Wednesday 1st August 1956
– Jesus: “How is it that after all I have done for you, you would like to keep the photo of when you were in a state of sin? Where your smile was only a mask! My Beloved, if I could show you a photo of the beauty, the splendor of your soul presently in the state of grace, especially in moments of great temptations. If you could see the picture of our dwelling within you. Believe me, my Beloved, after seeing for only a second this image, you would never commit even the shadow of the smallest fault for the beauty of divine grace is powerful and is transformed in a little soul. It is a hidden treasure that only simple and humble souls can discover with a special grace that God gives to a few privileged souls. For the time being, because you are blind, you are still unable to contemplate this marvel.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, if I could borrow my director’s glasses, I can assure you that he sees clearly the smallest little detail.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it wouldn’t change anything to wear the glasses of your director. He looks with the eyes of pure faith, of limitless confidence. I repeat. You are still blind. Have you ever seen a blind person wear glasses? What would you say if you saw a newborn with glasses?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, this makes me laugh for it is ridiculous.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, will you laugh if I tell you that you are a newborn in spiritual life?
“You are blind. Your eyes are still not open to all that I expect from you. However, put on the glasses of confidence. One day, you will be healed from your spiritual infirmity. Walk without fear with your guide for he isn’t blind! He knows the road that leads to us. There is only one road. The one I took in order to teach you how to walk in accordance with the Holy Will of my Father. A road of love through suffering, a direct road to perfect happiness. A mysterious road, a painful road, a glorious road.”
Thursday 2 August 1956
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I know that you spoke to me this morning, but, I’m sorry to say that I had a distraction and finally I forgot everything. My Beloved, I would like to know what you wanted to tell me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, I spoke to you about your lack of adaptation in spiritual life. To punish you and correct you from your preoccupations, I should remain silent but my love for you makes me forget everything. I love you in spite of it all. I said this :
“My Beloved, there is still something missing in our intimacy. You don’t seem to understand what I expect from you, what my Father wants from you! There is in you a lack of adaptation to God’s plan. You don’t seem to realize God’s intentions for you, ô privileged child of our love. Do you understand what your mission entails? To give everything out of pure goodness by my Father for the salvation of souls.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it seems to me that I have given up everything. What more do you want? You know, my Love, that I place myself each day with you on the cross. I offer myself with you, to God the Father, through the hands of my gentle heavenly Mother and the offering of the Holy Sacrifice offered by your representative on earth. You know the bottom of my little heart. You know that I want to do my best to please God the Father and that my only wish is to fulfill my duty as a spouse by loving you more and more.
“You know my ideal of saving many souls in order to give glory to God. You also know how much I need to atone, to correct myself. Please help me. It is in your interest to answer my confident prayer. Without you, I can do nothing.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know that you place yourself each day with me on the cross but you are not yet fastened to the cross. Let your director enlighten you on this. I count on him for he has known for a long time what we want from you.”
Friday 3 August 1956
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me understand. Make my head solid.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t ask me for this. Your head is solid enough. Ask, rather, that I make by my grace your poor little will more flexible and more supple to the least inspiration of the Holy Spirit, that it may be docile to divine grace, and in conformity with the Holy Will of God. That’s all.”
– Mimi: After communion, I was looking at the statue of the Sacred Heart. I asked him :
– Mimi: “My Beloved, when will you smile? You seem so sad. It seems to me that I am doing my best to please you.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you believe I can be smiling when I see you with all your preoccupations for other things besides me, your spouse? I am anxious that you begin your little retreat. We will make an inventory of your poor little life. We will also make a budget of all you received and spent uselessly in the spiritual and temporal order. Together we will figure out all you have given me. There is so little.”
Saturday 4 August 1956
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I want you to prepare the feast of the Assumption of the Immaculate Virgin Mary by making a little three day retreat in silence, meditation, if possible, in solitude, prayer and mortification. So, we must put our little house in order. Recently, you have neglected the upkeep of our dwelling too much. The dust is accumulating. You are too preoccupied and our intimacy is suffering.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t know what to do. Preoccupations come from persons who need to confide in me, to be encouraged, to be helped. Isn’t it a duty of charity towards my neighbor to try to help them? Even you, my Beloved, during your public life, you mixed with the crowd.”
– Jesus: “Of course, my dear little one. During my public life, I was with everyone. I came for everyone. I gave myself to everyone but I wasn’t preoccupied by them to the point of forgetting my mission, of forgetting to do the Holy Will of My Father, of forgetting at times his presence, of forgetting that he is my Father. My sole preoccupation was to accept out of love to do the Holy Will of my Father for the salvation of souls. (Meditate this. Have you ever heard me speak about this?) Do you have short term memory?”
