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Mimi will be 45 on the 8th of July 1960.
Friday 1st January 1960
Montreal, first Friday of the month
– Mimi: “At last, my Beloved, we have come together to begin a new year under the eyes of God, the Father, our Father (my Papa). Thank you for this gentleness, this treat. I had the great pleasure of receiving my three loves. The day before, I had asked my gentle heavenly Mother to help her little girl do the house cleaning of her little dwelling and my director came to check things out. Together we made the inventory of everything that I received during 1959. Communion, sacraments, cross, trials, etc.
“My Beloved, I love you. Thank you for your love. After communion, still cuddled up in powerful arms, my head resting on his Divine Heart, after having wished you a Happy New Year, we exchanged our best wishes. Then, we discussed at length our projects, our love of God the Father and then traced the outline of life at the outset of 1960.
“Then, I cried like a baby telling him how much I missed him. Afterwards, he spoke to me tenderly, lovingly and made me understand that I had to follow his example by remaining on earth a little host of love, a little victim.”
– Jesus: “That is the greatest sign of love you can offer my Father by doing his Holy Will, by accepting everything out of love. My Beloved, you will never understand the happiness you give us by offering yourself as a host, a victim, especially when this offering is made through the hands of our representative.
“Don’t forget it. It is your director’s mission to offer us your little soul. It is a very delicate mission and at times difficult to accomplish. By a special privilege, he knows what we want from you. He knows the road that you must take before the great departure. Meditate on this : The preparation of a victim soul is at times very long before the immolation. This is why the little host, the little victime must feed each day on pure love, as often as possible on Divine Love. My Beloved, I beg you, promise us that you will remain our little host of love, our little victim, always ready to be immolated out of love for us and for souls. What a consolation it is for us when you recite the beautiful prayer of total giving.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept with love everything and you know the extent of the word ‘everything’.”
Ideal : to become in 1960 his immense host of love in order to give him more love, more souls.
Saturday 2 January 1960
– Mimi: My Beloved came for a visit.
– Mimi: “My God, please bless my director for all his devotion. See how much he loves you. When it is for you, to please you, to serve you, nothing can hold him back, especially when he goes to get you, to carry you on his heart in order to deposit you in my little soul, your little dwelling. Yes, the little host of love awaits all three of you, with her gentle heavenly Mother to be fed with love before the immolation.”
– Mimi: After communion.
Thanksgiving with my gentle heavenly Mother, my guardian angel, Saint Michael, all the saints and angels. I am a bit embarrassed to eat alone.
– Mimi: “You know very well, my gentle heavenly Mother how I am never satisfied of Jesus Host, of his love and mine.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, thank you. You console me by receiving, by wishing to receive your God, the God of love. My mission has been to give everything out of love in order to give Love Himself to all the souls. My dear little girl, don’t hesitate to receive my Beloved. If you could only see the beautiful spectacle when your director places the Host on your tongue. All heaven is celebrating and in adoration. And I am chanting the Magnificat. The saints are in adoration, the angels are bowing and giving thanks to God.
“In my soul as a Mother, I am thanking God for his great infinite mercy in your favor. And I weep for joy upon looking at your little soul covered with the Precious Blood of my Divine Son.
“My dear little girl, if you want to please God, after communion, offer yourself with Jesus the Host to God the Father by reciting the beautiful prayer of your vows without forgetting the vow for the success of the Great Mission of 1960. You know how much God wants to hear this prayer and in what circumstances it was written under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. Yet, you were searching a lot to know what God wanted most!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, at the beginning of this year, is there something that would please you?”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, we would like you to write. For what we have to tell you, to dictate, what the Holy Spirit will inspire you will not only be for you but later on will help souls become witnesses to merciful love, infinite love, to the Truth. You will leave all the writings to your director as a testament. In doing this, you will come closer to us by your detachment each day from everything. Meditate on what is happening in our little dwelling. Write out of love and obedience.”
Sunday 3 January 1960
– Mimi: No communion. I am lonesome and weeping at the thought that there are so many souls that could receive him and neglect to approach Love. To think that I used to be among them. My Beloved, I ask your forgiveness.
Spiritual communion. Mass on the radio.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the secret to be happy and have peace of soul is to forget oneself out of love. Yes, love is the foundation of everything, especially in spiritual life. Love is more important than confidence although one does not exist without the other. Two concrete examples. Love without confidence cannot be obtained and confidence without love cannot last. Even faith without love of God cannot grow, feed itself, direct itself to God and remain intact. Hope : how can a soul hope without love? What value does charity have without the love of God, of neighbor?
“Yes, my Beloved, love, always love, from the beginning of the world till the end and during all eternity there will always be love. What value does suffering have without love? What value does the cross have without love?
“A victim without love is like a body without limbs. What is this victim worth? There is no virtue, no perfection, no sanctification without love. How can immolation be possible without love? What is total giving worth without love?
“My dear little host of love, if only souls understood that all that counts is love. Yes, one must live out of love and die out of love of God. Such is the ideal that souls must have. To returen to the Father with love, to return to God, the Infinite Love. On the cross, when I placed my soul into the hands of my Father, it wasn’t only through my sufferings, my passion, my death. It was especially my love that was agreeable to him.
“Conformity to his Holy and Adorable Will, accepted out of Love and the total giving of my entire being out of Love, to the infinite Love of my Father. Yes, Love in all its dimension, unlimited Love for the human being. Only God possesses infinite Love. Yes, my Beloved, I am total Love. I gave everything out of love for souls in order to glorify my Father, Love himself.”
Monday 4 January 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what would you say if I told you that you have cancer?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would thank you because I would have a sign that you want all, that you will take all and that it will be all. Moreover, I would tell you : ‘When will you come and get me?’ I find the time so long without you. I am anxious to see you, to be able to tell you how much I love you and to no longer be afraid of offending you, to be able to serve you.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in accepting out of love the Holy Will of my Father, you already possess the peace of soul, heaven. Souls are often mistaken concerning my love and their love for me. Do you think that in heaven you will be able to love me more? Of course not, my Beloved. It is now that I need your love, your consolation, that I experience the effects of your love. Why be afraid of losing me when we are always together, when you are doing your best to love me, to follow me on the road of suffering, to the cross, when you offer yourself each day with me to my Father and when you accept everything out of love for us. In heaven, you won’t offer all these merits. Do you understand why I prolong your sufferings, your agony of the heart, of the soul, of the mind and leave you attached to the cross with me?
“You wish to serve me in heaven, but, my dear little one, what service would you like to render me in heaven? It is on earth that I wish to be served as I served my Father by accepting his Adorable Will to all its extent.
“This union is founded on love and suffering. My dear little host of love, a little host must always be ready to be offered at each moment, and a little victim must be ready to be immolated night and day. This is why you must be very attentive to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit who is the hyphen of our love for our Father.”
Wednesday 6 January 1960
Feast of the Epiphany
– Mimi: My Beloved is within me, thank God. It is always a renewed joy when I receive him. I am so happy with him being near me.
– Mimi: “I feel so little in your arms that I wish this moment could last forever. How I would like to share this happiness with every soul. I am close to the manger with the Magis to offer you my gifts and especially to tell you my love and gratitude. Thank you, my Beloved, for choosing me as a victim, thank you for signing us with the cross to cooperate in saving souls. Thank you for helping me understand the value of suffering. Thank you for having me accept with love to be attached to the cross with you, to glorify God the Father, to console him. You know how much I love him. Thank you from the bottom of my little heart for consoling me each day with the royal gift of the cross.”
