Tuesday 2 October 1956
– Mimi: I was in church and was having negative feelings towards a person.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer me ese negative feelings. The other day, you were nauseated because a person smelled garlic. Today, it’s another one who smells perfume. Another time, it was the smell of tobacco. How sensitive is your little, frail nature.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, if you had been near her, I can assure you that you would have been nauseated. It wasn’t a perfume of great value like the one Mary Magdalene poured on you.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, which Mary Magdalene are you speaking of? Mary Magdalene No.1 or No.2? Indeed, Mary Magdalene No.1 poured a perfume of great value on my feet. I was very happy to receive this homage but what I preferred was the perfume of her tears of love and repentance. Let us talk now about Mary Magdalene No.2. When I was near her, I was indeed nauseated from the decomposition of her poor soul, of her poor body. This is all that she had to offer! At times, she was at my feet like Mary Magdalene No.1 shedding tears of repentance. They were often more like crocodile tears.”
– Mimi: “Presently, my Beloved, my little frail nature and my hypersensitive heart cannot remain insensitive to these well deserved reproaches. So, let me weep, not at your feet but on your Divine Heart.
“Poor Jesus whom I love so. This is how I treat him. Who am I to allow myself to treat God, my Creator, my Beloved Spouse this way?
“My God, I sincerely ask your forgiveness. My Beloved, look at my repentance. With your grace, I will remain silent and more generous in your service. Look at my little heart that suffers for having offended you.
“My Beloved, may I kiss your forehead to help you forget my conduct? Please receive and accept my tears of contrition as if they were acts of love, of perfect contrition, of thanksgiving and please forget the crocodile tears.”
Thursday 4 October 1956
– Mimi: I was suffering. I would have liked to get some rest.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it’s Thursday, the eve of the first Friday of the month.”
– Mimi: I had forgotten the holy hour from eleven to midnight. I made an effort to stay awake until then. I placed my two loved ones on a chair near me. Looking at my loved ones, I said to my Beloved :
– Mimi: “Close your eyes and rest. With your grace and the help of my gentle heavenly Mother, I will stay by your side like a devoted and faithful spouse watching over her children by night. Let me suffer in your place. Let me console you especially. Let me speak to you of love, of our children’s needs, of our projects, of our future encounters, of our union.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you keep on talking I won’t be able to get some rest!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you want to tease me for I know you well. When you seem to be asleep, your adorable heart is watching over us.”
– Jesus: “Thank you my Beloved, my dear little spouse, my little treasure. I am so pleased by your confidence and tender marks of love. I am so pleased. You will finally understand who I am. At this moment, I am so moved that I am weeping with joy.
“Come my little consecrated host. Come so that I may offer you up to my Father. He will be so pleased.”
– Mimi: Towards the end of the holy hour.
– Mimi: “Excuse me, my Beloved. I forget where I was.”
– Jesus: “Don’t worry, my little one. You were simply half asleep on my heart. In seeing you sleep, I was thinking of my apostles.”
Friday 5 October 1956
– Satan: “You are committing a sacrilege by comparing yourself to a consecrated host, to the spouse of Christ. By whom were you consecrated? Who blessed your union? You believe that you have a mission?”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! It isn’t I who chose this privilege. It is God the Almighty who, in his infinite love for me, a poor little girl, consecrated me in the Precious Blood of his Divine Son. It is my Beloved who blessed it and asked for this union in love and suffering. Then, my director blessed these vows in the name of the Church he represents. My mission is nothing other than to follow the example of my Beloved, to accept everything out of love, to conform myself with confidence to the Holy Will of my Father, to suffer and die with my Beloved on the same cross, to give glory to God for the salvation of souls.”
Saturday 6 October 1956
– Jesus: “You will have a lot to suffer in atonement for the sins of your children, especially during the weekend of Thanksgiving. How many souls will give me glory, give me thanks by offending me gravely. My little spouse, console me during this day when I am forgotten. Speak to me of love. I have such a need of giving myself to all, especially to you. Your soul cost me so much.”