“My Beloved, your first duty of charity is towards us, towards me, your Beloved Spouse and let me tell you that you are doing more for your neighbor by praying in silence than in speaking for at times there is in you contentment, natural satisfaction, vanity for phrases that don’t come from you but from the Holy Spirit. (Examine yourself on this.)
“You are saving more souls by remaining at home writing for our intimacy is more important than anything. In writing about our intimacy, that is, about the story of our lives, you are doing the Will of my Father. My Beloved, if you only wrote about the story of your poor little life, I can assure you that it wouldn’t be worth writing at all. But in writing about the story of your poor little life with me, you and me, me in you, by writing about the intimacy of our love and in describing our union in love and suffering, the souls will understand my infinite mercy, my love for poor souls like yours. They will understand better how Divine love can transform a poor little soul for you have been like Mary Magdalene, the prodigal son, Peter, Thomas, without naming the others. By writing, you are enlightening and helping your director a lot.”
– Mimi: “Me, helping my director? I don’t see how. You can’t be serious.”
– Jesus: “I’m very serious. Why yes, my Beloved, you are helping one another. I wouldn’t have told you this six years ago! And I even wonder if you are going to believe me today. You needed him and he needed you. This is how it is in the mystical body. All of its members must be useful, helping one another. Sometimes, the smallest one needs the stronger one and then, one day, the stronger one needs the smallest one.
“My Beloved, one day, I had to become little in order to conquer the world, to save the world, not by my strength, my power, but by what is most simple, love. Think about this. What would you say if, one day, your little heart refused to work saying ‘my body is bigger, stronger, let it take care of itself’? What would your body become without the help of your little heart?
“All that counts in your life is, first of all, love and present conformity to the Holy Will of God, an adaptation to God’s divine plan for you, a boundless generosity in the service of God and souls, a greater love of the cross, of sufferings, especially in moments of great temptations, to please God and obtain the salvation of souls.”
Sunday 5 August 1956
– Jesus: “Your director has something to ask of you but is a bit hesitant. Tell him on my part to speak. I will help you understand.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God. I am so happy to know this. I was caught up in a spider’s web made up of my sins, my faults, my failures, my lack of confidence. I was present but didn’t dare budge. I was numb. But today, my director tore the web to allow me to breathe freely, in order to free myself from this awful web. After that, my director asked me to give up something I liked very much. Poor Jesus! I who thought I had given you everything! Poor human nature! I thank you, my Beloved, for allowing me to understand, to accept it with love. I offered it all. It is so little. I am so happy. I thank my director for helping me and enlightening me. I am so happy that I seem to have wings.”
– Jesus: “Don’t talk too fast. It is still hot and you could be tempted to use what you gave up today. Be careful for you could easily wet your wings when being tempted. Do you know the story of the little wet hen?”
Wednesday 8 August 1956
– Mimi: “My Beloved, the other day, you told me that after my death, I wouldn’t be considered an invalid and added : ‘You will have a lot to do for your children’. I wonder what I must do to accomplish my duty as a spouse and yet remain all yours. I couldn’t divide myself between you and my children since you desire a total giving of myself to you.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, is this your great problem? Aren’t you my spouse forever? Isn’t our union based on love and suffering? The souls you call your children are also mine! Am I not their Father? In a union of two beings, in a situation of pure love, does the spouse love her children at the expense of the father? And when this spouse is God, do you think that family life vanishes? That the love for one another must diminish? Love and duty are never separate! At my birth, my Father entrusted me with two spouses that made up the Holy Family. Believe me, my little one, my Beloved, in heaven, you will continue to love me. You will accomplish your duty as a spouse while loving your children on earth.”
Friday 10 August 1956
– Mimi: At the hospital while the doctor was giving me a spinal injection, he asked his assistant, Dr. X : ‘I’m going on holidays, how about you?’ She answered : ‘I will be bored, but I’m happy for you.”
– Mimi: Afterwards, my Beloved said to me :
– Jesus: “You, my Beloved, what would you do if I went away, if I went on holidays?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I think I would die of grief. You love me too much. You wouldn’t go far without your poor little girl.”
– Jesus: “And you, my dear little spouse, how do you think I feel when you distance yourself from me because of your preoccupations?”
