Thursday 3 November 1955
– Mimi: I am happy to have opened wide the door of my soul to my director.
– Jesus: “It is a very good thing to have opened the door of your soul but watch out for the drafts. It is dangerous for a weak soul. From now on, cover yourself with the veil of charity.”
My Beloved said this because during the conversation, I had criticized a person.
Thursday 10 November 1955
– Jesus: “My dear beloved little girl, I want you to repair this offense made to God and to the Blessed Trinity. I want your director to bless this ring with holy water. With this vile gesture of revolt that you did, this ring has been profaned. Do you recognize the enormity of your fault? In doing this, you have sinned gravely against Me your Spouse, Me Infinite Goodness. You have shown contempt for the love of God the Father. You have profaned Our Love, Our union. You have rejected Me from your life. You have trampled on this pact that I had made with you in love and suffering. You have turned your back on the aspirations of the Holy Spirit. My poor little one, why have you done such a thing? If you had seen My tears of blood! My heart was open and through My wound, I was letting a few drops of My Precious Blood flow for you. Do you see how much I love you?”
My dear little girl, I have given up everything for you, to redeem your soul, to save it, to give it life for it had been dead for a long time. What more can I do for you? I fill you with favors, special graces. I offer you to share My happiness in heaven for eternity. In the past, I suffered to see you live in sin, indifference, but the other day, I suffered even more to see your hateful gesture of revolt, to realize your contempt for all We had done for you, your director and Myself. You sinned in the presence of your director. You must repair in his presence.”
– Satan: “You will have to kiss the earth three times. Once, to repair this sacrilege, to repair your lack of confidence, your contempt for your God, infinitely good. Ask sincerely for My forgiveness. Second, to adore Me as your Creator, your God, your Beloved Spouse. Third, to thank Me for all the graces I have given you out of pure goodnes, and humiliate yourself by recognizing your fault. To help you repair, may your director inflict on you a well-deserved correction. It is necessary. He knows what I mean.”
– Mimi: “My God, is this what You really want? That I repair by kissing the floor before my director? It seems to me that there are other ways I could repair.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, when will you be humble enough, submissive enough to admit what I am asking without arguing. I can easily do without your comments. What are you before Me? I know the bottom of your heart, of your thoughts at this moment. You hesitate because it is going to humiliate you, upset you. Yet, My dear little girl, you did not hesitate for a moment to make this vile gesture of revolt in front of your director. Don’t forget that he represents Me.”
– Mimi: My enemy takes advantage of this by telling me:
– Satan: “Poor little one, how I feel sorry for you. You are leading a very miserable life. Your God does not respect your freedom. He even obliges you to do ridiculous things. Think about it. To kneel before your director and kiss the floor. What a humiliation for you! Simply because you wanted to claim your freedom. In acting this way, your God calls this love, mercy. Open your eyes!”
Your God is afraid you will discover that His way of treating you is unjust. This is why He constantly asks you to walk with your eyes closed. He knows very well that if you discovered the truth, you would leave Him forever.”
– Mimi: “My God, I believe in You. I believe that You are the Truth. I believe in Your merciful love for me. I beg You, have mercy on me. Do not allow me to give in to all these temptations. Have pity on my weakness, my poor human nature. To show You my love, my repentance, I accept to atone though it goes against my nature to kiss the floor.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, model of virtue and humility, please help me!
My God, I adore You present in me. I want to love You even more. My Beloved, I recognize my fault. I ask Your forgiveness. I know that you suffered greatly when I struck You with this spear in a vile gesture of revolt. But I also suffer and regret having offended You. My Beloved, You received the blow and I am keeping the wound in my soul. Only Your love can help me obey.”
Friday 11 November 1955
– Jesus: “My dear little one, if you could only see what is going on in heaven at this moment! The Saints, the angels are in a nervous tension at seeing you prepare your confession. They are awaiting the moment with anxiety. They are leaning close to you, praying for you.
