Friday 1St JUNE 1956
– Mimi: A visit to the hospital. I am happy, it gives me the occasion to see my children who are suffering. My Beloved still has me by the neck. I must wear the felt collar till mid Juin. I have to receive the same treatment.
– Mimi: “My God, I accept everything out of love for you and for souls.”
Saturday 9 JUNE 1956
– Jesus: “My children, you are both deserving. ‘I have allowed this to better understand one another and thus allow you to accomplish your team work’. At a certain moment, your director, with his sacerdotal heart, experienced a little the great mercy and attitude I had towards Mary Magdalene. You don’t understand the importance of this statement? He needed a special grace to understand the situation, to understand his state or yours. He suffered much, as much as you. I also, my children, wept with you. I know that the struggle was terrible. To obey my Father’s orders, I simply had to uphold you with my gaze and hide behind this grace, this great temptation.
“The Eternal Father wept with joy when, in the midst of the tempest and the moment of succumbing, you cried out your s.o.s. to heaven saying : ‘Thank you, my God, for this temptation, for this trial and I thank you three times.’
“I also, my children, wept with joy to see you both accept. I was moved in seeing you both suffer. I looked at you, I could see your poor little heart torn by moral sufferings, your poor body weakened, exhausted by the demon’s attacks. But the time, the duration of this temptation was determined by my Father. If you knew the number of souls that you saved. There were especially two consecrated souls in danger. One was about to die in the state of sin and the other about to commit a mortal sin.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, is it possible for consecrated souls to be damned?”
– Jesus: “Unfortunately, there are some! My dear little one, this is what makes me suffer most. This is why I asked you before to offer up everything. I wanted these sins to be atoned by two consecrated souls. Your director by his priesthood was in a position to atone, in order to save the soul of a priest and you, my soul, consecrated through a mystical union, by your v... you expiated and atoned for the other consecrated soul. I sent you both the same temptations. Only, I was closer to you to sustain you. You don’t know what the agony of a priest who is helpless is like and who feels all the weight of the responsibility of his sacerdotal life weigh on his shoulders like an iron cross.
“It is terrible when my Father is obliged to punish, to chastise a consecrated soul. Pray a lot for them. You do not know the martyrdom of a consecrated soul that has for a second lost its head and as a result lost everything through a mortal sin and who doesn’t have the courage to return to God, plus the circumstances do not permit this soul to see a priest before many days. Out of human respect, it decides to receive communion anyhow. It was especially for this soul that you suffered. Pray a lot for this soul. Do you see the importance of these great temptations? Are you beginning to understand that it is a blessing that I am sending you to expiate, merit and save souls?”
Monday 11 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: I had to send in an application for a disability allowance. I didn’t know what to do.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in heaven, you won’t need a disability allowance. Don’t do anything before two months. I’ll take care of it. When you will be near me, you will not be considered an invalid. You will have a lot of work to do for your children on earth. You are considered by people as an invalid. Indeed, your poor body isn’t worth much. Your director was right in saying that it was a wreck from head to toe.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you don’t give me a chance. Here you are speaking the same language as my director. Don’t only look at the body! You know, my Beloved, that among ruins you can still find at times some pretty solid rocks.”
– Jesus: “You’re right. Your little head is still hard and your little vanity still solid. After this, you ask me not to look only at the body.”
– Mimi: “I know very well that my poor body is crumbling. I see this every day. I wanted to speak to you about my little soul. With your grace, it seems to me that I did my best to keep the temple in good order and prevent it from crumbling. I don’t count on myself. I know that everything in me is nothing. I am looking at my nothingness.
“But I depend on you, on your love, on your mercy, on your power and I am so convinced of our love, of our union that this is why I was saying that sometimes, among ruins, there are good stones solid enough, since we are more than one. However, my God, increase my love wo that it may be solid like a stone. Please increase my confidence and make it solid like a rock. You know very well that without you I can do nothing.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my dear little one, my Beloved. I know this very well but it is you who seem to forget it.”
– Mimi: “I know, my Beloved, that I often have a short memory even when I am near you. And when I am in your powerful arms, don’t ask me any questions. I forget everything. I am so happy that I forget everything. I hear your Divine Heart beats that are so loud. Your love is so intense, your words so gentle that I forget everything. When this happens, I let myself be cradled like a spoiled child. Thank you, my Beloved, for your infinite love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if only you told me this in moments of great temptations! If your love were as intense! If your confidence were blind! If your simplicity were that of a child!
