Year 1983
Sunday, 16 October 1983
− Mimi: “The nostalgia of Heaven is the agony of the soul before the great departure. Thank You, my God for allowing my two spiritual sons to give me their blessings in the name of God, to help me begin the three day retreat in the most absolute silence, prayer, contemplation, for the success of the spiritual Synod.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, pray for what is presently happening at the Vatican during the Synod. The Holy Father is weeping in silence and We are also weeping with Mary Immaculate. We are saddened by the thoughtless conduct of certain bishops concerning the great responsibility of their priesthood and moral commitment during this time of prayers and reflections during the Synod.”
− Mimi: “My Beloved, Your words are painful to me and I am weeping with You. Why is it that, after so many centuries, Your passion is renewed and this agony continues with Your sufferings caused by consecrated souls? After all that You have done out of Love for each one of us.”
− Jesus: “My Beloved, it is because a certain number of bishops came to the Synod with their minds, hearts and hands empty. I beg you, pray in the intimacy of Our little sanctuary that is in your little soul.
Yes, my Beloved, many will return with an empty heart and their hands closed. How will they be able to open their hearts and hands to share, to instruct the faithful who expect from the Synod a lot of light and graces? Repair and be attentive to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit.”
− Mimi: “My Beloved, how You must suffer to have such severe words toward Your consecrated souls!”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, presently, My consecrated souls are the ones who wound Me most by their lack of faith and love toward Us and by their pride. They act and say things contrary to the truth and this wounds the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of truth who has always guided the Church. And it is the same Spirit who guided Mary Immaculate in Her Conception and who guided the prophets. This same Spirit instructs the little ones and the humble in the service of God.
The Holy Spirit has no place in the mind and heart of the proud person who is full of himself and who believes he is righteous. Led by this spirit of deceit, the proud person believes that he sees the light amid the darkness. He believes he is walking on the right path when he is close to falling into error and the abyss.
How can he maintain that he sees the light when his eyes are blindfolded? How can they proclaim words of truth when their mind is invaded by lies and error?”
– Jesus: “For certain ones, the state of disobedience to our Holy Father John Paul II, to what the Holy Father asks in Our Name, God the Father and the Holy Spirit, does not draw blessings on the Synod. But in My infinite mercy and with the intercessions of Mary Immaculate and the faithful souls, the sacrifices and prayers of little souls, I will give graces to My chosen ones, those who by their faith and love for Us and souls have been obedient to him who represents Me, to the one who by His mission has guided the people of God in Love and Truth to the glory of God the Father.”
Monday 17 October 1983
1st day of retreat. Mass : Father Armand.
− Mimi: “Eternal Father, it is at Your feet, with Mother Mary and my Beloved, that I begin this retreat that You desire. It isn’t easy to shun the noise of the world, to empty oneself, to free ones heart, to awaken this spirit in me that seems fast asleep, to realize this interior reformation of the state of my soul. Beloved Jesus, without a special grace, I am unable to do so.
Thank You for helping me put things in order in order to be totally given to God during these three days. No telephone, no visits, meals alone etc… Yes, to take the time to allow You to live in my soul, to give the Holy Spirit the task of transforming this life and prepare the last stage.
Everything is grand and mysterious in me and in my environment. At this moment, I would like to be during these days of grace on the summit of a mountain, far from everyone, alone with You, Beloved Jesus, in order to be more attentive to Your word. To live in silence, to have this solitude that You had in the garden of agony. But, like You, I must accept the Holy Will of Our Father. It is upon the inspiration of Your grace that I depend during this retreat. Without You, I am nothing, I know nothing. You are aware of my ignorance.”
– Mimi: “Tell me, Beloved Jesus, what more must I do to accept fully the Will of God the Eternal Father. It is my turn to be empty handed and the mind full of all kinds of preoccupations.
Thank You, my Beloved Jesus for this intervention in answering my question. Yes, You have manifested Yourself fully with the suffering on the side of Our Alliance. There are no words to make me understand Your presence in this terrible pain and to situate me directly on the road I must follow in order to be well attached to God’s plan and to His thoughts; this mission to make known the Love in suffering through a greater intimacy, and today, to give witness by accepting everything : moral and physical pain, agony of the heart, soul and spirit, to help the Holy Father John Paul II, for the spiritual success of the Synod 1983, and for consecrated souls.
Beloved Jesus, I feel so poor, so destitute, so little in this mission so great, so full of mystery and I know that it is by pure gratuity that You have given me this task to acomplish. For the glory of the Eternal Father!
