Introduction
If these spiritual notes arrive during the last years of her life, it is because Mimi would give them to me and to my brother Armand. They were written on small sheets of paper or given to us orally. But it was always with joy or sorrow according to the content.
During the years of 1982 until her death in 2002, Mimi shared with us the intervention of God in her life, since we were her spiritual sons.
These few notes, rarely written by Armand and myself are notes written by Mimi during her nights of the «spirit», of the «soul» and of the «body». Mimi lives what she is carrying in her heart and in her body. The three falls of Jesus during his way of the cross, she will experience them in her body after having written about them as if one had to die several times in order to attain LIFE. During her times in the hospital, she carried the sufferings of the patients, their anxieties, their worries and questionings.
Her long journeys in total darkness resemble the nights of the great mystics like those of mother Teresa. If in reading these notes, the inconceivable takes over, let us not forget that everything leads to the eternal light of God.
Father Guy Girard m.s.a.
8 January 1952
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I want you to renew your vow with your director and in his presence so that he will witness your offering. Why do you leave him in the dark for something so important? Isn’t he the intermediary between me and you?”
5 February 1960
– Jesus: “When you look lovingly at our little crucifix, repeat these words : ‘My Father, here I am to accomplish your Holy and Adorable Will over me. I offer myself to you with your Divine Son, Jesus. I offer myself as a host of love that Mary Immaculate will place into your fatherly arms. Ô my God, my Father, accept the total giving of my whole being, of all my love so that all may be consumed in your infinite love through the merits of your Divine Son. In your merciful Love, accept me as victim with your Divine Son to cooperate in the salvation of souls for your greater glory.”
1st July 1961
Feast of the Precious Blood
– Jesus: “My dear children, recite together the act of humility and of perfect contrition while remembering all the sins of your life. And with love and full confidence, dive into the infinite ocean of my mercy. Gather yourself for a moment and I will inundate you with my Precious Blood.”
27 August 1980
– Mimi: “Eternal Father, with the Precious Blood of your Beloved Son, his merits, his divine wounds, the sorrows of Mary Immaculate, forgive and have mercy.”
“With the Blessed Trinity, the Celestial court, the faithful souls, praise, love and glory. Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, have mercy on us. Save us!”
8 December 1983
Message of Thursday 8 December 1983. (Georgette Faniel.)
– Mimi: “Midnight, another day begins for us. How I would like to be near you to celebrate this beautiful feast of the Immaculate Conception.
“Blessed day. It is with love and respect that I place on your forehead a gentle kiss in the name of my spiritual sons and daughters and for all your children on earth. Mary, I would have so much to tell you and I am seized with emotion, my heart full of love. The overflow of God’s love takes hold of me and I remain there looking at you in silence.”
– Mary: “My dear little host of love, it is also a great day for you. Heaven is rejoicing and it is with love that God, the Eternal Father is looking at you and awaiting your answer. We bless this offering as priest and victim with my Beloved Son and his priestly sons. It is I, your mother who has the duty and the joy to tell you that today you are beginning your special mission of total immolation to the glory of God the Eternal Father and the Church. Our two priestly sons will renew ther offering of total giving at the same moment when my Son offers himself to the Father.
“God will accept everything and I will be there with the Spirit of God and the celestial court. You will be officially at the very heart of the Church, hidden for now from human eyes. There will only be our two spiritual sons near you to help you.
“According to the will of the Eternal Father : Father Guy will become spiritual counsellor and will very carefully watch over the spiritual notes. Father Armand will be your spiritual director. He will direct you according to the Will of the Father. However, they will be the only ones helping you in your mission. The mystical bonds we have placed in your souls will become stronger for after your death, they have been chosen to continue your mission : love in suffering through a greater intimacy with Jesus.
“They will witness through their faith what we have accomplished in each one of you. They will be placed by their priesthood at the very heart of the Church in order to give once more to consecrated souls the purity of the heart, soul and spirit. But I will always be with them, for, one day, they will be crucified with my Divine Son on the same cross in order to be offered to the Eternal Father. For the moment, may they prepare themselves in love, faith and confidence.”
