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21 april 1957
Easter Sunday
– Mimi: what a beautiful day for us!
A day of joy for God the Eternal Father receiving his Beloved Son.
A day of glory for God the Son.
A day of happiness for all the holy souls and for us.
A day of rejoicing in him, with him, forever.
A day of thanksgiving.
A day of gratitude.
A day of thanksgiving.
A day of perfect abandonment to his infinite power, to his Holy Will, to his Merciful Love for us, especially for me, poor little one.
– Jesus: “Yes, my Beloved, you are so little, so little. This is why I allowed you to enter the wound of my Divine Heart. Now that you have accepted, that you have offered yourself, now that you are placed on and attached to the cross with me, I am no longer afraid of losing you, for on this glorious day, I have closed the wound of my Adorable Heart and I am keeping you in my Divine heart, well hidden from others. I want to hide you like a small treasure. You are so little. You take up no room and I am a jealous God.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, I am so unworthy to dwell in your Divine Heart. Would you please share my happiness with my director? Would you open up once more your Divine Heart and let my director enter as well.?
“He deserves more than I. He won’t take up much room. Your Divine Heart is so big! Remember, my Beloved, that it is the hyphen between us! Remember that we work as a team. Remember that he loves you. It is he who taught me how to love you, to pray, but especially how to find you within me. He helped me discover the delights, the happiness of a greater intimacy in accepting all kinds of crosses. My Beloved, it would take me pages and pages to describe all that I want and ask for him.”
– Jesus: “Indeed, I know you well. When you ask, you insist like a spoiled child, like a baby. Do you think that I do not know the story of his life and yours? I don’t have to turn pages in order to know. You make me laugh. Being small, have you thought about what you are asking me? You would like me to open my Divine Heart once more to allow your director to enter? But, my poor little one, he has been there for a long time! You don’t seem to understand what it means to give up everything. I chose him and he answered my call with love. He also has a big heart. And as my representative, he gave me everything, everything… not only in words, intentions, little ‘everything’. I should say little ‘left overs’ like you.
“Now that your director has helped me attach you to the cross, I hope that you will remain there permanently, that you will continue to love it, to desire this cross, out of love for us and for souls. Do you remember when your director placed you himself on your cross? You were so happy in spite of moral and physical sufferings. Have you already forgotten what you experienced and saw? You were so happy. During this time, your director was suffering. Why didn’t you share your happiness with him? He also deserved it.
“I placed him near you, not only to direct your soul but also to take on the responsibility of your soul especially during great temptations, great trials. He also has the right to share your consolations, your joys, your spiritual happiness. This is in order to help him, encourage him, enlighten him concerning your soul. Doesn’t a doctor near the body of a sick patient keep a close watch on everything? And sometimes, the least little movement is the indication of an incurable disease or else the indication of complete healing. The doctor has the right to understand everything in order to save a body. It is all the more reason why a priest has the right to know everything in order to save a soul. Not only does he have the right to know everything, but he has received from God the power to heal souls and bodies. In spite of his science, what can a doctor do to save a soul?
“Therefore, my dear little spouse, my Beloved, your director is the doctor of your soul. From now on, may he share your spiritual happiness. He deserves it. He will have some also, especially for him. He has a share in your great temptations, that is, he suffers also but not in the same manner.Therefore, team work in sufferings and happiness with me.”
Wednesday 1st May 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in your mission as victim, your role resembles that of a priest. The priest offers himself with me to God the Eternal Father to give him glory and to save souls.The priest offers everything through the hands of Mary Immaculate. He offers everything out of love. He offers everything with an absolute conformity to the Holy Will of God.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I also would like to offer everything like the priest. Only, he has received with his priesthood a power that I do not have. For example, at the Holy Sacrifice of the mass, the priest only has to pronounce a word and you descend in immolation upon the altar.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t the power that makes the victim! I have something to confide to you. If you knew how much I suffer when there are priests who offer me to my Father simply out of routine and yet, I have to submit to their voice, to their words and descend in immolation upon the altar in the presence of a distracted heart, a heart that is cold, without love, a heart full of preoccupations that are purely material.
