Sunday 1st December 1963
– Mimi: “First Sunday of Advent. My Beloved, during this sacred period, please help me to prepare the beautiful feast of the Nativity. Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your heart so pure to love Your Jesus like You! I do want to receive Him but especially keep Him with me forever. Ô Immaculate Virgin, prepare my soul! Mediatrix of all graces, intercede for me so that when Our Father calls me to Him, I may be ready. May I be worthy to be called Your child. Yes, the prodigal child to whom Our Father has opened wide His arms to receive me with His merciful love. ”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, with Our grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, you have faith in Our merciful love for you and for souls. I believe, My Beloved, that if you had an easy life to offer Us, We would have accepted it but We would not have been able to realize our designs and exercise Our mercy with as much love. Because you were miserable, full of misery, We came upon you to obtain this little ray of love that remained at the bottom of your little heart. Your little stifled soul was barely breathing in the midst of all this disorder. It is with love that We saw you take little steps in the spiritual life. You would fall and Our dear representative would pick you up with goodness, patience and charity. Yet, he remained firm, righteous, honest and sincere with Us as he obeyed. He took care of your little soul. He guided it towards us and attached you forever to Our cross. We have not been disappointed with Our choice. With Us, he cooperated faithfully in all that We wanted for the greater good of your little soul. Like Us, he often walked on his heart.
He never hesitated when it came to his duty of state, suffering or sacrifice. With his priesthood and in his presence, your enemy gives in and is obliged to obey his voice. And We will bow before you when the time comes for him to give Us back your little soul. Do not think too much about Our judgment. Think rather about Our merciful love that opens its arms to you and about Our perfect union that will last forever. Are you happy? In spite of your sufferings?”
Monday 2 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for everything, especially for coming this morning. Your gentle presence, ô Blessed Trinity, makes me think about Our future happiness. Yes, this peace of soul, this tranquility of the spirit, this security is only found in Your gentle presence. I am so happy to have someone to talk to, on whom I can depend, someone I can love, and it is You, my Beloved, whom I desire.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, isn’t it true that you are happy about Our intimacy. In your little soul, you already possess the happiness of heaven and with Our merciful love, you have your reward. Now that with Our grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, you understand what it means to be detached from yourself, your spiritual life has changed. Your director was right in telling you that some day you would understand. Thank you, My Beloved. You please Me in the morning when, after offering your day, you ask Me to accept My will and the will of Our instrument. You do not even try to know what you will be doing. You allow yourself to be led, pushed around by Our instrument. In the present situation, the roles have been changed. In spite of everything, you are so pleased to have this conviction that We love you and the certainty that all you accept, that you suffer in silence, is received. In cooperating with Me in the salvation of souls, your sacrifice is offered and accepted by Our Father. My Beloved, each cross is a call. Each suffering and each trial are an invitation to follow Me to the cross, to follow Me on the path of love and immolation. Walk with Me, My Beloved. Speak to Me about love. Tell Me constantly that you love Me. In Our intimacy, do not hesitate to speak to Me about all that is going on in you. Together, We will look at the very short distance that remains before reaching Our Father.”
Tuesday 3 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept everything out of love. I don’t know what is going on in me. There is a great fear of coming before You and yet, You know my wish to be united with You forever. My enemy does not stop tormenting me. Ô Immaculate Virgin, protect me! I am trembling in the face of my enemy’s attacks. You know how much I am afraid of myself. I don’t trust my weaknesses, but with You, Ô Mother, I am confident. I take refuge in Your arms. Hide me from my enemy! The more I ask my Gentle Mother of heaven to protect me, the more the attacks of my enemy are violent. I am suffering physically and morally.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, is this really Your Holy Will? That I continue to endure the assaults of my enemy to merit and save souls, but especially to console You and glorify Our Father? My Beloved, we accept everything out of love for You and also for the Council and souls.
The Team work is beginning. I am suffering a lot. My director also and is helping me so much to offer everything. My enemy trembles before him. Through his priesthood, he has an extraordinary power.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are trembling! It is not in the face of suffering but of me. You have reason to be afraid of appearing in front of your Judge after having abused the sacraments, after having made your director lose his time and having deceived him. By his pride as a priest, he wanted to save at least one soul and he believes he has guided you towards Him. What can the Almighty do with your soul?
For the last thirteen years, you have played your role as the good obedient little girl, but deep down inside of yourself, you have always doubted His merciful love. For a long time now, God has rejected you forever! Yet, you have fought with yourself. You didn’t want to admit it, hanging on with all your might to His merciful love. But today, with proof in hand, admit that I was right. Why hope for forgiveness? It’s too late! Leave your director before he becomes discouraged for having worked for nothing. You must destroy all the writings that are a pack of lies for the loss of souls.”
Wednesday 4 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, don’t leave me! I have a lot of trouble preparing my communion. My enemy won’t stop troubling me. I have a fear of receiving You. I beg You, I don’t want to make a bad communion. After having received forgiveness, I felt calmer.”
– Mimi: “My God, increase my faith!”
– Mimi: “At the moment of communion, I looked at the host. If only I could make an act of faith! Adore You! Then, I recite the prayer of total giving. Emptiness! What torment!”
– Mimi: “I have so many things to tell You, and yet I remain silent. I ask myself if I am right in believing in this intimacy. How I would like to destroy the writings! Why must I still have to make my director suffer?”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, your director is not alone in suffering because of you. Those who read your writings are troubled. Do you believe that the Holy Spirit can inspire you to write lies? In your diary, you simply wrote that you wanted to be and what you wanted God to be for you. You dreamt about an ideal too high for a soul that belongs to me. When I think that you believed you were the spouse of Christ!