My Gentle Mother of heaven, it is in Your motherly arms that I want to hide in order to beg you to help me accept the Holy Will of the Father. No one else can understand me and guide me. Place me with Jesus in Your arms to be offered to the Eternal Father for His greater glory.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, look in what state of soul and spirit I am, after all that God, out of pure goodness, has given me. At Your example, I accept, like a little servant, to serve this Father and my neighbor, since it is the precise goal of creation. I am a product of the Thought and Heart of the Eternal Father. I was created to know, love and serve Him.
How can I know Him in all things and everywhere?
How can I recognize Him in all things He does for each one of us?
How can I love Him without knowing Him?
How can I serve Him without giving myself completely to Him?
These are the many interrogations that need an answer! I am so little, so ignorant. But all that You ask me is to obey and love by serving without asking questions.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved little host of love, you don’t need to ask questions. You only have to look with the eyes of the soul at all that I place in you through grace but especially through the merciful Love of the Father.
My Beloved, when, during Our great intimacy, I press you to My Heart and that you feel My embrace, you don’t ask Me any questions! You are completely abandoned sometimes without even understanding this privilege. Does a child who is in the arms of His Father or Mother ask questions?
My dear little host of love, the other day, by a special grace, I was holding you in My Powerful arms after My Father had wounded your heart, to render you identical to Me in My moral sufferings, in the physical pain of My whole body, to make you understand in a tangible manner the depth, the extent of the Divine and human suffering for the salvation of consecrated souls.”
– Jesus: “You know, the cross of chosen souls is much heavier to carry because consecrated souls, after having been chosen and called by Us, are marked by the sign of Our union and bound by vows and eternal commitments. Poor senseless and blind souls! They cannot even stop this infernal race that is leading them to their loss with many souls who are following this easy and dangerous road.
Today, more and more people are dying of cancer. But what are we doing for souls who are eaten by a spiritual cancer? Every day, how many souls die without any help… because, being used to take pleasure in everything, they want more human love and comfort, but especially to be free to sin.
There are so many consecrated souls who no longer believe in their commitment. They don’t even have faith in My presence on the altar. I obey their words for the Immolation in order to continue the work of Redemption, and I allow Myself to be eaten by souls at times in the state of mortal sin. And this Precious Blood, with what indifference it is consumed. For certain consecrated souls, this beverage is simply a drink taken to offend Me gravely, because they no longer have the respect, the faith in this great miracle of the Love of a God who gives Himself as food to nourish you with His flesh and Precious Blood. Yes, this Divine Blood that I shed without any condition other than the love of a God for His creature.
My Beloved, if you knew all the tears that My Divine Mother sheds each day during the celebration of the Holy Sacrifice of the mass said by certain unworthy priests who dare offer the sacrifice in the state of sin!”
– Jesus: “What eternal unhappiness awaits them! If they took the time to stop, to understand, with what respect they would raise the chalice and drink with faith, love and gratitude this Precious Blood, because it contains the precious blood of Mary Immaculate who nourished Me. Certain theologians immediately would object to this human. Don’t forget, My dear little host of love : The Precious Blood that Mary Immaculate received at Her conception was the work of the Holy Spirit and of the Father.
− Mimi: “Excuse me, my Beloved, I don’t understand how the Holy Spirit could have given Mary Immaculate the Precious Blood of Jesus?”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, that is precisely the mystery of Love. Many years ago… you were not of this world, and since then, God the Father created you and gave life to the womb of your mother who nourished you during nine months with her blood. Is it more difficult for God to perform the same miracle in the womb of the Immaculate Virgin? And to give Me human life and nourish Me, it was necessary to have the pure blood of the Immaculate Virgin, since by My Divine nature, I was Son of God.
This is why, the blood of Mary united to My Blood are identical, since the Blood that I offer the Eternal Father at the moment of Immolation is also the immolation of Mary Co-redemtrix, spouse of the Holy Spirit, mother of God and daughter of the Father who was protected from the stain of original sin.”
− Mimi: “My Beloved, You know very well that I would like to die as quickly as possible to glorify the Father and live eternally for Your Love and never have the fear of losing You.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of Love, you must live to atone for the sins of consecrated souls that you are carrying on your shoulder, and for the sins of humanity.
With Mary, you are a spiritual mother. This is why you must feed your children that I am lending you since they are first of all the children of Mary.
