Friday 1st November 1963
Feast of All Saints
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming this morning. Thank You for forgiving me, my Beloved.
On this beautiful day, I unite myself to all the saints to praise You and glorify Our Father. I would have liked so much to share this happiness of being with You forever! The closer I come to You, the more I feel weak, my hands empty, so small! What will I be like in the presence of Your Divine Majesty? I already feel overwhelmed. I am only a grain of sand in Your powerful hand. I beg You, look upon me with love and mercy.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come closer to Me. Don’t be frightened in the presence of Our Divine Majesty. Adore Us, bow before Us, but also consider Our Father as a God of mercy and Me as God but especially as a Spouse who has always loved you. Do you think, My dear little host of love, that I remain indifferent to your call, to your love? Each heart beat of your little heart is in harmony with Mine and each sigh of love reaches Our Father who loves you so. You do not need to have your hands full since you give Me your hand each day as We walk toward Our future happiness in the dwelling of Our Father who is awaiting Us forever.”
Saturday 2 November 1963
Commemoration of the faithful departed
– Mimi: “Thank You ô Blessed Trinity! I have the great pleasure of receiving You. I offered my communion for my dear faithful departed. My thoughts are about my dear father, my dear mother, my brother, my sister and all my dear ones. A special intention goes to the parents of my director, and to those of my dear little sisters W…, C…, E… I wonder if I will ever have the privilege of seeing them again?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, they are the ones who will have the privilege of seeing you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I must truly say that I don’t understand this answer.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, don’t be surprised! It isn’t the first time you don’t understand!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, must I conclude that I won’t be with my parents, my friends? I am already sad!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you lost your parents three years ago. You aren’t so sad for you are living with Me! We are but one and Our love has no limit. I know that you are suffering a lot. I also am anxious for you to enter Our home.”
– Jesus: “In the meantime, I must live in your soul, in Our little love nest where We are so happy to be welcomed, loved, consoled and glorified even by your sins, your faults. We remain in Our dwelling in order to help you do battle, and We are happy to be with you in order to purify and embellish your little soul that has cost Us so much and that We love so much! It is so precious to be with a soul where We are able to dwell and who cooperates with Us in the salvation of souls. My Beloved, continue to accept everything out of love. I know that you are exhausted, but be brave. Give Me your hand. Don’t let the human element take over. I alone am able to help you. Walk with confidence. My dear little children, the path of silence is narrower than that of love! However, one cannot do without the other. To reach the path of pure love, one must take the path of silence with Me.”
Sunday 3 November 1963
– Mimi: “Come, my Beloved, I am feeling so lonely! I would have liked so much to receive You. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for allowing me to understand Our intimacy. Without Your love and this intimacy, I would not have been able to continue my journey towards You. With Your intimacy, I learned to love You, to know You, to serve You, to love my neighbor, to see You in him. I learned about detachment but I received, in return, the capacity to live in this intimacy, to nourish myself with Your word. When tired, I can rest in You. In my affections, I can love You without fear. I believe in Your infinite love for me. In moments of doubt, I am confident in Your infinite mercy. In moments of sorrow, of loneliness, I can find a consoler who is sincere and who is an enlightened confidant. To carry my cross, I find in You strength, the necessary help to do my duty of state.
Ô my Beloved, please grant me the grace to live in Your intimacy in order to die in this intimacy where Our union will be perfect.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, with Our intimacy, We console Our Father. Did you notice that the more Our intimacy grows, the more you suffer? It is because I wish Our intimacy to remain forever, and it is by associating you to My Passion, by crucifying you each day that I can give you the best sign of love. And you, by accepting everything out of love in order to console Us, to glorify Us, you show Us your love. I should rather say, Our love. You and I are but one in the Heart and thoughts of Our Father. How happy We were to be placed on Our cross! At the moment of Our perfect union, you will be placed in My arms forever!
Your eyes will be closed to earthly things, but upon awakening, your eyes won’t be big enough to look at Us in all the Splendor of Our dwelling. You will contemplate the goodness of your Gentle Mother of heaven as Queen and Mother of souls.”
Monday 4 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for being with me this morning. I need You so badly! I need Your love! My Beloved, I beg You, in the name of Our love, give me a chance to atone. My director and myself have a great desire for Team work. You know very well that we are sincere.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, have no fear. You will have the occasion to meet several times.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, is it during these meetings that we will do some Team work?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will see in what state of soul you will be. My time is so precious that I don’t want to lose it. Be assured that I won’t look at the time and will not place obstacles in the way of the Holy Will of Our Father nor of His grace. We are in such a need of souls!”
– Mimi: “Come, my Beloved, come closer. I want to help You forget. I don’t want to offend You in the slightest way. We have failed in Our Team work and we humbly ask Your forgiveness. Look upon me with the eyes of Your infinite mercy and out of love, accept what I am offering to atone.”
– Jesus: “You know, My dear little host of love that I forgive you, but I need many acts of love to forget. I know that I am severe in your eyes but I had a duty of justice to fulfil towards Our Father and a duty of charity towards the Holy Spirit who is so good to you. Without His assistance and gifts, what would you do? And what about your Gentle Mother of heaven? Now that all is forgiven, I believe that you will remember this: even a slight indelicacy towards Us offends Us, and a calculation, Team work without Us, wounds Us infinitely because We see Ourselves set apart as We approach with Our love and abundant blessings, Our arms laden with graces. Team work is willed by Us and is not a game, something unimportant. It is serious work that We want. We are with you, you must be with Us.”