“My Beloved, do you believe that this makes it more difficult for me to enter your soul? When you receive me with love, when you offer yourself with me to God the Eternal Father to save souls; when you recognize your miseries and in all humility you ask me in spite of your indignity to enter souls; when you suffer and offer everything out of love, especially in moments of great temptations, do you believe that I can remain insensitive? In the past, didn’t I hear your voice? Sometimes you weep, sometimes you cry in desperation. Have I turned a deaf ear?
“Presently, my Beloved, I give thanks to my Father when I hear the heart-beats of your little affectionate heart filled with love for me alone, your Beloved. I also hear your deep sighs awaiting for me to visit you in my sacrament of love. Each time, it seems to you to be such a long wait! I also hear your cries of repentance as you remember your sins, your misbehavior. I hear your voice in all your sufferings, your physical and moral pains. I hear your voice when you give thanks to my Father and console him by accepting everything out of love. My Beloved, I am anxious to hear your little voice tell me : ‘I accept everything out of love and I thank you’ on the day that I shall have attached you to the cross, the day when, out of love, you shall be crucified with me for the salvation of souls, many souls. And some day, I will hear your voice during your agony. At that moment I will be so close, so close that you won’t have to make great efforts to call me near you. Afterwards, it is you who will hear our voice during all eternity. For now, I am hearing everything and I am not the only one.”
Thursday 2 may 1957
– Mimi: I had just spoken about my little discomforts.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, keep silent about your sufferings. During my passion, was I knocking on doors to tell people : ‘Look at me, I am suffering, see my wounds!’
“Keep for me, your Spouse, your little physical sufferings without forgetting your little daily crosses, your moral pain, your temptations, your consolations. Offer me the least little discomfort. My Beloved, such is our intimacy and the fruit of our union of love in suffering.
“Keep in mind what your mother said on the day of your arrival from the hospital after a month’s absence : ‘She is always the same, a smile on her lips and tears in her eyes’. Be charitable. Give your smile to others and your tears to me. They are so precious, these tears of love, of repentance, of joy, sometimes of suffering. I keep all of it in my Divine heart.”
Friday 3 May 1957
– Mimi: “And now, my God, I am going to offer you my poor little actions, in union with the passion of your divine Son. Through the hands of Mary Immaculate, I offer you all this to console you and so that your kingdom may come on earth. In your infinite wisdom, if you allow me to atone and save souls, I thank you sincerely. In the past, I simply offered everything with sincerity, but now that the Holy Spirit enlightens me more, I notice by the grace of God that I wasn’t offering it properly or with an interest saying : ‘I want to atone, merit and save souls. I wasn’t thinking enough about God when I said this. I placed my interests first. How blind I was! Now, by the grace of God, I want to offer everything out of love, to console God. It is all that I wish.
“Offer everything out of love to remain faithful to the Son, my Beloved spouse.
Offer everything out of love to correspond to the gifts of the Holy Spirit.
Offer everything out of love through the hands of Mary Immaculate.
Offer everything out of love to save souls that will glorify God for all eternity.”
Saturday 4 may 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, now, offer me more. Keep silent about your physical sufferings. You truly keep silent about your sorrows and moral sufferings. My Beloved, when someone asks you ‘How are you?’ always answer that you are very well (since you are in my arms), or that all is well ( because you are doing the Will of God).”
Sunday 5 may 1957
– Jesus: “Today, I want more than the union between us. My Beloved, I want unity. I want to be one with you. Therefore, I in you, you in me : Thank you, my Beloved, my gentle friend, my dear little spouse, dear little one, yes, so little in my hands. Thank you for your love, for your confidence. We will now be but one in love and suffering. Hide our intimacy that is the cross. Therefore, everything for God, everything for me. And in our love for you, we wish, my Father and I, that you have everything, blessed child of my Father, spoiled child by grace, privileged spouse of the Son, product of the Holy Spirit. Remain faithful till the end and the end is not very far.”
Monday 6 may 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when you receive me, do not look in preparation for important words, long sentences taken from books. But, recollect yourself with faith, with respect, with love. Then, close your eyes, adore me in silence, be attentive, listen. Then, with all the love that your little heart can contain, speak to me. If I hide myself, speak to me anyhow and if I do not answer, speak to me even more and wait. There are many pious souls that put obstacles to my grace and to the effects of the sacraments. Before receiving me, these souls prepare their communion from books or long prayers without paying much attention. It isn’t that I condemn this manner of doing things. No, of course not. They can be helpful but I prefer the intimacy of the soul, the heart to heart, the simplicity of the child with her father, the intimacy of the little creature with her Creator, her God.
