Wednesday 1st May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! I offer You everything out of love. In the state I am, I am not able to write, to think of You. Yet, my little heart contains so much love for You. I would like to tell it to everyone, to write about it, but it is the contrary that takes place. Even in front of Our little crucifix, I look at it and remain silent. It seems like the door of my soul is closed, and that Our intimacy is not what it used to be. My Beloved, You know that I love You!”
Thursday 2 May 1963
– Mimi: “I was getting ready to do my Holy Hour from 11h to midnight. I was sleepy. My Gentle Mother of heaven, if You see me sleep, pinch me, please, to wake me up.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, do you think that a mother would pinch her sick little one who is sleeping with confidence, with love, in the arms of her Father? My dear little girl, you are so exhausted by the attacks of your enemy! Continue to do battle with Us. You will be victorious. Offer up everything without understanding. Yes, offer everything out of love in union with the sufferings of My Divine Son. In the state of aridity in which you are presently, know that God is watching over you and that My Divine Son is looking at you with love and that the Holy Spirit is protecting you. God has not changed in spite of appearances. He loves you more because you accept eveything out of love. This is called pure love, giving ones Fiat each day out of love.”
Friday 3 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for coming this morning. I was afraid. My little heart was beating so fast. I was so anxious to receive You. I need You, to live alone with You. I am yearning for heaven.
My Beloved, give me the strength to see You in my neighbor and to love him. In the state I am, I would like to flee, far away, however, “Do with me what You will!” it is surely the time to say it.
– Mimi: This evening, someone came.
– Mimi: “She took every means to ridicule me, humiliate me. Finally, she repeated several times that I was crazy, and thinking that I didn’t understand, added : “All you are doing is ridiculous, your manners, etc.” A person living with me tried to intervene, saying : “Don’t talk that way!” And so, she repeated: “I am telling you she is crazy and she knows it!””
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it’s funny! I was crying and at the same time, I was happy to hear her say that I was crazy. For, I am crazy with love, crazy about You. I am crazy about souls, crazy about suffering, and with all this, I am hoping to attain the folly of the cross.
You know, my Beloved, I thank You for changing my heart, my spirit, my soul. In the past, with my little proud nature, I would not have put up with this person a single moment. I can assure You that my enemy wanted me to defend myself and answer her accusations. But I couldn’t. My love for You is so great, and I remained silent out of love for You and for souls.
Saturday 4 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You for helping me last night. After having been insulted by this person, you are asking me for more.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved. In order to prove to Me your love, you must kiss the cheek of this person and ask her forgiveness as if you were guilty.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me so that this kiss many not be the kiss of Judas.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, do you believe that with Me present in you, you are able to repeat the error of Judas?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I apologize and ask Your forgiveness. I did not want to offend You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it consoles Me to see you asking My forgiveness, but I hadn’t accused you. I simply made a remark. I wanted to verify your intentions, your attitude and your love in the face of injuries.”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! It is your turn to tell yourself. Why obey your Spouse? His doctrine is false. He pretends to be just and orders you to accuse yourself of being guilty. He is making you lie, He who is truth. What about human freedom that He pretends to respect? Open your eyes!
He is doing with you what He wants. I didn’t think you were so crazy about Him. Why not keep this love for living creatures? It makes me laugh when in the midst of your sufferings, you believe in His love. You feel happy near Him. You are His slave. He is using you to spread error with your words and especially with your writings. How are you going to repair so many lies? In your pride, you believe that your God is asking you to take notes. If He sees everything, why must you write it down?
Sunday 5 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, intercede for me. I would so much want to love God like You, serve Him faithfully and say at each moment the Fiat. I would like You to fill my soul with the love that You kept so pure for God and for Your Divine Son. Sometimes, a blood transfusion is necessary to save a life.