Tuesday 5 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me. Thank You for Your intimacy. It is in silence and solitude that I better understand Your love. My Beloved, when Our union will be perfect, will I always be near You?”
– Jesus: “But of course, My Beloved! You are already enjoying My presence in your soul. We are but one. Why would you want Me to abandon you? I never cease to fill you with favors, graces, even on earth. Why would you want Me to leave you, I who went to get you in order to carry you on My Divine Heart? Do you think I am going to hide after having loved you and kept you as My little spouse? Do you think Our mystical union will cease because you will be placed where Our Father wants you from all eternity? My dear little host of love, wherever you are placed, I will always be with you, in you, exactly as I am at this moment. Meditate on this: you will have more than the enjoyment, the happiness of seeing Me, you will possess Me forever. Do you know what it is like to possess a God? Our intimacy is nothing compared to what I have in store for you. Even the splendor of our little crucifix and of the little blue cross is only a reflection of My Divine Majesty. Yes, this dear little crucifix that you have come to love will be there before you in all Its glory, Its power. My Beloved, keep these words in your soul, close your eyes, meditate, think about Our future happiness that will soon be a reality.”
– Mimi: “I am so anxious! Thank You, my Beloved. Thank You for Your love. The more You speak to me, the more I have the nostalgia of heaven. No one can know how much I miss You! Thank You for allowing us to atone for our Team work badly done. You know very well that we love You!”
Wednesday 6 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! I offered a special communion for my director who is in charge of my soul. I have cost him so much! Also, a special intention for the second confidant of my soul, P.M.
Today is a feast day! It is the All Saints of the Jesuit Fathers! Yes, all the Jesuit saints living and deceased! Also, another intention goes to the Team so that we may remain very faithful to our vow of love in suffering.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, one must never stop praying to ask for our help and especially to thank Us. You know, My Beloved, certain souls who have a spiritual life think they are protected and already possess the peace of Christ by living apart from others. They avoid their neighbor and keep selfishly what We have given them out of love. Even in spiritual life, one must attain perfection. There are no human beings who can say: I am perfect! Coming from the hands of the Creator, Our Father, God infinitely good and perfect, the soul cannot attain infinite perfection. However, in spiritual life, the soul who abandons itself with confidence, with love and humility can only attain this perfection with Us and through Us. If this soul is docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, it will walk rapidly in spiritual life in spite of its faults, negligences, miseries. This soul is very close to Us. Spiritual life is not something extraordinary, difficult to reach. It is simply the development of the soul towards Us. Like the body, the soul needs nourishment, to strengthen itself, to grow in order to reach Us.
A spiritual life well understood and accepted out of love is the momentum that sends the soul on its way towards Us forever.”
Thursday 7 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for giving me the hope of reaching heaven and the faith to believe it, the charity to buy it, the love to possess it. With the help of the Holy Spirit and Your grace, ô my God, my Father, I want to accept Your Holy Will. With my Beloved, I want to attain this spiritual perfection in order to glorify You, ô my Father. You know, my Beloved, that I am in great need of Your love, of Your help, to reach this ideal. I know that it is an ideal that is too high for a little girl like myself, but I am depending on You and on Your Gospel. “Be ye perfect as your heavenly Father is perfect”, and You, my Beloved, are the infinite perfection. To protect Our love, Our intimacy, detach me more and more from the things of the world and of myself. It is not because I want to live selfishly and to keep my happiness to myself or to avoid my neighbor, but You must come first.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it isn’t I who will condemn silence. You know, one must discern souls. Many need Us, but there are souls who abuse your patience, your charity. They are like misers. They want to enjoy your presence and think only of themselves. No matter in what state you may be, this category of persons harm Our intimacy and your spiritual life is affected. I do not ask you to avoid these souls. All you can do for them is to pray for all their intentions. How do you want Us to speak to you when your mind isn’t free? I know that this useless gossip annoys you and is sometimes an obstacle to grace. However, offer everything out of love and continue to journey on the road of silence while remaining patient and charitable towards these souls. During their conversations, answer with a smile and think of Me.”
Friday 8 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what can I do for You today?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I want more love, that is, a lot of suffering. We need to be consoled. Are you not happy to have accepted everything out of love? Through detachment from yourself, you experience peace, a happiness that no one can remove. Thank you for your beautiful Team work. We are consoled. We are expecting a lot from Our little Team of love. Remain faithful. Live with Our love in a peaceful manner. Thank you my Beloved for accepting everything out of love. Do you not find your cross light? My dear little host of love, this is how far Our love and intimacy have brought Us. You don’t even have the time to think about your illness. Your suffering is not even causing wrinkles. With Our smile, you are radiant. You love Our suffering so much that you would be sad if I gave you time off. By not seeing Me with My cross, you would feel abandoned and rejected. Your little heart would not be able to accept this separation. With Us, you are able to look at the stages of your illness face to face. With the gift of the cross We have given you, you are already in possession of Our heaven. Can We not say that this thirst for souls devours you? This need to suffer with Me haunts you and My love is consuming you day by day. I am a jealous God and I want to hide you from human eyes. Our union is in love and suffering. In the face of this energy, this smile, no one can know that there is a body in ruins and that this general suffering is Ours. With your vow of immolation, We need everything in order to give you everything. What more can I offer you? Aren’t We happy on Our cross hidden from human eyes?”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for making me understand all these truths. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for Your suffering. Thank You for Your cross.
