Saturday 1st October 1955
First Saturday of the month.
– MIMI: When I think that my God will come to me, I am so happy! I would like the time to pass more quickly. I prepare my communion with my Gentle Mother of heaven on my right and my Guardian angel on my left, for my enemy wants to trouble me.”
Sunday 2 October 1955
– Mimi: My enemy scolds me concerning my director and says:
− Satan: “Poor little one, you let yourself be led by the tip of your nose by your director. He does what he wants with you. You are not free. You walk out of fear. Where is your freedom? Why believe that God has told him what He wants from you? He can make mistakes, you know. He is human. Why place your trust in him?”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! I don’t want to listen to you anymore! He is a director that I have and not a dictator. I have confidence in him because he represents God and has never led me astray. It is God himself who chose him. I know that my soul has been very costly to him.
Visit to church to console Him for the sorrow I have caused Him through my lack of faith.
Monday 3 October 1955
Feast of Saint Thérèse
– Mimi: “How I would like to be Your little sister, Thérèse! Ô Thérèse, please teach me how to serve and love Jesus like you. Help me walk on your little road of love that leads to heaven. Give me the necessary courage, especially in temptations, you who know what aridity and desolation is about. I need your help. I want to sanctify myself. I can’t do it alone. Come to my help, I beg you!”
Tuesday 4 October 1955
– Jesus: “My dear little one, I ask you to walk with your eyes closed and not with your ears as you sometimes do. My dear little one, how I suffered last week in seeing your attitude so indifferent after all I gave you out of pure goodness and love. I had filled you with chosen graces!
Thank My Gentle Mother for having interceded for you because at a certain moment I wanted to give you a good lesson, but the prayers of My Divine Mother and those of your director, the sacrifices accompanied by corporal sufferings at least three times touched My heart for he asked several times to forgive you saying: “My God, forgive her for she knows not what she is doing.”
Tell him about Our chat. He may not want to speak about it in a spirit of humility but I hope he tells you a little about what he did for you, for your soul. And if a human being is able to suffer by shedding blood to save a soul, what would I not do, I your God, your Creator? Have I not given you enough proof of My love? My dear little one, after each trial, you should kiss the earth to thank Me for My favors. Take notice that each trial, each cross is a mark of My love to help you in sanctifying yourself.
Wednesday 5 October 1955
– Jesus: “Poor little one, what are you doing about Our team work? In moments of temptation you are content to see Us work. You act as a supervisor. You add up very well what your director and Myself are doing for you. You do nothing and wait for your salary. Do you think that souls are bought only with wishes? What purpose did My passion serve? Remember Our team work, Me, him and you.
Your director must offer, work. You must pray, suffer. As for Myself, I add on what is lacking to be agreeable to My Father.”
Thursday 6 October 1955
– Mimi: “My God, I sincerely ask Your forgiveness for my ungratefulness. Increase in me my confidence and love. In spite of everything, You know very well that I love You and wish to love You even more. I expect everything from Your Infinite Mercy. Have pity on me!”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, don’t forget your Holy Hour from eleven to midnight. I am counting on you. Come and console Me.”
Friday 7 October 1955
First Friday of the month
– Mimi: I couldn’t be happier. I have received my Beloved.
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. I adore You present in me. Thank You for so much love!”
Saturday 8 October 1955
– Mimi: I am so happy! I was able to attend Holy Mass in the church.
– Mimi: “Thank You for Your great mercy. Thank You for Your love. I can’t keep back my tears just at the thought of the sorrow I caused you the other day because of my lack of confidence. I beg You, please give me full confidence, increase my love for You alone, ô my God. Strengthen my faith, give me the strength and courage to serve you with fidelity especially in difficult moments, during the great temptations You send me out of goodness to purify me.
With Your grace, ô my God, from now on, I wish to bless Your hand in moments of trials and moments of joys. I surrender myself to You. I throw myself with confidence into Your divine arms. My Beloved, please give me holy perseverance in my resolutions. I am so weak! I humbly ask Your aid, Your assistance, Your love.”
Sunday 9 October 1955
– Mimi: I am happy! I attended Holy Mass celebrated by my director.
– Mimi: “My God and my All, I adore You and love You more than anything. I offer myself to You with my Beloved through the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven and through the hands of my director.
Yes, my God, I accept everything out of love. I want to become Your little Host of love that You will immolate each day for the greater glory of God. All for You, my God, nothing for me. My God, help me to be detached from everything and everyone in order to live only for You.