At the last stage of your life, you must drink in the chalice of Jesus. You must drink the Precious Blood, drop by drop, till the end. And this will not happen in a single day.
Day by day, your will, united to My will, shall be crucified and your heart crushed like Mine for you shall die a victim of love and offered to the Father as a holocaust of love for the Holy Father, the Church, and especially for consecrated souls and humanity.”
− Jesus: “By the total giving of your life, I will be in you and you in Me. The cross your are carrying on your shoulder is the cross of the sins of consecrated souls and of humanity. But, your real cross is Mine where you will be in the near future really crucified, your eyes fixed on the merciful look of the Father. Your agony will be greater upon seeing the tears of Mary Immaculate slowly trickling on souls and the Precious Blood of Jesus flowing uselessly.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I would like to go all over the world and cry out the pain that You have, ô Eternal Father, upon seeing Your Beloved Son and Mary Immaculate cry. What sorrow at seeing the indifference, contempt,the hatred of the humanity You created, and that Your Beloved Son redeemed by His death on the cross.
The pain of Mary is incomparable, since She is carrying within Her the sufferings of the Father and all the physical pain of the Son. Before the heart of Jesus was wounded, Mary’s heart had already been pierced by the sword of man’s ungratefulness, contempt and indifference. Why, Beloved Jesus, after so many centuries, do we remain with hardened hearts in the face of suffering?
During this Holy Year, I beg You, Eternal Father, help each one of us discover our faith, the faith of our baptism, our commitments in the Mystical Body. Send us Your Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Love, to enlighten us and lead us, to teach us to know, love and serve God the way He wants and deserves.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for allowing my spiritual son, Fr. Armand, to come and celebrate the Holy Eucharist. We prayed and offered by reciting the prayer of total giving.”
Tuesday 18 October 1983
– Mimi: After many physical and moral sufferings, I must get up and accomplish faithfully what You ask me for the Synod.
– Jesus: “My little host of love, today, you must carry in your mind, soul and body, the sins and temptations of consecrated souls. We allow these temptations to help you understand a little Our pain and Our sorrow in the presence of certain sacrileges that have become normal for certain priests.
This headache that you feel is the crown of thorns that I am carrying because of the pride of My consecrated souls. Their pride makes them believe they are God outside of mass. They approve everything they say and do, and believe Me, it is not to the glory of My Father, but in order to have a great prestige and renown in the eyes of the people. How to discover them? They speak loud, affirm themselves with strength and conviction their errors, give out advice without thinking twice. For them, sin no longer exists. Certain priests go as far as saying : “In the presence of so many sins, the mercy and love of God closes its eyes.”
My dear little host of love, truly I close my eyes to cry and to avoid seeing My Father and My Mother cry. I cannot continue looking at all these horrors. It is at times a vision worse than hell. They would deserve being silenced and incapable of moving. By their dangerous conduct, they invite the faithful to follow them, opening the door to commit evil and all kinds of sins.”
– Jesus: “There are priests who approve adultery, saying that it is something quite normal these days. For others, having sex before marriage is permitted for the sake of experience. Contraception is allowed because there are no consequences and abortion is acceptable. And, My dear host of love, do you know why? Because the child would be a living witness of their sin; it would be better to eliminate him. Whatever the reasons, it is a grave offense to God because they are committing murder, and are killing the soul and body of a child of God. Some take part in God’s plan of creation concerning a human being while animals observe the laws of nature.
The scale of values is turned upside down. The sacraments are given according to the whims of the priest, sometimes without preparation or respect. Communion is distributed like candy. How do you want the faithful to be respectful in the presence of the host that is My body. Many priests count the number of communions. This is why communion for certain priests becomes routine and all the sacraments become a habit, like a laborer who works and who rests after a day’s work. However, the priest is first of all a servant of God and of the faithful.
How terrible and strict will be the words of the Eternal Father on judgment day : “My priest, what have you done with the souls I entrusted to you? Whom did you serve? Whom have you loved? The Creator or the creature? Have you been the servant of God or the slave of the evil one? Did you blush at identifying yourself with your priesthood, with the Church, at the request of My representative, the Holy Father John Paul II?”
– Jesus: “Why place yourself in a state of disobedience? To please whom? Pride or contempt? One is not found without the other. If you do not change your ways, it is I who will blush because of you in the presence of My Father and of My Mother.
