Year 1965-1999
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– Mimi: no longer have the strength to dispute this, it’s total abandonment. I no longer fight against illness, not from discouragement, but being aware that all that God wanted from his little servant is happening rapidly to render her identical to his Son Jesus, my Beloved.
Good Friday 16 April 19..?
– Mimi: I was awakened by the call of my Beloved who said :
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I am suffering a lot. I need to come and rest in your soul. I would so like you to receive my Precious Blood. Ask this favor from your director for me and for you. We would be so pleased. A single drop of my Precious Blood is enought to purify…”
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– Jesus: “How we are expecting a lot for souls! My Beloved, stay near me, today. Remain attached to the cross. Help me in my agony, that is also yours. Before beginning, recite the act of humility. I will be in your midst. Your gentle heavenly Mother will guide you.”
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– Mimi: Easter joy is the triumph of love. On this blessed day, we have the pleasure of believing in our future resurrection.
For now, we have God within us by the state of grace, awaiting perfect union, since we will be then one in him, and with him. At this thought, my heart is overflowing with joy at the sight of so much love. And the nostalgia of heaven grasps my heart.
I must continue to carry my cross. I am not carrying a heavy cross. God knew very well that I am weak and could easily fall. For the moment, they are small daily crosses that at times become agonizing. It isn’t always easy to carry.
To share with ones neighbor is already to possess God.
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– Mimi: “My God, I have already offered my life for the Church, the Holy Father and the souls of everyone. Don’t forget Alain. (Dr. Alain Farley).”
– Jesus: “I accept but I am keeping both of you.”
– Mimi: I can never express the depth of suffering and joy in accepting to be placed with our Beloved on the same cross, to cooperate in the salvation of the people of God, with our gentle heavenly Mother, our future is secure.
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The scourging : from your lack of confidence.
The crowning of thorns : in submitting to your Holy Will.
The carrying of the cross : from your discouragement when faced with trials.
The crucifixion : from your lack of submission to the Will of My Father.
Received by divine inspiration.
Mass, communion, holy hour, rosary for my director.
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… I spent an hour with my Beloved king of love. I would have wanted my soul to be ready to receive him.
– Mimi: “I offer you my soul as a palace, come and occupy it. Take possession of it forever : My home is your home.”
1st Sunday : Feast of Christ the King. Monday : Queenship of Mary.
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– Mary: “… to love him as he deserves. Learn to be thankful with sincerity. Please learn to be humble. Open your arms wide, in order to receive all the souls that I entrust to you.”
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, you know that I expect everything from you. I thank you for interceding for me to God for such a long time. Thank you, thank you, how I love you!”
“My gentle heavenly Mother, how I would love to rest near your adorable heart! How I love to kiss your forehead like I do when I am near the statue of the Sacred Heart, at home.”
– Mary: “My little one, don’t be sad. One day, your dream will come true. Remain confident and always remain little like my child. Believe in my love for you. I am watching over you.”
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– Jesus: “It took a very special intervention of the Holy Spirit so that my representative might finish this offering with all the recollection and attention needed for this great mystery of love.
“In my real presence, everywhere and always, God must come first. I had pity on this crowd. With our divine love, we interceded to our Father. Father, forgive them for their indelicacy, their attitude, they are your children in spite of certain titles, they were like little children.
“What more can I ask God for you. You are laden with gifts. You are the spouse of a God. You possess his love. You share in his life, in happy times as in troubling times. Isn’t this marvellous!
“Ô the gentle encounter where our union will be perfect. It is with love and prayers that she awaits the coming of her Beloved. In the meantime, do with me as you will. I am anxious to receive you and possess you.
“By your patience you are saving many souls and by your submission you console us. Thank you for accepting everything out of love. You must humbly await our hour.”
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… hands of God. Yes it takes a special grace to remain solidly attached to where God wants us. And a special grace to understand, to love those who are suffering. One must see Jesus in his suffering members and lots of love to love them, to guide them towards him, towards his love. – To Rose.
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Confidence. Confidence in God in all things and everywhere. Yes, confidence in Providence, during good and bad days!
Tell yourself during somber days that the sun will shine tomorrow; in hours of weakness, that our strength is in God; in hours of downfall, that God who is in heaven will rejoice more at your recovery than the perseverance of the just.