“My Beloved, dear daughter of my Father, this is all that I ask of you in great temptations. Total abandonment in my arms. My Beloved, in the future when I come with great temptations, look at me with love, confidence. Look at my hands filled with graces of blessings for you and your children.
“A mother does not have the right to refuse to give food to her children who are dying of hunger. Would you be heartless enough to do this? Look at my heart that is open, full of love, always ready to receive you as a refuge in the middle of a storm.
“The great temptations are not only a blessing. They are especially food for the soul. They feed the soul with pure love. They strengthen it in combat, they give confidence. When in danger, they increase total abandonment into the arms of God.”
Tuesday 12 JUNE 1956
– Satan: “My Beloved, make a good confession. You are continually living in sin. See my love. I am giving you a last chance. At each confession, you commit one more sacrilege in what you call your great temptations. So, make a good confession and accuse your temptations for you are misleading your director.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I forbid you to accuse the great temptations as faults, as if they come from you because, first of all,you would be lying to the Holy Spirit. Moreover, you would be sinning against your v.... of obedience to your director who represents me, and, believing that the temptation comes from you, you would commit a sin of pride. Finally, you would gravely offend my Father who is the Truth.”
Wednesday 13 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I’m tired of wearing my green dress. I’ve been wearing it for the last eight years.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, think of your baptismal dress. How long did you wear it without soiling it? And for how long did you keep your little dress stained by sin? My dear little Beloved spouse, I even find little stains on your nuptial dress. That is why I ask your director to help me remove these stains. It is a delicate task, for the material is very fragile. Sometimes, the stain is hidden in a crease or next to a pearl. The pearl dazzles the eyes and the stain can hardly be seen and yet, it is there. A good thing your director has good eyesight.
“My Beloved, you are such a child, so clumsy. This is why you must receive the sacrament of penance more often than others in order to remove as soon as possible the least little stain on your soul. Like a little child, isn’t it true that you often fall? In order to keep you standing, to help you take a few steps, your director and I are obliged to hold your hands, and still you fall.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I know that I am little. That is why I continually place myself in your arms like a child.”
There, I am confident, I’m safe and have all I need. I don’t ask for more. I sleep soundly and when I am awakened in a fright by the great temptations, I cry like a baby who is awakened suddenly without knowing why and needs a few minutes to recognize where he is. For me, it is the same.
Friday 15 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: At the hospital, the examination lasted three quarters of an hour. An injection in the spine. I was suffering a lot.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, think about my crown of thorns. Think of the thorns that you entered into my poor head (it wasn’t hard like yours). Yes, the thorns of your pride, your vanities, because of your lack of confidence. I did not receive injections of cocaine to calm the pain. My Beloved, I have to purify you. I want everything. I will take all and that will be all.”
Sunday 17 JUNE 1956
Father’s Day.
– Mimi: I wanted to wear my blue dress. I would have liked to please someone.
– Jesus: “That person, isn’t it you, first of all?”
– Mimi: “Why yes, my Beloved. I would be pleased to wear my little blue dress.”
– Jesus: “Well, offer me this sacrifice in atonement for all your vanities and don’t wear your little blue dress. Think of taking refuge in the arms of your gentle heavenly Mother under her blue mantle. Aren’t you happier this way? Think of repairing the immodesties of your children. Atone for you and for them.”
Monday 18 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: I was writing when, suddenly, I saw a small fly on my paper. I began to meditate.
How powerful is God. How good is God. To think that He thought of this little fly. He gave it life. On earth, it has its use. Like us, it will live and die. What will be left? Nothing. Everything comes from God : life, death. Everything must return to God. Almighty God didn’t neglect anything to create this little fly. Everything is perfect in the least detail; small eyes, so small that I need a magnifying glass to see them.
I was admiring the skill in using its wings, its small legs. Everything has been calculated; the elephant that is so strong, and the fly so small next to it. And both have their own use. There is nothing useless in what God created and yet, how many times, in the past, did I think that my life was useless, without a goal.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am pleased that you found a subject of meditation, even of a little fly. Consider yourself always like a little fly in my hands, and when you are tempted to act as a grand damsel, or to be vain, proud, remind yourself of the elephant that, in spite of its strength, takes big heavy steps. It doesn’t move as fast as the little fly that escapes so easily.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, forgive me, but I had a distraction. This is why I was laughing. I imagined seeing an elephant with wings.”