“It is the same thing when receiving the sacrament of Penance. Some souls prepare themselves with long formulas. Others don’t take the time to examine themselves. These souls don’t think enough of preparing themselves for a perfect contrition. They don’t think enough about their intimacy with God in the sacrament of Penance. Yet, I am so close to them at the moment of forgiveness that, at times, before the sincerity, the humility, the repentance of certain souls at the moment of absolution, a marvellous perfume of grace comes forth. I am so close to these souls that I smell their love. I am so happy then. It puts a balm on my wounds.
“My Beloved, I am pleased but I also suffer. I am saddened at the thought that after so many centuries, there are many souls that do not know the intimacy of God. They do not believe especially in the intimacy of the soul with their God. I wonder what their attitude will be when they come before us without having been used to converse, to live an intimacy with God, their Father, with me their Brother, with being the temple of the Holy Spirit. How will these poor souls be sincere and say : ‘My God, have mercy on me. Here I am, your child! Do you recognize me? Do you remember, my God, our intimacy we had together in love, prayer, suffering, moments of sorrow and happiness. How many times I made you laugh with my childish babble of a spoiled child. No, I don’t fear your judgment. I don’t fear death for it will be the mark of your infinite mercy, of your love for me and I understand that in order to complete our intimacy, you have come to get me forever. Thank you, my God. Thank you for your intimacy, such a precious gift. Thank you, my God, for our intimacy, for my director who made me understand your intimacy with me, poor little creature so miserable at times. My director gave me the secret of happiness, that is, the intimacy of a soul with her God, her Father, her All, with her brother, Jesus, with the Holy Spirit.
“And this same little heart trying by all means to please me, you act as a real spoiled little child. If you knew the joy that you give me when you yearn for me. I know very well that your little soul is never satisfied in spite of the great privilege that you have in receiving me three times a week.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, put yourself in my place. What would you say at seeing a baby receive only three meals a week? It would not grow very fast. It would take years!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you do not need to grow. Remain quite simply a baby, that’s all. How many years did you wait before you began to eat at the Holy Table?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it isn’t much to receive you three times a week for a little sick person, for a starving soul. My Gentle Jesus, think of my poor little soul that is pining for you.
“My Beloved, I cannot live very long far from you. I become bored to death. My love is so frail. I am so weak. I’m always afraid of offending you, of losing you. At this moment, my Beloved, I am crying like a little baby because I miss you. I would like to love you even more, to die of love. My Jesus, my Gentle Jesus, my treasure, my God, my All. I think about my poor life and I weep. Poor Jesus! The little crucifix is moistened by my tears. I have placed the small crucifix on my little heart for it to dry. You know, my Jesus, how warm is my heart.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, indeed, your little heart is warm but it isn’t burning. Think of my Divine Heart, of my love burning like a fire for souls. When in contact with my infinite love, souls are slowly consumed by a gentle peace, a peace forever serene. My Beloved, don’t cry. Remain on my heart, rest, offer me this suffering out of love.
“Your director suffers a lot for not being able to give you communion each day. He is walking on his heart. Thank you for offering your poor little body as a monstrance. In reality, it has more value than a golden monstrance that is perishable. With your suffering, your little body becomes a monstrance where I live, rest and dwell with my little host of love. My little spouse, My little……. treasure finally recovered after so many years.
“My Beloved, our pain is well shared but the most afflicted one is me. It pains me not to be able to come to you each day. Your director suffers for not being able to give me to you each day and you suffer from not receiving me each day. See the importance of our intimacy, of spiritual communion. Your director played an important role in our intimacy. Do you remember when your director spoke to you about the intimacy of God with his creature. You didn’t understand in spite of all the examples he quoted from the Gospel. Don’t forget. God gives his Spirit, his light to whom he wants, at the moment he wants and never withdraws himself if the soul remains docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. This is why our intimacy, our union, our love are the results of grace and a fruit of the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for your intimacy. I also thank my director who helped me know and understand your intimacy with me, poor little creature, so despicable at times. My director has given me the secret of happiness, that is, the intimacy of the soul with her God, her Father, her All, with her brother Jesus, with the Holy Spirit.”