Confidence, confidence, confidence, confidence, confidence, confidence always.
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– Mimi: If every soul could understand the importance of the mass and the mystery penetrating our souls at the moment of this encounter with God, the infinite love, we wouldn’t have enough of eternity to thank God for this grace. If people knew what it is like to be deprived of a single mass.
Before this beautiful spectacle where the Trinity is present, giving everything out of love, these friends would never dare miss mass by their fault or negligence. I used to be among them.
If I could only travel across the earth and shout my joy, my gratitude to God. I want the rest of my life to be one of thanksgiving to God. My debt of gratitude to God and to you, Father, if growing more and more.
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- The reason that makes up my mind to confess my sins is my faith in this sacrament : this faith in the infinite mercy of God, helping me to pick myself up, placing me in the state of grace.
- The accusation seems difficult to me, if I maintain an attitude of pride and human respect, when I lack confidence or when I do not consider enough the priest as another Christ, ready to forgive me, in the name of God, and undestand my sins, my problem. There is also the lack of time to reflect on this sacrament.
- Yes, I often accuse the same sins and this makes me suffer. The remedy is to ask the Holy Spirit for the necessary light to make me understand the malice of this sin and the strength to resist or at least fight against it, avoid it, explain my situation to my confessor and listen to his advice.
- The sorrow of sin is the sorrow that my soul feels for having offended God my Father, infinitely good, my creator. It is the sorrow for having offended God the Son in his love, through my lack of confidence, after so many signs of love and also the pain in realizing that I have scorned the inspiration of the Holy Spirit through negligence and a lack of sincerity. I regret my sins because I’m afraid of losing God. Without him, what is there left for me?
I accuse my sins to a priest because he has received the power to forgive me. He represents Christ leaning down with love, goodness, on my misery and wanting to help me with his advice and prayers, restoring in me a peace of soul, of heart and spirit.
- I expect to hear from the confessor the words of Jesus himself that will touch my soul. May he truly be the mediator between God and my soul. With the example of Christ, may he be conscious of the role he is fulfilling. May he be patient and give me advice while remaining firm in his decision when he corrects me and enlightens me.
- Forgiveness represents for me a tangible proof of God the Father’s merciful love for his child. It is like an answer of his love corresponding to his infinite love for me. – Absolution is the visible sign of this new union with God in which the priest is the hyphen. Remission is a gesture of love where God manifests his great mercy by telling me, come closer my child, I am here. Throw yourself into my powerful arms. In spite of everything, I love you and I forget. Come and share my love.
- I must accomplish a penance because it is the means by which I can show God my love, my respect, my gratitude, my sincerity, my good will, and repay my debt of gratitude. Punishment must not appear useless to me. On the contrary, it is good for my soul, for it keeps me humble and allows me to repare my debt and in spite of my unworthiness, prove to God my love.
- The relationship between the sacrament of Penance and the Eucharist is that they are both sacrements of love. For in the sacrament of penance, there is the encounter of the miserable soul with a God of love and mercy. Yes, this Father who leans down with love towards me sees my miseries in order to help me struggle and follow him along the narrow road of love.
The Eucharist is the sacrament of pur love or the perfect union of God in my soul and the possession of the Blessed Trinity : yes, through this presence of the divine Majesty. With this divine presence, though unworthy, I am invited to live in great intimacy and place myself continually in a state of adoration, while increasing my faith in this divine presence.
It is through an intimacy with the Blessed Trinity that my soul is strengthened and rises towards a greater ideal, that is, towards pure love, while purifying myself through detachment from my ego. (Between you and me, I have a long way to go).
In receiving the host in which Jesus has become love, in the presence of my divine guests, I offer my poor little being as a dwelling so that God may reign as King and Master and this way, I take refuge in their love.
Yes, the love of God the Father, the infinite love for his little one, the love of the Son by total giving, the love of the Holy Spirit by grace, in the presence of my smallness. I feel the need to speak to them, to listen to them, to thank them, to ask them the grace of never losing this faith in the divine presence,in their intimacy, asking them to sustain it and render it very much alive and active while maintaining their intimacy.