Monday 10 October 1955
– Mimi: “My God, I ask Your forgiveness for all the sorrow I caused You through my lack of confidence after so many signs of Your love. I recognize that I am ungrateful, selfish. I humbly ask Your forgiveness.
Tuesday 11 October 1955
Maternity of the Blessed Virgin Mary
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for having accepted to become my Mother. Thank You for Your love, ô Immaculate Virgin. Keep my soul pure! Protect me from my enemies. I am Your child and all that I have belongs to You. Teach me to love Your Gentle Jesus. Teach me to serve Him faithfully like You did. Most pure Virgin, Most Blessed Virgin, I love You, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven. I thank You for interceding in my favor to God. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. You also have suffered because of me. See my pain, my repentance. Do not reject my humble prayer.
It is in confidence that I come to You to share my sorrows, ô Refuge of sinners. Promise me that You will help me love Your Gentle Jesus even more by submitting myself to His Holy Will. With the grace of God, I want to practice and imitate Your virtues so that at the hour of my death, I may say with You that I am the little servant of the Lord. My Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to begin today to better serve God. I don’t want to waste time. I have so much to be forgiven. I need to atone.”
Wednesday 12 October 1955
– Jesus: “My dear little one, will you ever understand? How unjust, ungrateful you have been towards Me, your God, your Creator. It is out of pure goodness that I filled you and you selfishly kept the graces you received. Ask Me to understand the sorrow I felt last week at your reprehensible conduct, you, My little spouse, My beloved, My little one. Yes, how I suffered! I wept because of you. Your director suffered with Me. He wept. His soul was so sad at seeing your attitude after all that he had said. He suffered a lot. He did not count the extent of his sufferings to the point of shedding his blood and the numerous sacrifices, and all this for your soul. Poor little one! Never doubt him. He has known for a long time all that I want from you and expect from you, as you are sustained by My grace.
My dear little one, during these days of trials, My soul was in agony at seeing in what state you were. You were pitying yourself so much. This is why I left you alone to struggle. The sharpest pain I felt was when you rejected with contempt your blessed ring saying: “I can no longer wear it!”
At that moment my heart skipped a beat! I could almost feel a sword piercing My heart.
Your director felt the same thing for his sorrow was so great. He even jumped in fright before this vile gesture of revolt. Who are you, poor miserable creature to act in such a manner towards your God? What do you make of the authority of your director?
So, by rejecting this blessed ring, you no longer wanted Me to be a part of your life. You despised My love, I your Beloved Spouse. You rejected the cross. I who loved it to the point of wanting to die on it for you. Poor little one! Why have you done this, you My privileged child? I who have filled you, who have preferred you to so many others who by their conduct deserved My favors. Ô My dear little spouse, I beg you, allow me to act freely in you. I want to purify you in order to offer you to My Father with a renewed soul, with a purified soul, with a soul full of love for Him.
Give me your poor little hand still trembling. Together, we will resume Our road towards heaven. Do not doubt My love, you, so little, so contemptible at times. My love for you is so great that I did not fear picking you up from your sinful condition. You were wounded. I bandaged your wounds and with the merits of My Precious Blood, I washed your soul. Now, I want to purify you. Let Me, let Us do this. Look once more at My Infinite Mercy. Seeing your repentance, your sincerity, I forgive you, poor little one. Yes, come My dear privileged child, My dear little spouse, My dear little one!”
– Mimi: It is the first time He calls me by my first name.
− Jesus: “Come close, come closer to My Divine Heart. Do not retain your tears, weep upon My shoulder. I understand. I understand your weaknesses and in spite of everything, I can’t help loving you. I know you want to make amends, you want to console Me, you want to atone.”
My dear little spouse, I accept you. Speak to me of love. Throw yourself with confidence into My arms and I will forget everything. Now, promise Me you will never remove your blessed ring. It is the symbol of Our union in love and suffering. Read again the little pages of Good Friday 16 April 1954. You will understand what I mean. My dear little one, what would you say if at the hour of your death I rejected you like you rejected the blessed ring? Don’t do it again, I beg you in the name of Our love. Never reject My will, that of My Father, for you will still have great trials, great temptations. Support them with resignation, with confidence in Us, with patience, with love, with an entire submission to the Holy Will of God. Show Us your repentance, your gratitude, your love by accepting everything. For in doing this you are saving souls.”