After my confession
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, there is joy in heaven! If you could hear the hymns of thanksgiving! My Divine Mother launches into the Magnificat. If you knew the value of a single soul in the state of grace! If you understood My happiness of forgiving. I am happy to receive in My arms My guilty but repentant child. Do you remember what happened in you at the moment of absolution? You are not able to write nor express this phenomenon, this peace, this joy. As a special privilege, your director experienced the same feelings.”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I remember very well. It felt as if my soul was leaving my body and reaching out to You. Only Your Love, ô my God, can realize this effect in my soul. I thank You, my God, for having forgiven me once more. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for Your infinite mercy. I am happy to be huddled into Your divine arms, near Your adorable heart.»
At this moment, my Beloved, I would like my director to feel the same happiness. He deserves it. He has done a lot for my soul. You know how much my soul cost him. My Beloved, keep him close to Your heart. My God, bless his work, his sacrifices. In Your infinite love, grant him all his priestly desires, his prayers that he makes for the salvation of souls and for Your greater glory. Fill him with Your special graces that You reserve for Your faithful friends, Your privileged children.
If I am presently able to raise my eyes towards You, it is because I have had a good guide, enlightened, walking in Your footsteps. His love for You, his entire conformity to Your Holy Will, his limitless confidence are his principles. He did not hesitate a single moment to seek holiness, perfection in the least little things. At his example, I want to come closer to You with love, with full confidence. I thank You, my God, for giving me a good director in whom I trust and to whom I confide my soul and eternal salvation.”
Saturday 12 November 1955
– Mimi: “I am so happy to receive my Beloved. It is as if I were receiving Him for the first time. When I think that my Beloved is present in my poor little soul!
My God, my Love, I thank You for given Yourself entirely to me. I ask sincerely Your forgiveness. You know very well that if, in the past, I offended You, I regret this former life of sin. Ô my Beloved, grant me the grace of loving You even more. You know my great wish of loving You even more but You know very well that without You I can do nothing. Give me the gift of Your holy love so that Our union may be perfect. Give me holy perseverance in asking to love You each day, especially in difficult moments. Come spend some time with me! Come and work with the team. It is time for confessions.”
I was meditating on death.”
– Jesus: “Do not fear, My dear little girl. Trust Me. You were not afraid, you did not hesitate, on the day of your operation, to entrust your body to fallible men. Yet, you were in great danger of dying. Entrust your soul, your body to Me. The moment of your death will be peaceful. You will be like someone under an anesthetic. When you wake up, I will be there. You will be in My arms, My beloved.”
Think a little about the joy of seeing Me, of possessing Me for eternity, Me your love, your Beloved Spouse. Think about this hour when Our love will be eternal, Me your God, with you who are so little. I am so happy at the thought of coming to fetch you, My little spouse, My dear little girl, My nothingness, My treasure so small that I can hide you in My heart. Do not try to understand My infinite love for you.
Keep our union, our love a secret. Speak about it only to your director. People are not able to understand divine love, the mystery of love and of infinite mercy for sinners, especially for you, so miserable. You know, my dear little one, how strong Our love is. You understand that nothing is impossible to God.
I ask you to remain silent about Our love for there are many who are jealous among My consecrated souls and in your family. Your entourage already criticizes you because of Me. How many useless questions about you.
First: Why does she write so often, for such a long time, instead of going out for some fresh air, for her health?
Second: Why all these hours of meditation, of reading? She is being lazy.
Third: Why all these Holy Hours instead of some distraction, why this, why that, always why. Poor human nature!”
– Mimi: To all these questions I can answer: it is the love of God that makes me do this.”
1) I am writing out of obedience and to please my Beloved, for the salvation of souls, to converse with my God and to protect my moral health.
2 ) Reading is a way to nourish my mind with things of God.
3 ) Meditation is to approach more intimately my Beloved in order to love Him, know Him, better serve Him and also to listen to His voice of truth.
– Mimi: “Am I correct, my Beloved? It is not being lazy to sacrifice everything out of love for You.”
4 ) Holy hours. I have come to keep my Beloved company to console Him, to ask His forgiveness, to thank Him, to pray to Him. The list would be too long for one hour in His presence isn’t enough for me. Time goes by so fast near my Beloved. I am not praying only for myself. I am also praying for my neighbor, my parents. I pray in the name of my friends and enemies. I pray for God’s reign on earth. I pray for the needs of the Church, the intentions of the Holy Father, for priests, to obtain many missionary, priestly and religious vocations.