What do you think of His intimacy? If it existed, you would still have it today! What illusions in your poor life! And all this because you wanted to believe in invisible things! You wanted to live in another world. Look at what it has given you. With the present situation, your director and you believe that you are deserving and yet, you have nothing to hope for, nothing to expect from Him. The only thing you have left is to await His judgment which will be terrible. You haven’t finished trembling. If you knew the chastisement that awaits you, you would not even dare lift up your eyes towards Him to beg for mercy. Don’t cry! What more can tears bring you?”
– Mimi: “In spite of the state I am in, my Beloved, remember Me, Our intimacy, Our love.”
Thursday 5 December 1963
– Mimi: “My God, help me! It is hard to feel the emptiness after having been pampered! My God, I want to believe that You are hiding. I want to believe with all my might that the state I am in is a time of tribulation. Without trying to understand, I accept Your Holy Will over me. However, do not allow me to lose You. Ô Holy Spirit, give me the strength and courage to do battle. My enemy is always near me and all I want to do doesn’t work. Then, there are worries and loneliness. I don’t even have the strength to pray. Everything tires me. How I would like to have a moment of intimacy with You. Yes, to be able to rest a little.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl! Don’t try to find rest with Him! Next to your hours of dreams and illusions, what is there left? Only suffering, loneliness, one cross after another, abandonment. Look at the way your God treats you. He who pretends to be good and merciful! Do you think it is human to let you suffer, to weigh you down with reproaches? He is more severe with you than with others! What does He do with your freedom? Isn’t it ridiculous to ask you to keep silent? You are suffering enough without allowing yourself to be led, to obey an idiot in order to please her. He should have said: “You who suffer, come to Me and I will weigh you down!” When one really loves, is it logical to cause one to suffer, to use one as a slave, to victimize a poor little girl just for the pleasure? It is out of vengeance because He died on a cross. He feels obliged to choose another victim by placing you with Him. By living an imaginary intimacy, by believing that He loves you, you are wasting your time. All the tribulations you are enduring come from me, from my power over you. If you have faith, call on your God. ”
Friday 6 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming! I desire You so much! Today, I am sorrowful as I look at You in the host. Yes, before the Almighty, coming into my poor little soul! Everything is so gloomy in Our home! I am choking imprisoned in this obscurity. I am so tormented by remorse at having offended a God infinitely good. My Creator, my Beloved who loved me by dying for me. My Beloved! Help me, please, to take courage! If I could be sure that I am consoling You! Even in the state I am, I ask myself if I am doing my best to correspond to His actual grace! My duty of state is so heavy! I am so weary! I am dizzy from being shoved around.”
– Satan: “Yes, my poor little girl, you are like a puppet in His hands. He wants to command you and pulls the strings. So you are going from one side to the other. He will play with you until curtain time, that is, till the final act of your life. He takes pleasure in trying you, in making you suffer. His happiness will be when He sees you die, forsaken! Your agony will be a long one! Is it fair to treat you this way? Look at what He did this afternoon. He allowed you to experience a bit of His sufferings. I wonder why? He pretends to love you and sends you so much suffering, trials and crosses! It is ridiculous to offer everything out of love. Why do you want Him as a Spouse? This mystical union is only for saintly souls. But you, you would want something more! If you wanted, I could be near you in a tangible way. I wouldn’t bring you only an invisible love, but lots of happiness, consolations, wealth and health.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would like to hear Your voice to help me forget the voice of my enemy that pursues me! My God, I accept everything out of love. Take all, my God! Keep my love pure forever!
Saturday 7 December 1963
– Mimi: “Poor Jesus! Come into my poor soul! I need You so badly to help me overcome this trial. Today, You ask me to detach myself from my family, this human bond that needs to be cut before my death. “My God, do with me what You will!” To say it and to put it into practice are not the same thing. Yes, to say it when all is going well is easy but to say it when all is dark! But with You, I accept everything to console You. I never thought that the path of silence was so long, so difficult to follow! Thank You for making me understand that I must accept everything out of love and also give everything out of love.
My Beloved, while I’m thinking of it, would You tell me if it is Your Holy Will that the members of Your little Team of love be identified by numbers instead of names in the writings?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, why do you want to hide? Why identify yourselves with numbers like prisoners, convicts? Are you ashamed of your baptismal names that are recognized by Us and by the Church? Did I not call you by your name to be a member of Our beautiful Team of love? Of whom, of what are you afraid? Did I not promise to always protect you? Have I broken My promise in thirteen years? What human being can oppose Me? Are you afraid of your enemy? What can he do without My permission? Don’t I have the right to choose a small group, a few souls to console Us, to help Me glorify Our Father, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls? Is there anything reprehensible in Our Team of love?
Is it the desire you have to follow Me? Is this the love you give Me by accepting everything? Does Our intimacy make you uncomfortable? Is it the fear of being recognized as the spouses of Christ? Do not be “Daydreamers of the Gospel.” Follow rather the example of your director who trusts Me. We have no reason to reproach him. Do you understand My little ones 1…, 2…, 3… ???