My jealous enemy :
– Satan: “Poor little one, you’re out of your mind! It isn’t possible for a human being to love suffering after having suffered for 35 years. Who can guarantee that you will be happy after you die, that you will be with him in heaven, that you will no longer suffer?”
– Mimi: “It is my turn to call you poor senseless one! Who tells you that I consider death as the end? On the contrary. My death will be a new and eternal life with God, my Father in order to love, adore and thank him.
“This is why each morning I offer myself with love with my Beloved to God the Father. I offer myself through the hands of Mary Immaculate. In offering myself as victim with my Beloved, I place myself on the same cross and when I have the joy of receiving me, I always hunger for him, this is when we have our little breakfast together. I eat him whole and drink his Precious Blood in order to strengthen me, and, since I am very weak, I need superfeeding. So, he feeds me all day long and sometimes during the night as for a little baby. This meal consists in trials, sufferings, the cross that I always savor and as dessert, he gives me his love in large quantity that I savor fully and sometimes he gives me spiritual treats. After all this, how would you want me to doubt his infinite mercy? His love for me, after so many signs of his love?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved, thank you for your love. A little secret : you know when you offer yourself with me to my Father as a little host of love, my Father accepts it and eats you with me.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, excuse me but I don’t understand very well what you mean. In eating us as a host of love, does God the Father need food like we, his creatures need to feed on your body and your Precious Blood?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, your reasoning is rather simple, like that of a child. I am right in calling you at times my little baby. Don’t forget that we, the three persons of the Blessed Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit are one. How could you want me as the victim Son, giving myself as food to souls, that I not give the first portion to my Father?
“And that better portion is the total giving of my whole being of all my love. All he needs from us is love that is pure, sincere, faithful, a total giving of our whole being out of love. He is a God of love. He is all loving. He asks of us only to love him. His food is only love. He is consoled by our love. Like you, he hungers for his Son, Jesus the Host, and for his little host of love.”
Thursday 7 January 1960
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for helping me to get up. No one can know what I am suffering.”
It’s snowing. I watched the beautiful snow falling.
– Mimi: “How beautiful! Thank you my God. How good of you to allow the snow to fall and purify the earth. I take the opportunity to offer you as many acts of love, acts of contrition, acts of thansgiving as there is snow that is falling.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if all the souls accepted snow as a means of purification, it would be very consoling and easy for us. However, it’s the other way round. Humans rebel and blaspheme, become impatient. Only the pure of heart, the simple, the little children rejoice. How many take advantage of the snow under the pretext that we must enjoy the beautiful nature and then go on reprehensible trips and do not return with a clean soul. Poor senseless people! They forget that we see everything and cannot be deceived.”
Friday 8 January 1960
– Mimi: After confession, I was meditating on the infinite mercy of God for me and for our poor souls.
– Mimi: “Thank you my God for your infinite mercy. It is with love and repentance that, at the moment of absolution, I approach you.”
Following the advice of my director, I place myself with my gentle heavenly Mother at the foot of the cross near my Beloved and lovingly kiss his wounds, especially the open wound of his Divine Heart where I draw forth with delight the Precious Blood of my Beloved in order to be purified of all my sins and to be offered to my Eternal Father with my Beloved.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank you for pouring your Blood on my soul and inundate it with your merciful love. Do not allow, my Beloved, your Precious Blood to flow uselessly on my soul. I thirst for your Precious Blood. Let me quench my thirst and may each drop purify me.”
While I recite the act of contrition, my director gives me absolution, in his name, by forgiving my sins. How beautiful, how great is the sacrament of Penance where the merciful love is shown, considers our miseries, our weaknesses. I feel so close to him with all my miseries and weaknesses.
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, the more you are aware of your miseries, your weaknesses, your sufferings, your falls, the closer I am to you in order to help you, when you approach me with love and confidence in my merciful love. If all souls could understand and have total confidence in my Merciful and infinite love for each soul.”
Saturday 9 January 1960
– Mimi: I am so happy to receive him that I would like to share my happiness with everyone.
– Mimi: “I would like to travel the earth in order to give you glory, ô my God. To preach your love, to glorify your infinite mercy on your children, the most miserable ones, I being among the latter. Thank you my God. Thank you my Beloved. My Beloved, when you are present in me and that I am so happy, does my director also experience happiness?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when I do you a favor, when I grant you a special grace, do you think I forget your director? In that case, where would the spiritual union of your two souls be, souls that I am guiding towards me, that I am feeding each day with my love through suffering, through the love of the cross?
“My dear little spoiled child, don’t you believe that I carry both of you in my Divine Heart? If you could understand how far my love goes for you, privileged souls. My dear little girl, you didn’t deserve so many favors. Your gentle heavenly Mother interceded so much for you and your director as well. He was faithful in following our directives, our advice. He even went ahead of our least desires. He accepted this mission of directing your soul, to render it just as we had foreseen from all eternity. It isn’t always easy, agreeable for him, especially in struggles with your enemy.
“He accepts everything with resignation, with love, in order to accomplish our Holy Will over him and over you. And you, my dear little spouse, now that your director has attached you to the cross with me, you are accomplishing our Holy and Adorable Will, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
“My Beloved, this is how I carry with love in my Heart the little souls who have become hosts of love, victims, cooperating with me in the salvation of souls.
“Fear not. You are both in my Heart full of love for you and I will jealously keep you here forever. Thank you, my two little children whom we love. Thank you for consoling us endlessly with your love of suffering and of the cross, accepted with love under the affectionate gaze of your gentle heavenly Mother for our glory.”
Sunday 10 January 1960
– Mimi: Great moral sufferings accompanied by physical sufferings. I was so exhausted. I was crying like a baby.
– Mary: “Come, my dear little girl, cry, yes, cry near your gentle heavenly Mother. Tell me your sorrow. I understand and I love you. I am also suffering with you. I am weeping but I bow before the adorable Will of God for you, his privileged child of his merciful love.
“My Motherly Heart suffers with you. I watch your tears that I keep like precious pearls in order to offer them, purified with the tears of love that my Divine Son shed for you and for souls. Take courage. It won’t perhaps be too long now before God the Eternal Father will call you to him forever. To console you, think of the day when I will come and get you with your Beloved spouse. Think of it. Your heavenly Mother coming to get you. And I will be near you at your last moment. I will cradle you. I will remain by your side like on the day of your baptism because each day, uniting your sufferings with those of my Divine Son, you have remained constanly near me, near the cross and you have consoled the heart of a tearful Mother.”
Monday 11 January 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if all souls understood the value of the cross, the richness of suffering, it is on their knees and with their arms stretched out towards heaven that they would ask for this treasure in order to keep it forever. It is the contrary that takes place. If humans do not want the cross and do not accept suffering as a means of sanctification, they forget the road that I chose for them out of love, in order to open the gates of heaven for them, to give them happiness for all eternity. Poor senseless people, they believe that they were created to enjoy everything without any suffering. What is the suffering of mankind compared with my suffering, my passion, my death on the cross? And yet, I accepted it all out of love. Who can understand the total gift of Infinite Love? Of the love of God the Eternal Father for souls? Of the presence of the Holy Spirit in souls? The world searches for peace, asks for peace. Where do they look for it? What they need first of all is peace of soul, of the heart, of the spirit.