I pray for peace in the world, peace in all the hearts through the love of God. I pray for married couples so that they may accomplish faithfully their duty of state, for educators, for youth so that they may be enlightened in their vocation and may remain pure. I ask for the protection and affection of all little ones. I ask for the grace of baptism for new-borns.
I pray for all consecrated souls, missionaries, so that their work may be fruitfull. I ask to be enlightened by the Holy Spirit, for confessors and spiritual directors. I ask for the conversion of sinners. I ask mercy for the dying. I ask for the deliverance of the souls in purgatory, especially those most forsaken.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I beg You, grant me the grace that there be not a single soul to die in the state of sin because I have neglected to pray for them. Help me to accomplish my team work, my duty of state, please help me attain my ideal, to love You more and more and to save many souls.”
Finally I thank You for the whole world, for all these benefits of each moment and for Your love for us, poor sinner. (When I am near Him, I can talk for hours and time goes by very quickly. My intimacy with my Beloved Spouse is growing more and more. Being in contact with Him, my love is getting stronger.
My God, I want to become a little Saint for You and a simple-minded person for the world. With your grace, I want to remain very little in order to hide in Your Divine Heart. I want to live unknown to the world. Also, my Beloved, I want to keep You as a treasure and I want to hide You in my poor little soul, Our little dwelling. I love You, adore You present in me. Thank You for Your love.”
Sunday 13 November 1955
– Mimi: “My God, I have come to spend an hour with You to thank You, to console You, to better learn to know You in order to better love You and better serve You.
My God, You who in the past accepted as offering animals as victims, I beg You to accept this poor body that I offer. Yes, I give myself to You completely. Receive my soul filled with love for You, my Creator, my God. I offer and make the sacrifice of my poor life with its miseries so that Your kingdom may come on earth and also for Your Church, to obtain many priestly, religious and missionary vocations, for peace in the world, for the salvation of many souls, to obtain the conversion of sinners, the deliverance of the poor souls of purgatory, those most abandoned. My God, I offer You my life so that the world may understand the value of the cross, to obtain the resignation of the lame, the sick, especially the members of my family.
My God, I beg You, hear me! I ask You to heal my director so that he may continue to do a lot of good and save many souls. His life is more useful than mine. All I can do to save souls is to pray and suffer with my Beloved. But when I think about all that he can do as a priest for souls… (I was meditating on the importance of the priest, his role as an apostle). Through his priesthood, he makes a sinner a friend of God. He gives him peace.
With the sacrament of baptism, he gives a child the title of child of God. He makes him a heir of heaven. At Holy Mass, he makes God the Master of heaven and earth descend on the altar. With the Eucharist, like an attentive father, he gives God as food to the souls. With the sacrament of marriage, he unites two souls to give God other little souls. At the moment of death, when he gives the sacrament of Extreme-Unction, he prepares the soul to meet God and obtains for it the gentle peace of love and confidence. He opens for souls the gates of heaven and consoles those who are left behind, those who are suffering.
He does not calculate his time, his health, his sacrifices to give God souls. Look my God upon our two lives. Can we not say that my poor little life is not as filled, is quite useless next to all that he can do and I cannot do without the help of Your grace because I have not like him received all the powers of the priesthood. However, like him, I have an ideal: to save souls. That is why, it seems to me that I have the heart of a priest. My God, grant me the grace to die before him.”
How many times he offered me with Your Son! How he would be pleased to offer me a last time! I seem to hear him say:
“My God, receive the soul of ……..that Your infinite mercy entrusted to me through a special mission. With Your Son, I did my utmost to snatch this soul from the devil. She was very costly. I faithfully accomplished all that You wanted me to do to help You purify her, to sanctify her and now is the moment ô my God to give back to You this soul that You had entrusted to me.
In Your love, grant her mercy, receive her into Your heaven for eternity so that she may reach her ideal, that is, to love You during all eternity with her Beloved Spouse, Your Divine Son.
And also with Her Gentle Mother of heaven in whom she had placed all her trust, her love, to whom she had entrusted her soul and her eternal salvation.