Sunday 8 December 1963
Immaculate Virgin
– Mimi: “Happy birthday, my Gentle Mother of heaven. It is with love and respect that I come and kiss You on the forehead. Thank You, my God, for helping make this beautiful triduum in honor of our Gentle Mother, but especially to thank Her and show Her all our love and gratitude. Thank You, ô Immaculate Virgin, Mother so pure! Thank You for Your love. It is to You that I entrust my soul and the last moments of my life. Come and help me to prepare for the important day of my perfect union with Your gentle Son. I unite myself with the entire Celestial Court to sing Your praises, You, the most beautiful of all mothers. Yes, the Mother of Love is also mine. On this day, I would have liked to offer You as a gift all the most beautiful things, and the only joy I would have would be to receive Your gentle Jesus. With Him, I offer myself with all my miseries, weaknesses and faults. I beg You, do not scrutinize me too much! I am so ashamed of myself in Your presence, ô Immaculate Virgin, but, ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, look upon Your Jesus present in me. Look at my good will to correct myself, to rid myself of my faults. Look at this love that God has deposited in my soul and has purified by the Precious Blood of His Divine Son. I know that His merciful love is a mystery, but You, ô my Gentle Mother, understand it. Please help me have enough humility and faith to accept it after receiving so much love.
Help me to detach myself from everything, from myself, from the world. Grant me the grace to imitate Your virtues, to practice humility of the heart, of the soul, of the mind so that, with Your example, my life may be total giving, a total gift of love through suffering and that I may attain God forever.”
Monday 9 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, my communion this morning is offered in thanksgiving for all the favors obtained by Our Gentle Mother of heaven. Yes, the Mediatrix of all graces is watching over all the members of the little Team. Ô my Gentle Mother, please help me prepare the beautiful feast of Christmas. With You, I want to do a complete house cleaning in my little soul. Yes, I want to get rid of all that could harm my spiritual life and practice detachment. May my sole preoccupation be to receive Your gentle Jesus like You received Him in Your blessed arms. Yes, to receive Him with more love and respect. To do this, I need Your humility, ô Immaculate Virgin. I need Your love and to keep Him, I need Your virtues. Please help me be generous, charitable and patient.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, fear not! We will help you. Thank you, My dear children for the beautiful triduum of love, of thanksgiving. We are so pleased, so moved by the generosity of Our representative. His spirit of sacrifice surpasses his strength. It is by a special grace that We have kept him. In spite of all human hope, he had no more resistance. Faith, confidence, prayer and sacrifice alone touched Our heart. And since then, how many things have been done for Our greater glory and for souls. We are so pleased to come to our home and live Our intimacy. Yes, My Beloved, one must constantly walk on the path of silence, love and suffering. Like My Divine Mother, keep in your soul this interior joy. You know, as in natural child birth, a spiritual birth demands a lot of suffering that is very painful and without any visible result. There is no respite, no pain killers, and you are called to give birth to many souls.
Our love, alone, will sustain you. The Holy Spirit will increase His gifts. With your Gentle Mother of heaven, you will come to the manger. Look with faith and love to the star of Our Holy Will. It will guide you towards Us.”
Tuesday 10 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would have liked to remain in bed this morning! But Your instrument came and woke me up very early to tell me what I had to do. I was so exhausted that I could have cried. My Beloved, my cross is so heavy to carry!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, look at Me! My cross is very heavy. I accepted everything out of love for you as if you had been the only one to redeem. I know that I am asking you a lot. My Beloved, accept yourself as you are. Your physical reactions are quite normal in the present situation, but all I look at is your love, your efforts to struggle, your good will to accept everything in silence. Everything in your life is an occasion to suffer, but it is also an occasion to merit, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls. On the spiritual level, you are the privileged child upon whom We have deposited an abundance of chosen graces. We have placed a lot of hope in your mission. You are the subject We need to make known Our love, Our mercy, Our intimacy. In Our diary, there is only one general idea of Our love, of Our intimacy. It is impossible to make known the details and yet, it is very important to Us. It is with these little things, these little irritations, this hidden suffering, this silence accepted and endured out of love, these painful insomnias, this heavy work, these offensive words… Yes, My Beloved, your little life is woven with acts of love and this is was feeds your spiritual life and strengthens your love. This is why We give you each day your food. By accepting everything, you are able to nourish your spiritual children. Come, My Beloved, walk with Me towards unending happiness where We will be forever happy.”
Wednesday 11 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! It is a renewed joy each time I have the pleasure of receiving You!
In the present situation, I am in such need of Your help, of Your presence, to continue my journey towards You. I have a great nostalgia of heaven and the thought of being one day with You, of not having to fear losing You. You know, the path of silence is very difficult to follow, and the vow of immolation requires a lot of attention because of my short tempered nature.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you think the path I took was easier? I also had to struggle, to keep silent in the face of injuries and of My condemnation. I experienced these hours of fatigue, disgust, temptation, abandonment. My Beloved, I accepted everything out of love for My Father in order to glorify Him and also out of love for you, to purify you and sancify you some day with Me. My dear little host of love, I also am always anxious to come and rest in your little soul where it is so pleasant and warm. Yes, I am in you and looking at you work and struggle. In spite of your physical sufferings, you are so happy because you believe that I am always with you. In Our intimacy, your love moves Us, consoles Us. Everything is so simple. If souls only wanted to believe in Our merciful love! How many lose considerable time looking for Me! If only these souls had enough humility and faith to believe that I am in them. Yes, I am present in moments of joy, sorrow, in circumstances and events, in suffering, and I will be present at the moment of their death.
I will be present at the Resurrection of their body. In the presence of our Divine Majesty, these souls will be judged on Our love and their lack of charity towards Us by not giving us asylum in their soul through a great intimacy.”