Tuesday 7 may 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t seek consolations too much.”
– Mimi: I was preparing my communion for the next day and was in a state of spiritual aridity.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when you receive communion, is it you who is operating in me or me operating in you?”
wednesday 8 may 1957
– Mimi: I was so exhausted after getting up in order to rest from the fatigue of being in bed. With a lot of difficulty, I approached the statue of the Sacred Heart in the room of M….
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have come to rest a little. Let me place my poor head on your shoulder. I am suffering terribly. I am so exhausted. Help me please to accept everything and my helplessness. Consider my weaknesses. I am really like a baby. I can’t even hold a cup of tea in my hand three months after the operation. Give me patience, please.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I also feel the need to rest but I cannot do like you, place my head on your shoulder. It isn’t solid enough. If it were on your little stubborn head of the past!”
– Mimi: “MyBeloved, if my shoulder isn’t solid enough, come and rest your head on my little heart. It belongs to you. My love for you is so strong! A good thing that my little heart isn’t as hard as my head. What do you think?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know your little heart, so affectionate, so full of love for me. My dear little spouse, if your love, if your little heart is so strong, it is because I am holding everything in my powerful hands. My dear little…. Isn’t it marvellous, in the divine plan, how far our love has gone! Our ideal accepted and your ideal have realized the ideal of your director to cooperate in directing you towards us.
“What a joy it is to see a heart that has surrendered itself entirely. Two arms that are affectionately abandoned. A soul that offers itself generously. A body that resolutely immolates itself. My instrument ardently working at all times.”
thursday 9 may 1957
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it would please me immensely to attend the Holy Sacrifice of the mass at the church.”
– Jesus: “Why no, my Beloved, do me a favor and stay where I have placed you. By lying on the cross, you are offering yourself directly with me to my Father and you merit more for you are doing the Will of my Father. Otherwise, by attending the Holy Sacrifice of the mass at the church, you would be simply uniting yourself to the priest. Do you see the difference? What do you prefer? To offer directly your sufferings with me out of love by doing the Holy Will of my Father or by uniting yourself simply to the priest?
“Between offering and uniting, notice that there is a difference! To save the world, I could have simply united myself to the sacrifices of the high priest and not offer myself! Do you see, my Beloved, what counts in the eyes of my Father is the entire submission to his Holy Will out of love. Don’t forget this, my Beloved. You must die a victim of our love. So, remain immolated with me. Remain my little host of love.
“My Beloved, a little secret. You know if you had gone to mass this morning, that is, if you had been capable, I wouldn’t have spoken to you this way. You would have been too distracted in church. Do you see the importance of our intimacy and the advantage of being one, forever, while waiting for the great day, the beautiful day in the eternal destination.”
Friday 10 may 1957
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I wonder how many acts of love my little soul is able to offer you each day?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it’s easy. Offer me with love each heart-beat of your little heart, night and day. Now, in order to enlighten you and not to satisfy your little curiosity, count all the pulsations a minute. It will give you an idea concerning your love that is so little next to my infinite love for you.
“My Beloved, my love will always triumph.”
Monday 10 june 1957
– Mimi: Day of election.
– Jesus: “If I gave you the government you deserve, you would have no peace, security and abundance. For now, I close my eyes. I let myself be blinded by the acts of love from Mary Immaculate who does not cease to intercede for her children. If the eight million persons who vote gave me but one vote of confidence, me, God and Supreme Master, the government of all nations, the Almighty, the King of heaven and earth. In order to vote, we put everything aside. Poor human beings! How many don’t even have the time to come only once a year to receive the sacrament of Penance, to receive me in my sacrament of love. Why won’t they give me a single vote of confidence? Of love? After all that I have given them, my life, my Precious Blood. Then, after choosing a candidate and giving their vote of confidence to a fallible person, these poor human beings take advantage of this day to offend me by drinking, blaspheming, slandering, stealing, betting, perjuring, immorality of all kinds.
“My Beloved, I am suffering a lot. Console me! Pray especially for all those who govern the world and are blinded by materialistic ambitions going as far as wanting to replace me, to forget that I am their God. These proud people believe they are God. They want to abolish divine law, the one and only divine law, a law of charity and love. These poor senseless people with a heart of stone promise peace to the world by waging war and sowing destruction among men and creation. And yet, there are enough people agonizing.