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, please give me a transfusion of love, that is, the Blood so pure of Your dear Jesus. It will penetrate my entire being so that my soul and body will be purified for the greater glory of God. My Gentle Mother of heaven, I am confident. You cannot refuse what I ask. You know, a child needs the blood of its mother to grow. Ô my Mother, I need Your Blood so badly! I thirst for the Blood of Your Divine Son. You know, sometimes, to identify a child, one needs the blood of the mother. Me, I will need some till my death. When I come before God, Mother, You will be able to identify me by saying to God: “Look, my God, these are My two children. Look at their blood. Do You recognize the Precious Blood of Your Divine Son that is in this soul? Don’t forget that it has been fed with this Blood, that its soul has been purified by this very Blood.” I am certain that God cannot refuse You anything. Thank You for being my Mother. I am so happy to be the child of Mary, the Mother of God.”
Monday 6 May 1963
– Mimi: “Being obliged to write, I was lonely for my Beloved. I felt He was so far away. I thought of calling on Him.”
– Mimi: “Hello! Heaven?”
…Yes?”
– Mimi: “May I speak to my Beloved?”
…Who’s calling?”
– Mimi: “His little spouse.”
…Which one?”
– Mimi: “From His little spouse who is always thinking about Him.”
…I can’t disturb Him.”
– Mimi: “Tell Him please that it is from His little girl, G…”
No answer.
– Mimi: “Will you tell Him that it is from the most miserable of His creatures, the weakest one, Madelene No.1!”
No answer.
– Mimi: “I was suffering so much! Always this silence!”
– Mimi: “I beg you, I must speak to Him.”
… Why? What do you want to tell Him?”
– Mimi: “I simply want to tell Him that I miss Him, that I am anxious to see Him and especially that I love Him, that I would like to love Him even more, that I regret all the sorrow I have caused Him and ask His forgiveness.”
…One moment, please.”
– Mimi: “My heart is pounding!”
– Mimi: “Hello! It’s You, my Beloved, my Jesus, my Love! I can finally speak to You. Between Us, I can tell You that it isn’t easy to speak with You.”
– Jesus: “But, My Beloved, it is so simple. I wanted to see how strong was your confidence, your love, your humility. My dear little girl, My Beloved, the next time you want to call heaven, always ask to speak to your Mother, the Immaculate Virgin. She will know how to satisfy your little soul. She won’t make you wait long. Her wish is to give Me to souls. Like Us, Her joy is to give everything out of love. You must always ask for everything through My Divine Mother, Mediatrix of all graces.”
Tuesday 7 May 1963
– Mimi: “Another day for Us! I want to offer everything out of love. God is in such great need of being loved, consoled. We must not hesitate to speak to Him about love. I know that He is presently very close to my poor soul. He was at the door for such a long time. He waited so long for me to open wide the secret door of my soul. He became the beggar of love in order to respect my little will. He, the Almighty, lowered Himself to await my love. What love I had to offer!
This is why I constantly ask Him to purify, sanctify and strengthen my love in order to love Him as He deserves and the way he wants me to love Him.
On this beautiful day of the month of Mary, I want to ask my Gentle Mother of heaven to teach me to truly love God, to love Him no strings attached. With my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to say my Fiat each day out of love in union with the passion of Her Divine Son. In spite of the trials of life, separations, crosses, temptations, I am convinced that God alone will remain faithful to me with His infinite love, His merciful love. It is so consoling to know one is loved by God, our Father after having searched for Him for such a long time. I thought He was so far, so distant! Yet, He was so close and was looking at me with the same love as today.
Many thanks to the Holy Spirit and to my director for making me understand what the intimacy of God in my soul is about.”
Wednesday 8 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning! I am so happy! In spite of the rain, I want everything to be beautiful and gay around me. I would like souls to see life through pink glasses! I know that sometimes it is difficult when everything is dark near us, in our temporal life, but in the spiritual life, everything is so beautiful and good with Him who is my Love.
In the eyes of faith, my sufferings, my crosses, my trials, my joys become roses of love, especially if I offer them with the love of my Gentle Mother of heaven for Her to present them to God.
It is with love that She bends over to look at Her little girl who is sick and frail, but whose heart is full of good will and whose arms are filled with little roses. She quickly comes to her aid in order to offer God, our Father, the precious roses of love! And what will my surprise be like when God my Father comes for His little girl and makes me walk on a bed of roses leading me to eternal happiness with my Beloved after having walked during my life on the way of the cross.
