Thursday 1st August 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for everything! How happy I am to live in Your holy presence, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You, Holy Spirit, for helping me understand what God expects from me. To live in a great intimacy with the Blessed Trinity whom I so love is the secret of my happiness, my strength, my inner and outer joy. Yes, to have a Father who loves me, a Spouse who has given me everything out of love, to continually have the presence of the Spirit of Love, of Truth, to have a Mother who is also the Mother of God! At each moment, She bends down to help me. She gives me Her hand to walk towards God.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, thank You for Your love, Your daily protection. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me prepare my soul adequately before appearing before my Father and my God, in order to dwell forever in His dwelling, and finally live with my Spouse, my Beloved where Our union will be perfect, where Our love will be eternal. Each day, I meditate on Our future happiness.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, meditate also on your resurrection with Me, for it is normal that, after having followed Me step by step to the cross and having shared the cross out of love for us and for souls, you share Our infinite happiness. By your vow of immolation, you will have a lot to suffer. There is so little time left before the great departure! Rejoice with us as this day approaches! Give Us what you can out of love, all that can make Us happy, that can glorify Us.”
– Jesus: “At the moment of your death, your director will be so happy that he will not live long with the happiness of giving Us back your little soul purified by Our infinite love. Many thanks to Our dear J. who cooperated so well with Us in directing your little soul.”
Friday 2 August 1963
Feast of Our Lady of Angels.
– Mimi: “I am suffering so much by not receiving You today. I have spent an hour preparing myself for a spiritual communion. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please obtain for me the grace to be able to receive communion today on the first Friday of the month. My director isn’t well. If only he could…You know with what generosity he serves the Blessed Trinity, with what love he fulfills his duty of state.
In the afternoon! What a surprise! What joy! My director brought me communion. I was weeping for joy!”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God! Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity! Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Many thanks to my director so devoted to souls.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank Our good servant. My dear children whom We so love, Our beautiful Team of love really consoles Us. All its members are faithful in offering everything out of love to console Us, glorify Us, and to save souls.
My dear little spouse, I feel the need to speak to you. You know that Our union will be perfect in a short while, in Our Father’s dwelling. Through immolation, you are in the last stage of your spiritual life. Your ascension towards Us has been quite long but your resurrection with Me will be very rapid. We have waited such a long time for this blessed day where your little soul will be Ours forever.
My dear little host of love, you will have a lot to suffer before the voyage of W…and C… This visit will be filled with the spiritual joy of graces and blessings, but will be above all a Team work where each one will make the inventory of the past year, of what each one received from Us out of love and what each one gave Us out of love. Your director will gather everything and place it on the paten as an offering. Then, he will offer you and attach you if necessary. And you, My Beloved, to help the other members, you will have great temptations, you will experience an aridity in order to enlighten them, and suffering to help them remain courageous. To merit these graces, offer Me more. Our dear C… will have her turn in order to strengthen her. She will receive a special grace to understand and believe. W… is already prepared.”
Saturday 3 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for giving me the opportunity of receiving communion on this beautiful day consecrated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, it is in Your Motherly Heart that I confide myself in the last moments of my life. With You, I do not fear the assaults of my enemy. Please help me to prepare my soul and if there is anything that displeases God, tell me so that I may correct myself and at the hour of my death, I may really be called Your child. I thank You for Your love. Without You, without Your protection, I would never have found God and I would not have had this great pleasure of being the spouse of Your Divine Son, my Beloved. Poor mother! How ungrateful I have been towards You. But I know that Your love is greater. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness for everything. ”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, as a Mother, I was suffering to see you suffer. You were so unhappy far from Us. But I was watching over you constantly. Yes, I was so sad at the thought that My Divine Son was suffering because of you. If you could have seen Your merciful Father bend over you to protect you in spite of your conduct. The Holy Spirit was constantly near you to enlighten you, to speak to you. Your director did his utmost for you, but your dear little will always had the upper hand, led by your enemy and by your pride.
Don’t weep, My dear little girl. Come close to your Mother so that I may wipe the tears of repentance and love. My Divine Son must not see you with tears in your eyes. He prefers to see you with a beautiful smile and eyes filled with love. My dear little girl whom I love, if I have spoken to you about your past, it is to show you just a little what I did for you. With the help of your director, We worked very hard. Your little soul cost Us dearly. Now, you have been placed in the Heart of My Divine Son. I no longer fear.”
Sunday 4 August 1963
– Mimi: “My God, it’s been long waiting for You! I would have liked so much to receive You this morning! At eleven o’clock, Mass on the radio. How I would like to be there in person at Holy Mass!
My God, may Your Will be done. I accept everything out of love. My Beloved, You know how much I need to receive You. Come, I beg You! It is today, Our feast of love! The feast of Your beautiful Team! Nothing is impossible for You, if You want to come. And You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, carry my director in Your arms, so that he may not get his feet wet. It is raining, a terrible storm! Your Jesus so wants to come!
Thank You, my God! I am so happy! My director is going to come, this afternoon. Why is my heart beating so loudly? When I think that my Beloved is coming! Ô mystery of love that has led me to You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, My Love is not a mystery! It is much simpler than that. It is the love of a Father for His child. It is the love of a Spouse for His little spouse. It is the love of the Holy Spirit for a soul. It is the love of a Mother for Her little girl. It is nothing mysterious! The infinite love of a God, a merciful Father, the love of God the Son, through total giving, the love of the Holy Spirit cooperating with Us in souls, the love of Mary Mediatrix, of a Mother for Her children!
My Beloved, don’t talk this way, saying “my death” but rather, “my union with my Beloved”, for the word “death” means the end of everything. But for the soul, it is the possession of everything. When a person dies, you say: it is going towards God. But in reality, it is God who is coming towards the soul.
My Beloved, I am going to ask you more for C… and W…
– Mimi: “My day has been consecrated for the needs of the Team.”
Already a year! We were so happy to be near our director. After communion, I offered myself to God in the name of my two little sisters. My director and myself felt an emptiness near us.”