Saturday 9 November 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity, and I thank You for Your love and for coming to dwell in my soul. What thanksgiving I must offer You for so much goodness, love and mercy! In spite of my indignity, You provide me with Your intimacy, Your love and suffering! With You on the same cross, I am not afraid to suffer. How You have changed your little girl! Your love has transformed my whole life!”
– Jesus: “Of course, My Beloved! Everything in you needed to be restored. And I put you at the school of the Holy Spirit under the guidance of a very enlightened director who was obedient to Our Holy Will over You. We entrusted him with your little soul. Docile to grace and in a spirit of humility, he directed your little soul towards Us by detaching it from everything. Be assured that all he asked of you in sacrifices was something he had been doing for a long time himself. He practiced humility in all shapes and forms, and perfect charity. He accepted suffering with love and abandonment. His faith and trust in Us always led him towards Us rapidly. By living an intense spiritual life, he never calculated his sufferings, nor the shedding of his blood. Even during the time he could have consecrated to legitimate rest was given to the service of souls. In spite of his age, he does not avoid suffering but gives himself totally. My Beloved, if I am speaking this way, it is to show you that We wanted to care for you in a special manner and that the one who cooperated with Us in directing your little soul never overlooked anything in order to give it to us in good condition. You cost Us very dearly! Your director has proof of this for he himself played an important part. You know, a soul that is called to save many souls through a special mission requires a lot of attention, many sacrifices, a great preparation, for it has cost Us dearly!”
Sunday 10 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved! I am happy to receive You on the occasion of the beautiful visit of R… An unforgettable day for us, however, there was a grey cloud to our happiness. The absence of my dear little sisters W… and C…
What happiness to look at You for a few moments between the fingers of my director. I would have liked to press You to my little heart. You were even more beautiful than on the little crucifix. For, You were in all Your glory. In front of Your Divine Majesty, I was so moved! All I could tell You was this: Thank You, my God! I don’t deserve this happiness. Thank You for Your love, ô Blessed Trinity who are there before me. I adore You and I love You. My poor eyes could not endure this brightness. I thought that my little heart was going to stop beating. My Beloved, is it during such a moment that Our union will be perfect?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this brightness is nothing compared to what awaits you! What will you be like before Our Majesty? Yes, We will be in all Our glory where you will be in the presence of Our Power. This brightness in the consecrated host was there to make you understand the beauty of a soul in the state of grace and what a host consecrated by Our merciful love, a soul identified with Me as a living victim is like. I allowed this in order to strengthen you and encourage you to reach your calvary. Give Me your hand and let us walk together along the path of love, silence and immolation. We need many souls to glorify Our Father.”
– Jesus: “I have something to tell you. We are responsible for the souls of the mission of Our dear apostle P.M. A student at the school of the Holy Spirit, his ideas, his judgments are approved and sustained, his decisions justified. By reading your notes, Our dear P.M. is penetrating your little soul. He is welcome to Our intimacy. The other members of the Team should do their part for Us and for him.”
Monday 11 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming, ô Blessed Trinity! I need You so badly. Your presence in my poor soul strengthens me. What miracles You have accomplished in me! What blood has been shed to purify it! What love to transform it into Your permanent abode! What illumination to enlighten it! By Your presence, You strengthen me. With my Beloved, I find the courage to do battle, to continue on the road to Our Father. During my way of the cross, I fall, exhausted by the struggles, crushed by the weight of my cross. But my Beloved always picks me up with His strength and love. Sometimes I drag my cross but by the grace of God, I do not discard it. And during days of trials, if I am unable to raise my eyes towards heaven, I close them and adore God, the Blessed Trinity in my soul. If I don’t have the strength to pray, to speak, I listen in silence. During my hours of suffering, I offer everything out of love and my sufferings pray in my place. With my angel G… I unite my whole life to the life of my Beloved and in spite of the state I am in, I throw myself with confidence into His powerful arms and hidden near His Divine Heart, I am secure. In spite of my weakness, I believe that He loves me with an infinite love. I have too many signs of love to doubt after all He has done for me. Each day, He continually provides me with His presence in me. We are so happy in Our intimacy. What a beautiful gift!
Thank You, ô Holy Spirit for making me understand this intimacy with You and many thanks to my director for his teachings and for directing me towards You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you. Many thanks to Our dear J.G. for directing your little soul towards Us. From the outset, by a special grace, he knew that We wanted you. If priests directed souls towards Us, towards Love by directing them towards Our intimacy, their lives would be transformed and these souls would accept Us to live in them, their faith would grow and their love would develop, their lives would have another meaning, another ideal. Their creed would not only be words but a reality.”
Tuesday 12 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid, I can’t go on! Since last night, there has been this struggle between my enemy and myself. Everything seems to be crumbling! I no longer have the strength to write. I don’t even believe in what I am writing. Our beautiful intimacy has disappeared! Everything in me is darkness! The only thought I have is to destroy all these writings. Just reading them makes me suffer. What lies! What errors! There is so little time left to atone for these errors! This spiritual life does no longer exist for me. In the state I am, no one can know what I am suffering. To fall into an abyss with your eyes open is a suffering no one can describe. I look at Our little crucifix. It is so cold and I remain indifferent! No regrets! I am afraid of dying in such a state! Judgment will be terrible for me after having abused the graces, the sacraments, and having deceived my director for the last thirteen years! If is awful to see death face to face and being in such a state.