Remember, my God, the days when, in spite of her weakness, her miseries, she offered You her poor little soul as a dwelling. You know how much she loved receiving You to please You for she understood the need, the happiness You have in giving Yourself to souls. Receive her into Your Kingdom. She gave You asylum on earth in her poor little soul so loving in spite of its miseries. My God, give her asylum in Your heaven. I know that she has sinned a lot. I also know that she has wept a lot over her sins, that she has done her utmost to atone, to console You from her ungratefulness. She has shown her good will by accepting to do Your Holy Will. She was sincere with You. You know, my God, the affectionate nature that You gave her. This heart, my God, is Yours for eternity. Receive her as the spouse of Your Beloved Son. In the name of the merits and sufferings of Your Divine Son, grant her Your mercy.
My God, listen to the prayer of Your humble servant. Come fetch this little soul that is thinking only of You, that is sighing after You and that is suffering from being far from You, her God whom she loves. I would be very pleased to place into Your hands this little soul that You entrusted to me. I have been faithful in following what You commanded me to do and to follow Your orders. With Your grace, ô my God, I placed her on the good road and I always did my best to guide her to You alone, my God.
I know, my God, that You have suffered a lot and that Your Divine Son shed tears of blood. I also wept often because of her. Remember, my God, the days when she wept over her sins near the heart of Your Son, her Beloved Spouse. Ô my God, may all these tears become tears of joy upon seeing her near You, my God, her Only Love. During her poor life, she always loved her Gentle Mother of heaven. She often took refuge in Her Motherly Arms to weep over her faults, to tell Her her needs, to ask Her how to love You as She had and how to serve You faithfully and how to accept Your Holy Will. My God, in Your infinite love for her, come and receive her.
You cannot separate the child from its Mother. You cannot separate the Spouse from His spouse. Think about the union of Your Divine Son with this little privileged soul. Think about their love that has become one. All this love is for You, my God, for Your greater Glory.
However, my God, may Your Holy Will be done. Complete your work. She is all Yours to love You, to serve You forever. Amen.”
– Mimi: Something strange has taken place! As I was writing these lines, I seemed to hear a voice tell me :
− Jesus: “My dear little one, may your director recite this prayer with faith, with confidence. His wish will be granted.Then, some day, I will tell him the date when he will read once again this prayer in your presence and that will be the day to prepare you to die.”
Do not doubt My words for this prayer is the work of the Holy Spirit and God is truth. You began the meditation and the Holy Spirit ended it.
The work of the Holy Spirit began with these words: My God, receive the soul of…. I will give you a visible sign. Your director….. remain silent until the moment when he will accomplish what I have just indicated. After this day, you will tell him everything. He will understand.”
– Mimi: I was so moved. I was trembling. I could hardly breathe. I don’t know what was going on in me when I heard these words. I was fearful and at the same time a gentle happiness at the thought of heaven, at the thought that my death was rapidly getting close.”
– Mimi: “When I think that the hour of Our union is approaching, ô my Infinite Love, my God, my Beloved Spouse. My Gentle Mother of heaven, the hour is approaching when the soul of Your child will rejoin You. In the meantime, please help me to love my God even more. Teach me to live well in order to die well. Do not leave me, my Gentle Mother of heaven. Help me prepare my soul so that it will be agreeable to God.”
Monday 14 November 1955
After communion.
– Mimi: “I am so happy to be near You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, the moment of your death will only be a change of address. Today, it is I who come to you. At the hour of your death, it will be you who will come to me to share My heaven for eternity. Do not doubt My words. Remember the good thief.”
I spent almost the whole day writing, putting in order my little notes and after each hour, I would rest for a few moments in order to be close to Him, my Beloved. I would lift up my heart to God to tell Him that I love Him, to thank Him for His love, to ask His mercy for sinners. I don’t forget the dying and also the deliverance of the poor souls in purgatory.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, it is easy to live with Me, to do My Holy Will. This is how you save souls, that you do your team work.”
– Mimi: I wanted to write more but I had to listen to the reading of letters I already knew about. I asked myself the purpose of reading these letters.
− Jesus: “My dear little one! For you, they are a means of saving souls and exercising your patience, of mortifying your will.”
Tuesday 15 November 1955
– Mimi: Last week, I bought a blue hat. I found it comfortable and also because I liked the color.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, at the moment you will appear before Me, do you prefer having your little blue hat on your head or do you prefer having the crown of thorns that I will change into a crown of glory? Think about it.”