“And if the hand of Mary Immaculate did not hold back the vengeful arm of God, his justice would explode and all these nations would be exterminated. I am finding after so many centuries the same ungrateful and impure population.
“My Beloved, let me weep on your little heart. My soul is so sad. My Divine Heart is in agony in the presence of this sad spectacle, of these people who do not want to understand and who are ruining themselves, destroying their souls, losing themselves eternally. And to think that I am giving my life each day for them.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I also am suffering. Let me weep with you, come closer, let me wipe your tears, let me kiss your forehead, your wounds, let me speak to you about love to console you, let me love you for those who do not understand your endless love, your infinite mercy for sinners.”
Thursday 20 june 1957
Corpus Christi.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I also would like to escort you during the procession, but I am nailed to the cross in my bed.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, by remaining on the cross, by doing the Holy Will of my Father, if you could see the places where I am bringing you since we are now but one. You are giving me homage. You do not accompany me only along a few streets. At this moment, you would be very surprised if I told you where you are presently with me!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, with you I would be willing to go to the ends of the world. I love you so much. I would like to go all over the earth with you my love, My Beloved.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, this is our intention, our wish for you to attain the whole world with me. This is why I ask you to accompany me, to take up your cross, to follow me, I should say rather, to walk with me, close to me. Isn’t it more encouraging to have a traveling companion? Meditate on this. When suffering, you are accompanying me everywhere. It is a great privilege, you know! What joy there is for a soul that is simple, humble to be able to say in all serenity and with the total love of a human heart, to say freely : ‘I love my God, I never leave him, I am carrying my cross with love in order to accompany him, to go all over the world and conquer souls for the glory of God, to console him. What an honor and what joy for a little creature to be constantly in the arms of her God!”
– Mimi: Evening of the procession.
– Mimi: I could hear the church bells indicating the arrival of the priest at the monstrance altar.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you know my great desire to go and adore you, to pray to you, to give thanks at the monstrance altar. I bow with love to your Holy Will and adore you present within me in my poor little soul. I renew the offering of my whole being at your service. I thank you for your infinite love and I thank God for placing me where I am, nailed to the cross with his Divine Son. Thank you for such a precious gift in giving me the suffering, the cross as a friend. Thank you for fulfilling me. With you grace I want to remain the small host of love in order to console you and I want to keep my body pure. I offer it as a monstrance where you will be at home.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, let me weep for joy. Yes, my dear Beloved. I often wept because of you, because of your despicable conduct. But today, I weep for joy in seeing you so little, so simple, and especially so affectionate. And to think that this little heart filled with love is for me alone!”
– Mimi: “To console God, the Eternal Father, with you, with your grace, I want to atone, I want to save many, many souls that will glorify God for all eternity. Ô my Beloved, with you I send up this prayer to God : ‘My God, my Father, forgive them. They know not what they are doing. Forgive me, my God, have mercy on me, my God, come to my aid. Please give me the strength and courage to remain with you and to love the cross upon which you have placed me out of love.
“Eternal Father, forgiveness and mercy for my sins, for the sins of my family, for those whom I love and those throughout the world. I want to maintain my motherly heart for all souls, for my spiritual children.”
Friday 21 june 1957
– Mimi: “My God, be present in the heart and mind of each new priest so that he may be aware of the privilege of having been chosen by you. How great the emotion of a priest must be when the bishop anoints him with oil, him, a poor creature representing God, him, a priest for all eternity. My God, watch over all your priests. Give us holy priests and by their humility, their charity, their love of souls, they may become your worthy representatives. My Beloved, I would have been so happy to be a priest in order to give you many, many souls, to give you to souls, to make you known, loved, to bestow your graces, to forgive, to give them peace. My God, I offer you my great wish of being a priest.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, with your little heart, you have the soul of a priest. By your vocation as victim, you offer yourself each day to my Father with me through love and suffering and each action is an unction on your poor little body by the hand of God. And by your daily physical and moral sufferings you are offering yourself as my little host of love. Like the priest, it is your duty to offer yourself each day for the salvation of souls. This is why I must immolate you, that I must offer you each day with me to my Father.