“The wound that is causing humanity to suffer is pride, yes, pride that lost the world. Mankind believes it is god, a god of riches by stripping the little, the poor, and destroying all that God has made, beauty, goodness, purity in souls. We even abuse the word ‘love’, and use it to offend me.The god of speed to destry all that came out of the hands of God, the Creator. Speed to destroy fellow beings and their property. They believe that through speed, they can create things. Poor senseless people! They claim victory in seeing progress, sky scrapers, their idols, planes to satisfy their pride as little geniuses.They don’t understand that everything coming out of the hands of man was preceded by the Spirit of God.
“The Creator, the Master and King of heaven and earth is the domain that God the Father lends his children out of pure goodness and that we must leave behind one day at God’s order. Because of their indifference and ambition, the world deserves a chastisement.
“God does not condemn progress. He even encourages it, inspires it. What he condemns is the forgetfulness, the contempt of God, the lack of gratitude to the Supreme Being, the Father, our Creator, the Master of all things, the King of heaven and earth.
“What would the world say if we decided on day to treat them the same way they are treating us?
“If I closed the door of my love, of my infinite mercy?”
Tuesday 12 January 1960
– Mimi: A nurse phoned me to tell me that it was my duty to go to the hospital for another operation.
– Nurse: “You don’t have the right to give up. It is a slow suicide.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what must I do? You know in what situation I am in. I can’t leave my sick mother by herself. Think of me!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your suffering belongs to me. So, wait for now. If it is a crime for you according to the doctors to refuse to undergo this serious operation, the crime will be greater for them to attempt the operation. One chance in a hundred, therefore 99 against you. Fear not. I am always with you for our union is love in suffering, therefore, an exchange. When I love you, you suffer. When you suffer, I love you. Isn’t it marvellous!
“My Beloved, a new suffering will be added to so many others, that of criticism from the doctors, family, friends concerning your illness. He who is working for me and has the responsibility of your little soul will remain faithful and a few little souls who follow you and have the same ideal as you and are walking on the road of suffering. The judgment of the world is of no importance.”
“My Beloved, I followed the painful road to calvary and with your mission as victim you must follow me. So, my little host of love, my little victim, don’t leave me, remain attached to the cross. I love you so, my little G…. mine alone forever.”
Wednesday 13 January 1960
– Mimi: Seeing that my director had a very sore leg, I asked my gentle heavenly Mother to watch over him.
– Mimi: “You know how happy he is to bring me your Jesus he loves so much. Do not, with the Blessed Trinity, allow him to fall. Please help him walk. I trust in you, my gentle heavenly Mother and I thank you.”
– Mary: “My dear little one, fear not! I am watching over him and protecting him. I am carrying him in my Motherly arms. In spite of his old age, he is still the child that we love because he suffers with resignation out of love for souls.”
Thursday 14 January 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I love you. I will never cease telling you this over and over again.”
Since a ray of Jesus’ love penetrated my poor little soul during communion, it is a martyrdom to live without him. I am never satisfied. His gentle visit is awaited with joy, with impatience and I am so happy to be with him, my love.
Friday 15 January 1960
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, please offer me with your Jesus to God the Father. I am suffering so much today.”
Physical and moral suffering plus the person who was making me suffer the most said to me : “I find that you look pitiful.”
Exhausted, I was going to reply to her remarks. But, suddenly, my Beloved was there.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, don’t cry. I am here. I see everything. I hear everything and I love my little host of love. My Beloved, to glorify my Father, you must follow me. Don’t forget that we are both on the same cross out of love for our Father and for souls. During my passion, how many persons had pity on me?”
Saturday 16 January 1960
– Mimi: A friend phoned me to tell me she was going on a trip to Rome.
– Mimi: “So, we are two travellers. You are leaving for the eternal city and I am preparing myself for a trip to the eternal life.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, indeed, a trip with me to be happy for all eternity. I am counting the days when our love, our union will be perfect in the glory of our Father. Think of it, my dear little spouse, both of us, at home in the dwelling of our Father. How anxious I am! No matter what you are suffering at this moment, the greater your suffering, the more agreeable you are to my Father because you resemble me and by accepting everything out of love, you console him, such a loving Father, Infinitely Good and so forgotten, so unknown to souls.”
Sunday 17 January 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me please, come to my aid. I am caught in an interior storm. My boat is drifting and you seem to be sleeping.”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, if you believe that your boat is drifting, nothing obliges you to remain in it if you are in danger. Jump into the infinite ocean of my mercy. Between us, it seems that I am sleeping but my Heart is watchful.”
Monday 18 January 1960
– Mimi: I was meditating about my life.
– Mimi: “Why, my Beloved, did I begin so young to offend you and why did you wait such a long time for me ?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, is every young child responsible for the sorrow he causes his parents? Is he always conscious of the gravity of his actions? I waited such a long time for you because I wanted your little heart free, don’t forget it. You are the child of Mercy, the cherished child of my Father, infinite goodness, God of love.”
Tuesday 19 January 1960
– Mimi: I was getting ready to write. My enemy hates this. He said:
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you should be afraid of dying. You sinking deeper and your torment will be greater than another because in writing you are misleading your director, you will scandalize certain souls who will read all your lies. You are harming religion, you are taking advantage of your graces. This is why your God is rejecting you and will judge you severely.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, how jealous is the evil one! My dear little host of love, who is going to judge you? Him or us? My Beloved, don’t be disturbed by his lies. He hates it when you write because you are in our hands a small instrument working for the glory of God and of souls. My dear little spouse, is God the Father going to begin judging the Holy Spirit? Is he going to condemn a soul that follows his advice and walks constantly under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. The Spirit of God is a Spirit of Truth, Peace and Strength.”
Wednesday 20 January 1960
– Mimi: He asks me to apply on a sick person a few strands of my hair.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what can hair do for a sick person?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t the matter that counts. It’s the obedience, the humility. Remember Bernadette at Lourdes! My Beloved, I don’t need your hair to do marvellous things. I wanted to assure myself of your fidelity, your entire submission to our Holy Will.
“My dear little host of love, always remain submissive and continue to obey blindly like a small child.”
Thursday 21 January 1960
– Mimi: Painful moment for me during great temptations.
Finally, I lovingly kiss our little crucifix and recite the beautiful prayer of total giving. I am so happy and it is through this offering that I find each day the necessary strength to accomplish my duties.
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, you are not alone in experiencing happiness. We also are rejoicing from the total giving of your whole being. You console us by giving us the greatest sign of your love. This beautiful prayer will be a source of blessings descending on souls, especially souls of the most hardened sinners. By uniting this prayer to the effusion of the Precious Blood of my divine Son, you will obtain great conversions and graces for the dying. Through this prayer, this offering with my divine Son, souls will be inundated by my Merciful Love.”
Friday 22 January 1960
– Mimi: I was meditating on the love of God for me, of his infinite mercy.
I was weeping for joy at the thought that, out of love, he was giving me his divine Son as a Spouse, as a daily companion, and again, out of love, he was giving me the same share as his divine Son by giving me the love of suffering, of the cross. Always out of love, he gave me a Mother who loves me and protects me.
– Mimi: “Thank you my God, my Father.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, we love you. With your gentle heavenly Mother, recite on this day the Magnificat saying humbly : My soul glorifies God for he has done and will do a lot for my soul, poor little creature in his powerful arms. My Beloved, each day, you recite the beautiful prayer of total giving. You console us so much and we are almost obliged to give you more, to fulfill your needs, to give you more for the souls for whom you suffer and love. Thank you, my Beloved, thank you. My dearly Beloved, by giving more, you will receive the royal gift of the cross and your sufferings will be accepted as jewels.”