– Mimi: I didn’t know what to do. After speaking about it to my director, I decided to buy it. The sacrifice was quite painful for I had not worn it yet, but, on the other hand, I didn’t want to refuse my Beloved anything. I was ready to give it away. The sacrifice has been made. I am happy about it.”
– Jésus: “My dear little one, tell your director that I leave him free to decide. Submit yourself to his will and Mine.”
– Mimi : After several days, my director decided that I would keep the hat on condition that if God made a reproach concerning the hat, I would turn it over to him without hesitation.”
Wednesday 16 November 1955
A memorable day for me.
– Mimi: I am happy. My director blessed my ring with holy water. He recited the prayers of the Church. Then, I told him of Your desire that I repair the offense that I committed with the vile gesture of revolt. My director thought it over for a few moments and answered : “Very well! I allow you to repair what you have done. Do it right away.”
The first answer was “no”, not here. Someone might come by. My enemy was suggesting all kinds of reasons. During this time, my director was still waiting. Then, after a long silence, he said:
− Mon director: “If you only knew all that is going through my mind. I am shivering! I feel his presence near you (my enemy). Listen carefully! If you don’t want to kneel and do what God has asked you, I will do it in your place. I am not afraid to adore my God, to atone, to submit to His Holy Will.»
– Mimi: At that moment, I was suffering a lot. I answered: “No, I don’t want to see you repair in my place. I am the one who sinned. It is up to me to repair, to atone.” Then, I remained silent. During this time, my enemy was saying:
– Satan: “Don’t do it. Don’t be ridiculous. It’s crazy! Go away! Go away!”
– Mimi: I repeated to my director what I had just heard.
− My Director: “Do you believe that this comes from God? Do you believe that the vile gesture of revolt that you made the other day before me was noble, elegant, graceful?...... You hear me! You are going to repair immediately and do what you must do. During this time, I will bless you.”
– Mimi: At that moment, I couldn’t move. I was stuck on my chair. I was suffering. My enemy took advantage of this. I felt his presence near me. He is enjoying this. He is watching me struggle.
– Satan: “You must not let your director win over you. Leave! There is still time. Do not be afraid. I am here!”
– Mimi: I was afraid. My director guessed that there was something going on. He said:
− My Director: “You heard me! What are you waiting for? If God were here asking you to do it, what would you do?”
– Mimi: After saying this, he had touched my heart and my enemy took flight upon hearing the name of God. What I wouldn’t do for my God, for my Beloved! So, I accomplished with respect what God had asked of me. I was so happy! My emotion was too strong to express my joy, my happiness, this peace I could feel.
– Mimi: “My God, I thank You. With Your grace and the help of my director, we have won another victory over my enemy. I am so happy!”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, will you finally understand what humility is about in all things, even in the smallest things, even in the things that are ridiculous in the eyes of the world. My dear little one, each time I want something, I have to give some examples. Did Mary Magdalen hesitate to kneel before Me in front of men?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask Your forgiveness. I want to repair my conduct. I accept with love all that You will ask of me. I love You too much to refuse to follow You. I no longer want to leave You by Yourself. I want to accomplish my team work for the salvation of souls, but without You I can do nothing. I beg You to give me the strength and courage to do battle. Increase in me faith, confidence, humility. May everything in me be transformed by You, by Your grace and Your love. My Beloved, I am nothing. Finish what You have begun in my soul for the greater glory of God.
– Mimi: My Gentle Mother of heaven, I give You thanks. Let me rest in Your motherly arms. My little heart is aching so. Today’s emotions were so strong. To You I come to rest. I seek refuge. I can count on You. I love You! I want to live and die in Your arms.”
Thursday 17 November 1955
– Mimi: “I am so happy to be Your little spouse.”
When I think of it, I, poor little creature, am the spouse of my God. He never leaves me. I don’t have to worry about Our love. I know that He loves me for all eternity. I do not have to fear a separation, as long as I will be with Him, as long as my love and confidence will be in Him. Near Him, my work is made easier because I want to serve Him as His little servant, most submissive to His requests. Love is my only reward. The greater my solitude, the more I love Him for it gives me the time to pray, to meditate, to think, to converse with Him and Our intimacy is growing more and more. My love for Him is strengthened in His presence.