My Beloved, pray a lot for consecrated souls. You are becoming a soul who restores. Your sufferings are expiatory. You must be continually in a state of offering with Me since the Alliance embedded in your body is the unique sign of Redemption, the total giving of Our life offered to the Eternal Father in order to glorify Him with redeemed souls.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved Jesus to help me understand a little about my mission. Thank You for immolating Yourself in the poor dwelling of your unworthy servant.
As we do before and after each mass, we pray together in order to prepare ourselves as an offering to the Eternal Father with Jesus through Mary Immaculate.
I asked my spiritual Son, Father Guy, to pray for me for I was undertaking a difficult period , that is, the state of consecrated souls living in sin.
I was going to suffer temptations against faith, sins of the flesh, disobedience. Depending on my Beloved Jesus and His grace, I accept. There was a fear in me of losing Jesus. I asked my Beloved forgiveness for my lack of confidence and generosity and once again, I accept. Father Guy was praying in order to help me for my enemy was raging.
Then, my Beloved showed me something I will never forget. He showed me a priest who was not in a state to offer the Holy Sacrifice of the mass. Around the altar, there were a multitude of demons who were laughing and prostrating themselves. Others were kneeling and ridiculing the offertory. Seeing this spectacle, I was weeping and asked : “Why, my Beloved, do You immolate Yourself in a heart that is not in a state to offer You?”
– Jesus: “My little host of love, I offer Myself to the Father out of obedience, and I doubly suffer My Passion, and Mary Immaculate weeps. I must immolate Myself because the priest demands it and has received the power to consecrate. Moreover, I come for the faithful who are in the proper state to receive Me.
Whatever the impure hands that hold Me, I must give Myself as nourishment to the faithful souls. The number is so small. The essential element is the content of the offering, that is, My Body and My Blood.”
– Mimi: “Beloved Jesus, increase in us the faith in Your Holy Presence and the absolute confidence in what You are. You are the truth. Why not believe in You?”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, the devil of pride leads the unbelievers, the foolish, sometimes the learned, and very often theologians also. It is not always the Spirit of God that enlightens and guides these priests.”
– Jesus: “This is why the Holy Spirit instructs and guides souls who are little, humble, priests who recognize their poverty before us and who know very well that it is out of pure gratuity that We called them to undertake such a great function; one of offering to the Eternal Father the Body and Blood of a God. At the moment of consecration, they become identical to Me.
During the Holy Eucharist, angels adore and prostrate themselves, trembling before this great mystery of Love where the God man offers Himself to the Father with the whole extent of human suffering, in the whole capacity of love and in the fullness of total giving, accepting to die on the cross as the most miserable of men; rejected, despised by His own and condemned by those who should have supported Him.
Pray a lot the Holy Father John Paul II. Five years ago, I asked you to be his spiritual mother, to sustain him with your prayers and sacrifices : he is suffering a lot presently. He is suffering My Passion and My agony because of the imbalance of the Church, that is, of certain of Her members. His sorrow is great because of the results. Those who are in place to help him, sustain him, seem to ignore him, to criticize him, to judge him in the smallest details, to condemn him even before he has made a move.
His coming to Canada for the 10th of September 1984 is not accepted. In the city of a hundred steeples where the cross was planted to bear witness to faith and Redemption, it is with a heavy heart that he will come to accomplish his mission. Yet, these hours of grace and blessings would be highly appreciated in other poor countries.”
− Jesus: “But, there are consecrated souls who refuse to meet the Holy Father. They are afraid of his words, his prayers, his blessings, his reproaches. Mary Immaculate is always near him to sustain him and protect him near Her motherly Heart that loves him so much because he is My representative on earth. All My power, My words, My blessings pass through him. With him I glorify the Father. In him, I immolate Myself to redeem souls. Like Me, one day, he will be a victim of Our Love.
Thank you, My Beloved, to distribute the beautiful prayer to the Eternal Father in preparation to the coming of the Holy Father. They are as many graces that I will grant those who pray with faith and confidence.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved Jesus, the joy is all mine in serving You and Yours is the glory. For, it is the Holy Spirit who inspired this prayer. I give You thanks. My Beloved Jesus, after all that You have told me, I invite You to come with the Holy Father into Your poor dwelling. Yes, Your little servant will receive You with an open heart and open arms to console You, to tell You once more all my love.”
Wednesday 19 October 1983
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for these days of graces and blessings. In Your presence, I come to renew my strength wounded by yesterday’s battle in which You were victorious. How great is Your presence! But how I feel small and unworthy. I don’t understand everything about this state of the soul. Sometimes I don’t feel You. I no longer see You. I look for You when You are so close. I weep and yet, I feel overcome by You, Beloved Jesus! But I no longer experience the sweetness of Your Loving Embrace.