Friday the 16th of November 1984
– Mimi: Father Armand asks me in Father Guy’s name, before the celebration of the Eucharist, to ask the Eternal Father, whether they should spread the message that the Blessed Virgin is giving to the seers of Medjugorje. And the answer came after the Eucharist while we were honoring the Heart of Jesus.
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, why have I called my sons, beloved : cherished children of Mary? (8 December 1983.)
“Why have I lavished on them graces, blessings, special favors in encountering my representative on earth, Pope John Paul II?
“Does a child who loves his mother need permission to speak about her?
To make her known?
To speak about her love and kindness?
“However, they must be prudent and have a lot of discernment. May they act according to their conscience, asking the Holy Spirit for help and not precede the Vatican. May everything be done for the glory of God and the triumph of Mary, Queen of Peace.”
– The Eternal Father: “Examination of conscience for favors obtained.
1- To have been given a holy mother.
2- To have received the priesthood.
3- To have been given a spiritual mother who carried you in her prayers for 18 years before meeting you.
4-To have understood the prayer of Total Giving and now to live it.
5-To have seen and honored the Alliance.
6-To have seen the crown of martyrdom in the chalice.
7-To have offered yourselves to the Father with Jesus, through Mary, as priest and victim.
8-To have been called spoiled and cherished children of Mary.
9- Children of the family of the Eternal Father.
10- Retreat in Rome.
Visit to the Holy Father John Paul II and concelebration in the private chapel.
11- Pilgrimage to Medjugorje.
12- Prayer and hymn of praise in croatian.
13- Wounds of Jesus and to honor the Heart of Jesus.”
21 November 1984
– The Eternal Father: “Happy are you to possess in your flesh the sufferings of my Son. Through the Alliance, you are taking part in the agony of the soul, of the heart, of the spirit. Moreover, with your physical suffering, you will identify yourself more and more with Jesus crucified in order to give witness. Two in one flesh, such is this intimacy of love in suffering through your crucified will and your crushed heart. Like my Son, you must offer it all to glorify God the Eternal Father, to enrich the Church through the total giving of your life, with your two priestly sons.
“This spiritual maternity that we asked you to accept twenty years ago, had been prepared by us from all eternity. God the Father had foreseen this mystical union within our souls. Give thanks to God on the feast of the Immaculate (8 December 1984). It is already a year since they became by my grace spoiled children (Fr. Guy) and cherished children (Fr. Armand) of Mary. The beautiful family of the Eternal Father. Do you realize this great privilege? Be humble and thankful.”
22 January 1985
– Mimi: My God said that one day, I would perhaps write my biography. If I should write my life story, I have the impression that the book would be on the blacklist.
– Jesus corrected me saying: “If everything came from you, you would be right in saying this, but you must never again say such a thing. It would be a lack of respect to the Alliance that I embedded in you.
“My Beloved spouse, I beg you, be very attentive in having great respect in your words and actions towards the Alliance of our love. In suffering for a greater intimacy, the Alliance is the masterpiece of love from the Eternal Father.
“Meditate this beautiful testimony : happy are you for carrying within you the sufferings of my Son.”
24 August 1985
– Mimi: During these hours of temptations and trials, I felt the pain of the cross. Humanly speaking, I felt that I was going to faint. My enemy didn’t stop pursuing me, suggesting that I end my life, showing me the test I would undergo on the 29th of August at 1h30 p.m. at Hôtel-Dieu Hospital.
– Satan: “When the surgeon passes the tube in your throat to the bowel to see if there are stones, etc. I will strangle you since your God allows me to choke you when you pray or sing the praises of Mary. Where is he at that moment? Take poison before the test. The hospital will be accountable. Why keep on struggling, your strength is gone. You are fighting your own self, for you belong to me forever. The time remaining in your life isn’t long. You will die alone, abandoned. A good thing your spiritual sons aren’t here to help you in fighting me with their undesirable priesthood. I ask myself why they are priests?”
– Mimi: “Forgive me, Jesus, I no longer have the strength to write down these lies.”
And I wept. I saw Jesus on his cross asking me to come close to him. I could no longer move and I asked him to come and get me.
– Jesus: “My dear little victim of love, I cannot detach myself from the cross to come to you, for my arms are attached to the cross because of the sins of consecrated souls.”