- As for the sacrament of penance, in the future, I see in it an effective means of rendering my soul more available, more agreeable to God, for it allows my soul to encounter God, reaching out for his forgiveness, his merciful love, where I can draw my strength, where I discover the light allowing me to walk, sometimes in the dark. With the light of the Holy Spirit, and the help from grace, I see my sins, my faults. It allows me to pick myself up from my losses by discovering a Father of infinite mercy, a God of love. And it is with this thought in mind that I walk with my friend Jesus in love and suffering towards my ideal, that is, towards this passion, this perfect union of infinite love.
- I regret not having taken part in penitential liturgies. First of all because I have been an invalid for more than 15 years and sick since the age of 3. This is why I am not educated but, by the grace of God, I have gone to the school of the Holy Spirit. Happy are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Perhaps I have a chance to enter the kingdom!
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Sicknesses of the heart : The sick must not forget that the heart is the only organ that never rests.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, it’s the same thing on the spiritual level. Think about my heart that will never cease to love till the end of the world and in eternity, for there it will continue to love.”
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Meditate the Our Father and Hail Mary; pray for us poor sinners.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, grant me the gift of love, for you and for my neighbor in the world. Grant me the light and graces that I need to put my life in order so that I may better serve you and help you. Grant me total submission to the will of God. Make my prayer constant and confident. Increase in me the desire of heaven, the desire to love you more and more. Grant me the grace to love my neighbor.
My Beloved, I want to look at my miseries in order to remain humble as I look upon my past. In the past, this would discourage me, but now that I have thrown myself into your divine arms, I understand with what love you waited for me and I look at all your goodness towards me who have been so ungrateful. How could I ever leave you now after so many signs of your love!
I am counting on you to help me be your little faithful spouse. You alone can change this cold heart; warm it with your ardent love.”
– Jesus: “In the future, my dear little spouse, when you ask me for something, speak to me in the plural, don’t be selfish, think of your neighbor.”
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– Mimi: “My Beloved, give me patience, I am so tired listening to a reading. For half an hour, I have been waiting to do my meditation.”
– Jesus: “My little one, offer it to me. You would merit more by this than if your did your meditation, for this is training you to be patient. Moreover, in listening peacefully, you are making an act of charity towards this person.”
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– Jesus: “Tomorrow, first Friday of the month, offer me more. Share my sixth wound. Ask permission from your director.”
– Mimi: “I visit my director and inform him of our exchanges. With his permission, I will do everything you ask me for the greater glory of God. I will also make a small retreat so that I may put my life in order and clean up my little dwelling.
“Since I opened the door to my director, he penetrates like a ray of sunshine and enlightens everything. And that is when I notice sadly the dust, the stains hidden in my little dwelling.
Ô Precious Blood, help me wash, perfume my little interior dwelling so that you may take possession of it as soon as possible and forever. I do not have any time to lose to acquire what you want. This is why I will ask my director to help me. Together during a small retreat, we will go all around my little interior dwelling in order to clean it up. I am counting on your Precious Blood to remove the stains that have been on my soul for many years.”
Earache.
– Jesus: “Offer this illness in atonement for your sins. How many times did you listen to the false discourses of men and how many times did you turn a deaf ear to my voice, I who am the truth. Offer, atone my dear little one.”
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At three o’clock in the morning, I suddenly woke up. I was in pain; He said :
– Jesus: “Offer it up, I need your sufferings during this night.”
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– Mimi: was suffering physically and morally.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t go on! Help me! I’m suffering terribly.”
– Jesus: “Do you think you are the only one suffering? Have you become my little victim only by name? Don’t forget, you are all mine : my suffering is also yours, my little Beloved spouse.”
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– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, teach me how to pray, my soul is lukewarm, fearful, why? I beg you, help me to be fervent and may my love for God grow more and more.
“Give me the courage to work for souls. My cross is heavy at times, this is why I implore and ask your assistance. I am suffering but I want to share your sorrow, Ô Mother of sorrows. Grant my wish to love you more and more.”
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– Mary: “Ask them before Holy Mass whether they accept our choice. If so, everything should take place at the moment of the offering.
“May they be careful, the evil one will want to destroy everything by saying that it is what you want, your choice, that you are living an illusion. They will be tempted to doubt you and themselves during this mission. Jealousy could appear to destroy and cause a disorder in God’s plan. As a Mother, I will watch over them and protect them from all the threats of their enemy.