I also have the time to exchange gentle avowals, to speak with ease, to weep over my sins, to ask Him the grace never to offend Him but to increase in my soul greater love, greater confidence, greater conformity to His Holy Will, greater humility. I feel so little near Him. My greatest wish is to love Him as He has never been loved. For this, I ask my Gentle Mother of heaven how to love Him as She did.
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, please grant me the grace to love Him, serve Him faithfully each day as You did. I want to remain always very humble, very little in His powerful arms. Please help me put my soul, my life and my house in order so that I may be agreeable to God.”
Grace and love of God have changed me completely. I think only of Him. I sigh only after Him. I work only for Him, in order to offer Him souls. I love Him and want to love Him more and more. I miss Him when He is distant. I am awaiting impatiently for the day when I will possess Him for eternity and Our union will be perfect.
– Mimi: “When will You come for me, my Beloved? I am so looking forward to it. I am counting the days, the hours when I will be able to say: “Here I am, my Beloved, my Spouse! I am all Yours forever!” Grant my request. If You only knew how I find the time long!”
Friday 18 November 1955
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for the grace I just received. Thank You for Your infinite love for me. You granted me today a great joy that I did not deserve. Thank You for the grace of not having offended You. Thank You for giving me the desire to pray. Thank You for the peace I experience with You. I put my trust in You. I abandon myself into Your divine arms. How I would like all souls to experience Your love! It is a need that I have to repeat my love for You. You are my reason for living. When I think: “Always with You in heaven for eternity!” Thank You, my God. How great is Your goodness!”
My director gave me a pleasant surprise. He gave me a beautiful little statue of the Blessed Virgin. I cannot express what I felt when I received the little statue. I was so happy, so moved, I was unable to stop kissing it with love, with respect.
– Mimi: “Welcome into my little home. How happy I am! You are now at home with Us. My Gentle Mother of heaven, would you please grant my director many spiritual consolations? Would You increase his love for God? You know his daily prayer to heaven. You know his desire of holiness to be closer to his God whom he loves, to adore Him, to be closer to his Divine Master, as His devoted and faithful servant, to work for the salvation of souls. I couldn’t be happier. My Beloved will be coming tomorrow. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me prepare my little dwelling. My little soul needs Him. How anxious I am! My Beloved, on the cross You were thirsting for my soul. On my little cross, I hunger for You and I thirst for Your love.”
Saturday 19 November 1955
– Mimi: I had the great pleasure of receiving Him. I have a terrible headache.
– Mimi:“I unite my sufferings to Yours, my Beloved, so that the Kingdom of God may come. With You and in me, I will have more strength, more courage to work. I know that I am not alone in this team work. I, too, want to save many souls in order to offer them to God.”
Yesterday, I gave my director a copy of the little prayer that the Holy Spirit dictated to me on Sunday the 13th of November 1955. This prayer is for the preparation of death.”
– Satan: “My dear little one, your director doesn’t tire reading this little prayer. He is strongly tempted to have it read by a confrere to confirm his opinion.”
– Mimi: I was suffering a lot in the afternoon. I was planning to rest a little.
– Satan: “Tell your director that in the name of Holy Obedience, I order him to destroy this prayer for it contains lies from beginning to end. Fear not! Go tell him!”
– Mimi: I didn’t know what to do. If it were my enemy, he would not say: “In the name of Holy Obedience” for he hates obedience. He wouldn’t tell me: “Go tell him this!” He usually tells me: “Don’t speak!” Painfully,
I went to church for my Holy Hour. I took advantage of it to speak to my director about what was happening to me. He reassured me by saying that it did not come from God, the order to destroy the little prayer.
− My Director: “You know very well that he will do his utmost to seek revenge. He is outraged. (the devil). First of all, I don’t believe that this little prayer came from you. I know you well enough, unless you suddenly became a genius! (and he laughed)
– Mimi: “As for this, I have no fear. God has already told me that He knows my ignorance and that you know me so well. Besides God, you are the only one to know all the secrets of my poor little soul and if I had been a genius in writing this little prayer, where would it have come from, if not from God? Therefore, everything comes from God.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, one does not need to be a genius to understand that this prayer is the work of the Holy Spirit and not of you. An honest soul, a simple soul, an enlightened soul can easily see this. The Holy Spirit has the right to inspire the weakest, the simplest, the most ignorant souls. You are an example. In your ignorance, you wrote this prayer without understanding its importance.”