Sunday 7 October 1956
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will undergo great temptations today. Go see your director so that he may help you. Go get his blessing. I want more.”
– Mimi: In the afternoon.
– Satan: “Don’t listen to the voice telling you to go see your director for his blessing. If you go and confess yourself, it will be you who will provoke the great temptations. So, wait for my hour. Don’t do anything on your own. You are going to disturb him. Let him rest a little while. Your presence has become unbearable and the direction of your soul tires him enormously.”
– Mimi: I knew where this voice was coming from. So, I went to see my director. I told him about what I had just heard concerning the great temptations. Especially those I would endure from seven to eight hours. He encouraged me, reminding me of my role as a spouse of Christ. Then, I asked him to hear my confession in order to merit even more. We accepted everything. During confession, all was calm but after my confession, my director spoke to me about my gentle heavenly Mother and when he pronounced the name of Mary Immaculate, my enemy attacked me violently. He said :
– Satan: “I am enraged! You went to confession and he forgave you in the name of …”
– Mimi: I don’t dare write all the horrible things, all the blasphemes out of respect for my Beloved who is present within me.
My director made me accept once more and he also offered it up for the salvation of souls. We never know when the temptation will come nor when it will end and how far it will go. I had holy water. My director said :
– My director: “Make a beautiful sign of the cross with the holy water!”
– Mimi: I know the power of holy water over my enemy. So I drank a few drops. At that moment, I thought I was going to die. He was making me suffer. He was affecting my mind. Then, after a few minutes, he affected my senses with a gentleness that disturbed me and made me suffer. Finally, seeing that my director was making me pray all the more, he departed from me saying :
– Satan: “I will wait for you this evening. You will be alone. I will have the last laugh because I am going to win. You won’t have your director as a witness. You won’t have those damn blessings with holy water, those…worthless prayers, your… stole… a … eternal sacerdotal power.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I suffer terribly when I think that you are present within me and that you are hearing all these blasphemies. My Beloved, please help me!”
I am fed up with these temptations and to think that I must write all this. I look for courage. I know that I am not alone. My Beloved is present within me and with the help of my director, the team work is complete.
– Satan: “Don’t accept the little crucifix! You are going to profane it.”
– Jesus: “No! Keep it! You are going to need it.”
– Mimi: I was attempting to write. I have a lot of difficulties. My Beloved takes my thumb and I advance inch by inch. Suddenly, my Beloved tells me :
– Jesus: “The time has come! Offer it up. Before doing so, offer me more. You know what I mean. Offer me all this out of love to save souls, to atone and to merit. Keep the little crucifix on you.”
– Mimi: “My God, may your will be done. I unite my small sufferings to the passion, agony and death of your Divine Son with the pain and sufferings of my gentle heavenly Mother, and being part of the mystical body, I unite my small sufferings, my temptations with all the souls that are suffering in the world. I offer you this out of love in thanksgiving for all of your goodness and so that your kingdom may come, to sustain your Church, for the Holy Father, to help out the missions, to obtain sacerdotal and religious vocations, to obtain the conversion of sinners and mercy for the dying, to obtain the deliverance of souls from purgatory.
“I also ask you for a safe delivery for all mothers who are giving birth to a child. I ask that all these dear little ones be baptized. I ask you to bless all consecrated souls so that they may persevere on the right road for your greater glory. My God, have mercy on all human miseries. Have mercy on all my miseries.
“Please give me the strength and courage to faithfully accomplish with love and full confidence your Holy Will. My God, help me to love you more.”