Thursday 12 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for Your help. If I didn’t have this intimacy with You, I would feel lonely and abandoned. The only thought that You are present in me gives me courage to do battle. Yes, each day, I have to struggle against myself, against my inclinations, my imperfections, and I don’t forget my sins. Poor Jesus! How patient and merciful You are for Your poor little girl who, in spite of her unworthiness, wishes to unite herself with You forever.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, to follow Me, it isn’t enough to have a lot of love. One must have, and this is very important, a lot of good will based on humility and charity. Yes, to be with Me continually, to see Me in all things, to see Me in your neighbor, to see Me in joys and sorrows… One needs a lot of humility and love to receive Me with My cross. If souls wanted to accept My intimacy, yes, to accept it with humility, with a great spirit of faith accepted with confidence… To be in the arms of Our Father, to abandon oneself with love and respect like a child awaiting everything from its Father.
What do the first gestures of a baby reveal? The moment it opens its eyes, it extends its little hands towards the nearest person. It is the need to be loved, to feel secure, warm in the arms of someone. But if it is in the arms of its mother or father, then, to show them its joy, it will smile, sometimes even while sleeping. My Beloved, remain like this child in the arms of your Father of heaven. Think about your last rest, at the thought that you will fall asleep in His arms and that Your Gentle Mother will cradle you while singing the Salve Regina.”
Friday 13 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me. Without a special grace, I don’t believe I could have done such exhausting work.”
– Jesus: “You are right. Without Me you can do nothing, and by Our mystical union, you must share My intimacy and make it known. As My spouse, you must share My life, be united with Me, that is, everything in your life must be given to Me, centred on Us, spiritualized by the mystical union. My intimacy with your little soul is based on My merciful love and not on human love. One must have a lot of faith and a special grace to admit this. Yes, My Beloved, one must have as much faith as in the presence of the sacred host. When looking at the host, your human eyes only see bread, but with your eyes of faith, you see God in all His love, an invisible God and yet a living God. When you receive Me in Holy Communion, I am God whom you adore, whom you love. You believe that I am in you alive through Our intimacy. I am very much alive! I am feeding on your love, that is, the love that I place in you, a pure love. I rest in your little soul with the Blessed Trinity and We are happy in Our living temple. Everything is so simple in spiritual life. It is certain souls complicate everything with their little science. They place obstacles to Our love and close the door to the Holy Spirit. These souls believe that their minds are superior to Ours. In principle, they feel justified and yet, Our merciful love and Our intimacy are two concrete realities. The soul cannot know perfectly Our love if it ignores Our intimacy, if it does not have Our love. And this love is obtained through humility, confidence and faith in Us.”
Saturday 14 December 1963
– Mimi: “You are finally here, my Beloved! Thank You for Your love! Thank You for Your spiritual intimacy that is nourished by You to help me accept everything You wish and expect from me. (Jesus) My Beloved, continue to accept everything out of love for Us and for souls. By Our intimacy, you must also share My sufferings. On the path of silence, this includes silence of mind and of heart. I know that in the present situation, this is very painful. When you are tempted to answer back, stop and think of Me present in you and tell Me what you would like to answer the other person.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I wouldn’t dare do this. You would be offended.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I knew your answer, but it is a good way of preventing you from answering and wounding Me. If I am present in you, I am present in your neighbor. I have been following you, step by step, for such a long time. I look at you struggle, but I especially look at your love. At the school of the Holy Spirit, the course does not end with a diploma! But there is only one teacher who teaches the art of love, of practicing virtue, the real meaning of charity. He places at the base, humility. He teaches confidence and intimacy. At the school of the Holy Spirit, the soul learns to recognize its God, to follow Him, to obey Him, to accept everything out of love by total giving. At the school of the Holy Spirit, one learns to see with the eyes of faith, to nourish oneself with divine love, to work, to struggle. The soul also learns to walk in the footsteps of its God.
At the school of the Holy Spirit, it is the only place where the human element does not take over. Only the spiritual life and intimacy are allowed, and the soul advances quickly towards Us and the last degree is suffering the way God wants it, immolation, the Royal gift. Finally, the cross is added on as a reward. We deposit in the souls of good will who frequent the school of the Holy Spirit a greater happiness and peace.”
Sunday 15 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! My soul is overflowing with joy. You are here, present in me. I adore You and love You as much as my little heart can love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you for giving Us the asylum of your little soul. Many thanks to Our dear representative for preparing well his little one soul for the beautiful day. My Beloved, offer everything out of love. You are going to spend a very painful week, enough to try the patience of an angel and since you are not an angel, you can expect to suffer out of love for Us but also for the souls who are getting ready to celebrate the beautiful feast of My Nativity. How many are preparing their soul? “No matter what my soul looks like, if I have the time or if I have time to waste, I will take in a last minute confession!” How many sins are committed during the festive season : sacrileges, blasphemies, sins of all kinds. One must enjoy and take pleasure in all things! How many souls come forth to receive forgiveness and are not even conscious of their actions! They promise never to start again, to avoid temptations, occasions, and with Mass barely over, they become what they were a few hours before. Others receive Me with cold love and I am there, waiting for a kind thought, but their mind is distracted, preoccupied by the outcome of the festivities, with wrapping up gifts! And I who am waiting with love and patience for the tiniest little gift! I am not fussy! All I want is a little love for Our Father in order to glorify Him!
I would like to see from everywhere eyes uplifted towards Us in an attitude of love, faith, gratitude and charity towards ones neighbor. My Beloved, during this period, may Our intimacy be greater. We are in such a need to know that We are loved and adored with respect!
Monday 16 December 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity! Your Divine Blood, ô my Beloved, is the best tonic to strengthen me. A transfusion of Divine Blood is more efficient than human blood. Yes, I greatly need nourishment. I hunger for You! I thirst for Your Precious Blood to purify my soul! My Beloved, please help me! I can’t go on! I’m at the end of my rope!”
– Jesus: “Come, My Beloved, you aren’t at the end of your sufferings, yet! Fortunately, you have Our intimacy to help you and My love to sustain you during this grand trial that is so meritorious.”