Saturday 11 August 1956
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are about to undergo three great temptations that are so dangerous. I must ask you for more! If only you knew the number of souls that offend me especially on weekends and during the holidays. The number is incalculable. These souls fly as rapidly as butterflies toward sin, toward eternal death. Give me your consent. Go to your director. Accept, both of you, in order to save souls. You know that he also suffers.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, does my director suffer more than I during the great temptations, for you tell me that he also suffers?”
– Jesus: “My dear little curious one, your question is indiscreet. So, there will be no answer for my little Eve. You will find out after your death. However, the suffering is well shared. You each have your share and I have mine. Your director suffers one way and you suffer another way. As for myself, I suffer with you both. That is all. All that counts in the eyes of my Father is the acceptance, the conformity to his Holy Will and all this is accomplished with pure love, with confidence, to please my Father and save souls, many, many souls.
“My Beloved, in 1956, I will still be able to repeat these words : I thirst, give me souls. Offer me often your love, as if it were a cup filled with fresh water. May it be as clear as water from a pure spring, that is, without the dust of your failures. Then, I will be able to drink, to quench my thirst. I need your little heart, your love to quench my thirst. The day will come when your director, I and you will drink from the same cup.”
– Mimi: “Excuse me, my Beloved, why do you say ‘your director, I and you’?
– Jesus: “My Beloved, am I not the hyphen between you? Poor little one! To interrupt me for so little! You are just like a child who cannot wait for the end of a conversation before asking useless questions.
“So, I continue. For the time being, at times, you will drink from a chalice filled with bitterness. My two children, when I arrive with the great trials and present you with my chalice to drink, accept everything, be confident and notice at the end after having accepted it, you will always find at the bottom of the chalice a drop of my Precious Blood and of my love to comfort my children whom I love.
“After each trial, temptation, thank me sincerely from the bottom of your heart, not because the trial is over but for the great favor, the great blessing that I have sent you out of love to help you atone, merit and save souls that will give us glory for all eternity.”
Wednesday 15 August 1956
Feast of the Assumption.
After communion
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I don’t know what’s going on in me. I think I’m going to faint. My heart-beat is weak. Help me, please! I have the impression that my life is hanging by a thread.”
– Jesus: “Of course not, my Beloved, my dear little Beloved spouse, my little treasure that I love. What you believe to be a weak spell is nothing other than my love. You have not yet experienced the fever of two beings in love, that is, the fever of my love for you, poor little creature. My Beloved, up until now, you have only experienced my embrace. In the last three days, you have offered me more. So, I wanted to give you a little more. See how powerful is my love. My Beloved, when you die, you will receive more than an embrace, a moment of exhilaration. What you will receive from my Father, what I will give you, your poor little heart won’t take. You will then die a victim of my love. My dear little one, if you knew what I have in store for you when you die, you would beg me to come and get you right away. If you would think more about our gentle encounter, you would have an unlimited confidence. You would accept everything.”
Thursday 16 August 1956
– Mimi: “My director told me that God would come and get me when the fruit is ripe. But you, my Beloved, who knows my ardent desire to love you even more, who understands my love for you, I beg you, please send me the divine rays of your love to ripen me as quickly as possible and even if you wish, you could come and get me, remove me from this earth full of misery and in which I am always afraid of losing you through sin.
“You could transplant me into your Divine Heart where your merciful love will ripen my love for you alone, my God and my All.”
Sunday 19 August 1956
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I think that you went on a little vacation this past weekend.”
– Jesus: “You are right, my Beloved. I was counting on you to work, to save souls.”
– Mimi: “Yes, but this way, I worked on Sunday and also gave work to my director.”
– Jesus: “Don’t worry. By working in the spiritual realm, that is, by working to save souls, weren’t you both doing the will of my Father? Who will judge you? Think about the souls that you have surely saved.”
Monday 20 August 1956
– Mimi: I had to use the great means three times to overcome this temptation. Each time I asked the Immaculate Virgin to help me, my enemy became enraged.
My enemy, imitating the voice of my gentle heavenly Mother said :
– Satan : “Go away, hypocrite! I can do nothing for you. So, remove your mask of false humility in front of your director. Show yourself as you really are. Stop acting the comedy with your soul. It is a dangerous game. Your salvation is at risk. Don’t go to confession. You have nothing to say. You invent lies. At each confession, you believe that you are chosen by God to save souls. You believe that you are meriting and you make sacrilegious confessions. Like a mother speaking to her child, listen to me. You merit hell with your hideous conduct. You are abusing the sacraments. Your director is beginning to understand your little game. That of playing a comedy, pretending you are a good little girl and wasting his time, distracting him in his work.