– Mimi: “My God, I did not have the time to think. The Holy Spirit was breathing His thoughts so quickly, that I thought it was Pentecost Sunday!”
Sunday 20 November 1955
– Mimi: I was watching a film taken by a member of the family and in which I appeared for a quarter of an hour. With the praises and impressions from my surroundings I suddenly felt a bit of joy, of vanity.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, what would you say if I showed before the eyes of your entourage the film of your poor life with all its miseries, your sins, your malice? Do you think you would receive praises, congratulations? Your entourage would not spend 5 minutes watching such ugliness. Do you remember the x-ray of your head? Remember the impression that you had looking at your skull on the screen. On that day, did you receive the praises of the doctors, did you find yourself pretty? You had nothing, no trait to identify your poor head. Only bones and holes. Think about it! This is the image of what you will be one day. Now, to atone for your sin of vanity, go meditate a few minutes before your crucifix. Look at Me in the eyes and you will understand. It isn’t always what appears the most that counts in life, that counts for Me. Think about My hidden life.”
– Mimi: “My God, I sincerely ask Your forgiveness.”
– Mimi: My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me understand and practice humility.”
My Beloved, I throw myself with love into Your Divine arms. Hide me from the eyes of the world. Without You I can do nothing. Please help me atone for my sin. I am sorry for having offended You.”
Monday 21 November 1955
– Mimi: I am so happy! I received communion on this beautiful day of the Presentation of Mary in the Temple. Thank You, my God and many thanks to my director. I was suffering a lot. I had trouble working. I was feverish and couldn’t keep warm. While writing, I was thinking of little Thérèse who suffered so much from the cold. After spending several hours writing I was exhausted but I wanted to do a good job in accomplishing my team work.”
– Jesus: “My dear little one, on this beautiful feast day, come spend an hour with My Divine Mother and Me.”
– Mimi: “How can I? Help me hide my pain! Otherwise, I will not be able to go out. My Beloved, I am so cold!”
– Jesus: “Come, My dear little one. My Mother and I have been cold for you and We accepted it all out of love for you. Think about repairing the cold indifference that your little heart used to have before Us. I know that you are suffering a lot because of the cold. Come warm yourself near My ardent heart, burning with love for you.”
At church.
– Mimi: I was watching Christ on the cross, thinking about all the pain I had caused Him and that I still do because of my weaknesses. I was looking at Him and thinking especially about all the love He has for me. I could almost see Him alive telling me:
– Jesus: “Look at Me! See what you have done!
Look at this heart that has loved so much and who has died out of love for you”
– Mimi: I could almost hear Him say with His last breath:
– Jesus: “I thirst. (that is) I want your soul”
– Mimi: I can hardly see Him. My eyes are filled with tears, my heart pains me. When I think that I was the cause of His death!”
– Mimi: “When I think that in the past, I turned a deaf ear to Your voice. How I regret my evil conduct, so ungrateful towards You, my God. Let me weep over my sins on Your Divine Heart, ô Infinite Goodness, ô Merciful Love. How can You love a soul like mine, so contemptible after receiving so many signs of Your love? I sincerely ask Your forgiveness.”
I could not hold back my tears.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, unite your tears to the sorrow that My Divine Mother felt because of your ungrateful conduct, so revolting at times.
Now, My dear little one, cry no more. Your poor life, your sins are hidden in My Divine Heart and My love has consumed them entirely. Cry with joy, with gratitude for all that I am doing for you. Think no longer of your past life if only to give Me glory. Think of your present life with Me present in you as Spouse, as your God of love. Think of the little temple in which you live with Us for your little soul has become Our happiness. Think of your future life near Us forever. Think of Our love for one another.”