Monday 8 October 1956
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you believe that your mission is to spend your time in my arms and savor my delights, to rest on my Divine Heart without having to suffer? Yesterday, you didn’t understand your mission, to love in suffering. You easily accepted the love and left me the suffering. The roles had changed. You were like the spoiled child to whom we give a cake and who chooses the biggest slice. If I had done the same thing as you, to choose only love, I would have remained near my Father. I wouldn’t have come to redeem the world through suffering. I wouldn’t have shed all my Precious Blood for you and for souls. I was saddened today in seeing you act. You seemed to hesitate in offering me more. You were trembling for you and for your director. You had a thousand excuses and your director was hesitant for a moment. Human respect was in the middle of his duty.
“Why did you doubt, ô soul of little faith? Didn’t I tell you that I would watch over him like I would over you? So, why were you afraid? During great temptations, I protect you from witnesses and criticisms. Would you prefer to undergo the great temptations in front of people? In the past six years that he directs you, has he received reproaches because of you? And you, have you received any remarks or criticism because of him? You know me well enough to know that when I have something to say, I am able to say it. My poor children! When I think about the very moment I wanted more! I saw you trembling, hesitant and you, my little Peter and he, like Peter, poor children, trembling in the presence of suffering. Poor human nature that is naturally against suffering! If you had only thought for a second about me, about my love, of all that I have done for you before thinking of yourselves, would you have acted this way in front of the crucifix?
“However, my dear children, I forgive you. I had to tell you this and make these remarks for the greater glory of my Father. You know, at times, I have to walk on my Heart.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, we sincerely ask your forgiveness. With your grace, we will be more generous without hesitating a second for all that you will ask of us. We want to accept everything and accomplish it out of love for God, for you and for souls.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved. I forgive you. To keep you humble, I want an act of reparation for what you have done, that is, for the moments of hesitation in the face of suffering. Tell me that you are both going to atone. If so, may your director decide what must be done. I hope that you won’t have any human respect in atoning and enough love to do so before the little crucifix.”
Wednesday 10 October 1956
– Satan: “You waste your time writing for nothing. If you spent all your time, all these hours in preparing for the Holidays. Your director should forbid you from writing. Think of all the time wasted in reading, meditation, visits to the Blessed Sacrament, rosaries, holy hours, masses, writing. To do so, you have to neglect your work. You would need days of 48 hours. What is your salary for all this?”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! I ask for nothing. I have all that I need to be happy. I love my God. I am the little spouse of my Beloved and that’s all. Go away! I have no time to lose with you.”
Thursday 11 October 1956
Feast of the Maternity of the Blessed Virgin Mary.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I would prefer that you write ‘Feast of the Maternity of the Immaculate Virgin. Her Immaculate Conception is much more important than her name.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, there is a feast of the Immaculate Conception.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you don’t understand the meaning of the phrase and of what I want. I know very well that there is a feast of the Immaculate Conception and I am pleased by this. But we would prefer that the Feast of the Maternity be celebrated with more brilliance by highlighting her Immaculate Conception in her Divine Maternity that comes from the Father and the Holy Spirit. Souls admit easily the maternity of the Virgin Mary but the new generation does not admit her Immaculate Conception in her maternity. With modernism, the world is evolving. People no longer give the same meaning to words and even my Gospel no longer has the same meaning. We practice it, interpret it according to each one’s idea. It’s easier. Yet, I am the Truth. There is but one Gospel, one Divine law as there is but one Immaculate Virgin in her conception, in her divine maternity, a dogma of faith.”
– Mimi: “You know, my Beloved, that the feast of the Maternity of the Immaculate Virgin is for me the most beautiful feast day.
“When I think that the Immaculate Virgin, the Mother of God is also my Mother and that I am her child! She watches constantly over me. She intercedes for me and protects me from danger.”
In church.
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, on the occasion of such a beautiful feast of your Divine Maternity, what could I offer you to please you ?”
– Mary: “Come closer, my dear little girl. I have a secret for you and you know very well that a secret from me in the ears of her child is something sacred, a privilege.”
