Wednesday 1st May 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in your mission as victim, your role resembles that of a priest. The priest offers himself with me to God the Eternal Father to give him glory and to save souls.The priest offers everything through the hands of Mary Immaculate. He offers everything out of love. He offers everything with an absolute conformity to the Holy Will of God.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I also would like to offer everything like the priest. Only, he has received with his priesthood a power that I do not have. For example, at the Holy Sacrifice of the mass, the priest only has to pronounce a word and you descend in immolation upon the altar.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t the power that makes the victim! I have something to confide to you. If you knew how much I suffer when there are priests who offer me to my Father simply out of routine and yet, I have to submit to their voice, to their words and descend in immolation upon the altar in the presence of a distracted heart, a heart that is cold, without love, a heart full of preoccupations that are purely material.
“My Beloved, do you believe that this makes it more difficult for me to enter your soul? When you receive me with love, when you offer yourself with me to God the Eternal Father to save souls; when you recognize your miseries and in all humility you ask me in spite of your indignity to enter souls; when you suffer and offer everything out of love, especially in moments of great temptations, do you believe that I can remain insensitive? In the past, didn’t I hear your voice? Sometimes you weep, sometimes you cry in desperation. Have I turned a deaf ear?
“Presently, my Beloved, I give thanks to my Father when I hear the heart-beats of your little affectionate heart filled with love for me alone, your Beloved. I also hear your deep sighs awaiting for me to visit you in my sacrament of love. Each time, it seems to you to be such a long wait! I also hear your cries of repentance as you remember your sins, your misbehavior. I hear your voice in all your sufferings, your physical and moral pains. I hear your voice when you give thanks to my Father and console him by accepting everything out of love. My Beloved, I am anxious to hear your little voice tell me : ‘I accept everything out of love and I thank you’ on the day that I shall have attached you to the cross, the day when, out of love, you shall be crucified with me for the salvation of souls, many souls. And some day, I will hear your voice during your agony. At that moment I will be so close, so close that you won’t have to make great efforts to call me near you. Afterwards, it is you who will hear our voice during all eternity. For now, I am hearing everything and I am not the only one.”
Thursday 2 may 1957
– Mimi: I had just spoken about my little discomforts.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, keep silent about your sufferings. During my passion, was I knocking on doors to tell people : ‘Look at me, I am suffering, see my wounds!’
“Keep for me, your Spouse, your little physical sufferings without forgetting your little daily crosses, your moral pain, your temptations, your consolations. Offer me the least little discomfort. My Beloved, such is our intimacy and the fruit of our union of love in suffering.
“Keep in mind what your mother said on the day of your arrival from the hospital after a month’s absence : ‘She is always the same, a smile on her lips and tears in her eyes’. Be charitable. Give your smile to others and your tears to me. They are so precious, these tears of love, of repentance, of joy, sometimes of suffering. I keep all of it in my Divine heart.”
Friday 3 May 1957
– Mimi: “And now, my God, I am going to offer you my poor little actions, in union with the passion of your divine Son. Through the hands of Mary Immaculate, I offer you all this to console you and so that your kingdom may come on earth. In your infinite wisdom, if you allow me to atone and save souls, I thank you sincerely. In the past, I simply offered everything with sincerity, but now that the Holy Spirit enlightens me more, I notice by the grace of God that I wasn’t offering it properly or with an interest saying : ‘I want to atone, merit and save souls. I wasn’t thinking enough about God when I said this. I placed my interests first. How blind I was! Now, by the grace of God, I want to offer everything out of love, to console God. It is all that I wish.
“Offer everything out of love to remain faithful to the Son, my Beloved spouse.
Offer everything out of love to correspond to the gifts of the Holy Spirit.
Offer everything out of love through the hands of Mary Immaculate.
Offer everything out of love to save souls that will glorify God for all eternity.”
Saturday 4 may 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, now, offer me more. Keep silent about your physical sufferings. You truly keep silent about your sorrows and moral sufferings. My Beloved, when someone asks you ‘How are you?’ always answer that you are very well (since you are in my arms), or that all is well ( because you are doing the Will of God).”