– Mimi: “Forgive me! See how weak I am in spite of all that You are doing for me! I am so prone to answer back. I feel somehow that it would relieve me, but on the other hand, I would be so unhappy for having failed to keep my promise and to have offended You. You know, my Beloved, how quick and clear I am when I should not speak. How many details cross my mind!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, take advantage of those moments to think of Me, of your Spouse. Yes, as I know you, you would be sad for having failed to remain silent. What would it change in the present situation? And moreover, you would offend Me and wound Our instrument. My Beloved, this is what struggling and love is about! To love Us, serve Us, to work for Our greater glory and for souls. By accepting everything out of love, you are cooperating with Us in your sanctification.
Yes, by these daily struggles, Our intimacy grows because it obliges you to constantly ask Me to help you, sustain you and guide you. This increases your love for Us, your faith and your confidence.”
Tuesday 17 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, forgive me! You must be disappointed in Your little spouse. Why did I answer back once I had accepted everything out of love?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t cry! Yes, you answered back once, but one too many! But this must not surprise you. Your little human nature is still there. I allowed this to make you understand the importance I attach to the present situation. In Our Father’s plans, everything was foreseen and willed. We prepared the way and initiated you to spiritual life under the direction of a skillful apostle who cooperated with Us in the least detail. Blind as you were, you needed a guide who was sure and enlightened to accomplish the mission We have given you. Yes, to save with Me many souls out of love and suffering; to make known Our merciful love and Our intimacy with souls. Why must Our Father hide Himself in order to talk intimately with His children on earth? Is it shameful to speak with Him freely with love, simplicity, respect and humility? What We wish is this confident love in Our infinite mercy, this faith in believing Us present and very much alive in souls, not only for a few moments at communion time. In My Eucharist, I give Myself entirely in order to share My love and intimacy with a soul. What offends Me is that there are still many souls who receive Me under the pretext of loving Me, and when I am present in them, very much alive, they don’t even think of thanking Me for My love! They say a few prayers, but no more! No spiritual intimacy as if everything they had just received came from their own will!
“I’m going to communion!”, they say, instead of asking Me with humility the grace of placing them in the state of receiving Me. In My sacrament of love, who is the one operating in the soul? This is why many souls remain empty from one communion to another. Sometimes, certain souls receive a small consolation. They believe with this that they are solidly grounded in their spiritual life. In spiritual life, Our love, Our intimacy does not give consolations that are felt, neither human nor sensual.”
Wednesday 18 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, aren’t We happy in Our little interior home? Thank You for coming this morning. I need You! I am so exhausted! Yet, with Your grace, I accept everything out of love!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G… whom I love with an infinite love, isn’t it marvellous to live together at all times in a great spiritual friendship? Now that you know the path of silence, this gives you the occasion to converse with Me. What things We have to tell One another about the past, the present moment, Our future projects, Our future union. You know, My Beloved, in this present situation, We want to show you Our love by sending you many trials, yes, these grand chosen graces. You have been prepared for a long time with Our beautiful prayer of total Giving. Do you remember Our program? Each stage brought you closer to Us. But with your vow of love, We wanted more in order to embellish your little soul and We had all that We needed for your sanctification. Everything was ready to put you to work with Me in order to glorify Our Father. We had found a good instrument who was very efficient. Everything in you had to undergo a final purification. Your soul, your heart, your mind, your will, your body. Everything was checked and put in place before the great departure. My Beloved, you must not be surprised for there will be another surprise. Your little human nature is still there, very much alive. And it is by a special grace that you have the strength to accept everything, and moreover, We have given you a guilty feeling towards Our instrument in order to keep you in humility and to prevent you from being uncharitable. It is your duty to tell your director everything, but as for others, keep silent.”
Thursday 19 December 1963
– Mimi: “My God, what struggles today! Forgive me! I am not pleased with myself. I feel crushed under my cross, and on several occasions, I did not remain silent.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know. You tried to put on an act by answering : “At my age, I should know a little what to do. I am no longer a child!” Talking this way, you were acting as a child and not as My spouse who accepted to follow Me and accept everything in silence out of love. Your poor human nature is so sensitive, so frail, so weak! This is why I am always with you and it is for this same reason that I share a great intimacy with you in order to enlighten you, help you, and strengthen you in your new trial. Look at yourself for the brief moment that I left you alone. Don’t cry! I know everything that is going on in you, your little heart is filled with sorrow! I know that you are suffering a lot! There has been no respite, but if you knew all that I have in store for you. Take courage! Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix! Think of Me, of Our love, Me, the Infinite, your God. I have come out of love to share your life, your joys, your sorrows. Are there many souls who have the privilege of sharing My intimacy? How many would wish to be in your place! Even among My souls of good will. They are looking for Me. They would like so much to experience this intimacy. My Dear little spouse so loved, the struggle has been hard, but how fruitful for Us. Have no fear! I forgive you! Do not place obstacles to grace when you answer back.
After all, does it make Our instrument change her mind when you answer back? You are the first one to suffer because you are convinced of your misery. And I am convinced of your love for Us, of your good will. Pick yourself up! Together, let us walk once again on the path of silence!”