Thursday 13 October 1955
− Mimi: “My God, I want to love You more and more. Increase my confidence! My Beloved, give me the strength and courage to follow You with fidelity even in small things. I offer You everything out of love. I want to fulfill my team work to save souls but especially to please You, to console You.
Yes, my Beloved, I love You more than my poor human heart has ever loved. I am all Yours and I throw myself with confidence into Your arms. I adore You present in me and I thank You for so much goodness, ô my God of love, my All.”
Friday 14 October 1955
− Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for being present in me to help me overcome this trial.”
Great temptation against faith.
– Mimi: “My God, I believe. I adore You. I love You. I believe in You, in Your infinite mercy for me. I can do nothing without You, my Beloved. Help me in this struggle. I cannot do it alone. Sustain me with Your grace and Your love. I don’t want to lose You a single moment.”
Visit from my director in spite of his illness. He comes to help me. His devotion has no limit not to mention his great charity.
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for this favor.
“Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to share with you a great sorrow. The health of my director worries me a lot. Ô Mary, my hope, watch over him. He is Your child. Ask God for me to heal him, please. Protect me. My enemy is taking advantage and wants to discourage me. I place all my trust in You, ô my Beloved. You are stronger than he.
– Mimi: My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me to prepare tomorrow’s communion. How anxious I am! Time seems so long!”
Saturday 15 October 1955
– Mimi: I am happy to receive my Beloved. After my communion, I went to bed and slept peacefully.
– Jesus: “My dear little one. This is how you make your thanksgiving? I take the time to come and see you! Your director who is ill and comes out of his way to bring you this happiness! How I must love you to shut my eyes on all this, on your imperfections, on your faults. I forgive you, little one. Before doing something, think of Me. You will see how everything will change in your life.”
– Mimi: “To repair, my Beloved, I want my whole day to be a day of thanksgiving. I ask Your forgiveness. Thank You for being present in me.”
Sunday 16 October 1955
– Mimi: “My God, see my sorrow! My director is ill. My God, receive my humble request.
My Beloved, answer my prayer. My God, Your servant is ill. It is with faith and confidence that I make this request. Please heal him. I wish to make another request. I would like to suffer instead of my director. I have the time to suffer. It is my duty, my share in Our team work. My director’s share is to work. My Beloved, how do You want him to work if he is sick? He has so much to do during the retreat that begins this evening and will end only in several weeks. My Beloved, promise me You will heal him, if You please. My Beloved, I offer to suffer in his place. You know my little secret. You know how useful he still is for souls. As for myself!”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, I will do something for him. Our team has a lot to do during this time of retreat. My dear little one, during this busy time, what are your plans? Will you work with Us? Or will you look at us like a supervisor? What salary do you claim on this earth? My dear little one, meditate on this. Tell it to your director.”
– Mimi: “Ô gentle reproaches of my Beloved! You know very well that I want to work with You. Since I am a weak instrument, I want to do my share. Receive me simply as a little apprentice without experience but who wants to learn the trade, that of saving souls. I don’t count on myself. I know very well that I am not able to do it alone.
But I count on Your love, on Your grace to help me walk by Your side and fulfill my duty as team member. Following the example of my director, I wish to give You many souls. I accept Your Holy Will in all things. I don’t ask for a salary in doing this team work. All I ask You and request from You is Your love and the grace to serve You faithfully, to love You more than anything and holy perseverance in my resolutions. I place all my trust in You.”
Monday 17 October 1955
– Mimi: “My God, I trust in You. I love You. I thank You for having loved me and forgiven me following such bad conduct. With Your grace, I want to love You and serve You better. I so want to make You forget my ungratefulness. I thank You for Your goodness. I thank You for this new trial that you sent me for the greater good of my soul.
I adore You present in me and I love You in this cross that You have placed on my shoulder. My Beloved, hear my prayer. I beg You to heal him if it be the Holy Will of God.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, ask for this favor! Watch over him. Take care of him like Your child. See how he suffers! Can Your motherly Heart , Your compassionate Heart not be moved? In Your love for him who has always done his best and even more to serve You, love You, who has always worked for You, to make You better known and loved by souls, I beg You, please give him great spiritual consolations to help him. I am certain, I am confident that a smile coming from You, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven can heal him. Ô my dear Mother, you are almighty on the heart of God. Ask Him, if You please, to heal him. Listen to the confident prayer of Your poor little girl filled with sorrow. As for myself, I want to do my share and I offer myself in union with the sufferings of Your Divine Son, with my humble prayers for him.