Ô Spirit of Love, enlighten me so that all my actions may be like roses of love. I would like to make a beautiful crown of roses to decorate the head of my Beloved to atone for the crown of thorns I placed on His head by my numerous sins. My Beloved, give me the thorns and I will give you roses of love!”
Thursday 9 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! I would have liked to go to the pilgrimage of the sick at the Fathers of the Blessed Sacrament. Yes, spend an hour in Your presence, to look at You, adore You, to pray and thank You. On each pilgrimage, I felt so close to You when the stretcher was placed in the sactuary. The hour went by so fast! We had so much to tell one another. Remember, my Beloved, how happy We used to be!”
– Mimi: “On my last pilgrimage at the church of the Immaculate Conception, the parish where I was baptized, it was with regret that I had to leave! I would have liked to die there so as to never have to leave. I was saying to myself that probably the next time I come to my church, I won’t be lying on a stretcher but in my coffin.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you want to daydream, think of Me. Come closer. You know, if you had taken the risk in spite of the interdiction of your doctor, your nurse, S.M., to make the pilgrimage, Our intimacy would not have been the same. By staying at home, We were so happy to be alone! Isn’t it true that two spouses are more comfortable when there are no eye witnesses?
As for myself, My dear little host of love, I have no regrets. What more did you want to tell Me over there? Happily, the sacrifice was accepted with love, even though there were little tears of love in your eyes. Poor little human nature! I also shed tears, tears of blood, but it was because I was thinking of you, My dear little spouse.
Look at me! Today, I am shedding tears of joy. I am so happy to be in you forever. Close your eyes! Lean your little head on My Divine Heart and let us relish together this happiness where Our love is so great. Do you think I would have been able to do this if you had gone out?”
Friday 10 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, the time has come for me to say: “Do with me what You will” or “I accept and ask for all the crosses that, in Your infinite Wisdom, it pleases You to send me.”
My Beloved, help me, please, to accept everything out of love. How I need a great spirit of faith to live this beautiful prayer when all is dark around me. My Beloved, is this what is called the agony of the heart, of the soul and of the spirit? My Beloved, have pity on me. Is it possible that We are not able to keep Our home because of circumstances? We were so happy in Our home. I beg You, come to my aid. My sole refuge is in Your arms. I am crying so much! Press me very close to Your Divine Heart where I feel secure. My sole confidence and hope are in Your powerful arms.
Like You, my Beloved, I have never felt more lonely and abandoned than this evening. My director knows nothing of this trial. I no longer have my parents. Charity obliges me to be silent. I cannot even confide in the other members of my family. You alone, my Beloved, are a witness to my afflictions. I don’t want to lose anything. I abandon myself into Your arms. I am suffering all this out of love for You and for souls. My Beloved, the tears I am shedding are not only pearls of love but a torrent of love. I am about to drown! My enemy is rejoicing about all this.”
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, I beg You, come to my aid! Protect me from my enemy. If only my Beloved would give me a sign of life! From the bottom of my little heart, thank You my God for everything!
Saturday 11 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, the present situation saddens me. Poor human nature, with my little heart so sensitive! I am living at this moment the real detachment from myself! But what consoles me is that, in spite of the silence of my Beloved, I know He is present in me. It would be much more painful if I lost my Beloved!
My director is doing his utmost to clarify the situation, but with little success. The will is something difficult to lead. When I think that also because of my pride, I once defied God and His representative. Poor Jesus! How You suffered because of me! I ask Your forgiveness. My director has been so good!
My God, do not allow that my director when he speaks in Your Name be ignored. Allow his priesthood to triumph over our enemy!
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten this person. Be present in its heart, spirit and soul so that it may understand exactly what You want for its greater good and the salvation of its soul. By the merits of Your Divine Son, and with the hands of Mary Mediatrix of all graces, come to our aid, protect our home. What would happen to the members of Your little Team of love? We truly want to work but we need a place to stay, a space where we can meet like at Bethany. However, my God, may Your Holy Will be done. Thank You for making me understand Your love. This way, I am confident.
I know that You will not abandon me and the day I will no longer have a place to stay, You have prepared one in heaven where I will never have the worry about losing You. Yes, I accept everythng out of love. I am in Your hands. I am confident and waiting like a bird on a branch.”
