thief!... No, My Beloved, I will come to fetch you like a Spouse. I will advance toward you so softly and before all My glory… You will be moved, confounded. You will feel your smallness in the face of My divine Majesty. Fear not! I will be with you. We will walk, hand in hand, towards our home, with Our Father, where Our union will be perfect, where Our happiness will know no end.
My Beloved, meditate on this : at the moment of Our encounter, it is not a crucified God you will see, but a glorified God. You will no longer have this fear of losing Me. You will possess Me forever. Yes, My Beloved, Our love will triumph for the greater glory of Our Father. In your darkest hours, think of this, of Our love, of Our future happiness forever.”
Thursday 26 September 1963
– Mimi: “Grant me the grace to accept everything out of love so that God may be glorified! Thank You, my Beloved, for helping me. Without You, I would not have been able to accomplish this exhausting work for my neighbor. You know that I have accepted everything out of love for You. I am so pleased!”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. I wanted more for souls. Humanly speaking, you were exhausted but your inner joy was greater than your fatigue. To make others happy, to give your love without counting, to give your love, your time, your health. You worked with pure love. Your spirit was with Us. Did you not make others happy?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t know if these persons were happy, but all I wanted was to please You and console You, to show You all my gratitude. Thank You for Your infinite love. Thank You for Your infinite mercy. After so many signs of love, I cannot refuse You anything. My Beloved, please help me not lose the special grace I have at this moment. I need it so badly. One needs the patience of an angel to endure the present situation. With You, my Beloved, I bow before the Holy Will of Our Father and I abandon myself with confidence into Your powerful arms.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you know, to encourage souls to do better, Our Father already crowns their efforts on earth. Wasn’t your cross light, today? It had wings! You didn’t even feel its weight. Why? Because your ideal was to give Us more. Your spirit was turned toward Us and your heart toward your neighbor. And love was your hyphen. Do you see what it is like to forget oneself, to practice charity with pure love? Your enemy was enraged at seeing Us work in you.”
Friday 27 September 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is near You that I take refuge. I need You so badly! I ask Your forgiveness! I recognize that I offended You in acting this way toward my companion. What did it give me to say that everything was expensive?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I agree that I was very saddened. Let us look at the situation together. Why tell her that everything was expensive when it is Our money that is being spent by Our representative? Yesterday, you were so happy to have cooperated in bringing happiness to those who are doing nothing for you. Do you believe that in acting this way, you brought her joy by making this comment? Did the simple fact of saying it change Our situation? Think about what you say. You must not make Our instrument suffer but make her smile. She has feelings and is generous. You know, My Beloved, in your vow of immolation, silence is included. When your director asks in the beautiful prayer to total giving, “the detachment from the world and from self”, this includes detachment from words, comments that you could make even if you are right. Offer Me your silence out of love. In doing so, you offer Me more love. What is the value of a word compared to silence offered out of love? When you will be tempted to say too much, think of Me, of My silence before your sins, your failures, your imperfections, your faults. Think of Me who love you so much and make an act of faith. Speak to Me. Tell Me your miseries, your sorrows. I am always there, in you, to help you. We are more than one. I follow you like a shadow but I don’t want a shadow of division to come between Us. My dear children, be patient and confident. I will be with you always. Offer up everything out of love!
If your director had spoken this afternoon, he would have switched places in Our boat of love. But his silence was more meritorious. We were so happy and he also was happy to offer everything out of love. Our hour will soon be here!”
Saturday 28 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning. I need You so badly. I need physicial and moral strength to accept everything. My Beloved, with You I can do anything. Presently, Your instrument has decided to clean the pipes! I don’t have the strength! I am exhausted even before beginning. (near my Beloved, I was weeping). If it is Your Holy Will, I accept it with love, but give me the strength.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come and weep near Me. I know that it’s very hard. Take courage! Think of Me who love you.”
– Mimi: “We are beginning. I don’t have the strength to hold on. The physical pain is increasing. I tell Our instrument: “I can’t go on!” She answers: “Do your best. Do what you can and heaven will do the rest.” And she was laughing to see me cry. After two hours, I got some help. Three men. But none of them could empty the pipes. The soot was very thick and gave out a very strong smell. They couldn’t breathe. They were coughing, spitting and blowing their nose. They agreed not to continue cleaning them.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Me more. You are the one who will clean them. They will put them back into place.”
– Mimi: “There were forty-five layers. The others were laughing at me. I was exhausted.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. Do you recognize Our action in you? Our strength, Our power? Three men in perfect health could not do the work of removing the soot and it is you who did the most difficult part of the task. My Beloved, I was suffering with you. I could see under what conditions you were working. You received even reproaches because you cut yourself. Humanly speaking, it is almost unbelievable what you endured this afternoon and this evening. However, what you suffered is nothing compared to what I endured out of love for you. Your little soul was once very dirty and your director was not afraid of dirtying himself to fetch it.”
Sunday 29 September 1963
– Mimi: “Feast of Saint Michael, my great friend. My director came and brought me my Beloved. I am so happy to be with You, ô Blessed Trinity. Yesterday, we began a triduum in honor of our great friend, Saint Michael, our visible and invisible protector. Ô Saint Michael, I wish you a happy birthday. Thank you for your assistance in all our needs. Thank you for your very special protection in moments of great temptations. Protect me always from my spiritual and temporal enemies. I beg you, be near me at the hour of my death in order to keep my formidable enemy away. Thank you for accompanying my director when he brings me communion. Your constant protection helps us do battle.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are pleased to be in Our home at last. Your director could hardly walk. His big heart and his love for Us is stronger than his physical strength. We are so consoled to see you act with love and generosity for us, for souls and for the Church. The Council is resuming today. You know what this means! Thank you, My dear little host of love for accepting everything. We were right in placing you in the school of love under the direction of Our dear representative. His beautiful sacerdotal life has always been to offer Us everything out of love. His humility, his charity, his generosity have been his ideal and also Ours. Thank You, My dear children. You have consoled Us so much! We need more for souls. The retreats are about to begin!
Thank You for thanking Our instrument and for excusing yourself by asking for her forgiveness. She worked a lot in giving you merit. Everything was accepted, even the tears. The chalice was so full, poor little victim of love, My Beloved I so love!”
Monday 30 September 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping us make this triduum in honor of our great friend and protector, Saint Michael.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are the ones who thank you. What more can We ask for? Your love for Us consoles Us and your suffering pleases Us. With the loving acceptance of your cross, you have glorified Us. Thank you for your silence and your work for souls. You know, the Church has such a need for renewal and a purification. Humility and charity have not always been observed and practiced. It is not with pride and spiritual vanity that one can teach My doctrine which requires first of all, love, humility, charity, suffering and conformity to God, Our Father. One will never preach too much about love, about Our merciful love for all without exception. Our love is so powerful with the humble, so strong among the poor, the sick, those suffering in their souls, in their bodies! You know, my Beloved, among My consecrated souls, many do not undestand Our love. They are preoccupied with informing, documenting themselves about certain facts concerning the Church. They want to improve the structure of christian communities. These souls scrutinize the Gospel. Do you believe that My apostles were trying to enhance their knowledge? No. Close to Me, they were trying to understand My love. They wanted to understand the real meaning of Our love. After the coming of the Holy Spirit, of the Spirit of love and Truth, they understood without trying to know more. They were sincere and placed no obstacle to the Holy Spirit, corresponding to the grace and living with great humility and in total abandonment.
Pray a lot and offer yourself so that the Ecumenical Council may become Our Pentecost of love and that Our Spirit and Love may penetrate all the souls.”
Tuesday 1st October 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for Your love.”
– Jesus: “Today, it is for Us to thank you for your love. Yes, My Beloved, We are so comfortable in Our boat of love. Hang on! We are at large on the ocean of infinite mercy. We are getting ready to go and fetch Our dear little host of love, C… To pay for this beautiful voyage, our dear little host of love, W…, will once more do some Team work. You, My dear little children whom We so love, continue to offer Us everthing. If you knew how precious your love is to Us. We are never satisfied from being loved by pure hearts. There are so many souls who want to love Us. But these souls do not have the foundation which is humilityand intimacy. Yes, there are souls who serve Us with love but in their love there is pride, self interest and no room for intimacy. They are too busy counting their merits, their prayers, rosaries, visible sacrifices. And yet, We are there, awaiting patiently for a word of love. Many receive us with a sentiment of faith. If, upon looking at Us in the host, these souls would tell Us: “Ô Blessed Trinity, I adore You with Mary Our Mother and we believe that You are really there, living, with Your merciful and infinite love for us. With the angels and saints, let us adore Our God of love!”
– Jesus: “If souls had enough humility to recognize that their love is nothing compared to Our love. They pretend to love Us with their love. Many are complacent in wanting to love Us in a sensitive manner. Sincere love requires silence by living in great intimacy and humility.”
Wednesday 2 October 1963
Feast of the Holy Guardian Angels
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, George! This is the name I give my guardian angel. Happy Birthday, Gabriel, guardian angel of my director. Happy Birthday to all the angels who adore You and to all the angels who travel the world to help and watch over all souls to protect them and direct them towards You, ô Blessed Trinity. May you be blessed and glorified by Your holy angels. Thank You for giving each one of us an angel, a companion of our lives. Many thanks especially to my great friend who is my protector, Saint Michael. Many thanks to my guardian angel with whom I walk towards You each day. Would you please love the Blessed Trinity for me and render Him the homage He deserves. Speak for me. Thank You for protecting me in a tangible manner on many occasions. I know that you had a lot of sorrow when I was living an ungrateful life as a miserable sinner. I ask Your forgiveness. Please ask forgiveness for me to the Divine Majesty, my God. How I look forward to seeing You some day!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I thank you. Your good angel has given Me the message, but, between Us, isn’t Our intimacy good enough to speak to Me without an intermediary? From the beginning, I have never stopped speaking to souls, to preach about My love. But how many hear My voice? Many do not correspond to My love because they place an obstacle to My grace and to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit with their pride. So few understand Our intimacy! Yet, it is the most important aspect of spiritual life. The souls who will not admit Our intimacy with souls do not understand Our love.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me understand a little about Your love. Please help me remain faithful in Our interior dwelling by living in a perfect intimacy with You, my love, my God, my All.”
Thursday 3 October 1963
Feast of Saint Thérèse
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my dear little sister! Ô Thérèse, ask for me the grace to understand the love of God! You know how small is my love. With you, I want to walk along the little way that you left us, the little way that is so humble, so easy, full of pure love. Yes, to accept everything out of love especially in little things. Like you, I would like to have the confidence of a child and live in total abandonment. I beg you, come to my aid! You know that you are my little sister. When I appear before my Father, I will be dressed in the same costume as you. But I also wish to be clothed in charity and humility, especially in the love of suffering. With you, I want to smile to all souls. If I can’t help them, at least I can offer them a smile. With you, I want to help my neighbor to sanctify himself by giving a good example in spite of my weakness. I want to radiate Christ everywhere. In my solitude, I want to help the missionaries. Help me travel! There are so many places I don’t know about and that you visit. Grant me the grace to never lose my Beloved. May I love Him more and more. You know, my Beloved tells me that I will die as a victim of love. You who are so little were His grand victim of love. Please teach me what I must do to deserve such happiness. Ask for me that I be always faithful in accepting everything out of love, obedient in writing so that when I die, after having served and loved God, I may be happy with You. Thank You for sending two roses to my director. I was so happy!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, these roses We sent were very costly! I am convinced that your director agrees with Me.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, with this remark, I am not only receiving roses but also thorns.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, speaking of thorns, you have placed many on My head!”
– Mimi: “I know, my Beloved, and I ask Your forgiveness from the bottom of my little heart filled with love for You. Thank You for coming this morning!”
Friday 4 October 1963
– Mimi: “At last, my Beloved! Your are present! It was a long wait!”
– Jesus: “I know. I also waited a long time. I don’t regret it. I am satisfied with your dear little soul. Our home is so clean! Many thanks to your director who played a great part in your life! He was faithful in following Our instructions. For a long time, he knew what We wanted from you. You had a mission to fulfil. Your director cooperated with Us in order to lead you to Us through a very narrow road, one of pure love and suffering. I am so pleased! You love Us so much! Thank you for the beautiful triduum! In spite of great sacrifices, you have accepted everything out of love. You will never have to doubt the happiness you are giving Us. It is a special grace that you have the same ideal, the same love for Us and for souls. You know, to work for Us is good, but to love Us is better, that is, all that We want and expect from souls is pure love, yes, love in the least little things. What does work matter if it is only done for the love of money? We have placed so much love in the human heart! But there are so few souls who nurture and keep this love intact for Us. Others do not recognize Our love. There are some who ignore that some day they will have to give an account of the love We deposited in their heart and that did not bear fruit, was not given back to Us. How can one love Us when one is far from Us? How can one be strong without being nourished by Our love, Our aid, Our strength?”
Saturday 5 October 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity, for coming this morning! We are beginning another triduum in honor of Our Gentle Mother of heaven to show Her our love, our gratitude.
Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, I beg You, sustain my courage! I am so exhausted! Help me walk. Give me Your hand to continue my journey. Without You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, I cannot attain my ideal.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, how your pride urges you to act, to try and attain an ideal of loving God, to be one with Him, to live in His intimacy, to suffer more in order to resemble Him, to die attached to the cross after having been offered as a victim of love, as a living host for the needs of the Church, for the success of the Ecumenical Council and for souls. Your God has had enough of your words. He is fed up with your wishes. He mocks your ideal too great for you. How many times a day do you tell Him over and over : “May Your Holy Will be done”, and you imagine an ideal to draw attention on the notes you are writing. I shouldn’t complain for you are working for me. The errors and lies are more and more numerous. How many souls will be troubled by reading these writings that are full of contradictions. Do you believe that if God were what you believe Him to be, He would act this way? Look at the situation! It is in my hands and in His wounded pride, your God is finding excuses. He is confused with His instruments, His ideas, His promises. “I will always be with you. I will protect you”. And what is He doing today? This is only the beginning! Your physical pain is getting worse more and more! For the little time left for you, come to me and I will satisfy you.
Sunday 6 October 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, place me in a state of receiving You. My Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your Heart so pure to adore, receive and keep my Beloved. Your know, if I should lose my Beloved, I would lose the whole Blessed Trinity! Saint Michael, help me, my good angel. Watch over me, my patron saint, who did battle against the dragon and won! Help me do battle against my enemy! Thérèse, my dear little sister, look with pity on me.
My enemy is present and is tormenting me by showing me all my trials.
I was losing my strength. I was doubting, etc. A terrible time! I was crying, crushed by my cross. I didn’t have the strength to get up. And yet, I was suffering more at seeing my director who is so good, so devoted to my soul, suffer.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, We have entrusted your little soul to Our dear and faithful servant. He has been chosen to replace Us visibly and direct your little soul toward Us. He is guarding it jealously for Us with the sacraments he is giving you. He is strengthening you and Our love and intimacy are getting stronger as your trial begins. Humanly speaking, it is unbelievable all that you are suffering, but spiritually, you possess an immeasurable richness for souls! Come close to Me! I want to tell you a secret. You know, souls are costly! More so than roses! Your director knows something about it. He has purchased both.
Come, My Beloved, don’t cry! Keep your tears to water your roses, your flowers! They are costly! My dear little spouse, don’t cry! In Our intimacy, is a little teasing forbidden? Am I not allowed to speak to you, to act in you? Who can forbid Me to love you, My dear little spouse I so love and keep for Me, for Us?”