At that moment, I feel as if I were dead in Your powerful arms. I am no longer of this world. It is really You, Beloved Jesus, who lives in me. I would like these gentle moments to last eternally. How difficult it is to come back to reality and face what is going on in the world. The cortege of human misery is so great. Sin, the rejection of God by consecrated souls and all of God’s children, sickness, wars etc… I thank You for making me understand all these things. Without a special grace, I could not see. I know that in asking me to carry with You the sins of consecrated souls and of humanity, You want to associate me to Your sufferings.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, there is a thin nuance between being associated and sharing, being united and to unite oneself! But for Us, according to the Holy Will of Our Father, by a unique grace,you have become a victim soul of love, continually offered with Me to the Father through the hands of Mary Immaculate and of your two spiritual sons, Father Guy and Armand, servants of God and of souls.
By the Alliance that I have embedded in your body, which is not the work of human hands, it is a unique reality in the world, and especially in order to underline My presence. Two in one flesh does not only mean the physical pain, but rather My real presence in all its extent and requirements of the Father over you.
This is why I have asked you to recite before the number two “2” etched on your body this prayer:
My Lord and My God!
I beleive, I adore You present in this Alliance,
to Glorify You with Mary.
Remember that during a moment of intimacy, during your offering and prayer, I made you say in latin this other phrase that confirms it entirely : “Hoc es enim corpus Meum” and that in your ignorance, you did not even understand its meaning and greatness. Presently, My Beloved, the time is urgent for you to immolate yourself each moment with Me to the Father.
You must die to yourself in all things, renounce willingly to all that is not of God. There is a choice, to live fully the total giving, the most beautiful prayer for little souls. Like Me, you will be rejected, crucified in your will and crucified to the will of Our Father. You will experience the agony of the heart, the soul, the mind and body. The agony of the body will be to give witness to your identity with Me : Two in one flesh.”
– Jesus: “I repeat, you will die a Victim of love, offered with Me as a holocaust of love for the remission of the sins of the world. What I have done in you will become visible. The sufferings of the passion will be revealed. You will be placed on My cross in order to glorify Our Father and at the moment of Our perfect union for eternity, there will be apparent death on Our carnal body. I will be truly living in you for our entrance into the house of Our Father.
My Beloved, do you remember when you lost your ring that you wore on your finger? How sad you were! I allowed this trial of your enemy to test your faith. In spite of your search, I had told you to remain calm and confident. You found your ring on the day I attached you to the cross; it took almost a month.
Today, after a long preparation, I am placing you on My cross, that is, you are carrying My cross. The cross you were carrying was one of your sins and those of consecrated souls. Presently, My cross, Our cross is one of humanity till the end of time. Is the servant of God above the Master?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, am I dreaming or is this an illusion? It is so great, so beautiful, so full of Mystery and my poor nature is trembling before it.”
− Jesus: “Come near Me, My dear little host of Love. I understand. Before the mysteries of Love and Mercy of the Father, I wept during My agony. My Divine Mother also had a moment of hesitation. When the angel visited Saint Joseph, he experienced these moments of trials as well as my prophets and my apostles. Why would it be different for you? Fear not! This is willed and permitted by the Father to strengthen your faith and as a last purification.”
– Mimi: “But You, Beloved Jesus, You didn’t need a purification, so why?”
− Jesus: “Poor little one! Because of My human nature, I had to suffer these trials. This is why you will have to accept everything and keep silent like My Divine Mother and Myself. Remain humble, in contemplation and faith before the great Mystery of Love. Give thanks to God for everything He is doing in you. It is your poverty, your smallness, but especially this great desire to love Him, serve Him, atone and save souls in order to glorify Him, that draws God’s attention on you. His eyes, at times filled with tears upon seeing your conduct so despicable, one day, were closed and then opened again to see your repentance, your good will in spite of your weakness.
And one day, you became My spouse. This is why, this mystical union and identification to My passion surpasses all human reasoning. Only those who shall have been informed by a special privilege will be able to help you and sustain you. Happy are you! I only had John and Mary Magdalen. As for you, I have given you more in the persons of your two spiritual sons and priests: Father Guy and Father Armand. They have been chosen to continue offering Me to the Father while offering themselves at each mass and by total giving which has become the centre of their sacerdotal life.