Sunday 12 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your presence. The situation is always the same. The more I suffer, the more I feel so little in Your arms. I am like a little baby who expects everything from its Father. A misfortune is looming over me. My enemy is very amused and tells me:
– Satan: “Poor little girl, why wait with confidence? What is your God doing to help you? He can do nothing. That is why He is hiding after having promised you to be always with you to protect you. No one can help you. Your love for Him has made you blind. Look at the situation. Why hope since you will be with me in a short while, for you won’t be able to put up with the situation. Then, you will see my power over God. No more communions, confessions, far from your director I hate. No more visits from those two idiots, W… C… I shall have won. I have known for a long time that I would have your soul. I have been preparing this plan for years and now I have triumphed forever. It is easy to say we are God, we are mighty. Is He able to change things? He has removed everything. He has left you in misery. Yet, He pretends to love you. Don’t tire yourself struggling for nothing. The only solution is to end your life. Anyway, it is I who will come and claim your soul. What pleasure we will have! It isn’t every day that we have the pleasure of receiving a false victim and we are going to take advantage by offering the damn host of love that has already been purified by the Divine Blood and that is like the others. We now have proof. Why pray? He has rejected you, can you deny it?”
Monday 13 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for helping me accept everything out of love and in conformity with Your Holy Will. I am in Your hands. I am confident in spite of everything. My enemy is trying hard to discourage me. He doesn’t stop following me. He is using every means. I am all Yours, ô my Beloved, whatever my enemy does. He cannot remove my confidence in You and my love. My enemy is taking advantage of the situation, but the more he pursues me, the more he wants to discourage me, the more I hide in Your arms, the more I am confident and happy for I clearly see in all this a trial and I accept it with love for Your greater glory and for souls.
A Spouse does not abandon His little spouse who loves Him and is doing her best to serve Him. My Beloved, think about all Our children whom You have entrusted to me. Homeless children are so unhappy. I trust in You who are the Truth. How many times have You not used the word, in speaking about Our dwelling, “Our home”? You have already come twice to immolate Yourself in Our home in order to be closer to me, with me in order to be offered to God Our Father, out of love for Him and for souls.
My Gentle Mother of heaven will not forsake her wounded and sick child.
You know my Beloved that in spite of everything, I love You and am Yours and accept everything with love for You and for souls.”
Tuesday 14 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for allowing me to accept everything out of love.
The situation is the same. Not a sign of hope on the horizon. On the human level, I have nothing left: health, money, security, affection, etc. Yet, I am happy, no matter what You want for me. I accept everything out of love for Your greater glory and for souls. I thank You for making me understand Your love in spite of the attacks of my enemy.
The scenery is getting darker all the time. No matter, I am in Your arms. I bow before Your Holy Will, even if You wish to strip me from everything, from myself.
Ô my Beloved, think about Our union, about Our love. What would become of me without the sacraments? You said it Yourself: “He who eats My Flesh and drinks My Blood will have eternal life”. I desire this life with You with all my soul forever where Our union will be perfect.
My Beloved, please increase my courage to do battle. Without You, ô my Jesus, I can do nothing. Look, my Beloved, at my weakness. To keep smiling and appear calm as if I had no sorrows, I need a special grace. You know, my Beloved, that I am suffering and under the disguise of a smile, a grimacing face is hiding at times.”
– Satan: “You see that I was right to say that you were proud. There is no more hope. Yet you are smiling as if everything were going well. Ten days from now, you won’t be saying the same when you are alone, forsaken, driven out of Your home. He will show you that you don’t deserve His love, that all that you thought was love was only a dream.”
Wednesday 15 May 1963
– Mimi: “My God, come to my aid. I can’t go on! My strength is leaving me. My enemy is always there. The attacks are getting worse. The situation is becoming critical. I trust in You, my Love!
Thank You, my Beloved for this little ray of hope. I have just found by chance this beautiful little picture of You in all Your majesty and these words: “I must enter and dwell in your house”.
Yes, my Beloved, come into Our home. Be King and Master. Your little spouse has opened wide the door forever. I need You so much. I place myself in Your arms with confidence. I accept and give everything out of love.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are still hoping. You should rather count the days. If you knew how anxious I am to see you driven out of Your damn home. Everything could be arranged if you only let me. You would even have more money, no worries. You could rent a room to someone. He would take care of you, comfort you, bring you security, love. Your poor body offered as victim would become more useful than by suffering. Your body is made for pleasure. Why not take advantage of it for the little time remaining?