Sunday 5 may 1957
– Jesus: “Today, I want more than the union between us. My Beloved, I want unity. I want to be one with you. Therefore, I in you, you in me : Thank you, my Beloved, my gentle friend, my dear little spouse, dear little one, yes, so little in my hands. Thank you for your love, for your confidence. We will now be but one in love and suffering. Hide our intimacy that is the cross. Therefore, everything for God, everything for me. And in our love for you, we wish, my Father and I, that you have everything, blessed child of my Father, spoiled child by grace, privileged spouse of the Son, product of the Holy Spirit. Remain faithful till the end and the end is not very far.”
Monday 6 may 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when you receive me, do not look in preparation for important words, long sentences taken from books. But, recollect yourself with faith, with respect, with love. Then, close your eyes, adore me in silence, be attentive, listen. Then, with all the love that your little heart can contain, speak to me. If I hide myself, speak to me anyhow and if I do not answer, speak to me even more and wait. There are many pious souls that put obstacles to my grace and to the effects of the sacraments. Before receiving me, these souls prepare their communion from books or long prayers without paying much attention. It isn’t that I condemn this manner of doing things. No, of course not. They can be helpful but I prefer the intimacy of the soul, the heart to heart, the simplicity of the child with her father, the intimacy of the little creature with her Creator, her God.
“It is the same thing when receiving the sacrament of Penance. Some souls prepare themselves with long formulas. Others don’t take the time to examine themselves. These souls don’t think enough of preparing themselves for a perfect contrition. They don’t think enough about their intimacy with God in the sacrament of Penance. Yet, I am so close to them at the moment of forgiveness that, at times, before the sincerity, the humility, the repentance of certain souls at the moment of absolution, a marvellous perfume of grace comes forth. I am so close to these souls that I smell their love. I am so happy then. It puts a balm on my wounds.
“My Beloved, I am pleased but I also suffer. I am saddened at the thought that after so many centuries, there are many souls that do not know the intimacy of God. They do not believe especially in the intimacy of the soul with their God. I wonder what their attitude will be when they come before us without having been used to converse, to live an intimacy with God, their Father, with me their Brother, with being the temple of the Holy Spirit. How will these poor souls be sincere and say : ‘My God, have mercy on me. Here I am, your child! Do you recognize me? Do you remember, my God, our intimacy we had together in love, prayer, suffering, moments of sorrow and happiness. How many times I made you laugh with my childish babble of a spoiled child. No, I don’t fear your judgment. I don’t fear death for it will be the mark of your infinite mercy, of your love for me and I understand that in order to complete our intimacy, you have come to get me forever. Thank you, my God. Thank you for your intimacy, such a precious gift. Thank you, my God, for our intimacy, for my director who made me understand your intimacy with me, poor little creature so miserable at times. My director gave me the secret of happiness, that is, the intimacy of a soul with her God, her Father, her All, with her brother, Jesus, with the Holy Spirit.
“And this same little heart trying by all means to please me, you act as a real spoiled little child. If you knew the joy that you give me when you yearn for me. I know very well that your little soul is never satisfied in spite of the great privilege that you have in receiving me three times a week.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, put yourself in my place. What would you say at seeing a baby receive only three meals a week? It would not grow very fast. It would take years!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you do not need to grow. Remain quite simply a baby, that’s all. How many years did you wait before you began to eat at the Holy Table?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it isn’t much to receive you three times a week for a little sick person, for a starving soul. My Gentle Jesus, think of my poor little soul that is pining for you.
“My Beloved, I cannot live very long far from you. I become bored to death. My love is so frail. I am so weak. I’m always afraid of offending you, of losing you. At this moment, my Beloved, I am crying like a little baby because I miss you. I would like to love you even more, to die of love. My Jesus, my Gentle Jesus, my treasure, my God, my All. I think about my poor life and I weep. Poor Jesus! The little crucifix is moistened by my tears. I have placed the small crucifix on my little heart for it to dry. You know, my Jesus, how warm is my heart.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, indeed, your little heart is warm but it isn’t burning. Think of my Divine Heart, of my love burning like a fire for souls. When in contact with my infinite love, souls are slowly consumed by a gentle peace, a peace forever serene. My Beloved, don’t cry. Remain on my heart, rest, offer me this suffering out of love.