– Mimi: “Mother! My gentle heavenly Mother, please tell me. I’m all ears. My mind is free and my little heart full of love is wide open to receive the little secret.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, today, what would please me most would be that you give yourself to God once and for all. I would like you to offer yourself to God with unlimited love and confidence, that you also accept generously everything, that you accomplish with love and fidelity your role as a spouse of Christ, your mission as a consecrated host for the salvation of souls with your Beloved, your spouse. By becoming the spouse of my Son, you agreed to accept everything and, like myself, you must accept the spiritual maternity, that is, you must give birth to souls in moral and physical suffering, in the passion of my Beloved Son. Like us, you must have a great love of the cross.
“This is what you don’t have. God is waiting only for this in order to act within you. Like us, you must give everything up in order to purchase more souls and give glory to God and thus accomplish the mission that God the Father expects from you from all eternity.
“You don’t understand all the designs that God has for you. No matter. You are too little. What is most important is to accept with love, humility, confidence, abandonment and self-denial the Holy Will of God in all things forever. My dear little girl, I am speaking to you as……..”
– Mimi: “Mother, forgive me if I am trembling. I am so moved by your words. I know that you understand. You know how I am weak, fearful and my poor little nature trembles at the thought of great sufferings. I am certain that you will understand the situation, the state that I am in at this moment. Remember, ô my gentle heavenly Mother, when the angel greeted you. You were overwhelmed for a moment. You were wondering the meaning of this visit from the angel. The angel re-assured you. Look at me. I don’t want to doubt your word nor the words of my director to enlighten me. However, I am overwhelmed and trembling.”
– Mary: “Of course, my dear little girl. You must understand that by a special privilege, you have more than an angel to guide you on your mission, to speak to you. You have a representative of my Son to protect you from the devil. Don’t forget. The priest is above angels. His power has been given to him by God for all eternity. My Son is the eternal priest who sacrifices himself each day out of love for souls.
“If you place your total trust in Almighty God, in his representative chosen by God to guide you, if you place yourself under my special protection, if you have recourse to your guardian angel and give your hand to your Beloved, if you walk with him, if you accept with love, humility, confidence, the Adorable Will of God, if you consider at each moment your weakness, if you are wary of yourself, if your recognize your nothingness, if you admit that without God you can do nothing, if you have an absolute conformity to the Holy Will of God by accepting all the crosses out of love, if you are obedient to your director and place your trust in him, this way, all will go well in God’s plan. What could you possibly fear? What could you dread being in the hands of God? If you remain faithful, one day, by a special grace, you will love the cross. You will desire it out of love to please God.
“My dear little girl, you are still trembling because you are still not attached to the cross out of love. Therefore, accept everything out of love and may the crosses become your only love, your only hope in attaining your goal which is also ours.”
– Mimi: Concerning the title of the Maternity of the Immaculate Virgin.
– Satan: “Do you think that the Church is going to change the liturgical calendar just for you? Just to please you, to approve your lies? If God really wanted the name of the feast to change, he could ask the Saints. There must be a few who are still on earth. He could ask the Pope, the Bishops, the theologians, the scholars. This concerns the Church, the Pope and not you, especially you. Do you know what you are? You make me laugh when writing this, poor ignorant one except for what is bad. God would trust in you? This isn’t the first time you act silly.
“Remember the confidences about the passion, the importance of the sixth wound? It’s about time that your director open his eyes. He has confidence in you. This could play tricks on him. He thinks that you are inventing this, but I shouldn’t complain for you are working for me especially for the last six years. Don’t tell your director everything. He’ll end up being afraid of you and you won’t be able to finish your work easily. You know what mission that you have to fulfill and that I want from you and him for my greater glory.”
Friday 12 October 1956
– Mimi: My director had just finished reading the page containing the encounter of the 8th of October. He phoned me saying that we had to repair this mishap as soon as possible, that he was anxious to repair this moment of hesitation in the face of moral suffering and said :
– My director: “We must both atone.”