Remember, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, my daily prayer when I ask You to die before my director in order to be ready to receive the last rites before appearing before God.
How he would be pleased to sign my safe passage to heaven. How he would be happy to see me close my eyes forever, he who opened them to faith and truth and divine love.
– Mimi: Mother, ô Mother, my Gentle Mother of heaven, when will You come to get me? I would be so happy to die on the 8th of December, the day of Your Immaculate Conception. Think of my joy, my happiness. I was born on the 8th and I would die on the 8th. Baptized in the church of the Immaculate Conception with a funeral service in the church of the Immaculate Conception. To die on the day of the Immaculate Conception! What joy to go and live forever near my Gentle Mother of heaven! However, my God, I accept Your Holy Will.”
Tuesday 18 October 1955
Great temptation again faith!
− Mimi: “My God, come to my aid! My God, I believe in Your Infinite Mercy.
My Beloved, to please You, I accept the state in which You have placed me today. I want to save souls. My Beloved, I offer You this worry concerning my director. I know that he is still sick and I have no news. My God, it is with confidence that I ask You to heal him. All I can do for him is to pray.
– Mimi: My Gentle Mother of heaven, watch over him. He deserves it.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, come and say hello! You are too preoccupied by your trials. Come and place them at My feet. Come My dear little spouse. We are going to talk about Our projects, Our love, Our team work.”
Wednesday 19 October 1955
– Jesus: “My dear little one, offer Me your silence.”
– Mimi: I couldn’t write nor read. I have to listen to the reading.”
– Jesus: “Come and spend an hour with Me, this afternoon, at the church.”
– Mimi: To my great surprise, my director who is ill goes to his confessional to hear confessions. There are many persons.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, look at him! You suffer to see him work though he is sick. He knows the value of a soul in the state of grace. He doesn’t wait for Me to tell him to work. He offers up, he does his team work. He isn’t like you. You are right in being sorrowful, ashamed of your conduct.
Finally we are once again the three of us together to accomplish our team work. Pray for the souls who go to confession so that they may be sincere with perfect contrition. Recite your rosary on your knees.
– Mimi: I was so exhausted!
– Jesus: “Through your obedience and sufferings, you are helping and sustaining confessors in their duties. You give them patience and courage to continue. If people understood how extenuating and difficult it is at times to confess for several hours. How great would be their consolation and their encouragement to be able to say: “This soul whose confession I have just heard is really sincere! He is full of good will! He loves his God enough to avoid falling into sin again”. But, unfortunately, how many make retreats only to do what others do, nothing more. How often have I heard the following: “My God, I want to make my retreat but I don’t want to change anything in my life, my habits, my affections, my faults, etc. Afterwards, I will go to heaven because I made my retreat.” Poor souls! Poor unfortunates! They talk as if I didn’t see everything, as if I didn’t know about their deepest thoughts, their hearts’ desires.
If I am telling you this, My dear little one, if I confide in you, it is because I know that you understand Me perfectly. Do you remember your superficial retreats? Now that you recognize your miseries and wish to serve Me, love Me, console Me, I confide in you My sorrows, My little spouse whom I love! I beg you, give Me souls!”
Thursday 20 October 1955
– Mimi: “My God, make me love You more and more!”
– Jesus: “Come spend an hour with Me! Come and console Me! If you only knew all I am suffering! Tell me often that you love Me. My heart needs so much love!”
– Mimi: I was meditating on the goodness of God towards me, on His love, on His Infinite Mercy. Then, I meditated on all my ungratefulness, on my lack of confidence.
– Mimi: “You alone, ô my God, know the sorrow that I feel at seeing my faults. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. My God, I beg You, allow all the words of preachers and the advice of confessors to penetrate the minds and remain embedded in their hearts forever. I want to offer You a lot during these retreats. I want souls to offer themselves to You and console You.”
– Jesus: “Offer me this concern of seeing your director ill. You are sorrowful at seeing him suffer in his body. Think, therefore, about the sorrow he sometimes has when he sees your soul ill and when you do not want to do anything to heal it.”
Friday 21 October 1955
– Mimi: I had just made an act of patience and had been struggling with a great temptation.