Saturday 23 January 1960
– Mimi: “My God, my Beloved, would you please heal my director. He is suffering a lot.”
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, I cannot do so at this moment. With your request, it is as if you were asking me to remove my divine Son from the cross. What will the victim become without the cross? What would our team work become? My Beloved, if you have an ideal to reach in order to save souls, think that your director, with his priesthood, has a greater one. He knows this and understands. He accepts it. He is too generous to dare ask for relief or healing. At his age, he knows the road to happiness, love in suffering, love of the cross. My dear little one, I beg you, let us act in him. What we are doing for him does not concern you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, forgive me. I didn’t want to offend you. If I asked you to heal him, it wasn’t only for me. I was thinking of the souls who need his services during the Great Mission. My Beloved, you said once : Ask and you shall receive!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, my Beloved, if I spoke to you this way, it was to help you understand the value of the priest, the grandeur of the priesthood, the ideal that every priest should have, the love of suffering and of the cross for the salvation of souls.
“It is at every moment of his life that the priest must offer himself as a victim. How many neglect this. They only offer themselves at the moment of the Holy Sacrifice. You know, my Beloved, a victim soul is never treated the same way as others, and when it is marked by God the Father, it always remains his victim of love during all eternity. Come, my little G…. don’t cry. You know, your director is a soul chosen by us to cooperate with us in the salvation of souls. A victim soul. This is why we have chosen him to direct your little soul, for he knows very well how a victim soul must walk on the road to calvary, the painful road of the cross. To follow me, to go to my beloved Father, only the love of God and of souls can help a victim soul in having a spiritual ideal and in attaining it for the greater glory of God the Eternal Father and our Father.
“Now, my dear little host of love, I don’t forbid you to ask me to relieve your director and during a time of respite that I will grant him, I will deposit on you the greater part of his sufferings. For, the team must work continually; he will also have his share of suffering. My Beloved, do you accept this offer?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you know very well that I accept. Why do you ask?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if I asked you for this, it was in order to respect your freedom and make sure of your love. I thank you, my Beloved, my little host of love.”
Sunday 24 January 1960
– Mimi: I was suffering terribly. I could hardly breathe.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I love you.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse. I am looking at you lovingly and at the most critical moments, come and simply look at our little crucifix, kiss it lovingly and tell me that you love me, adding :
“Here I am, my God, Father most Holy, my Father. Accept me with your divine Son. I am here to do your Holy Will. Receive me from the hands of Mary Immaculate.”
“My dear little host of love, we must often give thanks to God the Father for his love, his infinite mercy towards souls, especially yours that cost us so much. Your director has played an important part and we thank him because he cooperated with us in saving your little soul and in giving it to us.”
Monday 25 January 1960
– Mimi: Someone was scolding me.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, would you like to please me and show me how much you love me? When you receive undeserved scoldings, insults, injustices, accept everything with more love and say to me interiorly ‘Thank you, my love’ and if possible, after each injustice, go kiss the forehead of the person who hurts you. And think of me, of my silence in front of my enemies, in front of your past conduct and even today, I sometimes close my eyes on your imperfections and negligence. I love you so much, my little host of love, all mine.
“My dear little spouse, see how far my love for you goes. Even with your failures you console me because I recognize your profound misery. You console us because we are able to work freely in your soul. Humility is the foundation of all spiritual life. It is the link that unites the love of God to his creature. With a soul without faults, without sins, the mercy of the Father would be difficult but not impossible. What use would my Blood have on a soul that has no faults?
“How can the Holy Spirit operate in a soul that believes it is perfect? If today you have become my little spouse, it is because you no longer have any belongings.
“With the grace of God, with my love and the work of the Holy Spirit, without forgetting our little instrument (your director) who directed your little soul, you emptied yourself so that we might take possession of it forever. When we enter a soul, it is in order to make it beautiful, to embellish it through the love of suffering, the love of the cross in order to purify it. And when a soul is convinced of the love of the Father, the Son and Holy Spirit, when it believes that Mary Immaculate is really its Mother, that suffering is a precious gift, that the cross is a Royal Gift of love, then, the soul becomes our instrument, our victim, our host of love.”
Tuesday 26 January 1960
– Mimi: A nurse told me I was working too much. She said :
– Nurse: “You must be very, very careful. Your heart isn’t strong. Pretty soon, the ‘sparteins’ won’t have any effect.”
This made me smile. To take so many precautions for such a little heart. I answered her laughing :
– Mimi: “Don’t worry! My little heart is still strong enough to contain the love of my Beloved.”
Wednesday 27 January 1960
– Jesus: “You know my Beloved, privileged souls that I claim always have a seal from heaven in their soul, in their heart that is but a murmur of love. Their eyes reflect love, peace like a tiny baby sleeping in the arms of its mother. This is why people take advantage of these little souls. Sometimes, people become stingy in the presence of these little souls especially at the moment of their death. The devil takes advantage of this situation to set a final trap in order to turn the little soul away from God.
“There should not be many persons near the dying except our representative and people with enough faith, piety, and religious conviction, love of God, of charity in order to leave this little soul free to open up to the love of God till the end without any intervention. How many people are harmful to our representative in the presence of the dying and at times, crying and overreacting are what cause it. After that, people say : ‘It is resting in peace’ Poor little soul, after hearing this. We must be very careful when we bless the sick with holy water for tears, etc, are sincere, human, but there are also the devil’s tricks trying to steal a soul from us.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, when I die, will there be many people?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, during our intimate moments, are there witnesses? Except for your director when we are working as a team. The moment of your death will be our perfect union. Therefore, no witnesses, except for your director who will give us your little soul entrusted to him in a special manner. You will be surprised to notice that there will be a more invisible presence than people by your side at your demise. When God the Father will call you to his side forever, your director will present you, offer your little soul that your gentle heavenly Mother will take and with her divine Son will offer to God the Father. Your guardian angel will be at your side with your Patron Saint and Saint Ann whom you loved so much, your little sister, Saint Thérèse, Saint Michael, your friend.
“Meditate this picture and reread these pages in which you can catch a glimpse of your entrance with your Beloved into your Father’s house, the God of love who, by his power, made you his little host of love.”
Thursday 28 January 1960
– Mimi: Another nurse told me :
– Nurse: “If you don’t take it easy, you are going to crash!”
– Mimi: “To be sure, nurse, if I fall, I won’t fall alone for my Beloved is carrying me in his arms, and if this happens, do you think that my gentle heavenly Mother won’t come to my aid, seeing her Jesus and her little girl falling, her two children? You know, nurse, after encountering the love of God, it won’t be so painful as that to fall in his arms forever. I am looking forward to that day.
Friday 29 January 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, where are we going today to save souls?”
– Jesus: “Wherever you want, my Beloved.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am not worthy to tell you where I would like to go with you. All I want is to do your Holy Will. My Beloved, look at the bottom of my little heart. You know that I want to go and live with you forever.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I know that you are not worthy of so many favors, but with your Spouse, be simple, accept what I give you out of love.”
Saturday 30 January 1960
– Jesus: “Now that you are all mine and that I am all yours, your wishes are mine. Your miseries but especially your smallness attracts me, almost obliges me to answer your least desires and sometimes your whims. Spoiled child of my merciful love, cherished child of my Father, pampered child of my divine Mother, privileged child of the Holy Spirit. If you really want to please my Father and show us your gratitude for so many favors, offer yourself often, very often by reciting the beautiful and moving prayer of total giving.