“My Beloved, it is out of love that I must do this. Not only must you be attached to the cross with me, but to give glory to my Father and in total conformity to his Holy Will, especially with love, you must die on the cross, like me, your Beloved, your Jesus whom you love, your God who loves you and wants all this.
“Meditate on this as you look and kiss the little crucifix, so precious to us. It consoles me when you make acts of love with the little crucifix. You have begun to take the first steps on the road that leads to calvary. Like me, you will have a lot to suffer, but you will experience the agony of the soul, all kinds of sufferings of the heart and mind. With your mission, you must die a victim of my merciful love. To console you I will always be with you since you now accept to be always with me to console me. We will exchange love in suffering to save souls, many souls. So, with me, my Beloved, let us have an ardent love of the cross and an all-consuming thirst of souls.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you don’t say anything about the agony of my body. Will I have a long agony if I must die like you?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, who is telling you that you will have a long agony of the body? After all, my dear little spouse, is it really an agony to die in the arms of your Beloved, near your gentle heavenly Mother? If you could see the beautiful trip we are going to have when you die. Remember what you experienced at the church. Such will be your entrance with me into the glory of my Father, your future dwelling. Read this page once more, any questions?”
Sunday 20 october 1957
– Mimi: A memorable day for me. I never thought of suffering so much this way. My heart could hardly function without causing me sharp pain. My soul seemed torn apart. I have no regrets. I offered it all up.
– Jesus: “And as for us, my Beloved, if you had seen our sorrow. Your director was like a martyr in accomplishing his duty. His task is painful and very delicate with a soul like yours, a soul that we entrusted to him, a soul that, by a special privilege, has a mission to accomplish, a role to play in the expansion of our reign and in the Church. Don’t forget that he must soon return your little soul, completely purified, all white, without any spot on your little dress, not even the shadow of a crease. Don’t forget this. Our love is greater, stronger when we suffer all together. I know, my Beloved, that you have suffered much but it was necessary for the greater good of your little soul.
“Your director pierced the abscess that was in your little soul. There was infection that was a menace to our dwelling. Would you dare allow your Spouse, your Beloved, your King to enter your little dwelling without putting it in order? Is a little girl sick, weak and crippled able to take care of herself, can a blind person walk by herself?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can assure you that it was no laughing matter. I wasn’t under any anesthetic when the abscess was pierced. (I thought I was going to die.) My Beloved, I would have preferred to die rather than never being able to receive you.
“No, my gentle Jesus, it isn’t possible that you, my Beloved, not wanting to come here in our little sanctuary, our dwelling, I become unable to write. I’m too saddened, in too much pain. It is the agony of my soul.
“My gentle heavenly Mother, I beg you, let me weep on your heart. You know your child so well, you little baby.”
– Satan: “Poor little one, why are you in such a state. You aren’t loosing much by not receiving communion. You are presently aware that your God is never satisfied with you since you have been receiving him. Even your director tells you this and God has just told it to you. Let your director perform his duty and as God’s representative, if he judges it necessary to deprive you of communion, don’t insist. Let it be. God who is just will not blame you because your director performed his duty and you obeyed him. As for me, I have been waiting a long time when your director would abandon you forever. I don’t dare tell you this, but, for a long time, he does not want to direct you, wishes to be free. Let him depart without saying anything. And I will bless the day that he will no longer be your director.
“If you knew how much I detest him in the great temptations. If it weren’t for his power as a priest, I would crush him under my feet to show you my power. If you would listen to me only once during these moments and ask for my help, you would see what I can do with him in spite of everything. Remove from him his priesthood, his consecrated hands, his stole, holy water, and I am stronger than he. And he knows this very well. To win this struggle, he does not stop asking for the help of his heavenly Mother, Mary Immaculate. He acts like a little boy who is scared of everything.”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! I don’t want to believe what you want me to believe. I don’t have any time to waste in listening to you and much less to write down all these lies, all these faulsities, all these horrible things. And if I write down what you are telling me, it is out of obedience and to make you known as you are, a liar, a damned serpent, a monster. Go away! I know your game. You would like to cause trouble between my director and me. You are jealous. No matter. We have promised in front of the crucifix, in the presence of our gentle heavenly Mother that we would accept everything.”