Monday 5 August 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive You! What a beautiful triduum in honor of Our Gentle mother of heaven and to obtain that all the members of the Team correspond to what God expects from them! Thank You, my God, for allowing us to meet one another.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We thank you. Your director, Our dear J. has been faithful and generous in spite of his age. He made great sacrifices to please Us, to glorify Us, to console us and for souls. You know, My Beloved, your ardent desire to receive Us helps him enormously. He is walking with you towards Us, and the work of the two little sisters, W… and C… helps, encourages and consoles him.
My dear little spouses, do you realize what We have done for you since you have been on the Team of love?
The first grace was to have met one another. This spiritual bond that I deposited in your little souls, no one can separate it, remove it. Keep it very preciously. It is such a precious gift. This interior joy, this peace of soul that your received and experienced transformed you into hosts of love. You have been sincere and so happy. Remain confident in spite of your weaknesses. I love you always as on that beautiful day.
Second favor: Out of love for you, I have kept your dear director. He deserved his reward but I knew that you would need him badly. You are so weak!”
– Jesus: “Yes, I kept him against all odds and human expectations. I wanted more love. I wanted to glorify My Father. With your love, your sufferings accepted out of love, I wanted to save souls. My dear little hosts of love, remain faithful in following Me whatever the journey may be. It always leads to Us.”
Tuesday 6 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, thank You, my God! What a wonderful surprise to receive You again this morning, on this beautiful day of the Transfiguration of Our Lord Jesus Christ. I am so happy! Many thanks to my director.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, do you think I didn’t see your desire to receive Me today? I cannot remain insensitive after the great signs of love that your director and yourself offered Us. Five days of communion! We were so happy and consoled. The other two little hosts of love, W… and C… also contributed.
Already a year has gone by for Our Team of love. On this day, did you read once again Our message of love? Did you make the assessment of graces received? Have you thought about what you have given Us out of love? Have you given thanks for the sufferings that We are giving you as presents for the good of your souls? Have you been faithful to your vows of love? Have you sincerely renewed your vows of love as little hosts of love consecrated by Our merciful love? Have you been faithful in following Me? Have you lacked confidence after all the signs of love that I was giving you? Have you doubted the privilege that I was giving you as My little spouses, little privileged souls? Have you been jealous of one another? Have you emptied yourselves to give me first place in your love, I your Spouse who loves you so? Have you been docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit? Have you accepted and executed the counsels of your director, Our representative, so devoted to your souls?”
– Jesus: “My dear little hosts of love, W…, C…, G… Before your meeting, make an examination of conscience about the failures, the negligence that you had towards Our Team of love, and, in spite of your weaknesses, come to Me with love and full confidence in My infinite mercy towards you. If needed, your director will forgive you in Our Name. Tell him everything. Be confident. You are not marvels nor angels.”
Wednesday 7 August 1963
– Mimi: “How can I express all my gratitude, my happiness, after so many signs of love? I am so happy to receive You this morning through the unceasing devotion of my director and of his great love for You.
We have offered two triduums of love:
- The first, in thanksgiving for all that we have received: joys, pain, sufferings and especially for the beautiful gift of immolation and also for having maintained our dear director.
- The second, for the Team of love, especially for our director and all the spiritual and temporal intentions, for our dear little sister W…, and our dear little sister C… so that, by Your grace, we may remain faithful till the end in our total giving and our vows of love.
A special intention for R.P. Paul Mayer s.j., and for all those who recommend themselves to the prayers of the Team members. Another intention for the Holy Father, the success of the Ecumenical Council, for cardinal Paul Émile Léger, for all the souls and for peace in the world.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, it is for Us to express Our joy and thanksgiving for the two beautiful triduums of love. Without the devotion, generosity and love of your director, We would have been deprived from your love and from a few days of rest in your dear little soul, Our dwelling where there is so much peace.
Now, to show us more love, you will have to offer Us a triduum of sufferings and another of sufferings, of very great temptations, etc. You have eaten enough to feel stronger and to work even more. You have a mission to accomplish in your vow of immolation.
My dear little children, as usual, your sufferings will be shared. You are preparing the trip of W… and of C… for a very important meeting with Us and very useful for your souls. C… will experience what infinite mercy is about. Like W…, she will come back stronger, enlightened, shaken, but much happier! My Beloved, this day will be terrible for you. Have no fear! I will be present and your director with your two little sisters, W… and C… Offer me everything out of love.”
Thursday 8 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for Your intimacy. Thank You for Your love, Your help. How much faith is needed to see You in my neighbor, to consider You in what is happening. You know, my Beloved, after these two triduums of love, I miss You even more. How anxious I am for Our union!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you are really like a spoiled child who always wants more. Your ideal is so great!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know me so well! Yes, I always want more and even everything and all that is Yours. My ideal is to love You even more, to possess You forever. With Your grace, I want to follow You, to follow the narrow path that leads to Our Father.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, prepare yourself. Our boat of love is going to make a beautiful trip. We are going to visit Our two little sisters W… and C… Your director is ready.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, are we going to bring back Our little sisters in Our boat of love?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I don’t need a boat to go and fetch them. The trip would be too long. I have more rapid ways to fetch a soul. My arm is long and powerful. Your director saw this when I went to fetch you. You were so far away, you know!
Your director knows what I mean. Without his great help, his devotion, his love for Us, this need to offer Us souls… He cooperated with Us for your dear little soul. It cost Us dearly. We went to fetch your director. We wanted him to work especially to give Us your little soul. He was faithful in fulfilling his role. To show him Our love, he had the privilege of offering you as a consecrated host of Our merciful love and be Our representative on Our beautiful Team of love. After rude battles, he won over your enemy for Our greater glory.”