My director has come. I wanted to tell him everything. I cannot even express myself. The Team work began. What suffering! My director has offered everything and is praying for me. I suffer to see him suffer because of me! If onlyI could believe it to be a trial , a temptation, but to no avail. The more I search for truth, the more I am certain that I deceived God and my director. However, I am finally able to tell my director everything, but I don’t believe that God can forgive me. In the depths of my soul I would like to jump into His arms like in the past, return to Him with love and confidence. This little voice of the soul is stifled and the desire to enjoy life has taken over me before death. Remorse is consuming me and this voice that won’t stop pursuing me tells me that I am lost, damned because of my pride.”
– Satan: “You placed your ideal too high. You wanted to follow Christ on the road of suffering out of love. Look at what He has done with you! He has ruined you after fleecing you of everything! He has rejected you forever. Today, you have the proof!”
Wednesday 13 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I have recovered for I know that You are present in me. Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You for Your love!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you know that divine love gives birth to human love. My dear little host of love, the day has been very hard on you, especially yesterday. There was no respite. Many thanks to your director who was generous and who consoled Us by offering you and praying non stop. The road to Calvary is not one of roses, and yet one must take it before reaching Our Father who is awaiting Us. Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix and take courage. Remember the day when you were so happy in accepting the vow of immolation. Added to the others, it was total giving, the immolation of your soul to Our love, in Our service. The immolation of your spirit, of your will were given to the Holy Spirit. The immolation of your whole being by total giving, love and by physical and moral suffering. With Me, you must drink from the chalice of bitterness. Take courage! I am always in you in spite of appearances. To submit Myself to the Holy Will of Our Father, I must suffer with you until Our love is consumed and that your poor little heart and being are consumed by the sufferings of the cross. Each day, the trials detach you from everything and unite you to Me. Our love becomes stronger and our bond is tightened. Now that We are but one, only Our Father can break this bond, but, you can be sure that He will not for from all eternity, He has loved you as His child. He has never rejected you. He wanted you to be happy with Him. He has kept you for Me as a spouse.
In His love and infinite mercy, He satisfies you as His privileged child by associating you to My passion until Our union is perfect in love and suffering for the salvation of souls. To help you, He has given you an enlightened director. We are so pleased with his Team work offered out of love for Us and for souls.”
– Jesus: “Good night, My dear little host of love.”
Thursday 14 November 1963
– Mimi: “What a beautiful feast day for us! All Saints of the Carmelite Order. I am so happy! My director came to give me communion.”
– Jesus: “My little spouse, We are the ones who are happy more than you. When you wear your costume of the Third Order to receive Us, this makes Me think of Our future union, when you will be wearing this blessed habit to be presented to Our Father. Like your little sister, Thérèse, you are walking on the little path of love and suffering. How many souls you are able to hide under your grand white mantle! My Beloved, you know that I ask a lot from you. Have no fear, the chalice of bitterness that Our Father will present you will be smooth, for I will drink it with you, drop by drop. By a special grace, you will be overwhelmed with happiness and hope. You will beg me to give you more sufferings. You will bless with Me this cross that We are carrying. Together, We will walk, hand in hand, towards Our Father, helped by Our dear representative and other members of the Team. My Beloved, if you knew with what love Our Father is bending over you and watching you with Me. The Spirit of Love is watching over you and Our Gentle Mother is protecting you. Your great friend Saint Michael is continually near you with your patron saint and your guardian angel. Then, there are your two little sisters, the great Thérèse, the little one, and I should say the large one for you are wearing the same costume.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You are right in saying “the large one”, for, in the last six years, I have put on forty-eight pounds! I hope that my spiritual life has also grown, but between Us, I regret nothing, for one must fatten the victim before immolation.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t worry about your spiritual life. How many meals, transfusions of My Blood did you receive each week? And how many spiritual communions do you make between meals? You are never satisfied! Come, My Beloved, don’t lower your eyes. I also am always anxious to come to you! I love you so much, my dear little host of love. You are Ours forever!”
Friday 15 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what more can I do to please You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, remain simply as you are at this moment. If I want more, I will give you more. Continue to accept everything out of love. Accept yourself as you are, with your struggles, your imperfections, your mistakes. I know that you consider yourself the most miserable one. My Beloved, you must not be complacent in your faults, nor in your sins through an excess of humility. It is a great temptation against My infinite mercy and My merciful love. Abandon yourself with love, with confidence into My powerful arms and let Me act freely in you. Don’t try to understand everything that happens to you. Your only preoccupation must be to do My Holy Will, that is, the Holy Will of Our Father. I know that you would have a lot of questions to ask! But be assured that I love you and that all that happens to you is willed by Our Father. This is why you must constantly struggle against everything, against yourself. You must not have any prejudice in the spiritual life.You must go forth with love and have only one ideal, to go towards Us constantly whatever the road you may have to take. The more the path is narrow, rugged, difficult, filled with crosses, be not mistaken, this path is one of love that leads directly to Our Father. My Beloved, with Me as your companion, have no fear! I know the way. I took it out of love for you and for souls. During the time of trials and temptations, I will be near you. Like on Tuesday, I know that you suffered a lot and moreover that you were much aware of everything, of your despair and I was hiding to test your faith and confidence.”