Friday 20 December 1963
– Mimi: “Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven! Ô Virgin of Advent, lend me Your Heart in order to love Jesus. Please ask for me to acquire a spirit of humility in order to practice all virtues. I unite myself to Your interior contemplation to adore in silence my Beloved, my God who, by His birth, brought to earth His message of love and peace. Ô my Beloved, please grant me that peace may reign on all the earth and in souls, especially among the members of my family. My Beloved, increase my love for You so that at Christmas, I may adore You, love You with a heart burning with pure love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I need to be received in a pure soul. I am going to share with you a few sorrows. You know, during the holidays, We are more offended because souls do not understand the true sense of the Christian Holidays. What sins of all kinds, sacrileges, are committed! How many souls approach the manger with the pretext of adoring Me, and in their hearts soiled by sin, look at me with hypocrisy and say : “What a beautiful little Jesus!” Yes, this little Jesus whom we mock during the whole year! Remember what I thought of certain souls visiting the manger! My Beloved, pray a lot for souls who have to present themselves in order to receive the forgiveness of their sins. How many souls go to confession and are not even in a state of mind, of heart to receive My forgiveness. Others are so preoccupied, and here I am, waiting for a glimmer of repentance. Do you think these souls have the time to speak to Me, to listen to Me for a few moments? No! They are busy calculating their time.
After receiving My forgiveness, they close the door of their soul. Then, with a few hours at Midnight Mass, they approach Me with an angelic air, and I am deposited in their souls. I suffer from the coldness of their preoccupied love. And, during the day, good wishes are extended to everyone, gifts, etc. As for Myself, the Divine Guest, there is not even a “thank you” for My love, no word of welcome, much less of gifts. If these souls wanted to offer Me their sins, I would be satisfied! My merciful love does not ask so much; just a little love!”
Saturday 21 December 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You! Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! You are always my reason to live. Thank You for making me understand a little Your love. With Your grace, during these days of christian rejoicing, I want to do my very best to console You, to make You known, to refuse You nothing. My Beloved, I would like so much for everyone to know Your love and Your intimacy, Your mercy. Do not allow a single soul to commit sin because of my neglect of praying for it. Yes, as a member of the Mystical Body, I have a responsibility towards my brothers. And as a suffering member, I also have an important part to share, for I consider suffering to be a vocation and the cross a Royal gift. I must not selfishly keep all that I have received from You. Yes, I must share with souls love. But in my isolation, I sometimes feel powerless and yet, I would like to travel the earth to preach about Your love, to make known Your intimacy, to help others discover Your mercy, especially unhappy souls who are enslaved by their passions. Yes, slaves of human love. How I would like to guide them towards Divine love so that they might understand Your merciful love, Your intimacy. Yes, to speak heart to heart, openly and without any detour, to speak to You with confidence and respect.”
– Jesus: “Thank You, My dear little spouse! How your little heart speaks with sincerity! Your little soul is overwhelmed by My love. You do not know what to do to console Us. You know, My Beloved, the souls who don’t try to approach Me and are shy are not souls that are holy but rather hypocritical for their pride is disguised by a false modesty. Re-read My Gospel. How many ever came to Me with love and repentance? Did I remain far from them? No! I came towards them with My merciful love. The sinful souls, humble and sincere, are those to whom I give My love, My graces in abundance.”
Sunday 22 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, with my Gentle Mother of heaven, we are preparing our little interior dwelling. Today, everything is peaceful in my soul. In spite of the situation, everything is calm. Yes, I have time to pray,to speak to You for those who are not able for whatever reason. Yes, my Beloved, I want to welcome You with the heart so pure of Mary, the Immaculate Virgin, Your Mother and mine. I want to adore You as my God, my King of Love, render You with the angels the homage that is due to You. With them, I bow to adore You, to thank You for Your infinite and merciful love. Poor Jesus! What can I bring You to express my gratitude and to show You my love? I only have my poor life and my sins. My hands are empty even if I have been looked after. You know, my Beloved, at Your example, I have done my utmost to avoid keeping selfishly what I have received from You on Christmas, by receiving You, holding You in my arms for a few moments, kissing your gentle forehead in order to help You forget the crown of thorns I placed on Your head by my sins.”
– Jesus: “Come, My dear little G…, why are you crying? Didn’t I show you enough love and mercy? When I forgive, I forget everything. I don’t forgive with a “but”, like the humans. My Beloved, some day, you will see the crown that I wore because of you.Your director also will be wearing his crown. Fear not! At Christmas, I won’t be only in your arms. I will be in you, fully alive. I will be with you in Our little interior dwelling where it is so nice and warm. What more can you offer Me? Your life is Mine. Your love is My love and We are but one to glorify Our Father, to love and console Him.”
Monday 23 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming and for helping my director. We are beginning a triduum in Your honor and also to glorify Our Father. Thank You, ô Eternal Father, for Your love and for giving us Your Divine Son. How beautiful is the mystery of Christmas, the mystery of Love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, there is the mystery of my merciful love, the mystery of My intimacy, the mystery of suffering. Every life is a mystery. Each soul has its own secret. Each union has its intimacy. My Beloved, you are suffering a lot! During this special time, We need a lot more for souls who want to approach Me but don’t dare. Certain souls will have to choose between Me and sin, between their passions and My Passion, between pleasures or to follow Me on the road of suffering, between accepting My love or refusing it for human love. It is a lack of faith that prevents these souls from coming towards Us. How many souls ask for the help of the Holy Spirit? What do they do with gifts, with the enligthenment? If each soul could have enough faith to live its life as a baptized christian, a child of God, of the Church. Yes, to take the time to stop, to question oneself, to meditate on one’s duties towards God and neighbor, to try to fulfil ones duty of state with love. With the Holy Spirit as a guide, the road is always more direct. With the Spirit of Truth, there is never any error. With the Spirit of Love, all is pure, all is beautiful. With the Spirit of Charity, all is humble. With the Spirit of Justice, all is merciful. No hate, no jealousy, no vengeance.