“We are expecting a lot from this masterpiece of the Holy Spirit. With this prayer, you are our instruments within our hands. With this prayer, there is the greatest homage you can offer my Father in accepting his Holy Will out of love, by giving him everything out of love, blessed child of our love.”
Sunday 31 January 1960
– Mimi: I often ask him to always be with him, near him, to follow him like a shadow. Before the Majesty, the clarity of his glory, I am but a little shadow, unseen, hidden from the sight of human beings. I follow him constantly. I love him so.
– Jesus: “Why yes, my little host of love, you are closer to me than your shadow. You are all mine, I am in you and you in me out of love. When I accepted you as a spouse, as a host of love, there was no shadow between us. There was a bond, a total gift of love forever and the day you die will be the day of our perfect union forever, union of love with the infinite love of God, union of love with the Son out of love of the cross, love of souls, total gift out of love. Except for your director, no one could know how far went our love for you and no one will be able to guess the love that you have for us and your life will be like a shadow in the shadow of our love and your death will go by like a breath of perfect love. How I look forward to this, my dear little host of love.”
Monday 1st February 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, with the permission of your director, we want more for tomorrow. My dear little host of love, I leave you free to accept or refuse. I leave this up to your love for us and for souls. If you refuse, I will still love you but if you accept, you will fulfill my wishes, my designs. You will console us forever.”
Tuesday 2 February 1960
Feast of the Purification
– Mimi: “Thank you my God, thank you my Beloved, thank you my gentle heavenly Mother and many thanks to my director for bringing me my Beloved.”
I was so happy to receive communion on this beautiful feast day. I am always moved when I receive my Beloved, my God. God who is love is so good to his poor little girl. In his infinite mercy, he has given me his Son out of love. How divine love can transform a soul, a life! I would like to go all over the world and preach love. Yes, merciful love, the infinite love of God, powerful love, pure love, simple love, yes, speak at length about love. This is why I constantly ask the Holy Spirit to enlighten me, to teach me about the love of God in order to make him known, my Beloved. I ask my Beloved, according to his desire and wish, that I may love him like my gentle heavenly Mother loves him, that I always remain his little host of love. All my life is filled with love. I feed myself with pure love. I live only on the love I have for my Beloved, the love of suffering, the love of the cross, the love in all my actions, the love of my neighbor, the love of souls, the love found in spiritual happiness.
I ask my Beloved that when I die, I may kiss for the last time our little crucifix and tell him how much I love this dear little crucifix, the silent witness of our love. How many tears of love, of repentance have been shed!
– Mimi: “You know my Beloved, like Magdalene, I had a lot to be forgiven. I didn’t have any perfume but my tears purified by merciful love inundated your body on this dear little crucifix, my constant confidant, my strength, my consolation, my hope, my unique hope.
“What secrets, what mystery is enclosed in this dear little crucifix, discreet witness of my soul, of our love. For now, I preach about love in silence and solitude, associating myself with the passion of my Beloved. And to think that there are souls that live without love, distant from the love of God. How unhappy they must be. I pity them.
“My God, Our Father, may your infinite love triumph over all the souls of your children especially during the Great Mission so that some day we may all be reunited forever in the house of Our Father in heaven in order to praise you, adore you and give you thanks.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, it is because you have become the child of the merciful love of my Father that you are the spouse of the Son, the Beloved and by the presence of the Holy Spirit, your little soul has become the temple, the permanent dwelling of our love. This is why you understand so well our love for you and for souls.”
Wednesday 3 February 1960
– Mimi: I never have enough of receiving my Beloved. I miss him when he seems so far away. How anxious I am to see him face to face and to be able to tell him how much I love him, to adore my God, my Father, my Papa Good God.
– Mimi: “It is almost a martyrdom to wait for the day when our union will be perfect. I understand why you died of love for us.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, this is why I gave you an affectionate heart, full of love for us, a sensitive heart to give us more, to love us, to console us, to love souls. Wasn’t the preparation to become a little host of love rather long? But to become a little victim of love, time is running out for you. Your mission will be complete when your director will give us back your little soul, little victim of love that my Father fed, nourished with his merciful love and to whom I gave my Precious Blood, you who thirst for love, truth, peace. A little victim that the Holy Spirit protected, kept watch over and protected in the arms of Mary Immaculate, your gentle heavenly Mother. Poor little victim that is slowly dying of love and with me, her Beloved Spouse, will enter the glory of the Father after giving up everything out of love for souls.”
Thursday 4 February 1960
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, if souls understood the real meaning of death, they would accept with resignation the Holy Will of God, their Father over them. Death is a call from the Father to his children. This is why we must answer ‘yes’ to the voice of the Father like a child answers ‘yes’ to his father whom he loves. To answer ‘yes’ with respect, with sincerity, with confidence, with love to the voice of Our Father, the voice of love. To answer ‘yes’ by total giving, you, my privileged children, you both understand the value of total giving through the beautiful prayer coming from my Heart, the masterpiece of the Holy Spirit offered to God out of love by his two little victims of love.
“My dear little host of love, ask with me that souls better understand. We must not wait to be on our death bed to say ‘yes’. It is every day that we must say ‘yes’ and say it often, like a loving and submissive child. To say ‘yes’ like the Fiat of the Immaculate Virgin Mary. The word ‘yes’ allows you to die to yourself each day if it is accepted with love and brings me closer to you. The word ‘yes’ is a sacred word at all stages of life. The ‘yes’ of the Son to his heavenly Father, the ‘yes’ of the Immaculate Virgin Mary, the ‘yes’ of the priest, the ‘yes’ in marriage, the ‘yes’ in religious life, the ‘yes’ of the missionary, the ‘yes’ of the child, the ‘yes’ of the dying, the ‘yes’ of victim souls, the ‘yes’ of the sick. What joy there is for us to hear souls say ‘yes’ for everything and always out of love. If souls only understood the value of a beautiful ‘yes’ of love offered to God their Father.”
Friday 5 February 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when you wake up, may your offering be the following. While looking at our little crucifix with love, repeat these words :
My Father, here I am to accomplish your Adorable Holy Will over me. I offer myself to you with your Divine Son, my Beloved. I offer myself as a host of love that Mary Immaculate will deposit in your Fatherly arms.
My God, my Father, receive the total giving of my whole being, of all my love so that everything may be consumed in your infinite love through the merits of your Divine Son. In your love, accept me as a victim with your Divine Son for the salvation of souls and for your greater glory.”
Saturday 6 February 1960
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, the state you are in by your love, by your suffering, you are closer to me. You are like the child in its mother’s womb that feeds on her blood. You are nourished by my love and my Precious Blood.
“My Beloved, isn’t our love an exchange? This is why you are so happy. Isn’t total giving marvellous, to work with me for the glory of God and the salvation of souls. By our team work, we will save many souls.”
– Satan: “Poor foolish one, why feed on lies, illusions. For a long time, God has rejected you and it is an insult, a grave offense you are committing when you recite the damn prayer of total giving. Your torment will be greater because you are abusing the sacrament and with your pride you believe that you are a victim, that God loves you. Your sickness is a chastisement and you are going to die damned and in the despair of having lost your life. There is still time left. Take advantage of your freedom.”
– Mimi: “I have given my entire freedom to my Beloved. No one can take away the love that I have for God the Father. My Beloved Spouse loves me and my gentle heavenly Mother protects me.”