– Jesus: “This is what you find amusing, since you are little. My Beloved, have you ever seen an elephant with wings?”
– Mimi: “Come now my Beloved, your are making fun of me. You know very well that it does not exist.”
– Jesus: “Yet, my Beloved, this is the picture of what you used to be.”
– Mimi: “Me?”
– Jesus: “Yes, you! With your sinfull life, you took heavy steps. With your pride, you thought you were as strong as an elephant and in spite of everything, you tried to have wings to fly away like a fly. After you die, what will you be? Nothing will be left.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, your comparison is getting stranger all the time. A little while ago, you compared me to a donkey, to a small chicken; my director compared me to a wet chicken. Today, you compare me to an elephant and a fly. I wonder when I come before Saint Peter, how will I identify myself with all these qualifying terms?”
– Jesus: “Don’t trouble yourself. I will be there. I will tell my Father: here is my little Beloved spouse. She has nothing. I give her everything forever and that is all.
“Do you see how important it is to remain in my arms?”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved for this great lesson. And to think that it is a simple little fly that started all this and ended with an elephant.
“My Beloved, you ask me to always remain like a little fly in your arms. I beg of you not to chase me away. At times, the fly is a nuisance to man. But you understand. And if I bother you too much, it is to show you my love and if I land on your adorable heart, it is in order to never leave you.”
– Jesus: “Fear not, my Beloved. Do you believe that a little fly like you could annoy me if it were there? Am I going to tell you what I think?”
– Mimi: “Why yes, my Beloved. Speak to me and continue your sentence.”
– Jesus: “My little one, if you were a bug, I wouldn’t say this.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would like to become a little bug. This way, our love would have no respite. I would show you at each moment that I am near you and that I love you.
“I found in the dictionary that the bug feeds on the blood of man. So, I thought of becoming your little bug in order to feed on your Precious Blood. At the same time, it will be easier to crush me if I’m a little bug than if I’m an elephant.”
Saturday 27 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am suffering from being penniless. If I were rich, I would like to help in the formation of priests, religious, missionaries, help the poor. I can only offer up my little prayers full of distractions, my small sacrifices that are like sand. I can’t even see them.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t cry. I understand your heart is too big for its means. Console yourself. You have a small gold mine that you can explore. It is your sufferings, your wishes, your daily way of the cross with me. Think also about our intimacy, our love. Think about my Adorable Heart where are hidden all the treasures of love from which you can draw so many favors for you and your children. My Divine Heart is entirely at your disposal.
“You are rich and you don’t know it! Meditate on this : You are living in God’s temple by the state of grace.You are the spouse of a God. You are the privileged child of God, the Father. Consider your life on the spiritual level with the eyes of faith.
“My Beloved, if you were rich on the temporal level, you might not have the wish that you have at this moment, that of attaining your goal of saving souls. And if I gave you all this on the temporal level, you would be so poor in the eyes of God. Offer up your poverty and desires. I will satisfy you, spoiled child of my love.”
Thursday 28 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, for the last eight days I have been praying, asking you and tormenting you in order to obtain the healing of my dear mom. I trust in you. You are all powerful on the heart of God. You only have to ask. At the Wedding feast of Cana, you asked for a miracle. It seems to me that the healing of my dear mom is much more important than a cup of wine. You didn’t want the master of the house to be embarrassed. Look at your little girl who is embarrassed from not being able to do anything to relieve my dear mom.”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl. I wanted more. Isn’t it true that you are suffering at seeing your mother ill? I wanted to test your confidence, your perseverance in prayer. I will do something for your mom.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God. Thank you in advance. I thank you with all my heart.”
Friday 29 JUNE 1956
– Mimi: My director is on retreat from the 24th of Juin to the 3rd of July. I begin my little retreat until the 3rd of July.
– Jesus: “My dear little Beloved spouse, prepare your retreat in silence and recollection. You must put an end to all your preoccupations. Make your retreat with the little notes that your director wrote especially for you. Meditate especially on the yellow and green pages.”