With the Spirit of Peace, all is consoling and in pure love. With the Spirit of God in souls, all is changed, transformed according to His Holy Will. Ask often for the Spirit of God to accomplish His Holy Will. Ask that the Spirit of Charity, Peace and Love reign in every soul.
Tuesday 24 December 1963
– Mimi: “Second day of our triduum. Thank You, my God, for helping us. Yes, my Beloved, I accept everything out of love and silence in order to maintain this peace that I find only in You and with You. I am so exhausted! The physical sufferings are getting worse, more and more. My Beloved, please help me to get up and give our instrument a hand!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love. I am asking you a lot! If you knew the number of souls that need salvation, especially this evening when I come to give Myself out of love! I could have come in all My glory and live in a castle! No! To be an example, I made Myself small, expecting everything from My Divine Mother. My dwelling was a manger. Do you understand why I am so happy to live in a soul that is pure? With My intimacy, I will be able to help souls so much. If you didn’t have this intimacy, do you believe that you would be able to endure all that We ask of you? Even today, in spite of all your sufferings, We wanted more. My Beloved, don’t cry! Your sufferings will soon end. These little hemorrhages are a visible sign of Our union. I am so anxious! My Beloved, aren’t We happy to be alone on this night so We can talk to one another. Thank you for staying up with Me, in Our home, where all is calm, without noise. Isn’t there a need to say so? Even the persons feel the need to tell you so. Do you remember the nun who said : “How good it is to be here! All is calm! One can smell God!
During this night, I came to bring light, love, peace and charity.”
– Jesus: “Don’t cry! It is a preparation for tomorrow. This phone call at 2h10 to unsult you. Thank you for keeping silent. You had to endure this trial. Don’t be upset. This person in telling you this is comparing you to what is most beautiful in a church…to be called by the name of My Mother. I know that it grieves you a lot to hear this, but offer me everything.
Wednesday 25 December 1963
Feast of the Nativity of Jesus
– Mimi: “After having attended two Masses on television, I united myself to all the Masses being said throughout the world. With the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I offered myself with Her Divine Son to the Eternal Father as His consecrated host and as a living victim to be consumed by His love. Like a little child, I asked my heavenly Father a Christmas gift; the grace of having more love to love Him better, to serve Him, to glorify Him. I asked Him not to offend Him in the slightest way. For this, I need His grace and the help of the Holy Spirit, for, with my poor human nature that is so weak, so frail, I have a constant struggle.”
– Mimi: “Thank You for placing me on the cross today. Thank You for granting me the grace to receive communion. We had been preparing ourselves for the past three days. But suddenly, I have pain! One hour after communion, I have another hemorrhage. This obliges me to abstain from solids. I never felt as much a temptation to eat some turkey, desert, sweets. However, I had to be content in drinking some milk.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, on this beautiful day, I wanted to satisfy you by placing you on Our cross. The cross could not remain without a victim. I know that you are suffering a lot. It is the moral agony that is taking place. To help you better prepare for this beautiful day. During the night, this phone call was allowed to try you and to help you better understand what it is like to be a victim of love and what it is like to be insulted. This person was blaspheming while he spoke. Comparing you to a host, to a tabernacle, etc.., it was nothing more than the language of your enemy. In doing this, he was giving Us glory because he was obliged to recognize Our presence in you, Our merciful love for you. Thank you for keeping silent before so many insults. Continue to offer Us everything out of love. Your time is so precious to Us and to souls.”
Thursday 26 December 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You on Our cross. If only I could rest, sleep for an hour. In spite of the pain killers, nothing doing. The physical pains are more and more intense. I am so exhausted that I could cry non stop like a baby. I never thought I would suffer so much before appearing in the presence of my Father.
Yes, ô Eternal Father, look upon Your poor little girl who is struggling. Help me walk on the road of suffering and love, with Your Divine Son, my Spouse. I am doing my best not to refuse You anything and to carry my cross that is so heavy! I feel crushed! Sustain my courage to continue my journey towards You. Ô Beloved Father, yes, my God, my Creator from whom I have life, to whom I owe everything and from whom I expect everything. You, alone, can give me the love that You expect from me. You, alone, can fill the emptiness in me. You, alone, can deposit in my soul all the virtues! You, alone, can satisfy me.
Yes, this need I have of receiving You, ô Blessed Trinity… At this moment, I take refuge in Your fatherly arms. Receive me as the prodigal son. Each day, I approach You with love, with confidence in Your infinite mercy. How could I doubt after so many signs of love. I know, my God, that You have done more for me than for others. In Your paternal Goodness, You patiently waited for me, and instead of punishing me, You filled me with chosen graces. You gave me life in spite of everything. Thank You for giving me Your Divine Son to redeem me. Thank You for Your merciful love.
Thank You for making me understand, know about Your intimacy. Thank you for entrusting me to the Holy Spirit. Thank You for giving me a Mother who intercedes and protects me. Thank You for giving me a companion, my guardian angel. Thank You for giving me peace of soul. Thank You for everything! Thank You for entrusting me to a holy director that You chose for me. Thank You for giving me a family, brothers, sisters in Christ. Thank You for the spiritual bond that you deposited in my soul for those whom I love, friends and enemis.”