Monday 7 October 1963
Feast of Our Lady of the Holy Rosary
– Mimi: “Happy birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven! We have ended our triduum in Your honor! Thank You for teaching us how to pray to You. After the greeting of the angel, what more can we offer to show You our love, our gratitude? Thank You, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven for accepting to be my Mother. I need Your love and protection so badly. I am so weak and frail.At times, I tremble before my cross. The great temptations frighten me. Yes, I am afraid of losing Your Jesus! You know, I suffer a lot. And to think that I insult You, my Mother whom I so love. You, so pure, ô Immaculate Virgin. And to be treated this way by the most miserable of Your children! Who am I to speak to You this way? How You must suffer because of me! I beg You, come to my aid. In spite of my unworthiness, I take refuge in Your Motherly arms. Allow me to weep on my sins. You know very well that I love You, that I love Jesus, Your Divine Son. Ask for me grace and the mercy of God the Father for my unspeakable conduct. I always have my past, my sins, my ungratefulness before my eyes.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come! You know very well that Our Gentle Mother loves and protects you in a special manner because you are My little spouse, that you are the spoiled child of the Father, and the dear little girl of the Holy Spirit. And for Me, you are My little host of love, My little G…, Our little victim of love. Take advantage of the present moment. Each suffering has infinite value in Our eyes. In spite of everything, aren’t We happy on Our cross, today?”
Tuesday 8 October 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! Give me courage! Day after day, I am losing strength. Yet, my wish is so great to love You even more, to correspond to all that You expect from me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are securely in place in My Divine Heart. This weariness that you have at this moment is due to your great weakness and physical exhaustion. Don’t forget, without permission and a special grace, you would not even be able to get up. We are asking a lot but We are watching over you at every moment. You are not alone. There is so little time left before Our perfect union. I am so anxious! This interior joy that takes hold of you when you receive Me is nothing compared to Our future happiness in Our Father’s house. My Beloved, do you believe that after receiving Us in your little soul, We are going to let you knock on the door without opening it? No, My dear little host of love, Our door is wide open and Our Heart is awaiting you. Cast a look on Our dear little crucifix and you will notice that My arms are always open to receive you and My Heart is letting you enter so that you may draw strength from My love!
Yes, come and rest for a while. Close your eyes and let Me tell you how much I love you. In spite of the situation, can We not say that you refuse nothing in the most intimate region of yourself and that in the deepest point of your will, you accept everything out of love?
Our love is so strong, so powerful, that you are unable to refuse Me anything. Even your director precedes Our wishes. Thank you for your love, your fidelity in loving and serving Us. Thank you in the name of all the souls you have helped and saved with Us.”
Wednesday 9 October 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how good it is to be with You! Yes, I need Your love so badly to sustain me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse I so love, I also need your love to glorify My Father. Yes, the more a soul cooperates with Me in love and suffering for souls, the more We ask this soul, and in return, We fill it on earth with chosen graces. In spite of trials, suffering, crosses, this soul experiences great peace, interior happiness. Everything is calm, its spirit is free. It is not stifled by the desire to enjoy everything, but prefers detachment from all that might harm its sanctification. Its spirit is not preoccupied by material things but in pursuing its ideal, that is, to love Us more, to serve Us out of love, humility and charity toward all souls. Its life is serene because it places its trust in Us alone. Like a child, this soul abandons itself into Our arms. It trusts Us and is sincere. It lovingly submits itself and bows before Our adorabel Will. It accepts suffering and the cross as a precious gift. You know, My Beloved, it is by a special grace that you are able to understand love through suffering. At the school of the Holy Spirit, one can learn everything and with the help and gifts of the Holy Spirit, one can accomplish anything. No obstacle can prevent this soul from walking fearlessly toward Us. Your director has always understood Our love and it is with confidence during the 43 years of his priesthood that he has loved Us and consoled Us. With him and the members of Our beautiful Team, you fully satisfy Us. Thank you, My dear children whom We so love! Our dear apostle P.M. has a special place in Our love and in Our heart.”
Friday 11 October 1963
Feast of the Maternity of the Virgin Mary
– Mimi: “Happy birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Thank You for accepting to become my Mother. You know that in spite of my conduct, I was suffering. How many times I took refuge at Your feet weeping. I ask forgiveness for all the pain You had because of me. I know that your Motherly heart was crushed upon seeing with what ungratefulness I treated Your Gentle Jesus, and my despicable conduct toward my heavenly Father. Why was I so evil? My Gentle Mother, let me weep near Your Heart. Look at me! I’m in such need of forgiveness. Look upon me with love and pity! Give me Your hand. I no longer want to leave You. Please lend me a portion of Your soul so pure to adore, receive and keep in me the Blessed Trinity. Thank You for Your special protection from the attacks of my enemy. Help me to prepare myself well for when I will appear before my Father, my Judge. Intercede for me and at my final rest, cradle me in Your arms. Surround me with Your love, close my eyes to earthly things. Hide me under Your mantle, keep me forever near Your Maternal Heart. Ask that I may be worthy to be called Your child. With Your gentle Jesus, my Beloved, I want to do my very best to please my Father by accepting his Holy Will over me. Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven! I am proud to have such a powerful Mother on the Heart of God. Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Beautiful Mother of mercy, refuge of sinners, have mercy on Your child who loves You and wishes to love You more.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. Your Mother who loves you never ceases watching over you. She is already on Her way to come and prepare you for Our union. With Her, your rest will be so gentle. She will cradle you while singing the Salve Regina that your director has already heard. If you could see your awakening before Us, you would never dare complain again. Pretend! Believe in your future happiness with Us.”
Saturday 12 October 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God! I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! My God, bless my director. In spite of his sufferings, he came to give me communion. It is for You and also for me that he does this. I am in dire need of strength and courage to accomplish my duty of state.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your duty of state is to love Us, to console Us, to cooperate with Me through suffering for the salvation of souls, to serve Us joyfully and to write Our conversations in order to make known Our merciful love and Our intimacy. Ask the Holy Spirit to enlighten priests so that they may understand Our intimacy, Our love and to teach it to souls. It is in silence near Us that they will be able to obtain through Our love what they need to enlighten and guide souls toward Us. You know, my Beloved, to know about Our intimacy, two things are essential: The first one is love. Yes, one must have a lot of love to understand Ours, that is, to see Us in every event, to see Us in souls in spite of their weaknesses, to see Us in their neighbor, to see Us in creation, to see Us in our power and look at all We are doing in souls. Even among My consecrated souls, there is human respect to speak about Us, about Our love, Our intimacy. Their spiritual life would be so enriched with Us! How can one want intimacy if there is not pure love? One must not confuse it with sensitive love. I do not ask you to understand everything about Our love. This is impossible because Our love is infinite and yours finite, but what We wish is to be loved, consoled.
If the soul looked for what is beautiful, pure, if it took the time to be silent in its surroundings, to empty itself in order to allow Us to enter the way We would like, whether through spiritual joy or aridity.
Till tomorrow My Beloved. Have a good rest in My arms.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are going to continue Our conversation. You know, I have deposited in each heart the love and intelligence to understand it and a will to direct it and a soul to purify it and raise it up to Us. But I respect the freedom of souls. Love that is commanded, imposed or forced consoles Us very little. This is not what We want and expect from Our creatures. During My Passion, I suffered a lot from the indifference of mankind regarding Our love, My love, more so than from the indifference regarding My person. I have given everything out of love.
The second point is humility. Yes, My Beloved, one needs a lot of it to accept Our love, Our will for souls. Many souls pretend to love Us but do not have enough humility to accept Our love the way We want. These souls accept Our love with peace, interior joy, but when We come with trials and crosses, then, Our love for them has no more meaning. They experience a dislike for prayer. Emptiness invades them. The sacraments have no more meaning for them. Their duty of state afflicts them. Everything around them annoys them, etc. If these souls only had enough humility to accept Our intimacy! Yes, if they could believe in Our presence in them, not only when they receive Us, but believe in this presence of a God very much alive! Love is not something one can order. I am always there, waiting. How many souls think of thanking Us for Our love! For Our intimacy! If I asked souls to count their love for Us, if I asked them how many hours have been spent with Us in great intimacy, many souls would be unable to answer Us.”
Monday 14 October 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help us! We are beginning a triduum in honor of the great Saint Thérèse, our big sister in the Third Order of the Blessed Virgin Mary of Mount Carmel and of Saint Thérèse, our Mother. I am so happy to receive You this morning! Thank You, o Blessed Trinity! Many thanks to my director. My Beloved, You were telling me the other day that Our Gentle Mother of heaven was on the way to prepare me for Our union. I can hardly wait! I am only thinking of this. I have the nostalgia of heaven! To be with You at last, ô my Beloved, to be in Our Father’s house, that is, Your home. Mother, are you taking giant steps? Will it be soon? I am counting the days!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, are you going to start counting Our Mother’s steps? It isn’t important whether they be small or giant steps, each one is directed by the Holy Will of Our Father. Think of Me, of your director. Our steps were not counted when We went to fetch you. Do you remember at the beginning when you wanted to count your giant steps and weren’t even able to walk, to take little steps in the spiritual life? Who helped you? Who walked before you to show you the way? Have you ever counted the steps of your director? He has walked a lot out of love for Us and for you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness for being indiscreet in asking about this, but I am anxious. My little heart is beating so fast! My soul pines only for You. You know, a baby is always anxious to be with its Mother.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, come, don’t cry! Come near Me! In acting this way, you are like a real baby! You know, I know your little affectionate heart full of love for Us so well. I know your great wish to be with Us forever. Your little soul is never satisfied. So now, are you happy to be near Me? Don’t cry anymore. You know that I love you.”
Tuesday 15 October 1963
Feast of Saint Teresa of Avila.
– Mimi: “On this beautiful festive day, my director brought me communion. On this occasion, I put on my costume of the Third Order. I was so happy to receive You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you must be so happy! As for Us, We were consoled! What joy for Us! Many thanks to Our dear representative for the happiness he gave us to allow Us to come into your little soul! My Beloved, how beautiful you were in Us! The more Our intimacy is growing, greater and stronger is Our love. You are becoming aware, more and more, of Our merciful and infinite love for you. Your Gentle Mother of heaven was looking at you with joy as well as your two little sisters, the great Thérèse and the little Thérèse. Isn’t it true that you are happy to have the same costume and the same ideal as them?”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for Your love, for everything You are doing for me. I ask Your forgiveness for not having understood Your love. You know how much I suffered during the time I was so ungrateful, so evil. You came to fetch me like a good Father and carried me in Your arms. And since then, You have not stopped fulfilling me. I am so moved when I look at all You have given me. With the total giving of Your Divine Son, my Beloved, what more can I wish for? Thank You for giving me a Mother who is watching over me and protecting me. Thank You for all Your goodness!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am rejoicing with you in love and truth for the special grace you received this morning after communion, at the moment of the offering by your director. You must give witness to Our love, because of the love, truth, charity and intimacy. Yes, if souls wanted to place God at the centre of their lives, their spiritual life would be so rich and the growth of their souls in Our love would bear beautiful fruit, not green fruit ready to die from a lack of light and the heat of Our love We had given them out of love.”
Wednesday 16 October 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, we have finished Our triduum. My Beloved, I am not satisfied. You know, I am sad for not being silent by talking like I did the other day. I spoke for nothing and I offended You. You, whom I love, are so good to me. I ask Your forgiveness, my Beloved.”
– Jesus: “Come, My dear little one, don’t cry. It isn’t for nothing that I asked you to follow the path of silence in the present situation. My representative has forgiven you in Our Name. Rise, give Me a beautiful smile and tell Me that you love Me. You have so little time before saying it to Me out loud. I can’t wait! So, say it to Me, repeat often that you love Me, especially in the present situation. The final battle is more and more difficult, the last purification! This is why I was asking you to be a witness to Our merciful love. Yes, to preach about love in every way. To be Our witness is to love Us and to make Us radiate in you, around you by practicing pure love and humility. To be Our witness in truth is to be sincere with Us and not accept error, the lies of your enemy, no matter in what state your soul might be, aridity or spiritual consolation, the truth of Our love continues. To be Our witness in charity is to never be tired of working for souls. It is a duty of charity towards Us who have confided this mission. To be Our witness of intimacy is to live continually in Our presence, to speak to Us as a living person, to experience Us within you, to share your sorrows with Us, to ask Our advice, to live with Us in a great intimacy even in the midst of the world. May nothing escape your will of possessing Our love. You know so well the intimate gentleness of Our love. Even during your great trials, Our consolation is visibly felt.”
Thursday 17 October 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, continue to accept everything out of love in order to be My witness of silence. Think of Me! Didn’t I remain silent in the presence of Pilate, and of your sins? To be a witness of silence does not mean one must remain silent, say nothing, let things be! No! When it means defending oneself, protecting Our love, one must speak. It is a duty of charity toward Us and of justice toward souls. One must always ask for the light of the Holy Spirit and all His gifts in order to speak according to the spirit of God. Even among My consecrated souls, many speak. They always have the spirit of God in them. How many let the Holy Spirit speak in them? It takes a lot of humility to admit that they are only Our instruments in word and action. How many put a serious obstacle in the way of grace and inspirations of the Holy Spirit by exposing their ideas in words and phrases. Sometimes it is involontary blindness, but there is also spiritual vanity through words. There are some who hold onto their ideas believing that it is Our idea. You know, the road of silence is so narrow, but the road of love is larger and longer. To reach it, on needs a lot of pure love and not self love. To become attached to Us, one must be detached from eveything, from oneself. To serve Us, one must work for souls. To think about Us, one must forget oneself for others. To identify oneself with Me, one must carry ones cross and have the charity of helping ones neighbor. To want to enlighten souls, one must ask for the light of the Holy Spirit and the help of grace. How many ask and take advantage of actual grace, of the grace of state? My Beloved, you have many subjects to meditate and practice.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have a long road ahead of me. I thank You for making me understand my errors and thank you for helping me know and understand Your love. Thank You for allowing me to enjoy Your intimacy, ô my Beloved whom I so love.”
Friday 18 October 1963
– Mimi: “How I miss You, my Beloved. My soul is living in the hope of Our future union. I cannot express what is going on in me. I am anxious and yet, I am afraid. I meditate on Your Gospel and find myself in many excerpts : Mary Magdalene, no. 1, the prodigal son, “the Peter of the Gospel”, the good thief, etc. I consider my poor life step by step and I always find Your merciful love, Your infinite love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I have loved you from all eternity. When I returned to My Father, it wasn’t in order to prepare you a place in purgatory. No, it is in Our home that you will be welcomed as My spouse. My Beloved, Our Father is already stretching forth His arms to press you to His merciful Heart. The Holy Spirit is reserving you a special place. Your Gentle Mother is bending over you in order to prepare you. Saint Michael is prepared to do battle with you for the final battle with your enemy. Your guardian angel is increasing his protection. Your patron saint is watching over you as well as Saint Ann and your two little sisters Thérèse. Let me repeat that at the moment of Our perfect union, the invisible witnesses will be more numerous than the eye witnesses. Your director will not be able to put up with this joy for a long time, this consolation of giving up to Us your little soul forever. You will be his sacerdotal coronation.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I hope that the crown won’t be a crown of thorns!”