Sunday 7 February 1960
– Mimi: “My two loves, you cannot sleep very well with me. I am constantly getting up, moving about, speaking to you about my sorrows. I’m sorry.”
– Jesus: “You know, my Beloved, your fitful sleep, your insomnia aren’t always the cause of your illness. You know, my Beloved, I need to hear you tell me that you love me and I use your sufferings to help in cooperating, to repair the evil that is being committed in certain places during the night. Sometimes your enemy causes them, he hates seeing you suffer during the night near us, your loving companions.
“My dear little girl, you are the one who would not sleep without your heavenly Mother and your Beloved near you. How well I know you, spoiled child of our love!”
Monday 8 February 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t want to be selfish with the graces that I don’t deserve. This is why I want to give you everything, refuse you nothing. Thank you my God for placing me where I am. My bed of suffering has become my altar where each morning I offer myself to God the Eternal Father whom I love so much. I offer myself with my Beloved through the hands so pure of Mary Immaculate. I unite myself with all the masses that are celebrated throughout the world, night and day. I wish to remain your little host of love till the consummation of the last consecrated host.”
I want so much to work with him for the salvation of souls. I know that each one has his place in the mystical body. As for me, I am doing my best. It is true that I am considered an invalid to the world, but not to God. He puts me to work even during the night and on Sunday. Friday is double time and when we are working for him, there is always work to be done, no unemployment. Our little team is ready to work for the success of the Great Mission of 1960.
Tuesday 9 February 1960
– Mimi: “My God, hear the prayer of your little beggar of love of the spiritual road, a beggar of souls. Lord, you alone know the road that I must follow that leads to you my Father. Have pity on me, see my misery, my poverty. I am begging for my bread on earth. I am falling from weakness. The road that I am taking is so long in order to reach you, beloved Father.
“In your infinite mercy, ô my beloved Father, consider your child who is suffering from being far from you. I am thirsting for your Precious Blood. Please quench my thirst. I hunger for your sacred body. Satisfy my hunger. I am cold, warm me on your adorable heart where your love is an ardent blaze that purifies because it is supplied by love. I am tired. I entrust my life to you, my Beloved. I know that I have been molded from the earth, but I also know what powerful hand created me, a Father who loves me from all eternity. My Beloved, in your love, you accepted to carry the cross on your shoulder in the name of our love. Allow me to place my poor little head on your shoulder so that I may rest a little. The journey is so long, the obstacles so numerous. And if I should fall along the road, it is that, like you, I shall have given everything out of love for God and for souls. I beg you, look at me, my Beloved and tell me : ‘This very day, you will be with me in paradise, a beggar of my love. And when my limbs shall be frozen by death, wrap me in the mantle so beautiful, so warm of my gentle heavenly Mother where I will rest in peace on her divine maternal Heart, awaiting to be admitted forever into the house of my beloved Father where I will be fulfilled. I will no longer beg for love but be satisfied by your infinite love.”
Wednesday 10 February 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer me your faults so that I may show you my love by correcting you and experience the joy of helping you. Offer me your sins, your past, your imperfections, your negligences, your weaknesses, your failures so that I may consume them in my merciful love. My dear little host of love, this is how I glorify my Father and show you his love by forgiving you. If all souls could understand this, understand my merciful love and the infinite love of their heavenly Father!”
Thursday 11 February 1960
Feast of Our Lady of Lourdes
– Mimi: “What a beautiful day for us, for our beautiful team. My God, you have a little girl radiant with happiness before you.”
I haven’t got over all my emotions. Because of the graciousness of my Beloved, I was able to take part in the grand pilgrimage of the sick at the cathedral. During the trip by ambulance, I found the time long. I was so anxious to get there, to spend a few hours with my loved ones, to receive him, to attend the Holy Sacrifice of the mass. One has to be deprived a long time in order to understand, to appreciate the sacrifice of the mass and the total giving of God’s love for us. How good God is to me and my Beloved Spouse loves me so much that he forgets who I am. He fills me with his graces. By a privilege, they placed the stretcher in the sanctuary near the altar, face to face with him, with the cross.
I am finally alone with him. After adoring him, thanking him, I was so happy that I wept for joy. I understood once more his love. His embrace was so strong, his love so great that I thought I was going to die in his arms.
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, consider the infinite goodness of Our Father. He is so pleased at this moment. He has near him his two children, his two little victims of love he loves so much. He asked for a big sacrifice to every victim of love. Offer yourself with me to Our Father with the two beautiful prayers so agreeable to my Father and that are an admirable witness to the Holy Spirit who is the Spirit of God, the Spirit of love, the Spirit of truth and peace.
“By the recitation of the total giving, we are so close to one another, I on the cross offering my love, my sufferings for the salvation of the world and you facing me, lying on the stretcher, on your cross, offering your life, your love, your sufferings, offering yourself like me, as victim, in order to do the Holy Will of Our Father and save souls, to obtain the success of the Great Mission of 1960. Thank you, my dear little host of love. I am so pleased and as a sign of our love, of our happiness, I promise you that you will be with me on Good Friday.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved. Will I be with you forever, where our love will be perfect?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, this time, you will be exactly where my Father wants you and at the place he prepared for you from all eternity. In the mean time, remain peacefully in my arms, cuddled near my heart that loves you so, enjoying my love. Offer up everything, my dear little G….. Are you happy, my dear little spouse?”
– Mimi: “Thank you my Beloved. I have been wanting this intimate moment for such a long time where our love is but one, alone with you, like two lovers, so intimately united by Divine Love, the love of the cross, the love of souls.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, how happy I am to hold you once again in my hands like a host consecrated by my merciful love, a victim consecrated by the infinite love of Our Father in order to be immolated with me for the salvation of souls, many souls. At this moment, your director has taken a large share in our work as a team.”
– Mimi: After asking my gentle heavenly Mother to be near me, as if at the foot of the cross, I recited the beautiful prayer of total giving and made the other vows. Still enveloped in his love, I said :
– Mimi: “My God, I give you thanks. You fill me with your love, your tenderness. I don’t deserve so much. By the merits of your divine Son, my Beloved, by the hands so pure of Mary Immaculate, accept everything I have just offered and what I am leaving here, I have no intention of reclaiming. I depend on your grace and love. Keep it all. It belongs to you. Accept it, ô my Father, as a sign of my love, of my gratitude.”
Friday 12 February 1960
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for your love. Thank you, Papa Good God. He is so good. This is how he avenges my offenses, my sins, my ingratitudes, my numerous imperfections. He avenges it with love.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my dear little host of love. I am patient and I wait for emptiness before entering completely into a soul, before filling it with my infinite love. I wait especially until this little soul gives me everything unconditionally.”
– Mimi: “After having received everything from you, from your love, it is so good to be near you, my Beloved, by pure love, simple love, disinterested love. My Beloved, protect me from a selfish love. Give me a generous heart till the end.”
– Jesus: “My dear little Beloved spouse, a selfish love is the evil suffered by privileged souls, consecrated souls. If you only knew how much I suffer from their conduct. They give long discourses followed by nothing. ‘My God, thank you for all that you have given me. In return, I keep everything.’ Selfish beings of God’s love, a love given to them, poor souls. They are like a child to whom we give two presents and ask him to share with his little sister near him and who closes his eyes and hides everything behind his back, keeping all of it selfishly. Such is the attitude of souls that want to serve me by keeping it all.”
– Mimi: “Poor Jesus! How you still suffer and to think that I used to be among them! I ask your forgiveness.”