Friday 9 August 1963
– Mimi: “I adore You, ô Blessed Trinity! With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I am making a spiritual communion for tomorrow’s communion. How anxious I am! The time is so long! I am so happy just at the thought of receiving You, to carry You in me, just as present as You were near the Heart of Your Mother when She was carrying You. I, a poor little girl, who am I to carry God within me? I do not deserve such happiness. Thank You, my God, my Spouse whom I love, thank You ô Spirit of love, my faithful companion.”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, yes, I am really in you and at the moment of communion and after, I am as real as when My divine Mother was carrying Me in Her womb. This is a reality, a fact, a truth, but how many souls have enough faith to believe this? It is by having a great humility of heart and spirit that a soul, docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit can admit these things. I know that it is a mystery of love but for the soul who lives constantly in a great intimacy with Us, by a special grace, these mysterious things become for it very simple, easy. Nothing is impossible to the soul because it places its faith and confidence in Us and abandons itself with love into Our powerful arms. When We are present in this soul, We rejoice in working within it. The soul who receives Us with love will also have to bring God to those who seek Him. There are souls whom We satisfy and who keep everything selfishly to themselves. In their souls, they hide and keep everything as in an attic, and in a moment of fervor, they say: My God, take everything. They should rather say: my God I keep everything. Is it out of negligence, blindness?”
– Jesus: “These souls are certainly suffering from the sickness of spiritual avarice. Among My consecrated souls, many are suffering from this illness. They believe that their spiritual intimacy would not be the same if they gave others some happiness by cleaning out their little soul, their “attic”.”
Saturday 10 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming, ô Blessed Trinity! My God, please give me patience, charity and a greater love. You know, my Beloved, with all this, I could work for You. I feel so nervous having my lady-in-waiting, she’s so annoying!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what have I just heard?”
– Mimi: “Don’t You see, my Beloved, it’s worse than crazy glue!”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, come near Me, you are very nervous. Come and rest on My Divine Heart. Stay as long as possible. I’m not afraid of crazy glue. From now on, don’t talk like that, My dear little G… It is not part of your vow of immolation. If you had a bit more charity, you would have said that this person is charming and not annoying.”
– Satan: “You see, poor little girl, how your God is laughing at you. He knows very well that you are right but to humiliate you, He deceives you. He wants you to lie by saying that this person is charming. Why do you want to follow Him in a life of lies, of sorrows? I repeat, with me, you would be happy. No more worries! I respect the freedom of souls. I don’t ask them to carry a cross all their lives.
Where is His power? He wasn’t even able to carry His alone! And today, He is asking for your aid. Poor little girl! If you could see all the unhappiness that is hanging over you, the afflictions of the Father awaiting you at the moment of your death. You will shudder at the hour of your agony. Atrocious pain will accompany your despair. The judgment will be harsher for you because you shall have lived in a life of errors, sacrileges by abusing the sacraments. After having removed everything on earth, He will reject you for all eternity. Stop writing down all these lies. Rest for the time remaining. Take advantage of all you have and enjoy, be happy.”
Sunday 11 August 1963
– Mimi: “Good morning, ô Blessed Trinity! My Beloved! Come to my aid. In spite of everything, with Your grace, I want to accept everything out of love. Give me a hand! Hold on tight! My poor being is trembling at what You are asking me. I beg You, do not forsake me as I do battle. You know how I don’t trust myself. I am so weak!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I know you so well. This is why I am near you and that I remain near you to help you and strengthen you. I do not direct all souls this way by living in a great intimacy with them. I loved you, and I wanted you to be all Mine forever. Your little love answered “yes” to My infinite love. Fear not! I am always with you since we are but one. The present moment is so precious to Us. In Our boat of love, We are going far.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, do You want me to row to give You a chance to rest a little?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am sorry but the Holy Will of My Father is that I lead you to Him as quickly as possible. So, no more stopping or resting for Us. The spirit of evil does not stop in his conquest of souls. You know something about it. So, no resting outside of My arms!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I bow before the Holy Will of Our Father. I submit to all that You desire for the good of my soul. I adore Your Divinity, Ô Blessed Trinity, present in me and I give you the key of my little interior dwelling.”
– Jesus: “And Me, My Beloved, what do you give Me?”
– Mimi: “You, my Beloved, I give You the master key.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. I am happy. I accept. I can now enter any time Our little dwelling that I love. In the past, I could not even enter. I would wait at the door with your director who was looking through the keyhole to try and see some light. Now that he has helped you do the house cleaning, Our dwelling is clean. You must always keep it clean for Us. Many thanks to your director. He has worked hard to make it agreeable to God.”
Monday 12 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You. I am so happy to receive You. In Your Holy Presence, I feel stronger to work, more courageous to do battle. My love is growing daily as well as the hate for my enemy. He is pursuing me. What things this father of lies can invent to deceive a soul.”
– Satan: “My poor little girl, you accuse me of being the father of lies and your God, what does He do? He says that He is the Father of mercy and on judgment day, He will be severe and punish you. He forgives, but allows Himself to seek revenge. Forgiveness, mercy and charity forget everything. Then, there is the doctrine of the Son! Forgiveness! Isn’t the story of Mary Magdalene, the good thief, the prodigal son, etc. amusing? Where is the forgiveness, the love if there is a judgment day, a chastisement? This is another lie. He respects the freedom of souls but condemns a soul to continually observe His commandments. You must do this or that. Poor souls! With such laws, they continually live in fear. Look! Even consecrated souls are affected and captive. Is this really freedom of soul, freedom to love? It is a life of threats. How can a soul live continually under the gaze of the Father? Even you are lying. You believe you are living an intimacy with your God. You believe in Him, in His merciful love. You’ll see on judgment day. He will be more severe for you because you spread lies by writing and talking about Him. You were lying each time. I shouldn’t be telling you such things. I am working against my interests. But it is to show you that your God and myself are on the same level, liars, and I am more charitable than He. I don’t judge, don’t condemn and I respect the liberty of souls.”
Tuesday 13 August 1963
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother, I beg You, protect Your little girl! My enemy is enraged because my director is going to give You a beautiful present. He is offering You a triduum of love for the beautiful feast of the Assumption of Our Mother in heaven. My Beloved, what could I offer Our Gentle Mother on that day? You know what She likes and what would please Her! I could always offer myself, but it wouldn’t be a beautiful gift!