– Mimi: “I think, my Beloved, that I have just made a step in the right direction.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my dear little one, you regressed for when you think you have made progress, you are further away. It is not for you to judge. My dear little one, I beg you, do not begin calculating your little steps. Did I calculate My steps during the years I was looking for you? In the past, did you calculate your steps when offending Me? Therefore, be humble and don’t do it again. It saddens Me!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness. I know that without You I am nothing. With Your grace, I want to walk by Your side without counting my steps. I ask Your forgiveness once again. I don’t want to offend You. I simply said it without thinking, like a little child who is happy when it takes a few steps.”
– Jesus: “I know very well that you said this without thinking. This is what saddens Me, for if you had thought of Me at that moment, you would have said: “My Beloved, I thank You. I think I took another step to love You.” And you act like a child who is happy to have taken a few steps on its own.
My dear little one, if I did not hold you in My arms, do you see all the stupid things you could do? Can you see how closely I follow you? This does not prevent Me from loving you. The smaller you are, the more I love you. I am so aware of your miseries. I have pity on you. I forgive you.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, one more thing. In the future, be more respectful towards Me and My representative. This evening, you could have knelt to receive absolution. Don’t you kneel to wash your floor?”
– Mimi: “I ask Your forgiveness. Ô Holy Spirit, please give me all Your gifts, especially the gift of intelligence.”
– Satan: “Poor little one, do you see what kind of life you are leading? You are free and yet, you are unable to do things on your own. Do you see what kind of God you have? The more you give, the more He asks of you. He is no longer content with your good will. He doesn’t stop scolding you and what can we say about your director! He doesn’t give you a chance! He strongly approves your God. Can’t you see They both want to dominate you? You are not living in a time of slavery! Listen to me! There is still time to rebuild your life, a life of freedom like before. Think of me. Do I scold you? I respect your freedom. You believe in the true love of God for you. He says so! Don’t you believe it! He has more pity on you than love.”
– Mimi: “ Get lost, liar! You really must be the devil for telling me such things. My Beloved, I believe, I adore You present in me. I thank You for Your love. I bless Your hand that shows me my mistakes, my faults. I lower myself before You, ô my God, my Creator. I submit myself to Your Holy Will because I love You. In spite of my unworthiness, my misery, I know and I believe that You love me. I implore Your mercy, Your help, Your strength, Your might, but especially Your love to continue my journey towards God. I know that the road is very long, very painful but I do not fear. I have a good guide in the person of my director and Yourself, my Beloved. You are my support, my strength. My God, answer my prayer. I want to love You even more.”
Saturday 22 October 1955
After communion.
– Mimi: I am so happy. My God is present in me. We have so much to say to one another. We shared Our love and then spoke of Our projects. Concerning this, I told Him:
– Mimi: “How sad my mom will be when she learns that I have died. Who will take care of her?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, My beloved, why do you have such useless regrets? She won’t be alone. I will be with her as I have always been. My dear little one, before dying on the cross, before leaving this earth, did I leave My Divine Mother alone? Of course not! I gave her to Saint John. I understand your anxiety. Give me your mother and do not fear. My dear little one, your mother will be rapidly consoled at knowing that you are all Mine and that as a Spouse, I have come to fetch you. If a human being had asked for your hand, she would have accepted to see you leave happy. She would have given everything up to make you happy. I, your God, your Spouse, I want to fetch you in order to share eternal life with you. And if I come to fetch you, it is still out of love. Is it so painful to come to possess My heaven? To live with Me in My glory for all eternity? My dear little one, do you prefer to live a long life of suffering and worrying about losing Me and being unsure of your salvation?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know very well that I love You and that my greatest wish is to do Your Holy Will at all times.
You know very well that two persons who love each other cannot live apart very long. How could I live and be happy far from You, ô my Love? During the little time left for me to live, I want to be at Your service. I want to love You even more. I abandon myself into Your powerful arms. With Your grace, I want to save many souls.
– Mimi: My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me to prepare my soul before appearing before my God. I trust in You.
My Beloved, grant me final perseverance.»
Sunday 23 October 1955
– Mimi: “I am very happy to receive You. I know that I am unworthy of receiving communion.
How great is His love for me, His poor little creature!
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You are here, present in me. I adore You and I love You. I thank You for Your infinite love. Consider my miseries, my faults. Increase my confidence. Strengthen my faith, purify my love.
Grant me especially the grace of never losing You for a single moment. Please grant me the grace of being humble and submissive to Your Holy Will and docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. I ask Your forgiveness for having offended You. I ask Your forgiveness for my malice, my ungratefulness and for the sins of my whole life, after having received so many signs of Your love. When I think of the day when I rejected the blessed ring, my heart suffers and I still feel a great sorrow. How I regret this senseless gesture! My God, I humbly ask Your forgiveness.