“After six years, he is tired of you, of your lies, of your pride, of your lack of confidence. He knows very well that you are not sincere. He is anxious to find the occasion of abandoning you completely. You won’t be able to deceive God for very long. My Son sent him to help you but he is incapable of fulfilling his task because Satan has taken you over. Your director is going to say that it is my Son who allows this, that they are temptations and yet, it is the truth. It isn’t the first time that I ask him to exorcise you but in his pride as a priest, he doesn’t like taking orders.
“My Son is too honest to allow a damned soul to deserve saving souls. You know that your mission is to lose souls. You have all that it takes. You were always successful. For the time being, you have a good subject in hand. As you can see, I can do nothing for you, for your salvation. My Son is not obliged to make a miracle for you. It’s been a long time since God rejected you. What more do you want? So, no matter what you do, you are already damned. That is all I have to say to you.”
Tuesday 21 August 1956
– Mimi: Great temptation against faith.
My director was explaining something to me. I was watching him when suddenly he told me :
– My Director: “You seem to understand nothing of what I am saying! You are looking at me with an insignificant expression on your face.”
– Mimi: He did not know that I was suffering physically in my head. My pride was suffering even more.
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved for helping me. I simply smiled and said nothing out of love for you.”
Wednesday 22 August 1956
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your eyes play an important role in your life. They are like a two edge sword. On one hand, they will do a lot of good. On the other, a lot of harm. Be aware that all that goes on in you is reflected in your look. Your joys, spiritual consolations, your love for me, your moral and physical sufferings, especially in great temptations. My Beloved, I would not have spoken of this six years ago for your were still wearing your mask of hypocrisy.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I wonder what I am to do. I surely can’t remove my eyes or change their expression! I am not going to wear sun glasses.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know that you must keep them the way they are, since, I am the one who gave them to you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, now I really have insignificant eyes because I cannot understand what you mean. You tell me that my eyes will do good, and yet that they will also be dangerous. Then, you add that I must keep them the way they are. How can my eyes be a danger when they reflect your presence within me?”
– Jesus: “Wasn’t I right, my Beloved to say that you are as blind as a newborn in spiritual life? I was speaking about your eyes especially in the spiritual realm.
“Your eyes can be a danger if they try to see, to scrutinize God’s plan, if you try to see the distance you have made, instead of looking with the eyes of faith, the road that you must follow in order to reach us. This is called ‘spiritual curiosity’ and is very dangerous especially for consecrated souls, privileged souls. Now, on the natural level, it is also dangerous. Be blind to the things of the world. Close your eyes to all kinds of desires and preoccupations. There are many examples that your director will show you. A simple look can trouble at times another person.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you don’t tell me that my look is dangerous when I look at you eye to eye! You aren’t afraid! My Beloved, how many times I don’t say a word. We simply look at one another with love and you are so happy and we understand one another. Yet, they are the same eyes.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I understand the language of the eyes. Remember Mary Magdalene. A single look of love was enough to conquer her heart. And you, my Beloved, I conquered your little heart even if my Holy Shroud was covered! Do you remember Good Friday? Even though my eyes were closed, you felt the presence of my look filled with love and mercy for you, poor little girl of yesterday. My Beloved, today, during the great temptations, at certain moments, you can’t even open your eyes and when you look at your director, it is filled with hatred and scorn.
“Do you think you are able to change your look and have one that is gentle, clear, calm, serene, sympathetic?
“So you admit that I allow this for you to atone, merit and save souls. I allow Satan to act on your sensitivity, your senses and even your look.
“Only your director can understand through your eyes for they reflect the lamentable state, the martyrdom, the moral and physical suffering you are having at that time. So now, my Beloved, are you going to be able to open your little eyes? Are you going to look with eyes of faith at the spiritual life? Do you need to put on the glasses of confidence?”
Thursday 23 August 1956
– Mimi: “My God, I am a very weak instrument to be working for you.”
– Jesus: “I know. This is why I chose you! Nothing is impossible when God holds in his powerful hand a weak and little instrument like you.”
Friday 24 August 1956
– Jesus: “Entrust me with your mother every day. I entrusted my Mother to Saint John, my beloved disciple. He was a human being and I wasn’t afraid for her. But you entrust your mother to a God. What have you to fear? Poor little human nature still very much alive. I understand you so well and love you in spite of it all. My little host of love, purified in my merciful love and whom I await each day!”