– Jesus: “Your obedience to your director restored your peace! In whatever state you may be, remember that I am there in you, except when I am hiding or that I am sleeping out of obedience to the Holy Will of Our Father. Anyway, My Heart is watching over you with love.”
Saturday 16 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved! I need You! I am in such physical pain! If only I could sleep for an hour, rest a little. In spite of the medication, nothing can relieve me. However, I accept everything out of love in union with Your Passion.”
– Jesus: “Thank you My Beloved for being united with Me. You know, your suffering is also Mine, your cross is My cross for We are but One. Come and rest on My Divine Heart. This suffering is nothing compared to the happiness that awaits you. Take courage! Receive with love and gratitude this royal gift of the cross. Thank you for being charitable in receiving these two persons. It is I who was visiting you in these persons.”
Sunday 17 November 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today you are going to suffer a lot. I am placing Our crown of thorns on your poor little head. We need more sufferings, that is, more love. This day will be especially consecrated for the success of the Council. What negotiations, what useless words, what criticisms! Pray a lot for the enlightenment of minds and that charity may reign in their hearts. Only love, charity and humility must be at the centre. Before doing anything, one must look for divine interests and not human ones no matter what the intellectuals may think. Fuelled by personal interest where pride is hidden, some expose facts as if they were a reality that everyone must follow. Others pretend to shed light on the debate when they themselves are blinded by pride. Why want to scrutinize the Father’s designs? Does not God speak every day? But how many obey the Holy Will of the Father? How many place obstacles to grace by not obeying the Holy Spirit!”
Monday 18 November 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You on Our cross! Please give me the necessary strength to remain standing and to work out of love for You and for souls. My Beloved, the closer I get to You, the more I feel my smallness, my poor little hands are empty.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am happy with your smallness, for you are near Me. No matter if your hands remain empty, it is your little heart that I am looking at. It is overflowing with love for Us and for souls. Your little soul is Our resting area. Close your eyes and adore Us present in you. Don’t worry about not answering during the recitation of the rosary. Pray interiorly with your Gentle Mother of heaven and be at peace. A single look of love, a simple sigh consoles Us. What more can We ask of you? Our little victim of love is suffering in silence. In such a state, what more do you want to offer Us? Thank you, My Beloved, for having shared with your companion. This is what true charity and pure love is about. There are souls who say they are charitable and who only give what they have as a surplus. We extend Our hand to them and they turn their head away. Their heart reacts at the very thought of giving. But during a period of festivities, there is no obstacle to satisfy their desires. They are infected with a virus of possessing everything, of enjoyment: clothes, gifts, meals, beverages, going out, etc. How many think of preparing themselves for the beautiful feast of the Nativity, to prepare the outfitting of their soul?
There are so many who wait till the last minute to receive the forgiveness of their sins, without any preparation or contrition. How many sacrileges are committed during this period of festivities.”
Tuesday 19 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for helping us. We began this morning our triduum of love to honor our Gentle Mother of heaven. Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten us and all the members of the Council.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. There must be enlightenment in order for obedience to be accepted without comments or reluctance towards the authority of God. This assembly of persons, this family reunion becomes a political assembly where each one imposes his rights and the stronger party thinks it holds a supreme authority over all the others who are weak. Once its resources are exhausted, what does it have left? It is a good thing to ask the Holy Spirit for help. But how many are disposed to receive in themselves this Spirit of Love and truth? Some, by their omissions, place an obstacle to grace. What a lack of charity, interior rebellion rumbles inside of them and spirits are rebellious under the guise of apparent calmness. Pray a lot, My dear little host of love so that peace may prevail in the midst of My chosen ones. At the Cenacle, when My apostles met, it was in order to pray with My Divine Mother and not to have useless discussions. After the coming of the Holy Spirit, minds were enlightened and their soul was transformed by a love so strong that no obstacles could stop them. Filled with the irresistible desire to love Us, to serve us till the total giving of their lives, obeying the voice of their Father, they travelled throughout the world to make Us known, to preach love.
Obeying the Holy Will of Our Father, they accepted as road companions, humility, love and poverty. And Our love filled them like a flood and purified souls. Chosen souls grew from this beautiful seed sprinkled with My Precious Blood.”
Wednesday 20 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity, for being with Us for our triduum of love. We want to show our Gentle Mother of heaven all our love and gratitude. Yes, for Her very special protection especially in moments of great temptations. Her presence is always here. She watches over us with love. My Beloved, would You please tell me what I could do to please our Gentle Mother of heaven?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, She is already satisfied with the beautiful triduum of love that you are offering Her. Yes, a triduum prepared by Our love and sufferings, and also by the silence, work and charity. The most beautiful present will be all the souls We will offer Her tomorrow. In turn, She will offer them to God the Eternal Father. To come to Us, one must pass through the hands of Mary Immaculate, Our Mother!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I was meditating on the beautiful feast of the Presentation of our Gentle Mother of heaven. How moving, happy and consoled Our Father must have been. How His heart must have been full of love in accepting Mary’s offering.