“Your director suffers a lot for not being able to give you communion each day. He is walking on his heart. Thank you for offering your poor little body as a monstrance. In reality, it has more value than a golden monstrance that is perishable. With your suffering, your little body becomes a monstrance where I live, rest and dwell with my little host of love. My little spouse, My little……. treasure finally recovered after so many years.
“My Beloved, our pain is well shared but the most afflicted one is me. It pains me not to be able to come to you each day. Your director suffers for not being able to give me to you each day and you suffer from not receiving me each day. See the importance of our intimacy, of spiritual communion. Your director played an important role in our intimacy. Do you remember when your director spoke to you about the intimacy of God with his creature. You didn’t understand in spite of all the examples he quoted from the Gospel. Don’t forget. God gives his Spirit, his light to whom he wants, at the moment he wants and never withdraws himself if the soul remains docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. This is why our intimacy, our union, our love are the results of grace and a fruit of the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for your intimacy. I also thank my director who helped me know and understand your intimacy with me, poor little creature, so despicable at times. My director has given me the secret of happiness, that is, the intimacy of the soul with her God, her Father, her All, with her brother Jesus, with the Holy Spirit.”
Tuesday 7 may 1957
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t seek consolations too much.”
– Mimi: I was preparing my communion for the next day and was in a state of spiritual aridity.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when you receive communion, is it you who is operating in me or me operating in you?”
wednesday 8 may 1957
– Mimi: I was so exhausted after getting up in order to rest from the fatigue of being in bed. With a lot of difficulty, I approached the statue of the Sacred Heart in the room of M….
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have come to rest a little. Let me place my poor head on your shoulder. I am suffering terribly. I am so exhausted. Help me please to accept everything and my helplessness. Consider my weaknesses. I am really like a baby. I can’t even hold a cup of tea in my hand three months after the operation. Give me patience, please.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I also feel the need to rest but I cannot do like you, place my head on your shoulder. It isn’t solid enough. If it were on your little stubborn head of the past!”
– Mimi: “MyBeloved, if my shoulder isn’t solid enough, come and rest your head on my little heart. It belongs to you. My love for you is so strong! A good thing that my little heart isn’t as hard as my head. What do you think?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know your little heart, so affectionate, so full of love for me. My dear little spouse, if your love, if your little heart is so strong, it is because I am holding everything in my powerful hands. My dear little…. Isn’t it marvellous, in the divine plan, how far our love has gone! Our ideal accepted and your ideal have realized the ideal of your director to cooperate in directing you towards us.
“What a joy it is to see a heart that has surrendered itself entirely. Two arms that are affectionately abandoned. A soul that offers itself generously. A body that resolutely immolates itself. My instrument ardently working at all times.”
thursday 9 may 1957
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it would please me immensely to attend the Holy Sacrifice of the mass at the church.”
– Jesus: “Why no, my Beloved, do me a favor and stay where I have placed you. By lying on the cross, you are offering yourself directly with me to my Father and you merit more for you are doing the Will of my Father. Otherwise, by attending the Holy Sacrifice of the mass at the church, you would be simply uniting yourself to the priest. Do you see the difference? What do you prefer? To offer directly your sufferings with me out of love by doing the Holy Will of my Father or by uniting yourself simply to the priest?
“Between offering and uniting, notice that there is a difference! To save the world, I could have simply united myself to the sacrifices of the high priest and not offer myself! Do you see, my Beloved, what counts in the eyes of my Father is the entire submission to his Holy Will out of love. Don’t forget this, my Beloved. You must die a victim of our love. So, remain immolated with me. Remain my little host of love.
“My Beloved, a little secret. You know if you had gone to mass this morning, that is, if you had been capable, I wouldn’t have spoken to you this way. You would have been too distracted in church. Do you see the importance of our intimacy and the advantage of being one, forever, while waiting for the great day, the beautiful day in the eternal destination.”
Friday 10 may 1957
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I wonder how many acts of love my little soul is able to offer you each day?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it’s easy. Offer me with love each heart-beat of your little heart, night and day. Now, in order to enlighten you and not to satisfy your little curiosity, count all the pulsations a minute. It will give you an idea concerning your love that is so little next to my infinite love for you.
“My Beloved, my love will always triumph.”