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, on the contrary. Offer yourself with Me. This is what is dearest to Her. Her Son, Her Treasure! Don’t you think, that in seeing Her Child with His little spouse Her Motherly Heart will rejoice? For your little soul that has become a consecrated host through Our merciful love, a little victim to be offered with Me, with My Father, a little slave of love to serve Us, a small instrument to work, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls is the most precious gift that I can offer Her, a soul redeemed by Our love.
My Beloved, to give more value to your offering, add on the quantity of beautiful precious pearls. They are rare and costly. Only the Mother of God is worthy of wearing these pearls on Her diadem of Queen of heaven and earth. And as for Us, We are wearing them on Our Heart. Thanks to your director, they have remained intact. It is Our treasure, hidden from the gaze of humans.
– Satan: “Poor idiot! See how your God is mocking you. He speaks of precious pearls, of a treasure you don’t even have. You have never been as poor as today. He pretends to love you. Let Him prove it. You can’t live on illusions! Do you think you can pay the rent, food, etc., with your precious pearls? Poor little girl! It is time you put an end to this life of illusions, of lies. What does it give you? You are suffering for nothing and are losing all chances of happiness, peace and human love.”
Wednesday 14 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping my director to come this morning and bring me communion. My director and myself have begun another triduum to celebrate our Gentle Mother of heaven. I was so happy, my Beloved, to be near You. I would have liked so much to be alone with You, ô Blessed Trinity. Yes, maintain this calm, this peace in Your adorable presence. During my thanksgiving that lasted half an hour, my enemy was near me to distract me. He is enraged and jealous. I am comfortable in the arms of my Spouse, of my God.”
– Satan: “I am correct in saying that you are crazy. I think that I am jealous of an invisible being? It is He who is jealous of me, of my power over souls. I can act in a soul only in thought. I don’t need to come on earth to beg for love, to preach, etc. What did it give Him? He died on a cross and yet today, He is still begging for love and when a soul answers Him “yes”, He takes it and makes it suffer. He has no limit. He is jealous of you. This is why He is always with you. You are not free. The least little mistake and He blames you. A simple little error and He over reacts. Even your sins gives Him glory! How ridiculous! He pretends He loves you. He holds your hand, and with the other, He hits you, awaiting the day to crush you. And this is the Being in whom you believe, whom you love? You put your trust in Him?
Look at the present situation! He tells you that this is permitted and allowed. So, you aren’t free to choose. Is that respecting your freedom? What is it going to give your director and you to accept everything out of love? He pretends that you are preparing the trip of the two other little girls. Do you think that the simple fact of suffering can prepare a trip? If travelling companies used these means, they wouldn’t make any money. Only angels and saints can believe such follies!”
– Mimi: “No matter what you say, I believe in God. I adore Him and love Him. He is my All, my Spouse, and that’s final.”
Thursday 15 August 1963
Feast of the Assumption.
– Mimi: “Happy birthday my Gentle Mother of heaven!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, would You please give a gentle kiss on the forehead of Our Gentle Mother of heaven? You alone are worthy to offer Her our best wishes. What joy You must have had in receiving Mary, the Immaculate Virgin, Your and my Mother. I would have liked so much to be with You in Your arms like a tiny little baby. How long will it be before I have the joy of being near You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t cry like a baby! You are before anything else, My Spouse! Have no fear! Our Mother is preparing your place. She has always loved you even before you could know Her. At the foot of the cross, She was awaiting Her little girl, She constantly watched over you at your crib, and during your poor life, She did not stop protecting you for a single moment, , giving you Her love, even during certain trying moments, temptations. She is always present. It consoles Her and honors Her when Our representative greets Her with the Salve Regina that your enemy detests because it obliges him to bow before the Queen of heaven and earth.
My Beloved, some day, you will have the joy of contemplating Our Queen. After having loved Her and honored Her on earth, you will be with Her to give glory to God. She gives thanks to Us for We have done marvels for you.”
– Jesus: “If you have become My Spouse, My little host of love, Our victim, it is because Our Divine Mother interceded for you in the past. She wept a lot because of you. Today, She is weeping with joy. You know that the tears of a Mother are never lost.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for Your love. By the grace of God, I no longer want to cause Your Motherly Heart to be sad. I take refuge in Your arms forever where I am secure.
Be blessed and glorified, ô gentle Virgin Mary, my Mother. On this day of Your departure, I would have so many things to tell You, to confide, but because my heart is too full, I am not able to express, much less to write them down. But You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, You know very well this little heart filled with the love of God, love for my Spouse, Your Divine Sion, for my companion the Spirit of Love and for You. I would like to roam the world singing Your praises. If I were better educated, I would write about Your marvels, but all I can do is to love You in silence like a tiny little baby who can’t speak but who can look lovingly and with confidence at its Mother and extend its little hands with a beautiful smile. Nothing else matters for him. Its only refuge is the Heart and arms of its Mother, and this Mother is You, ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother.
What marvels God has placed in You. You are so beautiful and pure! I beg You, I place at this moment my soul into Your arms. Please help me love my God even more by serving You faithfully each day out of love and may I remain docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit in blind obedience to all things, large or small, and thus enlightened by grace I may walk with You towards God and eternal happiness.”
– Jesus: “Thank You, My Beloved, for this beautiful testimony of love towards My Divine Mother. My dear little spouse, don’t feel sorry for not being well educated! Don’t we understand one another in Our intimacy? Love does not have a special language for two hearts that love one another. A simple sigh, silence, a tear, a look towards Us are understood. Many thanks to Our dear representative, J… for this beautiful triduum of love. We are so pleased, so consoled, so glorified. Without his devotion, We would not have this pleasure. We are proud of him and My Divine Mother is carrying him in Her arms like Her privileged child awaiting to crown him because of you. Thank you, My dear children whom We so love.”