Thank You, Saint Ann, for offering Mary. Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for having consented and for having given everything out of love. Be blessed and praised by Our Father and by all the souls of Your children on earth. I unite myself to the whole Celestial Court to sing Your praises. Mediatrix of all graces, look upon us, Your children of the Team.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, thank you for the triduum of love. You are so generous. How many sacrifices your director accepted out of love in order to give Us the pleasure of coming into your little soul, Our home. We are never content. Thank you in the name of Mary Immaculate. Fear not! She is constantly watching over the members of the Team. She is very moved and attentive especially during the Team work for She is responsible for all the souls that you are helping to save by cooperating with Me to the glory of Our Father.”
Thursday 21 November 1963
– Mimi: “Finally, the beautiful feast of the Presentation of the Blessed Virgin Mary has arrived! My director and myself are finishing this beautiful triduum of love in honor of our Gentle Mother of heaven. We have spent the last month preparing this beautiful feast.
I had the joy of receiving You, My Loves, ô Blessed Trinity! Though the weather wasn’t favorable, there was in me a joy, a light, a peace that I can only find in Your Holy presence, ô Blessed Trinity!
Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, at the hour of my death, present me to Our Eternal Father. Intercede for me! I want to follow Your example. Obtain for me this spirit of humility, of love, so that I may be perfectly submissive in all things and everywhere to the Holy Will of Our Father. Protect me from my enemy and from doubt. I take refuge in Your arms to learn how to love my God more, to know Him better and to serve Him faithfully like You. I want to imitate Your virtues. With God’s help, I hope to practice all of them so that He may be consoled, loved and glorified.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little G…, how can We show you all Our gratitude for this beautiful and consoling triduum of love that you have offered Us? We could not have hoped for more. You have satisfied Us with your love, but especially with the loving acceptance of Our cross, your sufferings endured in silence. My Beloved, I have something to tell you. You know, this morning, since you were suffering, We hesitated after communion, after the offering to come and fetch you.
I must admit that We thought of Ourselves. With so much suffering and sins in the world, We need you to cooperate with Me and unite you to My Passion for the salvation of souls, especially for the Council. Don’t cry, My Beloved! I am always with you. Rejoice in being Our little host of love. Remember the 21st of October when you fell, and today, We wish to raise up your little soul forever. But, in the urgent need of love, of suffering, We have hesitated. It is your Gentle Mother who helped you get up in spite of the sharp pains. Your director also had his large part of sufferings. May you be blessed, My dear children whom We so love, and thank you.”
Friday 22 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it is really the time for me to say: “Do with me what You will”! And this other sentence of the beautiful prayer: “Not only do I accept, but I ask everything from Your infinite Wisdom.” When I think that Our perfect union so desired could have happened yesterday! I cried so much that my little heart still pains me today. You alone, my Beloved, can heal this wound. It is a suffering added on to so many others that I offer You out of love, for You, ô Blessed Trinity, for the Council and souls and for peace in the world. I know that I am not worthy to come before You. Thank You for giving me time to atone and merit. Grant me the grace to have more love in order to correspond to all that You expect from me. Increase my courage to do battle against my enemy and to struggle with myself. With my extreme weakness, I must always remain in Your powerful arms. I’m in such great need of patience. Thank You for helping me remain silent when I feel the need to speak.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, think of My solitude in the tabernacle, of My silence in front of your faults. My dear little host of love, you were sorry to see that I did not come to fetch you on Thursday. You know, I also cried, but they were tears of joy in seeing that you accepted Our Holy Will out of love. Tears of love are never shed uselessly. Some day, you will understand perfectly what I mean. Your director shed a lot of tears because of you. Today, he is shedding tears of joy in seeing My infinite mercy. He has a heart that is so tender, so affectionate for Us, a heart so sensitive in spite of appearances.
My Beloved, you must double your prayers and sacrifices. Our dear little C… is in great need. W… is suffering a lot morally. Our dear apostle P.M. will have the most important part in order to give generously to souls the light, love, peace, charity and humility.”
Saturday 23 November 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. I need your help so badly. You know, My Beloved, Your instrument is working constantly for he is making me work as if I were condemned to hard labor.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, My Beloved! You are my prisoner. You are tied by the bond of My love forever. I also am your prisoner of love in your little soul, Our home.”
– Mimi: “After several hours of intense suffering, disgust takes hold of me. I am so tired! You know, my Beloved, I am tired of everything. And I was crying.”
– Jesus: “Come quickly, My Beloved, and look at Me in the eyes! I hope that you are not thinking seriously about what you have just told Me? My dear little spouse, I am your God, your Spouse, your All. You know, your All is Me, your All in love, your All in love, in infinite mercy, your All in suffering, your crosses, your All in events. I am your All in humility, intimacy, happiness, charity, peace. Come and rest in My arms, near My Divine Heart that loves you so. Don’t cry if I speak this way. It is to give others an example in case they would be tempted to say the same things. I see everything that is going on in you. I also cried during My agony.
I know your little human nature since it came out of the hands of Our Father. I know that We are asking you for a lot, but there is so much evil in the world. Pray a lot. Ask forgiveness and for mercy. Pray especially that justice may arrive through Us. It is up to Us alone to have the right to be just. If mankind wanted to understand that they are all Our children and that they must know each other and love each other as brothers whatever race they belong to. When I shed My Blood and gave My life for them, I did not make any distinction. I loved them all, each one in particular.”