Saturday 13 February 1960
– Jesus: “Come, my Beloved, and cry on my shoulder. Do you think my dear little spouse that I am insensitive to your sufferings? At this moment, I am weeping with you and my Father is suffering. Your director is afflicted as well. His suffering is meritorious. What can you do, you must accomplish your mission till the end. You must take the same road as I in order to do the Will of Our Father. You give me great pleasure when you weep and take refuge in my arms like a little baby.
“My dear little G…. each tear that you shed at this moment, offered out of love for me and for souls, fills your cup, purifies you. Console yourself and think of all the tears you shed uselessly in the past and that you kept back out of pride, sometimes for months at a time, hidden under a smiling mask. Your director is right in saying that he knows you well. He was never mistaken from the beginning. By special grace, he already knew what we wanted from you. He knew quite well the road you would have to follow. Now, by special privilege of our love, he will receive a visible sign telling him when your pilgrimage will end in order to give us your little soul forever.
“My Beloved, it is a great favor that I am granting you with this consolation. How many souls suffer and are all alone. I am keeping my word. I had promised you that you would never be alone to suffer because, out of love, you had accepted to console me by suffering. Our love is but an exchange of love in suffering. Thank you, my Beloved, my dear little victim of our love. Thank you. We are so pleased. The team is doing so well and working diligently. Thank you, my two privileged children of our love.”
Sunday 14 February 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please increase in me your love in order to ripen the little green fruit as soon as possible. I am so anxious to live with you forever.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it isn’t only love that ripens the green fruit. There is also suffering. One does not go without the other.”
Monday 15 February 1960
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, if only souls could understand our love during the Great Mission. Before making them understand that I am their Father, we must especially persuade them, convince them that they are my children and that I chose them from all eternity and in spite of their conduct, I love them and that some day, they must return to their Father. Of everything that has been created, nothing escapes death. Only the soul must live eternally and return to its Creator, the Supreme Master, their God, their Father.”
Tuesday 16 February 1960
– Mimi: “Ô my gentle heavenly Mother, please help me prepare well my perfect union with my Beloved and a gentle encounter with my heavenly Father. Show me how to love him more, with as much love as possible, with generosity, total abandonment, to detach myself from everything, from everyone so that when he comes to get me with my Beloved, I may say ‘here, I am’, nothing is mine, I have given everything out of love. I understand, ô my gentle heavenly Mother, why your gentle Jesus wanted to be born in poverty and why you accepted to share his sufferings. You offered everything out of love of God and of souls in order to teach us about poverty, detachment, and to make us love and understand the humility that is so dear to him.”
Wednesday 17 February 1960
– Jesus: “My dear children, you are going to undertake a little path that leads directly to the dwelling of the Father. It is the path of perfect love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, where can I find this path?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is there, right near you. May your mind and heart be lifted up towards us who are joyfully waiting for you.”
Thursday 18 February 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, we must always look for love, a word so marvellous, in order to attain it and keep it. The only way is by remaining humble, little like a tiny baby and keep smiling while thinking of me. Isn’t it natural for a child to smile, to love, to smile at everyone, even while looking at his little fingers?
“My Beloved, your little fingers are all the trials of each moment that I allow in order to have you merit more in order to save souls. See how much I love you, take care of you. I can’t be a second without thinking of you, without seeking how we can love more in order to glorify my Father and with the cooperation of the Holy Spirit and the work of our marvellous team, we are constantly at work and are certain to please my Father by suffering out of love for him and for souls. Love, always love in the least little things.”
Friday 19 February 1960
– Mimi: My enemy repeats to me that I am damned no matter what I do to be saved and that the moment of my death will be terrible. I am not afraid of dying and to spend a lot of time in purgatory because I have placed myself for a long time in the arms of my gentle heavenly Mother. I am in her heart like a tiny baby, I am hiding under her mantle, I am resting with love, fully confident in the infinite mercy of my Father. Being near her Immaculate Heart with my Beloved, I am awaiting the day when, in a maternal gesture, She will close my eyes for my final sleep. I have already heard her gentle voice singing me to sleep with Jesus, both cradled by this soft melody; death will be a gentle moment of rest with my Beloved under the blue sky of my gentle heavenly Mother.
I believe in the infinite mercy of my Father, in his love. I place all my confidence in him, in my gentle heavenly Mother. It is almost impossible for a Mother to reject her child that is sick, crippled, in purgatory and to deprive this child from seeing her Father, her God, especially if this child is doing her best to atone. If it should happen, one should implore the mercy of Jesus. She would find it difficult to separate her Jesus from me, and I would cry so much that she would have to come for me in order not to disturb the peace of the chosen.
– Mimi: “I abandon myself into your Motherly arms forever. I am safe.”
– Jesus: “Indeed, my Beloved, your death won’t be simply a gentle moment of rest with me. It will be especially a splendid, marvellous awakening in our dwelling near Our Father who loves you so and who is awaiting us with open arms like a Papa in order to share with us his love, eternal happiness where our love, our union will be perfect.
“Your little soul cost us so much, your director knows something about it, but the love, the mercy of my Father for little souls is infinite.”
Saturday 20 February 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t your virtues that will merit you heaven but rather love. This love that almost lost you is now directed towards God, towards pure love, the love of souls, the love of the cross. Love is the basis of everything. I who am all loving, I gave everything out of love. All I need is love. Love is a choice, freedom that I respect in souls, even in sinners. If souls wanted to try and understand the extent of my love for them! It is out of love for souls that I created, deposited love in each one of them. I allow souls the freedom to use it as they wish but few souls give me the love that I wish, by always giving it back to me alone. How many souls will do this, will give me everything out of love, by the total giving of love?”
Sunday 21 February 1960
– Mimi: Great temptation. I am suffering a lot. I have cried so much that my heart is giving me sharp pains.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept everything out of love. It is a torment for my soul only to think that I could have offended you. Another trial is added on. You know, my Beloved, how happy I am when I am able to receive you. It is on our little crucifix that I prepare our encounter and you did not come.
I waited a long time. However, my gentle heavenly Mother was here to help me receive you with as much love as possible. I had asked her to lend me her heart so pure, to welcome you and keep you forever.
Why, my Beloved, are you hiding? You know very well that without you I can do nothing. I need you. You are my reason to live. I miss you and beg you in the name of our love, come, my Beloved. I await you with love.”
Monday 22 February 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer myself with you to our Father. Today, I want to be your little host of love. Consume me in your love.”
During a great temptation, I had such a headache that I thought I was going to lose my mind.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you lost your head, you wouldn’t be losing much!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you are laughing at me!”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my little one. I like to tease you. Everything is so simple between us, in our intimacy, in our little dwelling. I am not always a sad, boring, irritating God.
“When I was on earth, I liked joking with everyone, but especially with the little ones. They are so humble, simple, so pure.
“Sometimes, even though I had a lot of respect for my divine Mother, I used to tease her, make her laugh.
“And you, are you greater than her? Speaking of heads, how many times did you lose your head in the past?”
Wednesday 1st JuNE 1960
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for coming this morning. I was so happy. The distance from one communion to another causes a lot of suffering in my little soul that longs only for you and is never satisfied, ô Infinite Goodness, my God, my All, my Love. May your Holy Will be done! How much your love has transformed my soul! A few months ago, I was weeping at the thought of living still separated from you. I was counting the days. I was always hoping that you would come and get me. Now, with your grace, I see you more and more in my neighbor, in the circumstances that surround me, in daily events. I see you everywhere and at all times. I better understand your love that is yet so simple. Thank you, my Beloved, for slowly unveiling the secret of love. Thank you for helping me understand love. Thank you for giving me your love in moral and physical sufferings.