Think about all that. No more need to beg for love from an invisible being. All your days would be filled, satisfied. You need love to live. You wouldn’t need to ask for money. You would have plenty of it.”
Thursday 16 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for my dear little sister W… is coming today. We have been looking forward to this visit for such a long time. In the afternoon, my director came. All three of us, we offered everything out of love for You and for souls.
– Mimi: Great temptation! My enemy was enraged at seeing my little sister W… near me to help my director.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, don’t you see where your pride is leading you? Consider my power during this temptation. Did your God come to your aid? I did with you what I wanted. You blasphemed the name of the Blessed Virgin, of your Spouse, you insulted your director, you made your little sister W… cry. You were cursing Father Paul Mayer s.j. Now, everything will be discovered. This is why your director is pleased to have witnesses. Paul Mayer is setting a trap for you when you give him your writings. He will use them to prove that you are crazy. There is still time to destroy all these damn notes. Do you believe that the Holy Spirit is inspiring you to blaspheme?... this damn priest, the consecrated souls? If God is so powerful, why does He use you to reach souls? You know what you are. I should not complain. You are working for me to spread errors in the world through lies and hypocrisy. You can see very well that all this is false. You can’t even remember everything that is going on. You don’t even remember what you have said.”
Friday 17 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. How happy we are to be with You among us. Time is going by so fast! We never have enough time to speak about You, about your merciful love for us.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will ask a lot from you during these days of blessings and graces. The beautiful Team work consoles Us. Your little sister C… is also working and is joining Us through her sufferings.
My Beloved, through your detachment, you are offering Me more. Have no fear! Our love will be protected. If I allow Our intimacy to be known a little by your little sister W… and Father Paul Mayer s.j., it is in order to help them understand perfectly My merciful love and what the intimacy of a simple soul with her God is about.
You know, even in religious life, many souls do not understand yet My Love, My intimacy. Some wish to love Me but with their own love as if they could do everything by themselves. They tell Me: “I want to follow You to the cross.” These poor souls are not able to follow Me to the manger where My love and humility were determined forever. Why not live with the familiarity of a child who loves and abandons itself into the arms of its Father? It is not We who place an obstacle to Our love. Our intimacy has no limit for the soul that is humble and docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. Only humble souls that are docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit are able to understand this.”
Saturday 18 May 1963
– Mimi: “Everything out of love for You and for souls! Thank You, my Beloved, for allowing my little sister W… help me prepare my communion. There was emptiness in me. Yet, You know how much I want You and love You. My enemy was already near me and taking over all my senses. I could not even pray nor swallow the host. My director, seeing this, ordered my enemy to withdraw and told me to swallow the host. His power as a priest is so great against my enemy.
In the afternoon, another temptation lasted about one hour. We were all exhausted, but everything was offered up out of love.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, the situation is getting more serious! You have witnesses of your folly and lies. Because of your pride, it is you who invent these great temptations to get attention. Also, you want to please your director. After insulting him, you tell him that he is loved by God, that his eyes are merciful and always ready to forgive in the name of God, etc. Then, to encourage your little sister W…, you tell her that her soul is as pure as crystal because you know that it will please her. In her naivety she believes you. And, to attract favors, you speak about Father Paul Mayer, another whom I detest because his ideal is too great and too beautiful. To want to save souls out of love, through suffering, how ridiculous! My power is so great that you were overwhelmed. Your two witnesses thought there was something extraordinary happening in front of the little blue crucifix. You can see how your folly is getting worse. You are not even able to remember all that happened and what you said.”
Sunday 19 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for allowing me to follow You. Please increase my courage. I so want to love You and serve You faithfully each day. Thank You for allowing me to understand Your love better. If You were not there, I don’t know what I would do. You are the only reason for me to live. My Beloved, tell me once again that You love me. I need to hear Your voice. I miss You!”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! You are now aware that your God has rejected you. He doesn’t even take the time to answer you. He doesn’t even look at you. He knows very well that it is time lost for you are all mine. But in your pride, you refuse to believe it. You are struggling with reality.