– Jesus: “Come now, My Beloved! It was enough for Me to carry it because of you. Your director will be crowned with Our love, and you will be Our little host of love. What? My Beloved, you are crying again? Give Me a beautiful smile!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am sorrowful following this remark. I can’t help seeing all the ugliness of my sins and the pain that I caused You. And yet, You are asking me to give You a beautiful smile. I will give it out of obedience.”
– Jesus: “Come closer to Me! I accept your smile out of obedience, but I prefer a smile out of love. If I made these remarks, it is to show you how much I love you and that Our mercy is infinite. With this kiss of peace, are you happy?”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. Thank You! One more, please!”
Saturday 19 October 1963
– Mimi: “I once more have the joy of receiving You, ô Blessed Trinity. I am filled with a joy and peace that no one can understand.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this joy will be even greater at the moment of Our perfect union. My dear little spouse, I have something to tell you. You are anxious to come to Us and sometimes you tremble! Today, with Us present in you, are you trembling though We are very much present? As for judging you, are We not judging you every day, every moment, since We see everything? Did Mary Magdalene fear My judgment, the judgment of mankind? No! Only her love, her repentance was so strong that there was no obstacle between her love and Mine. The good thief was not afraid of the judgment. With his audacity and naïve confidence, he wanted only one thing: to be with Me because he loved Me. His love was sincere. You know, My Beloved, a soul who is born to a life of grace must return to Us by loving Us totally. It must reach perfection with Us. My dear little host of love, examine yourself. By being afraid of Our judgment, you are being complacent. You must not invert the roles. We are the ones who will judge you. Our judgment will be based on your love towards Us, your neighbor, and then on humility, charity and conformity to Our Holy Will, obedience to the Holy Spirit and to Our reprentatives, obedience to the commandments, the Gospel and to all the virtues without forgetting the duty of state.
With Our dear representative, examine yourself closely on all these points. The judgment of your director will be Ours. “He who hears you, hears Me”. After having studied each point, you will notice that Our love is always there and that Our mercy is infinite. To feel this way is very human, but I am judging you today on your attitude towards Our judgment. You know, My Beloved, that I love you and let it be known that I have loved you just as you were, just as you are presently and just as you will be. Is this clear? This can be helpful to others.”
Sunday 20 October 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come near Me! Don’t cry! I know about everything that is going on in you. This is included in your vow of immolation. If I am speaking to you, it is to help you. Your poor human nature is always there. One must always pray, struggle, ask the Holy Spirit to be enlightened, follow His inspirations and obey without trying to understand, to trust in Us. You know, even in spiritual life, one must be detached from everything, never complacent, but seek Us with Our love and Our will. Even among My consecrated souls, many are complacent in their words, thoughts, desires and actions. Yet, spiritual life is so simple in living with Us, understanding Us, loving Us the way We are. Once a soul tries on its own to understand spiritual life and practice it according to its own principles, then, the Holy Spirit is no longer at home and that spiritual life loses its value. And even after having tried very hard, this soul recognizes its error. It feels empty within. A spiritual life is fruitful and flourishing only when it is founded on love, humility, charity, intimacy and confidence in Us. Spiritual life is not something general. It is personal. Even in spiritual life, We respect the freedom of souls. We allow the soul freedom to choose it or reject it. The soul who really wants to walk with us on this road may, if it is helpful, look up treatises on spiritual life, but the best author is the Holy Spirit who is working with love in a soul that is humble and submissive. Through intimacy, We speak freely to souls. Each one in particular can say: “God is speaking to me, is listening to me, is giving me advice, is directing me. He hears me. I am no longer alone to suffer and struggle. Yes, I believe that He is truly here, living in me. In spite of my unworthiness, He has lowered Himself and has come to live in my soul forever if in all humility I recognize my nothingness and open wide the door of my soul so that He may enter with the Blessed Trinity and His love.” With this, a soul is able to come to Us with pure love and have a spiritual life enriched according to Our Holy Will.”
Thursday 24 October 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am back after a few days of imposed rest.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I thank you for having accepted this difficult trial. With this fall, I wanted to attach you with Me to Our cross. With your sufferings accompanied by love, you consoled Me. Many thanks to Our dear representative for remaining silent during this situation. My Beloved, in spite of this fall, you were protected in a very special manner. Think about it. It is a good thing that this fall did not concern your soul.”
– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved, I no longer have the strength to write.”
Wednesday 30 October 1963
– Mimi: “I was preparing my communion.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for this beautiful triduum of love. Many thanks especially to Our dear representative. We were so pleased. Come closer My Beloved. I have a few remarks to make concerning Tuesday’s Team work. We were disappointed. At the outset, you did not offer your work. Then, you did not give thanks for the great favor of being together to pray, work, suffer and rejoice.
Our Team work was lost because Our dear little girl, My dear little spouse whom I so love, W…, was not with Us in spirit. She was preoccupied and looked at her watch several times. She was finding the time long. Do you believe, My Beloved, that the time that We determined, would have caused her to miss the train? She has, however, lots of time to laugh!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know very well that she did not do this to offend You!”
– Jesus: “Don’t cry My Beloved! I know this very well, but elementary kindness towards Us present in your midst, during your Team work, was sufficient, even to obey to the protocol. She would not have done this in front of her Provincial or Superior! Our Divinity requires more!
My Beloved, if I talk this way, it is because I am a jealous God, and the moment I am not with you pains Me. ”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, We were saddened by your attitude. If you knew the number of souls you would have helped and saved with your Team work. We were there and expecting so much from this encounter to be consoled and loved, more so by you whom We love.
We went to fetch her to work, don’t forget. You must pay for the trip of Our dear little spouse C… From now on, may the Team work take place at the beginning, according to circumstances. Afterwards, there will be recreation. Our Divine Majesty must come first. We are not fond of left overs!
My Beloved, I know that I am asking you a lot. Tell your director about this. He will decide what to do. We are awaiting your answer! Be careful not to act once again like Pierre and Pierrette. You do not want to offend My dear little spouse W…and you wound Us by your silence. I know that it isn’t serious, but it is to show you that We are always taking care of you.
So, no more crying and give Me a beautiful smile! Yes, My dear little children whom We so love, I forgive you and bless you.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I have a favor to ask. To atone, allow us to suffer more.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will have the occasion, soon, to atone, but, you know that when I forgive, I forget everything, and when I love, I close My eyes and open My Divine Heart to give more love, and extend my arms to receive more love even from My dear little children of Our beautiful Team of love who are absent minded or preoccupied. In spite of everything, I love you forever and these are not only words.”
Friday 1st November 1963
Feast of All Saints
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning. Thank You for forgiving me, my Beloved.
On this beautiful day, I unite myself to all the saints to praise You and glorify Our Father. I would have liked so much to share this happiness of being with You forever! The closer I come to You, the more I feel weak, my hands empty, so small! What will I be like in the presence of Your Divine Majesty? I already feel overwhelmed. I am only a grain of sand in Your powerful hand. I beg You, look upon me with love and mercy.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come closer to Me. Don’t be frightened in the presence of Our Divine Majesty. Adore Us, bow before Us, but also consider Our Father as a God of mercy and Me as God but especially as a Spouse who has always loved you. Do you think, My dear little host of love, that I remain indifferent to your call, to your love? Each heart beat of your little heart is in harmony with Mine and each sigh of love reaches Our Father who loves you so. You do not need to have your hands full since you give Me your hand each day as We walk toward Our future happiness in the dwelling of Our Father who is awaiting Us forever.”
Saturday 2 November 1963
Commemoration of the faithful departed
– Mimi: “Thank You ô Blessed Trinity! I have the great pleasure of receiving You. I offered my communion for my dear faithful departed. My thoughts are about my dear father, my dear mother, my brother, my sister and all my dear ones. A special intention goes to the parents of my director, and to those of my dear little sisters W…, C…, E… I wonder if I will ever have the privilege of seeing them again?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, they are the ones who will have the privilege of seeing you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I must truly say that I don’t understand this answer.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, don’t be surprised! It isn’t the first time you don’t understand!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, must I conclude that I won’t be with my parents, my friends? I am already sad!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you lost your parents three years ago. You aren’t so sad for you are living with Me! We are but one and Our love has no limit. I know that you are suffering a lot. I also am anxious for you to enter Our home.”
– Jesus: “In the meantime, I must live in your soul, in Our little love nest where We are so happy to be welcomed, loved, consoled and glorified even by your sins, your faults. We remain in Our dwelling in order to help you do battle, and We are happy to be with you in order to purify and embellish your little soul that has cost Us so much and that We love so much! It is so precious to be with a soul where We are able to dwell and who cooperates with Us in the salvation of souls. My Beloved, continue to accept everything out of love. I know that you are exhausted, but be brave. Give Me your hand. Don’t let the human element take over. I alone am able to help you. Walk with confidence. My dear little children, the path of silence is narrower than that of love! However, one cannot do without the other. To reach the path of pure love, one must take the path of silence with Me.”
Sunday 3 November 1963
– Mimi: “Come, my Beloved, I am feeling so lonely! I would have liked so much to receive You. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for allowing me to understand Our intimacy. Without Your love and this intimacy, I would not have been able to continue my journey towards You. With Your intimacy, I learned to love You, to know You, to serve You, to love my neighbor, to see You in him. I learned about detachment but I received, in return, the capacity to live in this intimacy, to nourish myself with Your word. When tired, I can rest in You. In my affections, I can love You without fear. I believe in Your infinite love for me. In moments of doubt, I am confident in Your infinite mercy. In moments of sorrow, of loneliness, I can find a consoler who is sincere and who is an enlightened confidant. To carry my cross, I find in You strength, the necessary help to do my duty of state.
Ô my Beloved, please grant me the grace to live in Your intimacy in order to die in this intimacy where Our union will be perfect.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, with Our intimacy, We console Our Father. Did you notice that the more Our intimacy grows, the more you suffer? It is because I wish Our intimacy to remain forever, and it is by associating you to My Passion, by crucifying you each day that I can give you the best sign of love. And you, by accepting everything out of love in order to console Us, to glorify Us, you show Us your love. I should rather say, Our love. You and I are but one in the Heart and thoughts of Our Father. How happy We were to be placed on Our cross! At the moment of Our perfect union, you will be placed in My arms forever!
Your eyes will be closed to earthly things, but upon awakening, your eyes won’t be big enough to look at Us in all the Splendor of Our dwelling. You will contemplate the goodness of your Gentle Mother of heaven as Queen and Mother of souls.”
Monday 4 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for being with me this morning. I need You so badly! I need Your love! My Beloved, I beg You, in the name of Our love, give me a chance to atone. My director and myself have a great desire for Team work. You know very well that we are sincere.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, have no fear. You will have the occasion to meet several times.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, is it during these meetings that we will do some Team work?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will see in what state of soul you will be. My time is so precious that I don’t want to lose it. Be assured that I won’t look at the time and will not place obstacles in the way of the Holy Will of Our Father nor of His grace. We are in such a need of souls!”
– Mimi: “Come, my Beloved, come closer. I want to help You forget. I don’t want to offend You in the slightest way. We have failed in Our Team work and we humbly ask Your forgiveness. Look upon me with the eyes of Your infinite mercy and out of love, accept what I am offering to atone.”
– Jesus: “You know, My dear little host of love that I forgive you, but I need many acts of love to forget. I know that I am severe in your eyes but I had a duty of justice to fulfil towards Our Father and a duty of charity towards the Holy Spirit who is so good to you. Without His assistance and gifts, what would you do? And what about your Gentle Mother of heaven? Now that all is forgiven, I believe that you will remember this: even a slight indelicacy towards Us offends Us, and a calculation, Team work without Us, wounds Us infinitely because We see Ourselves set apart as We approach with Our love and abundant blessings, Our arms laden with graces. Team work is willed by Us and is not a game, something unimportant. It is serious work that We want. We are with you, you must be with Us.”
Tuesday 5 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me. Thank You for Your intimacy. It is in silence and solitude that I better understand Your love. My Beloved, when Our union will be perfect, will I always be near You?”
– Jesus: “But of course, My Beloved! You are already enjoying My presence in your soul. We are but one. Why would you want Me to abandon you? I never cease to fill you with favors, graces, even on earth. Why would you want Me to leave you, I who went to get you in order to carry you on My Divine Heart? Do you think I am going to hide after having loved you and kept you as My little spouse? Do you think Our mystical union will cease because you will be placed where Our Father wants you from all eternity? My dear little host of love, wherever you are placed, I will always be with you, in you, exactly as I am at this moment. Meditate on this: you will have more than the enjoyment, the happiness of seeing Me, you will possess Me forever. Do you know what it is like to possess a God? Our intimacy is nothing compared to what I have in store for you. Even the splendor of our little crucifix and of the little blue cross is only a reflection of My Divine Majesty. Yes, this dear little crucifix that you have come to love will be there before you in all Its glory, Its power. My Beloved, keep these words in your soul, close your eyes, meditate, think about Our future happiness that will soon be a reality.”
– Mimi: “I am so anxious! Thank You, my Beloved. Thank You for Your love. The more You speak to me, the more I have the nostalgia of heaven. No one can know how much I miss You! Thank You for allowing us to atone for our Team work badly done. You know very well that we love You!”
Wednesday 6 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! I offered a special communion for my director who is in charge of my soul. I have cost him so much! Also, a special intention for the second confidant of my soul, P.M.
Today is a feast day! It is the All Saints of the Jesuit Fathers! Yes, all the Jesuit saints living and deceased! Also, another intention goes to the Team so that we may remain very faithful to our vow of love in suffering.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, one must never stop praying to ask for our help and especially to thank Us. You know, My Beloved, certain souls who have a spiritual life think they are protected and already possess the peace of Christ by living apart from others. They avoid their neighbor and keep selfishly what We have given them out of love. Even in spiritual life, one must attain perfection. There are no human beings who can say: I am perfect! Coming from the hands of the Creator, Our Father, God infinitely good and perfect, the soul cannot attain infinite perfection. However, in spiritual life, the soul who abandons itself with confidence, with love and humility can only attain this perfection with Us and through Us. If this soul is docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, it will walk rapidly in spiritual life in spite of its faults, negligences, miseries. This soul is very close to Us. Spiritual life is not something extraordinary, difficult to reach. It is simply the development of the soul towards Us. Like the body, the soul needs nourishment, to strengthen itself, to grow in order to reach Us.
A spiritual life well understood and accepted out of love is the momentum that sends the soul on its way towards Us forever.”
Thursday 7 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for giving me the hope of reaching heaven and the faith to believe it, the charity to buy it, the love to possess it. With the help of the Holy Spirit and Your grace, ô my God, my Father, I want to accept Your Holy Will. With my Beloved, I want to attain this spiritual perfection in order to glorify You, ô my Father. You know, my Beloved, that I am in great need of Your love, of Your help, to reach this ideal. I know that it is an ideal that is too high for a little girl like myself, but I am depending on You and on Your Gospel. “Be ye perfect as your heavenly Father is perfect”, and You, my Beloved, are the infinite perfection. To protect Our love, Our intimacy, detach me more and more from the things of the world and of myself. It is not because I want to live selfishly and to keep my happiness to myself or to avoid my neighbor, but You must come first.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it isn’t I who will condemn silence. You know, one must discern souls. Many need Us, but there are souls who abuse your patience, your charity. They are like misers. They want to enjoy your presence and think only of themselves. No matter in what state you may be, this category of persons harm Our intimacy and your spiritual life is affected. I do not ask you to avoid these souls. All you can do for them is to pray for all their intentions. How do you want Us to speak to you when your mind isn’t free? I know that this useless gossip annoys you and is sometimes an obstacle to grace. However, offer everything out of love and continue to journey on the road of silence while remaining patient and charitable towards these souls. During their conversations, answer with a smile and think of Me.”