Sunday 26 August 1956
– Jesus: “Finally the day has come where your spirit is free. Come close to my Divine heart. Rest your poor little head on my shoulder. Close your eyes to better taste my words. Open your ears. Listen carefully. I have something to tell you.
“My Beloved, I want to tell you that what I expect from you is love, yes, lots of love. Especially a great love of suffering and of the cross. I want a heart that is free, without affection for created things, a flexible spirit to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. A mind without preoccupations. I want a will that is firm in combat, unlimited courage in the face of the enemy. I want a generous soul in the service of God, a soul humble and simple towards his neighbor, a soul charitable in helping all the souls of your children, even the souls in purgatory.
“My Beloved, my dear little one, I want to make you a little saint. Not a great saint for you are too little for that. I simply want to have a little saint that is all mine, always ready to console me, to love my Father, to love me for you know that in heaven there are at times preoccupations to relieve human misery. My Divine Mother is so busy. She intercedes constantly for her children on earth. The saints all have their occupations to relieve human misery and, at times, we remain for a few seconds without receiving any love. It seems like an eternity.”
– Mimi: “But, my Beloved, little Theresa who loves you so much, must surely love you even more. There is Mary Magdalene who was constantly looking for you on earth. She surely doesn’t leave you often alone!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, notice that I am not complaining, just noticing. The little Theresa loves me more than ever but she is able to scatter her roses on earth and this keeps her very busy. Mary Magdalene doesn’t waste her time. She looks for sinners. She finds repentant souls and gives them to me. She no longer has to look for me for she has found me for all eternity.
“All that I want you to become is a little saint who loves me, consoles me, and who suffers with me. A soul where I can always take refuge and rest. A soul to chat with me, a soul to cry with me about human miseries.
“My little treasure of love, I especially want your love, so scarce in this world, so important for me. I want your little soul to love me :
A soul that is free,
A soul that is considerate,
A soul that smiles,
A soul obedient to the Spirit,
A soul that is humble,
A soul that is full of the Divine,
A soul that I want to hide way down in my Divine Heart forever.
“My little host of love, tell me that you accept. Everything is so little compared to my infinite love for you, my spouse who is mine, all mine.
“To be certain of our love, I want you to renew your commitment from your t…. in the presence of my representative. My Beloved, I want all of you, I will take all and that will be all.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am all yours. With your grace, I accept everything with love. Thank you for your merciful love. Ô Eternal Father, thank you. I am not worthy of so much love. When I think that out of pure goodness, out of love, God looks upon me, so little, so miserable. My God, why do you love me so after so much ungratefulness.?”
– Eternal Father: “My dear little girl, do not try to understand my infinite love. It is out of love for your poor little soul that I sent my Son to redeem you and that, in spite of your indignity, I entrusted him to you and gave him to you as a Spouse. He who loves you so, meditate on this. Meditate especially on your role as a spouse of Christ.”
Tuesday 28 August 1956
– Mimi: Departure of my piano. Only my Beloved and my director can understand the state I am in. I am so happy on the spiritual level.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, out of love for you and in a spirit of sacrifice, I will keep secret what is going on within me, within my poor human nature.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, Thank you. You know that in life, to make others happy, there has to be sacrifices. We have to leave things behind. Am I not everything for you?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I know that you are everything for me but look at me and with my poor little nature, let me weep for a few minutes at your feet and that will be all.”
Friday 31 August 1956
– Mimi: At the hospital, an x-ray of the liver. I am anxious for the results but have to wait eight days.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what would you say if I asked to have an x-ray of your faith in moments of great temptations? Would you be anxious for the results? To show me a copy?”
– Mimi: “No, my Beloved. I wouldn’t be anxious but rather ashamed.”
– Jesus: “So, my Beloved, offer me more today. My dear children, I expect a lot from you today. It’s Friday.”
– Mimi: A temptation that lasted an hour and a half (kneeling). I think that my director was suffering more than I.
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved for your help.”
Without a special grace, I would never have been able to put up with this long and difficult temptation. I was already exhausted from having spent the morning at the hospital and weakened by a prolongued fasting.
In the church after the great temptation.
– Mimi: “Mother, I come to you for some rest. I am so exhausted.”
I was looking at my gentle heavenly Mother. She was so beautiful. Suddenly, a gentle peace takes hold of my soul, a calm, a joy that I cannot explain.
– Mimi: “Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Mother, I love you, I trust in you and I thank you.”
To my great surprise, I had come to rest and I was still on my knees, feeling no fatigue. I don’t know how long I was in this position. All I know is that time went by very fast.