– Satan: “My Beloved, don’t listen to the voice asking to make an act of humility, of atonement. In doing this, you are going to look ridiculous. It is your enemy who wants to avenge himself on your director and inspires all this. Afterwards, he will boast that he made your director kneel before him. Ask your director to do nothing to atone. If he doubts, let him be. But as for you, be obedient. Do nothing. I am God and when I forgive, I don’t ask for an atonement. It would indicate a lack of confidence towards my creatures. And as God, do I need to ask your director what must be done to atone? Therefore, listen to me who am the truth. I prefer obedience to humility and humility does not consist in doing ridiculous things. If you are really humble, bow in the presence of my will. I am asking you to do nothing to atone. You would compromise my infinite mercy.”
Saturday 13 October 1956
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, we have atoned and we are very sorry to be so weak in your service.”
– Mary: “My Beloved, don’t cry. My Son has not reproached you. It was simply a remark in order to keep you humble. Place yourselves under my special protection in all the circumstances that God presents you for his greater glory. I hope you understand what I mean. I will place you under the protection of my motherly Immaculate Heart. Fear not! Didn’t I protect my children, the Apostles? I protected their reputation, their mission, their duties, even their consolations and relationships. From the beginning, didn’t I always watch over you in a special manner for the past six years and even now? So do you think I am going to abandon you in the future when you will need me most, when you will face your formidable enemy who hates both of you, and especially you, my poor little one.
“Come each day and take refuge in my arms with love and confidence. I am watching over you and God’s representative.”
Sunday 14 October 1956
– Jesus: “You will have a lot to suffer in the name of our love and out of love for my Father. Offer me more for the success of the ladies’ retreat. I am wondering whether I should maintain the name ‘Ladies’ How many are worthy of this name? The responsibilities, duties of a mother are incalculable. With your little heart of a mother, you can understand. Pray for them.”
Monday 15 October 1956
– Mimi: I am pleased to be able to attend the mass celebrated by my director and especially to receive my Beloved.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me, please. You know that we have an important contract during the time of retreats.”
– Jesus: “I know, my Beloved. I am the Contractor. My Father has given me the plans. Both of you are the laborers. My Divine Mother gives you what you need for your work. It isn’t easy to build a temple worthy of a God on what formerly were ruins. Our team works better without a foreman who knows nothing of our plans.”
Tuesday 16 October 1956
– Mimi: I was watching the leaves fall from the trees. I felt sad. It seemed like seeing death go by.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you feel sad at the thought of never seeing beautiful leaves fall from the trees but I am sad from thinking that there are as many souls falling into sin. They are also falling just as fast into the fires of hell. And nobody worries about these souls. They reject them and scatter them with their feet as dead leaves.”
Thursday 17 October 1956
– Mimi: “My God, I believe in you, Creator of all things. I adore you present in me. I adore you in all created things. I thank you for so much goodness and love you in all these souls.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you believe in my power in the presence of the moon, the stars and all created beings. But in moments of great temptations and when you are in the moon, do you still believe?
“Your director understands better infinite mercy and the need, the joy of forgiving. He had read about it but had never experienced its effects. By a special grace, I allowed this to happen; to experience a little of my mercy in the presence of a repentant soul, to help him, to encourage him, to enlighten him in directing your little soul, in the mission he must realize, the love through suffering to save souls. He also has his share of responsibility. This is why I chose him. My dear children, you both have a mission to fulfill, a special mission according to the Divine plan.
“Your director has suffered a lot during his life, but in the last six years, he is working even more and has understood what real moral suffering is about. This afternoon, he suffered a lot. I allowed this to make you aware of your mission so that you may better understand how to pray and suffer for consecrated souls. After the fall of Judas, nothing is more terrible than the fall of a consecrated soul.