Friday 16 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God from the bottom of my little heart. Thank You for helping my director. It is with a lot of difficulty that he came to give me communion and terminate our triduum of love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My dear little children. You have been faithful in accepting everything out of love. Sacrifices, fatigue, etc., during this trial of the agony of the heart. You have satisfied and even spoiled Us. Be assured that everything was appreciated and accepted. You know, My Beloved, if your director is so generous, so faithful in Our service, it is because he knows the value of a soul. He perfectly understands Our desire, Our need to give Ourselves to souls, especially the little souls, humble, frail but sincere. The more a soul recognizes its smallness, its miseries and weeps over its faults because they have wounded Our love and offended a God infinitely good, a Father infinitely merciful, in spite of all its miseries, this soul is closer to Us because it is suffering. We love and cherish it. If this soul empties itself, We will fill it. If it weeps and regrets its sins, We will wipe its tears and assure it of Our infinite love. If this soul wants to serve us, We will give it all it needs to work, that is, the love, confidence, charity and detachment from everything.
– Jesus: “Suffering and the cross are for chosen and privileged souls. Immolation is for a victim soul of love. And a special grace is added to total giving for the soul whom We choose as spouse and the soul whom We keep as a host of consecrated love through Our merciful love and hidden to human eyes in Our Heart forever. And this is the special privilege that you have received, My dear little hosts of love, W…, C…, G… Your director whom We love has a special place in Us forever.”
Saturday 17 August 1963
– Mimi: “I am so happy! Another communion in thanksgiving to God! Thank You, my God for having deposited love in my soul… Yes, this stifled love in me and that I abused in the past and is now purified. And it is with Your Divine Son that I am able to lift up my eyes towards You to serve You, adore You and love You. Your love, ô my Beloved has transformed my life. With You, I no longer have a useless love.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, your stifled love is now a love that is free, clear and peaceful. A selfish love has made room to a love without limitations. By total giving in Our service and that of your neighbor, your selfish love is now a disinterested love by a detachment from everything, and this love with fear is now a love that is strong and powerful on Our Divine Heart. You can see, My Beloved, the work that We had to do to rebuild in you a life of pure love with the help of your director who understood so well Our love for souls, especially for yours that needed Us so much, that needed Our love to live, to grow and even to die. By a special grace, your director knew what We wanted from you. You had a mission to accomplish, a mission of love in suffering for Our greater glory. With Us and the help of the Holy Spirit and your Gentle Mother of heaven, We began the painful work of transformation. With the patience of an angel, Our dear representative, J…, worked ceaselessly to help you accept the pure love in all things, to make you understand Our love for you, Our merciful love.”
– Jesus: “Your director is a great observer and administrator of Our graces, and your little soul is Ours because it now contains Our love. Many thanks to Our dear J… for taking on Our interests and protecting your little soul and Our love.
Sunday 18 August 1963
– Mimi: “Ô Blessed Trinity, I love You, I adore You in my soul.
Ô my Beloved, I miss You! Your love is consuming me slowly. It is a long agony that I am enduring.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved. I understand. My agony for you was a long one. I endured everything out of love. You know that you must die a victim of love. This is why I am preparing you each day by depositing in your soul this great desire to love Me, to possess Me forever. Day after day, I consume you slowly in My love so that everything may be purified and agreeable to My Father. I could have made you a victim of love in a few moments, but the Holy Will of My Father wanted to give you a greater sign of love by making you go through the same journey as I, that is, through suffering, a long agony, immolation that would end on the cross through the total giving of your love for Us and for the souls in order to glorify Us.
My Beloved, the present moment is so precious for Us, but especially for you. Your director knows what We mean. He is following your ascent towards Us, and it is his privilege to direct and offer us your little soul. What you are suffering is nothing compared to the happiness that is awaiting you. This joy that devours your soul at the thought of receiving Me is nothing compared to Our perfect union that will be forever. The more Our love is strong and powerful in you through physical and moral suffering, the more We love you.”
– Jesus: “Supernatural love does not only consist in words and feelings, but in the will united to Ours, in actions made in union with Me and offered with love, that is, with Our love. The life of a victim soul must be directed by the Spirit of Love. Everything in this soul must exude love, peace and confidence in Us alone.”
Monday 19 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You! Another communion, ô Blessed Trinity. Many thanks to my director. My soul abounds with joy in Your presence. Thank You, my God, for Your infinite mercy.
Thank You, my Beloved, for Your love. I have such a need for You to do battle against my enemy. You are my strength, my guide, my light, my support. The situation is always the same. You know, my Beloved, that each day I need a special grace to accomplish my duty of state as victim of love. My poor body is crumbling. Your cross is getting heavier more and more. But with You in me, I have no fear.Your precious love is always there.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I know that your cross is heavy to carry, but don’t forget, you are My little spouse and you must give birth to many souls. So, a mother who is carrying a child must feel its weight and sufferings before experiencing a happy delivery. Afterwards, her joy is so great that she forgets that she suffered. My Beloved, remind yourself when Our union will be perfect in the dwelling of Our Father. You will then forget what you have suffered. In the present situation, We wanted more for souls. During holidays, We are so offended, forsaken, ignored, but with this great trial that your director and yourself have accepted out of love, you have consoled Us, satisfied Us by giving Us the occasion of visiting you and resting in your little soul while you were working out of love for Us and for souls. Our dear little sisters W… and C… were beneficiaries though they had a large part of the sufferings.
Tomorrow, you will have a lot to offer for Our dear apostle, P.M. The harvest is abundant. This oasis of graces consoles Us because the foundation is solid. Love, charity, mercy and confidence are in the forefront.”
Tuesday 20 August 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how long it is to wait until tomorrow before receiving You! Thank You for helping me accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved. Our dear apostle has benefitted from Our day. He is enjoying Our love and Our assistance. His problems are also Ours since he is working out of love for us and for souls. His ideal is so great, so pure! You know, My Beloved, that sometimes there are some of My consecrated souls who place human interests before divine ones, under the pretext of giving thanks to God with what is most beautiful, most practical. By living in this ambiance, they are looking for comforts and even more. Blinded by work, they forget the principal object. I am telling you these things not because I condemn those who out of duty and obedience are administrators. They are needed, but I notice that there are some who forget too quickly the administration of souls. This malaise is even found among religious sisters. They practice their vow of poverty, but there are always improvements to be made in order to avoid mortification, and so materialism enters through a wide open door with its luxury, comforts, etc. Everything is well calculated for them, but what is there left for Us? This remark does not apply to the house of My Father. Out of respect for God, everything must be beautiful, clean, simple in order to facilitate prayer, calm, and not be distracted, critical, jealous and rebellious. Everyone must be peaceful in the house of My Father.