As they love Mary Immaculate, She keeps them in Her arms in order to protect them at all times. Your fervent and constant prayer for them will be granted.”
– Jesus: “They will continue your mission, to make known the love in suffering through a greater intimacy of the soul with God, to atone, merit and save souls for the glory of God.
My Beloved, what gave them this privilege was the total giving of their mother when she gave you her three sons who were priests, not simply entrusting them but giving them to you. Do you remember how moved you were upon hearing these words coming from the lips of their mother? And it was by a special grace that you were able to know her and speak with her for a while before I came with Mary to receive her into eternal happiness with Us.
My dear little host of love, as a spiritual mother, you must give Us your two priest-sons, in a state of perfection. Their mother has given them to you after having prepared them for the priesthood. As for you, you will have to prepare them to be immolated with Me for the salvation of souls to the glory of the Eternal Father. Give them a new birth in spiritual life and do not neglect anything. Follow the instructions of the Holy Spirit to allow them to grow in their priesthood and remain small on the human level.”
Tuesday 6 December 1983
– Mimi: “It is midnight! I am beginning my retreat to prepare the beautiful feast of the Immaculate Conception and also to prepare my heart, my soul, my mind to receive the great graces that, out of pure goodness, You deign give me for the Church, for consecrated souls and for all souls. My Beloved, how I wish to be hidden in the wounds of Your heart during these days of blessings for the Church.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, since when have you left My merciful Heart? Why would I have placed you at the heart of the Church? By your physical and moral sufferings, united to My cross and the sorrows of Mary Immaculate, you must follow Me totally along the way of the cross, on this path of Love in suffering in order to glorify Our Father with the souls that I entrust to you.
The cross that you were carrying was the cross of your sins, of your shortcomings. From now on, the cross that you will carry will be My cross, that is, Our cross upon which you will be nailed, to which you will be attached in order to be offered to Our Father with Me as priest and victim, as a holocast victim of love for consecrated souls and for humanity.
My dear little host of love, do you remember one day, in your spiritual notes, I was telling you that you would die a victim of love. Now is the time to prepare yourself for this gentle encounter, this perfect union in love and suffering through the total giving of your life in the service of the Church.”
– Jesus: “Your agony will be a long one, for you are beginning today the agony of the soul, the heart, the mind and the body. During your last retreat on the 16th of October 1983, I was telling you that your will had to be crucified and your heart crushed. This is what took place this afternoon : In the state of darkness in which I placed you, there was no human element, only a state of despair of a single priest who had lost faith in his priesthood.
How you cried! How you suffered in front of the real presence upon hearing the words of rebellion, blasphemy, contempt, hatred, insults that your enemy placed on your lips. I also, My Beloved, cried at seeing you suffer so much. I would have liked to press you against My heart, but I had to obey Our Father. It is by accepting this agony that We were able to help, not only a priest, but many more.
My dear little host of love, the state of a victim soul must be continually an offering to the glory of Our Father for His consolation. If you only knew how much Our Father suffers. Don’t forget, My agony is also His.
Before so much contempt, hatred, ungratefulness, lack of faith in His infinite mercy, rejection of His Love, these things are what wound Him most. After having given Me to the world out of love, after having chosen Mary Immaculate for us, becoming My Mother, the Mother of humanity, how to accept Mary in their lives as a mother who loves each one of Her children, that is, the children of God the Eternal Father.”
– Jesus: “Without the total “Yes” of Mary, the world would not have been saved. It is through the love and obedience to the Father that I was able to give Myself to the Father with humility and the love of Mary, My Mother and yours.
My dear little host of love, throw yourself with confidence into Her arms. It is close to Her Motherly heart that you will learn more about your mission as priest and victim with Me, through the spiritual maternity of Mary. She will guide you and lead you to this spiritual maternity for consecrated souls and for humanity.
Your spiritual sons will be there to help you ascend Calvary to the cross in order to be consumed by love of the total giving of your life, each day, each moment, especially at mass. If priests could believe and see for a second what is happening in heaven during offertory, when by his priesthood, the priest becomes Jesus crucified offering Himself to the Father for the redemption of the world. Mary, priest and victim with Jesus and the whole celestial court are present to give glory to the Eternal Father.
The eyes of Mary, moist with tears, are concentrated on the cross, looking at Her Beloved Jesus, the child of God. With all the Maternal love that the Father has given Her, She casts her look on Her other child, the priest. How She suffers at times from the indifference, lack of faith, the irreverence before Her Jesus on the cross. There are many who by their lack of faith step on Our hearts. How can they believe in the real presence when they don’t even have faith and respect for their priesthood.”