“How we must pray a lot and suffer to obtain the conversion of poor sinners! You know that it takes only a second to lose our head. Nature is weak especially when the mind is blinded by passion. Think also of the dying. What can they do? When the body is weakened and that they are alone in their last struggle before being judged for all eternity. Therefore, get ready, both of you, for Sunday.”
Sunday 21 October 1956
A memorable day.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you were right in telling me to prepare myself for a third conversion. I have never suffered morally and physically so much. We have accepted everything out of love to atone, save souls and merit.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you see the importance of humility, of obedience when I ask you to call on your director for help? He had his share of responsibility. Without him, you were in danger. He protected you with his power as a priest, his prayers, his blessings, his stole, holy water, his consecrated fingers. After an hour, he was victorious over your enemy who was enraged.
“My Beloved, my dear little spouse, the martyrdom you endured is nothing compared to the sufferings I endured out of love for you. It is nothing compared to the suffering you would have had in losing me forever. If you had seen us in heaven. We were on pins and needles. We followed each degree of the temptation for you were free to act or struggle to defend yourself and be saved. You were free to accept or refuse this final trial. We watched you anxiously as you suffered and struggled, both of you, before your enemy. At a certain moment, you were so exhausted by the struggle that I was afraid for you. Human nature was there. I cried out to my Father and to my Divine Mother upon seeing the anguish, the prayers and supplications of your director who didn’t want the devil to overcome both of you. This is when, in a critical moment, your director took into his hands the statue of the Blessed Virgin and said :
– My Director: “My good Mother, ô Immaculate Virgin, I beg you, help us!”
– Jesus: “And my Divine Mother, the Immaculate Virgin, the Mediatrix of all graces, seeing this gesture of love, of confidence from her child wasn’t able to resist very long this request and said the following prayer to God :
– Mary: “Eternal Father, my God, my All, I beg you to shorten this trial. These are my two children who are suffering and my Motherly Heart is suffering with them. However, ô Eternal Father, I am always your little Servant and I humbly bow before your Adorable and very Holy Will. Ô my God, like a mother who sees her children in danger, all that I ask of you with confidence is that they avoid losing you forever. The Precious Blood of your Divine Son has come a such a price!
“In your infinite goodness, maintain your representative, increase his courage, protect him against the attacks of the devil. It is to him that you entrusted this little privileged soul. Give him the strength to resist till the end against Satan. Help him defend this little soul, the spouse of your Beloved Son, your little loving daughter, your little host of love.
“My God, they are my children and yours. I suffer seeing them suffer and struggle. I love them both so much. My Motherly Heart cannot remain indifferent in their presence. However, may your Will be done.”
Monday 22 October 1956
– Mimi: To recover from the fatigue of writing, I went to chop some wood for the fire. After a quarter of an hour, I was very exhausted.
– Mimi: “As you can see, my Beloved, I have many trades.”
– Jesus: “I know this very well, my Beloved. For a long time, you have been a foreman. I also know what a little soul in a sick body sustained by my grace can do.”
Tuesday 23 October 1956
– Mimi: “My God, please give me patience. My Beloved, how do you want me to write? In the next room, someone is reading at the top of his voice and in another, the radio is rather loud. And it is the only time I have to write. How I would like to be alone with you, my Beloved, my God!”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, do you want to please me? Do you want to love me even more? Remove from your life the three following words that you often repeat : I would like, I wish, I want. Be scornful of these words in your temporal life. In your spiritual life, I allow you to use them. See how I can use these three words.
“I would like you to love me more.
“I want you to be all mine.
“I want everything.
“See the difference? Do you see what we can do with three words that are supernaturalized? Meditate on this.”
Wednesday 24 October 1956
– Mimi: I had asked my Gentle Heavenly Mother to wake me up on time to prepare my communion. Strangely enough, when I awoke, I was still holding in my hand the small statue of the Virgin. How I love her! She doesn’t leave me, even while I’m sleeping.
– Mimi: “Thank you, my gentle heavenly Mother.”