Friday 8 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what can I do for You today?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I want more love, that is, a lot of suffering. We need to be consoled. Are you not happy to have accepted everything out of love? Through detachment from yourself, you experience peace, a happiness that no one can remove. Thank you for your beautiful Team work. We are consoled. We are expecting a lot from Our little Team of love. Remain faithful. Live with Our love in a peaceful manner. Thank you my Beloved for accepting everything out of love. Do you not find your cross light? My dear little host of love, this is how far Our love and intimacy have brought Us. You don’t even have the time to think about your illness. Your suffering is not even causing wrinkles. With Our smile, you are radiant. You love Our suffering so much that you would be sad if I gave you time off. By not seeing Me with My cross, you would feel abandoned and rejected. Your little heart would not be able to accept this separation. With Us, you are able to look at the stages of your illness face to face. With the gift of the cross We have given you, you are already in possession of Our heaven. Can We not say that this thirst for souls devours you? This need to suffer with Me haunts you and My love is consuming you day by day. I am a jealous God and I want to hide you from human eyes. Our union is in love and suffering. In the face of this energy, this smile, no one can know that there is a body in ruins and that this general suffering is Ours. With your vow of immolation, We need everything in order to give you everything. What more can I offer you? Aren’t We happy on Our cross hidden from human eyes?”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for making me understand all these truths. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for Your suffering. Thank You for Your cross.
Saturday 9 November 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity, and I thank You for Your love and for coming to dwell in my soul. What thanksgiving I must offer You for so much goodness, love and mercy! In spite of my indignity, You provide me with Your intimacy, Your love and suffering! With You on the same cross, I am not afraid to suffer. How You have changed your little girl! Your love has transformed my whole life!”
– Jesus: “Of course, My Beloved! Everything in you needed to be restored. And I put you at the school of the Holy Spirit under the guidance of a very enlightened director who was obedient to Our Holy Will over You. We entrusted him with your little soul. Docile to grace and in a spirit of humility, he directed your little soul towards Us by detaching it from everything. Be assured that all he asked of you in sacrifices was something he had been doing for a long time himself. He practiced humility in all shapes and forms, and perfect charity. He accepted suffering with love and abandonment. His faith and trust in Us always led him towards Us rapidly. By living an intense spiritual life, he never calculated his sufferings, nor the shedding of his blood. Even during the time he could have consecrated to legitimate rest was given to the service of souls. In spite of his age, he does not avoid suffering but gives himself totally. My Beloved, if I am speaking this way, it is to show you that We wanted to care for you in a special manner and that the one who cooperated with Us in directing your little soul never overlooked anything in order to give it to us in good condition. You cost Us very dearly! Your director has proof of this for he himself played an important part. You know, a soul that is called to save many souls through a special mission requires a lot of attention, many sacrifices, a great preparation, for it has cost Us dearly!”
Sunday 10 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved! I am happy to receive You on the occasion of the beautiful visit of R… An unforgettable day for us, however, there was a grey cloud to our happiness. The absence of my dear little sisters W… and C…
What happiness to look at You for a few moments between the fingers of my director. I would have liked to press You to my little heart. You were even more beautiful than on the little crucifix. For, You were in all Your glory. In front of Your Divine Majesty, I was so moved! All I could tell You was this: Thank You, my God! I don’t deserve this happiness. Thank You for Your love, ô Blessed Trinity who are there before me. I adore You and I love You. My poor eyes could not endure this brightness. I thought that my little heart was going to stop beating. My Beloved, is it during such a moment that Our union will be perfect?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this brightness is nothing compared to what awaits you! What will you be like before Our Majesty? Yes, We will be in all Our glory where you will be in the presence of Our Power. This brightness in the consecrated host was there to make you understand the beauty of a soul in the state of grace and what a host consecrated by Our merciful love, a soul identified with Me as a living victim is like. I allowed this in order to strengthen you and encourage you to reach your calvary. Give Me your hand and let us walk together along the path of love, silence and immolation. We need many souls to glorify Our Father.”
– Jesus: “I have something to tell you. We are responsible for the souls of the mission of Our dear apostle P.M. A student at the school of the Holy Spirit, his ideas, his judgments are approved and sustained, his decisions justified. By reading your notes, Our dear P.M. is penetrating your little soul. He is welcome to Our intimacy. The other members of the Team should do their part for Us and for him.”
Monday 11 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming, ô Blessed Trinity! I need You so badly. Your presence in my poor soul strengthens me. What miracles You have accomplished in me! What blood has been shed to purify it! What love to transform it into Your permanent abode! What illumination to enlighten it! By Your presence, You strengthen me. With my Beloved, I find the courage to do battle, to continue on the road to Our Father. During my way of the cross, I fall, exhausted by the struggles, crushed by the weight of my cross. But my Beloved always picks me up with His strength and love. Sometimes I drag my cross but by the grace of God, I do not discard it. And during days of trials, if I am unable to raise my eyes towards heaven, I close them and adore God, the Blessed Trinity in my soul. If I don’t have the strength to pray, to speak, I listen in silence. During my hours of suffering, I offer everything out of love and my sufferings pray in my place. With my angel G… I unite my whole life to the life of my Beloved and in spite of the state I am in, I throw myself with confidence into His powerful arms and hidden near His Divine Heart, I am secure. In spite of my weakness, I believe that He loves me with an infinite love. I have too many signs of love to doubt after all He has done for me. Each day, He continually provides me with His presence in me. We are so happy in Our intimacy. What a beautiful gift!
Thank You, ô Holy Spirit for making me understand this intimacy with You and many thanks to my director for his teachings and for directing me towards You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you. Many thanks to Our dear J.G. for directing your little soul towards Us. From the outset, by a special grace, he knew that We wanted you. If priests directed souls towards Us, towards Love by directing them towards Our intimacy, their lives would be transformed and these souls would accept Us to live in them, their faith would grow and their love would develop, their lives would have another meaning, another ideal. Their creed would not only be words but a reality.”
Tuesday 12 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid, I can’t go on! Since last night, there has been this struggle between my enemy and myself. Everything seems to be crumbling! I no longer have the strength to write. I don’t even believe in what I am writing. Our beautiful intimacy has disappeared! Everything in me is darkness! The only thought I have is to destroy all these writings. Just reading them makes me suffer. What lies! What errors! There is so little time left to atone for these errors! This spiritual life does no longer exist for me. In the state I am, no one can know what I am suffering. To fall into an abyss with your eyes open is a suffering no one can describe. I look at Our little crucifix. It is so cold and I remain indifferent! No regrets! I am afraid of dying in such a state! Judgment will be terrible for me after having abused the graces, the sacraments, and having deceived my director for the last thirteen years! If is awful to see death face to face and being in such a state.
My director has come. I wanted to tell him everything. I cannot even express myself. The Team work began. What suffering! My director has offered everything and is praying for me. I suffer to see him suffer because of me! If onlyI could believe it to be a trial , a temptation, but to no avail. The more I search for truth, the more I am certain that I deceived God and my director. However, I am finally able to tell my director everything, but I don’t believe that God can forgive me. In the depths of my soul I would like to jump into His arms like in the past, return to Him with love and confidence. This little voice of the soul is stifled and the desire to enjoy life has taken over me before death. Remorse is consuming me and this voice that won’t stop pursuing me tells me that I am lost, damned because of my pride.”
– Satan: “You placed your ideal too high. You wanted to follow Christ on the road of suffering out of love. Look at what He has done with you! He has ruined you after fleecing you of everything! He has rejected you forever. Today, you have the proof!”
Wednesday 13 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I have recovered for I know that You are present in me. Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You for Your love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you know that divine love gives birth to human love. My dear little host of love, the day has been very hard on you, especially yesterday. There was no respite. Many thanks to your director who was generous and who consoled Us by offering you and praying non stop. The road to Calvary is not one of roses, and yet one must take it before reaching Our Father who is awaiting Us. Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix and take courage. Remember the day when you were so happy in accepting the vow of immolation. Added to the others, it was total giving, the immolation of your soul to Our love, in Our service. The immolation of your spirit, of your will were given to the Holy Spirit. The immolation of your whole being by total giving, love and by physical and moral suffering. With Me, you must drink from the chalice of bitterness. Take courage! I am always in you in spite of appearances. To submit Myself to the Holy Will of Our Father, I must suffer with you until Our love is consumed and that your poor little heart and being are consumed by the sufferings of the cross. Each day, the trials detach you from everything and unite you to Me. Our love becomes stronger and our bond is tightened. Now that We are but one, only Our Father can break this bond, but, you can be sure that He will not for from all eternity, He has loved you as His child. He has never rejected you. He wanted you to be happy with Him. He has kept you for Me as a spouse.
In His love and infinite mercy, He satisfies you as His privileged child by associating you to My passion until Our union is perfect in love and suffering for the salvation of souls. To help you, He has given you an enlightened director. We are so pleased with his Team work offered out of love for Us and for souls.”
– Jesus: “Good night, My dear little host of love.”
Thursday 14 November 1963
– Mimi: “What a beautiful feast day for us! All Saints of the Carmelite Order. I am so happy! My director came to give me communion.”
– Jesus: “My little spouse, We are the ones who are happy more than you. When you wear your costume of the Third Order to receive Us, this makes Me think of Our future union, when you will be wearing this blessed habit to be presented to Our Father. Like your little sister, Thérèse, you are walking on the little path of love and suffering. How many souls you are able to hide under your grand white mantle! My Beloved, you know that I ask a lot from you. Have no fear, the chalice of bitterness that Our Father will present you will be smooth, for I will drink it with you, drop by drop. By a special grace, you will be overwhelmed with happiness and hope. You will beg me to give you more sufferings. You will bless with Me this cross that We are carrying. Together, We will walk, hand in hand, towards Our Father, helped by Our dear representative and other members of the Team. My Beloved, if you knew with what love Our Father is bending over you and watching you with Me. The Spirit of Love is watching over you and Our Gentle Mother is protecting you. Your great friend Saint Michael is continually near you with your patron saint and your guardian angel. Then, there are your two little sisters, the great Thérèse, the little one, and I should say the large one for you are wearing the same costume.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You are right in saying “the large one”, for, in the last six years, I have put on forty-eight pounds! I hope that my spiritual life has also grown, but between Us, I regret nothing, for one must fatten the victim before immolation.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t worry about your spiritual life. How many meals, transfusions of My Blood did you receive each week? And how many spiritual communions do you make between meals? You are never satisfied! Come, My Beloved, don’t lower your eyes. I also am always anxious to come to you! I love you so much, my dear little host of love. You are Ours forever!”
Friday 15 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what more can I do to please You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, remain simply as you are at this moment. If I want more, I will give you more. Continue to accept everything out of love. Accept yourself as you are, with your struggles, your imperfections, your mistakes. I know that you consider yourself the most miserable one. My Beloved, you must not be complacent in your faults, nor in your sins through an excess of humility. It is a great temptation against My infinite mercy and My merciful love. Abandon yourself with love, with confidence into My powerful arms and let Me act freely in you. Don’t try to understand everything that happens to you. Your only preoccupation must be to do My Holy Will, that is, the Holy Will of Our Father. I know that you would have a lot of questions to ask! But be assured that I love you and that all that happens to you is willed by Our Father. This is why you must constantly struggle against everything, against yourself. You must not have any prejudice in the spiritual life.You must go forth with love and have only one ideal, to go towards Us constantly whatever the road you may have to take. The more the path is narrow, rugged, difficult, filled with crosses, be not mistaken, this path is one of love that leads directly to Our Father. My Beloved, with Me as your companion, have no fear! I know the way. I took it out of love for you and for souls. During the time of trials and temptations, I will be near you. Like on Tuesday, I know that you suffered a lot and moreover that you were much aware of everything, of your despair and I was hiding to test your faith and confidence.”
– Jesus: “Your obedience to your director restored your peace! In whatever state you may be, remember that I am there in you, except when I am hiding or that I am sleeping out of obedience to the Holy Will of Our Father. Anyway, My Heart is watching over you with love.”
Saturday 16 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved! I need You! I am in such physical pain! If only I could sleep for an hour, rest a little. In spite of the medication, nothing can relieve me. However, I accept everything out of love in union with Your Passion.”
– Jesus: “Thank you My Beloved for being united with Me. You know, your suffering is also Mine, your cross is My cross for We are but One. Come and rest on My Divine Heart. This suffering is nothing compared to the happiness that awaits you. Take courage! Receive with love and gratitude this royal gift of the cross. Thank you for being charitable in receiving these two persons. It is I who was visiting you in these persons.”
Sunday 17 November 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today you are going to suffer a lot. I am placing Our crown of thorns on your poor little head. We need more sufferings, that is, more love. This day will be especially consecrated for the success of the Council. What negotiations, what useless words, what criticisms! Pray a lot for the enlightenment of minds and that charity may reign in their hearts. Only love, charity and humility must be at the centre. Before doing anything, one must look for divine interests and not human ones no matter what the intellectuals may think. Fuelled by personal interest where pride is hidden, some expose facts as if they were a reality that everyone must follow. Others pretend to shed light on the debate when they themselves are blinded by pride. Why want to scrutinize the Father’s designs? Does not God speak every day? But how many obey the Holy Will of the Father? How many place obstacles to grace by not obeying the Holy Spirit!”
Monday 18 November 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You on Our cross! Please give me the necessary strength to remain standing and to work out of love for You and for souls. My Beloved, the closer I get to You, the more I feel my smallness, my poor little hands are empty.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am happy with your smallness, for you are near Me. No matter if your hands remain empty, it is your little heart that I am looking at. It is overflowing with love for Us and for souls. Your little soul is Our resting area. Close your eyes and adore Us present in you. Don’t worry about not answering during the recitation of the rosary. Pray interiorly with your Gentle Mother of heaven and be at peace. A single look of love, a simple sigh consoles Us. What more can We ask of you? Our little victim of love is suffering in silence. In such a state, what more do you want to offer Us? Thank you, My Beloved, for having shared with your companion. This is what true charity and pure love is about. There are souls who say they are charitable and who only give what they have as a surplus. We extend Our hand to them and they turn their head away. Their heart reacts at the very thought of giving. But during a period of festivities, there is no obstacle to satisfy their desires. They are infected with a virus of possessing everything, of enjoyment: clothes, gifts, meals, beverages, going out, etc. How many think of preparing themselves for the beautiful feast of the Nativity, to prepare the outfitting of their soul?
There are so many who wait till the last minute to receive the forgiveness of their sins, without any preparation or contrition. How many sacrileges are committed during this period of festivities.”
Tuesday 19 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for helping us. We began this morning our triduum of love to honor our Gentle Mother of heaven. Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten us and all the members of the Council.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. There must be enlightenment in order for obedience to be accepted without comments or reluctance towards the authority of God. This assembly of persons, this family reunion becomes a political assembly where each one imposes his rights and the stronger party thinks it holds a supreme authority over all the others who are weak. Once its resources are exhausted, what does it have left? It is a good thing to ask the Holy Spirit for help. But how many are disposed to receive in themselves this Spirit of Love and truth? Some, by their omissions, place an obstacle to grace. What a lack of charity, interior rebellion rumbles inside of them and spirits are rebellious under the guise of apparent calmness. Pray a lot, My dear little host of love so that peace may prevail in the midst of My chosen ones. At the Cenacle, when My apostles met, it was in order to pray with My Divine Mother and not to have useless discussions. After the coming of the Holy Spirit, minds were enlightened and their soul was transformed by a love so strong that no obstacles could stop them. Filled with the irresistible desire to love Us, to serve us till the total giving of their lives, obeying the voice of their Father, they travelled throughout the world to make Us known, to preach love.