With Your grace, I want to atone. I especially want to love You and console You. I cannot continue writing. I am expecting visitors this afternoon. However, my Beloved, I am not leaving You completely since You are here, present in me. I love You, my Beloved. I yearn for You each moment.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, I love You. Protect me. Please help me. I want to imitate Your virtues and practice Your humility. Like Yourself, I want to keep secret all that is going on between Us, especially between My Beloved and me, His poor little girl who loves Him in spite of her miseries.”
Do not forget, my Beloved, the confident prayer that I recite each day for my director, my parents, my friends and enemies.”
– Jesus: “Finally, My dear little one, We are alone! I found the time long!”
– Mimi: “I also, my Beloved. I was anxious to be near You.”
Monday 24 October 1955
– Mimi: I was talking about music with a friend. I had a moment of vanity when I said:
− Mimi: “You know, I have my licence in music and I would have liked to continue my studies to obtain my masters.”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, you are not the only one to have a licence. Wild animals can also have a licence. What would be the use for you to have a licence in music? Do you believe that it is necessary to save souls? Continue to study your faults in order to master them. This will be more agreeable to Me and more useful to you. Poor little one, poor human nature! You can see, My dear little one, how much you need Me every moment. Do you see the necessity of a guide?”
– Mimi: “My God, I ask Your forgiveness. I want to atone. I am counting on You to help me. In the future, I will avoid speaking of me, this poor me, and to remain humble, I will ask for the help of my director. I will often think of Jesus. Yes, Jesus, meek and humble of heart, render my heart similar to Yours.
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, I am very upset. I offended once again Your Gentle Jesus with my vain words. Please help me correct myself. Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to remain very little, very humble so that Jesus may make in me His permanent home.”
Tuesday 25 October 1955
– Mimi: I can’t write today. Someone needs my help.
– Mimi: “Out of love for You, my Beloved and also because of my team work, I will spend my day helping this person. I want to help her. She deserves it. She has been so good to me.”
– Mimi: “I was exhausted. My heart is bigger than my capacity. I have to go to the hospital tomorrow. This repels me a lot. Out of love for You, my Beloved, I accept Your Holy Will. I want to prove to You my love, my gratitude for all Your goodness and I wish to save many souls.”
Wednesday 26 October 1955
– Mimi: Visit to the hospital. I am happy for once again the doctor declared that I was a difficult case to follow because there were a lot of complications.
– Mimi: “However, it is so easy to understand for Us, isn’t it, my Beloved? And it is so easy to look at it with the eyes of faith. I would have liked to rest, this afternoon. I was in a lot of pain.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, don’t think of it. I need your work, your sufferings. I need souls.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, to please You, I will consecrate this afternoon in helping out. My Beloved, help me hide my exhaustion. Help me smile in spite of my situation.”
Thursday 27 October 1955
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I will do my team work by doing the will of others. I thank You for this has given me the occasion of mortifying my will and my body. Since I couldn’t write, I made acts of love. During my work, I was engaged in private prayer of adoration, thanking God present in me. My God, my Beloved, I accept this fatigue in union with Your sufferings, in atonement for my sins, especially in atonement for the hateful gesture of revolt. If You knew, my Beloved, all the sorrow I feel when I think about this. It makes me suffer greatly.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, I know very well that you are suffering. However, your pain will never be similar to Mine. I forgive you but you must repair this offense against your God, your Creator. He is Infinite Goodness, Almighty, King of heaven and earth. He is a God of love, your Beloved Spouse who loved you to the point of shedding His Precious Blood, His life for you out of love.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved! May Your will be done! Tell me what I must do to repair, to atone.”
Friday 28 October 1955
– Mimi: “I am taking drops to sustain the health of my poor body, but I especially need the drops of Your Precious Blood for my sick soul to sustain it, to strengthen it, to protect it against enemies that are close to me like microbs.”
I cannot write down the great happiness that I have when I think about my Beloved coming tomorrow into my poor soul. I need Him so badly to help me. I need His love to purify me. I so want to love Him more. I have no excuse for not having confidence after so many signs of love.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I wish to receive You in order to please You. Come, my Beloved Spouse, my God, my Unique Treasure. Come into Your abode. Come with Your infinite love. Come with Your mercy. Come with all Your graces. Come with Your Spirit of Holiness. I give myself to You completely and forever. I want to let You act freely, to work in my soul in order to render it agreeable to God, my Creator. My poor soul is so sick! My God, have mercy.