My dear beloved little spouse, in the past, you have been weak in your affections. I, on the other hand, have been weak in My love for you. I, your God, lowered Myself in order to seek you in the filth of sin. I did this, My dear little girl, because I love you. I myself wanted to clean, purify and embellish your soul so that some day I could offer it to My Father as My little beloved spouse. Now I want to tell you a secret. You know that in the eyes of My Father you are the image of the prodigal son transformed by grace into a child of divine love. He bends down towards you. He looks at you with gentleness, with goodness, and fills you with special graces. He loves you with such tender love. Listen to Me carefully! His love for you is so great, so strong that if heaven were not His dwelling place, there would be a lot of jealousy. But He is living in a Kingdom of peace, happiness and love.
Yes, my little beloved spouse, My little treasure that I want to keep you preciously hidden in My Divine Heart. If I love you more than many others, it is because I knew that you were suffering a lot because of such a miserable life. I would look at you, I would often cry with you, I also cried because of you. I was waiting for the day when My love would be victorious, but you were a free thinker. If I waited for you for such a long time. It is because I wanted the reason for your return to be disinterested, that the sole reason of your return towards Me was simply out of love, pure love for Me your God. To help you, I chose a competent director. He knows what I want from you and what I expect from you. You are going to need him for in a short while you will suffer a lot in all kinds of ways. I have to purify you before the great departure because I love you. I have to make you pass through the same road that I took before going back to My Father. In order to come to Me, there is no other road than one of suffering and love.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, Your word is so soft in my little heart. With You, I want to go to God. Not only do I want to follow You but with Your grace I want to walk by Your side. I want to take the same road.”
My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me realize my dream; to belong entirely to God for all eternity. For this, there is a lot of work to be done in my little soul but my confidence in You reassures me and gives me courage. As Your sickest, littlest and most miserable child, I place myself in Your motherly arms, for I know that I am in security.
I know, my Gentle Mother of heaven, that I must go to God through You. I beg You, teach me how to love Him more. May I love Him like You. Teach me to imitate and practice Your virtues, especially the humility that touched the heart of God. My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me prepare my departure. I am sure that You will be near me at the hour of my death. I have been asking for this each day with the recitation of the rosary for the last 5 years. I know that You will hear my prayer because You are always interceding for a soul that prays with confidence and perseverance. I know that I will be saved by You. Ô my Mother, Refuge of sinners, keep me in Your arms so that at the hour of my death, You may present me to God the way Saint Ann, my Patron, presented You in the Temple. I believe that God the Father cannot refuse You anything. How I look forward to seeing You!
– Mimi: When will my Beloved come?
As You asked, my director took advantage of this beautiful feast to recite the little prayer with faith and confidence. With Mary, he offered me to God. My God, hear his confident prayer!
Tuesday 22 November 1955
– Mimi: To get over the fatigue of writing, I went to chop wood for the fire. After a quarter of an hour, I was exhausted.
– Mimi: “You can see, my Beloved, that I am a jack-of-all-trades!”
– Jesus: “I know but notice especially what a soul and a sick body can do when supported by My grace.”
Thursday 24 November 1955
– Satan: “You tire yourself writing for nothing. If you spent all these hours house cleaning in preparation for the festivities. Your director isn’t fair in asking you to write. Think about all the time wasted in reading, meditation, visits to the Blessed Sacrament, the rosary, Holy Hours, etc. To get everything done, you would need days of 48 hours. What is your salary for all this?”
– Mimi: “Go away, liar! I ask for nothing. I have all I need to be happy. I love my God and He loves me. I am not working for nothing. I am working to please Him and to save souls for Him.”
Friday 25 November 1955
– Mimi: “My God, please give me patience.”
My Beloved, how do You expect me to do all this? There is reading out loud in the next room and in the other, there is the radio that is so loud and it is the only time that I have to write. How I would like to be alone with You, ô my Beloved!”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, do you want to please Me? Do you want to love Me even more? Remove from your life the three following words that you repeat often: I would like, I desire, I want. To sum up, all this means “me”. Remove it, despise these words in your temporal life. And in spiritual life, it isn’t the same. I allow you to use them and I will be pleased if you do. As for Myself, see how I use them for you. I would like you to love Me more. I wish you to be all Mine. I want all of you. Do you see the difference? Do you see what we can do with these three words supernaturally? Meditate on this.”