Obeying the Holy Will of Our Father, they accepted as road companions, humility, love and poverty. And Our love filled them like a flood and purified souls. Chosen souls grew from this beautiful seed sprinkled with My Precious Blood.”
Wednesday 20 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity, for being with Us for our triduum of love. We want to show our Gentle Mother of heaven all our love and gratitude. Yes, for Her very special protection especially in moments of great temptations. Her presence is always here. She watches over us with love. My Beloved, would You please tell me what I could do to please our Gentle Mother of heaven?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, She is already satisfied with the beautiful triduum of love that you are offering Her. Yes, a triduum prepared by Our love and sufferings, and also by the silence, work and charity. The most beautiful present will be all the souls We will offer Her tomorrow. In turn, She will offer them to God the Eternal Father. To come to Us, one must pass through the hands of Mary Immaculate, Our Mother!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I was meditating on the beautiful feast of the Presentation of our Gentle Mother of heaven. How moving, happy and consoled Our Father must have been. How His heart must have been full of love in accepting Mary’s offering.
Thank You, Saint Ann, for offering Mary. Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for having consented and for having given everything out of love. Be blessed and praised by Our Father and by all the souls of Your children on earth. I unite myself to the whole Celestial Court to sing Your praises. Mediatrix of all graces, look upon us, Your children of the Team.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for the triduum of love. You are so generous. How many sacrifices your director accepted out of love in order to give Us the pleasure of coming into your little soul, Our home. We are never content. Thank you in the name of Mary Immaculate. Fear not! She is constantly watching over the members of the Team. She is very moved and attentive especially during the Team work for She is responsible for all the souls that you are helping to save by cooperating with Me to the glory of Our Father.”
Thursday 21 November 1963
– Mimi: “Finally, the beautiful feast of the Presentation of the Blessed Virgin Mary has arrived! My director and myself are finishing this beautiful triduum of love in honor of our Gentle Mother of heaven. We have spent the last month preparing this beautiful feast.
I had the joy of receiving You, My Loves, ô Blessed Trinity! Though the weather wasn’t favorable, there was in me a joy, a light, a peace that I can only find in Your Holy presence, ô Blessed Trinity!
Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, at the hour of my death, present me to Our Eternal Father. Intercede for me! I want to follow Your example. Obtain for me this spirit of humility, of love, so that I may be perfectly submissive in all things and everywhere to the Holy Will of Our Father. Protect me from my enemy and from doubt. I take refuge in Your arms to learn how to love my God more, to know Him better and to serve Him faithfully like You. I want to imitate Your virtues. With God’s help, I hope to practice all of them so that He may be consoled, loved and glorified.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little G…, how can We show you all Our gratitude for this beautiful and consoling triduum of love that you have offered Us? We could not have hoped for more. You have satisfied Us with your love, but especially with the loving acceptance of Our cross, your sufferings endured in silence. My Beloved, I have something to tell you. You know, this morning, since you were suffering, We hesitated after communion, after the offering to come and fetch you.
I must admit that We thought of Ourselves. With so much suffering and sins in the world, We need you to cooperate with Me and unite you to My Passion for the salvation of souls, especially for the Council. Don’t cry, My Beloved! I am always with you. Rejoice in being Our little host of love. Remember the 21st of October when you fell, and today, We wish to raise up your little soul forever. But, in the urgent need of love, of suffering, We have hesitated. It is your Gentle Mother who helped you get up in spite of the sharp pains. Your director also had his large part of sufferings. May you be blessed, My dear children whom We so love, and thank you.”
Friday 22 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is really the time for me to say: “Do with me what You will”! And this other sentence of the beautiful prayer: “Not only do I accept, but I ask everything from Your infinite Wisdom.” When I think that Our perfect union so desired could have happened yesterday! I cried so much that my little heart still pains me today. You alone, my Beloved, can heal this wound. It is a suffering added on to so many others that I offer You out of love, for You, ô Blessed Trinity, for the Council and souls and for peace in the world. I know that I am not worthy to come before You. Thank You for giving me time to atone and merit. Grant me the grace to have more love in order to correspond to all that You expect from me. Increase my courage to do battle against my enemy and to struggle with myself. With my extreme weakness, I must always remain in Your powerful arms. I’m in such great need of patience. Thank You for helping me remain silent when I feel the need to speak.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, think of My solitude in the tabernacle, of My silence in front of your faults. My dear little host of love, you were sorry to see that I did not come to fetch you on Thursday. You know, I also cried, but they were tears of joy in seeing that you accepted Our Holy Will out of love. Tears of love are never shed uselessly. Some day, you will understand perfectly what I mean. Your director shed a lot of tears because of you. Today, he is shedding tears of joy in seeing My infinite mercy. He has a heart that is so tender, so affectionate for Us, a heart so sensitive in spite of appearances.
My Beloved, you must double your prayers and sacrifices. Our dear little C… is in great need. W… is suffering a lot morally. Our dear apostle P.M. will have the most important part in order to give generously to souls the light, love, peace, charity and humility.”
Saturday 23 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. I need your help so badly. You know, My Beloved, Your instrument is working constantly for he is making me work as if I were condemned to hard labor.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, My Beloved! You are my prisoner. You are tied by the bond of My love forever. I also am your prisoner of love in your little soul, Our home.”
– Mimi: “After several hours of intense suffering, disgust takes hold of me. I am so tired! You know, my Beloved, I am tired of everything. And I was crying.”
– Jesus: “Come quickly, My Beloved, and look at Me in the eyes! I hope that you are not thinking seriously about what you have just told Me? My dear little spouse, I am your God, your Spouse, your All. You know, your All is Me, your All in love, your All in love, in infinite mercy, your All in suffering, your crosses, your All in events. I am your All in humility, intimacy, happiness, charity, peace. Come and rest in My arms, near My Divine Heart that loves you so. Don’t cry if I speak this way. It is to give others an example in case they would be tempted to say the same things. I see everything that is going on in you. I also cried during My agony.
I know your little human nature since it came out of the hands of Our Father. I know that We are asking you for a lot, but there is so much evil in the world. Pray a lot. Ask forgiveness and for mercy. Pray especially that justice may arrive through Us. It is up to Us alone to have the right to be just. If mankind wanted to understand that they are all Our children and that they must know each other and love each other as brothers whatever race they belong to. When I shed My Blood and gave My life for them, I did not make any distinction. I loved them all, each one in particular.”
Sunday 24 November 1963
Feast of Saint John of the Cross
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for allowing me to receive You today. How I found the time long! My only preoccupation was that My Beloved was coming! I was so happy when my director announced the good news. Then, all of a sudden, I thought that maybe he had received the sign of my imminent death.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is through the kindness of Our Mother who wanted to thank you for all that you are doing out of love for Us and for souls… She did not need to insist in asking Us for this communion! Many thanks to Our dear representative for accepting to come and place Us into your soul. Many thanks for his love, for his generosity, for his obedience in Our service. Under the direction of the Holy Spirit, his faith has always guided him, his confidence in Us has been his strength. My dear little host of love, with him, you have been at the school of love through suffering. Docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, he has directed your little soul towards us forever. Suffering accepted out of love is a vocation, a Royal gift to little souls who are the poorest, the weakest, the most miserable. My Beloved, listen to what I am going to tell you: the minds of a few persons are in doubt concerning your writings. Have no fear and be reassured. The Spirit of Truth never deceives and Our love, Our mercy can never lie. You are an authentic sign. Our masterpiece of love, of mercy has taken place in your soul.
Do you believe that We have chosen a blind person to guide you towards Us, an insane person to direct your little soul? Does Our intimacy come from you or from Me? Who put it in your soul? Is a God not able to speak or act in a soul the way He wants? To all these questions, only love, humility, faith and confidence can give the proper answer concerning Our intimacy. Even you, at one time, doubted Me! If the writings came from you, you would have reason to be afraid of being mistaken. Your ignorance is so great. You are simply the instrument of the Holy Spirit to make known Our love, through intimacy, to show Our infinite mercy. With one as miserable as you, We could freely go to work.”
Monday 25 November 1963
– Mimi: “One more triduum offered out of love. I am so happy to receive You. I can no longer do without You. The more I receive You, the more I desire You. This hunger for You devores me! I am never replenished! This need to drink Your Precious Blood to appease my thirst but especially to purify me and to strengthen me is so necessary to help me. Sometimes, the battle is so fierce! Ô my Beloved,You alone are my strength. Please sustain me! I am so weak! Everything repells me today, and yet, in the bottom of my little heart, I love You! I can refuse You nothing after so many signs of love. I beg You, look with pity on me!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will look upon you with love. It is much more important than a look of pity. Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix of love. Afterwards, do you believe I am not looking at you? My Beloved, you must await with strong faith the realization of all Our designs of love and mercy upon you. Do not be saddened by this long wait. Am I not always with you? This distaste, this weariness is normal in spiritual life. During My agony, I experienced these hours of bitterness. Your poor human nature, I am well acquainted with it. Out of love, the infinite mercy of Our Father, before a soul humble and sincere, a soul of good will, We do not shut our eyes on its miseries, its faults. Its weakness attracts Us and We offer it Our Entire Heart and We press it against Our Heart so that this soul may be secure with Us forever. The more a soul is sick, the more We offer it Our love, Our help. Does a proud person, a healthy person ask for help to walk? My Beloved, even if you drag yourself with your cross, tell yourself that I am helping you to carry it and no matter how long Our walk, We are going to Our Father who loves you so.”
Tuesday 26 November 1963
– Mimi: “My God, I beg You, give me the strength to do Your Holy Will. This exhausting work that is imposed upon me, physically, I don’t feel I have the strength to do it.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if I desire more, do you think I won’t help you? Sometimes, I ask you for more to give the example and especially to have the pleasure of working with you. Think about Our beautiful Team work that would last more than an hour. Weren’t we happy to work for souls in order to glorify our Father? It has been ten years since I asked you to put together a little Team with your director and Myself. You committed yourselves to offer out of love all your sufferings, your sacrifices in union with My passion for the greater glory of Our Father and for souls. Since you have accepted to follow Me, I always kept My promise to help you, to strengthen you, to protect you. What special graces your director received! Guided by the Holy Spirit and with a great spirit of humility, he obeyed Our word. A wish from Us was for him an order. From the beginning, he knew what We wanted from you. During these many years, no reproaches except in the case of Pierre! My Beloved, if you had been more obedient in the beginning, I would not have had to wait. I know that you ignored everything about spiritual life, your vocation, your mission. It was a whole new life for you! A road traced by us that you had to follow with Me. By a special grace, we entrusted you to an enlightened guide to direct your little soul towards us. He attached you solidly to my cross forever. After the vows We asked of you,We satisfied you, spoiled you, gave you privileges, chosen graces.
You did not always understand Our merciful love. Even today, there are things you don’t understand. This is necessary in your mission so that you may come to Us in faith and pure love. Continue to trust Us and to walk in peace towards Us with Our dear representative. My Beloved, offer Us all that you cannot understand and that surpasses your little intelligence. All that counts is that We know what We want from you, from your director and from Our beautiful little Team of love in which We have placed lots of hope.”
Wednesday 27 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved! Luckily You came this morning to help me. I am at the end of my rope! Your instrument could make me work non stop. I am on call. In one hand, I am holding my cross, in the other is a paint brush. Then, come the orders: “Do this! Now, you will begin to do that!” When I do it, I then get a new order: “Do this!” I no longer know where to go! 30
After the remarks, the reproaches: “You should spend all your time writing; you shouldn’t have done this”… But, my Beloved, You know how hard it is to accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse I so love, I also am on call by you!”
– Mimi: “What? My Beloved, I am giving You orders?”
– Jesus: “Why yes, My Beloved. By your love You are giving me orders. Because of your desire so great to receive Us in communion, We are obliged to come to you. Between you and I, We are so pleased. And by Our intimacy, We are obliged to converse, to take an active part in all that you are thinking, all that you are doing, all that you are suffering. When Our Father asks you something, orders you, I also obey, for We are but One, on call by Our Father for the salvation of souls. Another remark, My Beloved: it is well to hold your cross, but it is better to carry it continually without criticizing Our instrument.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can no longer complain? Didn’t You say, once: “Come to Me all you who suffer and I will console you!” You know very well that I am suffering!”
– Jesus: “Come, My Beloved, don’t cry! I don’t stop you from complaining! You have no reason for you are so loved by Us, by the Holy Spirit, by your Mother of heaven! Are you abandoned by your director who is doing his utmost for your little soul, without forgetting all that he is presently doing to help you?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness! Thank You for this remark. I am so blind! When I don’t look, I don’t see my faults.”
Thursday 28 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! Get ready! We are going to work, the program is already prepared.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, Our instrument is executing Our orders. Everything is prepared, calculated to the last detail. To have you merit, atone, save souls, you must be reached in the most intimate part of your being in order to achieve what We have begun. I know, My Beloved, that all that you are going through on the human level is very hard, and on the spiritual level there must also be a purification to embellish your soul and render it agreeable to Our Father. Before the beautiful feast of your Gentle Mother of heaven, the Immaculate Conception, you will experience the agony of the heart, of the soul, of the spirit so that after having accepted everything out of love, I may tell you: You are totally beautiful, My Beloved! To be beautiful in the eyes of God is to be obedient and humble. Yes, to be totally loving by accepting to follow Me on the road to Calvary and the cross. Even among my consecrated souls, there are some who think they are beautiful in Our eyes because We help them remain in the state of grace. And with an air of satisfaction, they say: “I am constantly in the state of grace!” while doing their will and being proud. We do not like Our love so pure, so powerful to be treated in a proud manner! To be beautiful in Our eyes is to accept everything out of love, in silence, in union with My Passion. My Beloved, carry Our cross proudly, symbol of Our union in love and suffering. I, the Almighty, with you, so little and miserable, living in a great intimacy! Such is the miracle of merciful love. I am first of all a God of love who forgives and asks asylum in all souls through intimacy. What would the love of two beings who love one another and who don’t talk to each other be like?”
Friday 29 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for Your love, Your presence in me. I am so happy to have discovered You through intimacy, and by Your grace, to have been able to see You in all persons and in all events; to have found You through suffering, to possess You entirely through the cross. Thank You! I will never be able to thank You enough with all my little heart.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you should rather say with all your enlarged heart for it is beating in unison with Mine. You know, My Beloved, it is a special grace to know and understand Our intimacy, Our merciful love. However, We have deposited this grace in all souls, but, how many are aware that they have it. How many ask to be enlightened, to help them discover in themselves this intimacy, to strengthen them in order to give Us back Our place in their souls that We had at the moment of their baptism? The soul who is sincere, doesn’t it feel the need to speak to God, not only during prayer time and through books? What would a father say if his child whom he loves would come to him in order to speak to him, to ask him something and who, in his presence, would spend his time reading what he wants to tell him and ask him? In My sacrament of love, didn’t I give a sign of My intimacy? My great desire is to give Myself to souls, to share My love with them, to be considered as a living God in them, to act in them through My grace, to share their lives, their joys and their sorrows. I would like souls to speak to Me simply, heart to heart, look at Me with eyes of faith. I know the bottom of their hearts and can read their thoughts. What can they hide from Me? It is so easy for a soul to rediscover Me if it has had the misfortune of losing Me!