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, my love is so simple for everyone. I give it to everyone without exception. My Beloved, I have something to share with you. The more a soul is in the dark, having doubts, moral and physical sufferings, if this soul accepts its state with love and conformity to my Divine Will and does not try to understand what is happening, by its conduct and love, its confidence and total abandonment, this soul is so close to us because it is consoling us and loves us. If this soul could see the beauty surrounding it, the splendor of our love for it, its joy and happiness would be so great that this little soul would beg us on bended knees to leave it continually in this state in order to be agreeable to us by loving us.”
Thursday 2 June 1960
– Mimi: Great temptation.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, no matter the situation in which you are at this moment. Does the housekeeper stop to listen to the noise of her washing machine? No! She only thinks of one thing; that her clothes will be clean. Does a carpenter listen to the noise of his hammer when he strikes a nail? No! His only preoccupation is to hammer nails into the wood. My Beloved, in your state of little victim, you will have no respite, you will be jostled on. During the Holy Hour, my Beloved, keep me near your little heart. I have such a need to be loved and consoled. Take our dear little crucifix in your hand and the beautiful statue of your Mother.”
Friday 3 June 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I have such a need of being consoled. When I wish for more, I allow your enemy to disturb you during the night. Look closely at the nuance of all this. Look at it with the eyes of faith. Ask your director to help you. See how far is our love for you. If you could understand the happiness that we experience in our intimacy. During the night, we smiled when seeing you sleep, your poor little body weighed down by suffering, by fatigue, your eyes half open. You were able to tell us that you loved us, giving us caresses and kisses of love. My Beloved, we treat you like a small baby. At times, you believe that we have gone to sleep before you. At certain moments, your gentle heavenly Mother closes her eyes to invite you to sleep like a mother does with her little one in her arms. If you could hear her adorable heart beat when she cradles you with love on her heart, you, her little victim, her privileged child, our little host of love. Thank you, my Beloved.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, thank you for your love for your poor little girl. Thank you for your love, so powerful, so strong. I abandon myself completely, into your hands. Blessed be your Holy Will in me and I accept everything out of love.”
Saturday 4 June 1960
– Mimi: Isn’t it marvellous to live with his love, to feed on his love, to be purified by his love, to be sanctified by his love , to always walk with him, the Beloved, on the road to heaven, towards Our Father. I am so anxious to die of love for him, my only love. I miss him so much.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, my dear little host of love, your wishes will soon be fulfilled. I also miss you. Your mission is not over yet. My Beloved, my dear little G…. the agony is long for a little victim of love and it is by a special grace that we ask you to make the sacrifice of living a little longer, out of love for us and for souls.”
Sunday 5 June 1960
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, you who accepted out of love to comfort by your presence the apostles, ô Our Lady, ô Queen of the apostles, please help me be an apostle of love, to work like a real apostle of God, to always be at his service.
Ô Holy Spirit, please enlighten me, give me all your gifts so that they may bare fruit for the glory of God.”
Monday 6 June 1960
– Mimi: After communion, great temptation concerning my vocation as victim.
– Mimi: “My God, please enlighten me!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this very day you will be shaken up in our soul, in your heart, in your mind. Such is the message of Pentecost, for you and for us the realization of our plans for you, little host of love, our little victim of love. By the acceptance, the accomplishment of your vow of love to the Eternal Father, by the offering of your whole being through the hands of your director, you fulfill our wishes. We need so much love. Thank you, my dear children, cherished by our merciful love.”
tuesday 7 June 1960
– Mimi: My Beloved takes delight in hiding himself in order to test me when I ardently desire his presence.
Saturday 11 June 1960
– Mimi: I was meditating on death. My hands are so empty, my heart so small.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, why carry things you don’t even have. Bring simply what you believe to be suitable. Give back to us what we ask of you. We will do the rest. That’s all. Total abandonment, even in spiritual love.”
Sunday 12 June 1960
– Mimi: I was lonesome for my Beloved.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come and rest on my little heart that loves you and wants you more and more.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you think that I rest on your little heart? It beats so fast!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you know the reason why. I have so much sorrow and suffering. But, no matter since all these heartbeats are so many acts of love, adoration, thanksgiving, contrition offered to my gentle Jesus, Infinite Love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved, I needed to hear once more that you love me. My dear little host of love that I hold and possess entirely in order to offer you at each moment with me. I offer you to my Father in order to glorify him for his infinite mercy towards you, poor little victim of love.”
Monday 13 June 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would have liked to offer you more acts of love before receiving you!”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, the preparation that you made, recognizing your weaknesses, considering yourself as nothing, unable to do anything on your own, being before us like a little child, presenting yourself to us as a beggar of love asking humbly for some food, thirsting for the truth, expecting everything from us, isn’t that the most beautiful preparation? And for your thanksgiving, recite the beautiful and agreeable prayer of love to the Eternal Father to complete the total offering of your whole being as a consecrated host of our merciful love and that our representative offers us with love, with respect, in order to give us glory with a little soul who cost us dearly and is now purified by our infinite love.”
Friday 17 June 1960
– Mimi: Tonight, I was so happy at the thought that I was going to receive him. I couldn’t sleep. I was suffering too much. So, I asked him :
– Mimi: “Are you able to sleep, my Beloved?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, how do you want me to sleep peacefully when I am constantly hearing your sighs of love for me, especially during this grand night of suffering where I feel you are all mine, where our love is united?
“My dear little spouse, I close my eyes but my divine Heart is wide open for you. I taste with delight your love. I should rather say our love since I am your only love and that I have given everything out of love and that you are to me my dear little spouse, my little host of love.”
Friday 1st July 1960
– Mimi: “Finally, my Beloved, you are here present in me. I am so shaken up that I am dizzy. I can’t find my bearings.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you believe that I am learning something new? How many years did you spend in your absent-mindedness? I was present and waiting with love. Presently, it is so easy for you, my Beloved. Simply place your little head on my divine Heart that loves you so. Don’t worry. To be dizzy with love for me and for souls is nothing to worry about.”
Saturday 2 July 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, take a good look at the little girl sitting on a swing and whose father helps her by giving her greater momentum in order to make her happy and radiant with joy. She isn’t afraid of falling, she hangs on solidly. She is confident because her father is there. She doesn’t see him but she rests assured. She is perfectly happy and laughing good heartedly because she is certain in attaining her goal of always going higher, always higher.
“For you, my Beloved, my jostling, trials, crosses, are as many favors, momentums of love that I give you to always go higher towards my Father in order to reach our goal and yours.
“My Beloved, hang on solidly to my love. I love you so, my victim of love.”
Sunday 3 July 1960
– Mimi: It was such a beautiful day. For a brief moment, I was watching people go by.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your journey with me, in my arms, will be much more pleasant. Pray for people who spend money on vacation, travelers, by offending me and for those who are about to die. And being isolated, it is your duty to pray for them and especially for those who are about to die.”
Monday 4 July 1960
– Mimi: I spent the day nailed to the cross with my Jesus. During the morning, I had told him :
– Mimi: “You know, my Beloved, I have been suffering for 39 years. I am so weak. I don’t feel very solid on my cross. Would you please nail me to it again?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved, if you only knew the joy you give me by letting me act freely in you. Isn’t our union in love and suffering wonderful? I will grant you your wish.”