– Jesus: “Some priests are being lost with many souls for when they administer the sacraments, there is a lack of respect, of discernment, of prayers, of reflection near Jesus and Mary. Under the pretext that they are priests, they give themselves total freedom to speak and act. For certain priests, My mercy is so great that there is no more sin, therefore, no more sinners. There are also priests that the spirit of mutism prevents from speaking. In order not to judge and hurt people’s feelings, they sin out of human respect if not of cowardice. Yet, I was and still am a God of Mercy, Love and Truth.
I was crucified because I walked enlightened by the Father, by faith and charity. I gave witness to the Truth. Why remain silent in certain situations so as not to hurt people’s feelings whereas the Heart of the Father is wounded and My heart is bleeding with that of My Mother’s. Why are they so blind, so cowardly in the presence of Truth. The commandments of God are still real even in 1983.
Love and charity are also true. Yes, certain attitudes on their part of goodness, mercy and kindness are attitudes of cowardice. They open the door to their enemy in order to prevent themselves from being witnesses to truth. One cannot walk in the right direction without truth. One must not be afraid of truth. On the contrary. One must give witness to Truth, for the father of lies has lost the world because of pride and lies.”
− Jesus: “Even our days, how many consecrated souls don’t even see the difference between a lie and the truth. Truth does not cause trouble, gives one the courage to bear witness. Truth does not judge but forgives. There are also priests who distort the truth because they fear being criticized or misjudged. Even in My sacrament of forgiveness, they remain silent, a guilty silence as guilty as the sin that is accused.
During my public life, I did not fear the truth. When I had near Me a sinful soul, I would forgive the sincere soul because of its human weakness. But I always remained in the truth but with forgiveness there was a condition : “Go and sin no more!”
Many souls die in the state of sin because the priest did not have the courage to correct them, to say the truth concerning an offense made to God. To teach souls how to disobey God in His commandments is an offense, a sin, (don’t be afraid of the word sin, it still exists), to teach them how to remain pure or to teach them error by saying that God overlooks everything.
How many souls, before such language, depend on mercy and never correct themselves or never make an effort and remain continuously in the occasions of sin and take advantage of the priest in order to receive approval concerning the disorder of their lives. The judgment of the priest will be severe for the one who does not pray to have faith in his priesthood and to have the courage to speak and act in truth with discernment.”
– Jesus: “Interior reform of consecrated souls is so tremendous. It is important especially during this Holy Year of 1983 where My representative on earth, pope John Paul II is speaking, begging, weeping, suffering, offering himself by the total giving of his life. It is an agony for him and for Us to see so many souls being lost because of those who have the duty and responsibility to direct them take an easier road with the desires of the world that attract them more and more.
No more intimate prayers, no more recitation of the rosary, no more meditation, no more sacrifices, no more ways of the cross, no more recitation of the divin office, no more fasting, no more silence. With a busy mind, how can they be silent, how can they stop for prayer, adoration, to give thanks for our infinite Love, to ask Us forgiveness and mercy. We are at times rejected by these consecrated souls. We weep in the presence of so much ungratefulness. We had chosen them and pampered them with infinite Love.
At the moment of their ordination and commitment, We came to them with Love and the fullness of chosen graces to help them work properly in the service of their brothers and sisters so that God’s kingdom might come. Our confidence and hopes were so great for each consecrated soul. After having filled them out of pure gratuity, they turned a deaf ear.
They have no more time to listen to Us, to hear and obey the demands of the Holy Father John Paul II who asks the bishops and priests to minister out of obedience. How many resist out of pride. At times, they obey on a human level but not on a divine one. This is the reason why the faithful no longer know where truth lies or how to find the right road.”
− Jesus: “The Holy Father John Paul II asks in the name of God that the sacraments be given and administered with authenticity and respect. The Eucharist, this sacrament of love, under what condition it is given! My heart bleeds when My Body and Precious Blood are given with indifference in an off handed manner. They put Me in baskets or other recipients, when the sacred vases were consecrated and prepared to receive My Body and My Blood. There are priests who no longer have any respect in the real presence. This is why there are so many sacrilegious communions, so much irreverence in Our presence.