And it is so simple for the soul who wishes to live in a great intimacy with Me. It is a duty of charity towards Us to mind Us, to speak to Us. It is a duty of justice towards the Blessed Trinity to trust in Us, to believe in Our merciful love and in Our intimacy. Did I not share an intimacy with Mary? During My life time, didn’t I seek to have an intimacy with souls ?”
Saturday 30 November 1963
– Mimi: “You are finally here. I am so happy to receive You this morning! Thank You, my Beloved, for making me understand the value of suffering and to increase in me this desire to follow You on whatever road I must take. With You I am able to carry my cross. My Beloved, how You must love me to try me as You do! Thank You for making me understand and accept my illness and the present situation, the trials, etc. It is very meritorious for us. My director and myself have accepted everything out of love for You and for souls. Sometimes it is very difficult to remain silent, to keep smiling. How I am tempted to answer back, to speak to Your instrument, but because of my vow of immolation, I must keep silent, and it is by living with You, in a great intimacy, that I am able, with Your grace, to remain silent.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know that the struggle is very hard, but We are very pleased. You know, a soul humble, obedient, sincere and generous in Our service, consoles Us so much. Yes, a soul on which We can count, depend, in whom We can take refuge, feel at ease! It isn’t always sin that keeps Us away from souls. Often, the principle reason is the lack of faith and pride. I have come for sinners and not for the proud. There are souls who speak about spiritual life and don’t even have the faith to believe in it or enter it. How can they pretend to love Us, to serve Us without this faith, this conviction about Our intimacy in each soul? Narrow minded souls that are withdrawn into themselves cannot understand this. I give Myself each day in My sacrament of love. Why would I refuse to give Myself through My intimacy? How can I speak to a soul if it ignores that I am always present in it? It isn’t only at the moment of communion that I come, but I wish to remain, to be considered as a living God with the Blessed Trinity.”
Sunday 1st December 1963
– Mimi: “First Sunday of Advent. My Beloved, during this sacred period, please help me to prepare the beautiful feast of the Nativity. Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your heart so pure to love Your Jesus like You! I do want to receive Him but especially keep Him with me forever. Ô Immaculate Virgin, prepare my soul! Mediatrix of all graces, intercede for me so that when Our Father calls me to Him, I may be ready. May I be worthy to be called Your child. Yes, the prodigal child to whom Our Father has opened wide His arms to receive me with His merciful love. ”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, with Our grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, you have faith in Our merciful love for you and for souls. I believe, My Beloved, that if you had an easy life to offer Us, We would have accepted it but We would not have been able to realize our designs and exercise Our mercy with as much love. Because you were miserable, full of misery, We came upon you to obtain this little ray of love that remained at the bottom of your little heart. Your little stifled soul was barely breathing in the midst of all this disorder. It is with love that We saw you take little steps in the spiritual life. You would fall and Our dear representative would pick you up with goodness, patience and charity. Yet, he remained firm, righteous, honest and sincere with Us as he obeyed. He took care of your little soul. He guided it towards us and attached you forever to Our cross. We have not been disappointed with Our choice. With Us, he cooperated faithfully in all that We wanted for the greater good of your little soul. Like Us, he often walked on his heart.
He never hesitated when it came to his duty of state, suffering or sacrifice. With his priesthood and in his presence, your enemy gives in and is obliged to obey his voice. And We will bow before you when the time comes for him to give Us back your little soul. Do not think too much about Our judgment. Think rather about Our merciful love that opens its arms to you and about Our perfect union that will last forever. Are you happy? In spite of your sufferings?”
Monday 2 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for everything, especially for coming this morning. Your gentle presence, ô Blessed Trinity, makes me think about Our future happiness. Yes, this peace of soul, this tranquility of the spirit, this security is only found in Your gentle presence. I am so happy to have someone to talk to, on whom I can depend, someone I can love, and it is You, my Beloved, whom I desire.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, isn’t it true that you are happy about Our intimacy. In your little soul, you already possess the happiness of heaven and with Our merciful love, you have your reward. Now that with Our grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, you understand what it means to be detached from yourself, your spiritual life has changed. Your director was right in telling you that some day you would understand. Thank you, My Beloved. You please Me in the morning when, after offering your day, you ask Me to accept My will and the will of Our instrument. You do not even try to know what you will be doing. You allow yourself to be led, pushed around by Our instrument. In the present situation, the roles have been changed. In spite of everything, you are so pleased to have this conviction that We love you and the certainty that all you accept, that you suffer in silence, is received. In cooperating with Me in the salvation of souls, your sacrifice is offered and accepted by Our Father. My Beloved, each cross is a call. Each suffering and each trial are an invitation to follow Me to the cross, to follow Me on the path of love and immolation. Walk with Me, My Beloved. Speak to Me about love. Tell Me constantly that you love Me. In Our intimacy, do not hesitate to speak to Me about all that is going on in you. Together, We will look at the very short distance that remains before reaching Our Father.”
Tuesday 3 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept everything out of love. I don’t know what is going on in me. There is a great fear of coming before You and yet, You know my wish to be united with You forever. My enemy does not stop tormenting me. Ô Immaculate Virgin, protect me! I am trembling in the face of my enemy’s attacks. You know how much I am afraid of myself. I don’t trust my weaknesses, but with You, Ô Mother, I am confident. I take refuge in Your arms. Hide me from my enemy! The more I ask my Gentle Mother of heaven to protect me, the more the attacks of my enemy are violent. I am suffering physically and morally.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, is this really Your Holy Will? That I continue to endure the assaults of my enemy to merit and save souls, but especially to console You and glorify Our Father? My Beloved, we accept everything out of love for You and also for the Council and souls.
The Team work is beginning. I am suffering a lot. My director also and is helping me so much to offer everything. My enemy trembles before him. Through his priesthood, he has an extraordinary power.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are trembling! It is not in the face of suffering but of me. You have reason to be afraid of appearing in front of your Judge after having abused the sacraments, after having made your director lose his time and having deceived him. By his pride as a priest, he wanted to save at least one soul and he believes he has guided you towards Him. What can the Almighty do with your soul?
For the last thirteen years, you have played your role as the good obedient little girl, but deep down inside of yourself, you have always doubted His merciful love. For a long time now, God has rejected you forever! Yet, you have fought with yourself. You didn’t want to admit it, hanging on with all your might to His merciful love. But today, with proof in hand, admit that I was right. Why hope for forgiveness? It’s too late! Leave your director before he becomes discouraged for having worked for nothing. You must destroy all the writings that are a pack of lies for the loss of souls.”
Wednesday 4 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, don’t leave me! I have a lot of trouble preparing my communion. My enemy won’t stop troubling me. I have a fear of receiving You. I beg You, I don’t want to make a bad communion. After having received forgiveness, I felt calmer.”
– Mimi: “My God, increase my faith!”
– Mimi: “At the moment of communion, I looked at the host. If only I could make an act of faith! Adore You! Then, I recite the prayer of total giving. Emptiness! What torment!”
– Mimi: “I have so many things to tell You, and yet I remain silent. I ask myself if I am right in believing in this intimacy. How I would like to destroy the writings! Why must I still have to make my director suffer?”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, your director is not alone in suffering because of you. Those who read your writings are troubled. Do you believe that the Holy Spirit can inspire you to write lies? In your diary, you simply wrote that you wanted to be and what you wanted God to be for you. You dreamt about an ideal too high for a soul that belongs to me. When I think that you believed you were the spouse of Christ!
What do you think of His intimacy? If it existed, you would still have it today! What illusions in your poor life! And all this because you wanted to believe in invisible things! You wanted to live in another world. Look at what it has given you. With the present situation, your director and you believe that you are deserving and yet, you have nothing to hope for, nothing to expect from Him. The only thing you have left is to await His judgment which will be terrible. You haven’t finished trembling. If you knew the chastisement that awaits you, you would not even dare lift up your eyes towards Him to beg for mercy. Don’t cry! What more can tears bring you?”
– Mimi: “In spite of the state I am in, my Beloved, remember Me, Our intimacy, Our love.”
Thursday 5 December 1963
– Mimi: “My God, help me! It is hard to feel the emptiness after having been pampered! My God, I want to believe that You are hiding. I want to believe with all my might that the state I am in is a time of tribulation. Without trying to understand, I accept Your Holy Will over me. However, do not allow me to lose You. Ô Holy Spirit, give me the strength and courage to do battle. My enemy is always near me and all I want to do doesn’t work. Then, there are worries and loneliness. I don’t even have the strength to pray. Everything tires me. How I would like to have a moment of intimacy with You. Yes, to be able to rest a little.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl! Don’t try to find rest with Him! Next to your hours of dreams and illusions, what is there left? Only suffering, loneliness, one cross after another, abandonment. Look at the way your God treats you. He who pretends to be good and merciful! Do you think it is human to let you suffer, to weigh you down with reproaches? He is more severe with you than with others! What does He do with your freedom? Isn’t it ridiculous to ask you to keep silent? You are suffering enough without allowing yourself to be led, to obey an idiot in order to please her. He should have said: “You who suffer, come to Me and I will weigh you down!” When one really loves, is it logical to cause one to suffer, to use one as a slave, to victimize a poor little girl just for the pleasure? It is out of vengeance because He died on a cross. He feels obliged to choose another victim by placing you with Him. By living an imaginary intimacy, by believing that He loves you, you are wasting your time. All the tribulations you are enduring come from me, from my power over you. If you have faith, call on your God. ”
Friday 6 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming! I desire You so much! Today, I am sorrowful as I look at You in the host. Yes, before the Almighty, coming into my poor little soul! Everything is so gloomy in Our home! I am choking imprisoned in this obscurity. I am so tormented by remorse at having offended a God infinitely good. My Creator, my Beloved who loved me by dying for me. My Beloved! Help me, please, to take courage! If I could be sure that I am consoling You! Even in the state I am, I ask myself if I am doing my best to correspond to His actual grace! My duty of state is so heavy! I am so weary! I am dizzy from being shoved around.”
– Satan: “Yes, my poor little girl, you are like a puppet in His hands. He wants to command you and pulls the strings. So you are going from one side to the other. He will play with you until curtain time, that is, till the final act of your life. He takes pleasure in trying you, in making you suffer. His happiness will be when He sees you die, forsaken! Your agony will be a long one! Is it fair to treat you this way? Look at what He did this afternoon. He allowed you to experience a bit of His sufferings. I wonder why? He pretends to love you and sends you so much suffering, trials and crosses! It is ridiculous to offer everything out of love. Why do you want Him as a Spouse? This mystical union is only for saintly souls. But you, you would want something more! If you wanted, I could be near you in a tangible way. I wouldn’t bring you only an invisible love, but lots of happiness, consolations, wealth and health.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would like to hear Your voice to help me forget the voice of my enemy that pursues me! My God, I accept everything out of love. Take all, my God! Keep my love pure forever!
Saturday 7 December 1963
– Mimi: “Poor Jesus! Come into my poor soul! I need You so badly to help me overcome this trial. Today, You ask me to detach myself from my family, this human bond that needs to be cut before my death. “My God, do with me what You will!” To say it and to put it into practice are not the same thing. Yes, to say it when all is going well is easy but to say it when all is dark! But with You, I accept everything to console You. I never thought that the path of silence was so long, so difficult to follow! Thank You for making me understand that I must accept everything out of love and also give everything out of love.
My Beloved, while I’m thinking of it, would You tell me if it is Your Holy Will that the members of Your little Team of love be identified by numbers instead of names in the writings?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, why do you want to hide? Why identify yourselves with numbers like prisoners, convicts? Are you ashamed of your baptismal names that are recognized by Us and by the Church? Did I not call you by your name to be a member of Our beautiful Team of love? Of whom, of what are you afraid? Did I not promise to always protect you? Have I broken My promise in thirteen years? What human being can oppose Me? Are you afraid of your enemy? What can he do without My permission? Don’t I have the right to choose a small group, a few souls to console Us, to help Me glorify Our Father, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls? Is there anything reprehensible in Our Team of love?
Is it the desire you have to follow Me? Is this the love you give Me by accepting everything? Does Our intimacy make you uncomfortable? Is it the fear of being recognized as the spouses of Christ? Do not be “Daydreamers of the Gospel.” Follow rather the example of your director who trusts Me. We have no reason to reproach him. Do you understand My little ones 1…, 2…, 3… ???
Sunday 8 December 1963
Immaculate Virgin
– Mimi: “Happy birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven. It is with love and respect that I come and kiss You on the forehead. Thank You, my God, for helping make this beautiful triduum in honor of our Gentle Mother, but especially to thank Her and show Her all our love and gratitude. Thank You, ô Immaculate Virgin, Mother so pure! Thank You for Your love. It is to You that I entrust my soul and the last moments of my life. Come and help me to prepare for the important day of my perfect union with Your gentle Son. I unite myself with the entire Celestial Court to sing Your praises, You, the most beautiful of all mothers. Yes, the Mother of Love is also mine. On this day, I would have liked to offer You as a gift all the most beautiful things, and the only joy I would have would be to receive Your gentle Jesus. With Him, I offer myself with all my miseries, weaknesses and faults. I beg You, do not scrutinize me too much! I am so ashamed of myself in Your presence, ô Immaculate Virgin, but, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, look upon Your Jesus present in me. Look at my good will to correct myself, to rid myself of my faults. Look at this love that God has deposited in my soul and has purified by the Precious Blood of His Divine Son. I know that His merciful love is a mystery, but You, ô my Gentle Mother, understand it. Please help me have enough humility and faith to accept it after receiving so much love.
Help me to detach myself from everything, from myself, from the world. Grant me the grace to imitate Your virtues, to practice humility of the heart, of the soul, of the mind so that, with Your example, my life may be total giving, a total gift of love through suffering and that I may attain God forever.”
Monday 9 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, my communion this morning is offered in thanksgiving for all the favors obtained by Our Gentle Mother of heaven. Yes, the Mediatrix of all graces is watching over all the members of the little Team. Ô my Gentle Mother, please help me prepare the beautiful feast of Christmas. With You, I want to do a complete house cleaning in my little soul. Yes, I want to get rid of all that could harm my spiritual life and practice detachment. May my sole preoccupation be to receive Your gentle Jesus like You received Him in Your blessed arms. Yes, to receive Him with more love and respect. To do this, I need Your humility, ô Immaculate Virgin. I need Your love and to keep Him, I need Your virtues. Please help me be generous, charitable and patient.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, fear not! We will help you. Thank you, My dear children for the beautiful triduum of love, of thanksgiving. We are so pleased, so moved by the generosity of Our representative. His spirit of sacrifice surpasses his strength. It is by a special grace that We have kept him. In spite of all human hope, he had no more resistance. Faith, confidence, prayer and sacrifice alone touched Our heart. And since then, how many things have been done for Our greater glory and for souls. We are so pleased to come to our home and live Our intimacy. Yes, My Beloved, one must constantly walk on the path of silence, love and suffering. Like My Divine Mother, keep in your soul this interior joy. You know, as in natural child birth, a spiritual birth demands a lot of suffering that is very painful and without any visible result. There is no respite, no pain killers, and you are called to give birth to many souls.