My Beloved, ask often that all My apostles be enlightened in their duty of state so that their work may be sanctified by Us and directed towards Us with a profound detachment from the things of the world. May they have a pure love, a love of souls. These consecrated souls ascend, each day, towards Us for Our greater glory.”
Wednesday 21 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for my director and myself have begun a triduum in honor of our Gentle Mother of heaven. Thank You for visiting me, ô Blessed Trinity!
My Beloved, what a beautiful day with You on the cross! Thank You for the beautiful visit and Your kindness in sending me when I needed it most my dear little sister. As a nurse, she is asking herself: “How is this going to end?” All she can do for me is to relieve me a little, to pray that I may have the strength to accept everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am very grateful for her kindness, her great love towards you in order to prolong your life. And as for Us, We are prolonging your sufferings. You must not neglect taking your medication to help your physical sufferings in order to better serve Us, but as for your moral sufferings, I alone know the remedies and your director knows the dose required. My Beloved, if I placed My crown of thorns on your head, it is because I needed more suffering for your two little sisters W… and C… and for Our dear representative P.M. He would be a good subject as member of Our beautiful Team of love. My Beloved, I know that you are exhausted, but I wanted more this evening. Poor little spouse I so love! I am walking on My heart by making you suffer. If you knew, My Beloved, how My Divine Heart is suffering more than you to see you suffer. Sometimes, I close my eyes in order not to see. My Heart is bleeding with yours.”
– Jesus: “With Me, My dear little host of love, let us give thanks to My Father by glorifying Him with Our sufferings, but especially with Our love. From Our cross, let us look at the souls of the poor sinners that We must save and offer Our Father. You know that it is a great privilege that We are giving you to cooperate with Me. Remain in My peace, in Our boat of love in spite of the strong waves this evening. Close your eyes and rest on My Divine Heart.”
Thursday 22 August 1963
Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my Gentle Mother! For a long time, my director and I have been preparing this beautiful feast day! What more can I offer You than thanksgiving and to sing Your praises, ô Immaculate Virgin!
Thank You for Your love. Thank You for accepting to be my Mother. Thank You for Your sacrifice in offering Your Jesus. You could see me and You knew that in spite of Your love, I would be ungrateful and a bad person. How many times I must have made You cry because of my conduct. From the bottom of my little heart, I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. With the help of my Beloved and of the Holy Spirit, I want to love You more and work with You. As a Mother, tell me what I need, to be more agreeable to God. Teach me how to speak to Him as You did, to serve Him faithfully each day with a pure heart, a detachment from things of the world. Yes, a detachment from everything, from my will and my heart. May my vow of love not only be words. With You I want to give my Fiat. Thank You for Your assistance in great temptations and for Your special protection from my enemy. At the hour of my death, take me in Your arms. I will need You so badly, ô Mediatrix of all graces. It is on Your Motherly Heart that I depend.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, have no fear! Our Mother will be near you when We will receive your soul. She will cradle you, close your eyes and put you to sleep. She will sing the Magnificat to give thanks to God for all He has done for you, poor little girl. Today, you are My little spouse and spoiled child of My Father and of the Holy Spirit. This is how merciful love transforms a soul of good will. All that We ask from souls is love and to believe in Our love for them whatever their sins may be. Our love is infinite and Our mercy is greater than their sins. Our love erases and forgets everything.”
Friday 23 August 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you. My dear little children, thanks to the generosity, the unceasing devotion of your director, We had the great joy of having a triduum of love. His love for Us is so pure, so great! He is so faithful in serving Us that sometimes he precedes Our desires. In his humility, he has never sought to be honored. You know where We went to get you? Don’t weep, My dear little spouse.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You tell me not to cry and You remind me of my past. You know how I suffer just at the thought of having offended You, ô Infinite Goodness. How ungrateful I have been towards God, my Father so good and so merciful!”
– Jesus: “My dear little G…, look at Me in the eyes. Listen to Me carefully. If I made this remark, and not a reproach, it is to show you how much We love you and how much the devotion of your director was dear to us. It is to show him Our love, Our gratitude, that he will have the privilege of giving us your little soul, and moreover, I repeat, you will be his priestly coronation. What more can We do for you, My dear little children?”
– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved. I ask Your forgiveness. I wrongly interpreted Your words.”
– Jesus: “Come close to Me! Are you still crying? Come and let Me wipe the tears from your eyes. Yes, these eyes that are constantly looking for Me. This loving look when you receive Me and when you look at Our dear treasure, the little crucifix. And when you are suffering and still look at Me with love. I cannot remain insensitive. And when you will sleep in My arms awaiting Our perfect union, it is I who will look at you with love, and when your eyes will open before the majesty of Our Father and of His love, His mercy, you will weep with joy and tears of love and gratitude will once again be wiped by Me, your Spouse, your Beloved.”
Saturday 24 August 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what is going on inside of me? After this beautiful triduum of love and suffering, a fear has taken hold of me and I am afraid of dying, of appearing before God. I who am weeping from boredom and find the time long, far from You. As much as I wanted You, now I am afraid of You, of being judged on my whole life, but especially on the writings that are only lies, illusions. How I would like to tear everything up. I am afraid of my director, of his advice. What more can he do? Everything in me is horrible. This cold heart is unable to love anymore. I hate the cross and all its cortege. My spirit wanders. I want only one thing: to be alone and cry. My heart is hurting badly. I can no longer accept the present situation. I am suffering too much! To suffer for others no longer interests me. If only I could believe in my director. I doubt everything: my eternal salvation, the intimacy I had with the Blessed Trinity, with my Beloved. It was folly to dream about eternal happiness with an invisible being. This steel door between God and myself is in my soul and is preventing me from seeing the Sun! I am choking!