Friday 27 December 1963
– Mimi: “Another day to work with You for souls. I am suffering so much! Poor head! Poor body!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I also used to look at you saying: poor little stubborn head! But today, I no longer think the same thing and I am suffering with you. When the pain gets worse, don’t hesitate to cry. It isn’t cowardice! Only God can be silent in the presence of pain. Come, My Beloved! Yes, cry silently on My Divine Heart that loves you so! You know, recently, I have favored you by increasing your sufferings and it is by a special grace that you have accepted everything out of love. As a living victim, you have a mission to fulfil for Us, for the Church, for souls, for yourself, for friends, visible and invisible enemies. I know that you are suffering a lot because of Me, of Us, of Our love, of Our intimacy! No matter! We owe no one any account. We have no permission to ask in order to love you, to live in great intimacy with you. Who placed this love in your soul? Who made you understand and share Our intimacy? Yes, to follow Me on the road of suffering and love, you needed this. Today, you need so much strength, courage not to faint. Fear not! I am present in you forever. Our Father sees you struggling. He looks upon you with love. He accepts your sufferings. There is so little time left. The end time is the most precious time. On Him depends all your eternity. Each minute brings you closer to Us. Offer everything generously, out of love, especially for Our dear C. Don’t hesitate, ask, draw from Our treasure of love. Our love is but an exchange.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, you are all Mine, only Mine. My heart beats so loudly just at the thought of Our future union. Yes, to be with you in the house of Our Father! Begin to encourage yourself by saying: It won’t be long now! Will it be today, tomorrow, in a few days, a few weeks? Time goes by so fast when We are together!”
Saturday 28 December 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for Your beautiful visit, this morning! Ô Blessed Trinity, be my strength! Ô Eternal Father, the closer I get to You at a rapid gait, the more I open my eyes on my indignity, my misery, my weaknesses. I shudder at my death.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you should not shudder but rather jump for joy at the thought of Our future union. Do not think about the past. It is the present moment that I look at, and I am looking at you with love. Our Father has opened wide His arms to receive you. You are the pampered child of His mercy. You have been very bad but you have been very sincere with Us. You have corresponded to Our love. You have answered “yes” to Our call. You have accepted Our cross.
Why would you think that after having done your best, We would punish you for the faults We have forgiven? After having given Us asylum in your little soul, would We close Our door? After having been welcomed and desired in your little soul, why would We give you the cold shoulder? After having been favored with chosen graces, would We deprive you of Our love, of Our presence? Do you believe that Our Father would refuse to receive the soul of His little victim of love who is attached to the cross with Me? Have no fear! We are there! Your Gentle Mother of heaven will prepare you. I beg you, My Beloved, do not let yourself be crestfallen by useless thoughts. Your enemy is enraged. He will undertake his last siege. Have no fear! Remain confident in My infinite mercy and this peace of soul. Tell yourself over and over that I am with you, in you, whatever your state of soul, mind and heart may be in. Lift up your eyes towards Us. Look with confidence and faith at what We have in store for you in terms of happiness.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I believe in Your love for me. I must hope for heaven. You have not returned to Our Father in order to prepare a place for me in purgatory. No! After so many signs of love, I am confident. After having been so united to You on earth, why would I be separated from You in heaven?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. You know very well that We are but one on earth and will remain one for all eternity in the Love of Our Father and of Ours.”
Sunday 29 December 1963
– Mimi: “I am attached to the cross with my Beloved. No respite! I can’t write. A good thing I think of offering everything out of love. I feel more and more weak physically. But morally, God is helping me by giving me incredible strength to accept everything in silence and offer everything out of love. Thank You, my God, for helping me.”
Monday 30 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day of suffering with You. I want to offer everything to Our Father to glorify Him and also for souls. In spite of a temperature of 79° in my room, I am cold!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer Me this in atonement for all the coldness of souls in the presence of Our Majesty, Our love. If you could see the number of souls who are already beginning to offend Us under the pretext of ending the year. How many begin it in sin and end it the same way! You will have a lot to suffer for souls during the Holidays!”
Tuesday 31 December 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I can’t go on! The small hemorrhages don’t stop! My Beloved, how will I finish?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will finish in My arms where everything will begin. My Beloved, I desire more! Get up and offer your best wishes to Our instrument and ask her forgiveness for all the sorrow you might have caused her, directly or indirectly.”
– Mimi: “Painfully I was able to get up. I was so much better where it was warm! But when my Beloved is with me, my strength is renewed.”
So ends the writings for the year 1963.
“I thank my dear director J. and my dear little sister G. to have given me the privilege to write these spiritual notes. I have the heart, soul, mind “saturated” with beautiful sentences that I typed. Everything teaches me about the greatest divine intimacy that God wants for His little consecrated hosts, His little living victims.
I realize more that the Blessed Trinity is particularly happy and glorified to dwell in a pure heart, a consecrated heart, that God the Father wants us to have the confidence of a child towards Him by living the “do with me what You will”, that God the Son, our Beloved, loves us with a merciful and infinite love and wants so much for us to love Him in return.
That our Eucharistic Jesus likes very much to give Himself to us in communion and is pleased when a soul hungers and thirsts for Him and invites Him in with burning desires of love.
That the Holy Spirit is able and loves to sanctify a soul by giving it His light, His love, His peace.
The writings, the Team work, my conversations with both of you nourish my prayer, my union with God, for I understand better that He is “everything” to the soul who is practicing total giving, that “love in suffering” is this joyful acceptance of this favor of “the Royal gift of the Cross”, (the agonies), the conversation, the use of this gift in a sacred silence, that He gives Himself more to a soul who practices charity, humility, purity and mortification.
Thank you for being witnesses for me. Thank you for interceding to God so that I might become a member of His “beautiful Team of love”.
All the privileges I received were given to me by my Gentle Mother of heaven, who, discreetly prepared the soul of Her little girl so weak, so miserable, in order to render her agreeable to Her Divine Son, my beloved Spouse.
Please continue to pray for me so that I also may obtain the grace to love Him to death, He who has loved me so much. This way, I will be able to work for His greater glory and for the salvation of souls that are so costly!
A member of the Team, W.