In great temptations, I am closer to you. As for Him, what does He do? I am free to talk, laugh, insult you, agitate you. I can do with you what I will and your director believes that these are great favors. Look at where your confidence and blindness are leading you. You think you understand His love.
Why believe in love that is invisible? What counts is visible love, real love, love with results and not love that gives, that is hidden by total giving.
Before it is too late, think about all I am saying for the greater good of your soul.”
Monday 20 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! After having received so many good things from You, and then to return to the earth to face reality and accept everything out of love, I am asking You for a special grace, if You please, through the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven. It seems to me that I no longer have the strength to do battle. The road that remains seems so long. I miss You so terribly! My Beloved, when are You coming to get me?
I was meditating on the Resurrection and the joy that My Beloved had in seeing His Father. How beautiful and consoling this must have been!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My joy is even greater when I see a soul resurrected from sin. Meditate on this and think about Our future happiness when Our union will be perfect and Our love infinite. Offer everything up. What you are suffering at the moment will be rewarded by a degree of eternal love. The greater your suffering, the more you give Us a sign of your love by accepting everything. By your mission of victim you cannot understand everything. Walk without fear, look with the eyes of faith in spite of your doubts. Offer up everything out of love. Love in spiritual darkness is more meritorious than love with spiritual consolations. The victim soul must be blinded by the love of suffering as I was blinded by tears of love, tears of Blood.
Tuesday 21 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I who love You so, why must I feel so weak today?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, don’t be sad. It is quite normal in your case. A victim soul does not walk on a path of roses. The more this soul approaches Us, the more it experiences humiliations, abandonment, contempt. The cross is its allotment. Love is its strength.
My Beloved, do not rest on the road to Calvary. Take courage and look at Me. I am always here. After so many efforts, your little soul was very costly to your director and Myself. Now that We are one, do you think I am going to leave you alone to do battle?”
Wednesday 22 May 1963
– Jesus: “Now for a slight remark. Saturday morning, during the great temptation, you director and your little sister W… should have adored Me present in you instead of being preoccupied with your enemy.”
– Mimi: “But my Beloved, You were on the edge of my tongue! You could have fallen!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, do you believe that I don’t see everything? I allowed this to show you how I was visibly near you during this temptation. Do you believe that with My power, I would have allowed My Divine Body to be profaned? How many times have I not fallen out of love for you? I am making this remark because I love you. From now on, be more confident! I will always be there to protect you and My Divine Mother would never allow the Blessed Species of Her Jesus to fall. The power of the priest over your enemy is powerful. What more can he do without My permission?”
Tuesday 23 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I have to work lying down. My fever won’t leave me. I am so thirsty! But I offer You everything out of love. I think about your thirst for souls. Forgive me, my Beloved, I can no longer write. I have such a headache. My eyes are closing in spite of me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, all that I desire and expect from you is love. No matter the place or the position. Think about my crown of thorns. I also suffered with my head. I accepted everything out of love for you and for souls.”
Friday 24 May 1963
– Mimi: “Another day for You and for souls. How much suffering is necessary before dying in order to be purified. One must be so pure to merit heaven.
My Beloved, I believe in Your infinite love, Your mercy. Please grant me the grace to do my purgatory on earth, for You know that I would suffer too much to be separated from You even for a moment.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, is it you who would suffer most from this separation? I beg you in the name of Our love, never ask Me again for this. Do you believe that when My Divine Mother goes to fetch a soul, it is in order to send it to purgatory? Especially a little soul that is frail, sensitive, sick like yours? I promised you to protect Our love and Our love is in your little soul where We are so happy to live forever. My home will be My abode.
Saturday 25 May 1963
– Mimi: “My God, my All, how I love to meditate on these words! Yes, to have God is to have everything, that is to have His love, His mercy, to possess Him through love, suffering and the cross. The Holy Spirit made me understand that I did not have to be dead to possess God, but by living a great intimacy, I have everything and with love, I can obtain everything.