Saturday 29 October 1955
– Mimi: “My God, I offer You my communion for Your Glory. My God, I love You because Your are my Father, my Creator. I adore You present in me. I recognize Your infinite mercy and the power of Your love in my poor little soul.
During thanksgiving, great temptation. My enemy told me:
– Satan: “You believe in the presence of God in this Host? Poor little one! Why don’t you believe in visible things! Look at reality with human eyes and not with the eyes of faih. Who told you that you had faith? You believe in an invisible God! Try an experiment. Ask your God to show Himself to you to increase your confidence. If He does so, I will bow before Him and if He does not answer, you will have proof that He does not exist. My dear little one, ask me the same thing. You will see my power. I am not afraid. I can appear to you right away if you like. You believe that God is present in you? As for myself, I am always by your side!”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! I hate you with all my heart! My God, have pity on me! Come to my help! Come, my Beloved, Your little spouse needs You, needs Your love. My Beloved, I believe in You. I adore You. I believe in Your presence in me. I believe in Your infinite mercy. I believe in my future happiness in heaven, near You for all eternity.
Mother! My Gentle Mother of heaven, protect your child! Give me strength and courage to fight against all temptations. Do not allow me to offend Your Gentle Jesus through my lack of confidence.
I do not want to allow any doubt to enter my mind. Ô my Mother, I throw myself into Your arms. Hide me near Your Divine Heart as You used to hide Your Gentle Jesus from the hands of Herod. I also have enemies. Protect me! Receive and answer the confident prayer of Your little girl who takes refuge in Your powerful arms. With You, ô Mother, I have no fear. I trust in You, Refuge of sinners. I love You and thank You for Your assistance in all my needs.
Sunday 30 October 1955
Feast of Christ the King
– Mimi: “I am happy to receive communion on this beautiful day, my Beloved, feast of Your Royalty. Rest and keep the golden crown on Your head. Place on my head Your crown of thorns. I want to work in Your place. With Your grace, I want to work for You. I want to save souls. Yes, out of love for You, I accept everything and I want to offer You a lot to show You my gratitude.”
My God, my King, I prostate myself on my knees before You to give You homage. Look at Your feet upon the smallest of Your creatures, the weakest, the most miserable one, but the most loving one in spite of her miseries. I know, my God, that I am not worthy of receiving You. I am ashamed and regret my conduct so despicable at times. But I trust in You and love You. Your goodness and Your love draws me closer more and more. I yearn for You constantly. Ô my powerful King, ô King of my heart, please grant me the necessary graces to serve You better and to follow You by avoiding sin and even imperfections. Ô my King of love, my Spouse, my Beloved, strengthen my love for You so that I may live only for You. Detach me from all creatures. Grant me the grace to have no human affection that could keep me away from You.”
Ô my King, my Beloved Spouse! May Your embrace be stronger in moments of great temptations and in spite of the storm, may I believe and say that my Beloved is present in me in spite of the state I am in. Grant me, if You please, the grace of remaining always Your faithful little spouse at Your service and very submissive to Your Holy Will. May I always walk by Your side with love and full confidence. Please grant me the grace to love You each day more and more. Give me the strength and courage to overcome my evil passions, my rebellious will, my visible and invisible faults, all temptations, my visible and invisible enemies.
My God, I thank You for Your love and for all Your graces. My God, I offer myself to You forever in the presence of the Holy Trinity, of my Gentle Mother of heaven, of the whole celestial court. Yes, I offer myself with all my miseries. Receive me as the prodigal son. Receive me as You did Mary Magdalen, for my heart is filled with love for You and repentance for all my faults, all my numerous sins. Finally, receive me as You did the good thief into Your kingdom so that I may love You, adore You, glorify You, serve You eternally. I throw myself into Your powerful arms with full confidence and I huddle close to Your adorable heart. Thank You, thank You. I am so happy in the arms of my Beloved Spouse, my King of Love. I adore You as the King of my heart, King of heaven and earth. Receive my humble homage.
Ô my King of Love, reign in all hearts. Your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. Reign on Your Church. Reign on all peoples. May Your reign be without end. Ô my God, may the whole universe recognize Your Royalty.