My dear little host of love, if you knew how I suffer to see such horror whereas in Heaven, the angels prostrate themselves to adore Us, and My Divine Mother adores Me near Her Heart. She did not see at the time, but Her faith, Her confidence, Her Love, Her conformity to the Holy Will of My Father was Her reason to live.
I am the same God. I give Myself out of Love. I show Myself in the host, yet how many take advantage of this sign of love. I give Myself as food to help souls. Why don’t consecrated souls speak more about the Eucharist to make Myself known to the full extent of My Love for each soul?
The soul who understands My Love, consoles Us. Do you see, My dear little host of love, why We have chosen you? To help consecrated souls to better love Us, to better serve Us with the souls We entrust to them. By your mission of victim in love and suffering, by a greater intimacy, you make Us known. It is a very great grace that We have given you out of Love and gratuity.
– Jesus: “Many thanks to your two spiritual priest-sons for helping you in your mission. By their vow of immolation, one day, they will identify with My moral and physical suffering in order to save as many souls as possible to the glory of Our Father. Their vows and desires will be granted according to their love, their fidelity, their faith in their priesthood, and with the graces I am giving them.
The more they are attentive to their faith and love, the more they console Us and glorify Our Eternal Father. As little children, they must always cuddle up in the arms of their Gentle Mother of heaven, Mary Immaculate. With the help of the Holy Spirit, let us prepare the beautiful and unique feast of the Immaculate Conception.”
Wednesday 7 December 1983
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for allowing me to continue this retreat for the feast of Mother Mary Immaculate in Her Conception. I am asking the Holy Spirit to prepare our hearts and our souls : My two spiritual priest-sons are also on retreat. I give them to You so that they may become holy priests. Thank You, ô Most Holy Father for allowing us to attend Holy Mass in Your dwelling where we are your servants.
Eternity won’t be long enough to thank You. With what respect and faith my spiritual priest-sons offer You to the Father while offering themselves in all the extent of their love by total giving. How we want to atone and merit for consecrated souls so that the Precious Blood of Jesus may not fall uselessly on souls.”
− Jesus: “My dear little host of love, your spiritual children were well prepared in the heart of their saintly mother for she gave the Church three priests by her total giving. During her life time, she gave you her three priests, children whom she loved so much. This obtained for her many graces for each one.
By your role as spiritual mother, you will be asked also to give them back to Me, to lead them to the cross. By faith in their priesthood, they will identify with My sufferings, My wounds, My Blood that was shed upon souls. They will be living witnesses of My merciful Love.”
– Jesus: “Because of the fidelity to their priesthood, I will grant them the gift of touching the most wounded and hardened hearts. May they keep their eyes constantly on the cross and remain in the arms of Mary Immaculate.
As for Father Guy, he will be the pampered child of Mary, an apostle of the Father, the little servant of Jesus and of the Church.
As for Father Armand, he will be the dear child of Mary, a disciple of the Father, the little priest of Jesus at the service of souls.
They will be with you, victims of love, and offered with Jesus as a holocaust to the Father by the hands of Mary Immaculate for the redemption of the sins of humanity, especially of consecrated souls.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved Jesus, what can we do to console the Eternal Father and atone?”
− Jesus: “My dear little host of love, you only have to look at Me on the cross, meditate on My Passion, My physical and moral sufferings. Often kiss with respect and love My wounds. Each kiss is a balm on My wounds and makes me forget many things, that is, your sins, your imperfections, your faults. You know, the least little indelicacy toward Us, wounds Me, because you are My little spouse and that I have given you so much in spite of everything.
Each day, you recognize your mistakes and weep, asking Me forgiveness. If you could see Me, so close to you, wiping your tears that are for Us precious pearls. Yes, My dear little host of love, you are suffering a lot, but your sufferings are not for you, and the 8 of December 1983 will be entirely for Us.
In 1953, when your spiritual director, Father Joseph Gamache told you: “God wants everything from you. He will take everything and that will be all.” The moment of this prophecy has arrived, after 30 years of preparation in love and suffering.
Possible continuation of 7 December 1983
– Jesus: … More gentle than when I wound your poor heart already wounded by the sins of consecrated souls, and moreover the sins of humanity that you must carry with Us. For in your state of victim soul, you must accept the plans of God for you in all things, for you will be My All.
My dear little host of love, the only thing remaining will be the freedom to accept everything out of love, without understanding much about this great mystery of Love in you. Ask your Gentle Mother of heaven to help you, to guide you on this difficult road for a human being, for a frail little girl, but strengthened by Our love. Be attentive to the Holy Spirit.