Our love, alone, will sustain you. The Holy Spirit will increase His gifts. With your Gentle Mother of heaven, you will come to the manger. Look with faith and love to the star of Our Holy Will. It will guide you towards Us.”
Tuesday 10 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would have liked to remain in bed this morning! But Your instrument came and woke me up very early to tell me what I had to do. I was so exhausted that I could have cried. My Beloved, my cross is so heavy to carry!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, look at Me! My cross is very heavy. I accepted everything out of love for you as if you had been the only one to redeem. I know that I am asking you a lot. My Beloved, accept yourself as you are. Your physical reactions are quite normal in the present situation, but all I look at is your love, your efforts to struggle, your good will to accept everything in silence. Everything in your life is an occasion to suffer, but it is also an occasion to merit, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls. On the spiritual level, you are the privileged child upon whom We have deposited an abundance of chosen graces. We have placed a lot of hope in your mission. You are the subject We need to make known Our love, Our mercy, Our intimacy. In Our diary, there is only one general idea of Our love, of Our intimacy. It is impossible to make known the details and yet, it is very important to Us. It is with these little things, these little irritations, this hidden suffering, this silence accepted and endured out of love, these painful insomnias, this heavy work, these offensive words… Yes, My Beloved, your little life is woven with acts of love and this is was feeds your spiritual life and strengthens your love. This is why We give you each day your food. By accepting everything, you are able to nourish your spiritual children. Come, My Beloved, walk with Me towards unending happiness where We will be forever happy.”
Wednesday 11 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! It is a renewed joy each time I have the pleasure of receiving You!
In the present situation, I am in such need of Your help, of Your presence, to continue my journey towards You. I have a great nostalgia of heaven and the thought of being one day with You, of not having to fear losing You. You know, the path of silence is very difficult to follow, and the vow of immolation requires a lot of attention because of my short tempered nature.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you think the path I took was easier? I also had to struggle, to keep silent in the face of injuries and of My condemnation. I experienced these hours of fatigue, disgust, temptation, abandonment. My Beloved, I accepted everything out of love for My Father in order to glorify Him and also out of love for you, to purify you and sancify you some day with Me. My dear little host of love, I also am always anxious to come and rest in your little soul where it is so pleasant and warm. Yes, I am in you and looking at you work and struggle. In spite of your physical sufferings, you are so happy because you believe that I am always with you. In Our intimacy, your love moves Us, consoles Us. Everything is so simple. If souls only wanted to believe in Our merciful love! How many lose considerable time looking for Me! If only these souls had enough humility and faith to believe that I am in them. Yes, I am present in moments of joy, sorrow, in circumstances and events, in suffering, and I will be present at the moment of their death.
I will be present at the Resurrection of their body. In the presence of our Divine Majesty, these souls will be judged on Our love and their lack of charity towards Us by not giving us asylum in their soul through a great intimacy.”
Thursday 12 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for Your help. If I didn’t have this intimacy with You, I would feel lonely and abandoned. The only thought that You are present in me gives me courage to do battle. Yes, each day, I have to struggle against myself, against my inclinations, my imperfections, and I don’t forget my sins. Poor Jesus! How patient and merciful You are for Your poor little girl who, in spite of her unworthiness, wishes to unite herself with You forever.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, to follow Me, it isn’t enough to have a lot of love. One must have, and this is very important, a lot of good will based on humility and charity. Yes, to be with Me continually, to see Me in all things, to see Me in your neighbor, to see Me in joys and sorrows… One needs a lot of humility and love to receive Me with My cross. If souls wanted to accept My intimacy, yes, to accept it with humility, with a great spirit of faith accepted with confidence… To be in the arms of Our Father, to abandon oneself with love and respect like a child awaiting everything from its Father.
What do the first gestures of a baby reveal? The moment it opens its eyes, it extends its little hands towards the nearest person. It is the need to be loved, to feel secure, warm in the arms of someone. But if it is in the arms of its mother or father, then, to show them its joy, it will smile, sometimes even while sleeping. My Beloved, remain like this child in the arms of your Father of heaven. Think about your last rest, at the thought that you will fall asleep in His arms and that Your Gentle Mother will cradle you while singing the Salve Regina.”
Friday 13 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me. Without a special grace, I don’t believe I could have done such exhausting work.”
– Jesus: “You are right. Without Me you can do nothing, and by Our mystical union, you must share My intimacy and make it known. As My spouse, you must share My life, be united with Me, that is, everything in your life must be given to Me, centred on Us, spiritualized by the mystical union. My intimacy with your little soul is based on My merciful love and not on human love. One must have a lot of faith and a special grace to admit this. Yes, My Beloved, one must have as much faith as in the presence of the sacred host. When looking at the host, your human eyes only see bread, but with your eyes of faith, you see God in all His love, an invisible God and yet a living God. When you receive Me in Holy Communion, I am God whom you adore, whom you love. You believe that I am in you alive through Our intimacy. I am very much alive! I am feeding on your love, that is, the love that I place in you, a pure love. I rest in your little soul with the Blessed Trinity and We are happy in Our living temple. Everything is so simple in spiritual life. It is certain souls complicate everything with their little science. They place obstacles to Our love and close the door to the Holy Spirit. These souls believe that their minds are superior to Ours. In principle, they feel justified and yet, Our merciful love and Our intimacy are two concrete realities. The soul cannot know perfectly Our love if it ignores Our intimacy, if it does not have Our love. And this love is obtained through humility, confidence and faith in Us.”
Saturday 14 December 1963
– Mimi: “You are finally here, my Beloved! Thank You for Your love! Thank You for Your spiritual intimacy that is nourished by You to help me accept everything You wish and expect from me. (Jesus) My Beloved, continue to accept everything out of love for Us and for souls. By Our intimacy, you must also share My sufferings. On the path of silence, this includes silence of mind and of heart. I know that in the present situation, this is very painful. When you are tempted to answer back, stop and think of Me present in you and tell Me what you would like to answer the other person.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I wouldn’t dare do this. You would be offended.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I knew your answer, but it is a good way of preventing you from answering and wounding Me. If I am present in you, I am present in your neighbor. I have been following you, step by step, for such a long time. I look at you struggle, but I especially look at your love. At the school of the Holy Spirit, the course does not end with a diploma! But there is only one teacher who teaches the art of love, of practicing virtue, the real meaning of charity. He places at the base, humility. He teaches confidence and intimacy. At the school of the Holy Spirit, the soul learns to recognize its God, to follow Him, to obey Him, to accept everything out of love by total giving. At the school of the Holy Spirit, one learns to see with the eyes of faith, to nourish oneself with divine love, to work, to struggle. The soul also learns to walk in the footsteps of its God.
At the school of the Holy Spirit, it is the only place where the human element does not take over. Only the spiritual life and intimacy are allowed, and the soul advances quickly towards Us and the last degree is suffering the way God wants it, immolation, the Royal gift. Finally, the cross is added on as a reward. We deposit in the souls of good will who frequent the school of the Holy Spirit a greater happiness and peace.”
Sunday 15 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! My soul is overflowing with joy. You are here, present in me. I adore You and love You as much as my little heart can love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you for giving Us the asylum of your little soul. Many thanks to Our dear representative for preparing well his little one soul for the beautiful day. My Beloved, offer everything out of love. You are going to spend a very painful week, enough to try the patience of an angel and since you are not an angel, you can expect to suffer out of love for Us but also for the souls who are getting ready to celebrate the beautiful feast of My Nativity. How many are preparing their soul? “No matter what my soul looks like, if I have the time or if I have time to waste, I will take in a last minute confession!” How many sins are committed during the festive season : sacrileges, blasphemies, sins of all kinds. One must enjoy and take pleasure in all things! How many souls come forth to receive forgiveness and are not even conscious of their actions! They promise never to start again, to avoid temptations, occasions, and with Mass barely over, they become what they were a few hours before. Others receive Me with cold love and I am there, waiting for a kind thought, but their mind is distracted, preoccupied by the outcome of the festivities, with wrapping up gifts! And I who am waiting with love and patience for the tiniest little gift! I am not fussy! All I want is a little love for Our Father in order to glorify Him!
I would like to see from everywhere eyes uplifted towards Us in an attitude of love, faith, gratitude and charity towards ones neighbor. My Beloved, during this period, may Our intimacy be greater. We are in such a need to know that We are loved and adored with respect!
Monday 16 December 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! Your Divine Blood, ô my Beloved, is the best tonic to strengthen me. A transfusion of Divine Blood is more efficient than human blood. Yes, I greatly need nourishment. I hunger for You! I thirst for Your Precious Blood to purify my soul! My Beloved, please help me! I can’t go on! I’m at the end of my rope!”
– Jesus: “Come, My Beloved, you aren’t at the end of your sufferings, yet! Fortunately, you have Our intimacy to help you and My love to sustain you during this grand trial that is so meritorious.”
– Mimi: “Forgive me! See how weak I am in spite of all that You are doing for me! I am so prone to answer back. I feel somehow that it would relieve me, but on the other hand, I would be so unhappy for having failed to keep my promise and to have offended You. You know, my Beloved, how quick and clear I am when I should not speak. How many details cross my mind!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, take advantage of those moments to think of Me, of your Spouse. Yes, as I know you, you would be sad for having failed to remain silent. What would it change in the present situation? And moreover, you would offend Me and wound Our instrument. My Beloved, this is what struggling and love is about! To love Us, serve Us, to work for Our greater glory and for souls. By accepting everything out of love, you are cooperating with Us in your sanctification.
Yes, by these daily struggles, Our intimacy grows because it obliges you to constantly ask Me to help you, sustain you and guide you. This increases your love for Us, your faith and your confidence.”
Tuesday 17 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, forgive me! You must be disappointed in Your little spouse. Why did I answer back once I had accepted everything out of love?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t cry! Yes, you answered back once, but one too many! But this must not surprise you. Your little human nature is still there. I allowed this to make you understand the importance I attach to the present situation. In Our Father’s plans, everything was foreseen and willed. We prepared the way and initiated you to spiritual life under the direction of a skillful apostle who cooperated with Us in the least detail. Blind as you were, you needed a guide who was sure and enlightened to accomplish the mission We have given you. Yes, to save with Me many souls out of love and suffering; to make known Our merciful love and Our intimacy with souls. Why must Our Father hide Himself in order to talk intimately with His children on earth? Is it shameful to speak with Him freely with love, simplicity, respect and humility? What We wish is this confident love in Our infinite mercy, this faith in believing Us present and very much alive in souls, not only for a few moments at communion time. In My Eucharist, I give Myself entirely in order to share My love and intimacy with a soul. What offends Me is that there are still many souls who receive Me under the pretext of loving Me, and when I am present in them, very much alive, they don’t even think of thanking Me for My love! They say a few prayers, but no more! No spiritual intimacy as if everything they had just received came from their own will!
“I’m going to communion!”, they say, instead of asking Me with humility the grace of placing them in the state of receiving Me. In My sacrament of love, who is the one operating in the soul? This is why many souls remain empty from one communion to another. Sometimes, certain souls receive a small consolation. They believe with this that they are solidly grounded in their spiritual life. In spiritual life, Our love, Our intimacy does not give consolations that are felt, neither human nor sensual.”
Wednesday 18 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, aren’t We happy in Our little interior home? Thank You for coming this morning. I need You! I am so exhausted! Yet, with Your grace, I accept everything out of love!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… whom I love with an infinite love, isn’t it marvellous to live together at all times in a great spiritual friendship? Now that you know the path of silence, this gives you the occasion to converse with Me. What things We have to tell One another about the past, the present moment, Our future projects, Our future union. You know, My Beloved, in this present situation, We want to show you Our love by sending you many trials, yes, these grand chosen graces. You have been prepared for a long time with Our beautiful prayer of total Giving. Do you remember Our program? Each stage brought you closer to Us. But with your vow of love, We wanted more in order to embellish your little soul and We had all that We needed for your sanctification. Everything was ready to put you to work with Me in order to glorify Our Father. We had found a good instrument who was very efficient. Everything in you had to undergo a final purification. Your soul, your heart, your mind, your will, your body. Everything was checked and put in place before the great departure. My Beloved, you must not be surprised for there will be another surprise. Your little human nature is still there, very much alive. And it is by a special grace that you have the strength to accept everything, and moreover, We have given you a guilty feeling towards Our instrument in order to keep you in humility and to prevent you from being uncharitable. It is your duty to tell your director everything, but as for others, keep silent.”
Thursday 19 December 1963
– Mimi: “My God, what struggles today! Forgive me! I am not pleased with myself. I feel crushed under my cross, and on several occasions, I did not remain silent.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know. You tried to put on an act by answering : “At my age, I should know a little what to do. I am no longer a child!” Talking this way, you were acting as a child and not as My spouse who accepted to follow Me and accept everything in silence out of love. Your poor human nature is so sensitive, so frail, so weak! This is why I am always with you and it is for this same reason that I share a great intimacy with you in order to enlighten you, help you, and strengthen you in your new trial. Look at yourself for the brief moment that I left you alone. Don’t cry! I know everything that is going on in you, your little heart is filled with sorrow! I know that you are suffering a lot! There has been no respite, but if you knew all that I have in store for you. Take courage! Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix! Think of Me, of Our love, Me, the Infinite, your God. I have come out of love to share your life, your joys, your sorrows. Are there many souls who have the privilege of sharing My intimacy? How many would wish to be in your place! Even among My souls of good will. They are looking for Me. They would like so much to experience this intimacy. My Dear little spouse so loved, the struggle has been hard, but how fruitful for Us. Have no fear! I forgive you! Do not place obstacles to grace when you answer back.
After all, does it make Our instrument change her mind when you answer back? You are the first one to suffer because you are convinced of your misery. And I am convinced of your love for Us, of your good will. Pick yourself up! Together, let us walk once again on the path of silence!”
Friday 20 December 1963
– Mimi: “Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven! Ô Virgin of Advent, lend me Your Heart in order to love Jesus. Please ask for me to acquire a spirit of humility in order to practice all virtues. I unite myself to Your interior contemplation to adore in silence my Beloved, my God who, by His birth, brought to earth His message of love and peace. Ô my Beloved, please grant me that peace may reign on all the earth and in souls, especially among the members of my family. My Beloved, increase my love for You so that at Christmas, I may adore You, love You with a heart burning with pure love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I need to be received in a pure soul. I am going to share with you a few sorrows. You know, during the holidays, We are more offended because souls do not understand the true sense of the Christian Holidays. What sins of all kinds, sacrileges, are committed! How many souls approach the manger with the pretext of adoring Me, and in their hearts soiled by sin, look at me with hypocrisy and say : “What a beautiful little Jesus!” Yes, this little Jesus whom we mock during the whole year! Remember what I thought of certain souls visiting the manger! My Beloved, pray a lot for souls who have to present themselves in order to receive the forgiveness of their sins. How many souls go to confession and are not even in a state of mind, of heart to receive My forgiveness. Others are so preoccupied, and here I am, waiting for a glimmer of repentance. Do you think these souls have the time to speak to Me, to listen to Me for a few moments? No! They are busy calculating their time.
After receiving My forgiveness, they close the door of their soul. Then, with a few hours at Midnight Mass, they approach Me with an angelic air, and I am deposited in their souls. I suffer from the coldness of their preoccupied love. And, during the day, good wishes are extended to everyone, gifts, etc. As for Myself, the Divine Guest, there is not even a “thank you” for My love, no word of welcome, much less of gifts. If these souls wanted to offer Me their sins, I would be satisfied! My merciful love does not ask so much; just a little love!”