How beautiful You are with the monstrance and the golden crown and the rich royal mantle. I am so happy. It is worthy of You, worthy of a King of Love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl! My beloved! I am very grateful and I appreciate this beautiful decoration but, after all, they are perishable things. I know very well that these exterior actions honor Me, but do you know where I recognize My royalty? It is in souls and when a soul allows Me to live in it as King and Master. That is when I live and reign in it until the day when I will share with it My Kingdom for all eternity, because, on earth, it shall have given Me a place to stay in its poor little dwelling, Me, the unknown God, the forsaken King, the forgotten King.”
At this moment, My dear beloved little girl, if your earthly eyes could see Me in all My power, My beauty, My Royalty, if you could see the happiness in heaven today, if you could hear the hymns of gratitude, of prayer; if you could see all the homage that I am receiving from the whole celestial court; I do not forget the homage from the consecrated souls and the faithful, from the little ones on earth. My dear beloved little spouse, I am sad at not being able to have you experience My joy, My happiness today. However, My dear little one, look at this spectacle with the eyes of faith. Have full confidence in My words. Think of the day when, full of My love, I will come to fetch you. Meditate on this and prepare yourself for you must die as a victim of My love. You don’t understand? Trust Me and prepare our next encounter. How anxious I am to possess You for all eternity!
My dear little spouse, Mine and only Mine, if you knew how I am jealously guarding you as a treasure. This is why I wish you to be ignored by mankind. Remain little and humble. Remain hidden in Me, My dear little one.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for giving me a foretaste of heaven, and if there was no one around, how I would like to place myself near the altar to be nearer to You, my God, my King of Love.”
– Jesus: “My dear beloved little spouse, am I not there, in you, in My palace, in Our dwelling? It is easy to come closer to Me. Close your eyes. Meditate for a few moments and descend once again within yourself. Look at your miseries. Look at what you are before Me, your God. Look at what you are without Me, your God. Look at what I have done for you out of pure love. Look at my constant love.
My dear little spouse, the more you are humble before Me and before mankind, the more you will be confident. The more you have love for Me, the more you will accept the crosses of life. The more you will be in conformity with My Holy Will, the more you will be near Me. With all that, My dear little spouse, not only will you be near Me, but you will be in Me. For when a soul gives itself to Me completely and that I give Myself to it, We are but One.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, look at me! I am so happy to hear Your voice. How I would like to speak to You, but I do not know what is going on in me. A gentle peace penetrates my soul and I remain silent. I was watching the people pray. I would like to pray like them with fervor.”
– Jesus: “My dear little beloved spouse, do not trouble yourself. I understand. Love doesn’t need words. A simple sigh, a simple gaze is sufficient.”
Do you know that from all the prayers I receive,
I prefer the intimacy of the soul with its God,
I prefer the simplicity of the child with its Father,
I prefer simple and pure love,
I prefer disinterested demands,
I prefer blind confidence,
I prefer conformity to My Holy Will.
My dear little one, do you know that among the people kneeling before Me to adore Me in My Royalty, it is you whom I prefer the most? You are surprised? Why yes, My dear little beloved spouse. Do you know why I prefer you to so many others? Why I love you, why I want to purify you? It is because you are in My eyes the most miserable one, the poorest, the weakest, the smallest of My creatures. I know how much your soul cost Me! Your director also knows this. He is doing a lot for your soul. Think about this privilege that you have in having a director chosen by Me. Since you have offered your little soul as a palace where I am King and Master, I want to purify you.
There is a lot of work to be done. That is why all your miseries attract Me, that is why I look upon you with so much love for I know very well that you love Me and that your great desire is to love me more but you are weak at times. You remember this vile gesture of revolt? My dear little one, if a king found out one day that one of his subjects is very sick, disabled and poor and has to undertake a long journey empty handed, do you believe he would let him leave without any help, without providing him with a good guide to help him undertake this long trip, without giving him all he needs to reach his goal?”
My dear little one, this King is I ! The subject is you! The guide is your director! Will you finally understand why I love you? Will you remain loyal like a faithful subject until the day I come to fetch you?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, on the day of Your Royalty, I would have liked You to reign with radiance, with a day of sunshine, but it is raining. How sad!”
– Satan: “My dear little one, this gives you an idea of the tears I shed on My people. In spite of My Royalty, I don’t forget My Passion. I think about each soul.
I shed tears of blood for you. Your director has often wept because of you. Make an act of humility. Ask him how costly your soul was to Us.”