Sunday 24 November 1963
Feast of Saint John of the Cross
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for allowing me to receive You today. How I found the time long! My only preoccupation was that My Beloved was coming! I was so happy when my director announced the good news. Then, all of a sudden, I thought that maybe he had received the sign of my imminent death.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is through the kindness of Our Mother who wanted to thank you for all that you are doing out of love for Us and for souls… She did not need to insist in asking Us for this communion! Many thanks to Our dear representative for accepting to come and place Us into your soul. Many thanks for his love, for his generosity, for his obedience in Our service. Under the direction of the Holy Spirit, his faith has always guided him, his confidence in Us has been his strength. My dear little host of love, with him, you have been at the school of love through suffering. Docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, he has directed your little soul towards us forever. Suffering accepted out of love is a vocation, a Royal gift to little souls who are the poorest, the weakest, the most miserable. My Beloved, listen to what I am going to tell you: the minds of a few persons are in doubt concerning your writings. Have no fear and be reassured. The Spirit of Truth never deceives and Our love, Our mercy can never lie. You are an authentic sign. Our masterpiece of love, of mercy has taken place in your soul.
Do you believe that We have chosen a blind person to guide you towards Us, an insane person to direct your little soul? Does Our intimacy come from you or from Me? Who put it in your soul? Is a God not able to speak or act in a soul the way He wants? To all these questions, only love, humility, faith and confidence can give the proper answer concerning Our intimacy. Even you, at one time, doubted Me! If the writings came from you, you would have reason to be afraid of being mistaken. Your ignorance is so great. You are simply the instrument of the Holy Spirit to make known Our love, through intimacy, to show Our infinite mercy. With one as miserable as you, We could freely go to work.”
Monday 25 November 1963
– Mimi: “One more triduum offered out of love. I am so happy to receive You. I can no longer do without You. The more I receive You, the more I desire You. This hunger for You devores me! I am never replenished! This need to drink Your Precious Blood to appease my thirst but especially to purify me and to strengthen me is so necessary to help me. Sometimes, the battle is so fierce! Ô my Beloved,You alone are my strength. Please sustain me! I am so weak! Everything repells me today, and yet, in the bottom of my little heart, I love You! I can refuse You nothing after so many signs of love. I beg You, look with pity on me!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will look upon you with love. It is much more important than a look of pity. Look at Me on Our dear little crucifix of love. Afterwards, do you believe I am not looking at you? My Beloved, you must await with strong faith the realization of all Our designs of love and mercy upon you. Do not be saddened by this long wait. Am I not always with you? This distaste, this weariness is normal in spiritual life. During My agony, I experienced these hours of bitterness. Your poor human nature, I am well acquainted with it. Out of love, the infinite mercy of Our Father, before a soul humble and sincere, a soul of good will, We do not shut our eyes on its miseries, its faults. Its weakness attracts Us and We offer it Our Entire Heart and We press it against Our Heart so that this soul may be secure with Us forever. The more a soul is sick, the more We offer it Our love, Our help. Does a proud person, a healthy person ask for help to walk? My Beloved, even if you drag yourself with your cross, tell yourself that I am helping you to carry it and no matter how long Our walk, We are going to Our Father who loves you so.”
Tuesday 26 November 1963
– Mimi: “My God, I beg You, give me the strength to do Your Holy Will. This exhausting work that is imposed upon me, physically, I don’t feel I have the strength to do it.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if I desire more, do you think I won’t help you? Sometimes, I ask you for more to give the example and especially to have the pleasure of working with you. Think about Our beautiful Team work that would last more than an hour. Weren’t we happy to work for souls in order to glorify our Father? It has been ten years since I asked you to put together a little Team with your director and Myself. You committed yourselves to offer out of love all your sufferings, your sacrifices in union with My passion for the greater glory of Our Father and for souls. Since you have accepted to follow Me, I always kept My promise to help you, to strengthen you, to protect you. What special graces your director received! Guided by the Holy Spirit and with a great spirit of humility, he obeyed Our word. A wish from Us was for him an order. From the beginning, he knew what We wanted from you. During these many years, no reproaches except in the case of Pierre! My Beloved, if you had been more obedient in the beginning, I would not have had to wait. I know that you ignored everything about spiritual life, your vocation, your mission. It was a whole new life for you! A road traced by us that you had to follow with Me. By a special grace, we entrusted you to an enlightened guide to direct your little soul towards us. He attached you solidly to my cross forever. After the vows We asked of you,We satisfied you, spoiled you, gave you privileges, chosen graces.
You did not always understand Our merciful love. Even today, there are things you don’t understand. This is necessary in your mission so that you may come to Us in faith and pure love. Continue to trust Us and to walk in peace towards Us with Our dear representative. My Beloved, offer Us all that you cannot understand and that surpasses your little intelligence. All that counts is that We know what We want from you, from your director and from Our beautiful little Team of love in which We have placed lots of hope.”
Wednesday 27 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved! Luckily You came this morning to help me. I am at the end of my rope! Your instrument could make me work non stop. I am on call. In one hand, I am holding my cross, in the other is a paint brush. Then, come the orders: “Do this! Now, you will begin to do that!” When I do it, I then get a new order: “Do this!” I no longer know where to go! 30
After the remarks, the reproaches: “You should spend all your time writing; you shouldn’t have done this”… But, my Beloved, You know how hard it is to accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse I so love, I also am on call by you!”
– Mimi: “What? My Beloved, I am giving You orders?”