Thank You, my Beloved for the beautiful surprise. My dear little sister W… is once again near us to work.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, We needed more for the Ecumenical Council and the dying. I wanted to give you a little lesson. Isn’t it easy for Me to fetch your little sister W… two times in a row? Now, are you going to doubt about your other little sister C…? Didn’t I fetch your director when you were on the brink of death? And you, My dear little spouse, you were very far gone when We went to get you. Your director had a long walk! You were very costly! I waited with love, with patience!”
Sunday 26 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would have so liked to receive You today, but I offer You everything out of love. Great temptation accompanied by a lot of physical suffering. And my suffering increases when I see my director so exhausted. Luckily my little sister W… is there to help us.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t even remember everything that went on during this great temptation.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, why do you wish to remember what you offered Me out of love? Your director and your little sister are My witnesses. That is sufficient.”
Monday 27 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for coming this morning. I hardly slept. I was too anxious to receive You. My happiness is so great! I am counting the hours. Please help me walk. I offer You everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you could see where Our steps are leading Us because we are walking on the road that leads directly to My Father. And with Our love, We are roaming the earth. My Beloved, there are times when you are really like a tiny little baby in Our arms. You must not be surprised if I ask you to drag yourself. No matter the position that you must take in order to serve Me, to work for Me. Only the disposition of the soul, of the spirit directed by Divine love is necessary.”
Tuesday 28 May 1963
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you will have a lot to suffer. The more you suffer, the more I am in you. By a special grace, I unite you to My sufferings while waiting to identify you to My Passion. Isn’t My cross a visible sign of My love for you, a token of Our union in love and suffering?
My Beloved, if souls could understand the real meaning of suffering! How many graces are lost, merits that are not fruitful, lives without a goal, souls who have died stifled under the weight of their cross. And to think that this cross accepted out of love could have been their salvation.”
Wednesday 29 May 1963
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am so happy when I have the joy of receiving You. I need You so badly!
My God, I accept everything out of love. The situation remains the same. In spite of this, I remain confident. I believe in You. Nothing is impossible to God. He alone can arrange everything. If it is a trial, I accept it in conformity with Your Holy Will over me. I abandon myself with love into Your powerful arms.”
Thursday 30 May 1963
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid! The sea of temptations is very agitated and I am being tossed about in Our little boat. I know that You are here with me. My Beloved, I beg You, in the name of Our love, wake up! You are sleeping so peacefully and the danger is so great. It is a menace to Our home and to Our beautiful Team of love! You know very well that without You I can do nothing.
My Beloved, keep me close to You during this storm. I trust in You in spite of Your silence, Your deep sleep. I know that Your Heart is watching over Your little spouse. I am confident that You will maintain Our home in spite of all the odds. In the past and at the present moment, You are giving me so many signs of love. I have total confidence in You. A little spouse must not doubt her Spouse nor His love for her whom she loves so much. Thank You for everything.
Friday 31 May 1963
Feast of My Gentle Mother of heaven, Mary Queen of the World.
– Mimi: “I am so happy. I received my Beloved this morning on this beautiful feast day. I prostrate myself with the whole Celestial Court to praise You, to thank You, to congratulate You, ô my Gentle and Beautiful Mother of heaven. Yes, Queen of the world, Queen of the Apostles, be praised and glorified! Thank You for having accepted to become my Mother. Poor Mother of heaven, how ungrateful I have been towards You. I ask Your forgiveness.
Thank You my Gentle Mother for Your love! Thank You for helping me to love and serve God! Thank You for helping me do battle! Thank You for Your assistance in all my needs especially during great temptations. On this day, I place my soul into Your motherly arms.
Thank You for giving me Your Divine Son forever!
Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, I am before You. Words escape me to sing Your praises and express my love. However, receive the language of a poor little girl, the most ignorant one on the Team. All that my little heart would like to tell you can be summarized in these words: I love You, ô my Gentle Mother and with respect, I lovingly kiss Your gentle forehead. I place myself with confidence into Your motherly arms. On the last day, watch over me, protect me, assist me in my last moments.
If I am placed on the cross through my sufferings, look upon me as You looked with love upon Your Divine Son. This look was His strength, His comfort. And if I am not in a position to offer everything, speak in my place, if You please. Offer me to God with Your gentle Jesus, my Beloved.”