My Beloved, if You still have a bit of love for me, come to my aid!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come and weep on My Divine Heart! You must not be surprised by what you are going through. It is the night of the senses. All victim souls, before appearing before Us must pass an exam on their spiritual life like someone going on a long trip must make sure he is healthy by having a check up. I have entrusted you to a good surgeon. You remember when your director punctured the abcess that was harming your little soul? Give him your hand. Walk without fear towards Us. I know that everything is dark.
This is the darkness of your agony before opening your eyes to the light before the Divine Majesty. My dear little G…, trust Me, accept everything out of love and continue your journey with Me. It is out of love that We are sending you this difficult trial. It is a preparation you must undergo, and in spite of everything, struggle and always tell yourself that I am here, your Beloved, in you as usual.”
Sunday 25 August 1963
– Mimi: “My God, have mercy on me! I can’t go on! My Beloved, help me, please! I don’t have the strength to pray. I am struggling and trying to make a spiritual communion. I feel a real repugnance, a lassitude, a boredom in accomplishing my duty of state. The physical pain is getting worse. I am wondering whether I shouldn’t go for the operation. I am tired of carrying this weight. My Beloved, I beg You, please help me. This cross is so heavy! If I could believe that this trial comes from You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, normally, I should have remained silent to increase your merit, but My Divine Mother was so insistant to My Father that He consented for Me to console you and help you carry your cross. You see how much We love you. Aren’t you privileged? During My agony, I only had one angel to console Me, but no one to console Me humanly. You, My Beloved, you have a God to console you, to love you, and you have more than an angel to comfort you; you have a priest. Yes, a representative of God to help you carry your cross, to lead you towards Us. I didn’t have the privilege that you have! It is by insisting that I was able to get help. Like for Myself, your Gentle Mother of heaven is walking with you. She is suffering with you. She gives Her Fiat for you, for She knows very well that Her little girl, the little spouse of her Divine Son doesn’t want to abandon Him and that she loves Him in spite of appearances. Your faithful Friend, your Counsellor, the Spirit of love is continuing His work in you though you don’t feel anything. He is always present in you and realizing in your soul what God wants and expects from you. My Beloved, My dear little spouse, this is the most precious moment for Us and for you. Offer everything out of love for Us and for souls. If you could only see the number of souls that you are saving during these days of trial!”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for Your love and for Your help. With You, my Beloved, I accept everything.”
Monday 26 August 1963
– Mimi: “My God, to prepare my communion, I asked my Gentle Mother of heaven to give me Her faith to receive You, to lend me Her Heart so pure to love You, Her spirit to accept Your Holy Will, Her soul to adore You but especially to thank You and keep You forever.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, grant me, please, all the graces I need to love Your Jesus and remain faithful to Him till the end. Mediatrix of all graces, intercede for me! Mother, ô Virgin Mary, cradle me a little to allow me to rest in Your Motherly arms so that I may forget everything.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do not be surprised if My Divine Mother does not cradle you today. Our Father wanted more to increase your merit. This is why you were upset by temptations of discouragement, even doubts after your director came to give you communion. My Beloved, I am suffering with you. Continue to offer Me everything out of love. Think of Me, your Spouse who loves you; think about what I did for you out of love. Do you think I wouldn’t have liked that My Divine Mother cradle Me in Her arms instead of being nailed to the cross? I also needed to rest. During My agony, I didn’t even have a place to rest My head. You have your Spouse, a God who loves you, a Heart to rest your little head. You have a Mother watching over you in a special way, a good Counsellor the Holy Spirit. You have an enlightened guide in the person of your director who has always been faithful in following our itinerary. Even through narrow and obscure paths, walk with him. Have no fear!
It is We who have chosen him for you because he has suffered a lot and has loved Us and served Us faithfully in a perfect abandonment to Our Holy Will. He knows the value of a souls so well, yes, a soul that saves other souls. Such is your role as spouse of Christ and God’s little girl. Remain Our little host of love forever!”
Tuesday 27 August 1963
– Mimi: “Another day with You. I beg You, in the name of Our love, keep me in Your arms. Everything is so dark around me.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t look around you. With the eyes of faith, look within you, adore us present in your little soul, Our dwelling. We are so happy! Everything is so beautiful, so clean. You know, nothing can compare to a soul in the state of grace.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me. With You, I accept everything out of love, especially for C…, W…, P.M. and J…”
– Satan: “What does it take you to understand? You are so convinced that your God is living in you! It is out of pride that you believe this! You are holding onto your will. You are struggling against yourself for in the intimate part of your soul, you know very well that your God has rejected you forever. How can you pretend loving Him? He doesn’t stop asking you to love Him, to serve Him. Isn’t it ridiculous for a God who says He is powerful and who begs for love, especially for your love so little for Him and so great for me. And to think that you believe in all this nonsense! Why waste time writing and hoping? With these lies, you have troubled the soul of W… Why write lies? Poor little girl, you won’t listen to me. You don’t even answer to what I tell you, for you place me at the same level as your God and even at a higher level for you don’t even dare answer me out of respect, whereas with your God, you speak to Him because you are afraid of Him.
You tremble before Him and after that, you preach love, confidence, mercy with the mask of sincerity and with such a soft voice you think you are reaching souls. Your director and you were so confident that W… and C… would come. There is only W…, what about C…? I didn’t believe that the Spirit could make you write lies, for C… was supposed to come. Now you see that all these notes were false.”