– Jesus: “Why yes, My Beloved. By your love You are giving me orders. Because of your desire so great to receive Us in communion, We are obliged to come to you. Between you and I, We are so pleased. And by Our intimacy, We are obliged to converse, to take an active part in all that you are thinking, all that you are doing, all that you are suffering. When Our Father asks you something, orders you, I also obey, for We are but One, on call by Our Father for the salvation of souls. Another remark, My Beloved: it is well to hold your cross, but it is better to carry it continually without criticizing Our instrument.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can no longer complain? Didn’t You say, once: “Come to Me all you who suffer and I will console you!” You know very well that I am suffering!”
– Jesus: “Come, My Beloved, don’t cry! I don’t stop you from complaining! You have no reason for you are so loved by Us, by the Holy Spirit, by your Mother of heaven! Are you abandoned by your director who is doing his utmost for your little soul, without forgetting all that he is presently doing to help you?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness! Thank You for this remark. I am so blind! When I don’t look, I don’t see my faults.”
Thursday 28 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! Get ready! We are going to work, the program is already prepared.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, Our instrument is executing Our orders. Everything is prepared, calculated to the last detail. To have you merit, atone, save souls, you must be reached in the most intimate part of your being in order to achieve what We have begun. I know, My Beloved, that all that you are going through on the human level is very hard, and on the spiritual level there must also be a purification to embellish your soul and render it agreeable to Our Father. Before the beautiful feast of your Gentle Mother of heaven, the Immaculate Conception, you will experience the agony of the heart, of the soul, of the spirit so that after having accepted everything out of love, I may tell you: You are totally beautiful, My Beloved! To be beautiful in the eyes of God is to be obedient and humble. Yes, to be totally loving by accepting to follow Me on the road to Calvary and the cross. Even among my consecrated souls, there are some who think they are beautiful in Our eyes because We help them remain in the state of grace. And with an air of satisfaction, they say: “I am constantly in the state of grace!” while doing their will and being proud. We do not like Our love so pure, so powerful to be treated in a proud manner! To be beautiful in Our eyes is to accept everything out of love, in silence, in union with My Passion. My Beloved, carry Our cross proudly, symbol of Our union in love and suffering. I, the Almighty, with you, so little and miserable, living in a great intimacy! Such is the miracle of merciful love. I am first of all a God of love who forgives and asks asylum in all souls through intimacy. What would the love of two beings who love one another and who don’t talk to each other be like?”
Friday 29 November 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for Your love, Your presence in me. I am so happy to have discovered You through intimacy, and by Your grace, to have been able to see You in all persons and in all events; to have found You through suffering, to possess You entirely through the cross. Thank You! I will never be able to thank You enough with all my little heart.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you should rather say with all your enlarged heart for it is beating in unison with Mine. You know, My Beloved, it is a special grace to know and understand Our intimacy, Our merciful love. However, We have deposited this grace in all souls, but, how many are aware that they have it. How many ask to be enlightened, to help them discover in themselves this intimacy, to strengthen them in order to give Us back Our place in their souls that We had at the moment of their baptism? The soul who is sincere, doesn’t it feel the need to speak to God, not only during prayer time and through books? What would a father say if his child whom he loves would come to him in order to speak to him, to ask him something and who, in his presence, would spend his time reading what he wants to tell him and ask him? In My sacrament of love, didn’t I give a sign of My intimacy? My great desire is to give Myself to souls, to share My love with them, to be considered as a living God in them, to act in them through My grace, to share their lives, their joys and their sorrows. I would like souls to speak to Me simply, heart to heart, look at Me with eyes of faith. I know the bottom of their hearts and can read their thoughts. What can they hide from Me? It is so easy for a soul to rediscover Me if it has had the misfortune of losing Me!
And it is so simple for the soul who wishes to live in a great intimacy with Me. It is a duty of charity towards Us to mind Us, to speak to Us. It is a duty of justice towards the Blessed Trinity to trust in Us, to believe in Our merciful love and in Our intimacy. Did I not share an intimacy with Mary? During My life time, didn’t I seek to have an intimacy with souls ?”
Saturday 30 November 1963
– Mimi: “You are finally here. I am so happy to receive You this morning! Thank You, my Beloved, for making me understand the value of suffering and to increase in me this desire to follow You on whatever road I must take. With You I am able to carry my cross. My Beloved, how You must love me to try me as You do! Thank You for making me understand and accept my illness and the present situation, the trials, etc. It is very meritorious for us. My director and myself have accepted everything out of love for You and for souls. Sometimes it is very difficult to remain silent, to keep smiling. How I am tempted to answer back, to speak to Your instrument, but because of my vow of immolation, I must keep silent, and it is by living with You, in a great intimacy, that I am able, with Your grace, to remain silent.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know that the struggle is very hard, but We are very pleased. You know, a soul humble, obedient, sincere and generous in Our service, consoles Us so much. Yes, a soul on which We can count, depend, in whom We can take refuge, feel at ease! It isn’t always sin that keeps Us away from souls. Often, the principle reason is the lack of faith and pride. I have come for sinners and not for the proud. There are souls who speak about spiritual life and don’t even have the faith to believe in it or enter it. How can they pretend to love Us, to serve Us without this faith, this conviction about Our intimacy in each soul? Narrow minded souls that are withdrawn into themselves cannot understand this. I give Myself each day in My sacrament of love. Why would I refuse to give Myself through My intimacy? How can I speak to a soul if it ignores that I am always present in it? It isn’t only at the moment of communion that I come, but I wish to remain, to be considered as a living God with the Blessed Trinity.”
