Sunday 20 october 1957
– Mimi: A memorable day for me. I never thought of suffering so much this way. My heart could hardly function without causing me sharp pain. My soul seemed torn apart. I have no regrets. I offered it all up.
– Jesus: “And as for us, my Beloved, if you had seen our sorrow. Your director was like a martyr in accomplishing his duty. His task is painful and very delicate with a soul like yours, a soul that we entrusted to him, a soul that, by a special privilege, has a mission to accomplish, a role to play in the expansion of our reign and in the Church. Don’t forget that he must soon return your little soul, completely purified, all white, without any spot on your little dress, not even the shadow of a crease. Don’t forget this. Our love is greater, stronger when we suffer all together. I know, my Beloved, that you have suffered much but it was necessary for the greater good of your little soul.
“Your director pierced the abscess that was in your little soul. There was infection that was a menace to our dwelling. Would you dare allow your Spouse, your Beloved, your King to enter your little dwelling without putting it in order? Is a little girl sick, weak and crippled able to take care of herself, can a blind person walk by herself?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can assure you that it was no laughing matter. I wasn’t under any anesthetic when the abscess was pierced. (I thought I was going to die.) My Beloved, I would have preferred to die rather than never being able to receive you.
“No, my gentle Jesus, it isn’t possible that you, my Beloved, not wanting to come here in our little sanctuary, our dwelling, I become unable to write. I’m too saddened, in too much pain. It is the agony of my soul.
“My gentle heavenly Mother, I beg you, let me weep on your heart. You know your child so well, you little baby.”
– Satan: “Poor little one, why are you in such a state. You aren’t loosing much by not receiving communion. You are presently aware that your God is never satisfied with you since you have been receiving him. Even your director tells you this and God has just told it to you. Let your director perform his duty and as God’s representative, if he judges it necessary to deprive you of communion, don’t insist. Let it be. God who is just will not blame you because your director performed his duty and you obeyed him. As for me, I have been waiting a long time when your director would abandon you forever. I don’t dare tell you this, but, for a long time, he does not want to direct you, wishes to be free. Let him depart without saying anything. And I will bless the day that he will no longer be your director.
“If you knew how much I detest him in the great temptations. If it weren’t for his power as a priest, I would crush him under my feet to show you my power. If you would listen to me only once during these moments and ask for my help, you would see what I can do with him in spite of everything. Remove from him his priesthood, his consecrated hands, his stole, holy water, and I am stronger than he. And he knows this very well. To win this struggle, he does not stop asking for the help of his heavenly Mother, Mary Immaculate. He acts like a little boy who is scared of everything.”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! I don’t want to believe what you want me to believe. I don’t have any time to waste in listening to you and much less to write down all these lies, all these faulsities, all these horrible things. And if I write down what you are telling me, it is out of obedience and to make you known as you are, a liar, a damned serpent, a monster. Go away! I know your game. You would like to cause trouble between my director and me. You are jealous. No matter. We have promised in front of the crucifix, in the presence of our gentle heavenly Mother that we would accept everything.”