Wednesday 28 August 1963
– Mimi: “In spite of the state I am in, I am happy to receive You. My God, please have pity on my director. How many times will he be obliged to come? He is so exhausted. It is a drudgery. I beg You, help him, my Gentle Mother of heaven. Carry him in Your arms, for You know that if he falls, he is falling with Jesus! You know how fruitful his life of sacrifice has been. He has always been faithful in serving You. In spite of his great age, he is always ready to give You to souls. His love for You is so great and strong that he does not consider his physical strength. It is a suffering for me to see him suffer because of me. I should rather say because of Us, for it is for You that he is working. He does not want to refuse You anything. He is so happy to come and bring You to my little soul that is pining for You. When will I finally expire?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your last breath will be one of love that We are patiently awaiting. Have no fear! We are watching over Our dear J… Mary Mediatrix of all graces is interceding for him and is protecting him in a special way as Her privileged child. She is carrying him in Her Motherly arms and We are carrying him in Our Heart forever. We owe him a lot! Love, suffering, charity have been the basis of his priesthood. His love for his Mother of heaven and his great devotion towards Her have been his strength, his consolation. Docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, he has walked, struggled to bring Us many souls. He has understood Our love and corresponded to grace. He knows the value of souls, of the cross, of love. He has never hesitated a single moment to serve Us out of love. We are so pleased upon seeing the work accomplished in the past thirteen years in your little soul.
He has been an enlightened director. With love, he cooperated with Us in directing your little soul towards Us. W… and C… are privileged to be under his direction and members of Our beautiful Team of love. Father Paul Mayer s.j. will also be an active member. We have Our eyes on him.”
Thursday 29 August 1963
– Mimi: “With a spiritual communion, I was able to speak with the Blessed Trinity. I need so much to know that I am loved by Him. To live in uncertainty and doubt is a great hardship.
My Beloved, please sustain me. Spirit of love, enlighten me. Heavenly Father, look upon Your little girl. Have pity on me. In spite of all appearancces, You know very well that I love You and want to love You even more. Yes, to love You with Your love, with the infinite love of Your Divine Son, of the Holy Spirit, with the love so pure of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I would like to adore You like the saints, the angels. My God, please give me the faith, the strength, the courage of martyrs so that I may accept to die as a victim of love. I know that what I am suffering is so little compared to their life of devotion. All I have to offer You is love and suffering. Tell me, ô Eternal Father, my Father, that You accept my good will of loving You, of serving You with Your Divine Son, my Spouse. I ask for nothing more.”
– Satan: “How stupid one must be to ask for an increase in faith. He pretends it to be a gift. He gives you faith and then withdraws it. He leaves you in the dark. He burdens you with all kinds of crosses and trials. Then, He tells you that He is present in you, that He is Love, Light, Truth, Peace. Do you really have peace in your soul? He asks you to journey towards Him. Is it possible to walk, to see clearly in the dark. He removes your faith and afterwards He asks you to look with eyes of faith.
What contradictions! “Come to Me all you who suffer…” And when the soul answers “yes” to His call, He burdens it with a heavier cross. He preaches charity! He doesn’t even have any since He crushes the little ones, the weak, the humble with this cross that they drag all their lives.”
Friday 30 August 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for helping me get up and work for You, for my neighbor. This morning, I would have liked to remain in bed to rest, but I thought that a little mother could not remain in bed when her children expect everything from her. Yes, with my prayers, my sufferings, I must help my spiritual children. For this reason, I need Your help, my God. These souls are also Your children.
The day went by serving my neighbor. I was so happy! My happiness is to see others happy. Without You, my Beloved, I can do nothing. My Beloved, You know for whom I am suffering. I beg You in the name of Our love, give me this soul. Fetch it before I die, but, if it be Your Holy Will to take my life for this soul I love, I accept everything and offer myself with Your Divine Son through the hands of Mary Immaculate and of Your representative.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you really have the little heart of a mother. Your spiritual children are more and more numerous. If I had to take your life in exchange each time that a soul is in danger, you would die several times a day! But rest assured, each time that out of love for Us your director offers you with Me to My Father through the hands of Mary Immaculate, the offering is accepted. What can we refuse Our dear representative? I am very attentive to the voice of the priest. At Mass, I bow with him before the Majesty of My Father. I offer Myself with him. Every priest who lives his priesthood is another living Christ, higher in dignity than an angel.”
– Jesus: “An angel cannot offer God His Divine Son, and in the sacrament of penance, he forgives in Our Name. Then, in the sacrament of My love, he gives Me to souls in holy communion. If souls understood the value of a priest, his mission to save souls by total giving, these souls would have a great respect for the priest, for each priest is responsible for the value of a soul. Yes, dear souls, love your priests as if it were Me, with a love that is pure, respectful and confident. And you, My apostles, love souls as if they were Me. It is a duty of love to pray for one another. We all have the same Father.”
Saturday 31 August 1963
– Mimi: “You are finally there, ô Blessed Trinity! I am so happy to receive You. I need You so badly to accomplish my duty of state with pure love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is what you need to really live in a spiritual life. Yes, to have a pure heart to offer Me, to be pure of heart, of spirit, in ones thoughts, actions, duty of state, in ones offerings, sufferings, work. Each soul that has a pure heart even in doubts, spiritual aridity, hardships, crosses, and that accepts everything out of love and places its trust in Us, this soul, if it is sincere, already possesses the beatitude. Blessed are the pure of heart and who are walking rapidly towards Us. For the soul pure of heart, everything becomes beautiful and good in its life. All sorrows become an interior joy, all suffering new strength, his cross becomes his best friend, his support, for it can depend on it without fear. God is its strength. Its moments of aridity become its spiritual richness. In spiritual life, one must never be self-centered, but rather centered on God wherever He may be; placing God in First place and not in our place. Even among consecrated souls, many switch roles. These souls really want to be Our servants, and We end up serving them. If I should ask them to be generous, to make an effort, a sacrifice, to carry their cross with love and in conformity with the Holy will of My Father, these souls hesitate; they wait, thinking I will forget. But in My love for them, I have to serve them until they understand perfectly that they cannot serve two masters at a time.”
– Jesus: “But a sincere soul with a pure heart always answers “yes” to Our call and its love for us inspires it to precede Our wishes. Everything passes on in this world: affection, health, money. Love alone remains for the soul that is pure of heart.”