“By their faith in their priesthood, their love for us, their humility, they will be protected. It won’t be easy. May they reamain united in prayer. They can exchange often in order to help you accomplish your mission.”
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, I beg you, why not tell them yourself?”
– Mary: “My dear little host of love, are you going to lack confidence and faith in my intercession? I repeat, they are my spoiled and cherished children the same as you. Why be afraid even before they have accepted? Together, pray with me so that the light of the Holy Spirit enlighten them and guide them in their decision. We respect also their will.” (This is about the Girard Fathers.)
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– Mimi: “My director would like to know whether the Blood of Jesus in the Alliance is the same as the one in the chalice after the consecration?”
– Jesus: “My Blood is homogeneous. Here is an example : you beat an egg and add milk. Are you able to separate the egg yolk from the egg white?”
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– Mimi: God wanted me for suffering in love. The road at times was long, now it is so short. Just a few more steps before being with him forever, isn’t this marvellous! This comes from faith, heavenly hope, there lies my strength. Suffering without love is nothing and love without suffering is emptiness.
Feast of the Epiphany. (Year?...)
– Mimi: “Thank you my God for the joy of receiving you. How can I write my impressions after all that I have just received! Ô my God, why are you so good to me! I don’t deserve so many favors.
“I weep for joy and am so moved. On this beautiful day, roles are reversed. I am the one who should be offering more, and it is you, my Beloved, who is giving me everything, who are fulfilling me. What more can I wish for than to possess you eternally? Before you, I am present, my hands are empty, however, receive my love, my will to love you by total giving.
“Like the wise men, I would have liked to offer you more, but I am so poor. With Mary and Joseph,I bow down and adore you, ô my God, my Beloved, my Savior. With all the souls of the earth, I render you homage and thank you for your love. I would like to continue talking with you at length, but I am still dizzy after receiving so much love. Thank you my God.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you are so surprised to see that on this beautiful day, I wanted to fulfill you, you believe the roles have been reversed! My dear little spouse, I did not come to receive but to give myself. Yes, to give myself entirely. Today you have received a large portion with my Precious Blood shed out of love for you. Do not weep because of your apparent poverty. Consider all the spiritual richness we have given you. Offer them to us in order to give us glory.
“In offering your miseries, your sins, your tears of repentance, your love so ardent, so sincere, we also have been fulfilled.
We have been honored to receive the homage and gifts of the wise men, but these were perishable. What is the value of incense without the elevation of the soul, of the heart and mind towards us. Perfect and agreeable incense is in the pure love that rises towards us. The ‘yes’ accepted with love, resignation, this complaint, even this tear of repentance reaches us and consoles us.
“What is myrrh, pleasant but short-lived, worth next to a soul in the state of grace where one finds pure love, sincerity, total abandonment to our adorable will. Yes, the perfume coming from this soul comes towards us like a prayer.
“What is gold worth in comparison with the spiritual richness of a soul in which we live as in a palace with all our glory, our divinity, our royalty. In spite of its miseries, if this soul is living in the state of grace, it shines more brilliantly than gold and has more value, for it was redeemed by the blood of a God.
“Thank you, my dear children, your director has understood correctly the sense of the mystery of the Epiphany; he has been so generous towards us and yourself. You understand now what this means, to give everything out of pure love for our greater glory and the salvation of souls.”
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– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t so much what you give me that pleases me, but what pleases me is what you expect from me, with confidence. My Beloved, this is sufficient for your communion.”
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– Jesus: “You have begun taking your first steps on the road that leads to calvary. Like myself, you will have a lot to suffer in many ways. You will experience the agony of the soul, heart and mind. With your mission, you must die a victim of my merciful love. To console you, I will always be with you since you accept from now on to always be with me to console me.
“We will have an exchange of love in suffering for the salvation of souls, many souls. Therefore, with me, my Beloved, an ardent love of the cross and an all-consuming thirst for souls…
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… Clearly manifested in this soul (Fr. Gamache). Ô Blessed Trinity, I adore you present and in the heart of God.
… The only cross that can identify us with God is one that leaves its mark in our flesh.
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Purification. Beautiful snow, so white, so pure, that has not been touched and soiled by the hands of man.