Saturday 21 December 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You! Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! You are always my reason to live. Thank You for making me understand a little Your love. With Your grace, during these days of christian rejoicing, I want to do my very best to console You, to make You known, to refuse You nothing. My Beloved, I would like so much for everyone to know Your love and Your intimacy, Your mercy. Do not allow a single soul to commit sin because of my neglect of praying for it. Yes, as a member of the Mystical Body, I have a responsibility towards my brothers. And as a suffering member, I also have an important part to share, for I consider suffering to be a vocation and the cross a Royal gift. I must not selfishly keep all that I have received from You. Yes, I must share with souls love. But in my isolation, I sometimes feel powerless and yet, I would like to travel the earth to preach about Your love, to make known Your intimacy, to help others discover Your mercy, especially unhappy souls who are enslaved by their passions. Yes, slaves of human love. How I would like to guide them towards Divine love so that they might understand Your merciful love, Your intimacy. Yes, to speak heart to heart, openly and without any detour, to speak to You with confidence and respect.”
– Jesus: “Thank You, My dear little spouse! How your little heart speaks with sincerity! Your little soul is overwhelmed by My love. You do not know what to do to console Us. You know, My Beloved, the souls who don’t try to approach Me and are shy are not souls that are holy but rather hypocritical for their pride is disguised by a false modesty. Re-read My Gospel. How many ever came to Me with love and repentance? Did I remain far from them? No! I came towards them with My merciful love. The sinful souls, humble and sincere, are those to whom I give My love, My graces in abundance.”
Sunday 22 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, with my Gentle Mother of heaven, we are preparing our little interior dwelling. Today, everything is peaceful in my soul. In spite of the situation, everything is calm. Yes, I have time to pray,to speak to You for those who are not able for whatever reason. Yes, my Beloved, I want to welcome You with the heart so pure of Mary, the Immaculate Virgin, Your Mother and mine. I want to adore You as my God, my King of Love, render You with the angels the homage that is due to You. With them, I bow to adore You, to thank You for Your infinite and merciful love. Poor Jesus! What can I bring You to express my gratitude and to show You my love? I only have my poor life and my sins. My hands are empty even if I have been looked after. You know, my Beloved, at Your example, I have done my utmost to avoid keeping selfishly what I have received from You on Christmas, by receiving You, holding You in my arms for a few moments, kissing your gentle forehead in order to help You forget the crown of thorns I placed on Your head by my sins.”
– Jesus: “Come, My dear little G…, why are you crying? Didn’t I show you enough love and mercy? When I forgive, I forget everything. I don’t forgive with a “but”, like the humans. My Beloved, some day, you will see the crown that I wore because of you.Your director also will be wearing his crown. Fear not! At Christmas, I won’t be only in your arms. I will be in you, fully alive. I will be with you in Our little interior dwelling where it is so nice and warm. What more can you offer Me? Your life is Mine. Your love is My love and We are but one to glorify Our Father, to love and console Him.”
Monday 23 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming and for helping my director. We are beginning a triduum in Your honor and also to glorify Our Father. Thank You, ô Eternal Father, for Your love and for giving us Your Divine Son. How beautiful is the mystery of Christmas, the mystery of Love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, there is the mystery of my merciful love, the mystery of My intimacy, the mystery of suffering. Every life is a mystery. Each soul has its own secret. Each union has its intimacy. My Beloved, you are suffering a lot! During this special time, We need a lot more for souls who want to approach Me but don’t dare. Certain souls will have to choose between Me and sin, between their passions and My Passion, between pleasures or to follow Me on the road of suffering, between accepting My love or refusing it for human love. It is a lack of faith that prevents these souls from coming towards Us. How many souls ask for the help of the Holy Spirit? What do they do with gifts, with the enligthenment? If each soul could have enough faith to live its life as a baptized christian, a child of God, of the Church. Yes, to take the time to stop, to question oneself, to meditate on one’s duties towards God and neighbor, to try to fulfil ones duty of state with love. With the Holy Spirit as a guide, the road is always more direct. With the Spirit of Truth, there is never any error. With the Spirit of Love, all is pure, all is beautiful. With the Spirit of Charity, all is humble. With the Spirit of Justice, all is merciful. No hate, no jealousy, no vengeance.
With the Spirit of Peace, all is consoling and in pure love. With the Spirit of God in souls, all is changed, transformed according to His Holy Will. Ask often for the Spirit of God to accomplish His Holy Will. Ask that the Spirit of Charity, Peace and Love reign in every soul.
Tuesday 24 December 1963
– Mimi: “Second day of our triduum. Thank You, my God, for helping us. Yes, my Beloved, I accept everything out of love and silence in order to maintain this peace that I find only in You and with You. I am so exhausted! The physical sufferings are getting worse, more and more. My Beloved, please help me to get up and give our instrument a hand!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love. I am asking you a lot! If you knew the number of souls that need salvation, especially this evening when I come to give Myself out of love! I could have come in all My glory and live in a castle! No! To be an example, I made Myself small, expecting everything from My Divine Mother. My dwelling was a manger. Do you understand why I am so happy to live in a soul that is pure? With My intimacy, I will be able to help souls so much. If you didn’t have this intimacy, do you believe that you would be able to endure all that We ask of you? Even today, in spite of all your sufferings, We wanted more. My Beloved, don’t cry! Your sufferings will soon end. These little hemorrhages are a visible sign of Our union. I am so anxious! My Beloved, aren’t We happy to be alone on this night so We can talk to one another. Thank you for staying up with Me, in Our home, where all is calm, without noise. Isn’t there a need to say so? Even the persons feel the need to tell you so. Do you remember the nun who said : “How good it is to be here! All is calm! One can smell God!
During this night, I came to bring light, love, peace and charity.”
– Jesus: “Don’t cry! It is a preparation for tomorrow. This phone call at 2h10 to unsult you. Thank you for keeping silent. You had to endure this trial. Don’t be upset. This person in telling you this is comparing you to what is most beautiful in a church…to be called by the name of My Mother. I know that it grieves you a lot to hear this, but offer me everything.
Wednesday 25 December 1963
Feast of the Nativity of Jesus
– Mimi: “After having attended two Masses on television, I united myself to all the Masses being said throughout the world. With the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I offered myself with Her Divine Son to the Eternal Father as His consecrated host and as a living victim to be consumed by His love. Like a little child, I asked my heavenly Father a Christmas gift; the grace of having more love to love Him better, to serve Him, to glorify Him. I asked Him not to offend Him in the slightest way. For this, I need His grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, for, with my poor human nature that is so weak, so frail, I have a constant struggle.”
– Mimi: “Thank You for placing me on the cross today. Thank You for granting me the grace to receive communion. We had been preparing ourselves for the past three days. But suddenly, I have pain! One hour after communion, I have another hemorrhage. This obliges me to abstain from solids. I never felt as much a temptation to eat some turkey, desert, sweets. However, I had to be content in drinking some milk.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, on this beautiful day, I wanted to satisfy you by placing you on Our cross. The cross could not remain without a victim. I know that you are suffering a lot. It is the moral agony that is taking place. To help you better prepare for this beautiful day. During the night, this phone call was allowed to try you and to help you better understand what it is like to be a victim of love and what it is like to be insulted. This person was blaspheming while he spoke. Comparing you to a host, to a tabernacle, etc.., it was nothing more than the language of your enemy. In doing this, he was giving Us glory because he was obliged to recognize Our presence in you, Our merciful love for you. Thank you for keeping silent before so many insults. Continue to offer Us everything out of love. Your time is so precious to Us and to souls.”
Thursday 26 December 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You on Our cross. If only I could rest, sleep for an hour. In spite of the pain killers, nothing doing. The physical pains are more and more intense. I am so exhausted that I could cry non stop like a baby. I never thought I would suffer so much before appearing in the presence of my Father.
Yes, ô Eternal Father, look upon Your poor little girl who is struggling. Help me walk on the road of suffering and love, with Your Divine Son, my Spouse. I am doing my best not to refuse You anything and to carry my cross that is so heavy! I feel crushed! Sustain my courage to continue my journey towards You. Ô Beloved Father, yes, my God, my Creator from whom I have life, to whom I owe everything and from whom I expect everything. You, alone, can give me the love that You expect from me. You, alone, can fill the emptiness in me. You, alone, can deposit in my soul all the virtues! You, alone, can satisfy me.
Yes, this need I have of receiving You, ô Blessed Trinity… At this moment, I take refuge in Your fatherly arms. Receive me as the prodigal son. Each day, I approach You with love, with confidence in Your infinite mercy. How could I doubt after so many signs of love. I know, my God, that You have done more for me than for others. In Your paternal Goodness, You patiently waited for me, and instead of punishing me, You filled me with chosen graces. You gave me life in spite of everything. Thank You for giving me Your Divine Son to redeem me. Thank You for Your merciful love.
Thank You for making me understand, know about Your intimacy. Thank you for entrusting me to the Holy Spirit. Thank You for giving me a Mother who intercedes and protects me. Thank You for giving me a companion, my guardian angel. Thank You for giving me peace of soul. Thank You for everything! Thank You for entrusting me to a holy director that You chose for me. Thank You for giving me a family, brothers, sisters in Christ. Thank You for the spiritual bond that you deposited in my soul for those whom I love, friends and enemis.”
Friday 27 December 1963
– Mimi: “Another day to work with You for souls. I am suffering so much! Poor head! Poor body!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I also used to look at you saying: poor little stubborn head! But today, I no longer think the same thing and I am suffering with you. When the pain gets worse, don’t hesitate to cry. It isn’t cowardice! Only God can be silent in the presence of pain. Come, My Beloved! Yes, cry silently on My Divine Heart that loves you so! You know, recently, I have favored you by increasing your sufferings and it is by a special grace that you have accepted everything out of love. As a living victim, you have a mission to fulfil for Us, for the Church, for souls, for yourself, for friends, visible and invisible enemies. I know that you are suffering a lot because of Me, of Us, of Our love, of Our intimacy! No matter! We owe no one any account. We have no permission to ask in order to love you, to live in great intimacy with you. Who placed this love in your soul? Who made you understand and share Our intimacy? Yes, to follow Me on the road of suffering and love, you needed this. Today, you need so much strength, courage not to faint. Fear not! I am present in you forever. Our Father sees you struggling. He looks upon you with love. He accepts your sufferings. There is so little time left. The end time is the most precious time. On Him depends all your eternity. Each minute brings you closer to Us. Offer everything generously, out of love, especially for Our dear C. Don’t hesitate, ask, draw from Our treasure of love. Our love is but an exchange.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, you are all Mine, only Mine. My heart beats so loudly just at the thought of Our future union. Yes, to be with you in the house of Our Father! Begin to encourage yourself by saying: It won’t be long now! Will it be today, tomorrow, in a few days, a few weeks? Time goes by so fast when We are together!”
Saturday 28 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for Your beautiful visit, this morning! Ô Blessed Trinity, be my strength! Ô Eternal Father, the closer I get to You at a rapid gait, the more I open my eyes on my indignity, my misery, my weaknesses. I shudder at my death.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you should not shudder but rather jump for joy at the thought of Our future union. Do not think about the past. It is the present moment that I look at, and I am looking at you with love. Our Father has opened wide His arms to receive you. You are the pampered child of His mercy. You have been very bad but you have been very sincere with Us. You have corresponded to Our love. You have answered “yes” to Our call. You have accepted Our cross.
Why would you think that after having done your best, We would punish you for the faults We have forgiven? After having given Us asylum in your little soul, would We close Our door? After having been welcomed and desired in your little soul, why would We give you the cold shoulder? After having been favored with chosen graces, would We deprive you of Our love, of Our presence? Do you believe that Our Father would refuse to receive the soul of His little victim of love who is attached to the cross with Me? Have no fear! We are there! Your Gentle Mother of heaven will prepare you. I beg you, My Beloved, do not let yourself be crestfallen by useless thoughts. Your enemy is enraged. He will undertake his last siege. Have no fear! Remain confident in My infinite mercy and this peace of soul. Tell yourself over and over that I am with you, in you, whatever your state of soul, mind and heart may be in. Lift up your eyes towards Us. Look with confidence and faith at what We have in store for you in terms of happiness.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I believe in Your love for me. I must hope for heaven. You have not returned to Our Father in order to prepare a place for me in purgatory. No! After so many signs of love, I am confident. After having been so united to You on earth, why would I be separated from You in heaven?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. You know very well that We are but one on earth and will remain one for all eternity in the Love of Our Father and of Ours.”
Sunday 29 December 1963
– Mimi: “I am attached to the cross with my Beloved. No respite! I can’t write. A good thing I think of offering everything out of love. I feel more and more weak physically. But morally, God is helping me by giving me incredible strength to accept everything in silence and offer everything out of love. Thank You, my God, for helping me.”
Monday 30 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day of suffering with You. I want to offer everything to Our Father to glorify Him and also for souls. In spite of a temperature of 79° in my room, I am cold!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Me this in atonement for all the coldness of souls in the presence of Our Majesty, Our love. If you could see the number of souls who are already beginning to offend Us under the pretext of ending the year. How many begin it in sin and end it the same way! You will have a lot to suffer for souls during the Holidays!”
Tuesday 31 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I can’t go on! The small hemorrhages don’t stop! My Beloved, how will I finish?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will finish in My arms where everything will begin. My Beloved, I desire more! Get up and offer your best wishes to Our instrument and ask her forgiveness for all the sorrow you might have caused her, directly or indirectly.”
– Mimi: “Painfully I was able to get up. I was so much better where it was warm! But when my Beloved is with me, my strength is renewed.”
So ends the writings for the year 1963.
“I thank my dear director J. and my dear little sister G. to have given me the privilege to write these spiritual notes. I have the heart, soul, mind “saturated” with beautiful sentences that I typed. Everything teaches me about the greatest divine intimacy that God wants for His little consecrated hosts, His little living victims.
I realize more that the Blessed Trinity is particularly happy and glorified to dwell in a pure heart, a consecrated heart, that God the Father wants us to have the confidence of a child towards Him by living the “do with me what You will”, that God the Son, our Beloved, loves us with a merciful and infinite love and wants so much for us to love Him in return.
That our Eucharistic Jesus likes very much to give Himself to us in communion and is pleased when a soul hungers and thirsts for Him and invites Him in with burning desires of love.
That the Holy Spirit is able and loves to sanctify a soul by giving it His light, His love, His peace.
The writings, the Team work, my conversations with both of you nourish my prayer, my union with God, for I understand better that He is “everything” to the soul who is practicing total giving, that “love in suffering” is this joyful acceptance of this favor of “the Royal gift of the Cross”, (the agonies), the conversation, the use of this gift in a sacred silence, that He gives Himself more to a soul who practices charity, humility, purity and mortification.
Thank you for being witnesses for me. Thank you for interceding to God so that I might become a member of His “beautiful Team of love”.
All the privileges I received were given to me by my Gentle Mother of heaven, who, discreetly prepared the soul of Her little girl so weak, so miserable, in order to render her agreeable to Her Divine Son, my beloved Spouse.
Please continue to pray for me so that I also may obtain the grace to love Him to death, He who has loved me so much. This way, I will be able to work for His greater glory and for the salvation of souls that are so costly!
A member of the Team, W.
